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  • @amandamitchell311
    @amandamitchell311 4 ปีที่แล้ว +451

    I’ve just been watching two minutes of you crying. Never watched a video of yours. No idea who you are. And I want to jump through this screen and hold you and help you and make you feel better darling girl

    • @annette3407
      @annette3407 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Amanda Mitchell I felt so bad. You can tell she had a genuine connection. I almost cried seeing her cry

    • @SueRanStyle
      @SueRanStyle 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Omg same here. I don’t even know who she is and she is tearing me up 😔 stay strong girl!

    • @summeranderson-meihana7101
      @summeranderson-meihana7101 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Same with me. Her sad face caught my attention and I felt her pain in that one moment

    • @cristinasilvafernandes929
      @cristinasilvafernandes929 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      GB Sailing rude!!!!!!!!!!!

  • @imani8225
    @imani8225 4 ปีที่แล้ว +109

    I’m truly sorry for your loss Renee. I can’t begin to imagine what you’re going through. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.

  • @OhhMyAnnie
    @OhhMyAnnie 4 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    He’s still with you ❤️

  • @Kylieholbeck
    @Kylieholbeck 4 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    I’m so so sorry for your loss. I don’t know you at all but I can feel your pain through this video. Praying for strength and peace for you and your family 🤍

  • @ReneeAmberg
    @ReneeAmberg  4 ปีที่แล้ว +1052

    All money made from this video will be going towards the Humane Society of Tampa Bay. My Dad was a proud 'Cat Dad'. We went through the pictures on his phone and found the majority of the pictures were in his bed and with his 5 cats. He originally had 2 cats - Prudence & Abby (he rescued them from the Humane Society.) He later found a mama cat and her 3 kittens and starting caring for them. Feeding them, naming them, taking them to the vet, & transforming his backyard into a cat climbing heaven. One kitten unfortunately got run over, so he took matters into his own hands and lured the mama and her other 2 kittens into our home. He was obsessed with those cats and they were obsessed with him. He even started drinking from a mug that says "Cat Mom" - I'm not kidding. If you would like to donate on your own here is a link where you can: hstb.givecloud.co/product/Donate/help-save-lives

    • @thebeautygirl79
      @thebeautygirl79 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      I don’t have any words other than I’m sorry; I lost my dad to cancer and I know the feeling. clearly what you’re going through is probably so much more overwhelming with everything going on at once. I hope Noah will get back to the states soon.
      you’re not alone in thinking that it feels like a nightmare; stay strong...thank you for sharing & know you are loved! your videos help & inspire me & so many people! don’t worry about “getting back on track” - do what you can. your dad, from what i gathered through your videos, was an incredibly special person - take care of yourself! we love you!! 💕✨🤗

    • @Daisy_2000
      @Daisy_2000 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I’m so very sorry for your lost may he rip

    • @olivertheemoji5424
      @olivertheemoji5424 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Grief is an extremely complicated emotion. I unfortunately was cursed with image of watching my mom take her last breath. And i feel your pain Renee me an many others do. Death is never easy but it is infact a part of Life. You'll get throu this kiddo. But you dont have to do it alone. I love you! Us total strangers love you we have watched your videos and you have shared your life with us an we thank you so much for that!!
      I have to say that this pain never really goes away but it changes. Time really does heal all wounds. Even yours Girl!!
      Oliver_the_emoji is my Instagram if you ever or if anyone needs to talk. Maybe that might be unsafe for me but at this point in my life i don't give a fuck

    • @AnyaGB
      @AnyaGB 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Renee, my heart goes out to you right now. I cant even imagine the pain you are going through 😔

    • @denicev5740
      @denicev5740 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I'm so sorry for you lost love. May his soul rest and your sadness be healed through time

  • @emilyskibitsky
    @emilyskibitsky 4 ปีที่แล้ว +417

    I have never been so heartbroken for someone I’ve never even met. I love and support you through everything

    • @MissyMotivational
      @MissyMotivational 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Emily Skibitsky What a lovely comment 💓 I also feel heartbroken for Renee. Xo

  • @jessicathiefels9502
    @jessicathiefels9502 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I love your authenticity. It's so powerful how when you can allow yourself to be open and vulnerable, how that allows others to do the same. Keep doing what you're doing, girl and I'm so sorry for your loss. Sending lots of love and healing your way.

