Very few artists I feel put their hearts and soul on a track the way you do it. You could feel the pain in every verse and it really made the song that much better. This was a phenomenal song that I felt on a different level. Purely incredible.
Bro. The EMOTION put into this song, has me shook. You can feel the sadness, the pain, the rage, the regret you can feel ALL of that in this song. The way this song is portrayed and the way the visuals show what he says just HITS, He put everything into this song. This is hands. Down. The best guts song out there. Can't prove me wrong. 🔥🔥
THIS IS ABSOLUTELY AMAZING!!!! I CAN FEEL THE EMOTION YOU'VE PUT IN THIS SONG! IT'S LIKE GUTS ACTUALLY TOOK THE MIC AND REALLY WANT PEOPLE TO KNOW THE TRAUMA, RAGE AND SORROW HE'S FELT! AND YOU'VE CAPTURED AND EXPRESSED THAT PERFECTLY!!! KEEP UP THE LEGENDARY WORK YOU DO😁👍🔥
This song is like an eclipse of emotions, and I can relate to this so much. Blindly loving someone is what hurts when you're betrayed. Then being stabbed in the back by the ones you loved hurts, but the pain is what changed us. Times may get rough, and we'll see so much betrayal, so much loss, so much blood from all of those you've hurt. Just know that things get better even if takes you going through pain. Whatever happens, happens, we're going to carry the weight of all of what we know.
Lyrics (Via Genius): [Chorus] Lonely at the road I walk, and it ain't easy I wanna change these words you thought, those moments you see me I never knew you seen me I wish I knew you need me I lost everything I loved all in one night I watched as everything changed for us all in one sight Things haven't been right since then Couldn't tell you what's been right since then I haven't seen light since then All I ever know is fight since then, I've been at war [Verse] I've been at war with myself Dealing with my inner child, thе scorn that he felt He was born into hell, he ain't never have help He ain't never have love, only he ever have was trauma from the damage he was dealt Had him missing components Aiming 'em at opponents, the one he would put his hopes in Looked at him like an omen All he wanted was love, but his heart cold as a stone, and How we spoke the trust when the ones we trust just betray us and leave us for dead That would play in my head, that would play with my head Now I'm moving ahead, I don't know where I'm led too All I'm seeing is red, this rage I bear is unbearable Lately I've been feeling this life I live is a curse Lately I've been feeling this life I live can't be worse Lately I've been feeling this life is what I deserve Lately I've been feeling like happiness is not what I earned Just when I thought I could never trust in another That's when I was blessed with a brother, like for real, he had me covered And that's truth, man, I had him covered too I was put him on my back with the crew If he lacked, I lacked too Every obstacles we always blast through, uh A withering dream, it's not what it seemed 'Cause he would stab me in my back if it's mean to be king Now I'm only filled with anger, what I think is the scene of your betrayal I opened up my heart to you, and that proved to be fatal Everything I thought of you, I'm better off erasing And jokes on me 'cause I'm the one that came to save you, and you took away from me the only one I could relate to I just wanted to be your equal And the way you paid me back - it was evil Used to be my brother, that story won't see a sequel Just know I'll pay that back when I see you, for real [Chorus] Lonely at the road I walk, and it ain't easy I wanna change these words you thought, those moments you see me I never knew you seen me I wish I knew you need me I lost everything I loved all in one night I watched as everything changed for us all in one sight Things haven't been right since then Couldn't tell you what's been right since then I haven't seen light since then All I ever know is fight since then, I've been at war
This rap was epic. The beat was amazing. The lyrics were straight fire. Everything about this rap was awesome. You just keep getting better every single day. You really outdid yourself with this one. This is definitely going on my anime playlist.
Bruh this song hits so much and I feel like I can really relate to this. We have all had those friends that you would do anything for. That friend who you would always have their back and it would seem like you two are invincible. However, the same friends that you would take the bullet for, is often the ones who would pull the trigger. Guts was born into a living nightmare and when he finally found someone to fight for and that he has a family, that same man that he would cut armies down to protect switched up on him, murked his whole family, and plunged him back into an even worse nightmare
I like all the nerdcore songs about Guts however, I really do appreciate the ones that really highlight the relationship between him and Griffith. A camaraderie that you thought was so defined now became heartbreaking, frustrating, and wounding.
