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Mama T knows how hard this has been on you the past couple months. You have always told us you could never tour in a band but when Herman approached you it was like a chance of a life time and you put all your feelings aside. When reality set in, the uncertainty took over and fear set in. Honesty is the best medicine Steve and I am proud that your manned up and told the truth. You could of lied and just said you had too much to do and couldn't take the time off to join the tour but you are not a coward. Your audience will appreciate your honesty and respect you for it. Herman Li is so compassionate and non judgemental. Dragonforce you guys rule.
Love you Mama T! Thanks for being there for me during the hardest times. I look back and wonder why I even agreed to do the tour, knowing my struggles. I guess my judgement was just clouded by this huge opportunity. But I still feel bad after quitting on them. Their compassion is just another reason to love DragonForce!!
Vermin like you will pick literally any opportunity as a means to promote your shit, it seems. Your kind makes me wish there was a hel. Thriving on another's misery...
Steve T : amazing guitarist with incredible appealing perona - can't handle the stage. Me : horribly incapable guitarist with a shitshow personality - easily can make fool of myself on stage. Life is just unfair. I'd love to switch the last part with you.
Life is hard and complicated sometimes and I’m glad you’re taking care of yourself. Major props to Dragonforce for being understanding. Thanks for sharing with everyone.. that takes a lot of strength to do.
Coming from someone that has dealt with this first hand, it takes a big person to recognize their issues and do what needs to be done to help themselves. Good on ya man.
@Mike Cranston Kind of. Sadly the only way to win with anxiety is to face your particular fear. I know it's easier said than done, but it could have been therapeutic. If the fear was too great to face, he needs to consult psychologist. The sooner the better.
@Mike Cranston that is clearly coming from someone that has NEVER had to deal with anxiety or depression. When he says crippling anxiety, that's not just an expression, it really is. It's like something takes over your body and you have NO control over it.
@@PuerRidcully how do you know he hasn't seen someone about this? And sometimes it's just not possible to face your fears at that moment. You need to take steps. Small steps first, then work your way up. And the time it takes varies on the person. It could be years for some people to fully get back to where they were before.
@@darrenchesterton6410 Yes, I agree, but the steps need to be constant - you can't stop. Maybe Dragonforce tour was too big of a step, but the effects, if he succeeded would be that much stronger. The dude is 34, if he worked on his anxieties since his early 20s he could have been ready by now to face the tour. I'm afraid he's surrounded by people enabling his anxiety, which makes it that much harder to come out of them.
Darren Chesterton don’t speculate about someone as a defence for your arguments. What he said is true . Anxiety makes u feel a way that can hold you back but it’s you that makes the choices to do something or not and it’s those choices that affect your anxiety in the long term. Whenever someone’s avoids being uncomfortable or avoids a scary idea they’re choosing comfort and that’s not gonna help it’ll just make the anxiety worse . But more u push yourself to actually do what’s makes I anxious the less anxious you’ll feel over time till it barely if at all bothers you . This is fact .
Not really as he obviously has to admit it. He cannot just suddenly dissapear off dragon force after turning down an offer and never speak about it again. Obviously he's going to have to admit it it has nothing to do with having balls or breing brave.
Stevie, I didn't leave my house for two years cause of agoraphobia. Now I'm in a band and playing in front of people you can overcome it man I have faith in you ♥️♥️
TBH: You did the right thing Steve. You should now start small, with making friends: outside of TH-cam, outside of the music world just to learn what your value really is. It should be about you from now on. You are a hero to us already.
Ever since your “why I don’t play live” I figured it was about your anxiety, I even explained to people when they asked about you on Herman streams. Theres nothing to be shamed about, your health comes first man.
Definitely! I've battled fear and anxiety my whole life as well. Nothing to be ashamed of, if you are not ready, you're not ready. Stay positive and forget the trolls! 🙏👍
I know this was made a while back, but it never hurts to tell someone this: we love you Steve and support you. You’re videos bring me so much joy when it feels like the world is coming down on me, and I know other fans feel the same way. It sucks dealing with anxieties sometimes, but just cause you didn’t do the tour doesn’t make us think any less of you and doesn’t make you a bad person. You’re still so awesome Steve, and thanks for so much laughter and joy! 🤘
Agreed, but there is a difference between normal anxiety, and having something like an anxiety disorder, which usually includes panic attacks, and generally ruins any hope of having any "quality of life". Not sure if that's where Stevie is at, but I know I have been there many times, put myself through hell to perform only to feel worse than having never done it at all. Given the right scenario and preparation, I think most any fear can be transcended, however going from TH-cam to Dragonforce might not have been the jump Stevie could make at this time in his life, no worries, he is still inspiring and "out there" in the world with his TH-cam channel. Glad he was honest, takes a lot to admit he has some difficulties with anxiety; actually makes him more relatable to a lot of us that possess similar skills but find it difficult to get out there.
Stay strong Steve. I’ve battled with certain anxietys and depression. At one point in my life I resorted to self abuse. That was an all time low. A week after I was taken to therapy, I found your videos. after I started watching yours and other people’s videos, they brought me out of depression and I was pulled from therapy because I was “cured” as my therapist stated. I still have certain anxieties but they are not as severe. With your help (and trivium and hatebreed) I’m on my way to becoming a happier person.
You're so brave Stevie. Saying "I can't" can actually be very hard. Standing up in front of the whole world and saying "I couldn't, and this is why", takes tons of guts.
This is hard for me brother. This is a dream of almost EVERY child who gets into playing an instrument. But I understand I know how bad this must have been for you. But that fact you were even offered the spot speaks volumes. Keep treading forward man.
"Hopefully someday I can overcome this". I hope that means you're currently getting professional treatment for this crippling anxiety because it sucks that it's prevented you from taking up such a great opportunity. I've been there (albeit not being asked to play with Dragonforce) and it sucks. All the best.
Hey, I actually feel like this before regional sport events. I used to get invited by friends to participate in soccer regional events and it would really occupy my mind 1 to 2 weeks before it happens. Even them asking me for such stuff would cause me to panic a little bit, and my natural reaction is to say that "I would love to, but I can't because "insert casual excuse here, but thanks"" or, more lately "I don't want, but thanks for the invitation". I always thought this was normal and something I should fight against, which I tried to but I couldn't cope with the overwhelming feeling of anxiety and stress. I couldn't live normally anymore. Is this something I should ask for help, and some kind of medical condition? Let me know what you think, cause nobody that knows me told me I should seek for help, so I thought this wasn't nothing to care about. (And yeah, I also have big fear of stages and crowds looking at me. I had an experience of participating in a little theatre for school, which went pretty well, but never tried again because the moments before that were excruciating.)
@@johnbeard7252 In my personal, non-professional opinion, if feelings of anxiety/panic are stopping you from doing things you want to do it can't hurt to see a doctor and bounce a few things off them. They will be able to provide the best advice. But yeah, you'd be amazed at what a bit of therapy can do.
This was a genuine and transparent video. I couldn't even imagine the pressure of your very first tour being with a world famous band like that. It's great that you're all still on good terms.
