Suicide Note - *SAD* XXXTENTACION Type Piano Song

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  • @Jurrivh
    @Jurrivh  6 ปีที่แล้ว +5907

    Rest in Peace X, you will be missed..

    • @veronikastupar8498
      @veronikastupar8498 6 ปีที่แล้ว +72

      I am so heartbroken. He was the only artist that I felt honestly so connected to and he was so smart and bright and so ahead of his time and just I am pissed at whoever killed him. And its killing me that I can't do shit about it.

    • @alexmsp3899
      @alexmsp3899 6 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      R.I.P X. You'll be forever missed...❤His songs were inspirational, and one of his songs even cured my depression. I felt safe and secure with one of my favortie songs, "Changes" out of most of them, it changed my life. Thank you X for everything you done to others, and me...

    • @pocahontas6874
      @pocahontas6874 6 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Jurrivh oh I can't believe that I so hurts I hot of crying 😭😭😭😭😭 RIP I can't believe I can't believe 😭😭😭😭

    • @emsfra7412
      @emsfra7412 6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Jurrivh bro he ain’t dead

    • @kiminnerchild
      @kiminnerchild 6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Emily Franklin Yes he is

  • @willbear3738
    @willbear3738 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2264

    “Just because I’m *breathing* doesn’t mean I’m *living* ...”

  • @vellaarcenciel2116
    @vellaarcenciel2116 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2295

    The saddest feeling is when u have a lot to talk about but you just can't. Only tears falling down and you cried so loud but no voice...

    • @ElleLove1998
      @ElleLove1998 5 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      Vella Arcenciel or a lot to talk about and no one to talk to in my case. Hope things get better for you

    • @gwnjebekhouden7345
      @gwnjebekhouden7345 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Elzira El Filali hey there! Please my instagram is @xdepressedmemesx. I’m helping people with a lot of problems. Please come talk to me. Ily❤️

    • @liyanasyazwani5549
      @liyanasyazwani5549 5 ปีที่แล้ว +30

      @@ElleLove1998 i love talking with people but im shy.. Im scared with people's reaction. I wanna talk and share everything with my friends but i dont have anyone to talk to eventho i have many friends. It hurts me. I care a lot about their feelings but they just called me selfish without knowing me who struggle with my inner self everyday.

    • @garyw1971
      @garyw1971 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      We can heal ourself with music ❤

    • @nessacabiles837
      @nessacabiles837 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Vella Arcenciel thats me right now😭😭😭😭

  • @butcjesaaa143
    @butcjesaaa143 4 ปีที่แล้ว +590

    'Just because I make u smile doesn't mean I'm always happy"

    • @ranajoybhattacharjee3275
      @ranajoybhattacharjee3275 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Definitely sad still we have to live for help to someone in the world who broken like us

    • @mogbadunadeemmanuel4958
      @mogbadunadeemmanuel4958 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      😭

    • @Sofia-ty2pu
      @Sofia-ty2pu 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      😞😭😭 I dont want to be exaggerating, but why it really hurts, when you don't want to admit that fact, I always show a smile, everyone thinks I'm fine, but doesn't ask me If I am, it's sad when everyone have their friends and put you apart, 😢 😔 when you can stay there more longer, but you need to do it, because you're scared of what they'd think

    • @ayoeaishiteru
      @ayoeaishiteru 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      True

    • @theweekendate
      @theweekendate ปีที่แล้ว

      I don't understand 😭

  • @kevinbakonyi5483
    @kevinbakonyi5483 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1145

    If you are here and listening to this.. I'm so sorry.
    Be strong.

  • @jakedaniels9841
    @jakedaniels9841 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1733

    I live a life of joy and happiness. Just in my imagination.

    • @aquamarine2416
      @aquamarine2416 4 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      u don't have to only in yur imagination, u can outside

    • @Raghad-dm5hh
      @Raghad-dm5hh 4 ปีที่แล้ว +42

      @@aquamarine2416 I wish it was that easy 💔

    • @Raghad-dm5hh
      @Raghad-dm5hh 4 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      You're not alone buddy

    • @taryk0159
      @taryk0159 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      So do I. I imagine that just to go on with Life😔

    • @redonageci3354
      @redonageci3354 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Make that happiness REAL cuz YOU CAN Never Give up CUZ THE HAPPINESS IS WAITING FOR You just have to find it SO DONT GIVE UP!!

  • @JackDaniels-hz8tc
    @JackDaniels-hz8tc 4 ปีที่แล้ว +452

    the saddest thing is when no ones gonna be sad or miss you when you're gone..

    • @varenneduvar2062
      @varenneduvar2062 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      th-cam.com/video/e-a7dFTndUw/w-d-xo.html ✨💙✨

    • @adityagagra1814
      @adityagagra1814 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      The thing U said Is not true
      When we Are with people... they don't yltink about us
      But once we R gone forever EVERYONE WILL TALK ABOUT US
      JUST LIKE MY FRIEND
      NO ONE THINKS ABOUT HIM HE SHARES EVERY PROBLEM WITH ME AS A BROTHER
      BUT ONE DAY HE DID SOMETHING
      .. THAT MADE EVERYONE THINK ABLUT HIM....

    • @justsomeone3343
      @justsomeone3343 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@adityagagra1814 Well.. some people really have no one who will remember them even of they die. No one.

    • @adityagagra1814
      @adityagagra1814 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@justsomeone3343 Yes .... I still Miss Him

    • @angelastone2734
      @angelastone2734 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I totally understand. Everything about me is unneeded - I love but no one wants it from me. Sad to know my death will be alone and even no one to even attend my funeral

  • @isozz8335
    @isozz8335 3 ปีที่แล้ว +213

    My brother passed away recently from suicide. It has been a really tough pill to swallow, we were very very close. It feels like he was a part of me that has now died. There was no note, or any explanation. He just wanted a way out and took it. When I first found this song I started bawling my eyes out, as it brought a lot of memories up. Rest in peace, William 2002-2021.
    Please, if you are having suicidal thoughts call someone, if you don't have anyone to talk to, call a hotline! Your life doesn't have to end now, even if things are really bad now doesn't mean it's going to be like this forever.

    • @josefdiyal84
      @josefdiyal84 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      So sorry to hear that😢😢

    • @waysky146
      @waysky146 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I also have a little sister that we are very close and also.... i have to tell sorry about your brother and another thing that i can say is ... you brother couldn't bear everything i know him i had many unsuccessful socied ... i can t live anymore for why ? Why ... i hope my sister after my death won t be sad like you

    • @Unavailable411
      @Unavailable411 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I'm sorry to hear that😢

    • @yido4279
      @yido4279 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      you still there ?

    • @starshipgaming8912
      @starshipgaming8912 ปีที่แล้ว

      I am truly sorry to hear that

  • @Jurrivh
    @Jurrivh  7 ปีที่แล้ว +2228

    Big fan of X, already wanted to make a piano song dedicated to his songs for a long long time. Let me know if you feel it!

    • @louh1387
      @louh1387 7 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Jurrivh Hello, already on that I have commented often in your videoes, I do not do it uselessly: thank you for this music, now, I hope that you continue growing in youtube. Regards.

    • @MisterRawgers
      @MisterRawgers 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Jurrivh he quit music apparently

    • @TheShallowBoy23
      @TheShallowBoy23 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Will Rogers yep he said he was quitting... Hope it's only a break, guy can hype it up yeah but hes a genius for 17

    • @marchypolite
      @marchypolite 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      yea i felt ut from the start

    • @marchypolite
      @marchypolite 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      are you tring to make people kill thenselved

  • @itzysanne3681
    @itzysanne3681 4 ปีที่แล้ว +573

    A sad feeling is when:
    You are used to being sad so when you are felling happy you feel weird.
    You cant feel anything
    You want to do something but you are stuck...
    You dont socialize enough and when youre old people dont even notice you. and even if they do they think you want to be alone.
    You want to be alone, you wanto feel sad, its like somethings pulling you down... An anchor..

