Sept 2019 Divine Feminine: Beware of self sabotage! STRONG MESSAGE
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Hi Erika, there is a message that you shared with us a while ago, and whenever I feel myself become defensive it replays in my mind instantaneously....
You said, "When it counts the most, are you able to remain open-hearted?"
Thank you for going through your journey and ascending to a vibration where you guide me so gently and graciously through mine. I really appreciate you.
ERIKA THIS IS MOM ADVICE THAT I DONT GET FROM MY MOM. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.
“Number 3 is associated with humor, assistance, spontaneity, inspiration, growth, expression, communication and encouragement. It also represents the Trinity that is, the body, mind, and spirit. Seeing “3” 4 times amplifies it’s influence” ... definitely a strong message when the video length is 33:33
Wow- I kept seeing 13:33 yesterday - the mind body and spirit resonates so much right now for me. Thanks for sharing your knowledge
And 33 likes for ur comment....3 replies
Before mine..... 💃💃💃💃💃
3 is my life path number and 33 is a Master Number, so it was pretty cool!
Watching this at 3am on 30th with 30% battery. Saw 333 recently too. I am a 3 life path.
This video was 33:33 min long
watching videos from the past now that i've found you. and holy cow!! yes, my september was exactly this! luckily i dug within and listened to my intuition to trust my DF, his intentions, words, and what I felt when we were together instead of the self destructive and defeating fears/stories that I held onto based on our past experience, hurt,ndisillusion, and his past. we are now between phase 2-3 on this journey and i've just decided to be authentic, be unconditional love and to trust in this process and journey. it is truly one of the most challenging journeys I've been on. i feel lucky and blessed to experience it and could not be more grateful for your guidance.
I know this was meant for me to hear- I am right on the edge of this layer of enlightenment and the false anxieties I have been experiencing is crazy high, I'm beyond grateful I'm aware what's going on, and it is still tougher than heck to balance myself out right now. You and your readings have really helped clarify what action I need to do. I am soooo committed to my healing and Want to end old patterns for good. Blessings and love always💞🙏💫
Lived so long in masculinity for so long. I had to make intentions to live in my feminine. It has changed the dynamic and manifesting on my relationship. I have begun to step out. Being spontaneous myself and I truly believe love is growing happening. I watched the DM before this. Have to have faith and believe and step out.
Me too. Been on my own so long in NYC living by masculine energy made me insensitive to my DMs laid back personality. Working on it! 💗
Holy moly. You just called me out massively. This is exactly what is happening within the last three days for me 😂.
What I have been manifesting has shown up in the physical and I have noticed the thoughts running through my mind, especially re being good on my own, I have worked hard this year and finally feel like I am coming out of that intense period of darkness and things are aligning and flowing etc.
And he comes back....and I've been like 🤷🏻♀️ I'm good on my own now?
Funny thing is that I had the same download in July re having closed off to him etc. Followed my guidance re how to open back up...and here he is.
I have also noticed this really strong feeling of wanting to bail.
I have been conscious that it is all showing me places I need to look at further and work through etc.
So I'm good, if that makes any sense?
But watching this today has been such amazing support.
Thank you ❤.
I so appreciate you.
Thank you so much! I have been having the conversation in my head to walk away but every one of your videos has been spot on that I am self sabotaging and closing myself off. I need to let go of these burdens and become a Goddess ❤
Erika, this reading was 1000% about me and my father. I reached out to him yesterday after almost 12 years of not speaking to him. He did respond to me today although guarded and wounded, and still in his distorted masculine energy, he did not shut down my offer to reunite and become a part of mine and my daughters’ lives. I almost self sabotaged this. Until I listened to this video. I realize that as I have been working on my father abandonment wound for most of my life and very much so in the past few months with my coach, that this is the deep wounding opportunity for me to fully heal. And just because he did not respond with the love and kindness that I was hoping for, does not mean that we cannot find a way to forge a new relationship going forward if I bring love into the situation… I am the Empress, I am the divine feminine to everyone in my life even my father who abandoned me emotionally and geographically when I was 13 years old. I can heal myself because I am a powerful divine being who can bring love to myself first and then to everyone who crosses my path. I will have my boundaries also. When you said that I am on the brink of enlightenment, something clicked inside me because I know I was about to walk away from my father because of his response, but by bringing love back to the situation, by being the emotional old soul that I am and understanding that love can heal all, I am 100% ready to complete this chapter. And I know the Universe will bless me ten fold!