Man, I respect the heck out of Dragonforce for being so supportive of your decision to put your health first. And I respect the heck out of you for making this video and addressing the situation. It can't have been easy! I'm not the best at writing these types of comments, haha.. but as someone suffering with anxiety as well, I can't thank you enough for how much your videos have helped. Whenever I can't find the motivation to even pick up my bass, it's nice to know that your videos are just a few clicks away. They're my go-to for inspiration (or just a good laugh!), and a lot of other people would say the same :D Keep doing what you're doing, at your own pace. We your fans love you and will always have your back, Steve!
Thanks so much!! I got your back too! I can verify DragonForce is the coolest band out there. The nicest dudes ever. DragonForce fans deserve to know that!
Steve I gotta say that I got choked up on this one. Every time I watch you it makes me bust a gut laughing. It's like your the Robin Williams of guitar. Your at the top of your game, yet you are down to earth like most of us. Robin also suffered with crippling depression...[ I know ] DUH ! I'm 54 and was an addict since 11. After my 1st wife and 2 sons were born...[ well she was actually born before them ] haha I had to do 13 yrs in prison. I was released in 09' and got married again and got the best job I'd ever had. It all crashed down about 4 yrs ago . Now I'm living in a camper on my estranged son & daughter in laws property. I've not spoken with my wife for those 4 yrs. I've been clean for close to 20 yrs but I live the life of a recluse. I've got great gear but rarely play like I used to. I stay in a state of depression and lonely. I realize this is all self inflicted. Anyways you'd be amazed at how important your work is to people like myself. To anyone reading this I apologize if this brings you down.
The thing is, no one is in the same boat, we're all in the same storm. Some people have a yacht, some people have a canoe, and some people have a pool noodle. But with you, in doesn't matter what boat you have, you're always trying to help someone else out to get through this storm
Completely understand man, I can't even go to the store without getting tunnel vision, I can't hear anything besides my heart beating in my ears, and my hands and face go completely numb. Sometimes I start sweating like I just ran 4 miles. Anxiety is more than just feeling stressed, it totally takes over your life. I could only imagine what you were feeling as time went by and the date of the tour slowly approached. To hear that someone I look up to and makes me laugh constantly shares similar problems honestly helps a lot. We most definitely are in this boat together and I appreciate everything you do here on TH-cam. We love you man!
A year later, I'm watching this again and it took me back to the days when I had crippling anxiety. 4 years later, here I am completely rid of it and living a normal life. Stay strong and everything will be fine 🙏
I never thought Stevie T would break my heart, but here we are. Seriously, so much respect for how you have handled yourself, and please don't beat yourself up over this decision. You are amazing.
Anxiety is a bitch. I couldn't even imagine the weight of something like that. It's easy to see why drugs can be so appealing with with musicians, to take the edge off.
well yeah it really seemed so and I have no problem with that. I had only some mixed feelings when he began to advertise something in the beginning. It bothered me just a little bit, but I guess I understand his situation. Still, I think it is weird to discuss a serious topic about anxiety before some ads in the video. I don't blame him though, yet it would seem a little humbler If he didn't do that just for this one video at least.
You should have had hot sister play bass for them and then nobody would have known it was you 😀. In seriousness, it is great you were able to be honest with yourself before a breakdown happened and handled everything with honesty.
Man it sux to know others go through this too. I've been fortunate to be in 3 different full time touring bands which is the only love of my life but also at the same time the most miserable as well due to anxiety. I've always wondered how can something I love so much and am so passionate about also cause me so much stress and crippling anxiety to use your very accurate term. It's so strange...same scenario every day on tour....everything is fine all the way till the end of soundcheck. As soon as soundcheck is over the anxiety begins and progressively gets worse and worse....mine always went to my stomach and shoulders so then I wouldn't eat before showtime and as we got back to the venue for showtime the panic attacks would start and my entire body would begin to clench up to the point I'd realize I was not breathing normally at all and sort of holding my breath making the problem worse. Then the mental part would kick in and all I could think about was what I was going to do if it got so bad that I had to throw up while on stage performing. IT SUCKED! Fortunately though even though there were many times I almost had to stop the set early I only had to do this once over the years and that was a horrifying experience. Normally if I could just fight through it and make it through the first 5-6 songs, I could get the anxiety to pass and then actually feel good, have fun, and enjoy performing the rest of the show. SO weird. I have racked my brain trying to understand this. I do not attribute it to "stage fright" as I have played thousands of shows and love being on the stage performing. It's just all the pre-show anxiety that cripples me and I have come to realize that I think it's because I'm stressing myself and worrying about things that are completely out of my control. Things such as.."Are we gonna have a big crowd tonight?"....."Will the crowd like us?"..."Is my amp gonna go out during the show?"...."Am I gonna break a string during the show?" Just a bunch of "What if's" that I would let take over my mind and make me completely miserable and physically sick for about 4-6 hours a day between soundcheck and 4-5 songs into our first set. Anyway.....Stevie thank you for sharing your truth and from someone that completely understands...I get it and it sux and I don't wish this crap on anyone. Fight on bro!
What you have done in this video is incredibly brave and my respect for you has skyrocketed. I too struggle with severe anxiety and depression and I have focused my energies on composition rather than performing. This is the first year where I’m actually going to perform in front of an audience in over 20 years. Please know you are having a super positive effect on my life -and I’m sure in the lives of many more- and I cannot thank you enough. I hope one day you can conquer your demons and being honest about them, like you are in this video, is a step on the right direction. Sending you lots of good vibes and much love!
I wish more people would be as open and honest as this. I have crippling anxiety and depression too. I was diagnosed with GAD and SAD along with a couple other things over a decade ago. For some reason, those things went away while I was on stage. It took playing in front of large crowds for years and everyone encouraging me for me to finally come out of my shell, but then I was doing hair whips, head banging, jumping off PA speakers and more and I loved it. Try to push yourself, but don't feel bad if you don't feel up to it.
As someone who doesn't have crippling anxiety, touring with a hyper technical band like dragonforce would be a real mind crusher. I can't blame you one bit. Keep doing what your doing your fans got your back. Cheers
I Appreciate your honesty. It’s a good thing we are more open about these things now. Everyone has their own issues, it’s OK. Forgive yourself, it’s the first thing you have to do.
I've played guitar for 20 years, give or take, and have played in bands for about 15 of those years. I understand and FEEL this video to my core. As someone who also struggles with bad GAD (Generalized Anxiety/Panic Disorder) and depression I know EXACTLY the feelings and thoughts you were experiencing Stevie. You talked about accepting the tour and then the closer it got you felt yourself having a mental breakdown... That one really hit home for me. I remember our first "tour", it was a 5 city run and I remember being SOOO stoked about it, being able to pay our music in front of people who wanted to see us live... And then the same feelings you were having hit... I remember we were about 2-3 days from the first gig and I couldn't eat anymore, couldn't sleep, all my thoughts were focused on the show. My body hurt,I had constant headaches, I would have panic attacks out of nowhere. So I went to a doctor and was told that I was having panic attacks and was suffering from anxiety associated with my life in music. He prescribed me some medications that eased the symptoms enough for me to get through the shows. Those medicines were there start of the most terrible chapter in my life, addiction. I was prescribed hydrocodone and Ativan for headaches and panic attacks. I literally lost everything because of it... But, everyday is a gift... and I refuse to just lay down and give up, I refuse to let addiction, anxiety, or depression dictate who I am...Anyhow, I just wanted you to know you're not alone Stevie. Thanks for sharing your story...
