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  • @hexen259
    @hexen259  ปีที่แล้ว +43

    Are you looking for these for creative work or study? :
    th-cam.com/video/BII7NOZb6cs/w-d-xo.html

    • @un-roseyKat
      @un-roseyKat ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I use them during my work day, they are peaceful and not distracting. Thank you for making them.

  • @nikolapiechowska6958
    @nikolapiechowska6958 ปีที่แล้ว +437

    I’m not depressed, I’m just a romantic&melancholic type of personality

    • @basma_nasheeds
      @basma_nasheeds ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Same. (:

    • @hal4828
      @hal4828 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      i think i'm both

    • @deathOfTheWinterMoon
      @deathOfTheWinterMoon 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Same

    • @Gentledudy
      @Gentledudy 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Same here sister

    • @efrapf278
      @efrapf278 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      the people think, "What is wrong with you?" But I like it, and they don't understand me, and it's ok.

  • @yassii_
    @yassii_ ปีที่แล้ว +885

    I‘m depressed and tired of everything but we can do this okay? Everything will be alright sweethearts

    • @really_brokenkid4477
      @really_brokenkid4477 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      thank you kind stranger! you are a gem of this world. not enough people put kindness above all when they are suffering. I hope you have a good day, and even if you do not, remember that healing is a slow process, but it is possible. much love to you ^^

    • @yassii_
      @yassii_ ปีที่แล้ว +12

      @@really_brokenkid4477 thank you so much

    • @homerothompsonliberal7653
      @homerothompsonliberal7653 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Thanks! ❤️❤️❤️❤️

    • @martahila768
      @martahila768 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      I'm also depresse. I had a terrible evening (I have mascara all over my face). And, my love, you have no idea how much I needed to reed this message! Right now, this is my secret message from Good to don't give up today! Thank you is not enough! Bless You!

    • @iammazig4180
      @iammazig4180 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      Thank you❤️, hope you had a good year

  • @stephenblack5425
    @stephenblack5425 ปีที่แล้ว +201

    I'm just imagining a story where as a child you used to see an old man at the school garden who waves at you whenever he sees you, he is always very nice to you, makes you feel happy when the teachers scold at you, helps you when you're having trouble in studies, he gives you life lessons and tells you not to make the mistakes he made in his life, and he tells you stories about his life, his kids and their kids. And now years later when you've grown into an adult, you visit your old school for some nostalgia and chill, and you see that same old man who you even forgot about is still there and he hasn't aged a day.

    • @aninditamohanty1050
      @aninditamohanty1050 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +14

      I can imagine that as a movie. A good starting point for a fantasy novel. Thanks for sharing

    • @user-zl5yy9ts6b
      @user-zl5yy9ts6b 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +10

      "You look tired."
      The old man said to you.
      "No...I'm just.... I just want to know what is the answer of my life...."
      The old man hugged you so weakly but warmly.
      "You don't have to know. Just follow your way even though you can't see the end of the way. That is my answer, my boy"
      You took your head up to see his un-aged face.
      But all you could see was just gray sky.
      Endless....gray sky.

    • @helmetongrass1893
      @helmetongrass1893 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      Dude... u should get into creative writing, like this is just really amazing

    • @stephenblack5425
      @stephenblack5425 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      @@helmetongrass1893 ohh thanks man, it means a lot. ❤️

    • @mz5736
      @mz5736 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      now write it please, I need to read the whole story T-T you thought of it, don't leave us hanging

  • @anna20812
    @anna20812 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +15

    Some may say it's depression, but I've been through it and know that that's not what I'm experiencing now. Right now it's utter exhaustion that is defeating my burning desire to make changes in my life and be happy. I'm worn out and no longer want to lead a life of resistance. To the person reading this, you can succeed and get through this seemingly neverending period of time. I know you can.

  • @facundorozada1091
    @facundorozada1091 ปีที่แล้ว +46

    a man has to do what he has to do, whether he likes it or not
    that's called discipline

    • @davidirwin4067
      @davidirwin4067 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Hope that you do good things.

  • @really_brokenkid4477
    @really_brokenkid4477 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I suddenly realise that I'm alive and breathing, and human just like anybody else. Everyone makes someone suffer, whether willingly or not, because everyone is searching for themselves. There are people I love who think of me as a bad person, because of mistakes I have made. I will let them hate me. I would rather have them hate me than see them gone.
    There is more to live for.

  • @patriciaramsey5294
    @patriciaramsey5294 ปีที่แล้ว +44

    For all listeners: its Ok to feel sad or melancholy, but please do not let it control you or weigh you down.
    To breakthrough my sad times, I get more rest, eat better, read good books and pray. And I listen to music on TH-cam. You can find a way thru the depression. It might take time, but be patient and keep working on it.