  • @saraimartinez7063
    @saraimartinez7063 4 ปีที่แล้ว +39

    I lost my mother when I was 15 it’s been almost 6 years and it hurts it does I miss her everyday.but when my mom passed she gave me advice that helps me go through the toughest times of my life. That to trust God he is the best guidance through the toughest times. I’m so sorry that your dad passed away. sending lots of hope and love and I’ll be praying for you and your family ❤️

  • @AngelaKroska
    @AngelaKroska 4 ปีที่แล้ว +83

    Oh :( My dad passed away suddenly 5 years ago. The grief never goes away, but you learn a new way of life. Be kind to yourself, and know that you are supported. ♥️

  • @sami.calisto.eller.
    @sami.calisto.eller. 4 ปีที่แล้ว +49

    My heart is so broken for you. I can’t fathom the pain you and your family are feeling right now.. sending prayers, hugs, and love to you and your family 💜

  • @JJ-mu1si
    @JJ-mu1si 4 ปีที่แล้ว +89

    I’m so sorry.
    The only escape from this pain is time.
    Hang in there.

    • @hannahfleenor9864
      @hannahfleenor9864 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      This is truly the best comment. Thank you.

    • @Mabellucyanna
      @Mabellucyanna 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Hannah Fleenor yes I totally agree x

    • @mommased5697
      @mommased5697 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      You can always tell when someone that has actually been thru something like this gives advice. None of that "They are happy and healthy and in a better place" crap. That does nothing for the ones that are left here alone. Only time, facts....👌

    • @joc6117
      @joc6117 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Time can never erase

  • @cortraywashere
    @cortraywashere 4 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    Grief isn’t linear. It’s just love that doesn’t know how to handle itself. Take your time babe. Praying for you!

    • @weisabunny
      @weisabunny 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      This is so beautifully said. I completely agree 💜

    • @elmera.latorre9875
      @elmera.latorre9875 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      I absolutely love you. Thank you for this 🤧

  • @yasmine9867
    @yasmine9867 4 ปีที่แล้ว +71

    I'm so sorry for your loss Renee. I can't imagine. Stay strong. I'm sure he's so proud of you and the beautiful woman you've become

  • @BrittianyCalhoun
    @BrittianyCalhoun 4 ปีที่แล้ว +80

    It’s so hard watching this.. I’m writing this with tears in my eyes. You’re such an inspiration to many and you honestly motivate me so much. Take your time Renee. Please take care of yourself in all aspects (mentally, emotionally, spiritually, physically, etc..). Take your time with filming, we understand. Sorry to hear about your dad ♥️✨

  • @brittneys6904
    @brittneys6904 4 ปีที่แล้ว +65

    I lost my dad almost 2 years ago to suicide. It’s really weird at first, it does get ‘easier’ or at least it becomes a new normal. Hugs! Ours Dads are up in Heaven forming a band (mine to embarrass me when I get there) ❤️❤️

  • @Ashley_SF
    @Ashley_SF 4 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    I just wanted to say, my condolences for your loss dear. I can’t imagine what you must be going through and I wish you so much space to mourn to heal and remember him and his love for you 🤍

  • @thatnorachick
    @thatnorachick 4 ปีที่แล้ว +57

    I'm so sorry about your Dad. Sending love and I'm sure he is so proud of you.