This touched my heart, and am so glad that this supported you in handling that relationship with your father. Much love to you!
And then about a half hour later I found a dime in my driveway, in a random place where I never park... Universe telling me- 10 fold!!! ✨✨✨
LOVE it!
This is so me. I'm resting to better understand why I felt the anxiety. I know he's coming but I got scared he would come like he had been emotionally detached. I'm going back into meditation. I was joyful until the thought over powered me. Thank you for this message. I'm so glad I didn't share my fear with him.
It's ok, I have done the test, be brave and loving, it's worth it
Dance is who I am. I started when I was 5...got my Degree in Dance but never made a living w/it. However was a runner/w music and always moved. Now at 70 I still use music w/my workouts, stretch and dance in my head that motivates me w/all my movement. It has always been a spiritual connection since my late teens.
I have not given up and stayed true to my heart ! 💗💗💗✨✨✨ no contact right now but I know we are working on our healing to connect again in a new higher place. I am here for him while building my own strong foundation. thank you.
Im going to do my greatest to let go of all negativity , thinking too much on the past issues that hurt me, and just allow change to come in. I wont let nobody sabotage me though or allow anyone to play a fool on me. Not even gone do it to myself I will be abundant. Im truly working on me for the greatest me that I see in my future.
Yes, I want this path more then I’ve wanted anything in my life and it would be the most important after the birth of my son.
You are one of the best reader I have come across!,,❤❤❤💯💯💯💯👸👸
Absolutely agree!
Absolutely agree!
Since watching these videos from the perspective of my masculine and feminine energy, Ive been able to clear somethings that were originally holding me back. Please keep reminding us! So crazy you said some of us could be traveling, today on pintrest, I saw 2 other travel cards! My DM is currently living in the US while I'm still living in Mexico! I was definitly feeling some of that self sabotage energy on Tuesday! Things are finally picking up in my business and I found myself doing things to prevent me from having success, patterns of sabatoge I learned from my mom. Interestingly, since Sunday I was having pain in my left wrist, hip and calve.
My god was that a difficult cycle! … But I did it, I found the unconditional love and I am in my flow now, Just keeping on and being brave enough to stay open to the dm while staying balanced in myself, I can't honestly believe I got through it but I am here and feeling in my feminine power of strength and openness. It's an amazing feeling, and very very new. Much love. xx
Oh my godess. Hi Erika! I want to thank you for this message. I know that sometimes you read for different collectives. Today this 100% resonates. I cried like a baby listening to this. I am a DF in a TF relationship with my DM. We are just beginning to get back together. Things have been going really well, but in the last couple of days I've been thinking a lot about what we've been through in this last year. It's been the most emotionally difficult and painful experience of my life. I've been feeling really angry and defensive. I'm good on my own, yes... My DM has hurt my heart SOOOO much, and I didn't know for sure if this is real...or if I'll be hurt again. (He's not abusive. But we are coming out of a very difficult time) He seems like he's changed, but I'm still very tentative in trusting him with an open heart. Then I decided to put on this reading and I burst into tears and had a good cry. He wants to see me tonight....I was thinking of witty, hurtful ways to turn him down....but this reading helped heal my vibe. I'm going to take a huge chance and just peacefully enjoy this time with him and see where things go from here. 😌 Thank you! Sending you so much love! 💗
beautiful reading I came to the video after I had my challenge. it was a difficult one. so much temptation . . . and I did it ! I was able to remain true to my path and after the clearing of the substantial heartbreak, I feel stronger than ever. such confirmation that when we stay true to ourselves no matter what comes into our path, we only gain
I’m going to share this, it seems like it will be helpful for some or many reading and watching this.
Erika as you shared your vision of the feminine opening her arms and welcoming in the masculine, i energetically started doing this until I felt the masculine’s energy shift and come towards me. As the his energy came, I felt sadness. I paid attention to the sadness and saw that within myself I felt mourning of the life I could have had, without the masculine, even though I’ve been working so hard towards this. That realization was everything. Even though I want this bad. I have definitely been shutting out. Thank you for bringing my awareness to this, Erika.