  • @emmaberger3748
    @emmaberger3748 ปีที่แล้ว +80

    If I'm feeling this way I might as well have some nice music to feel like a main character...

    • @hexen259
      @hexen259  ปีที่แล้ว +6

      thank you

  • @charlesflowers9479
    @charlesflowers9479 ปีที่แล้ว +765

    00:00 A presence felt - Gavin Luke
    03:04 And we walk after - Trevor Kowalski
    05:52 Autumn Rose - Megan Wofford
    08:17 Book of Maps - Franz Gordon
    11:06 Contemplation - Magnus Ludvigsson
    14:04 Dulcian - Anders Schill Paulsen
    16:22 Elegance Becomes Her
    19:46 Gekka - Sayuri Hayashi Egnell
    22:59 Lost in Reminiscence - Christian Andersen
    25:22 In a Bar in Buenos Aires - Franz Gordon
    Then, they repeat.

    • @selbefr
      @selbefr ปีที่แล้ว +8

      can you write all the songs?

    • @wooshbait36
      @wooshbait36 ปีที่แล้ว

      Write all songs or delete your comment clown

    • @charlesflowers9479
      @charlesflowers9479 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@selbefr Done!

    • @selbefr
      @selbefr ปีที่แล้ว +15

      @@charlesflowers9479 you're doing god's work

    • @Sofia-hb4qp
      @Sofia-hb4qp ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@charlesflowers9479 thank you so much

  • @hal4828
    @hal4828 ปีที่แล้ว +37

    when i was at college, i was depressed, anxious, and tired. I wanted nothing more than to end school, go home, and get a job. So I finished my associate degree last month and i'm home. i came home hoping to find myself and to figure out a major and to have fun with my family. instead, i got a terrible job that made my anxiety worse than it was when i was at school and i'm starting to degress. i'm losing all the progress i made with my mental health. i'm more confused about what i want in life than ever. i'm afraid i'll never want a job again because of the bad experiences i've had. i only started working less than 2 weeks ago but i'm so tired. tired of work and of life always letting me down. i never know if it's just me and my personality that are causing me to hate my life, or if it's the cards that have been handed to me. If it's the first one, i have no idea what to do i can't figure out how to change my mindset. now i just wish i could go back to school but i know it's only because i was getting used to it but i still hate it there. i just wish i could build a rose garden and live in it. i'd stare at the stars every night and then i'd dream of a better world, a world that treated me kindly. in the morning i'd wake to the golden sun turning the green leaves yellow and i'd finally, finally feel at peace.

    • @I_am_alone_forever
      @I_am_alone_forever 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

      Heyyy!!!! Are you okay now? Is everything better now with work? You are doing an amazing job. I know it's hard and so painful but you can still do it. I believe in you. There are going to be hard times and good times. Trust me. I am going through a rough time as well but I am trying to stay strong because I believe that after struggles, pain, tears and sadness you will get happiness, peace, love and joy. Trust me. Remember something when things get hard, "Just keep swimming, swimming, swimming." I believe that you will overcome any obstacle. You are strong, talented, beautiful and sweet. You know that God gives his strongest soldiers the hardest battles. Yes you are one of them because he loves you and he wants to see how much longer you can stay strong for. This stranger who is commenting you back loves you and cares for you and wants the best for you and really wants your happiness and your smiles. I believe you can make it. Just try and believe in yourself like I do to you. I love you. You are amazing. I hope you read this and understand that I am with you. If you need any help or support I am here just let me know. I am going for now but I am waiting for your reply. Love you. Stay strong. ❤

    • @helmetongrass1893
      @helmetongrass1893 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Im in med school right now and i can relate to the part where you said you hated it there, just a first year and im already regretting everything about this, my life is a living hell, unless i give up everything i like and do nothing but study, ill fail, im not even weak academically, on the contrary im one of the few students who is doing good academically, I wouldn't say im top of my class but im not too far off either, but it takes everything ive got, it takes away everything i like, this nightmare never ends, i feel like im down the same path as you, hating college, then hating life...

    • @dm2156
      @dm2156 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I'm 58, the crap I lived through and put up with... More than a decade ago I had to choose between going to the hospital for what I expected was a heart attack and lose my job for sure or go to work, I went to work. Toughen up dude, you really need to. Quit with the "feelings" and just go do, like the rest of the did, until this point...

