Dark night was hell on earth and i learnt my lessons, i learnt to put boundaries up with people in my life,i learnt self love,real honest love for others,i learnt its ok to be broken in pieces on the floor in a heap time and time again its ok to cry and let go of your twinflame. I learnt who respects me and who doesn't,i learnt there is only now we dont have yesterday and we dont have tomorrow we have now.And i learnt i dont need validation off nobody expecially if they tell me the spiritual path is all in my head.I've learnt so much through the dark night of the soul and one thing i know is im never going back into it ❤ I have done the daily work for years now and once your out the other end its actually beautiful and there is more light in you and in your life❤
I didn't check my TF's social media today. I know that doesn't seem like much.. but for many years i have obsessively checked their posts on various social media.. and today i just had no desire to even check or look.. i know it's one day.. but honestly i'm just tired of being triggered. I can't look right now. And she knows i'm taking a break.. i don't think she understands anything about 'Separation" - but she calls it a "Interlude" ... which we definitely need! And i do wonder.. if i will even choose her when she starts coming to me.. But i feel a shift.. and i feel like i can breathe lighter than i have in a very long time, bring the energy back to me... so much was given away and spent on her..
well done! this is amazing! I remember that first one day when I realized I did not think about my TF for an entire morning! which had never happened before. now I've built from there and I am in such better place. with the occasional relapse, of course
Yesterday i felt like i was "flying TOO high" energetically, i've been walking barefoot in the grass more lately too.. it does help to ground you.. also listening to some people who do "sound healing" on youtube helps
Meditation and breath work have been the best tools for me. I have lifted myself out of that deep dark pit. Wow what a journey 🥹🥲🤣 Nooooo not waiting for them to turn up because I deeply understand this now …. I stopped any of the hoping back in the 90’s
my biggest fear is i die before union because i lived such a dangerous lifestyle yet i found my twin and it seems like something is in the way of us actually meeting in person, then i lost myself and my masculine self i was a mans man now im all emotional my twin looks like a super model which dont make it any better
There is only one way on this journey and that's learn to starve out the addictive energy which has been created at soul recognition. This is all about YOU coming home xxx
7:11 - I know I've said this..."I Hope..." was the wrong phrase. I knew it when I said it. Yes, I do Hope it happens soon, but if it doesn't, that's fine. I have Faith that it will though. Too many things in My Life that say so. My Journey, My Mission is more important to Me. Always has been. I discovered that I was unknowingly working it My whole Life. Always working on self improvement. "Why", is My favourite word when it comes to what I say, think, feel, or do. Things that I've "learned" on this Journey, I seem to have already known. When I heal a trigger, it's like I'm on the outside Healing Myself. Sort of like a doctor administering medicine and watching it work the Healing process. Yes, I do Hope for Reunion, but I don't need it. I know that The Divine will bring it when We are Both ready. There seem to be certain stages You go through during this. Just like any other sickness, sometimes You have to let it run it's course for it to Heal. I don't see this any different. Everything I do, I do for Myself. I look in Her direction to find My own issues because, although I seem to know the answers, it's the questions I have trouble with. Very very bad at research. Touching the Live You did on My earlier post, I'm going to look deeply at Myself and see what *I* like and don't like about Me. Haven't done this in a very long time. It's long overdue. I will say this... Realizing that I lived a more Spiritual Life than I ever thought is the biggest thrill I have experienced... ever. To know that I am a part of bringing in New Earth fills Me with such Joy, I can't describe it. It gives me a whole new Love for Myself. I must have done some really good things in My previous Lives. Smiling as I type that. Sorry, that's my communication issue, I get sidetracked easily. Although I do Hope for Reunion, I know that it's in the hands of the Divine. I Trust the Divine. I Trust Her. And I Trust Myself. Until then I'm going to share the Love I have with the World.
12:06 - I have always felt this. I don't need anything or anyone to show Me My worth. I'm not materialistic. In fact, when I move in a few weeks, I can fit my possessions in a car trunk. And I'm happy. I know I have Love in My Life. And that's what makes Me feel rich.