  • @yasmeenaaviles8506
    @yasmeenaaviles8506 4 ปีที่แล้ว +80

    I've never wanted to hug someone more, so sorry for your lost. Take all the time you need. 🙏🙏

  • @jadecarmel4908
    @jadecarmel4908 4 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    I’m so sorry to hear this sweetheart can’t imagine how your feeling sending love too you xx

  • @maxmin2031
    @maxmin2031 4 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    Watching this today, reminded me of how my mom passed away some 10 years ago, right after the passing of aunt and grandma within 2 years. We were all staying under one roof and suddenly I am alone ever since. Those pain will diminish but never truly go away. Sorry for your loss. Hope you are feeling better now. And all these covid19 has somehow affected us all emotionally and just this morning, I found myself laying on bed crying inexplicably. What I trying to say, this is very hard time for everyone of us. Please stay strong, as what I have been telling myself these days. Things will definitely turn better from here. We will all make it through somehow

    • @dianabrown2258
      @dianabrown2258 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      So sorry for what you went thru ❤

  • @victoriagraaff
    @victoriagraaff 4 ปีที่แล้ว +73

    I had a feeling something was wrong. I am so sorry Renee. This is awful I can’t even imagine what you are going through right now. Sending you and your family endless love and comfort ❤️

  • @jeanamarie7156
    @jeanamarie7156 4 ปีที่แล้ว +37

    Silent 30’S viewer from Long Island NY. My heart absolutely bleeds for you, all of my love and thoughts are with you right now. You sharing this is more powerful then you could ever know. Stay strong, and look for his signs around you. 💕

  • @camillerutledge3987
    @camillerutledge3987 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Praying for your healing and PEACE THAT SURPASSES ALL UNDERSTANDING!! Sending you love from TX. Thank you for sharing your heart with us! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @candicetheconduit
    @candicetheconduit 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I came across this randomly in my feed. I'm am so incredibly sorry to hear of your loss. Sending you lots of love and hugs.

  • @cieravasso
    @cieravasso 4 ปีที่แล้ว +185

    That’s so horrible 💔 This is such a terrible time to lose someone so close to you and it’s so easy to feel more alone than ever, especially when you add social isolation on top of it! Please focus on your mental health first, and only worry about making videos if that’s what helps YOU get through this. There’s always a weird adjustment period after losing someone you love so please take a break if you need it ❤️

  • @ParkPulseOfficial
    @ParkPulseOfficial 4 ปีที่แล้ว +28

    I'm so sorry for your loss. You're such a kind, strong, and inspiring person. You have helped me get through my worst times and I will always be here for you if you need it. You will get through this. I love you so much!

  • @aliza_sophia
    @aliza_sophia 4 ปีที่แล้ว +39

    i’m so sorry for your lost😣 - i lost my dad when i was 12, for three years ago, i know how you feel, but remember, you GET THROUGH IT!❤️

    • @InjectMeSomeGlitter
      @InjectMeSomeGlitter 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      www.jw.org/en/library/magazines/watchtower-no3-2016-may/when-a-loved-one-dies/

    • @lillizabeth44
      @lillizabeth44 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      I was also 12 when I lost my dad. Worst age ever...right before becoming a teenager and starting middle school😖

    • @gavinhuang4521
      @gavinhuang4521 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Sorry for your loss. My mother past away from Ovarian cancer under 2 years ago. Was diagnosed too late as it was stage 4. I know what you are going through. It's such a raw feeling and everytime I bring it up with someone I break down. Not much said by anyone will help. But it does get easier overtime. Family has grown closer since then and support is stronger than ever. I hope you and your family takes care of each other and console in one another. All the best

    • @aliza_sophia
      @aliza_sophia 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      HisQueen420 i’m so sorry!😖 it’s was also the worst year for me, ever!😔 sometimes i don’t think about him, and sometimes i can cry, if i bring him up :/ but you know, i’m still kid, so it’s okay

    • @LastHolidayInSpace
      @LastHolidayInSpace 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      hey dont cry baby doll 🍩🍩🍩🍩 dolly parton says gud day xxx

  • @MaeJanaeBeauty
    @MaeJanaeBeauty 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Hey love, I literally been with you on this channel since you were at 500 subscribers! Yes, 500! I happen to come across your recent apartment tour video and seen this as well. Sending you love and hugs. I know it must not be easy with your father situation. my condolences love, really. and man, this coronavirus situation is uhhh. Stay positive and sending love! Lovely apartment by the way! Your success is beautiful!! Hope you have an easy transition into the Big city! I remember your florida days/vlogs. awwww XOXO

  • @dianaf9997
    @dianaf9997 4 ปีที่แล้ว +38

    My sincere Condoloces Renee, I saw this post in other place: Grief never ends ... but it changes. It's a passage, not a place to stay. Grief is not a sign of weakness, nor a lack of faith ... It is the price of love.❤️

  • @katiswan3160
    @katiswan3160 4 ปีที่แล้ว +260

    I’m sorry that your just lost your dad. I lost my dad to cancer. I understand how you feel right now.