    • @helmetongrass1893
      @helmetongrass1893 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@dm2156 what kind of horrible boss would fire you for going to the doctor for a heart attack???? Its outrageous!
      Also did you find out what it was? I hope ur doing well, if it was chest pain my suspicion is angina pectoris (chest pain due to narrowing of coronary arteries leading to less blood supply to heart, though dont take my word for it, a real doctor would be better suited to help you), if possible i suggest you get it checked out or it could progress to an actual heart attack...
      I hope you are doing okay,

  • @Hello-hn9kq
    @Hello-hn9kq ปีที่แล้ว +17

    I’m on the first song, I’m reading a philosophy book and looking at my old dog who I’ve had since I was 4. I’m turning 19 in 8 days and moving to another state and I won’t be around my good boy anymore. I feel like this is probably the last time I’ll get to see him and I want him to know I love him so much. He wasn’t ever that much of an affectionate dog, he was one of a kind in that way, but he had his moments with me. He was always sweet to my dad, but he would every once in a while act very sweet towards me. Sometimes I will lay my head on his paws and let him rest his head on my head. He makes little pleasure noises when I do this and pet his ears lol. He has always been in my life and moving into a new chapter of my life away from my parents and everything I’ve known, I’m just kind of sad to leave him. I’m excited for Jesus’s return, because it is prophesied that animals will be on the new earth, and so I’ll get to walk with my precious Rusty for eternity. I gotta go cry now, thanks for reading. Jesus loves you, when you feel sad and alone, just call on him and you’ll look back soon and think “I didn’t realize it but he really did help me out” And hopefully you’ll give your life to him.

    • @angelinaarora5685
      @angelinaarora5685 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Thank you for this comment . I was feeling so down today so I wanted to listen to music . Somehow you're words are so good and inspiring. I am glad to know that you are a believer and me too . I gave him my life . I hope you are living your life happily . ❤

  • @DmtFtmPkr
    @DmtFtmPkr ปีที่แล้ว +159

    Everything is so difficult to handle right now. I feel so lonely and so depressed. I feel like I can’t control my life anymore. Trying to heal my soul with this playlist.

    • @SkyfullofStardust
      @SkyfullofStardust ปีที่แล้ว +10

      I really feel you 🫂
      Try to reach out to someone, even just someone on the internet.
      Hope you can heal your soul again.
      Sending love

    • @DmtFtmPkr
      @DmtFtmPkr ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@SkyfullofStardust thank you!

    • @thescaledraven5482
      @thescaledraven5482 ปีที่แล้ว

      Reading this 2/12/2023 I hope you are here and feeling better about your life

    • @DmtFtmPkr
      @DmtFtmPkr ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@thescaledraven5482 Things got better and I feel better. Thank you!

    • @elietelokona-jr8jd
      @elietelokona-jr8jd ปีที่แล้ว +1

      We never control

  • @smallbutsweetworld2039
    @smallbutsweetworld2039 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +18

    Today I had a very difficult exam. I don’t know how I did it. But this exam is so important for my future, I cried a lot, because I scare a lot from what will happen. Maybe I will lose all my dreams. But I am sure, if one door closed, so many other doors will be opened. I trust God and he trusts me. Hope I get the Note I want😊

    • @solfolgarait3745
      @solfolgarait3745 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      How did it go?

    • @a.lonely.fox.3342
      @a.lonely.fox.3342 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Have u got ur result yet?? I hope you did well

  • @clarkinbothways
    @clarkinbothways ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I'm anxious about my future. I'm going to have an exam and It's my only chance. I have to believe in myself, I do but I just sometimes I forget who am I and with all that pressure (I caused some of them) I feel really bad., It's not me. I'm not that. I do things instead of speak of them.

  • @allthingscosy6815
    @allthingscosy6815 ปีที่แล้ว +164

    Lying here in bed, a cool breeze coming through my window causing the flame from my candle to flicker.. and this playing really sets the mood. Hauntingly beautiful 🖤🍂

  • @somerandom7672
    @somerandom7672 ปีที่แล้ว +256

    Melancholy always resonates with me far more than any other feeling. I can't help but sympathize with hurting people. I can't help sinking into contemplation on a regular basis or sighing when I hear this kind of music.

    • @andriusrios4846
      @andriusrios4846 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      hurting people is the best

    • @somerandom7672
      @somerandom7672 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@andriusrios4846 are the best*

    • @andriusrios4846
      @andriusrios4846 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@somerandom7672 I know what I said

    • @allesandra22
      @allesandra22 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I can relate to this statement of yours so much. .......

    • @bobnunyabiznz4917
      @bobnunyabiznz4917 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@andriusrios4846 You enjoy hurting others? Only a depraved coward takes joy in the suffering of others.

  • @angelarowles4280
    @angelarowles4280 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    I'm a nurse and I often listen to this play list whilst doing documentation. It's even helped me when we've lost someone. Thank you

  • @ozibro2714
    @ozibro2714 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    This helps me to just dream about fantasy like lost places ghost stories its overwhelming..

  • @ambientsoundtravel9745
    @ambientsoundtravel9745 ปีที่แล้ว +160

    To the person who reads this, I hope you have a beautiful day! ❤❤❤

  • @HienTran-pq5gv
    @HienTran-pq5gv ปีที่แล้ว +353

    listening to this in my room with a hot choco, while it's raining heavily outside is just *chef's kiss*
    can you make it into a spotify playlist?