Dealing with anxiety and depression is a very difficult thing man. It's even harder talking about it, especially on a platform like youtube. Mad respect
Theres no need for that just explain it to him It's more difficult in many ways as it's more personal and many people feel that exposing that more vulnerable side of themselves could lead to it being exploited
I can imagine this was an difficult decision for you, and I’m glad you’re putting yourself first. The opportunities that might’ve followed would not have been worth your well-being. I sometimes daydream about performing with famous bands, but in reality, I nearly have a panic attack when I have to do a presentation in front of 6 people at work. Honestly, I even get nervous about releasing new music for my modest following. You’ve found your outlet, and I’m sure your followers have nothing but respect for you for being so forward and sincere on this matter. I know I do.
honestly so many people would have done the same thing...wanting to do it but can’t due to where they’re at personally. wow what an honor and opportunity, and it def sucks you had to pass it up due to dealing w anxiety. it was better that you said something beforehand instead of going until you either let them down too late, or woke up in a straight jacket. learning EFT tapping helped me w anxiety along w learning about which vitamins (Bvit complex) and minerals (calcium, magnesium, zinc) along w proBiotics and fermented foods like sauerkraut and yogurt all help restore balance in the gut biome. along w daily sunshine will help. it won’t be an end all answer to everything but could help you make a first step towards being able to better engage socially without the blowback of crippling anxiety before or after (regret/overthinking/dwelling) velarian essential oil from young living 2-5 drops orally/eaten helps, I prefer eating the oil bc it doesn’t smell good to me for being an essential food grade oil. lowering oxalate intake slowly will help as well...
I had no idea he suffered so badly with anxiety. I do myself like many of us and even missed out on many opportunities because of it. Stevie rocks, good on him for sharing this.
Hey man, you have the cojones for being so honest and ethical. Assertiveness is something beautiful that many people lack, but you don't, sir. keep doing what you do best, entertaining us and helping people overcome anxiety 👍
Stevie, I hope it makes you happy to know that your videos honestly make my life 100x better. Seriously, they are so funny and enjoyable!!! I also understand about the anxiety/depression, I have in the past (and still do on occasion ) deal with that. I hope you feel better now, just know that we are all so proud of you for getting this opportunity in the first place, you 100% deserved it. At the end of the day, you did what was best for you, and that's the most important thing. Also, Herman Li is a very understanding guy, and just remember that they completely understand. I know this was almost a year ago, but I hope you're okay💕😁
As someone who has suffered from heavy depression I can imagine how hard it can be sometimes Steve. Thank you for all the laughings you give us. You are a great guy.
Just sub'd and smashed the hell out of all those notification thingamajigs just for that awesome and unfortunate talk...I too know a little something about that very subject and almost same opportunity, except mine was with a little known band called Alter Bridge, which I'm sure you know used to be Creed, except trade Myles Kennedy for Scott Stapp...Now mine wasn't as awesome of an opportunity as yours, but a chance nonetheless to tour with my all time favorite band. I won't bore you with all the details, just know you are not alone in this fight. Thanks for doing what you did as I'm positive you just helped more than you know, and for that I sincerely Thank you. I also subscribed because my 8 year old grandson had been watching you for I don't know how long. You're an awesome guitarist, an awesome musician and an even better role model. Thanks for letting us in your world via TH-cam !!!
I deal with the same kind of anxieties and if something gets in my head like that you're right, it consumes you. It's awesome that you are so honest to everyone about it, super cool.
I can't even begin to imagine how hard this stuff is for you! But your mental health is far more important than anything else right now. I hope you aren't beating yourself up too much over it, it's so brave to put yourself out there like this. You are still a favorite in this household and that won't change anytime soon!
Thank you so much! I was more bummed out cause I didn't want to let DragonForce down. But they were 100% cool with me!! Still one of my fave bands!! Haha
@@SteveTerreberry sounds like they where super decent about it all though! You have helped much more people than you've let down, guarantee you that! X
5:17 that 3d cartoon version of Stevie T was really good. who ever draws and reanimated that. Stevie T would make a animation and recreate all of his videos into animated 3D version.
Hey Stevie. I'm not sure how long ago this was but I think it was extremely brave coming clean the way you did about your motivations for not doing the tour. I have been in a similar situation in the past and its not easy thing to do. I definitely enjoy your videos though man. They always make me laugh and I think you are an awesome player. Take care bro! Keep putting content up and Ill keep watching! Glenn
I experience bouts of (occasionally severe) depression and anxiety. Hang in there. I have so much respect for you announcing this. If more people were more outspoken about this subject, mental health could lose its stigma and more people would feel more comfortable seeking needed help. Love the vids!
Hey Steve, I have a 34 year old son who has anxiety issues and it stops him from doing things he wants to do, and things like certain jobs that he needs to do. So I have seen first hand what people with anxiety issues have to deal with. I watched your other video about why you don't play live, I had no idea you were going out with DragonForce, had I have known I would have wondered if you would be able to handle it, hoping you could! Hang in there Steve!
I know I'm late to this, but don't feel bad. I too deal with anxiety especially when it comes to performing. So many times i've tried to perform on my own for school events and I've even had my band/choir teachers offer me a spot in contest but I always haveto decline. I could agree to it and just force myself to do it, but I know it would destroy me. I totally understand what you were feeling on a personal level. No need to apologize for having anxiety. I sympathize so hard Stevie. So just keep rocking, doing your thing, and I know maybe one day you'll get an opportunity again and you'll feel better about it. Love you Stevie! Keep on being amazing!❤
Stevie: I'm gonna lighten up the mood with a game that has been near and dear to me over the past few months. Me: *please don't be Raid, please don't be Raid, please don't be Raid* Stevie: Why, it is Raid: Shadow Legends! Me: *drops toaster into bath tub*
The amount of people with such similar ad reads for it tells me all I need to know. But, they've obviously got a mad advertising budget cause fucking everyone is on board.
Yeah when channels start whoring themselves out for sponsors, I start losing interest. I do like some channels that have sponsors. My fav channel (Mighty Car Mods) has sponsors but they do it in a tasteful way. They used to blur the packaging of certain products they used, and now they don't. So now we can see what oil they use. And they recently got a sponsorship with Ryobi and have convinced them to donate to charity. And sometimes they build stuff to promote stuff. Which I have no real issue with. They advertised the Transformers movie by building a Barra powered Cresta drag car then raced a bunch of cars including a Bumblebee style Camaro. IDK if you're going to have sponsors, they should be relevant and should actually be a product that you promote for more than just the monetary gains. For example if Stevie T got sponsored by a guitar string company and gave them a shout out at the end of the episode, no problem. This shitty game tho, problem. I see it everywhere and it makes me sad.
honestly they're probably really happy that you had the balls to pull out early rather than go out with them and then have a problem out on the road with them when it'll be way harder for anyone to deal with. anxiety sucks balls, and it's extremely brave to be able to admit your own flaws. good luck man!