    • @lillianmoore7750
      @lillianmoore7750 4 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      I know how that feels so very well.

    • @Shani.R
      @Shani.R 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      I have the same problem😭
      I don't know if i Will be happy again😭

    • @emilyrose3490
      @emilyrose3490 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Raïssa of course you will. If you don’t give up

    • @Shani.R
      @Shani.R 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Really??😢😢thx

    • @jadewu111
      @jadewu111 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Relate also with people treating you so badly all the time your used to it so your feel uncomfortable when people act nice to you

  • @seren4925
    @seren4925 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5285

    R.I.P Mac miller
    R.I.P Paul walker
    R.I.P Jonghyun
    R.I.P Lilpeep
    R.I.P Avicii
    R.I.P xxx
    R.I.P Cheester
    R.I.P Stan lee
    R.I.P Juice World
    R.I.P Cameron Boyce
    R.I.P Kobe bryant
    R.I.P Black panther
    _ ' Thanks for everything '_

  • @camillec1483
    @camillec1483 4 ปีที่แล้ว +205

    Never thought I'd come here just to cry my eyes out.

    • @varenneduvar2062
      @varenneduvar2062 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      th-cam.com/video/e-a7dFTndUw/w-d-xo.html ✨💙✨

    • @brentzlife
      @brentzlife 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Me too

    • @angelorocha6061
      @angelorocha6061 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Hope u are okay now

    • @adrainquiroz5539
      @adrainquiroz5539 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Wow
      Q triste...tu comentario..va en toda la realidad...no solo lo hacen los débiles también los fuertes...pero llega ese momento
      En dónde te vence

    • @ninaguerrero6505
      @ninaguerrero6505 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      You are not alone 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

  • @ainysyed5528
    @ainysyed5528 3 ปีที่แล้ว +129

    If you’re freaking sad and completely broken and you came here to hear something painful to cry out on then im so sorry dear ♥️💔 life is really painful

    • @SacredWhisp999
      @SacredWhisp999 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Thank you❤️‍🩹😭

  • @yolk8468
    @yolk8468 4 ปีที่แล้ว +517

    I just realized something I can't get out of my head.
    _Why can't I love myself?_

    • @vanessatzita6640
      @vanessatzita6640 4 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      Same i hate, myself i dont deserve no one i am a mistake

    • @sarawaleed9661
      @sarawaleed9661 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      You should fix that as fast as you can..you're so beatiful..your soul is the life..your heart is pure ..and you didn't give up ..What are the reasons to make you don't love yourself yet ?..no reasons..Just love yourself..it deserves 🖤

    • @robbie19143
      @robbie19143 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@vanessatzita6640 no you are not, you are an amazing person and nobody can change that
      I know it might be hard but don’t give up like that, try something new?

    • @darragiraafet7754
      @darragiraafet7754 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @Ali khan she said she can't idiot

    • @normalnormal5212
      @normalnormal5212 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Listen ppl I love you all okay!!! I love you

  • @marinatedtoenail
    @marinatedtoenail 5 ปีที่แล้ว +969

    2020?
    Wow, what a rough start to the year,

    • @supermario.wahoo_20
      @supermario.wahoo_20 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Creativity Dragon especially with Juice WRLD passing... 😔😢 RIP 999 ♾

    • @nieozywiony
      @nieozywiony 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      pq porra

    • @nieozywiony
      @nieozywiony 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      rip seu cu

    • @bt-cheki4125
      @bt-cheki4125 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      of corse

    • @nieozywiony
      @nieozywiony 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@bt-cheki4125 seu cu

  • @williamcox955
    @williamcox955 2 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    I lost my daughter a few months ago, and this music captures my grief perfectly. The emptiness I feel is unreal.

    • @lyricalprophet100
      @lyricalprophet100 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Sorry for your loss. I wish you strength and courage to be brave enough to get through it!!!

    • @FROGGOgreen
      @FROGGOgreen 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      I will pray for you 🙏

  • @tauruz0682
    @tauruz0682 5 ปีที่แล้ว +141

    every time I listen to your music my sad memory embraced me and my tears started to fall endlessly... I feel the pain.. The wound is still there it never heal.. I'll be a prison of my dark and lonely past.. 🍃🍃🍃

    • @karolotiniano1287
      @karolotiniano1287 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Same like me 😢😭😭😭

    • @mohamedsenharshan3016
      @mohamedsenharshan3016 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      No dears, you guys aren't alone. God bless you. One day you will be succeed. Lonliness is a state of mind.

    • @snehadilliraj152
      @snehadilliraj152 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yeah ...ur right...

    • @shoprkn335
      @shoprkn335 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      If I can help you, I will

    • @asan_is_0766
      @asan_is_0766 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Shut up

  • @ssarayf
    @ssarayf 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1428

    2019? 👼💔

  • @valeriacastro891
    @valeriacastro891 6 ปีที่แล้ว +224

    I show my best to the people that it’s around me, Smiling and saying that everything it’s okay.
    But I don’t really confess my concerns to anyone.
    I’m behind a mask
    I keep asking to myself
    * Why I’m here?
    * What I should do to be okay?
    * What’s my purpose?
    I consider myself as a dreamer and I say that all my dreams will became come true, and I will make it happen
    But people are blocking me, I just want them to let me go and give me my wings to fly away from here.
    I don’t want to be in this world

    • @annabellsperling7809
      @annabellsperling7809 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I know it's hard . Believe me i know what i'm talking about . But suicide is not the solution . Yes it may be a choice , it may be a way to end the pain . But it won't take the problems . It will just pass the pain to others . And if you don't believe me . I was in a mental hospital , i was locked there because my parents and my friends were scared that i might kill myself . I didn't care ' bout anyone . I just wanted the pain to end . I am not better . But I know that if I 'd take this path I 'd just make more problems , not for myself , but for my friends and family . I don't want you guys to suffer . Please seak help and stay strong .

    • @battlelover666gaming2
      @battlelover666gaming2 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Same here...

    • @natashabugeragibs7336
      @natashabugeragibs7336 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Stay strong. I promise you will get through this. From: Natasha.

    • @johnbell7744
      @johnbell7744 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I feel how you feel. Like, I bottle up my negativity as well. It hurts me to do so, but if I can keep it from the people that I love and care about, then I will. Pessimism tears you into pieces, but just keep the optimism on the other side. And when you begin to meet new people and form relationships with them, you realize that everything you put into holding that pessimism inside, it was worth it, and the thought of that changes you. And in the end, you find that inner peace of mind, that balance of emotions that you wanted to acquire for the longest, and the war with your optimism and pessimism ends. Your burdens become lighter than you've ever known since you have had them, and your universe finally balances.

    • @erickitajsjsjsj6816
      @erickitajsjsjsj6816 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      same....

  • @grilledmusic4953
    @grilledmusic4953 3 ปีที่แล้ว +82

    I am literally crying alone, in the dark. Not having anyone around me sucks, especially when going through a rough time.

    • @alexdaniel5641
      @alexdaniel5641 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      if you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help.

    • @OpiumCG
      @OpiumCG 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I hope you’re ok

    • @ainnesoffya6696
      @ainnesoffya6696 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Stay strong!! "Send hugs"

    • @darla620
      @darla620 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I'm sorry to hear about that. I hope you feel better.