There are no wrongs, you’re collapsing duality. That’s what this entire journey is about. It’s about creating words which are high vibrational so you can shift into that space of unity consciousness ❤️🌟💫
Thanks! For many years I wore bland colours and then I remembered who I was (prior to marriage) and I always loved colour so now I make sure I wear lots of it. It makes a massive difference in my energy ❤️❤️
I guess i'm at the place now.. where i don't know what to do with all my energy, bc so much was spent on her. Like, i have things i want to learn and do... i can keep myself busy.. but i don't want it to feel like i'm just trying to distract myself from thinking about her. Like.. i'm the type of person i need to pour my energy into someone... even tho i know that person should be myself. I could pour my energy into making money.. but i don't really care about that... I guess.. i will see where my energy goes now.. that it isn't fully focused on HER I spent many years alone, before i met her.. focusing on myself and had a spiritual awakening and got in touch with nature before i even met her... So she wasn't really my spiritual awakening.. I had a spiritual awakening when i was 17.. when my sister committed suicide.. So.. that's when it began for me.. when i started seeing 1111.. and had the dark night of the soul... and i read Caroline Myss and Eckhart Tolle books when i was pretty young.. So.. when i met my TF it wasn't the beginning for me.. altho.. she's just another part of the awakening that i've already been on for so long
This journey is all about the energy and you are a beautiful soul who has been through a lot. This truly is your gift to shift you into a space of real peace and create the most amazing life for yourself. Are you focused on soul alignment because that is key with the TF connection ❤️❤️
I am back with my DM but the relationship is strained. We are constantly fighting and over stupid things. We just got back together and in a few days, he is taking back his energy and pulling back from me
@@awakeningmeraki how do I pull my energy back. We just got back together after a 2 month separation. He decided for us to date again. Must I leave the relationship
well i keep going back, like i cant controle it. im not stalking, im not even thinking of him, then his energy starts to pull and im lost....any advice?
If you are a true Twin Flame, you need no external assistance. You don't need guides, teachers or anyone who charges you money. If you are a true Twin Flame, you already innately know what to do. If you don't, you are not a Twin Flame. WE are Ascended Masters. We are born in inner union. We know that we are God energy on earth from childhood. We know that there is no real work. You already ARE. If you don't have a physical union, you are NOT a Twin Flame. The whole purpose of Twin Flames is to come together and create union. We are to reduce the polarities of male vs female, transactional relationships and separateness. You might be a lightworker but you are not a TWIN. A twin absolutely requires the TWO to become one.
❤wow well said thank u.can u say what u mean abt transactional relationship? coz this is what im trying to understand the meaning of in the twinflame physical union.
@@goddesslove79 Hello. Transactional relationships is what we see as the 'normal' relationship today. Where two people are together because they expect to get something from the other person, i.e. money, sex, social status, marriage, children, a house, emotional comfort. There is a dependence on the other at the core of the relationship that keeps them together. Twin Flames must stand as whole, healed individuals who chose to be together out of pure, unconditional love and a deep connection. While they may have a shared home, a marriage, children, it's because it's in alignment with their soul mission/purpose not because its expected by society or the other. One does not need the other. Yet, together they emit such a healed, loving energy that they uplift and heal others through their high vibrations, through their voices, through their touch. I can put my hand on someone and change their energy within seconds because Twin Flames are Alchemists.
@@IAmHelenMarieC Well said!! Thank you IAmHelenMarieC for understanding the message that I was trying to convey. I enjoy listening to Twin Flame channels because it can be a bit lonely on this path because it's not an easy topic to discuss with most people. So I love connecting with other similar souls. However, if you are paying extensively to seek guidance that is naturally within you then you are not likely a True Twin Flames. We are born knowing. Thanks again!! Best to everyone. Everyone has value Twin Flame or not.
I used to meditate twice a day for a minimum of 30 mins sometimes longer. When I was in full ego death and trying to get my mind under control I would meditate through the day as well in my car for 15 mins in between work appointments. These days only in the morning as it sets the tone for the day. I’m very present now ❤️❤️❤️
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Dark night was hell on earth and i learnt my lessons, i learnt to put boundaries up with people in my life,i learnt self love,real honest love for others,i learnt its ok to be broken in pieces on the floor in a heap time and time again its ok to cry and let go of your twinflame.
I learnt who respects me and who doesn't,i learnt there is only now we dont have yesterday and we dont have tomorrow we have now.And i learnt i dont need validation off nobody expecially if they tell me the spiritual path is all in my head.I've learnt so much through the dark night of the soul and one thing i know is im never going back into it ❤ I have done the daily work for years now and once your out the other end its actually beautiful and there is more light in you and in your life❤
So beautiful 😍
how did you learn that? how do i learn self love
My dm calls himself meraki .. I needed to see this
I didn't check my TF's social media today. I know that doesn't seem like much.. but for many years i have obsessively checked their posts on various social media.. and today i just had no desire to even check or look.. i know it's one day.. but honestly i'm just tired of being triggered.