    • @Alliappalachian
      @Alliappalachian 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I'm so sorry for your loss Katie.

    • @katiswan3160
      @katiswan3160 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Alli N.
      Thank you

    • @suetinz
      @suetinz 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Me too, Katie - and it does get easier. Never easy but easier ❤️

    • @myja100
      @myja100 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      My deepest condolences, sending all the love

    • @melindalee7112
      @melindalee7112 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Same. My dad died almost a year ago of colon cancer. I am now caring for my mother who has lung cancer. We are both in isolation. My condolences to you. Everyone stay safe.

  • @santiagobarbe2007
    @santiagobarbe2007 4 ปีที่แล้ว +43

    Listen, dear. I'm a 100% sure, that you can get through this hard moment. My dad died two years ago. I was in shock, and I couldn't believe it. But, trust me, I don't know who you are, but I'm sure you'll make it through, and you'll continue your life journey. I senf you strength!

  • @ciarabuchanan3374
    @ciarabuchanan3374 4 ปีที่แล้ว +49

    I lost my dad last month. It’s hard for me to wrap my head around my new reality.

  • @Sofia-tu4dl
    @Sofia-tu4dl 4 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    I’m so sorry you’re going through this extra hard time, Renee. You are a warrior and have helped so many people (including me), you are an inspiration. 💖

  • @billie-jeanlaing4818
    @billie-jeanlaing4818 4 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    Really sorry to hear about your loss Renee. I can only imagine how heartbroken you feel. Stay strong hun ❤️

  • @moniqueleyva6748
    @moniqueleyva6748 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    So sorry to hear this. 😢❤️ Sending so much love, prayers and strength to you. Your dad will live in your heart forever. Stay strong! 🌸

  • @CrazyzzzDudezzz
    @CrazyzzzDudezzz 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I’m really sorry that happened to you. You seem like a genuine and kind person.

  • @jadelegere3160
    @jadelegere3160 4 ปีที่แล้ว +71

    I have never wanted to go througuh the internet and just hug someone this badly... Sending ALLLL my love...

  • @Lulu-kt6gr
    @Lulu-kt6gr 4 ปีที่แล้ว +31

    I’m very sorry. I can’t imagine how heartbreaking that would be to lose someone so close to you, suddenly. You have the support and love of all of your viewers. Don’t feel rushed to get back. Take time for yourself.

  • @n0twist1
    @n0twist1 4 ปีที่แล้ว +33

    i lost my mother nearly 10 years ago. i still think about her and grieve everyday. time heals all wounds. his memory will stay with you forever

    • @InjectMeSomeGlitter
      @InjectMeSomeGlitter 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      www.jw.org/en/library/magazines/watchtower-no3-2016-may/when-a-loved-one-dies/

    • @Dani-jo9yr
      @Dani-jo9yr 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Jessica Wong So true and encouraging 🙏💓🌸

    • @rwright3395
      @rwright3395 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      I know how you feel . I lost my dad in a evil way . This old woman would not let me even let me see his body .she tried to get me arrested 3 times I miss him so .bless you & you lost I will pray for you

  • @abigailmarie4754
    @abigailmarie4754 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I’m so sorry Renee. Healing wishes are sent your way

  • @SimplyStudying
    @SimplyStudying 4 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    I am so sorry for your loss 💔 I can’t even imagine what you’re going through, and my deepest condolences to you and your family. I ask for strength for you and your family.

  • @JamieRenee101
    @JamieRenee101 4 ปีที่แล้ว +43

    I can’t even imagine Renee I am so sorry. Sending all my love.