DizzyEight. THIS is why you are my top favourite rapper in the nerdcore community. Everything about this is just amazing, sad, REALLY relatable (you have no *NO* idea) and emotional. I did NOT know you could do shit like this with your raps. Fucking. Hell. The video itself. The beat. The melody. The lyrics. THE EMOTION. Rage, sadness, betrayal, pain. You are a legend, Dizzy. Love.
Dizzy, man. . . I felt every bit of passion and emotion that you poured in this piece of art of a song, you displayed yourself as the artist and craftsman that you decided to become, I mean it. I can even feel that this song is not only inspired in Guts, I feel it was also inspired by you. Phenomenal work man, be proud and continue.
Bro, this hits so hard. Especially when you've read the manga. The way you were able to Rap and Sing to this beat and just DESCRIBE THE PAIN. That's just cool. You're just way too talented brother. But 444 real, I wish they made a decent adaptation of Berserk already. Replicating the art IS possible with the current levels of tech.
Love the new song! It would be interesting to see a part two where you/Guts open a door towards potentially forgiving Griffith, not Femto, given that he is just as emotionally broken as Guts.
Hooly! This is the grittiest D8 song I heard in a minute, definetely one of your best! The pain and truth shown through your words as well as the small groups of heartbreaking wordplay shows the level you've reached. But it's hard to go this hard with emotion if you don't also feel it yourself, so I hope you're doing alright Dizzy.
"And that's when i was blessed with a brother like for real he had me covered, and in the truth i had him covered too i would put him on my back with the crew if he lacked i lacked too every obstacle we always blasted through." All of this hits hard every song you make. @DizzyEight keep working hard you're making legends and going places keep up the hard work. 😁🔥💯💯🔥
The way 0:15-0:47 sent shivers down my freaking SPINE dawg...YES DIZZY!!! THIS is what I've been trying to overall tell the Nerdcore scene, the characters are nice but it's the inspiration of these characters that has these artists crafting these words together so miraculously to relate to their own that sells me on this music! Keep making music man there will FOREVER be a slot in my Playlists for Dizzyeight and other great Nerdcore Arriats out there of the like. 1:00 - 2:02 SAME bro SAME
Bro I have never heard or felt emotion from any song you released quite like this one. I had to stop it halfway, just to truly take in the all of the pain, heartbreak, sorrow, and built rage that you brought to the table. It's definitely a new favorite... incredible job Dizzy
Wow... Holy shit... I haven't heard a Guts song this passionate filled with emotion that you can hear from just the tone of someone's voice since Fabvl's song "Lost it All", this goes so damn hard. I thought you were about to start screaming like Fabvl too for a split second at the end.
Oh nah you got the goated art for this. Wait you just starting from the start? You didn't even wait? Oh boy this is insane. Ah, the pain. I definitely need to listen to this more. Thank you for the song. And pain.
I love this shit the emotions the lyrics the beat the grasp of a character I’ve never read about but I know what’s gone thru good job dizzy great way for Saturday to start
Love how the song follows the story, at the start you see a guts that’s more or less possessed by anger, before being given his story about why he’s hunting the godhand and reaffirming that by repeating the start of the song
I know who Hurt Guts but.. BRO DIZZY WHO HURT YOU FAM?!?!' THIS ONE YA BEST EMOTIONA SONGS ON THE DELIVERY LIKE SHEEEEEEEEEEEESH Stay Blessed on this Sabbath fam :D
Damn man, the emotion in your voice and bars feel so raw that it's like this happened to you. Another good song and can't wait to see what you're cooking for us next 🔥🔥
This shit SHOOK me. The depth and layers of the lyrics mixed with the content it's referencing and elevate both to horrendously powerful levels. The anguish Dizzy put into this was so real and it resonated with me. Shit made me want to cry.