Erika !! You never fail, you always come through at the exact moment with the message I need to hear! ❤️ I cannot tell you how many times I would have just gone back to what I know just because it was hard and uncomfortable. I came across your channel about 6 months ago and I resonate so much intuitively, like deep within my core and here you come as a vessel from spirit to keep me following the light . So much gratitude ❤️❤️
Also ,Most of us are probably stubborn , resisting , fearful and doubtful and the only way to get through to us is a little tough love ( well, I know I am anyway) ❤️ 😂😫
I feel like you are our biggest cheer leader on this journey... thank you for this one... you always give me the confidence to carry on with my mission work...🥰
I was given this video this evening by Spirit because I am right there, right now. I just ascended to my next level. I watched this in Sept and now it applies to me, and Spirit just knew so it was presented to me on the next up from youtube... can’t make this stuff up!! Lol.
I’m always ambivalent to post my story on here and where I’m at but I know it might be helpful to others feeling the same. But this was so accurate. I keep going back and forth between being comfortable with the idea that the partnership that I’m manifesting is with my catalyst again or if I’m better off just continuing on my own journey without someone or if this partnership in physical form is going to be someone new. I’m trying not to attach myself to any specific outcome but the Universe keeps bringing my catalyst and I closer and closer together spatially speaking basically forcing us to reconnect. We’ve worked together the whole time and even though we both tried to run away and even go to different shifts it always somehow fell through.. so I’ve never been able to completely be rid of her presence in my life no matter how much I wanted to be. And no matter how many times I asked the Universe if I should just quit my job and was told no. Now I keep getting messages that this partnership is here and I’m ready and all this stuff but I KNOW that my catalyst hasn’t done her inner work because she’s been in a relationship the whole time. She messaged me that she left her girlfriend and then a couple days later at work she’s talking about her like it never happened and she never messaged me. I’m sure as hell not going to settle for someone who hasn’t done their work so when she messaged me it actually scared the shit out of me even though it’s been what I’ve secretly wanted the whole time. And now getting all these messages from spirit that it’s here and I’m ready, I’m over here like hell no it’s not here.. she’s been in a relationship.. is it someone new? Is it still just me? But she’s not at all trying to hide her unhappiness anymore.. Which I appreciate. So I’m trying to stay open to any outcome while also considering this “partnership” as just us starting to build a friendship for really the first time.. while I give her the space and freedom and time to do her own work if she chooses. For some reason I’ve had it in my mind that it was going to get out of control and be a thing where we both just spill our guts to each other after this year of ‘separation’ and then we’re automatically back in the same chaos as before. When in reality.. it’s just a pleasant/genuine conversation here and there to confirm my own intuition and to deepen my faith in the Universe. My fears struck me cause I was worried that it would move way too fast again but I know I’m not at all going to let that happen and the Universe isn’t going to give me anything I can’t handle. Whether it’s with her or not. I know I still have a lot to learn also, but I really enjoy this journey and I appreciate your guidance being a constant light. You really are so helpful! Sorry this is so long.
Thank you for sharing. ❤ Nice to know its not just me ...
I just went through the dark night of my soul, and I no longer have doubts and fears,, being in the state of calm and peace is so wonderful after having a lifelong of torment. And yeah the financial-- am currently unemployed.... such a wonderful spot on message...
When I saw this video posted, the length of it said 33:33, I was guided to look at my phone battery percentage 🤷♀️ and it was at 33% Soooooo, this is obviously very important for me to hear. Thank you Erika ❤
I am open to receiving the bounty of love and abundance that the harmonization of feminine and masculine energies create. Thank you for this message Erika! 💟💌💟
Thank you soo much!!! I needed this!!! Obviously I want this badly, but sometimes we can't see the subconscious patterns of fear and defense...Thanks for your help! You are "saving lives"!!! "Other people around you might not know" - on point. My deep wounding is very personal, and, as a Leo, I don't cry, neither do I show up in a way that corresponds to the dephtness of the pain. I will trust Spirit, because I don't want to miss what I have been working for for soo long, and so hard; and what I know to be my truth since childhood, and never achieved before! Thank you again.
I'm cursed with negative vibrations for years. I AM ENOUGH and I will manifest. I understand. Thank you. Can you help me remove that. Yes I want it. Been working. HO W6
OMG Erika, I cannot believe how on point your readings always are for me. I haven't even listened to the reading yet but earlier this week I set the intention to launch my mission work, only to sabotage myself. I didn't even realise that I was doing it. Can't wait to hear this reading and the guidance that comes through. Thank you gorgeous soul. 🙏🏿💖
Virgo here I was hesitant about putting myself out In her Light she shines so Bright 🗽 I took a chance I can see she is strong
♈️🙏🏼💜 August was an emotional rollercoaster. Releasing all negativity.