Hello! Right. How many dicks would have been like 'man I've got this' only to crash and burn during the tour. I'm guessing they appreciate and respect his honesty.
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Good job Steve
I have ideas for you, "I react to ghost" listen to, mummy dust, Pinnacle to the pit, cirice, Elizabeth, and absolution, maybe mary on a cross. Second idea is "Can you headbang to movie scores? React to the godzilla 2014 opening credits
I’ve done similar things for the same reason, my friend. You got my support.
Same here, brother. It's not fun, but we press on.
3 mill subscribers didn’t know you were big till I saw that check mark on your name
It happens to the best my friend.
Holy crap it's you
Same here guys
Mama T knows how hard this has been on you the past couple months. You have always told us you could never tour in a band but when Herman approached you it was like a chance of a life time and you put all your feelings aside. When reality set in, the uncertainty took over and fear set in. Honesty is the best medicine Steve and I am proud that your manned up and told the truth. You could of lied and just said you had too much to do and couldn't take the time off to join the tour but you are not a coward. Your audience will appreciate your honesty and respect you for it. Herman Li is so compassionate and non judgemental. Dragonforce you guys rule.
Love you Mama T! Thanks for being there for me during the hardest times. I look back and wonder why I even agreed to do the tour, knowing my struggles. I guess my judgement was just clouded by this huge opportunity. But I still feel bad after quitting on them. Their compassion is just another reason to love DragonForce!!
Awwwn your mom rocks Stevie
Bless you Both ❤
Thats sweet
@@SteveTerreberry it's all ok Steve we still love u
Sorry it didn’t work out, Steve. Stay strong, and keep pushing your boundaries. Major respect!
Vermin like you will pick literally any opportunity as a means to promote your shit, it seems. Your kind makes me wish there was a hel. Thriving on another's misery...
John A. Zoidberg yikes
@@DefectivePieceofChalk Shhh.
@Robbi Rose Yes. But am I wrong?
r/ahole john
Step one: it's a strange joke he made
2: ow, wait, is he serious about this?
3: naaah it's Stevie c'mon!
4: wait a minute
5: stroke
Yes!!!!!
so true. we are more upset about it than steve himself.
Omg he looks like he's on the verge of tears
I'm sorry you're going through a hard time buddy
We all love you
Nice samoyed
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There's your 666th like!!! 🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘
@@thatmetaldad5286 oh holy fuck I never even noticed this got more than like
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Amazing
Absolutely astounding
You can hear it in his voice omg, you're right.
“Crippling”. That’s exactly the word I use when I describe my anxiety to others. I feel you brother. Rock on!!!
That's the word I'd use too if it shut down one of the greatest opportunities a guy can dream of xD
Same brother
You were still _offered_ to do this and that’s an accomplishment. Be proud.
Kyle Hickey he choked...
Obsolutely!
@@davewaveradio390 ahahahha
Yep
@@omontrosa3393 how the fuck is that funny
Stevie: *touches a bass*
Davie fans: allow us to introduce ourselves
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Steve T : amazing guitarist with incredible appealing perona - can't handle the stage.
Me : horribly incapable guitarist with a shitshow personality - easily can make fool of myself on stage.
Life is just unfair. I'd love to switch the last part with you.
hey same
Same
Plenty of that in my past....happy days..
You can’t have performance anxiety when you know you’ll play badly anyways
Life is hard and complicated sometimes and I’m glad you’re taking care of yourself. Major props to Dragonforce for being understanding. Thanks for sharing with everyone.. that takes a lot of strength to do.
Herman talked to you about his anxieties for an hour what a guy it just goes to show that metal gods are people too
Wise words kid from jimmy neutron
"Play that Davie!"
I have my own anxiety issues, and just wanted to tell you, you're not alone.
is that a pun? there's a DragonForce song called "You're not Alone"
BASS
he played the bass with a pick
@@temporarey9698 *O M G*
Davie504
Stevie: *picks on a bass* Play that Davie.
Davie: NO! That's illegal.
Efe Dalgıc if you do that again I will call the police
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@@joshrepik EPIC
SLAP LIKE NOW and I will end this man's career
Davie said he can’t play bass. @davie504 owns the Bass.
Coming from someone that has dealt with this first hand, it takes a big person to recognize their issues and do what needs to be done to help themselves. Good on ya man.
@Mike Cranston Kind of. Sadly the only way to win with anxiety is to face your particular fear. I know it's easier said than done, but it could have been therapeutic. If the fear was too great to face, he needs to consult psychologist. The sooner the better.
@Mike Cranston that is clearly coming from someone that has NEVER had to deal with anxiety or depression. When he says crippling anxiety, that's not just an expression, it really is. It's like something takes over your body and you have NO control over it.
@@PuerRidcully how do you know he hasn't seen someone about this? And sometimes it's just not possible to face your fears at that moment. You need to take steps. Small steps first, then work your way up. And the time it takes varies on the person. It could be years for some people to fully get back to where they were before.
@@darrenchesterton6410 Yes, I agree, but the steps need to be constant - you can't stop. Maybe Dragonforce tour was too big of a step, but the effects, if he succeeded would be that much stronger. The dude is 34, if he worked on his anxieties since his early 20s he could have been ready by now to face the tour. I'm afraid he's surrounded by people enabling his anxiety, which makes it that much harder to come out of them.
Darren Chesterton don’t speculate about someone as a defence for your arguments. What he said is true . Anxiety makes u feel a way that can hold you back but it’s you that makes the choices to do something or not and it’s those choices that affect your anxiety in the long term. Whenever someone’s avoids being uncomfortable or avoids a scary idea they’re choosing comfort and that’s not gonna help it’ll just make the anxiety worse . But more u push yourself to actually do what’s makes I anxious the less anxious you’ll feel over time till it barely if at all bothers you . This is fact .
Takes a lot of balls to admit it... Spoken like a true artist.
Not really as he obviously has to admit it. He cannot just suddenly dissapear off dragon force after turning down an offer and never speak about it again. Obviously he's going to have to admit it it has nothing to do with having balls or breing brave.
Lol artist? Get real. Dude is a corny guitar TH-camr.
StevieT: *play that Davie*
Davie504: *tries playing*. “Pick is illegal.”
He's calling the police!
@@Opuskrokus What?!Thats illegal!
@@empty_set_ Slap like now!
O M G, He is using H A C K S
What?! Playing bass with a pick it's *i l l e g a l*
Stevie, I didn't leave my house for two years cause of agoraphobia. Now I'm in a band and playing in front of people you can overcome it man I have faith in you ♥️♥️
Are you Steven's brother?
@@abohsukampret no lol
TBH: You did the right thing Steve. You should now start small, with making friends: outside of TH-cam, outside of the music world just to learn what your value really is. It should be about you from now on. You are a hero to us already.