  • @rebeccagonzales7765
    @rebeccagonzales7765 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    I am so sorry for your loss. I just started watching your videos. I enjoy watching while I work from home. You have such a calming voice and you are so positive. Thank you and God Bless you

  • @ChristineSanni
    @ChristineSanni 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    I am very sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing your story. May you find strength, peace, and understanding.

  • @admirbarucija2018
    @admirbarucija2018 4 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    I hope you’re staying safe and healthy Renee! Seeing your intro made me feel really bad, all of this will come to pass! 🤍 I’m so sorry

  • @ShortyTam
    @ShortyTam 4 ปีที่แล้ว +43

    I’m sorry you’re going through so much at the worst time. Give time time 🙏🏽

    • @fatedrivesyou7471
      @fatedrivesyou7471 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Give time time... that...is brilliant 💗

  • @LearnHawaiian
    @LearnHawaiian 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Aloha Renee, I'm so sorry for your loss. I just watched a video of you and your dad and I can't imagine what you are going through. . .. Thank you for sharing during this hard time. Much love to you.

  • @christianmamadiaries452
    @christianmamadiaries452 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    I’m so so sorry for your loss!! Thank you for being so vulnerable in such a hard time in your life. ❤️

  • @MrsChrisRedfield
    @MrsChrisRedfield 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    I'm so sorry to hear this Renee you poor poor thing :( we are all here for you. This is so hard :( sending all the love your way xxx

  • @natsbeautifullife
    @natsbeautifullife 4 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    I'm so sorry. My father also passed away about this time last year of cancer. Take your time to grieve. You will get through this. Much love and prayers to you.

  • @shanimarais9695
    @shanimarais9695 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Our deepest sympathy. May God comfort and be with you and your family. Lots of love from the Marais family in South Africa.

  • @jerrilyncarnesi3742
    @jerrilyncarnesi3742 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    God bless you! And I think your fathers looking down on you and he so proud of you. And he loves you. 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 this is going to change the world!!!

  • @allanwright5231
    @allanwright5231 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    Sorry to hear that Renee about your dad. My thoughts and prayers are with you. God bless you.

  • @itsarianaugalde
    @itsarianaugalde 4 ปีที่แล้ว +152

    I’m so sorry this is happening to you, Renee. My father also passed away unexpectedly when I was 16, so I understand you completely. It’s very hard to lose someone you love and it’s especially harder when you aren’t able to say your goodbye. I know things are tough right now, and I’m not gonna lie and say it’s gonna be alright because it’s gonna get tougher. I know you’re strong and you’ll pull through ❤️ Keep your head up! Prayers to you and your family.

    • @LAURENAL
      @LAURENAL 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I've been through the same at 16 too I know how it feels. It is the hardest thing to not be able to Say good bye. It is gonna be hard but it is also gonna be okay ♥️. Praying for you Renee

    • @alexarickard4076
      @alexarickard4076 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Wow, not a club I want to be in, but my dad died when I was 16 too (from a sudden heart attack). I'm so sorry. You don't expect it and your life CHANGES forever. Saying it out loud is SO hard, it does make it feel more real. I'm so sorry Renee! Sending my love to you and your family!

    • @tylerliom650
      @tylerliom650 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      My dad also passed away when I'm 16 due to heart attack. I know how it felt at the moment, u r all not alone. It made me appreciate the time I get to spend with my family. Stay strong girls❤️

  • @gretchenburton7184
    @gretchenburton7184 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    So sorry. It is truly devastating. Much love and praying for your comfort and solace 💝💝💝

  • @ryanadams8659
    @ryanadams8659 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    I am so sorry for your loss. You are strong and loved. Sending so many good vibes and prayers your way

  • @mhc562
    @mhc562 4 ปีที่แล้ว +113

    *To Renee & every person in this comment section that has lost a loved one, I am truly sorry & my condolences. Peace and love be with you.*

    • @xlovemeharder1667
      @xlovemeharder1667 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Michelle Hernandez Robles that’s really nice of you. Thank you.

