The closer I got, the further I was from you ( a playlist )

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  • 🖐️Welcome everyone to my channel, I hope you enjoy my products. Please share this playlist so others can be inspired too and don't forget to subscribe to support me.
    I recently discovered the dark academic aesthetic. I have never been attracted to an aesthetic before! Dark Academia embodies a lot of things I've come to like.
    👉 All music in the video is owned by me, the sounds are used by my piano.
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    🔴 Track list: 💖
    0:00 A Time of Wonder - Alexis Ffrench
    3:49 Dustin O'Halloran - Opus 23
    6:42 Au bord de l'eau - G. Fauré Op. 8, No. 1
    9:00 Du Ring an meinem Finger R. Schumann, Op.42
    11:42 Field - Evgeny Grinko
    13:48 Flightless Bird, American Mouth - Iron & Wine
    17:23 From the Beginning Until Now
    23:00 Alexandra Stréliski - Changing Winds
    26:35 Debussy 'Clair de lune' MARIA JOÃO PIRES
    (repeat list)

ความคิดเห็น • 76

  • @windwalkerrangerdm
    @windwalkerrangerdm ปีที่แล้ว +55

    She stood by the terrace, as she does every night, and down in the alley hidden in the shadows, I watched her, as I do every night. Her gaze is up on the stars, searching for her place in heavens, and my gaze is up on her, searching for my place in her heart.
    Both our desires, impossible to achieve...

  • @rucanu901
    @rucanu901 ปีที่แล้ว +267

    The more I got to know you, the more I wanted you. The more I wanted to talk to you, be with you, devote all my time to you. The more I got to know you the more I knew I couldn’t have you, but the more I wanted to. The more I got to know you, the more I loved you and the more I knew it wasn’t possible because you loved her.

  • @kristine2969
    @kristine2969 ปีที่แล้ว +28

    The out of nowhere 🎶audio jungle 🎶 scared the shit out of me😅😂

    • @no.xunknown
      @no.xunknown ปีที่แล้ว +1

      no but same. I thought I had an extra tab open. Lmao

    • @itsmeemohere
      @itsmeemohere 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      I thought I was the only one since I didn't see any comments about it!

  • @RaeChillEdits
    @RaeChillEdits ปีที่แล้ว +15

    She stood upon the balcony, both her nightgown and face the color of cream. In her eyes reflected starlight, and her tears shimmered as they fell slowly down her face. She silently wept as she gazed upwards while the world moved below. The carriages and bypassers were rustling in the stone streets of Paris, even at this time of night. Their cries and hollers, the horses' feet and neighs, the distant sound of a violin; none tore her from her thoughts and misery. She had always been alone, even in this great city, for no one had ever loved her. Oh, but she had loved. She had loved too much and was careful too little. Her heart was given to anyone who dared lay eyes on her and engage in conversation. Every time her trust was broken, her heart set to self-torment, but still… she wanted and waited. Desperation of a sick heart often turned her face wet of tears, and yet… she had hope. One day, she would have love: a pure, unconditional love from a man whose eyes were full of joy and whose heart was overflowing with passion. Again and again she waited for her time to come when love would be hers, and without patience she frolicked throughout many men’s lives, ultimately destroying her own. Now she was left with scars both on her body and heart, but hope remained.