This really breaks my heart every time, I saw them on that tour and they mentioned you.
Hope you're looking after yourself well
I was the one that put Steve’s name on their Wikipedia 😂
You're a hero.
This comment doesn’t have enough likes
It's true, I was the Wikipedia
Me too 🤣
Me too
You should maybe wear a mask or something like buckethead you could be watering can head or something
Being anonymous would certainly help my anxieties!! Haha!
Daft Punk, buckethead....
Stevetereberry
Don't you know? Stevie IS Buckethead.
No he should do something like slipknot playing beer kegs
Did someone say Buckethead? Woo!!
Damn those eyes are of a man who has been crying all night. Stay strong Stevie T.
@@halahajie2983 this isn't the place to advertise
Hala Hajie what’s wrong with you
FeelsStrongMan
@@bishop2334
What did they write originally? It doesn't say "edited" or anything...
@@_JayRamsey_ it was someone who replied. They were asking people to look at their YT channel and music.
any TH-camr: *needs sponsoring*
raid shadow legends: it's free real estate
"I cant say sorry enough" Spoken like a true Canadian. 👍
Loool
Lol I hadn't even noticed that
Ever since your “why I don’t play live” I figured it was about your anxiety, I even explained to people when they asked about you on Herman streams.
Theres nothing to be shamed about, your health comes first man.
Definitely! I've battled fear and anxiety my whole life as well. Nothing to be ashamed of, if you are not ready, you're not ready. Stay positive and forget the trolls! 🙏👍
I agree .to right its would of been a massive step to take but would you be happy ?
Davie504: What? You’re challenging me to an epic bass battle?
GuitarBoii "I'm calling the police. He plays guitar. I need. B A S S!"
O M G
Epic
that would be mind blowing
SLAPP
I know this was made a while back, but it never hurts to tell someone this: we love you Steve and support you. You’re videos bring me so much joy when it feels like the world is coming down on me, and I know other fans feel the same way. It sucks dealing with anxieties sometimes, but just cause you didn’t do the tour doesn’t make us think any less of you and doesn’t make you a bad person. You’re still so awesome Steve, and thanks for so much laughter and joy! 🤘
"All challenges are scary at first"
-Goku
Johnny B. bruh
The best comment ever.
Knowledge droppppppp
Agreed, but there is a difference between normal anxiety, and having something like an anxiety disorder, which usually includes panic attacks, and generally ruins any hope of having any "quality of life". Not sure if that's where Stevie is at, but I know I have been there many times, put myself through hell to perform only to feel worse than having never done it at all. Given the right scenario and preparation, I think most any fear can be transcended, however going from TH-cam to Dragonforce might not have been the jump Stevie could make at this time in his life, no worries, he is still inspiring and "out there" in the world with his TH-cam channel. Glad he was honest, takes a lot to admit he has some difficulties with anxiety; actually makes him more relatable to a lot of us that possess similar skills but find it difficult to get out there.
@@Soloist1983 lol okay
stevie: plays bass with pick
davie504: O M G
Kinda hard to play DF with fingers
Pick > Slap
"I'm calling the police" 😂😂😂
Slap ass
Duck SLAPP>pick
Sucks when bad anxiety gets in the way of fun shit. I’ve missed out on so much due to my severe anxiety
me too Joey. Me too.
Stay strong Steve. I’ve battled with certain anxietys and depression. At one point in my life I resorted to self abuse. That was an all time low. A week after I was taken to therapy, I found your videos. after I started watching yours and other people’s videos, they brought me out of depression and I was pulled from therapy because I was “cured” as my therapist stated. I still have certain anxieties but they are not as severe. With your help (and trivium and hatebreed) I’m on my way to becoming a happier person.
You can hear him not feeling like his talking to a camera, but a person in this one
so he's yelling at them?
@@JohnSmith-ge5if what?
You're so brave Stevie. Saying "I can't" can actually be very hard. Standing up in front of the whole world and saying "I couldn't, and this is why", takes tons of guts.
martinrosschou it actually takes the opposite
Of course, you’ve never failed in life ever, and are perfect in all ways
This is hard for me brother. This is a dream of almost EVERY child who gets into playing an instrument. But I understand I know how bad this must have been for you. But that fact you were even offered the spot speaks volumes. Keep treading forward man.
"Hopefully someday I can overcome this". I hope that means you're currently getting professional treatment for this crippling anxiety because it sucks that it's prevented you from taking up such a great opportunity. I've been there (albeit not being asked to play with Dragonforce) and it sucks. All the best.
Glad you won your personal battle mate 👍👍 all the best.
Hey, I actually feel like this before regional sport events. I used to get invited by friends to participate in soccer regional events and it would really occupy my mind 1 to 2 weeks before it happens. Even them asking me for such stuff would cause me to panic a little bit, and my natural reaction is to say that "I would love to, but I can't because "insert casual excuse here, but thanks"" or, more lately "I don't want, but thanks for the invitation". I always thought this was normal and something I should fight against, which I tried to but I couldn't cope with the overwhelming feeling of anxiety and stress. I couldn't live normally anymore. Is this something I should ask for help, and some kind of medical condition?
Let me know what you think, cause nobody that knows me told me I should seek for help, so I thought this wasn't nothing to care about.
(And yeah, I also have big fear of stages and crowds looking at me. I had an experience of participating in a little theatre for school, which went pretty well, but never tried again because the moments before that were excruciating.)
@@johnbeard7252 In my personal, non-professional opinion, if feelings of anxiety/panic are stopping you from doing things you want to do it can't hurt to see a doctor and bounce a few things off them. They will be able to provide the best advice. But yeah, you'd be amazed at what a bit of therapy can do.
Ohh better go take some pills dude cause it's crippling. Holy shit this generation sucks too much pussy not enough men
@@brent.johnson Shit, that was kick as fuck! Thanks man!
I'm going to try that out!
This was a genuine and transparent video. I couldn't even imagine the pressure of your very first tour being with a world famous band like that. It's great that you're all still on good terms.
Man, I respect the heck out of Dragonforce for being so supportive of your decision to put your health first. And I respect the heck out of you for making this video and addressing the situation. It can't have been easy!
I'm not the best at writing these types of comments, haha.. but as someone suffering with anxiety as well, I can't thank you enough for how much your videos have helped. Whenever I can't find the motivation to even pick up my bass, it's nice to know that your videos are just a few clicks away. They're my go-to for inspiration (or just a good laugh!), and a lot of other people would say the same :D
Keep doing what you're doing, at your own pace. We your fans love you and will always have your back, Steve!
Thanks so much!! I got your back too! I can verify DragonForce is the coolest band out there. The nicest dudes ever. DragonForce fans deserve to know that!
@@SteveTerreberry Hey, give me back my back!
