This song "tinggalkan diriku" was a song by siti Sarah, and this version is recorded somewhere in 2018 during a practice session for a showcase by siti Sarah; together with a pianist and guitarist which featured in this video clip. This Recorded Acapella version song was given to Siti Sarah husband "shuib" eight or seven days after the Demise of Siti Sarah due to COVID-19 while heavily pregnant. She was put to sleep and doctors have to operate her to get her baby out. She passed away few days later without seeing her baby. The song storyline tells exactly what had happened to their family. It was as if Siti Sarah already know that she will go one fine day. The video clip done in animation to summarize everything about their life. From Four KIDS she left behind including the baby; SHUIB, the husband; BUBBLEBEE, the honey based dessert and drink they produced, the last CONVERSATION between Siti Sarah n Shuib before she Was put to sleep; and a TRIBUTE to both pianist and the guitarist who also passed away about the same year. I hope I gave a fairly good explanation about what inspired and happened in the song.
The last conversation: Shuib: Mummy, just this 1 last step. Ask God to give you strength and after this, God Willing, we can see our baby together. Sarah: Ok darling. Shuib: Mummy, i swear. I love you so much. (Cracked voice) Sarah: Daddy. Dont cry. Shuib: No i didnt cry. Sarah: Daddy please dont cry. Shuib: No. I didnt. Im ok. Sarah: Daddy please forgive all my sins ok daddy? Shuib: I already forgiven all of your sins. Sarah: Love you. Shuib: I love you so much. ........... i cried a bucket! Al fatihah untuk Siti Sarah Binte Raissuddin. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
At first i hesitate to watch the video coz i know i'll be emotional. But after few days i can't take it. I must watch it. True enough it got the better of me. Especially the last conversation. Growing up watching Sarah's career & life...and following her build up her marriage life & business with Shuib, then having kids...now video moments of her last moments. Really heartfelt. Shuib, he is very strong... emotionally & mentally. He's an inspiration.
Sebaknya dada.. Walau tak cadang nak menangis why air mata jatuh laju.. Semoga arwah di temptkan di kalangan hambaNya yg beriman dan beramal soleh.. Aamiin ya Allah
Sometimes one can not live further with the person you loved with all of your heart, it’s sad and you sometimes blame yourself I suppose…..you don’t want to part…big kiss for you Nephi 😘🙏🌷Beautiful fragile clear voice 😌
Terima kasih atas reaksi ini adikku. I've warned u, to prpare extra tissue 😭😭😭the last phone call conversation hit me real hard 💔💔💔 . It's ok to cry and we all cry together. It's almost impossible not to cry when we understand the lyric and know her story.
Missing someone is not in this world anymore are the most painful feeling....Al Fatihah ( recite ) for my husband and Siti Sarah...may Allah bless them..,.. Aamiin3x Ya Rabb
It took me this long to finally watch that video and it just teared me apart. Siti Sarah's hit songs was such a staple in my life. The way God took her home was noble as it can be. She was heavily pregnant and suffered covid. She sacrificed her life to bring a life into this world. I couldn't even begin to imagine her husband's state. And her kids. I just can't.