  • @blackwolf9893
    @blackwolf9893 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Hi everyone, I recently found out that the guy I was with was actually dating somebody else at the time that he was with me. Already I was sort of suspecting it, as he talked about it a lot but today he actually confessed to me that he was. And only a week after being with him, he broke things off with me and even became serious with me. He spoke of future plans, he spoke of loving me, he always called me every night, we even slept together. He made me think that he was truly in love with me, that he really felt the same way. But unfortunately he never cared about me, and he left as soon as he could. I risked getting pregnant, but he took the risk as well. I don't know what I would do if I was to get pregnant by him, it was the most stupid and rash decision of my life. I am just thanking God that I didn't get pregnant, his current girlfriend recently found out as well and is still with him, yet she is so jealous and seems to blame me for everything and get mad at me for no reason, she is just so selfish and cruel to me and is also very immature, she blames me for his foolish actions. I really believed that this man truly loved me, but it was just another lie and another form of deception to get what he wanted from me, my body, my sweet smooth talk.... something his girlfriend never has had. It is one of the worst acts of betrayal that somebody could portray, because both sides get hurt. He even tells me to trust him, I know I will never be able to trust him again. So I play this music now after my current situation as I am explaining above, the closer I got indeed the further I was from him... he was lying the whole time and I should have known earlier, should have known that a person's words mean absolutely nothing. I just want every young woman to know out there, as I am a young woman in my 20s that mn will say anything they can to make you believe that they love you, do not ever believe in words, as this is often such just a tactic so they can get in your pants, as I have unfortunately had to go through right now in the worst way possible. I am saying this to everybody, but especially my fellow young women that men will say anything they want, men will use you, will wear you down until you draw your last breath and will make you believe in anything, so they can get in your pants. Do not believe in words, they are only lies. I just wanted to also tell my story to warn others, so they do not go through what I have. It has been a week, but it feels like a month as the amount of damage of pain has seared through me. I did not know humans could be this cruel, but I guess monsters can take all sorts of forms. He never loved me, and it's a damn shame. Damn him to this day, and I know I could never trust him again. He might have broken my heart, but he hasn't broken my spirit and I am using this weakness as my strength to avenge others. :] Especially other young woman :] so they do not go through it. I am a warrior for what I have been through, and now I stand in my pain, and this music has helped me realize that and heal through the process. :] :] :] please if anybody has gone through something similar or has any empathy comments to give me, please put them down below or if you have taken time to read my story, please like. :] Thank you all so much for your patience and understanding, and this music is really helping me heal, I hope there are more like this soon :]

    • @homerothompsonliberal7653
      @homerothompsonliberal7653 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Fuerza ❤️❤️❤️❤️

    • @tumi6232
      @tumi6232 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I recently went through the same this , I don’t even know where to start…my heart is broken beyond belief…for the last 4 months I hv been seeing this man every single day on the phone all the time . He were like husband and wife . Made future plans talk about having kids and made endless love then

  • @user-tp6nm6mg5w
    @user-tp6nm6mg5w หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    本当に心の底から誰かを愛しているとき、同時にそれは自分自身を愛していることと同じだと感じます。

  • @victoriavanvleet1212
    @victoriavanvleet1212 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    The cover picture is a still from the film Romeo and Juliet (2013)
    It's my favorite movie!!!

  • @taylor.michelle
    @taylor.michelle 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    you'll see me only in your dreams ✨

    • @hexen259
      @hexen259  11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      yes thank you🥰

  • @gizmomac1520
    @gizmomac1520 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Srs/
    I just got in to a seperation with a short fling. I met them during MardiGras WorldPride 2023 (1 month ago). I told her, I really really liked her (and I meant it), but she did say she liked me as well but it takes time, but also never reciprocated back at the same time. I gave her a feeling of affection (and small gifts), went together to hang out. We both held each other's hands, kissed and it was pretty sweet at the start.
    I couldn't let go of her. But, the more I got closer to her, the less she reciprocated. And then I dared to ask if there was something going on, and she felt offended. Not sure if that was the way I said it, but I think it got miscommunicated/translated pretty severely.
    And then, things went down the drain, she just stopped responding. I tried and tried but nothing. Texted her, but I got ghosted. Eventually one of my best of friends who gave me an advice said "Let her go. She is not worth your time. She is not giving you what you need, and she is not appreciating what you have given." I really wished I got gotten to know her better. But eventually, with all of the thinking I had to let her go, as we never met each other's needs.
    I could tell she was hurt from her past relationship. I knew she could never trust me. But given the benefit of the doubt. She was still hurt. Hurting from the past she could never let go of. I did not want to make anything worse. So, here I am typing this away as I am feeling sad but all I know she is not meant for me.
    As someone wise once said "If you like her, you pick up the flower then it dies. But if you truly love the flower, you let it grow." Also, "The more you push in, the more she will only pull away."
    (Thanks for reading).

  • @aprils376
    @aprils376 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This was going nicely trying to fall asleep, but it has commercials, so I won't be continuing.

  • @catlover614
    @catlover614 ปีที่แล้ว +31

    Absolutely beautiful playlist, and your images are always stunning. Thanks so much.😊💖

    • @hexen259
      @hexen259  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      yes thank you 🥰

  • @i.Angelina8931
    @i.Angelina8931 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    The playlist a masterpiece 🖼️ the painting 🎨 * chef kisses* 😙🤌🏼 thank you 🫂💚

    • @hexen259
      @hexen259  ปีที่แล้ว

      yes thank you 🥰

  • @meech5407
    @meech5407 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    the title hits so i clicked and love the playlist !