@@MM-we5qb lol pissing myself
@@SteveTerreberry How about them covering your „Burning Sunlight Everlasting“? Because it’s influenced musically by Dragonforce
Steve I gotta say that I got choked up on this one. Every time I watch you it makes me bust a gut laughing. It's like your the Robin Williams of guitar. Your at the top of your game, yet you are down to earth like most of us. Robin also suffered with crippling depression...[ I know ] DUH ! I'm 54 and was an addict since 11. After my 1st wife and 2 sons were born...[ well she was actually born before them ] haha I had to do 13 yrs in prison. I was released in 09' and got married again and got the best job I'd ever had. It all crashed down about 4 yrs ago . Now I'm living in a camper on my estranged son & daughter in laws property. I've not spoken with my wife for those 4 yrs. I've been clean for close to 20 yrs but I live the life of a recluse. I've got great gear but rarely play like I used to. I stay in a state of depression and lonely. I realize this is all self inflicted. Anyways you'd be amazed at how important your work is to people like myself. To anyone reading this I apologize if this brings you down.
Stevie should read this.
How? How to make him read this?
Tom how ya doing these days buddy? This post was written over 3 months ago. Just checkin in.
Don't apologize my friend,you have to let it out.
I wish you the very best my friend.
"Im just a click away"
That was nice quote
Everyone: “tour”
Stevie T: “tooer”
Everyone: that joke
You: omg me too.. so funny!!
0seconds I bet you’re SUPER fun at parties
@@BeardyGuitarCovers I am actually.
0seconds I’m sure you are; everyone loves the guy who puts down strangers on the internet!
@@BeardyGuitarCovers ... who does that at parties??
"...hopes that he's the amazing person that he appears to be...I'm here to let you know that he is." You are too StevieT. Keep it up.
The thing is, no one is in the same boat, we're all in the same storm. Some people have a yacht, some people have a canoe, and some people have a pool noodle. But with you, in doesn't matter what boat you have, you're always trying to help someone else out to get through this storm
Stevie: *PLAY THAT DAVIE*
Davie504: *SLAP LIKE* so i can play that bass line
I need BASS...Dragonforce BASS
"Play that Davie"
Davie: "OMG! I'm very angry. Stevie plays with a pick. Not EPIC".
I'm calling the police
ThePowerslave6697 "Not approved! I need SLAPP! He is using HACCS. Next!" *slap sound*
Slapp!
And slap like now 😆
Read it in Davies’ voice...in my head.
Stevie : "play that, Davie!"
Davie : "Very impressive, but can you play Dragon Force, with dragon?"
Wrong channel
Just the fact that Dragonforce even offered you the gig is pretty damn impressive! Rock on Steve! I love your videos :)
See boys, when guitarists have to play bass we get anxiety
Haha, now u see we Bassists are much harder then the Guitartrianglechicks 🤘🤘🤘
@@Hippiekill4 ...or maybe he just doesn't play that instrument
And Davie would point a gun at you if you ask him to play a guitar. 😁
He knew if he played Bass with a pick, Davie504 would call a police.
Aye, playin Bass with Pick is forbidden😉
Completely understand man, I can't even go to the store without getting tunnel vision, I can't hear anything besides my heart beating in my ears, and my hands and face go completely numb. Sometimes I start sweating like I just ran 4 miles. Anxiety is more than just feeling stressed, it totally takes over your life. I could only imagine what you were feeling as time went by and the date of the tour slowly approached. To hear that someone I look up to and makes me laugh constantly shares similar problems honestly helps a lot. We most definitely are in this boat together and I appreciate everything you do here on TH-cam. We love you man!
But it do Wow... that was so well said! I applaud you. 🙂
Steve: Play that, Davie!
Davie504: *_accepts bass battle in italian_*
CANADIAN VOICE REVEAL AT 5 MILLION SUBS!!! SLAP LIKE NOW
In italian, we say "accetto la sfida" to accept a challenge! 🙂
Slap like now or Dave will come to your house with a knife!!!!!
He’s playing with a pick...NO! THATS ILLEGAL!
@ I'll call the cops
“Play that Davie”
Top 10 videos taken before disaster
why_farsi 🅱️
He used a pick Davie won't even acknowledge it
@@dizzoooo-l4p lol. davie played this from one of his videos.
TehFairweatherTV what song is that
Davie sucks
“Play that Davie”
Stevie T, I challenge YOU to a SLAP bass battle
OMG, i am calling the police, NOW
@@andrewfarkas1274 SLAP!
ILLEGAL! HE USED PICK
Slap steve e t
I love that quote so much "if you ever need me I'm just a click away" well said Steve I love that
I dunno, sounds kinda gay to me
Reminds me of the fairy godmother from shrek
A year later, I'm watching this again and it took me back to the days when I had crippling anxiety. 4 years later, here I am completely rid of it and living a normal life. Stay strong and everything will be fine 🙏
Stevie T : *playing bass with pick
Davie504 : " *WAIT, THAT'S ILLEGAL. I'M GONNA CALL THE POLICE NOW* "
I'm calling the FBI
O.M.G.
Bisa aja anjay
Davie504: "Slap like now"
Flea from RHCP: What are these kids doing?
I never thought Stevie T would break my heart, but here we are. Seriously, so much respect for how you have handled yourself, and please don't beat yourself up over this decision. You are amazing.
“Play that Davie”
...
Steve just opened the possibility of the bass universe. Le cringe kill me
@@edwardhilares585 We need that. Davie has been alone too long!
*DAVIE504*
No pick! SLAPP only
@davie504 the gauntlet hath been dropped
Anxiety is a bitch. I couldn't even imagine the weight of something like that. It's easy to see why drugs can be so appealing with with musicians, to take the edge off.
This wasn’t a depressive video, it was a genuine video and that’s good.
Good luck with your demons, you are not alone.
well yeah it really seemed so and I have no problem with that. I had only some mixed feelings when he began to advertise something in the beginning. It bothered me just a little bit, but I guess I understand his situation. Still, I think it is weird to discuss a serious topic about anxiety before some ads in the video. I don't blame him though, yet it would seem a little humbler If he didn't do that just for this one video at least.
You should have had hot sister play bass for them and then nobody would have known it was you 😀. In seriousness, it is great you were able to be honest with yourself before a breakdown happened and handled everything with honesty.
Ok... That would've been hilarious to let Hot Sis play a song or two!!! Maybe some day that will happen. But she has anxiety issues of her own.
“Play that Davie!”
Is that a challenge?😂
S L A P
Stevie t challenges YOU
That challenge is ILLEGAL!