    • @andanh9812
      @andanh9812 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Hi

    • @andanh9812
      @andanh9812 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      where do you come from in the s-shaped land

    • @HienTran-pq5gv
      @HienTran-pq5gv ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Currently i'm in Hue for studying ~ raining season just began around here

    • @Sofia-hb4qp
      @Sofia-hb4qp ปีที่แล้ว +3

      could you please let me know if they make a spotify playlist? i nee it too :3

    • @vanvaneful
      @vanvaneful ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Vibe

  • @materedai4158
    @materedai4158 ปีที่แล้ว +53

    It's 16:30 here right now. Cloudy and grey afternoon. Bit tired because I came home from work this morning after a 12 hour nightshift. Studying some Biology for Uni. This matches the whole melancholic tired vibe that I'm in and it feels so good with a cup of coffee and tea.

    • @ZerefuGt
      @ZerefuGt ปีที่แล้ว

      that must be so hard, u're amazing!

  • @ellie_mm1727
    @ellie_mm1727 ปีที่แล้ว +37

    Right now I’m listening to this on my bed while reading a book with a few scented candles. It’s perfect ❤💋 love the mood, very cozy and peaceful, goes with every book/story..

    • @shreeganesh3538
      @shreeganesh3538 ปีที่แล้ว

      For me too buddy, this is my novel playlist ❤️❤️

  • @Schwansonian_Townsonian
    @Schwansonian_Townsonian ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Walking down the basement stairs today, "please let me fall and break my neck" resonated as I carried my clothes to be washed. It was powerful and loud. It wasn't scary. What is scary is that I was willing to accept that.

  • @sarahconnor13
    @sarahconnor13 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    I'm just really exhausted and depressed because of school. And honestly I actually like what I'm learning at school, but the constant stress and deadlines and pressure ruins it. But I do like to view the bad parts of my life through an artistic lens, and the dark academia subculture really helps with this.

    • @hexen259
      @hexen259  8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Wish you a good result for yourself 🥰

  • @magmaestudiosFraiman
    @magmaestudiosFraiman ปีที่แล้ว +8

    My baby is coming to life to us next springtime. I m happy and peaceful thanks a lot for the lovely music. There's love after all the pain. Respect for you all guys. God bless you.

  • @Olivia092
    @Olivia092 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    To everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus.
    To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve.
    To everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time.
    To everyone who is creating, you got this. Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done!
    To everyone who is struggling, you got this. I'm so proud of you for making it this far and I wanna see you make it further, so do it for me please, and if not for me at least do it for them. there is someone out there who obsesses over you, they might just be too shy to say it

  • @SecretlyADino
    @SecretlyADino 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    *..life feels like it's repeating itself but everything is new yet so nostalgic...*

    • @hexen259
      @hexen259  9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Thank you for always supporting me 🥰

  • @liaml.e.5964
    @liaml.e.5964 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    "For too long I've been parched of thirst and unable to quench it. Too long I've been starving to death and haven't died. I feel nothing. Not the wind on my face nor the spray of the sea. Nor the warmth of a woman's flesh."
    Hector Barbossa

  • @janegrammer1383
    @janegrammer1383 ปีที่แล้ว +54

    This whole playlist is my entire mood and very existence. A very fitting musical soundtrack as I navigate through life neither happy nor sad, neither tired enough to sleep nor energised enough to achieve anything, neither happy enough to live nor sad enough to end it all. I am just existing.

    • @hexen259
      @hexen259  ปีที่แล้ว +3

      thank you

    • @really_brokenkid4477
      @really_brokenkid4477 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      understandably so. it's a sort of void. not many people even realising that they're alive, since very little of them reflect on their existence. funny how simple things such as music can unleash a waterfall of overwhelming emotions. humanity needs to collectively reshape what 'living' should be. it sure as hell shouldn't be monotonous jobs and silent daily commute, where nobody glances at each other. (and this is coming from a gen z!)

    • @diamondonme9324
      @diamondonme9324 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@really_brokenkid4477 real

    • @diamondonme9324
      @diamondonme9324 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      im dead inside too, been like this since 2016

    • @really_brokenkid4477
      @really_brokenkid4477 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@diamondonme9324 felt :/

  • @carterko19_59
    @carterko19_59 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    All I want in life are close friends, a loving family of my own; a beautiful, carrying, and understanding wife, the greatest kids I could ever be blessed with, and a sense of peace and comfortability. I pray to God everyday for giving me at least hope. I’ll continue to try and have some. But it’s not easy. It’s never been easy. It’s my birthday in like two days, and I honestly don’t even care. I love my family and I’m grateful for the things I have in life, but there’s this deep empty hole that I feel. I want to do so many things and have so many dreams, but I just can’t seem to push. My body reacts negatively and I turn away from opportunities and people that I care about. I have tremendous regret, and I honestly don’t know if I ever will change. Continue to be useless.