    • @hexen259
      @hexen259  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      yes thank you 🥰

    • @imeda716
      @imeda716 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      The same…🥺🖤

  • @imeda716
    @imeda716 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I need a fic based on this beautiful title and music…😂❤

    • @hexen259
      @hexen259  ปีที่แล้ว

      thank you 🥰

  • @MariaDias-bz7fm
    @MariaDias-bz7fm ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Realmente me encantan las melodías que pones, normalmente escucho también tu playlist en Spotify. Ojalá pudieras poner más.
    No me podría esperar menos.

    • @hexen259
      @hexen259  ปีที่แล้ว

      yes thank you 🥰

  • @Asiablue
    @Asiablue ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Such a lovely music selection ❤️
    What is the name of the painting?
    By “reup” do you mean no sharing?

  • @manuscripter8880
    @manuscripter8880 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I wish I could still share this with my Lucy.

  • @alaDiRia
    @alaDiRia ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Beautiful

    • @hexen259
      @hexen259  11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      yes thank you 🥰

  • @bambi8372
    @bambi8372 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    🎵audio jungle🎶

    • @hexen259
      @hexen259  ปีที่แล้ว

      yes thank you 🥰

  • @serenaL1717
    @serenaL1717 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    lovely playlist, as I was listening though the voice in the background scared the shit out of me LOL

    • @Joyfillied
      @Joyfillied ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Audio jungle, right? The lady saying that over and over again?

    • @serenaL1717
      @serenaL1717 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@Joyfillied yes!

    • @Joyfillied
      @Joyfillied ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@serenaL1717, it’s definitely a bit unusual! Not sure what to make of it, but this playlist was still well done, overall…😊

    • @georgieee66obregon56
      @georgieee66obregon56 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@Joyfillied it’s scared the shit outta me

    • @koteto111
      @koteto111 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Joyfillied it's a souind forom a website that so they add the name of the website in the musicwhen you use it for free as a form of advertisement

  • @MariaMilenovasArt
    @MariaMilenovasArt ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Magical and Romantic

    • @hexen259
      @hexen259  ปีที่แล้ว

      yes thank you 🥰

  • @samshahrokhi5635
    @samshahrokhi5635 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Amazing

    • @hexen259
      @hexen259  ปีที่แล้ว

      yes thank you 🥰

  • @feistymind4915
    @feistymind4915 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    11:42

  • @vampiresbleedlove98
    @vampiresbleedlove98 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    When you hear flightless bird and your like TWILIGHT!!!!

  • @khaihoannguyentran5569
    @khaihoannguyentran5569 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Thank you for beautiful playlist. Could you please let me know the name of song from 43:15 to 45:22? I like it most

    • @user-kv6fj4kg3k
      @user-kv6fj4kg3k 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Hey since it's a repeat playlist.. so the song you mentioned is played two times , you can look at its time stamp in the description box and find its name

    • @user-kv6fj4kg3k
      @user-kv6fj4kg3k 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Nvm , I did the work , it's field by Evgeny grinko

  • @voduytruong68
    @voduytruong68 ปีที่แล้ว +1

  • @albinokanguru5508
    @albinokanguru5508 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Edward and Bella Cullen playlist

  • @TomoyoTatar
    @TomoyoTatar ปีที่แล้ว +7

    audiojungle lol

  • @Ranoo857
    @Ranoo857 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    💕

    • @hexen259
      @hexen259  ปีที่แล้ว

      yes thank you 🥰

  • @Joyfillied
    @Joyfillied ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Hexen, what about the aesthetic do you enjoy? Is it the style & dark-ish old fashioned-ness of it, or learning things you might not've before, just to be/feel a bit more well-rounded? The types of food common in the aesthetic (coffee, pastries, teas, etc.)?

  • @atulya4402
    @atulya4402 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Does anybody else hear some kind of 'Siri' like voice saying something at 1:03:02? And then again later on the same track??

  • @dystopicstate
    @dystopicstate ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Is this a real painting or AI? If it's real, what is it titled?

  • @zo_file
    @zo_file 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Sed indagator es qui scit loca longe tractare

  • @Audreyblack2023
    @Audreyblack2023 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    🤎🤍

  • @koteto111
    @koteto111 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    that audio jungle repetition ruined it for me at the end .. didn't you notice it before uploading?

  • @HFGMG.
    @HFGMG. 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    1:03:09 ????????????????

  • @mindyharket6020
    @mindyharket6020 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Artwork?