This song made me shed tears cuz it was so beautiful, dizzy thank you for making such a masterpiece like this. Also this also my favorite anime so I appreciate it man
Bruh this literally the example of what I said I wanna hear more of outta nerdcore music...t take character and make it sound personal, relatable without having to specifically reference exactly what happens in the show, jus like the obits track, and I know there's more examples like this one not saying there's not before anybody tries to argue that I just love shit like this
Heey I saw you on callabs but your music is amazing dammn I'm gonna scroll for days now true your channel gained a new sub and much deserved ur an amazing artist wow I am truly amazed by this a new favorite nerdcore song👍🏻👍🏻🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
I won't bore everyone with my sad backstory, but Dizzy I've been carrying a lot of weight for a long time. This song helped me face those emotions I've ignored for so long and it hurt but I needed that. So thank you. God bless
The song "lost it all" by FabvL made me cry...so listening to the emotion in this one by dizzy eight made me break down in tears...so good job man and keep it up because you and FabvL, David music have helped me through a lot in my life.
Im a major berserk fan and have been following dizzy on his journey for about 4 years now ever since his first MHA song and man how you have grown and just developed is so astonishing and cant wait to see what else you and your talented soul can do brother! Much love and honestly one of my favorite tracks , KEEP IT UP
This was perfect, I definitely want a part 2. The emotion and the bars are just out of this world, definitely gave your all for this one. I'm gonna add this to the top tier list
GUTS & GRIFFITH SONG AT 10K LIKES!!!
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Amazing. Absolute perfection beginning to end. Just wow. 🙏🔥
I'm really looking forward to part 2 dizzy keep up the grind
I cannot describe how perfect this was, you understood the assignment, and came in with a gift
Thank you, Dizzy😍🥳
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Very few artists I feel put their hearts and soul on a track the way you do it. You could feel the pain in every verse and it really made the song that much better. This was a phenomenal song that I felt on a different level. Purely incredible.
took the words right out my mouth
fabvl?
@@rustygaming3481 fabvl does it amazingly as well as
Divide Music🤔
@@rustygaming3481 that’s why they said very few goofy
Quite possibly one of the best Guts songs I've heard from the nerdcore scene, great job I must say!
Listen to I lost it all banger by fabvl
@@KakhsXe I've heard it, it's not bad but it's overshadowed by his Griffith track ironically enough imho lol.
Daddyphatsnaps' song is pretty good.
@@frutelupes505 Yeah but Fabvl's song tops even that one I feel.
@@The-Black-Death have you heard divides ?
Bro. The EMOTION put into this song, has me shook. You can feel the sadness, the pain, the rage, the regret you can feel ALL of that in this song. The way this song is portrayed and the way the visuals show what he says just HITS, He put everything into this song. This is hands. Down. The best guts song out there. Can't prove me wrong. 🔥🔥
Agreed that's what I love about this.
THIS IS ABSOLUTELY AMAZING!!!!
I CAN FEEL THE EMOTION YOU'VE PUT IN THIS SONG!
IT'S LIKE GUTS ACTUALLY TOOK THE MIC AND REALLY WANT PEOPLE TO KNOW THE TRAUMA, RAGE AND SORROW HE'S FELT! AND YOU'VE CAPTURED AND EXPRESSED THAT PERFECTLY!!!
KEEP UP THE LEGENDARY WORK YOU DO😁👍🔥
This song is like an eclipse of emotions, and I can relate to this so much. Blindly loving someone is what hurts when you're betrayed. Then being stabbed in the back by the ones you loved hurts, but the pain is what changed us. Times may get rough, and we'll see so much betrayal, so much loss, so much blood from all of those you've hurt. Just know that things get better even if takes you going through pain. Whatever happens, happens, we're going to carry the weight of all of what we know.
Thank you.