  • @SAN73217
    @SAN73217 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I am Siddharth Mondal. 21 years old, and a last-year college student.
    I have always felt like something is missing in me, Like something incomplete that I never knew.
    Trying to find out from the inside.
    Although, I never reached there. I was always alone inside my head but no one could ever know.
    Mostly I have preferred to be alone. This Isn’t like I didn’t have a friend or family, I had friends to call my own and a family of my own.
    Still, I was feeling empty the feeling that no one could understand. The feeling, that no one would understand me.
    Sometimes, I felt like I should run away somewhere where no one knew me. Just to have a peaceful mind to live at least once, but I don’t think that’s so easy. Isn’t it? So I never did That.
    I wasn’t good-looking and cute enough to have a girlfriend so I never had one, that was my mentality and in some way, that is the reality in today’s generation.
    I don’t know maybe I am wrong maybe some people see the inner beauty but to me, I wasn’t good enough and wasn’t that fortunate to acquire that person, nor do I have the inner beauty, I guess.
    And sometimes felt like that's all a myth cause your looks and personality always matter. maybe when one passes in everything then at last the thing that matters is called your inner beauty.
    I was always confused about what to do next. To be honest my life was boring and simple.
    According to me, "People live two Lives one in their head and one in the real world."
    Well, there was a day I was at home in my room lying down on the floor.
    Just like that, I turned to my right and quietly started looking under my bed.
    I kept looking like this for some time.
    There was a book lying in front of my eyes, I thought it must be my book, it must have gone by mistake, so I put my hand inside and took it out, however, it was not a book, it was a diary, it was not mine because I never had a diary.
    So I thought it must be my father's and looking at the diary it seemed that it had been lying there for years.
    It was dirty and very old and when I thought carefully, I remembered that I had never seen my father with the diary, so I did not think much of it and started looking inside. I was flipping through the pages without reading anything.
    Seeing all that, it seemed that the diary was someone's personal, and from that, I clearly understood that the diary did not belong to anyone in my family. And I did not understand anything, how did that diary come here and whose did it belong to?
    I silently sat down on the bed, I was curious so I started reading. It was the story of someone, let me tell you the written thing.
    12 March 2012 the day I found him on his bed lying down, he was gazing at the stars through his window I immediately knew he was him the one I had been trying to find for a very long time.
    I was truly happy and the smile on my face was funny. I could not tell how happy I was, that time he was 17 and it was around 11 pm when I saw him for the first time.
    This is a 1st part of "the mysterious love" on wattpad .... By @curiositypriority (wattpad)
    If you are interested please come and check I'm new to wattpad it will help me a lot
    (the mysterious love... @curiositypriority )
    And at the end it's a peaceful music currently listening while lying on my bed in the dark.

  • @miissraiinbow
    @miissraiinbow ปีที่แล้ว +5

    The title is pretty accurate, seeing as i'm studying for midterms at an old university and i'm feeling more than melancholic

  • @lv4149
    @lv4149 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    after sorting out all the stress in my life, i feel no more anxiety of depression.
    instead, i feel lonely.
    because ive been so preoccupied with other emotions that i neglected how lonely i had felt.
    now, when my mind has been cleared of all stress, im starting to realise how lonely i have felt all along.
    i long for a different kind of love than my parents and friends.
    i long to be touched and hugged
    for someone to ease my loneliness ...

    • @Olivia092
      @Olivia092 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      It's okay, you're not alone

  • @_indrid_cold_
    @_indrid_cold_ 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    Destroyed by ads.

  • @AP20680
    @AP20680 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    This music makes me realize once again that there is a dark hole in my soul. And nothing can really fill it. There are days when I barely sense it, but in the end, it's there. I wasn't made of major tunes but of minor ones. I wish I was enthusiastic and happy like some people are. I'm not. There is nothing I strive for, nothing that seems desirable eventually. I'm sitting between all the chairs.

    • @aumoaum
      @aumoaum ปีที่แล้ว

      Grab that hole in your soul, look it in the eye, and give it a big, loving hug - it's always going to be a part of you. Then, get busy living or get busy dying.

  • @shreeganesh3538
    @shreeganesh3538 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    These tunes have just gone way too down in my nerves, it feels lovely listening to these tunes while reading novels ❤️❤️❤️

  • @luvphoenixgirl6120
    @luvphoenixgirl6120 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Finally snapped and started sobbing uncontrollably on the car ride home. My mom told me that I haven’t slept in a while and should get some sleep. How am I supposed to tell her that I can’t because I have an essay due tonight…

  • @JohnnyDANGERrocket
    @JohnnyDANGERrocket ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I like to imagine that in the next world there is a place just like this. Always dark, always sad and bitter. True love just around the corner.