Looking forward to new beginnings. 💜🙏🏼♈️
I remember listening to your video about union being here and union of the dm/df within us and I felt so empowered because it resonated with me so much. I felt like at last, these two energies within me are balanced. Then the lions gate reading; I was thinking...what changes is she talking about?? Next day, I got fired from my job. The thought about self sabotage has been on my mind since then...I don’t know how much me sabotaging myself or if it’s just a push in the need for change. I do know I haven’t been telling myself that something is not for me...just that it may difficult to get and recognizing that it’s not all in my hands.
this message was very much for me. i have been waiting for my twin flame and i know our reunion is so close but i still have my doubts and anxiety when it doesn’t happen. more synchronizations since i saw 3:33 on my clock and looked up its meaning and then this video came up thats 33:33 long. God speaks in mysterious ways👏🏻🙏🏻
The eternal subject.. but you gave me the idea to extrapolate this on what happens globaly but also within the Galactic Federation, and again, thank you Erika for so many ideas on top of all the help! I give you and Spirit all the credentials.
Funny. Since last Sunday, 333 has been showing up in my world! So when I saw 33:33 video length I knew I had to watch. Beautiful read Erika! 💖 needed to hear this “tough love” good reminder- thank u
Loving the 6 of swords + dance! I’m a dancer and it’s soooo healing! 💞
Wow it’s like this message was meant for me. Really hit home well mostly all your videos do! Thanx
I am ready... and celebrate my unity
I lost my tf and manifested a new DM. This is why I'm confused. I was mirrored that I kept holding on, while thinking I had let go. Now I am healing my past heartbreak completely. To be able to really feel what I want and need and to be able to open up to love this new (amazing) DM. Thank you for your reading.
Can't wait until this is being transmuted. Aweful stream of old fears and doubts being transmuted. It is time to just be happy again.
hay indeed as i said before 33:33 and more see it ,this is the number of BELIEVE . ....
Balance it the key ,not fear ... love is love .
I just got home and have been dancing all night, I felt like I was in a trance, beautiful. 3d dm isn't coming back to me, we have parted for now, he is with the karmic, I am happy, things are coming back to balance, and I am saying yes, to a 5d soul mate, my confidence is growing and I starting to get out there after a year of learning to love me. Ex is asleep, and a narcasstic and I said with unconditionally love and compassion no, we can't be together we are toxic, he, dm, isn't happy though it is best, and the karmic contact has been settled, spirit helped me, I am free of him, and now open to a 5d soul matexxxx I past the test already
I needed to hear that. Ready to see what comes through in the extended. Thank you.
WOW It took up to 23 mins in a big ah ah moment which brought some tears up. I do have to open up thank you. I had slammed the door on the masculine energy and need to open my heart to it. I have to be in touch with my feminine which is hard... More work to be done I have some major childhood abandonment issues that my masculine brings out the crazy in me. I am so tired of that rock around my neck. I have to find a way to release it. Thank you so much!!!
Thank you Erika and much love. Energies have changed, healing is in progress, and guards are dropping slowly. Waiting for the masculine to speak truth. 🙏🏼
Soooo the cards in this reading are what's coming up in readings this year in the past couple weeks.. I self sabotaged a relationship this year... ugh.. we're in separation, I scared him off although I shared my journey of healing with him. we shall see what happens.. we're in contact daily as friends. I dealt with childhood issues, abandonment issues etc.. I had already started working on myself before Aqua and I got together. I did most of the work and the transformation and awakening happened this after we broke up. he also knows he has work to do as he watched and we discussed an Aqua reading. I love that he's open to different perspectives. I decided to walk off after I asked for a heart to heart 2 days ago and he stopped contact but then he reached out today like nothing happened. I am going with the flow, continuing to grow and heal while open to all options.. allowing, love and giving and receiving love with love. Most of all, my inner Divine fem and Divine masculine are balanced. I am allowing my feminine to be soft, happy, joyous and open. I hope my divine counterpart circles back on the romantic sense.