    • @cleyowki
      @cleyowki ปีที่แล้ว

      reading that breaks me

  • @eidk
    @eidk 6 ปีที่แล้ว +173

    I'm sure when I was younger I never wished to become a dead person. An artist? Sure. A teacher? Yes. But never dead. Oh how I wish I could go back to those days.

    • @bluemoon2972
      @bluemoon2972 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      You can't change the past but you can live you present well and change your future
      You know what i lived in the past for so many years regretting, blaming myself and crying over what i did lose
      My life was like a living hell but now i treat my past like my ex friend

  • @ContraryBeats
    @ContraryBeats 7 ปีที่แล้ว +625

    Beautiful. I think X or NF could go on this

    • @Jurrivh
      @Jurrivh  7 ปีที่แล้ว +53

      Thanks bro!! I agree, NF could be on this one as well

    • @pettinger4410
      @pettinger4410 7 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Contrary Beats NF could totally go off of this

    • @clemislame2585
      @clemislame2585 7 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      nf definitely

    • @kev4850
      @kev4850 7 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Contrary Beats NF would probably be a better choice

    • @parajo9413
      @parajo9413 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Contrary Beats nah I prefer X

  • @riannefayesenining899
    @riannefayesenining899 6 ปีที่แล้ว +334

    **** I WROTE THIS WHILE LISTENING TO THIS PIECE***
    I ask myself why.
    Every time I pick up the phone I cry
    You don't see the way my heart breaks
    You don't see every day how this pain aches
    every bone every vessel
    You made a mess out of someone
    who was down for you till her last breath
    Every promises broken
    Your words unspoken
    I look up to the sky asking Him why.
    Why.
    Why did I let a man break my heart a thousand times?
    And then maybe I thought I wasn't broken
    that it was my head making up the stories shaken
    Anxiety and stress and depression takes over
    Now I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
    I just wanted you to sacrifice
    Not adding up another lie
    Still I ask myself why.
    Why.
    Why did I let you in my life?
    I can't blame you for the pain that you caused
    I let you in my life we were both in distraught
    You should've let me be
    Till you can figure out what you're meant to be
    Cause I don't know if you even believe in me
    or in you. You don't see the way I see you.
    I see marvel, I see grandure
    I see lights in the stream its like mother nature
    made you perfect, all the cells in your body
    made you a somebody but for a nobody
    like me. Why.
    Why.
    Why did I ever call you mine?

    • @jeuel9192
      @jeuel9192 6 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Rianne Faye Senining I would like to sing this over this beat and I’ll send it to you after I’m done, I will not post the song publicly unless you allow me to though

    • @riannefayesenining899
      @riannefayesenining899 6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Febreze feel free! Hopefully i can sing it with you haha. You can post it if you want.

    • @darsVl
      @darsVl 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Isabella DeRusse would love to see the video

    • @megan9886
      @megan9886 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      That's so good

    • @ticasso-jh5zl
      @ticasso-jh5zl 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Rianne Faye Senining daaaaaamn that is sooo good sad but good you got me in the feels ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @kaneishajade3900
    @kaneishajade3900 3 ปีที่แล้ว +51

    The sad thing is that everybody saw you as a strong person, and you lend a shoulder to anyone to cry on, but then no one, lend a shoulder for you to cry on, cause everyone thaught your fine, strong and cheerful, not even an "Are you okay?"

    • @darealone1766
      @darealone1766 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Yess ty for understanding how i feel

    • @kaneishajade3900
      @kaneishajade3900 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@darealone1766 your welcome, just to tell you, I'm proud of you going through the day and I hope you would be happier over time😊

    • @anastasiasokolova4483
      @anastasiasokolova4483 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I really know what you feel, bro, I know how it's feel to be the strongest person, but this world is made that way that even the strongest people will have a sholder to cry when we really need to but we are so strong and able to solve our problems by ourselves that we just have fun to control our lives and help others. It's the way for us to be needed. It's our biggest dream (I feel like that).

    • @tonysebz
      @tonysebz 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      What doesn't kill you makes you stronger

  • @virtuallylive
    @virtuallylive 6 ปีที่แล้ว +258

    Verse 1: She, she is strong
    She is loved
    She is kind
    She is nice
    But she will never know
    She will never know ohh
    She losing hope
    She a home
    But it's so cold
    Her heart is out of control
    People think she's fine
    But maybe just listen to her one time
    One time,
    She needs help
    I reach out my arm
    I reach it out
    But she doesn’t take it
    No she doesn’t take it
    If only they knew
    If only they knew
    Maybe then they help her get thru x2
    Verse 2: she gets so stressed
    She doesn’t sleep at night
    She is depressed
    She is putting up a fight
    I hope she doesn’t let go
    Of hope
    Cause its all she holds
    People just let her go
    Life feels slow
    I wish they help
    I hope she knows i help
    I’m here for you
    I will listen to you
    I will not judge you
    I will not judge you
    Yes it isn’t easy
    But i'm here if you need me…..
    If you need me…
    If only they knew
    If only they knew
    Maybe then they help her get thru x2

    • @jiminniewife179
      @jiminniewife179 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Cj Games it makes me cry. This is an art

    • @virtuallylive
      @virtuallylive 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      jiminnie wife thanks.

    • @mdadala8151
      @mdadala8151 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Oml i loveeee this sooo damn much it really did touch me i felt every word u typed there yeah maybe she will get through 💔😭

    • @virtuallylive
      @virtuallylive 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @Dandy D thanks

    • @virtuallylive
      @virtuallylive 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@mdadala8151 thinks

  • @chenqingxu5583
    @chenqingxu5583 5 ปีที่แล้ว +90

    So beautiful....
    I'm crying so hard now...

  • @Kingcatruleroffelines
    @Kingcatruleroffelines 7 ปีที่แล้ว +339

    (0:16)
    All I can see is flashes in my head,
    memories of back when we were kids,
    the world was so different,
    we were just living for the hell of it,
    no pain, no depression, nothing to regret,
    and it feels weird talking to you now,
    the way you are it really breaks my heart
    and I just cant....I just can't understand,
    why you called and I didn't answer shit,
    it's been years since we last spoke,
    the last words you had for me
    you left on that note
    and I don't know if I'll ever be able to cope with that
    I could of been there to stop you
    but I wasn't and that's the fact,
    I was feeling bad for myself when you needed me most and that's the hardest part,
    and I still regret it,
    even now while I'm screaming at you "why'd you fucking do it?"
    while you're laying in a box,
    I'm sorry I don't mean to scream but I just want to know the answer now
    I cant even see your face, only thing i got left is pictures now
    and tears always falling down my face,
    I saw your dad and I didn't know what to say
    I've never seen a man break down that way,
    fuck what the others say to me you'll always be more than a memory to me,
    Never thought it'd end this way,
    Now I'm thinking to myself as they lay that dirt on your grave,
    there's so much more to her than they'll ever say,
    I saw perfection in your flaws,
    I saw heaven in your heart,
    even when you were fighting hell in your head,
    even though you had demons catching up quick,
    even though you listened to what they said,
    I forgive you, I miss you, and I wish that I could see you again,
    came close a few times just to be with you,
    but I forever live on in your memories
    think about the times we had when I finally have a family
    and hopefully grow up to be everything you'd thought I can be.
    I just can't stand to let you down,
    rather make you smile,
    wherever you are now,
    I hope you got everything you wanted,
    I hope it's better on the other side now,
    hope the pains gone,
    hope the scars all faded,
    hope you don't have to drink to get away
    and just know I will ll see you eventually,
    I can't pretend it doesn't hurt to see you go this way,
    All I can see is flashbacks and memories,
    in a world that's changed so much since you and me.
    If I could turn back time I would,
    Picked up the phone just to hear your voice,
    maybe this all could have been avoided,
    I don't know,
    I just wonder what you would have said if I answered the phone

    • @americandog7183
      @americandog7183 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Jay S wow thats deep

    • @Coldfire1111
      @Coldfire1111 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Jay S @ Thats deep bro, I felt that

    • @emilychristine206
      @emilychristine206 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      That was really good

    • @malimills3012
      @malimills3012 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I want to cry but I can't I've been thinking the same ever since my very close friend ended it all

    • @Fiveestarr.dr1zzyy
      @Fiveestarr.dr1zzyy 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      This is good , got me crying 💯

  • @ashokr505
    @ashokr505 4 ปีที่แล้ว +68

    "when i die i will be remembered for the life i live not for the money i make"
    #AVICII :) , YOU DID IT BROTHER.