    • @Christonia-5
      @Christonia-5 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      what is true love ? exist there an untrue love ?

  • @lydiamodderman
    @lydiamodderman ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This playlist has been very calming and soothing while setting up a book/reading-journal, while it's cold outside but the sun is shining and I have a hot cup of tea. Thank you!
    ; 29yo, multiple complex trauma, chronically ill (can't work anymore), recently divorced (not because of illness, he's been great), very depressed and tired of everything.

  • @bakerinthehouse5346
    @bakerinthehouse5346 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    This type of music feeds my soul, whether I am in quiet contemplation, studing, reading, lying in bed listening to the rain, having a soak in the tub after a long day, or just craving quiet solitude. I know I am living in the wrong century, but I am so glad I can embrace this wherever I am because of today's technology.

  • @mortallyfickle535
    @mortallyfickle535 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    If you interested of the picture its an old abandoned hospital of Knights of Malta in Mokrzeszów, Poland

    • @lilyyy778
      @lilyyy778 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thank you!

  • @terrormilk384
    @terrormilk384 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    i write my poetry for hours on end to playlists like that :)

  • @alexinabeland7937
    @alexinabeland7937 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I'm tired crying silently at night, hoping just to be calm in a piece with candles at a rainy silent night and thinking without pain of the one my heart choose to be in his arms , just feeling i can breathe again.. just feeling my heart can beating strong but slowly again.. not feeling is lost like it does everyday...

  • @jazmineroldan149
    @jazmineroldan149 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Kinda perfect. Had the worst argument last night with my partner of the 6 years we’ve been together. But I still have 5 assignments due by the end of the week🥲 so here I am

  • @pattif192
    @pattif192 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Beautiful! Thank you. ♡

  • @ngocmytran4743
    @ngocmytran4743 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    This is the best playlist for studying ever. I have listened to full of it almost 50 times.

    • @hexen259
      @hexen259  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      thank you 🥰

  • @wolfe4838
    @wolfe4838 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    I'm preparing for my exams and your music helps me a lot. I find it soothing and calming while I read my notes. Love from the Philippines!

  • @mayy__ara__
    @mayy__ara__ ปีที่แล้ว +3

    It's such a vibe when you're in a library listening to this.

    • @hexen259
      @hexen259  ปีที่แล้ว

      yes thank you 🥰

  • @theetruetolkienpatriot7701
    @theetruetolkienpatriot7701 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I hate how people bite back at me I love the music and I love the Autumn Time

  • @Rainyrachreads
    @Rainyrachreads ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Thank you so much for your whole account!! These playlists are a lifesaver!

  • @98vvvvvv
    @98vvvvvv 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    my whole personality changes depending on the music i listen to its lowkeyy crazyy

  • @bluzemoonz753
    @bluzemoonz753 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    why r u so underated? ur slaying rn?

  • @hastiamiri20
    @hastiamiri20 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    It's great how the same Playlist makes people feel different feelings. It makes some happy and some hopeless... I love it.

    • @hexen259
      @hexen259  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      yes thank you 🥰

  • @user-ru7hd6vo9d
    @user-ru7hd6vo9d ปีที่แล้ว +8

    your playlists always help me to write my fic. thank you💕

  • @lordforareason9440
    @lordforareason9440 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I absolutely love this!

  • @rebeccahoffman2901
    @rebeccahoffman2901 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Such beautiful music and scenery.

  • @crayg1323
    @crayg1323 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    amazing playlist thank you

  • @sbee1572
    @sbee1572 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    For some reason this playlist makes me think of the walking dead. I could see this playing as they're walking through the town, seeing how everything has been destroyed, or after the arrival of Negan.

  • @parkshamosa512
    @parkshamosa512 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    I love this music 😭😭❄🌌

  • @ohgulu15
    @ohgulu15 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    these beautiful melody helps me focus on my work, thx, you did a amazing job!

  • @darksage9560
    @darksage9560 ปีที่แล้ว +118

    I love this music

    • @heartwideopen7833
      @heartwideopen7833 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      In case you want more sad (rain) playlists…. : wondering if i'll ever be enough (sad + slowed + rain playlist)
      th-cam.com/video/1UAm-4cAgsY/w-d-xo.html

  • @user-ce3sr7ig6k
    @user-ce3sr7ig6k ปีที่แล้ว +2

    good vibes..
    it's strangely what i was feeling in my music class at school or during Undertale walkthrough
    drew sorrow at me

  • @achilloryenrfr_2710
    @achilloryenrfr_2710 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    The music and the picture, create a beautiful atmosphere, thx ♤

  • @TT-wx4tg
    @TT-wx4tg หลายเดือนก่อน

    Just found you and subbed♥ Great stuff.
    Thanks for all the hard work you do to bring this channel to us.