Thank you for the messages! Your entire reading felt applicable to my current situation. Thank you!
Yes, the title of this reading spoke to me instantly as it seems like I am self sabotaging and don’t want to. So it’s finally happening...DM as of tomorrow will finally be moved in. Instead of being super happy I started stressing over finances and other matters and it’s not even joyful like it was before it happened and it seems crazy to me. I absolutely want us to be happy under one roof so I am really trying to remove all my negative thoughts but it’s hard
N C mine moved in for two weeks then a trigger happened... it completely blew up he packed up and left. I ran he ran then I completely blocked and he reached out I told him I’m done he moved to North Carolina from ny and it’s funny your name tag is nc and your comment is pertaining to moving I together
Wow 🤩 thank you for this lovely reading 😘🤩💫
Thank you Erika - I was ready to hear this - thank you and much love to you.
I claim this commitment!
Both divine masculine and feminine videos very much resonate within soo much for me right now crazy!!!!
Incredible reading. I got chills right at the end. Very excited and resonated massively with me. Thank you for such amazing guidance and again sharing your gifts with us all. 🙏🏻💖💫
I feel like such a jerk!! Omg! I tried to watch this yesterday before work and I can't remember why I couldn't really focus on it, I don't know how I missed the early msg from the'bring love in to the situation' card but I've had two really bad feeling shifts because I've been so focused on this girl whom I'm finding very passive aggressive towards me and, man! I just wish I had heard that yesterday, I've been feeling so awful - completely low-vibration - and nothing had snapped me out of it until now. I feel like I've let her drag me down and - seriously, in hindsight - I simply don't know why I've handled this so poorly! I have been winding myself up so much over this the last few days. That was a bit too easy to slip back down into those lower energies!! Howwwww did that happen! Lol! Thank you Erika :)
Brilliant, before I had a lot of resistance and your message trigged me more than soothing me. I was too optimistic and pessimistic afterward. Now I am getting out of the grid abit. Thanks for the message and 3333!
Wow, hit me to my core! Thank you so much for this reading!
Soooo i'm just watching this in March 2020. I did the work to move past the hurt from a prior relationship, connected with Aquarius and I am self sabotaging and my person knows.. HELP! I don't want to lose him. I do love him.
I needed this... a year and a half later thank you Erika
Grateful for your readings and messages. They resonate both for my inner and outer situations, thank you! 🙏✨🎶❤️
I had the same vision about extending the arms ! Two days ago, except in my vision we both were standing with arms out, neither one of us moving forward . Spirit or universe or some invisible force then SHOVED him forward and he fell in my arms lol smh .. i will stop self sabotaging cuz last night I def had a moment of pain and fear about that particular person .. after watching this video I am reminded to always return to my heart space even when 3d reality gives no relief 💜💜🔥🔥 thank you !
For me, without a doubt. Thank you. Love and light ❤️
Loved this!!!!!! I have been dancing daily!!! I'm in my DF. Empress goodness welcome fully as I can DM. This was so helpful and validating Erika 🎶❤
Gosh you are so incredibly accurate right now. My TF came to me saying he wants to be with me now and I had just gotten happy and secure alone and now I am overwhelmed and anxious as hell about going forward towards him now. So scared, I want to but don't know what to do!
THANK YOU ERIKA....YOU ARE MY SPIRITUAL GUIDANCE COACH......I have learned how to navigate energies and have more self awareness of self.
Your readings are always so powerful for me. Makes me think hard.
I promise you Erika, I will do my best not to sabotage it. I just feel sorry for the karmic. Love your readings!.❤🦋❤🍾
Im pretty much like ok like this was always outta my control its jus healing an keep pulling through an jus see whats coming stay prayed up❤
How does that work??🤔 Especially when I've kept open-heart, spoke my Truth, surely a return of that energy would be there, have been waiting.. have had to do the pullback and healthy retreat for a bit, When a lot more outta forces have been causing the dampening? Like classroom work environment blocks,like, other relationships who block? Especially when I've gone for it! Really gone for it...Gave it a good go! It's about being free... Coming back to balance & I am embracing it. 🎁🎀🎶
Coming back to this video per your recommendation from your most recent Twinflame video and it is exactly the message I needed. It deeply resonated with where I'm at currently in my journey thank you✨
Maybe I can finally come into inner union soon, now that I am letting go of the outer union. But it doesnt feel like it. It just hurts so much. Maybe this is what needs to be cleared so I can see the sun and finally feel all the work I've been doing. Bc outer union with the person I thought is definitely not going to happen, at least not in the foreseeable future. But the holding on was so strong through all those TF-videos that fed that hurt part of me that always runs after people. "Maybe if I wait a little bit longer, she will heal." It is so hard to get out of that again. And bc of that illusion, this very wound was the one I didnt see bc I thought this is how it should be. Looking forward to your next "Beyond Twin Flames"-video Erika. I am so confused.