Thanks Nephi for youre honest reaction.....big hugg from me...for the tears(youre sweet person).. Its a beautiful voice and very well singing...with visuals of video..! Terimakasih banyak! Nice weekend all and stay safe! 🙏😇💜🧘♀️🌍🙏
I heard about this song..But this is also my 1st time.Heard bout the concept + relation to Arwah Siti Sarah.So, decided not too listen yet.I comment b4 listening, but I'm 100% sure there will be onion cutting session.. * This part is after listening to the song I manage to control & composed myself..Up until the last conversation between Shuib & Arwah Siti Sarah. I'm a man but i'm not ashamed to admit - I CRY...😭😭
Setiap yg hidup pasti Akan kembali kepada penciptanya... Redha dn berserah kepadanya... Cintai lah pencipta mu lebih dri segala²nya.. kerana cinta padanya yg Akan kekal sampai bila²... Semoga shuib tabah dn Akan bersatu Di syurga... AL-FATIHAH buat arwah SITI Sarah dn HALIMAH BINTI BACHOK.. kenangan org yg pergi masa covid19 melanda... Semoga mereka Di tpt kn Di kalangan org² yg beriman lagi soleh.. amiin 🤲
I'm not that easy to cry, don't know why suddenly my tears shedding all becuz of Nephi, i can still control my tears listening to the song, but when Nephi cried I .,.. 🤧
Very touching song and voice. I can feel the lost for shuib and kids. I lost my father on 10/11/2021. I cant be on his side during last breath. I feel so down and feel very guilty until now. Ya Allah..how I can explain the sorrows and pain inside my heart 😭😭😭. May Allah grant the highest place of syurga for my father Allahyarham Nor Muhamad bin Abdul Kareem & Allahyarhamah Siti Sarah Raisudin. Al- fatihah ( recited ). Aaaamin ya rabbal aalamin. 😢 Nephi, I feels you and nobody can hold tears after watching this. May god bless you and thanks for the reaction. Be calm and lets pray the best for all of us. - with love from Malaysia
This is one of my favourite song in Her second Album Mimpi pun Sama....and it is the last track. So i always feel patient to listen to the album fully just to listen to this song (in cassete tape)... And here my version of the lyrics Tinggalkan Diriku (Leaving me lonely) Di dalam terang, gelap (feeling dark even in the light) Siangku rasa malam (My day feel like at darkest night) Sejak kau tiada lagi di sini (Since you're no longer here with me) Hidupku bagai terlalu sepi (My life feels so empty) Kau Tahu? aku sayu (You know, i feel so sorrow) Lelah aku, hanya kerna mu (my exhaustions all coz of you) Masih jua dikau gagah melangkah pergi? (but you still decided to leave me) Berperang aku dengan dengan diri sendiri (hence i'm keeping blaming myself) Apakah salah ku kali ini? (what was my fault this time) Ingin kau hukum ku sebegini (dare you punishing me like this) Walau sebaris ayat katakan padaku (tell me even just in a few words) Andai ku tahu sedari dulu takkan ku terus menyanyangimu (if i knew this gonna turned out to be; i'll will not continue to love you) Akhirnya kau yang ku cinta tinggalkan diriku (Coz Alas, you the one that i love most left me lonely) bridge: Ku Sangka kau kan cinta (i thought you gonna love me forever) Harapanku agar kita kan tetap bersama; Dan terus bahagia (i pray that we're always be together and happy ever after) Bukan berpisah begini selama-lamanya (Not spliting up like this forever)
This is really so sad...because it's so real, it's her singing, and Shuib included their last conversation. This is her parting gift to us, but most of all to Shuib. The song tells about her life. T kasih Shuib kerana berkongsi arwah dengan peminat2nya, kerana sudi berkongsi perbualan kalian yang terakhir. Anda berdua cuba untuk kuat, tetapi dugaan terlalu hebat. Moga Shuib terus kuat, utk anak2 dan diri sendiri. Semoga roh arwah isteri mu tersayang Siti Sarah dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan dengan org2 yang solehah. Damai lah di sana Siti Sarah, Al Fatihah. Thank you very much for your reaction Nephi, I think there's not a dry eye among your viewers. May her soul be placed among the righteous. Safe and comfy flight back to the Philippines, wishing you every success.
This live jamming was on 2018...the guitarist and pianists has passed away too...this song is tribute to all 3 of them as u can see at the end of the video...
I cried watching this MV. Not because of the song, probably because I am kind of 'tone deaf', or 'hati batu'. But because I saw them growing from one point to another, and I could see and feel how shattered their dreams of future when Siti Sarah passed away.
I already watch the video about siti sarah so many times. But u made me cry again nephi when u r crying also..😂😂😂..im a sensetive person when i look other persons crying..
Im crying nephi.. 😭😭😭😭 cinta sejati yang sebenarnya... Thank's for you reaction nephi.. Next pleaseee zidan feat nabila "buih jadi permadani" Thankyou nephi
Nephi, fyi all 3 persons in the beginning of the video was already passed away - the pianist, guitarist & the singer herself...lok U, aji & siti sarah..