  • @vedmedijatko
    @vedmedijatko ปีที่แล้ว +19

    So beautiful and gentle music! Excellent for coll autumnal walking. Thank you.

  • @mariharrik5987
    @mariharrik5987 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    oh I so would study in such a school its beautiful and I'm really starting to fall in love with the dark academia aesthetic and lofi hip hop music

  • @9P-TTRPG
    @9P-TTRPG 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I spent months this year at various hospitals while a family member recovered from being hit by a drunk driver. This playlist was our "nap time" music, training both me and that family member to relax and sleep no matter what time of day, because our bodies needed the rest for many reasons. Thank you.

    • @hexen259
      @hexen259  6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      thank you 🥰

  • @renzo6490
    @renzo6490 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I live alone.
    I do not go to work or to the gym or out to cafes or classes.
    Days go by when I don't speak face to face with anyone.
    I prefer to ignore the manipulations of news media.
    It's just ME in my studio where I draw and paint.
    Pascal said that all of our miseries derive from our inability to sit quietly in a room.
    Wordsworth wrote "The world is too much with us.... Getting and spending, we lay waste our powers"
    Many great artists and thinkers have benefited from periods of isolation.
    Sometimes voluntary.
    Sometimes as a result of illness or imprisonment.
    We waste our powers with distractions

  • @Mixi_ya
    @Mixi_ya ปีที่แล้ว +10

    It's beautiful music! I keep imagining dramatic scenes of love and with music, I want to cry from my own imaginary scenes hehe 🌱

  • @Kiwi-rm5qf
    @Kiwi-rm5qf 12 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    My pen scrapes against the scroll of paper. The hard brown table sits beneath it. I feel myself become distracted, but I allow for it and gaze around the room. The books. The towering shelves of books. The balconies up top to more books. How many of those authors were just as I am now, scratching words on a paper and staring out a window to the autumn sky? The leaves are almost gone now. They scatter down the street leaving the trees cold and naked… and dead. Dead like the paper I etch words on.
    It’s weird how the world works.
    I take a sip of my hot chocolate, its contents warm and thick, and absolutely delightful. I feel my insides heat up at it flows through my core. I pull my sweater tighter around me, a draft blowing in as someone enters the library, clutching a book and their hair tussled from the wind. I wonder why they might be here? To read? The return their book? Both?
    I look back down and realize I’ve been staring. I’d only caught their eye for a second, but nonetheless it’s rude. I take a bite of my chocolate filled croissant and allow its flaky, airy texture to dissolve in my mouth. The chocolate is smooth and rich. It tastes like autumn itself, second next to pumpkin flavored things. It reminds me how I’ve been distracted for much longer than a minute now.
    I pick up my pen and begin writing again.

  • @piromin8806
    @piromin8806 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    美しい音楽には陰影もあれば重さもある。だから惹かれるのですね。ありがとうございます。🇯🇵

  • @aleaaerktyka1052
    @aleaaerktyka1052 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    perfect playlist for me ! love it, it puts me in a kind of trans when I'm reading tarot, so comforting and i can finally focus, tysm!! 🍂

  • @sleepwithme3547
    @sleepwithme3547 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Love the mood here

  • @razansherif3591
    @razansherif3591 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I am really dont wanna study now ..but I haven't choice for now ..I hope that this playlist will help me

  • @ionrelaxation7542
    @ionrelaxation7542 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    i really like it, thanks for sharing ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @user-yk9jg4tk6k
    @user-yk9jg4tk6k หลายเดือนก่อน

    はじめて聞いた曲なのにこの音の中で溺れてしまいたいくらい涙が出た。ありがとう。浄化してくれました。

  • @tmd8780
    @tmd8780 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    It really helps me get up every time I fall 'nd be stronger .. love your playlist ❤

  • @snwngl2261
    @snwngl2261 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    The thumbnail is so beautiful

  • @CamilleChauTempsDesCerises
    @CamilleChauTempsDesCerises ปีที่แล้ว +2

    *read the title* EXACTLY ! Thank you, dear

  • @marianhreads
    @marianhreads ปีที่แล้ว +54

    I feel deeply unhappy but I want to have hope. Thanks for this comforting music 💙

    • @heartwideopen7833
      @heartwideopen7833 ปีที่แล้ว

      In case you want more sad (rain) playlists…. : wondering if i'll ever be enough (sad + slowed + rain playlist)
      th-cam.com/video/1UAm-4cAgsY/w-d-xo.html

    • @sassylittleprophet
      @sassylittleprophet ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I relate to this comment a lot. I hope life gets better for you 💜

    • @ramiloish
      @ramiloish ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I'm here if you need to talk.