Lyrics (Via Genius):
[Chorus]
Lonely at the road I walk, and it ain't easy
I wanna change these words you thought, those moments you see me
I never knew you seen me
I wish I knew you need me
I lost everything I loved all in one night
I watched as everything changed for us all in one sight
Things haven't been right since then
Couldn't tell you what's been right since then
I haven't seen light since then
All I ever know is fight since then, I've been at war
[Verse]
I've been at war with myself
Dealing with my inner child, thе scorn that he felt
He was born into hell, he ain't never have help
He ain't never have love, only he ever have was trauma from the damage he was dealt
Had him missing components
Aiming 'em at opponents, the one he would put his hopes in
Looked at him like an omen
All he wanted was love, but his heart cold as a stone, and
How we spoke the trust when the ones we trust just betray us and leave us for dead
That would play in my head, that would play with my head
Now I'm moving ahead, I don't know where I'm led too
All I'm seeing is red, this rage I bear is unbearable
Lately I've been feeling this life I live is a curse
Lately I've been feeling this life I live can't be worse
Lately I've been feeling this life is what I deserve
Lately I've been feeling like happiness is not what I earned
Just when I thought I could never trust in another
That's when I was blessed with a brother, like for real, he had me covered
And that's truth, man, I had him covered too
I was put him on my back with the crew
If he lacked, I lacked too
Every obstacles we always blast through, uh
A withering dream, it's not what it seemed
'Cause he would stab me in my back if it's mean to be king
Now I'm only filled with anger, what I think is the scene of your betrayal
I opened up my heart to you, and that proved to be fatal
Everything I thought of you, I'm better off erasing
And jokes on me 'cause I'm the one that came to save you, and you took away from me the only one I could relate to
I just wanted to be your equal
And the way you paid me back - it was evil
Used to be my brother, that story won't see a sequel
Just know I'll pay that back when I see you, for real
[Chorus]
Lonely at the road I walk, and it ain't easy
I wanna change these words you thought, those moments you see me
I never knew you seen me
I wish I knew you need me
I lost everything I loved all in one night
I watched as everything changed for us all in one sight
Things haven't been right since then
Couldn't tell you what's been right since then
I haven't seen light since then
All I ever know is fight since then, I've been at war
Bro this is your best song by far and truly captures guts and his struggles. Truly a masterpiece
🔥🔥🔥 Bro
OMG BRO 1:26 WENT INSANELY CRAZY YOU CAN FEEL THE EMOTIONS IT'S JUST INSANE @DIZZYEIGHT KEEP MAKING LEGENDS😮😂❤🎉
This not being at 10k likes yet is a travesty, ive probably listened to this song dozens times since it came out
We 9.9 now almost there
We made it boys
This rap was epic. The beat was amazing. The lyrics were straight fire. Everything about this rap was awesome. You just keep getting better every single day. You really outdid yourself with this one. This is definitely going on my anime playlist.
I didn’t knew you could put so much emotion into a song, it’s beautiful
I been loving these new thumbnails bro
Facts
This is the best Berserk themed song I've heard. Dizzy killed it fr
You can feel the rage in the voice
Guts is my favorite character, this embodies him to such a high degree. Kento Miura would be proud.
Damn this song hits so hard, the emotion in your voice oh my gosh
People tripping this should have 20k likes right now
God, I’ve got chills from that, the emotion, the lyrics, even the effects were on point, loved this song and really hoping for a part 2
Bruh this song hits so much and I feel like I can really relate to this. We have all had those friends that you would do anything for. That friend who you would always have their back and it would seem like you two are invincible. However, the same friends that you would take the bullet for, is often the ones who would pull the trigger. Guts was born into a living nightmare and when he finally found someone to fight for and that he has a family, that same man that he would cut armies down to protect switched up on him, murked his whole family, and plunged him back into an even worse nightmare
Now it’s time for that part 2
I'm only filled with anger when I think of that twisted, devious, cursed, unholy, demonic, offensive, disrespectful, wicked scene too
It makes you want to kill the scene partner.
I like all the nerdcore songs about Guts however, I really do appreciate the ones that really highlight the relationship between him and Griffith. A camaraderie that you thought was so defined now became heartbreaking, frustrating, and wounding.
DizzyEight. THIS is why you are my top favourite rapper in the nerdcore community. Everything about this is just amazing, sad, REALLY relatable (you have no *NO* idea) and emotional. I did NOT know you could do shit like this with your raps. Fucking. Hell. The video itself. The beat. The melody. The lyrics. THE EMOTION. Rage, sadness, betrayal, pain. You are a legend, Dizzy. Love.
Dizzy, man. . .
I felt every bit of passion and emotion that you poured in this piece of art of a song, you displayed yourself as the artist and craftsman that you decided to become, I mean it.
I can even feel that this song is not only inspired in Guts, I feel it was also inspired by you.
Phenomenal work man, be proud and continue.
Still bumping this almost a year later, and still wanting the second song!
That was so beautiful, Dizzy! So much heart and emotion! You did this SO MUCH JUSTICE!!!