  • @aylingokmen8052
    @aylingokmen8052 6 ปีที่แล้ว +411

    I hate life why? Because I lost my dad. I just can't forget him. In past I always said "I can't live without you dad ". But I live. I'm dead. But I am alive. Impossible yeah? I hate everything. My dad always said " I won't leave you alone " And now where are you dad? This is not fear you can see me but I can't see you. I just want to hug you. But I can't. I miss you dad. I love you MY HERO.😳😔

    • @SABINADONNALuca
      @SABINADONNALuca 6 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      i understand you...be strong! we are not crying for them,we are crying for us because we will not going to see them! they are angels now! and they are fine! everybody lose someone one day,this is life! remember...they are next to us so be strong!

    • @aylingokmen8052
      @aylingokmen8052 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Thank you 😇💙

    • @yvie_22
      @yvie_22 6 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Aylin Gokmen I'm so sorry...Be strong.. I've lost someone also but not like my father... It was my Best friend of suicide... But we got to be strong... 😤😧
      I want to die... To be with them again....😢

    • @williampickard4074
      @williampickard4074 6 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      stay strong
      people love u

    • @icecream-zd6fr
      @icecream-zd6fr 6 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Be strong.. Your dad always see u and he want to see your smile. I'm sure. Love from Vietnam

  • @kevinlegault2483
    @kevinlegault2483 5 ปีที่แล้ว +490

    RIP DAD
    RIP MUM
    RIP UNCLE ERIC

    • @estelleboon2777
      @estelleboon2777 5 ปีที่แล้ว +41

      I’m sorry, if you ever want to talk let me know. I’ll be there for you❤️

    • @calaver_A
      @calaver_A 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      iam so sorry
      hello from México
      (hola desde México)

    • @dimpykonwar1107
      @dimpykonwar1107 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      I'm so sorry, you can always text me if you need someone to talk to

    • @deasyuhuy8778
      @deasyuhuy8778 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      RIP DAD OK ASSLAMUIKUM AKU BUSNIAS JD

    • @isiadps1967
      @isiadps1967 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Kevin Kakumbi I’m sorry for you

  • @roanbeks2102
    @roanbeks2102 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1618

    Una amiga se quitó la vida hace unos días.
    Y porque digo esto, porque
    el suicidó es cosa seria, por más que muchos dicen que solo los cobardes hacen eso, dejenme decirles que no es verdad, sentirse vacío, sentirse mal consigo mismo, tener problemas de sobra con los que cargar, son varias de las razones que traen consigo depresión, ansiedad, trastornos, mala salud, etc. Después de tiempo esas cargas se vuelven más pesadas, es difícil controlarlo y simplemente creen que su vida no tiene sentido, cuando uno no sufre de eso, ojalá que no les pase, tiene la costumbre de criticar a los demás pero acaso sabes que es estar en su lugar, tener los problemas que tiene, unos son más fuertes que otros, cada quien tiene su manera de reaccionar, así que antes de decir algo que puede dañar alguien, escuche se primero y piensen que como tú vives tu vida, no es como lo viven los demás.

    • @apolo8399
      @apolo8399 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      No copies intelecto de otra persona.

    • @roanbeks2102
      @roanbeks2102 6 ปีที่แล้ว +56

      No he copiado nada, solo he dado mi opinión.

    • @dianasepulveda8323
      @dianasepulveda8323 6 ปีที่แล้ว +56

      Ame tu comentario con todas las fuerzas de mi alma.

    • @roanbeks2102
      @roanbeks2102 6 ปีที่แล้ว +67

      Esta es mi humilde opinión, creo que mucha gente se da el tiempo de críticar conociendo solo una parte de la historia.
      No sé si te sirvió de algo pero espero que asi sea.

    • @dianasepulveda8323
      @dianasepulveda8323 6 ปีที่แล้ว +37

      Me sirvió enormemente, como me gustaría que el mundo estuviera lleno de personas que pensara igual que tú. Me caiste bien, me gustaría hablar contigo por alguna red, por interno si no hay problema?

  • @m.i.t.h.
    @m.i.t.h. 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    I love these types of piano pieces. As someone who feels this way on the inside often, knowing I'm not alone in these feelings helps me feel less broken.

  • @alanolivier4016
    @alanolivier4016 5 ปีที่แล้ว +107

    Es increíble cómo una simple melodía trasmite Miles de cosas...
    Sea como sea es increíble la verdad!!!

  • @IJDKProductions
    @IJDKProductions 7 ปีที่แล้ว +825

    I'll never forget the day, the day you left.
    I woke up feeling this heavy weight on my chest.
    I knew something was wrong, but I never thought
    Something was wrong with you, more or less.
    As the day went on, still had this feeling.
    I felt like all of my insides were bleeding.
    I tried ignoring it, but the feeling wouldnt fade.
    Something was wrong, didnt know you had stop beleiving.
    The day was almost over, I began to forget why
    I felt so tense, all I could do was sigh.
    Then that night I rememeber getting a call from you.
    I picked up the phone, and it wasnt you.
    It was your mom on the other end, crying and sobbing.
    She couldnt find the right words to say to me.
    I was confused, my mind was racing.
    All she could get out was, "Im sorry."
    I started to cry, for I knew then and there.
    You were gone from this world, it wasnt fair.
    I threw my phone down, I was in peices.
    You wrecked me, I hope youre happy knowing that you cant erase this.
    I couldnt even make it to your funeral,
    I guess you could say I was angry.
    I talk to some people who went and they said it was beautiful.
    But that doesnt change the fact that you left me.
    Many months later, your mom found a note.
    It was written for me, and I choked.
    I opend it expecting it to answer "Why."
    But all the note said was a mere goodbye.
    How could you do this to me? How could you leave me here without even talking to me?
    I dont understand why you had to go out this way!
    Didnt even ask if I wanted to go with you or stay!
    You never even told me you were suffering!
    I wish I knew, than maybe I couldve stopped this from happening!
    But you just kept it locked away, huh? Didnt you?
    I thought we were close and I had nothing left to prove to you!
    Why did you have to leave me? I may never see you again, not even in the next life.
    Once was blind to it all, but now I see!
    I wish I could've been there, but I guess you buried yourself in strife!
    Why did you do this, man, why did you do it?
    You had your whole life ahead of ya, but you blew it!
    I guess we honestly will never know why.
    Unfortunately, all I can say is goodbye.
    Link to song: Goodbye - soundcloud.com/lumin808/goodbye

    • @octvber
      @octvber 7 ปีที่แล้ว +39

      IJDK Productions bro this is beautiful I’m kinda crying is this true?

    • @IJDKProductions
      @IJDKProductions 7 ปีที่แล้ว +42

      DAILY HYPEBEAST yeah, happened two years ago.