  • @deejaytrapz8730
    @deejaytrapz8730 4 ปีที่แล้ว +28

    Stay strong You've helped many people including me
    Just remember
    The Storm will pass and the sun will shine again

  • @moreblessingmlambo6835
    @moreblessingmlambo6835 4 ปีที่แล้ว +40

    As many others have said we are praying for you I can’t imagine how your heartbroken you are feeling, but I believe God can comfort all the pain be encouraged
    ✨ 2 Corinthians 1:3-4 ✨Jesus Christ, the Father of compassion and the God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our troubles, so that we can comfort those in any trouble with the comfort we ourselves receive from God.”

  • @josephinearriaga7028
    @josephinearriaga7028 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Sorry I am deeply sorry for your loss. Your Dad sounds like a fun loving person. Stay safe and sending you love and keeping you in our thoughts.🌷🌹🙏

  • @gamergeek523
    @gamergeek523 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I’m so sorry for your loss! Sending you all my love and thoughts. Keep safe beautiful 😘😘

  • @ariella75
    @ariella75 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    I'm Soooooooooooo sorry for you Renne. Sending lots of love and prayers your way 🙏
    I can't see you this way I just can't
    I'm crying so bad
    I'm sorry for you

  • @ruthcamarillo185
    @ruthcamarillo185 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Hold on to those great memories of him, may his spirit live forever. Hugs ❤️😘

  • @asthasachania644
    @asthasachania644 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    I am so sorry for your loss.
    Time heals all wounds. Stay safe and take care of yourself!
    Love and support💕

  • @jadeharris3487
    @jadeharris3487 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I'm so sorry for your loss Renee. I can't even imagine losing someone so close. You're such a strong woman and he would be so proud of you. Sending you so much love. xxx

  • @SC-ny1me
    @SC-ny1me 4 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    I’m sorry for your loss. I lost my brother almost 3 years ago. He was my best friend and absolutely amazing. He was 22. My heart is still broken. I feel you.

    • @SC-ny1me
      @SC-ny1me 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      hopbap uranvvaar someone in Miami gave him a drug and laced it with fentanyl. Which is beyond deadly. 💔💔💔

    • @SC-ny1me
      @SC-ny1me 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      hopbap uranvvaar I think Tampa is good. I live in Hollywood. Miami is super busy and city like so it depends if you like that or not

  • @robbynv9900
    @robbynv9900 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Sorry for your lose. I'm a. New subscriber and I was glad to find your channel. Your story was very touching and also heartbreaking. Stay strong.

  • @briannapizzutilla2478
    @briannapizzutilla2478 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I’m so sorry for your loss. It broke my heart watching this. He is watching over you and will always be with you. Stay strong💕

  • @phoebe850208
    @phoebe850208 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Stay strong, Renee!! Sorry to hear that😢He’s a strong man and he’s an angel now😇 Your video always give me motivation and inspiration🙂

  • @Meagananja
    @Meagananja 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Oh hunny I’m so sorry. My condolences to you and your family ❤️

  • @london6982
    @london6982 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    sweet angel, my heart broke watching you cry. i’m so sorry for your loss, and thank you for being so raw and open about this traumatic time for you. it’s not easy to be so vulnerable. stay strong 💌

  • @elisanguyen881
    @elisanguyen881 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    You are so strong and brave. Thank you for persevering, for fighting through, and for being vulnerable. Thank you for being real with us. We’re in this together

  • @nyembidee1
    @nyembidee1 4 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    I'm truly sorry for your Dad's loss Renee.. praying for God's comfort over your family🙏🏽

  • @Moominteapot
    @Moominteapot 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    This is so sad, the same thing has happened to some dear friends of ours last night. Because of the Corona situation they were not allowed to stay with him in his last moments & another patient was horrific to them I guess out of fear , these are such dark days , can't believe any of it is happening.

  • @jacksontyler946
    @jacksontyler946 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Sending you love and light. So sorry for your loss. May you be showered with support and love from your friends, family and channel. 💕💕💕

  • @cmsotodiaz
    @cmsotodiaz 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I just want to send you a virtual hug. I’m so sorry for your loss. My father is my world and you are super strong to do this video.