Bro, this hits so hard. Especially when you've read the manga. The way you were able to Rap and Sing to this beat and just DESCRIBE THE PAIN. That's just cool. You're just way too talented brother. But 444 real, I wish they made a decent adaptation of Berserk already. Replicating the art IS possible with the current levels of tech.
Love the new song! It would be interesting to see a part two where you/Guts open a door towards potentially forgiving Griffith, not Femto, given that he is just as emotionally broken as Guts.
Hooly! This is the grittiest D8 song I heard in a minute, definetely one of your best! The pain and truth shown through your words as well as the small groups of heartbreaking wordplay shows the level you've reached. But it's hard to go this hard with emotion if you don't also feel it yourself, so I hope you're doing alright Dizzy.
"And that's when i was blessed with a brother like for real he had me covered, and in the truth i had him covered too i would put him on my back with the crew if he lacked i lacked too every obstacle we always blasted through." All of this hits hard every song you make. @DizzyEight keep working hard you're making legends and going places keep up the hard work. 😁🔥💯💯🔥
The way 0:15-0:47 sent shivers down my freaking SPINE dawg...YES DIZZY!!! THIS is what I've been trying to overall tell the Nerdcore scene, the characters are nice but it's the inspiration of these characters that has these artists crafting these words together so miraculously to relate to their own that sells me on this music! Keep making music man there will FOREVER be a slot in my Playlists for Dizzyeight and other great Nerdcore Arriats out there of the like. 1:00 - 2:02 SAME bro SAME
1:26 - 2:02 Geez Dizzy!!! You hit too hard with those bars! This song is going in the playlist. ❤🔥
Bro I have never heard or felt emotion from any song you released quite like this one. I had to stop it halfway, just to truly take in the all of the pain, heartbreak, sorrow, and built rage that you brought to the table. It's definitely a new favorite... incredible job Dizzy
The chills from this track, you can feel nothing but soul in this.
"I just wanted to be your equal, and the way you paid me back was with evil" man that shit hit hard 😢
Wow... Holy shit... I haven't heard a Guts song this passionate filled with emotion that you can hear from just the tone of someone's voice since Fabvl's song "Lost it All", this goes so damn hard. I thought you were about to start screaming like Fabvl too for a split second at the end.
This kinda got that Hopsin "Your House" vibe to it
Oh nah you got the goated art for this. Wait you just starting from the start? You didn't even wait?
Oh boy this is insane. Ah, the pain. I definitely need to listen to this more. Thank you for the song. And pain.
This song is good enough to make you wanna endure, struggle, and contend.
This made me tear up a lil bit, insanely fitting and well made
Daaaaaaammmn dude this was the greatest things I’ve ever seen. I’m sending this to anyone I try telling to watch.
This song is a reminder of how amazing Dizzy is
WE NEED TO GET HIM TO 10K LIKES
I love this shit the emotions the lyrics the beat the grasp of a character I’ve never read about but I know what’s gone thru good job dizzy great way for Saturday to start
Love how the song follows the story, at the start you see a guts that’s more or less possessed by anger, before being given his story about why he’s hunting the godhand and reaffirming that by repeating the start of the song
Talk about passion. Dizzy emotion was out of this world with this song, what a way to capture Guts character
THIS SONG SLAPS BRO WHAT
WHY ARE YOU SUPRISED ITS DIZZY
@@frog22. I ain't surprised I'm just baffled cause bro dont miss
You perfectly encapsulated my guts is one of why favourite fictional characters
that growl in your voice is just amazing i want to see this style more!
1:32 TALK TO EM DIZZY😫🔥 TALK TO EMMMMMMMMMMM🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
i think this is one of the few berserk fan songs that really get it
Never thought we'd get broken voice Dizzy. Made this hit so much harder
Almost 10k!!! 🔥🔥🔥
I'm convinced Dizzy can't miss.
A lot of people complain about the in character nerdcore songs, but I freaking love these narrative style tracks.
The emotion in his voice…Dizzy is one of the best artists.
I know who Hurt Guts but.. BRO DIZZY WHO HURT YOU FAM?!?!'
THIS ONE YA BEST EMOTIONA SONGS ON THE DELIVERY LIKE SHEEEEEEEEEEEESH
Stay Blessed on this Sabbath fam :D
Damn man, the emotion in your voice and bars feel so raw that it's like this happened to you.