    • @muskets_crashboard2901
      @muskets_crashboard2901 7 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      My goodness...this made me cry so bad :'( love it...❤💖💓💗💝💟

    • @IJDKProductions
      @IJDKProductions 7 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      Musket Pawz thanks, I already recorded this song with this instrumental, turned out really good

    • @wani7737
      @wani7737 7 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      IJDK Productions that is amazing... don’t stop writing

  • @luxxe_bysara
    @luxxe_bysara 7 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    Man, this really hit home run with me. I mean, if you think hormones run high, my emotions skyrocketed. I felt everything from numbness to an emotion that can’t be described with words, only tears. With every key, some sort of feeling set itself in my chest. It choked me, if I’m being completely honest. Thank you for those emotions.

  • @eaglew47k3r8
    @eaglew47k3r8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This 2:39 point where there's silence, and then a different kind of melody starts

  • @beatswithhookz
    @beatswithhookz 7 ปีที่แล้ว +839

    THIS IS EPIC BRO! XX Should jump on this!

    • @gabe5816
      @gabe5816 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Beats With Hooks - Rap Instrumentals too bad he’s locked up

    • @K3ZAN77
      @K3ZAN77 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      My man tunna long time bro 😉

    • @catraz.7521
      @catraz.7521 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      I'll like this bit it's at 666 likes

    • @hollywillis2317
      @hollywillis2317 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      He's dead now

    • @AlyciaJasmn
      @AlyciaJasmn 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Holly Willis bro

  • @krstnyhwh
    @krstnyhwh 6 ปีที่แล้ว +730

    R.I.P. Xxxtentacion
    R.I.P Avicii
    R.I.P Chester Bennington
    R.I.P Paul Walker
    😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😦😦😦

  • @ellapaglumotan6
    @ellapaglumotan6 7 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    You know.. you really making me move on.. when I lose someone within my heart someday, i started to think "is this the end for me?" Then going all alone in the night, talking to yourself, saying "why did this happen for me?". Then I go home, go to the bedroom, starting to lose myself. But then I found the sad music, i started crying hard, now I know why did this happen because I was wrong... so I really thank you ;)

  • @friendlyvoice9720
    @friendlyvoice9720 3 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    The older I get the more I say goodbye too...family....friends...loves.... some time soon I will look to see nothing left but an old man. Growing old doesn't just take our age, it takes our life.

  • @jennifercoffin6650
    @jennifercoffin6650 6 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    His eyes look so sad... his expression he look so numb and lifeless you can tell this is something he has experienced for himself

  • @vincetwaite3995
    @vincetwaite3995 7 ปีที่แล้ว +44

    Yes , could feel a lot of hurt and sadness in this song. You captured the moment and the sudden ending drifted and ebbed away like in real life.

  • @yukimel8285
    @yukimel8285 5 ปีที่แล้ว +287

    Es difícil seguir adelante cuando alguien ya no esta a tu lado , ya que no podrás volver el tiempo en donde esa persona siempre te apoyaba 😞

    • @godnone1206
      @godnone1206 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Cierto

    • @matiasmize
      @matiasmize 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Apegate más a tu familia. No vengas al mundo como una personas más del montón. El propósito de esta vida es convivir con tu familia hasta el final pase lo que pase y no alejarte de tus seres queriendo hacer tu vida de lejos.

    • @jefersonaraiza7563
      @jefersonaraiza7563 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Tal vez no puedes regresar el tiempo a esos momentos tan felices donde una persona importante en tu vida te apoyaba, pero... Puedes tratar de recrearlos con esa persona que tanto quisiste o con una persona distinta, con el mismo amor pero... Diferentes maneras
      Tu sigue adelante, yo sé por lo que estás pasando tal vez no por lo mismo pero entiendo tu dolor no del todo pero un sierra parte
      Sabes... Me gustaría platicar con tigo, si quieres platicar sobre tus cosas como problemas etc...
      Este es mi WhatsApp
      8132325774 sigue adelante, la vida es solo una y problemas son muchos, los problemas son parte de la vida, por favor mándame un mensaje o algo para ver si te puedo ayudar en algo
      Tal vez no en todo pero al menos tendrás a alguien que te puede y te quiere escuchar
      Jeferson Araiza [f]

    • @yukimel8285
      @yukimel8285 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@jefersonaraiza7563 Gracias por eso 😊

    • @anaayarza6746
      @anaayarza6746 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Muy sierto quisiera devolver el tiempo y tenerte a mi lado Arley Suárez

  • @pascualhernandez9551
    @pascualhernandez9551 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    ¡Gracias!

  • @kishorenarayan7803
    @kishorenarayan7803 5 ปีที่แล้ว +32

    Expressing our words and emotions through music is god gifted...so only least people can do that...i m not gifted so that that makes me unlucky

    • @jimmyroudebush3251
      @jimmyroudebush3251 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Anyone can express there feelings through music. It's just if you have the motivation to find the right words. Stay strong man things will go your way

    • @ilovemusic1790
      @ilovemusic1790 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      You are unique. Everyone has a gift. You too. You don't have to be someone else. You only have to find your identity. You can be who God created you to be.

  • @qsitofeo8699
    @qsitofeo8699 5 ปีที่แล้ว +331

    Todo cambió, desde que nuestra sonrisa se apagó...

    • @방탄소년단-z3b9u
      @방탄소년단-z3b9u 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Si....

    • @sebasgames7077
      @sebasgames7077 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Todo a cambiado :"v

    • @hectorvalencia1645
      @hectorvalencia1645 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    • @KoroneEsGod
      @KoroneEsGod 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Si........

    • @Narukami930
      @Narukami930 4 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      Pero siguemos soportando este dolor, pocos han logrado superarlo, pero aqui estamos... hundiendonos en el abismo de nuestras almas...

  • @TheLegend-tt3ji
    @TheLegend-tt3ji 5 ปีที่แล้ว +400

    Me pone a pensar y pues yo afuera de mi casa soy uno pero cuando regrese a mi casa soy alguien diferente😞 pues afuera de mi casa hablo normalmente, me rio, hago locuras y pues cuando llego a mi casa es todo lo contrario😞
    Afuera finjo que todo va bien ago reír a la gente que conozco pero no saben q detrás de mi cara feliz ay una llorando😭😭😭

    • @cosmiiaczzz
      @cosmiiaczzz 5 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      Te comprendo...

    • @lirianysnavarro1154
      @lirianysnavarro1154 5 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      Yo era así incluso intente suicidarme. Pero comprendí que necesitaba ser salvada, necesitaba ser feliz. Ser yo de verdad ya no quería ser feliz por fuera y por dentro estar rompiéndome a pedazos

    • @axel-bh8cj
      @axel-bh8cj 5 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      TheLegend 27 estamos completa mente igual creo que hacemos esto solo para ocultar nuestro dolor y sufrimiento 😔

    • @sknnyflakk5849
      @sknnyflakk5849 5 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Depresion....... patetico gente sin ambicion solo estais depresivos porque veis y escuhais cosas depresivas pero si buscais ambiciones en vuestras vidas a llegar a ser una mejor version de ti veras que la vida es mejor de lo que piensas, empieza hobbies canta,toca el piano,haz deporte,investiga sobre lo que quieres ser o simplemente sal a pasear en bici o andando etc.... pero recuerda siempre una cosa
      Las cosas depresivas solo te hacen estar mas deprimido

    • @samxd4498
      @samxd4498 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Me pasa lo mismo

  • @jonathanspringsteen5692
    @jonathanspringsteen5692 4 ปีที่แล้ว +436

    Who Comes Here Just To Cry?

  • @m.c.a.2765
    @m.c.a.2765 5 ปีที่แล้ว +97

    se me hace imposible escuchar esto sin llorar :(

  • @SnickyNicky96
    @SnickyNicky96 6 ปีที่แล้ว +273

    I've lost so many people in the past few years...
    I wish I could have heard their last thoughts before they left, none of them left notes...