OH NO
Man it sux to know others go through this too. I've been fortunate to be in 3 different full time touring bands which is the only love of my life but also at the same time the most miserable as well due to anxiety. I've always wondered how can something I love so much and am so passionate about also cause me so much stress and crippling anxiety to use your very accurate term. It's so strange...same scenario every day on tour....everything is fine all the way till the end of soundcheck. As soon as soundcheck is over the anxiety begins and progressively gets worse and worse....mine always went to my stomach and shoulders so then I wouldn't eat before showtime and as we got back to the venue for showtime the panic attacks would start and my entire body would begin to clench up to the point I'd realize I was not breathing normally at all and sort of holding my breath making the problem worse. Then the mental part would kick in and all I could think about was what I was going to do if it got so bad that I had to throw up while on stage performing. IT SUCKED! Fortunately though even though there were many times I almost had to stop the set early I only had to do this once over the years and that was a horrifying experience. Normally if I could just fight through it and make it through the first 5-6 songs, I could get the anxiety to pass and then actually feel good, have fun, and enjoy performing the rest of the show. SO weird. I have racked my brain trying to understand this. I do not attribute it to "stage fright" as I have played thousands of shows and love being on the stage performing. It's just all the pre-show anxiety that cripples me and I have come to realize that I think it's because I'm stressing myself and worrying about things that are completely out of my control. Things such as.."Are we gonna have a big crowd tonight?"....."Will the crowd like us?"..."Is my amp gonna go out during the show?"...."Am I gonna break a string during the show?" Just a bunch of "What if's" that I would let take over my mind and make me completely miserable and physically sick for about 4-6 hours a day between soundcheck and 4-5 songs into our first set. Anyway.....Stevie thank you for sharing your truth and from someone that completely understands...I get it and it sux and I don't wish this crap on anyone. Fight on bro!
You're human Steve. Anxiety is the nastiest invisible beast. I fight it every single day. You're freakin' amazing, man! Keep posting great content!
Anxiety is such a bitch...
Lol Ad: “Hi I am justin bieber, Hi it’s selena gomez”
*skipping ad*
“Hi it is StevieT”
Oh, interesting! 🤣
Steve, think of it this way: *at least you won't be getting raptor claws thrown at you*
What you have done in this video is incredibly brave and my respect for you has skyrocketed. I too struggle with severe anxiety and depression and I have focused my energies on composition rather than performing. This is the first year where I’m actually going to perform in front of an audience in over 20 years.
Please know you are having a super positive effect on my life -and I’m sure in the lives of many more- and I cannot thank you enough. I hope one day you can conquer your demons and being honest about them, like you are in this video, is a step on the right direction.
Sending you lots of good vibes and much love!
I hope you know that it takes MASSIVE Gonads to make a video like this. We got your back, man!
Don't judge yourself! 🤘
Thanks man! I wasn't even gonna do a video about it. But I owed it to everyone who wanted to see me play with DragonForce.
@@SteveTerreberry i'm impressed at the gonads it took to call out davie504. prepare to be bass slapped.
*Stevie T plays bass with a pick*
Davie504: That's illegal! He's using hacks!
“Play that Davie” lmfao
Matthew Swanson great isn't it .
OMG
He's using PICC, that's ILLEGAL!
Davie504
NO... You must slapp
I wish more people would be as open and honest as this. I have crippling anxiety and depression too. I was diagnosed with GAD and SAD along with a couple other things over a decade ago. For some reason, those things went away while I was on stage. It took playing in front of large crowds for years and everyone encouraging me for me to finally come out of my shell, but then I was doing hair whips, head banging, jumping off PA speakers and more and I loved it. Try to push yourself, but don't feel bad if you don't feel up to it.
2:41 Stevie T: why is there a 7 foot tall Italian man running at me?
*play that davie*
Stevie: why is there a large tall figure in my room
Stevie, hears soft, monotone, Italian accented English, "Don't you know playing B A S S with a pick is illegal?"
Why is it t-posing? Why does it smell like pizza? Wait is that a floating bass?
Send BASS
As someone who doesn't have crippling anxiety, touring with a hyper technical band like dragonforce would be a real mind crusher. I can't blame you one bit. Keep doing what your doing your fans got your back. Cheers
I Appreciate your honesty. It’s a good thing we are more open about these things now. Everyone has their own issues, it’s OK. Forgive yourself, it’s the first thing you have to do.
I've played guitar for 20 years, give or take, and have played in bands for about 15 of those years. I understand and FEEL this video to my core. As someone who also struggles with bad GAD (Generalized Anxiety/Panic Disorder) and depression I know EXACTLY the feelings and thoughts you were experiencing Stevie. You talked about accepting the tour and then the closer it got you felt yourself having a mental breakdown... That one really hit home for me. I remember our first "tour", it was a 5 city run and I remember being SOOO stoked about it, being able to pay our music in front of people who wanted to see us live... And then the same feelings you were having hit... I remember we were about 2-3 days from the first gig and I couldn't eat anymore, couldn't sleep, all my thoughts were focused on the show. My body hurt,I had constant headaches, I would have panic attacks out of nowhere. So I went to a doctor and was told that I was having panic attacks and was suffering from anxiety associated with my life in music. He prescribed me some medications that eased the symptoms enough for me to get through the shows. Those medicines were there start of the most terrible chapter in my life, addiction. I was prescribed hydrocodone and Ativan for headaches and panic attacks. I literally lost everything because of it... But, everyday is a gift... and I refuse to just lay down and give up, I refuse to let addiction, anxiety, or depression dictate who I am...Anyhow, I just wanted you to know you're not alone Stevie. Thanks for sharing your story...
Dealing with anxiety and depression is a very difficult thing man. It's even harder talking about it, especially on a platform like youtube. Mad respect
@Fire and Ice No, it's not like that at all lol
Fire and Ice you serious ?? you clearly don’t have it lol. fuck off. idiot
Theres no need for that just explain it to him
It's more difficult in many ways as it's more personal and many people feel that exposing that more vulnerable side of themselves could lead to it being exploited
"play that davie"
me: "o m g pick is illegal"
kale _666 yes 😂
NOT epic
I slapped like NOW!
Now I will call the police
He should have slapped that 🅱️ A S S
I can imagine this was an difficult decision for you, and I’m glad you’re putting yourself first. The opportunities that might’ve followed would not have been worth your well-being.
I sometimes daydream about performing with famous bands, but in reality, I nearly have a panic attack when I have to do a presentation in front of 6 people at work. Honestly, I even get nervous about releasing new music for my modest following.
You’ve found your outlet, and I’m sure your followers have nothing but respect for you for being so forward and sincere on this matter. I know I do.
honestly so many people would have done the same thing...wanting to do it but can’t due to where they’re at personally. wow what an honor and opportunity, and it def sucks you had to pass it up due to dealing w anxiety. it was better that you said something beforehand instead of going until you either let them down too late, or woke up in a straight jacket. learning EFT tapping helped me w anxiety along w learning about which vitamins (Bvit complex) and minerals (calcium, magnesium, zinc) along w proBiotics and fermented foods like sauerkraut and yogurt all help restore balance in the gut biome. along w daily sunshine will help. it won’t be an end all answer to everything but could help you make a first step towards being able to better engage socially without the blowback of crippling anxiety before or after (regret/overthinking/dwelling) velarian essential oil from young living 2-5 drops orally/eaten helps, I prefer eating the oil bc it doesn’t smell good to me for being an essential food grade oil. lowering oxalate intake slowly will help as well...
Notification: Stevie T: "Why I turned down drag..." Me: "Aww but he already has the wig and sexy glasses!"
I had no idea he suffered so badly with anxiety. I do myself like many of us and even missed out on many opportunities because of it. Stevie rocks, good on him for sharing this.