Another good song and can't wait to see what you're cooking for us next 🔥🔥
Dizzy coming for the heart strings on this one. Freaking fire.
One of your best songs yet. Your getting better and better.
Def one of the best Guts songs i felt captured that betrayred brother feeling and pain like Lost it All did towards the later half. Amazing job!
Holy sh part 2 can finally happen
This shit SHOOK me. The depth and layers of the lyrics mixed with the content it's referencing and elevate both to horrendously powerful levels. The anguish Dizzy put into this was so real and it resonated with me. Shit made me want to cry.
There's 10k were waiting dizzy 💪🏻
This song made me shed tears cuz it was so beautiful, dizzy thank you for making such a masterpiece like this. Also this also my favorite anime so I appreciate it man
This captures berserk perfectly
Damn I'm loving the vibe of this, goated as usual
Bruh this literally the example of what I said I wanna hear more of outta nerdcore music...t take character and make it sound personal, relatable without having to specifically reference exactly what happens in the show, jus like the obits track, and I know there's more examples like this one not saying there's not before anybody tries to argue that I just love shit like this
2 things came to mind during this song.
1) Good lord, this man spazzed out
2) Good lord, this man needs a hug
This hits a lot more different from a real perspective and with the current parts of the manga
Heey I saw you on callabs but your music is amazing dammn I'm gonna scroll for days now true your channel gained a new sub and much deserved ur an amazing artist wow I am truly amazed by this a new favorite nerdcore song👍🏻👍🏻🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
YESSSSS THE BEST GUTS SONG I’VE EVER HEARD LOVE THIS 🔥🔥🔥
As someone who has followed Berserk for 20 years plus this song is amazing! Subbed and liked!
I won't bore everyone with my sad backstory, but Dizzy I've been carrying a lot of weight for a long time. This song helped me face those emotions I've ignored for so long and it hurt but I needed that. So thank you. God bless
Whoever this song is for, they better run cause Dizzy is comin for ya
The song "lost it all" by FabvL made me cry...so listening to the emotion in this one by dizzy eight made me break down in tears...so good job man and keep it up because you and FabvL, David music have helped me through a lot in my life.
I come back to this song every now and then hoping we have enough likes for a part 2. This time we're so close! 😭😭😭
Im a major berserk fan and have been following dizzy on his journey for about 4 years now ever since his first MHA song and man how you have grown and just developed is so astonishing and cant wait to see what else you and your talented soul can do brother! Much love and honestly one of my favorite tracks , KEEP IT UP
One of the best songs you ever made ❤
I dig FabVl and DPS versions..but Dizzy you capture pain so well with your sound. Hats off to you. You crushed it
This was truly incredible. The power behind your words in this just says it all. Truly captured Guts' pain. This is why you one of the best fr👏🏾👏🏾
....shivers. chills. im froze rn this was coolldddddd
I could feel the emotion bro, this was so lit Dizzy appreciate you for the music you put out man.
I thought this was gonna be corny, didn’t expect him to put his soul in this fr🔥🔥🔥🔥
Holy faa I got some serious chills through the middle of the song, fire song u put some serious emotions with it fr
This entire track clearly explains guts feelings in the blackswordman arc chef kiss 🔥
When people ask me what "tragically beautifu"l means I think I'm going to start showing them this. Goddamn imma run this up on spotify
Man the song got me especially the part about Griffiths betrayal. Have me feeling all kind of ways.
Yooo this song got me immersed and the sound of your voice had so much emotion to it and I liked that
The goosebumps I have all over right now, wow Dizzy. 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
Ngl I almost cried a bit with the hook coming back at the end
Oh my. Dizzy I’m at a lost for words bruh. The emotion u had the whole song was insane to the point where I felt like I was getting talked to fr😭
I always love it when you can hear this much emotion in the verses.
This was perfect, I definitely want a part 2. The emotion and the bars are just out of this world, definitely gave your all for this one. I'm gonna add this to the top tier list
not only is the thumnail fire af but this song is amazing, fav so far, fr keep this shit up
Easily one of my favorites 😭😭😭😭
That betrayal part hit different for me right now