    • @infinitygod4549
      @infinitygod4549 6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Everyone loses people in life. Many people put guilt on themselves because they felt like they could have contributed in some way. Although it is easier said then done, it's best to move on. Doesn't mean you have to forget about it entirely.

    • @56785543
      @56785543 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      They left love.

    • @esiuol360girl19
      @esiuol360girl19 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Snickercole just know they are at peace now and can watch over you, always near x

  • @shaneshorter1203
    @shaneshorter1203 6 ปีที่แล้ว +59

    R.I.P Xxxtentacion 💔

  • @nada_nada12.07
    @nada_nada12.07 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Be happy don't despair
    If you stop at the world, it won't leave you happy
    So fight it and live the rest of your life
    Making you smile baby doesn't mean I'm happy
    Years passed, tears of the past are still
    I am a prisoner of the past
    Be happy, don't despair

  • @tinalenfant579
    @tinalenfant579 7 ปีที่แล้ว +355

    Oh it's so beautiful, I love this sad music😍

    • @slicefire1093
      @slicefire1093 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      THIS MADE ME CRY IT'S SO SAD BTW I THINK THAT THIS IS A GREAT VIDEO agh capslock sorry

  • @randomart5687
    @randomart5687 7 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    Sooooooo beautiful.... How can anyone unlike this ...?????

    • @ericgaffney718
      @ericgaffney718 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Dibyani Singh Bharadvaj this is so sad I'm crying now because I wanna kill my self right now because someone I love walk out my life and I was with her for 8 years I put my gun to my head and want to pull the trigger man I'm hurting right now I'm sorry

    • @randomart5687
      @randomart5687 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      ERIC GAFFNEY
      R u stupid .... ???
      Why are you hurting yourself because of someone who is so unlucky .... She doesn't deserve a guy like you who loves her so much ....
      Listen .... I know I can't understand your feelings ..
      I know I can't even feel the pain you are going through ...
      But .. Seriously ...Wait ...
      Just wait till 21 days .... Because it is proven that in 21 days this heartbreaking pain vanishes from life like it never happened....
      And starting focusing on yourself ....
      Be selfish...
      Prepare your self for a new change .... do something exciting.... Eat as much as you can . ..Walk miles.... Eat chocolates and chocolate icecreams...
      I damn sure ... If you can be in a relationship for 8 years that too in this generation ... Someone very lucky is their for you ...
      Trust me ...She will come soon in your life and will love you more than you loved your ex

    • @Coldfire1111
      @Coldfire1111 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      At Eric gaffnee keep your head up bro I know its hard, please dont do that to yourself because your life is worth celebrating, sometimes we have to stand even when we dont have the strength to

    • @just.shi.
      @just.shi. 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Simply by clicking the unlike button

    • @tobiaskievit162
      @tobiaskievit162 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      ERIC GAFFNEY Please dont do that... Not needed.. there will be a time you will get the one you want and the one that wants you.. Just wait for that time and you'll be happier than ever before..

  • @heraldgella2991
    @heraldgella2991 6 ปีที่แล้ว +349

    life is a choice
    if you want to give up or not
    if you want to be happy or not
    if you want to move on or not
    everything is a choice
    and all choices in life has consequences
    this choices can be very difficult sometimes
    when there is someone involve
    because if you make a wrong choice
    it could be the end of ones life!
    choose to be with GOD
    choose to love
    choose to forgive
    choose to be happy no matter how sad your life is.......................
    choose to help other people
    choose your own path!!!!!
    and choose to be alive no matter what! even wen life always knock you down ,
    even if they betrayed you so many times, even if they hurt you countless times,
    even if you feel that there is no hope in life. always choose to be alive
    because nobody cannot take that away from you! life is a gift from GOD!
    Never Give Up!!!!!

    • @lim9999
      @lim9999 5 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      You are right.. you can choose your own decision... but its just that.. not everything you want is something that you get... you may want to be happy but how can you be happy when you can't see any reason to become happy?

    • @msk-qp6fn
      @msk-qp6fn 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      lol when you say path, i'd say that's more of a taoist thing than a God/Christian thing. when it comes to God/Christianity, it's more so about accepting and overcoming whatever God puts in front of you, then say choosing, unless you count things like "choosing to live (since suicide is bad)," and "choosing to believe in God," which if you think about it is more of a "the answer is there, all if you have to do is choose it" rather than "whatever you do, it's your choice" kind of way and it's the latter people in general link with the concept of Choice. which of the two is the right "answer"? we don't know for sure, especially when applied to life. we're just people. but then again, God doesn't quite give the set in stone solid answer either. you know why? because God knows the world of humans is gray rather than black-and-white. or maybe that's just my "God." In that case my "God" would understand us and bless us for a better future whatever choice we make. even suicide.

    • @gameworldgameworld9663
      @gameworldgameworld9663 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Even to die ????

    • @illyanateixeira7563
      @illyanateixeira7563 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      You cant just...ugh nvm

    • @jaydenleeroyndlovu1167
      @jaydenleeroyndlovu1167 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      YES

  • @Joker-yb8md
    @Joker-yb8md 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    The saddest Part of Life is when Someone you had much memories whit becomes and Memory RIP grandpa but if Someone you loved die doesnt mean its over it just means the live in your Heart and they will always stay there Till your ready to See them at the Gates of heaven ik you dont know me but trust me things will get better stay strong i am here for you just know That

  • @yoonziiino
    @yoonziiino 5 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    R.I.P Sulli :")
    March 29, 1994 - October 14, 2019

  • @kenyahernandez999
    @kenyahernandez999 5 ปีที่แล้ว +273

    Estoy sad😔.....quien la escucha en 2019

    • @axgeellulate6155
      @axgeellulate6155 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      yo

    • @Limonada_RC
      @Limonada_RC 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      ALV yo me corto las venas

    • @ingridnuz2106
      @ingridnuz2106 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@Limonada_RC vaya, y lo vas soltando por ahi como si fuera algo normal...🙄🤦🏻‍♀️

    • @davidcarrizo7296
      @davidcarrizo7296 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Limonada_RC jsjs

    • @cat_ninja4950
      @cat_ninja4950 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Yo

  • @tommyboybr
    @tommyboybr 5 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    So beautiful!
    I just found your channel and after two songs I subscribed.
    Beautiful and touching songs!
    Congratulations.

  • @Lzbth_03
    @Lzbth_03 4 ปีที่แล้ว +51

    Este instrumental forma una parte muy importante de mi vida, con el me desahogaba y con mis lágrimas en las mejillas miraba al techo pidiéndole a Dios que me ayudara a salir de ahí, a salir de donde estaba, no lo entendía y solo quería morirme, lo intenté varías veces, por suerte nunca funcionó o tal vez no tuve el valor, hoy la escucho y me hace llorar porque me viene a la mente todos esos momentos que solo Dios y yo sabemos como los pase, fue duro, pero aquí estoy, Orgullosa de no haber perdido la batalla!.

  • @Anonymous-ub5mk
    @Anonymous-ub5mk 6 ปีที่แล้ว +884

    I just wanted to say that if you are going through anything please stay strong, the pain the you’ve been feeling can’t compare to the joy that’s coming ROMANS 8:18. If you are going through something and you don’t want to be like that anymore please seek God, trust me when you look for him you will find him and your going to have peace and happiness in your heart ❤️ please stay strong guys. I know I don’t know you or don’t know what you are or have gone through but I love you!! I really do and please know that there is people who truly care and pray for you everyday 💙💕✨✨

    • @jahapro6648
      @jahapro6648 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      thank you very much!!!!!