Absolutely resonating
Thank you🙏🏼💗
Omg I so resonate with this ty
Thank you 🙏🏻♥️💫
Erika Thank You for your Amazing readings..(masculine & feminine)..and the oh so honest extended 🤔 ♥️ can’t wait to hear the next one!! Be well ♥️🌈😂
tysm Erika
Thank you for this reading. feels like it was true 2 weeks ago.. but now i'm in a different place. 🙏👍
Thsnk you so much for your precious time Erika 🙏👼🌹💝Stay Blessed 🙏
I clicked on this so fast
Phattharaphon Somwong same! I feel like I already self sabotaged! Ugh!
🙋♀️🙋♀️🙋♀️🙋♀️🙋♀️ the ringer
Thank u Thank u Thank u
I keep getting messages abundance is coming ..lots of sign...but I am wondering where..when..
Thank you, Erika 😍😘😗😙😚
My story exactly. I love my ex but he caused both of us a lot of heartache!. Will it happen again? That’s what I’m afraid of. Amazingly accurate reading. Thanks!
3330 views and the length of the video called me to this message. And incredibly accurate. ✨🙏🏾
How do you not close off after multiple heartbreaks from the same person even if you know deep down they are “the one”? There’s only so much before you feel completely disrespected and won’t allow that behavior anymore. You want them 100% but you won’t stand for that disrespect.
Understandable to ask. If they are "the one"...you will forgive. Also, from someone held in decades of "how long"...I can say, humans are way stronger than they realize. Do you 2 communicate in a fluid way? If you don't talk...nothing will get resolved. And there's nothing wrong with being angry at them and expressing your boundary.
Honestly, after all we’ve been through, I’m so scared! I’m a Cancer ♋️ female with a Pisces ♓️ man! Brought back after a 20 year separation!!
This DF is very strong, standing in my power.... and why the DM WON'T come forward.... I DON'T UNDERSTAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 11 months in 'no communication'??? (out of 2 1/2 years) How much more can I take (of the game playing?????) I know this is a 'general reading' the portal for sept is coming fast..... it's TIME to make a DECISION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! No matter how much (more) pain of missing this connection.
Hi Erika I have a question: when u talk about FM and my feminine. and the reading do u mean when they are both equal inside of us, that is the goal. cuz the readings confuse me. When are u talking bout me or the masculine [my twin flame]?Or general where is my Mf MM? in me? thank u
Oh Lordy Erika...😢😢. I truly believe in this...He is welcomed...I would choose him any day...I want this❣️
If he’d only speak with me...😔...timing is wrong I think.
This bday Virgo with Venus in Scorpio 😆💫 yikes.
Thank you so much for this needed, big message lady....much love💛
He hasn't communicated to me at all for 11 months, so I'm looking at my survival of him not choosing me.
for me this seems like you are talking about my DM partner.. he is exactly like you are talking about here in the way you speak of the DF... He has been operating in distorted masculine and he has been self sabotaging. :( I am the person on the other side of this reading that has the beautiful energy coming toward him.
He hasn't come in yet...still in waiting mode, lol. I'm not sure how to connect with this message, because I'm working hard on manifesting this. Yes...as more waiting happens, it brings doubts, but I bring it back...and back and forth I go. It's a tricky situation. Such a hard journey. But I"m open to anything happening at this point.
Am I subconsciously shutting out? Yup lol whoopsies
Dancing yesterday
Just pausing to 😮😮😮.
Nailed it
I was going to point out just before you said it’s gender non specific, that I’m a male df and my dm is a female. 🤷♂️ it is just energy. Or polarity.
my twin is transmale
I continue giving, unconditional Love and doing for my DM, sometimes I I want to bail. But then I think better, and Say no freakin way Lol,,
I’m an Aries and he’s a cancer 😋💕