  • @existentialfairy35
    @existentialfairy35 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    this broke my heart. i lost my dad unexpectedly too when i was 14, i’m turning 18 this year. i’m sending you all my love and hugs bc i know how you feel and you’ve helped me through a lot of my rough patches recently.🥺💗

  • @shikhajagarwal1100
    @shikhajagarwal1100 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I’m really sorry for your loss ney. This is just the toughest thing anyone can go through. I wish you strength.
    I haven’t been off social media because of the corona. My mental health is bad rn. All of us are very worried about all our loved ones.

  • @SavedbyGrace1157
    @SavedbyGrace1157 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Just subscribed. My heart breaks for you. My dad too just finished cancer treatment. Stage 3. He seems fine and this is my worst fear. I balled this whole video. Hang in there and know he is watching over you cheering you on. You have your biggest fan with you now at all times. ❤️❤️❤️

  • @annaauld3357
    @annaauld3357 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I can understand the emotions that you most be having, I’m in a similar situation myself. I haven’t been watching your videos for too long but I can see that you’re being really strong through everything and he would definitely be proud of you. That’s what I keep telling myself to get myself through the difficult times . If you ever need someone to talk to feel free to message me. I’ve been struggling this past week but unfortunately under this country’s current circumstances there aren’t any support groups or places people can turn to who are trying to grieve during this time.

  • @LaPrimaRara
    @LaPrimaRara 4 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    "Hug your loved ones..no, don't do that." I'm laughing through my tears. This too shall pass my dear young one, I send you a big virtual hug from Costa Rica. Stay safe.

  • @MeghinU
    @MeghinU 4 ปีที่แล้ว +28

    I'm so sorry for your loss Renee. My mother passed away when I was young and losing a parent is such a difficult thing. I hope you stay strong and try to remain busy during this time. Please take a break from youtube if you need it we all understand. Sending you love.

  • @monica6019
    @monica6019 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    My heart goes out to you. Every time you feel that heavy feeling, stop, literally stop and start praying. It will ease so much hurt and pain you have in your heart. Prayer really changes everything.❤❤❤

  • @kristinepope5890
    @kristinepope5890 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    I am so sorry for your loss!!!! I pray for the Peace that Passes All Understanding for you!!!

  • @bumblebeeeeeeeeeeee
    @bumblebeeeeeeeeeeee 4 ปีที่แล้ว +40

    I feel you, Renee

    • @lenasdrawings5792
      @lenasdrawings5792 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      hanna loka I‘m sorry for everything that happened to you. You did absolutely nothing wrong. Stay strong

    • @olgazuluaga9639
      @olgazuluaga9639 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      You did not do anything wrong. ALWAYS. Remember that. You should see a therapist or someone that will understand. Find a support group, and other people that know your feelings ❤️ Stay strong

    • @catscafeteria
      @catscafeteria 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    • @Sariine436
      @Sariine436 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      The reason is because she drank and eat too much milk, yogurt, dairy. 1-3% is genetic reason. You can also die from meat products, fish, eggs. Your closest friend probably doesn't know how to react or feel that or is fake and friends are temporary. Your boyfriend he might be interested in leaving you or he doesn't see the reason to be upset. keep an eye out. I recommend you to meditate daily to feel better and when you go to a higher vibrational state you will attract better things. Keep doing what your passionate about, do what makes you happy. Only you can believe in yourself, you can love ur self more than anyone else, choose to be happy. Better days are coming in the future.
      I recommend you to watch this in Netflix! "What The Health"

    • @lovemafiax
      @lovemafiax 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      :((

  • @audrakelloway3736
    @audrakelloway3736 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I love you girl! Hugs and prayers! ❤️

  • @carolebuckle7977
    @carolebuckle7977 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    So sorry for your hurt sweetie, my father passed suddenly of a massive heart attack aged 43 yrs old , a number of years ago. Be strong hun 🙏🏻💕xx

  • @lesliesanchez5712
    @lesliesanchez5712 4 ปีที่แล้ว +391

    The LORD is close to the brokenhearted; he rescues those whose spirits are crushed.
    Psalm 34:18
    Jesus loves you!