    • @Anonymous-ub5mk
      @Anonymous-ub5mk 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      JAHA pro you’re welcome :) 💙 if you ever need someone to talk to, my instagram is januarylit70

    • @gigi-rz1zh
      @gigi-rz1zh 6 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      So beautiful, God bless you❤️

    • @lindolfocarballo9834
      @lindolfocarballo9834 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      you're*

    • @Anonymous-ub5mk
      @Anonymous-ub5mk 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Ali J Thank you, and God bless you too!! 💙

  • @elizabethstevens3967
    @elizabethstevens3967 6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Just found this and I cried. I’ve been listening to it on repeat for a couple days straight. I love this so much! Great job!!

  • @emotionworks8607
    @emotionworks8607 6 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    Yesterday was history, tomorrow is a mystery, and today is a gift thats why its called present.

  • @valeeh1313
    @valeeh1313 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I feel your emotions in all the songs "sad" I am now going through a bad time in my life, I ended a relationship of years and, somehow, your songs accompany me... thanxs for playing

  • @mrmjhere
    @mrmjhere 6 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    Tears don't come out anymore.....my face remains plain....😐😐

  • @haylemonjaras4536
    @haylemonjaras4536 7 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    this is beautiful, i can feel the emotions you put into this

  • @uzielcabrera383
    @uzielcabrera383 6 ปีที่แล้ว +262

    esta musica cuando la escucho nose es como que si estuviera en otro lado . ¿cuanto de ustedes le pasa esto ? ..

  • @m3g4st0rm5
    @m3g4st0rm5 4 ปีที่แล้ว +39

    People who are depressed... Know that somewhere in the world every minute that passes someone thinks of you, someone want you to be in the arms 💖💖

    • @conniemeissen5213
      @conniemeissen5213 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      No one wants me

    • @crybaby7085
      @crybaby7085 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      No

    • @m3g4st0rm5
      @m3g4st0rm5 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@crybaby7085 why not?

    • @crybaby7085
      @crybaby7085 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@m3g4st0rm5 Knowing something like this wouldn't comfort me bc they're not with me right now

    • @aguywholifts680
      @aguywholifts680 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      then show me who they are

  • @Tigroude59
    @Tigroude59 6 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    La plus belle des mélodies que je n'ai jamais entendu. Je pourrais la passer en boucle sans m'en lassé. C'est vraiment une magnifique musique.

  • @kensington8372
    @kensington8372 6 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Just speechless. This is so beautiful.

    • @Jinx-cb6je
      @Jinx-cb6je 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      kensaii yea it is

  • @samitaharbenlalam999
    @samitaharbenlalam999 6 ปีที่แล้ว +546

    R.I.P Paul walkee
    R.I.P Avicii
    R.I.P XXXTentacion. :'8

  • @CaelumAshenvale
    @CaelumAshenvale 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Never forget within all of us is the divine spark of existence, life is the rarest and most precious of gifts.

  • @sabrine8943
    @sabrine8943 7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Love your way to express yourself with music and without the lyrics. 😍

  • @evlynb0
    @evlynb0 5 ปีที่แล้ว +49

    *XXXTENTACION* _o rei das músicas tristes..._ 🥀❤️

  • @diamondmage195
    @diamondmage195 7 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    this song made me cry i love it, the piano sounds it so cool

  • @ojashsingh4496
    @ojashsingh4496 4 ปีที่แล้ว +47

    The saddest feeling is when.... When you know you've been used :^)

    • @bouchrabouchra3370
      @bouchrabouchra3370 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      So true 💔

    • @sarawaleed9661
      @sarawaleed9661 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      They were the bad guys in your story ..at least be better than them and don't be tha bad guy in others story ..because you have a beatiful heart💖

    • @gadielgonzalez2230
      @gadielgonzalez2230 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      In my case... She used me, this past 2 years were fake, she didn't Love me, and 1 week ago, she left me sad and confused, cuz she suddenly said "i don't Love you anymore" ... So she left to live happy with her new "boyfriend" and took with her our 9 years old kid... And what is The worse part of it? I still Love her 😭😭😭

  • @Nupid_Stigger
    @Nupid_Stigger 5 ปีที่แล้ว +265

    You know, guys, life is just a big challenge for all of us out there. It challenges us dealing with really hurting problems as well as with good aspects of life and how we handle them. But in my case, life just hurts me more and more.
    I recently dreamed about the early death of my lovely grandma, then it happened after the night... ._. (R.I.P. Grandma 2019)
    After 1 month, my two little kitten died and the pet-doctor couldn't tell me, my brother and my parents, why... (R.I.P. 2019-2019)
    I just hate my life.
    I am crying every single night. ._.
    If you don't care about that, why would you read through this? ._.

    • @narcisaespinoza4830
      @narcisaespinoza4830 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I care 💕

    • @Superlicious852
      @Superlicious852 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I'm so sorry I do care 💗

    • @jaybutler1099
      @jaybutler1099 5 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Cause some of us really do care so of us are going through the same things. Or just wishing to die in thier sleep. Leave this world forever cause its does seem no one cares. Yeah there are people out there that do. But if those are not the people you need caring than no one cares. But keep your head up I know it's hard. Tearing up as I type this. A year ago I lost my home. It burned to the ground, forced to move to a state I have never been and know nothing about. With nothing. 700 miles away from everyone I love and care for. Stuck in the middle of no where no way to go anywhere no way to get a job and work my self out of this place. Times I wish to die as I slip into dreamland. But you have to keep going you have to keep trying. I may never know your name. May never get to meet you. May never get to see your face. But I love you. I love you. Always remember that.

    • @taissiraissaoui6115
      @taissiraissaoui6115 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      God has many ways to care and love you ! Losing close ones to death doesn't mean they no longer exist
      Souls are wondering this world praying for your sake
      Know that they are in a much better place and we are only visitors to this realm !
      We are soon to fade and we will be joined by our beloved in heaven .

    • @krystophergarrison2672
      @krystophergarrison2672 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I love you friend. Just hold on to your heart and you'll be ok in the end.

  • @aliyahlovewalker72
    @aliyahlovewalker72 4 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    Years have passed
    Still tears of the past
    I knew i was healing
    But you kept on reminding me of the trauma
    You are the vilain of my past
    I get lost inside the pages
    To Forget the agony
    You made me cry! U were my friend
    But still you choosed temporary people over me
    You decided to hurt me
    You didn't think about me
    Yet when i defend myself you say i'm tripping, that i should watch my words i still cant breathe
    I knew i was too sweet

  • @teepee999
    @teepee999 6 ปีที่แล้ว +28

    Listen.
    It’s been a while since we’ve broken up
    I can’t come to the phone
    I’m busy
    He and I was supposed to be together
    He left me knowing that we were forever
    I cried , didn’t know what to do
    Asked for help from everyone that I was reaching out to
    Gave my heart an open part
    Knowing I just can’t forget all this and go back to the start
    He broke me , left me alone to bleed
    Ran out of thoughts and my vision’s getting blurry i can’t see
    Life isn’t what it seems
    It’s just another tragedy
    Too fast to think abt another way of letting us breathe
    But for now, I hope to die and realize that my heart wasn’t for anyone and I’m not in my right mind.

    • @sousouwyattgibson7767
      @sousouwyattgibson7767 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same happened to day😭
      I honestly wanna kill my self
      I can't get over him😭

  • @duaneadams5210
    @duaneadams5210 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    A star can't shine without the darkness. You have the precious gift of music. Thank You for sharing this with us.

  • @millie5752
    @millie5752 5 ปีที่แล้ว +190

    Please play this at my funeral.