    • @marianhreads
      @marianhreads ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Thank you, Cai and Rami

    • @terrormilk384
      @terrormilk384 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      ,but i want to have hope', i feel you, its as though sadness has corrupted our souls and now we are left to clean up the mess. But we will do, and we will hope again. Never let the terrible abyss of your soul corrupt your entire being. I have hope for you :)

  • @denieledwards6893
    @denieledwards6893 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    HOPE THEY RESTORE THIS BUILDING,GREAT MUSIC.

  • @carmy9241
    @carmy9241 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Sometimes even your beloved ones blame you because of the decisions you have made when you were just a teen, they rub your nose in the dirt. You got hurt, heartbroken, and emotionally damaged. Because it's always been our beloved ones, who could hurt us with their harsh words. But you must not give up, rather, have to study and work ambitiously to prove them wrong and to see that expression of misconception on their judgmental faces. Hope God will help us in that!

    • @really_brokenkid4477
      @really_brokenkid4477 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I've been harsh and rude before because of how unhappy I am, and my parents believe that I am a bad person. There is a fine line between love and hate: it is often that we do not see that line, and neither do others. If they do end up hating me, I know I'm not alone. If someone you love hates you, it means they once did love you, and that is something to hold on to. Hope that your luck turns, kind stranger! x

    • @luca-renovatio4271
      @luca-renovatio4271 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Utterly agreeing with you!

    • @carmy9241
      @carmy9241 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@really_brokenkid4477 thank you:)

  • @user-gi2ht9sq7v
    @user-gi2ht9sq7v 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    La melancolía y nostalgia se apoderó de mi después de la pandemia 😪 pensando en lo que hacíamos antes y lo que no pudo ser...

  • @b57832
    @b57832 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    thank you so much for this playlist, you've brighten my day.

  • @milenirodrigues2394
    @milenirodrigues2394 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Gosto de escutar essa playlist logo quando acordo, e tô tomando meu café 🍂

  • @muffinland8660
    @muffinland8660 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Perfect playlist for studying your Latin while dying of the consumption.

  • @pritikinaa
    @pritikinaa ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Love the titles of your playlists. You really get the "dark" vibe. (and I'm really enjoying the music too.)

  • @dafni10565
    @dafni10565 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    The song that starts at 11:07 is beautiful

  • @betuloftemerya.
    @betuloftemerya. 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    I need just to relax, because I'm so tired

  • @mermaid1004
    @mermaid1004 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    こんな綺麗な場所で勉強してみたいぃつも以上に捗りそう❤❤

  • @johnnyscoffee9603
    @johnnyscoffee9603 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    the fact that the comment section is a healing place is such a wonder and rare thing to see in here, thank you

    • @hexen259
      @hexen259  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      thank you

  • @Leylayeesshh
    @Leylayeesshh ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Her şeyi anlatmak istedim önce ama buraya sığamayacak kadar uzun ve sonsuz hikayem. Sadece onu özlüyorum evet kavga ettik ve aramızda yaş farkı vardı ama unutmyacagim galiba onu. BAŞIMA GELEN EN İYİ ŞEYLERDEN BİRİSİN BAY

  • @angelinamaslennikova168
    @angelinamaslennikova168 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Thanks a lot for such a beautifull music! While ago I`ve started to really enjoy the aesthetic of academia! This music makes me feel like autumn, old books and cup of warm coffee in my hands. So romantic!

    • @bobnunyabiznz4917
      @bobnunyabiznz4917 ปีที่แล้ว

      The *aesthetic* of academia but not the academia itself? Very odd.

  • @Alexia24601
    @Alexia24601 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Beautiful! Perfect for a cold winter day at dusk.

  • @arushi-kaushik-chandra7240
    @arushi-kaushik-chandra7240 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    thx for this playlist, been overwhelmed but I can't work without something playing in the background. I took a walk to this playlist. it makes the trees look even more beautiful :)

  • @ancientmage666
    @ancientmage666 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    If instead of giving power to your depression, sadness or loneliness go ahead and transmute it into something magickal♡ don't let it consume it, use their energy to create♡◇◇

  • @opalcitrine
    @opalcitrine ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Love how they say to not repost this and yet don’t provide any credit or listings for the music and picture 😂

  • @ZEZEBREZY
    @ZEZEBREZY ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Fantastic music to get work done, thank you!

    • @hexen259
      @hexen259  ปีที่แล้ว

      yes thank you 🥰

  • @fabricofdreams.
    @fabricofdreams. ปีที่แล้ว +40

    this is so beautiful, and sadly very resonating with my current feelings. Love this!

    • @oliviak.4541
      @oliviak.4541 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Same here, hope things will look up for both you and myself.

    • @fabricofdreams.
      @fabricofdreams. ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@oliviak.4541 They will, I'm sure of that ❤️