    • @ilovecreepyclowns
      @ilovecreepyclowns 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      He's never done anything for me, and I've been crying for decades (child sexual assault)...

    • @cyndimanka
      @cyndimanka 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Leslie Sanchez amen sister ❤️

    • @lesliesanchez5712
      @lesliesanchez5712 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@ilovecreepyclowns what do you mean He's never done anything for you?

    • @tamaraslay
      @tamaraslay 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Amen!!

    • @jessicacompton5371
      @jessicacompton5371 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Fiona Gall I’m so sorry. I hope you are able to find healing for yourself in whatever way is healing and comforting to you. 💜

  • @Siraya5
    @Siraya5 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    A big virtual hug, sweetheart. I can't imagine what you're going through right now.. :( So sorry for your loss. Wish you and your family strength in this difficult time.. Lots of love from the Netherlands xx

  • @stev9079
    @stev9079 4 ปีที่แล้ว +72

    I’m so sorry Renee. My dad passed away suddenly in 2013, when i was 23 years old. We were very close. I know how hard this must be but you will get through it. Sending you my love.

  • @Shawntiworld
    @Shawntiworld 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    I am so sorry to hear of your loss and sending you infinite love.

  • @annleal2021
    @annleal2021 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Prayers to you. Holding you in love & light. ❤

  • @charlottetaylor8164
    @charlottetaylor8164 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Hey,
    I never ever comment, but I needed to write these words. I lost my dad less than two months ago, he lost his battle to lung cancer and I was by his side for the last few weeks of his life. Although we didnt live under the same roof, I spent my summers with him. They were the best times of my childhood. He taught me so many life lessons, inspired and comforted me with his amazing travel stories. His hug was the warmest, most loving and the best thing in the world. He was one of my favourite people. He was the person I would happily tell people about because he just meant so much to me. I love him with all my heart. The last few days of his life were a struggle, and although he had no pain, he was very scared. It was horrible to see him go through that. I am far too young to lose a parent, and I still cant believe it has happened. The emotions and feelings haven’t sunk in. I have just been drip fed with sadness, and hopelessness and confusion and anger. But I know that I am not alone, he is a huge part of who I am today.
    A way I have been coping (!) is writing him letters, just to update him with life and whats going on. Its comforting in a strange way. I am anxious for what my journey of exception and realisation is going to go. I am truly, so deeply sorry for your loss. Sorry this is such a long comment, and i wish you the best x

  • @paige4946
    @paige4946 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I’m sitting over here balling my eyes out because of how much I feel for you. I am so sorry you’re going through this right now. What’s going on in the world has to make it so much harder on top of you just moving across the country. I hope you get the support you need and better times come fast. ♥️♥️

  • @user-fg3sm9db3j
    @user-fg3sm9db3j 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    I am so sorry for your loss. I have never seen your channel but I'm sure your Dad is very proud of you. Sending you my prayers and thoughts. 🙏💕

  • @lidapearce3078
    @lidapearce3078 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    God bless you lovely girl! Things seem crazy but you are not alone. You will get through this! Xo

  • @HarryThomasPictures
    @HarryThomasPictures 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Oh sweetheart I’m so sorry all you’ve been through this month. Your father would be extremely proud of you, you are the best daughter he could have asked for. This year has been hard, stay strong you are the strongest character I know. Thinking of you, sending you much love and giving you the hugest hug❤️❤️❤️!

  • @charlottereuter1401
    @charlottereuter1401 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I feel so heartbroken after watching this! I am so sorry for your loss Renee. Nothing that anyone of us will wish you or write in your comment section will help you much in this situation but I just want you to know that we are all there for you and I admire the strength that you showed in this video! You are such a strong and inspiring woman! Thank you for sharing this very private video with us but don’t feel pressured to upload videos. We understand that you have to rest and recover! Lots of love

  • @lexikelmer6197
    @lexikelmer6197 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Prayers for you girl

  • @zenjen44
    @zenjen44 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    I'm so sorry for your loss. Much love to you. Glad you are going home:)