  • @hiraamayu4201
    @hiraamayu4201 7 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    This is what i'm looking for a long long time

  • @laurakeller192
    @laurakeller192 7 ปีที่แล้ว +329

    You made the best Beats. I have cryed. Very sad and emotional😭😢 I love this😍 You are the best Beatmaker. This is my meaning😍👍❤

    • @phazeartistuk4262
      @phazeartistuk4262 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Laura Keller he's good

    • @laurakeller192
      @laurakeller192 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Sayonara Lycris kiiiim🤗❤👋 alles klar?

    • @mistaken5289
      @mistaken5289 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      *cried

    • @styx6543
      @styx6543 7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      His beats are great, your grammer...Not so much.

    • @Levon777614
      @Levon777614 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      chad evan engelbrecht no need to be disrespectful.

  • @bobidderis3880
    @bobidderis3880 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    The notes reverberates just like how empty my heart is. I feel overwhelmed by sadness but I can't cry anymore. Everything seems dull and colorless.

  • @hannaoficial2135
    @hannaoficial2135 6 ปีที่แล้ว +47

    NO PUEDO MAS ME HIZO LLORAR

  • @manusego
    @manusego 6 ปีที่แล้ว +162

    Cuando escucho está canción me imagino, en la orilla de un acantilado, despertándome con las primeras luces del día.
    Fijo la mirada en un punto lejano del mar. Poderoso él, me pregunto: ¿es más consciente el hombre que se acaba o el mar que lo ahoga?
    Las luces de los faros que me sirvieron de guía se desvanecen. En esa línea en la que cielo y tierra se funden, mezcla de oscuridad y azul sin límites.
    Vacuo vapor el que mi respiración crea. Frío aliento sin poder al salir de mi boca...
    Como en los sueños de aquellos que todavía duermen, pienso en un nuevo mañana... En los que ya perdí y echo de menos. En la forma en la que, ójala, podrían haber pasado las cosas. En la gente a la que herí y en los que me hicieron daño. En las lecciones que aprendí. En la persona soñada con la que compartir pero que, seguro, nunca tendré...

    • @carlarodrigues6438
      @carlarodrigues6438 6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Que lindo.. Suas palavras es poesia??.. Nossa me tocou... 😢💔

    • @marilidelacruz5071
      @marilidelacruz5071 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      ¿es más consciente el hombre que se acaba o el mar que lo ahoga? NO SE SI EL MAR TENGA CONCIENCIA Y DE SER ASÍ PREFERIRÍA QUE PUDIERA SENTIR

    • @nosoyperfectadiosmeama8267
      @nosoyperfectadiosmeama8267 6 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Es muy hermoso, cada quien expresa la emoción de distintas maneras pero algunos se conecta con la misma.

    • @kenyamontero4297
      @kenyamontero4297 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      hermosas palabras pieso lo mismo 😭😢💔

    • @medinaperezvianey6804
      @medinaperezvianey6804 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      manusego :'e

  • @briaunnavaray9989
    @briaunnavaray9989 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    You wake me up at 7:30 everyday
    But sometimes I feel like its better being away
    and everynight I still say
    "The world doesn't want you to stay"
    -Briaunna Varay

  • @angelbeatscrystal
    @angelbeatscrystal 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    un merveilleux travail je trouve :)

  • @Baelice
    @Baelice 6 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    Still Crying.. 💔🖤
    ~.🖤R.I.P🖤 Legends Never Die.~

  • @pianocafe_Kumi
    @pianocafe_Kumi 7 ปีที่แล้ว +88

    Wow!!What beautiful!! I like it!!

    • @Jurrivh
      @Jurrivh  7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thank you thank you!!!

  • @سحررندة
    @سحررندة 5 ปีที่แล้ว +46

    My heart Broken for my self.. I suffer every moment.. My soul left me .. I am alone..✍️

    • @sarawaleed9661
      @sarawaleed9661 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      No ..you're not ..someone cares about you..you're te strongest..you didn't give up ..and that is Enough 🖤

    • @vanesarose9757
      @vanesarose9757 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      🥺✋🏻😭😭😭

  • @nino-zb2mx
    @nino-zb2mx 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    it’s so sad to be not able to decide but them deciding most the things , I really wanna know what freedom feeling is

  • @ozzymilch
    @ozzymilch 7 ปีที่แล้ว +41

    Life is like a light, let it shine your world Snow White.
    But otherwise the light must be blown, and when that time comes,
    Let go.

    • @Anni-ux8sj
      @Anni-ux8sj 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Crazy GamerGeek that make me crying 😭😭❤️😍

  • @elenarodb9613
    @elenarodb9613 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    THIS IS BEAUTIFUL ! GREAT JOB BOY!

  • @rodrigomendez4012
    @rodrigomendez4012 4 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    Escuchar esto me hace recordar lo bella que fue mi infacia junto a mis hermanos , amigos y mis padres , solo hay que dejar que fluya con amor , es lo mejor que escuche

  • @user-dz5du6mu2u
    @user-dz5du6mu2u 4 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    The most beautiful sound I've ever heard in my entire life feels like I'm flying to the space 🛸✨

  • @wendy7673
    @wendy7673 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    So much depth inside of U! U r a special soul! THANKU

  • @MrBmxer41
    @MrBmxer41 7 ปีที่แล้ว +81

    He sits down so quite he can't speak, use to be strong now so weak, feeling so empy incomplete, Use to feel like he was winning now the only thing he sees is defeat,fuck listen to his lungs he can barley breathe, trying to reach out yet nobody sees, say depression is nothing but its a disease, cry out for a helping hand with nobody to reach, leave a note a final speech,maybe this will help to teach, but its too late gone 6 feet,
    Mom comes home calls out for her dear little boy, doesn't know her whole world is about to be destroyed, calls out several times no answer starts to get annoyed, mom walks down the stairs step by step, not realizing about her son's regret, opens the door the sight is hard to accept, standing beside her little boy was death,
    Tears running down her face yelling at the top of her lungs, hers sons battles over but hers has just begun, looks for her phone to call 911, it's too late you lost your son,Operator says hello only thing that she hears, just the sound of mubbles and mom whipping her tears, mom says hello I lost my son, he came home early and I found him hung, his skin turn blue I know he's gone, no pulse and his eyes are rolled into the back of his head, Is my son gone or can you bring him back from the dead, Operator alright I need you to remain calm someone is on the way, Alright thank you the only thing she had to say,
    Mom feels a cold touch on her arm, its her little boy realizing what he did wrong, never thought his mom cared so he didn't belong, freeing himself never thought he'd bring this much harm,
    He puts his lips up to her ear, says mom don't worry you have nothing to fear, Im sorry for everything I wish I seen things more clear, Stay strong mom I have to go they're here,
    The door rings mom gets up to open, still feeling in her heart hopen, they can bring him back motion, they knew it was already to late when she started showing, one comforts her they already knew where he was going, black bag, toe tag, off to a better place,
    Copyright@MikeSoul

    • @ruthrustiq8233
      @ruthrustiq8233 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Is there more?

    • @MrBmxer41
      @MrBmxer41 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Ruth Rustiq i can write more literally just heard this a couple of minutes ago lol.

    • @MrBmxer41
      @MrBmxer41 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Ruth Rustiq i wrote more not sure what i think but eh what the hell.

    • @patrickconey181
      @patrickconey181 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I like that shit finish it

    • @MrBmxer41
      @MrBmxer41 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Patrick Coney Alright i did more nit sure what to think lol

  • @unpredictablegjb100
    @unpredictablegjb100 7 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    So deep definition of greatness 👌

  • @EyaChaher
    @EyaChaher 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I've often thought about the ocean's refusal to hold onto anything too long, constantly pushing and pulling. It reminds me of how some people are like that too, unable to let certain thoughts or feelings settle deeply within. They surface again and again, like an ever-restless sea.