This is my fav song from her 2nd album back in 2005 i guess. I watched her sang it live during the showcase in 2018. It was sooooo good. The song originally from the girl point of view...she questioned what was her fault and why the guy leave her. And now...the feel was different. The last part...it was Shuib who questioned why....😭😭😭😭😭😭
I decided not to watch or listen this mv or this song..eager to know about the lyrics but sorry i just can't...siti sarah u r so special..we miss u so much..Allah ampunilah dia dan jadikanlah bidadari ini penghuni syurgaMu..aaminn ya robbal alaminn
@@wanchu960 same ade ernie atau aina, but aku prefer aina sbab suara aina sorrow and misteri and ernie more to teknikal singing skill, aku xckp ernie xboleh nyanyi feel but she also good🙂jgnlah kecam i aku just bagi pendapat.
This song "tinggalkan diriku" was a song by siti Sarah, and this version is recorded somewhere in 2018 during a practice session for a showcase by siti Sarah; together with a pianist and guitarist which featured in this video clip. This Recorded Acapella version song was given to Siti Sarah husband "shuib" eight or seven days after the Demise of Siti Sarah due to COVID-19 while heavily pregnant. She was put to sleep and doctors have to operate her to get her baby out. She passed away few days later without seeing her baby. The song storyline tells exactly what had happened to their family. It was as if Siti Sarah already know that she will go one fine day. The video clip done in animation to summarize everything about their life. From Four KIDS she left behind including the baby; SHUIB, the husband; BUBBLEBEE, the honey based dessert and drink they produced, the last CONVERSATION between Siti Sarah n Shuib before she Was put to sleep; and a TRIBUTE to both pianist and the guitarist who also passed away about the same year. I hope I gave a fairly good explanation about what inspired and happened in the song.
Thank you for your explanation. I appreciate it so much.
It hurts 😭
The last conversation:
Shuib: Mummy, just this 1 last step. Ask God to give you strength and after this, God Willing, we can see our baby together.
Sarah: Ok darling.
Shuib: Mummy, i swear. I love you so much. (Cracked voice)
Sarah: Daddy. Dont cry.
Shuib: No i didnt cry.
Sarah: Daddy please dont cry.
Shuib: No. I didnt. Im ok.
Sarah: Daddy please forgive all my sins ok daddy?
Shuib: I already forgiven all of your sins.
Sarah: Love you.
Shuib: I love you so much.
........... i cried a bucket!
Al fatihah untuk Siti Sarah Binte Raissuddin.
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
🥺😭😭😭
Terpaksa menahan sesak di dada😭... Arwah Siti Sarah mahukan kita sentiasa tersenyum untuknya 💖
At first i hesitate to watch the video coz i know i'll be emotional. But after few days i can't take it. I must watch it. True enough it got the better of me. Especially the last conversation. Growing up watching Sarah's career & life...and following her build up her marriage life & business with Shuib, then having kids...now video moments of her last moments. Really heartfelt. Shuib, he is very strong... emotionally & mentally. He's an inspiration.
Sebaknya dada.. Walau tak cadang nak menangis why air mata jatuh laju.. Semoga arwah di temptkan di kalangan hambaNya yg beriman dan beramal soleh.. Aamiin ya Allah
im speechless..may God bless all of us. from Sweden with pray and proud too.
Sometimes one can not live further with the person you loved with all of your heart, it’s sad and you sometimes blame yourself I suppose…..you don’t want to part…big kiss for you Nephi 😘🙏🌷Beautiful fragile clear voice 😌
😭😭😭....Al Fatihah( dibaca) buat Siti Sarah...semoga syurga tempatnya....Aamiin....Thank you Nephi reac this video.
Terima kasih atas reaksi ini adikku. I've warned u, to prpare extra tissue 😭😭😭the last phone call conversation hit me real hard 💔💔💔 . It's ok to cry and we all cry together. It's almost impossible not to cry when we understand the lyric and know her story.