I can't look right now. And she knows i'm taking a break.. i don't think she understands anything about 'Separation" - but she calls it a "Interlude" ... which we definitely need!
And i do wonder.. if i will even choose her when she starts coming to me.. But i feel a shift.. and i feel like i can breathe lighter than i have in a very long time, bring the energy back to me... so much was given away and spent on her..
You may have to block her or stay off socials for awhile.
i think you can be proud of yourself. You are on your way... every step, even if it seems so small, is a step that counts :)
That’s amazing, nice work ❤️❤️
well done! this is amazing! I remember that first one day when I realized I did not think about my TF for an entire morning! which had never happened before. now I've built from there and I am in such better place. with the occasional relapse, of course
I have done this all under 3 months ,so glad it hasnt lasted for years ,i am not there ,but almost 😊
wow such wise words. No hope, instead knowledge and faith. Your words/video came at the right time for me :) thank you!
You are so welcome!
I love your beautiful soul, I love your energy and your radiance. You are helping me so much 😊
Thank you 🙏 ❤️❤️
I loved hearing your words. I’m proud of how far you have come. Congratulations to you my friend.
Thank you so much 🥰❤️🌹
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great videos they help me so much. i have to say i absolutely love your shirt ❤
Thank you for this message, you look beautiful today. ❤️🙏
Thank you 🙏 ❤️🌹
Yesterday i felt like i was "flying TOO high" energetically, i've been walking barefoot in the grass more lately too.. it does help to ground you.. also listening to some people who do "sound healing" on youtube helps
Sound healing is awesome 👏
Meditation and breath work have been the best tools for me. I have lifted myself out of that deep dark pit. Wow what a journey 🥹🥲🤣
Nooooo not waiting for them to turn up because I deeply understand this now ….
I stopped any of the hoping back in the 90’s
Wonderful!
my biggest fear is i die before union because i lived such a dangerous lifestyle yet i found my twin and it seems like something is in the way of us actually meeting in person, then i lost myself and my masculine self i was a mans man now im all emotional my twin looks like a super model which dont make it any better
There is only one way on this journey and that's learn to starve out the addictive energy which has been created at soul recognition. This is all about YOU coming home xxx
7:11 - I know I've said this..."I Hope..." was the wrong phrase. I knew it when I said it. Yes, I do Hope it happens soon, but if it doesn't, that's fine. I have Faith that it will though. Too many things in My Life that say so. My Journey, My Mission is more important to Me. Always has been. I discovered that I was unknowingly working it My whole Life. Always working on self improvement. "Why", is My favourite word when it comes to what I say, think, feel, or do. Things that I've "learned" on this Journey, I seem to have already known. When I heal a trigger, it's like I'm on the outside Healing Myself. Sort of like a doctor administering medicine and watching it work the Healing process. Yes, I do Hope for Reunion, but I don't need it. I know that The Divine will bring it when We are Both ready. There seem to be certain stages You go through during this. Just like any other sickness, sometimes You have to let it run it's course for it to Heal. I don't see this any different. Everything I do, I do for Myself. I look in Her direction to find My own issues because, although I seem to know the answers, it's the questions I have trouble with. Very very bad at research. Touching the Live You did on My earlier post, I'm going to look deeply at Myself and see what *I* like and don't like about Me. Haven't done this in a very long time. It's long overdue. I will say this... Realizing that I lived a more Spiritual Life than I ever thought is the biggest thrill I have experienced... ever. To know that I am a part of bringing in New Earth fills Me with such Joy, I can't describe it. It gives me a whole new Love for Myself. I must have done some really good things in My previous Lives. Smiling as I type that.
Sorry, that's my communication issue, I get sidetracked easily. Although I do Hope for Reunion, I know that it's in the hands of the Divine. I Trust the Divine. I Trust Her. And I Trust Myself. Until then I'm going to share the Love I have with the World.
12:06 - I have always felt this. I don't need anything or anyone to show Me My worth. I'm not materialistic. In fact, when I move in a few weeks, I can fit my possessions in a car trunk. And I'm happy. I know I have Love in My Life. And that's what makes Me feel rich.
There are no wrongs, you’re collapsing duality. That’s what this entire journey is about. It’s about creating words which are high vibrational so you can shift into that space of unity consciousness ❤️🌟💫
Just want to say I love all your different colored sweaters!! 💗✨
Thanks! For many years I wore bland colours and then I remembered who I was (prior to marriage) and I always loved colour so now I make sure I wear lots of it. It makes a massive difference in my energy ❤️❤️
Sounds similar to how I was. My wardrobe is also more colorful these days! 😊 It really does feel better.
