I wrote a song. Its called »Pendulum«

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Don't touch my skin
Don't remind me of how I
Can't feel anything
I want to tune in
To the song you sing
But all I do is turn into stone
Then turn into death, then turn into bone
I don't believe your tongue or your eyes
I know you're hiding behind a disguise
Don't touch my skin
Don't remind me of how I
Can't let you in
Because my children
Love the tides you bring
That is why I turn into stone
Then turn into death, then turn into bone
I don't believe your tongue or your eyes
I only believe what I recognize
I've reached a line
This body ain't mine
I want to trust you
But I don't feel safe
Do I need you
Or do I need space?
I'm a pendulum
Don't touch my skin
Don't remind me of how I
Can't go within
To only find nothing
Where people have been
I don't want to turn into stone
But I know nothing that feels like home
I like your tongue, I like your eyes
I'm just so scared of being alive