I know right?!!! Huhu. I feel so sad 😭
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
I cried listening to Siti Sarah's voice and the song, but when it comes to 7:28, it made me cry even more 😭😭
Missing someone is not in this world anymore are the most painful feeling....Al Fatihah ( recite ) for my husband and Siti Sarah...may Allah bless them..,.. Aamiin3x Ya Rabb
I m cring too..😭😭😭 al fatihah dibaca untuk roh arwah siti sarah..semoga roh nye ditempat bersama org yg beriman..amin
It took me this long to finally watch that video and it just teared me apart. Siti Sarah's hit songs was such a staple in my life. The way God took her home was noble as it can be. She was heavily pregnant and suffered covid. She sacrificed her life to bring a life into this world. I couldn't even begin to imagine her husband's state. And her kids. I just can't.
Semakin dengar labunya semakin deras aur mata ni😭😭😭😭sedih sangat lagu ni macam dia dh tau nk pergi😥😥
Thanks Nephi for youre honest reaction.....big hugg from me...for the tears(youre sweet person)..
Its a beautiful voice and very well singing...with visuals of video..!
Terimakasih banyak!
Nice weekend all and stay safe!
🙏😇💜🧘♀️🌍🙏
I heard about this song..But this is also my 1st time.Heard bout the concept + relation to Arwah Siti Sarah.So, decided not too listen yet.I comment b4 listening, but I'm 100% sure there will be onion cutting session..
* This part is after listening to the song
I manage to control & composed myself..Up until the last conversation between Shuib & Arwah Siti Sarah. I'm a man but i'm not ashamed to admit - I CRY...😭😭
I will cry every time i watch this mv😭 cherish your partner, as long as she or he is still with you😭
Setiap yg hidup pasti Akan kembali kepada penciptanya... Redha dn berserah kepadanya... Cintai lah pencipta mu lebih dri segala²nya.. kerana cinta padanya yg Akan kekal sampai bila²... Semoga shuib tabah dn Akan bersatu Di syurga... AL-FATIHAH buat arwah SITI Sarah dn HALIMAH BINTI BACHOK.. kenangan org yg pergi masa covid19 melanda... Semoga mereka Di tpt kn Di kalangan org² yg beriman lagi soleh.. amiin 🤲
Al fatihan buar arwah..sebak Rasa dihati..bila u nangis nephi I lagi tak boleh than menangis bersama dengan u
She has left with such agreat impact n may she rest in peace n b amongst those loved by Him
I'm not that easy to cry, don't know why suddenly my tears shedding all becuz of Nephi, i can still control my tears listening to the song, but when Nephi cried I .,.. 🤧
omg.. im crying
Al Fatihah buat arwah
Al-fatihah buat siti sarah. Semoga amal ibadah beliau diterima oleh Allah. Aamiin🙏
Very touching song and voice. I can feel the lost for shuib and kids.
I lost my father on 10/11/2021. I cant be on his side during last breath. I feel so down and feel very guilty until now. Ya Allah..how I can explain the sorrows and pain inside my heart 😭😭😭.
May Allah grant the highest place of syurga for my father Allahyarham Nor Muhamad bin Abdul Kareem & Allahyarhamah Siti Sarah Raisudin. Al- fatihah ( recited ). Aaaamin ya rabbal aalamin. 😢
Nephi, I feels you and nobody can hold tears after watching this. May god bless you and thanks for the reaction. Be calm and lets pray the best for all of us.
- with love from Malaysia
Al Fatihah...salam takziah
Alfatihah/sy bacakan
The saddest song i've ever heard...
Not just the lyrics...
Her delivery is truly unrivalled...
Allahu Akbar..maha besar engkau ya allah.. i cant stop crying 😭 tenanglah di sana bidadari syurga Siti sarah binti Raisuddin.. Al-Fatihah (di baca)
im cryingg 😭😭
This is one of my favourite song in Her second Album Mimpi pun Sama....and it is the last track. So i always feel patient to listen to the album fully just to listen to this song (in cassete tape)...