Thank you and much love
You look so pretty in that color!
Oh thank you!
Be Blessed and bask in the Light...
Thank you! ❤
I guess i'm at the place now.. where i don't know what to do with all my energy, bc so much was spent on her. Like, i have things i want to learn and do... i can keep myself busy.. but i don't want it to feel like i'm just trying to distract myself from thinking about her.
Like.. i'm the type of person i need to pour my energy into someone... even tho i know that person should be myself. I could pour my energy into making money.. but i don't really care about that... I guess.. i will see where my energy goes now.. that it isn't fully focused on HER
I spent many years alone, before i met her.. focusing on myself and had a spiritual awakening and got in touch with nature before i even met her... So she wasn't really my spiritual awakening.. I had a spiritual awakening when i was 17.. when my sister committed suicide.. So.. that's when it began for me.. when i started seeing 1111.. and had the dark night of the soul... and i read Caroline Myss and Eckhart Tolle books when i was pretty young.. So.. when i met my TF it wasn't the beginning for me.. altho.. she's just another part of the awakening that i've already been on for so long
Bless you ❣
This journey is all about the energy and you are a beautiful soul who has been through a lot. This truly is your gift to shift you into a space of real peace and create the most amazing life for yourself. Are you focused on soul alignment because that is key with the TF connection ❤️❤️
I am back with my DM but the relationship is strained. We are constantly fighting and over stupid things. We just got back together and in a few days, he is taking back his energy and pulling back from me
You are both triggering each other. Pull all your energy back to you otherwise he will run again.
@@awakeningmeraki how do I pull my energy back. We just got back together after a 2 month separation. He decided for us to date again. Must I leave the relationship
Thank you. Are you in union and a relationship with your twin? Do you mention this in a video?
well i keep going back, like i cant controle it. im not stalking, im not even thinking of him, then his energy starts to pull and im lost....any advice?
That pull you need to be strong and not reach out as it all needs to be transmuted so you can anchor in the energy into your body.
So as a divine masculine I should also think- mmm meah, she's not doing it for me anymore..
If you are a true Twin Flame, you need no external assistance. You don't need guides, teachers or anyone who charges you money. If you are a true Twin Flame, you already innately know what to do. If you don't, you are not a Twin Flame. WE are Ascended Masters. We are born in inner union. We know that we are God energy on earth from childhood. We know that there is no real work. You already ARE. If you don't have a physical union, you are NOT a Twin Flame. The whole purpose of Twin Flames is to come together and create union. We are to reduce the polarities of male vs female, transactional relationships and separateness. You might be a lightworker but you are not a TWIN. A twin absolutely requires the TWO to become one.
❤wow well said thank u.can u say what u mean abt transactional relationship? coz this is what im trying to understand the meaning of in the twinflame physical union.
@@goddesslove79 Hello. Transactional relationships is what we see as the 'normal' relationship today. Where two people are together because they expect to get something from the other person, i.e. money, sex, social status, marriage, children, a house, emotional comfort. There is a dependence on the other at the core of the relationship that keeps them together. Twin Flames must stand as whole, healed individuals who chose to be together out of pure, unconditional love and a deep connection. While they may have a shared home, a marriage, children, it's because it's in alignment with their soul mission/purpose not because its expected by society or the other. One does not need the other. Yet, together they emit such a healed, loving energy that they uplift and heal others through their high vibrations, through their voices, through their touch. I can put my hand on someone and change their energy within seconds because Twin Flames are Alchemists.
I disagree. Why is anyone here? To get understanding.
Because someone is here does not invalidate them as a twin flame.
@@IAmHelenMarieC Well said!! Thank you IAmHelenMarieC for understanding the message that I was trying to convey. I enjoy listening to Twin Flame channels because it can be a bit lonely on this path because it's not an easy topic to discuss with most people. So I love connecting with other similar souls. However, if you are paying extensively to seek guidance that is naturally within you then you are not likely a True Twin Flames. We are born knowing. Thanks again!! Best to everyone. Everyone has value Twin Flame or not.
@@IAmHelenMarieC Amen! Blessings to you!
❤️❤️😘🙏🙌💯
How Long do you meditate for each day?
I used to meditate twice a day for a minimum of 30 mins sometimes longer. When I was in full ego death and trying to get my mind under control I would meditate through the day as well in my car for 15 mins in between work appointments. These days only in the morning as it sets the tone for the day. I’m very present now ❤️❤️❤️
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