Hey man, you have the cojones for being so honest and ethical. Assertiveness is something beautiful that many people lack, but you don't, sir.
keep doing what you do best, entertaining us and helping people overcome anxiety 👍
ln God We Shouldn’t trust god gay
Stevie, I hope it makes you happy to know that your videos honestly make my life 100x better. Seriously, they are so funny and enjoyable!!! I also understand about the anxiety/depression, I have in the past (and still do on occasion ) deal with that. I hope you feel better now, just know that we are all so proud of you for getting this opportunity in the first place, you 100% deserved it. At the end of the day, you did what was best for you, and that's the most important thing. Also, Herman Li is a very understanding guy, and just remember that they completely understand. I know this was almost a year ago, but I hope you're okay💕😁
Stevie T : (use pick on *BASS*)
Davie504: WAIT THATS ILLEGAL!
Only Slapp!
Paul McCartney does it tho
OMG
@Leonardo Facco stop.
Most of bass players dont slap
As someone who has suffered from heavy depression I can imagine how hard it can be sometimes Steve.
Thank you for all the laughings you give us.
You are a great guy.
_Actual Therapy Time_
Take that Davie
@MONTAGANOO oh emm gee
Slap
Should have done it man. Such a dream chance.
420Ferlito Damn your so correct man
Checkmate 🅱️assist
Just sub'd and smashed the hell out of all those notification thingamajigs just for that awesome and unfortunate talk...I too know a little something about that very subject and almost same opportunity, except mine was with a little known band called Alter Bridge, which I'm sure you know used to be Creed, except trade Myles Kennedy for Scott Stapp...Now mine wasn't as awesome of an opportunity as yours, but a chance nonetheless to tour with my all time favorite band. I won't bore you with all the details, just know you are not alone in this fight.
Thanks for doing what you did as I'm positive you just helped more than you know, and for that I sincerely Thank you. I also subscribed because my 8 year old grandson had been watching you for I don't know how long.
You're an awesome guitarist, an awesome musician and an even better role model.
Thanks for letting us in your world via TH-cam !!!
I deal with the same kind of anxieties and if something gets in my head like that you're right, it consumes you. It's awesome that you are so honest to everyone about it, super cool.
The strongest thing one can do is to say that one can't do something, that takes some courage 👍
That's just something little bitches say
Lade u cringey
Billy Feral k
It takes balls of STEEL to accept your own weaknesses and incapacities
It takes nothing to say "I can't do it"
It takes BALLS to take a chance and do it anyways.
I can't even begin to imagine how hard this stuff is for you! But your mental health is far more important than anything else right now. I hope you aren't beating yourself up too much over it, it's so brave to put yourself out there like this. You are still a favorite in this household and that won't change anytime soon!
Thank you so much! I was more bummed out cause I didn't want to let DragonForce down. But they were 100% cool with me!! Still one of my fave bands!! Haha
@@SteveTerreberry sounds like they where super decent about it all though! You have helped much more people than you've let down, guarantee you that! X
5:17 that 3d cartoon version of Stevie T was really good. who ever draws and reanimated that. Stevie T would make a animation and recreate all of his videos into animated 3D version.
You're an example of honesty, being genuine and overcoming obstacles in life. With or without DragonForce you're still a genius! Calalala!
Except he didn't overcome his anxiety
this time
Hey Stevie. I'm not sure how long ago this was but I think it was extremely brave coming clean the way you did about your motivations for not doing the tour. I have been in a similar situation in the past and its not easy thing to do. I definitely enjoy your videos though man. They always make me laugh and I think you are an awesome player. Take care bro! Keep putting content up and Ill keep watching!
Glenn
Hella
next question??? wut r u trying to say?
@@sausthabbirsinghtuladhar1729 i don't know. I like the way he say "prossima domanda"
@@Pizza0023 it's something like : next question
But in Italian
@@guilhermebadarovisk7936 exact
What do you mean ?
I experience bouts of (occasionally severe) depression and anxiety. Hang in there. I have so much respect for you announcing this. If more people were more outspoken about this subject, mental health could lose its stigma and more people would feel more comfortable seeking needed help. Love the vids!
Plays the bass with a pick
Davie504: that is ilegal! Im calling the police
Erich Mahnke he’s using hacks
Hey Steve, I have a 34 year old son who has anxiety issues and it stops him from doing things he wants to do, and things like certain jobs that he needs to do. So I have seen first hand what people with anxiety issues have to deal with. I watched your other video about why you don't play live, I had no idea you were going out with DragonForce, had I have known I would have wondered if you would be able to handle it, hoping you could! Hang in there Steve!
Stevie "I was having mental breakdowns"
NOW TIME TO WRITE DECENT METAL MUSIC!
@Clams McGee lmfao. Classic
I know I'm late to this, but don't feel bad. I too deal with anxiety especially when it comes to performing. So many times i've tried to perform on my own for school events and I've even had my band/choir teachers offer me a spot in contest but I always haveto decline. I could agree to it and just force myself to do it, but I know it would destroy me. I totally understand what you were feeling on a personal level. No need to apologize for having anxiety. I sympathize so hard Stevie. So just keep rocking, doing your thing, and I know maybe one day you'll get an opportunity again and you'll feel better about it. Love you Stevie! Keep on being amazing!❤
Stevie: I'm gonna lighten up the mood with a game that has been near and dear to me over the past few months.
Me: *please don't be Raid, please don't be Raid, please don't be Raid*
Stevie: Why, it is Raid: Shadow Legends!
Me: *drops toaster into bath tub*
LOL Thank you. I'm so sick of every fucking youtuber doing an ad read for them. I immediately fast forward.
Have you played it? Its fantastic!
The amount of people with such similar ad reads for it tells me all I need to know. But, they've obviously got a mad advertising budget cause fucking everyone is on board.
Yeah when channels start whoring themselves out for sponsors, I start losing interest. I do like some channels that have sponsors. My fav channel (Mighty Car Mods) has sponsors but they do it in a tasteful way. They used to blur the packaging of certain products they used, and now they don't. So now we can see what oil they use. And they recently got a sponsorship with Ryobi and have convinced them to donate to charity. And sometimes they build stuff to promote stuff. Which I have no real issue with. They advertised the Transformers movie by building a Barra powered Cresta drag car then raced a bunch of cars including a Bumblebee style Camaro. IDK if you're going to have sponsors, they should be relevant and should actually be a product that you promote for more than just the monetary gains. For example if Stevie T got sponsored by a guitar string company and gave them a shout out at the end of the episode, no problem.
This shitty game tho, problem. I see it everywhere and it makes me sad.
@@halahajie2983 Not trying to be a dick, but advertising in an unrelated comment thread about unwelcome advertising probably isn't the best strategy.
honestly they're probably really happy that you had the balls to pull out early rather than go out with them and then have a problem out on the road with them when it'll be way harder for anyone to deal with. anxiety sucks balls, and it's extremely brave to be able to admit your own flaws. good luck man!
Hello! Right. How many dicks would have been like 'man I've got this' only to crash and burn during the tour. I'm guessing they appreciate and respect his honesty.