And here my version of the lyrics
Tinggalkan Diriku (Leaving me lonely)
Di dalam terang, gelap
(feeling dark even in the light)
Siangku rasa malam
(My day feel like at darkest night)
Sejak kau tiada lagi di sini
(Since you're no longer here with me)
Hidupku bagai terlalu sepi
(My life feels so empty)
Kau Tahu? aku sayu
(You know, i feel so sorrow)
Lelah aku, hanya kerna mu
(my exhaustions all coz of you)
Masih jua dikau gagah melangkah pergi?
(but you still decided to leave me)
Berperang aku dengan dengan diri sendiri
(hence i'm keeping blaming myself)
Apakah salah ku kali ini?
(what was my fault this time)
Ingin kau hukum ku sebegini
(dare you punishing me like this)
Walau sebaris ayat katakan padaku
(tell me even just in a few words)
Andai ku tahu sedari dulu takkan ku terus menyanyangimu
(if i knew this gonna turned out to be; i'll will not continue to love you)
Akhirnya kau yang ku cinta tinggalkan diriku
(Coz Alas, you the one that i love most left me lonely)
bridge:
Ku Sangka kau kan cinta
(i thought you gonna love me forever)
Harapanku agar kita kan tetap bersama; Dan terus bahagia
(i pray that we're always be together and happy ever after)
Bukan berpisah begini selama-lamanya
(Not spliting up like this forever)
Nephi!!! U make me more cry tooooo! Tqsm for this. You so lovely and pls take care yourself ❤️
Huwag kang mag iiyak, Nephi. let's pray for her.
I think Nephi could not hold back, as almost everyone I'm sure.
Omg please help me nephi, im crying like a lot thouu, even she's our diva since 2000's 😭
This is really so sad...because it's so real, it's her singing, and Shuib included their last conversation. This is her parting gift to us, but most of all to Shuib. The song tells about her life.
T kasih Shuib kerana berkongsi arwah dengan peminat2nya, kerana sudi berkongsi perbualan kalian yang terakhir. Anda berdua cuba untuk kuat, tetapi dugaan terlalu hebat. Moga Shuib terus kuat, utk anak2 dan diri sendiri. Semoga roh arwah isteri mu tersayang Siti Sarah dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan dengan org2 yang solehah. Damai lah di sana Siti Sarah, Al Fatihah.
Thank you very much for your reaction Nephi, I think there's not a dry eye among your viewers. May her soul be placed among the righteous.
Safe and comfy flight back to the Philippines, wishing you every success.
Thanks Nephi for reading my comments.
Aku pun nangis dengar voice terakhir arwah 😭😭
She still makes me cry.. be strong for your babies Shuib, she lives in them.
This live jamming was on 2018...the guitarist and pianists has passed away too...this song is tribute to all 3 of them as u can see at the end of the video...
I watched this so many times. But today i watch ur reaction my tears still 😭
😭😭😭😭my tears falling nonstop...Soo sad
Nunggu 1,JT tetap semangat Broo 👍👍
Al fatihah untuk siti sarah 😭😭😭😭😭😭 aku takboleh berhenti nangis aku rinduu diaa 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Allahhuakbar, Allahhuakbar part yang last tu tak sedar airmata keluar 😰😰😰
Allahu.. can't stop this 😭 ..
I heard this song so many time.. But still the conversation make me cry till my nosr blocked... So deep... And too deep...
This video make me cried so bad 😭
I feel what you feel nephi..even it's my first hearttime to listen this song, i also crying.. it's very deep in my heart
Thanks Nephi for honest reaction .. 😭😭we malaysians still feel lost..
So sad... I also cry... Very touching this song...😭😭😭
Congrats.. We cried together 😓💔
Allah.... Tak sanggup tengok video ni. semoga Arwahyarhamah Syuhadaq Siti Sarah tenang disisiNya. Suib skluarga terus tabah.
I cried watching this video...oh..no...so deeply 😭...all the best to shuib n kids...
I cried watching this MV.
Not because of the song, probably because I am kind of 'tone deaf', or 'hati batu'.
But because I saw them growing from one point to another, and I could see and feel how shattered their dreams of future when Siti Sarah passed away.
I can't hold my tears
thanks reacted that video. 🤝👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻
So sad.....still remember arwah Allahyarham *Siti Sarah*
It's seems like she know that she gonna left everything in this world ..
Good reaction
Damn... i cant stop to crying... gosh...
May Allah bless her soul and jannah will be the best place for her in hereafter...
Alfatihah
I already watch the video about siti sarah so many times. But u made me cry again nephi when u r crying also..😂😂😂..im a sensetive person when i look other persons crying..
Why are you making me cry 🙏🙏🙏
I dont want.. but my tears comes without any sign😭😭 Last conversations with shuib its really2 sad..😭😭
Im crying nephi.. 😭😭😭😭 cinta sejati yang sebenarnya... Thank's for you reaction nephi.. Next pleaseee zidan feat nabila "buih jadi permadani" Thankyou nephi
Belum abis tengok mata dah bergenang dah airmata
It's actually an old song from allahyarhamah siti sarah but with new music arrangement and sad vocal style of her
i dnt know who all of those.. but one things make me cry.. she nver seen evn touch her baby.. so touched...
Ya Allah why i cry so amazing voice oh my god
Alfatihah Siti Sarah..
Been waiting for your reaction 😭😭
Tk dpt menahan air mata ku dari mengalir..😔😢
Truly sad.. Al fatihah buat Allahyarhamah Siti Sarah semoga syuga Allah sahaja buat nya
Very touching, so sad. 😭😭😭
I couldnt ever have bravery to listen to this song, but now i think im brave enough to watch this with you.
Sedih...rindu pada suara Siti Sarah...
not only you crying nephi.. I try not to crying.. I cannot tahan 🥺🥺
Sebak saya dgr dan tgok video ini...sebab dia sudah tiada semasa anak belum lahir....RIP...siti
Nephi, fyi all 3 persons in the beginning of the video was already passed away - the pianist, guitarist & the singer herself...lok U, aji & siti sarah..
Semua pasal siti sarah memang buat air mata jatuh.. Walau xkenal.. Hmm
Tak boleh tahan sebak.. 😭
Dgn aku² sekali nangis ni 😭😭😭, 🥺
Nangiiiiiisss dooooong aku 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
This is my fav song from her 2nd album back in 2005 i guess. I watched her sang it live during the showcase in 2018. It was sooooo good. The song originally from the girl point of view...she questioned what was her fault and why the guy leave her. And now...the feel was different. The last part...it was Shuib who questioned why....😭😭😭😭😭😭
Oh my goodness.. I'm cry it out so much after that call conversation.. 😭😭😭
Tq bro..your riac is the best...
Miss this voice😥..alfatihah😭
No words, my tears said it all. 😭😭😭 Thanks for sharing this video Nephi.
I decided not to watch or listen this mv or this song..eager to know about the lyrics but sorry i just can't...siti sarah u r so special..we miss u so much..Allah ampunilah dia dan jadikanlah bidadari ini penghuni syurgaMu..aaminn ya robbal alaminn
Allahuakbar...im cry too
Siti Sarah is a Malaysian singer who died of covid 19 infection
Lagu lm sarah..tp mmg dap lgu ni..sesuai sgt time2 cmni..tp shuib remember Allah knows the best...stay strong
I'm crying too 😔😔😔
You must be strong...shuib..
We love you and family 😘
Speechless...
I my cry now 😭😭
Al fatihah 😭
Rindu suara arwah sumpah rindu
❤️❤️❤️
😭😭😭😭😭 al fatihah siti sarah.
oohhhhh..I am cryingg.......
Hope this song can be in AJL with someone can deliver as her
Aina Abdul
WanChu... Sokong.
@@wanchu960 same ade ernie atau aina, but aku prefer aina sbab suara aina sorrow and misteri and ernie more to teknikal singing skill, aku xckp ernie xboleh nyanyi feel but she also good🙂jgnlah kecam i aku just bagi pendapat.
how bout adira? sya rsa dia pun okay juga
@@woogo1958 betul setuju.. tak kecam😊
Pray for Siti Sarah
So sad 😢 x sedar air mata jatuh
Jadi iku nangiis haruu...