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Pile 2: “You are so priceless, don’t ever think that you’re not….you’re not allowed to give up, so stop believing that that is an option, cuz it’s not” this brought me to TEARS baby. Woah. I needed this message and I’m so grateful I was guided to it. Thank you for spreading light and power. We are doin the work ✨
I just ended a relationship with a person I care deeply about this morning. He's not a bad person, but he wasn't able to treat me right and meet me where I was. Let's just say, I'm very grateful to have one of your readings to listen to today, thank you Eso 🥰 💜
I went through the same thing 4 days ago. He means alot to me but he's going down a path I've already conquererd. Thank you for sharing ❤️ made me feel a lil less alone.
Pile 3 squad here. In a good example of “take what resonates and leave the rest,” I realized partway through that a lot of this was past energy, issues that I’ve been working on for a long time now. I definitely have further to go, but I’m in a much better place than I used to be. I think this was both a reminder of what I still need to work on but also how far I’ve come to extending love and compassion to myself. For those of you pile 3s who are just now turning to face that void inside you, I know it’s scary, but I promise that doing the work is worth it. Sit with the uncomfortable stuff. Try to talk to yourself like you would talk to your oldest and best friend. No one can do this work but you, but it’s a long-term project, so just keep chipping away at those old beliefs. Sending love to you all. ❤️❤️❤️
Yep, I could see my past self in this reading too. In the beginning I was wondering if I wasn't doing enough 😅 but then I just realized this is a way of spirit reminding me "hey, look where you were and how far you've come!" I feel deep compassion for my past self, I know she was trying her best, but I am also glad to see how much I've grown. And I am really showing up my truth. For those who are resonating right now with this energy, just keep pushing forward. There will be times when you'll think all you've done was pointless and you'll have to start all over, but the truth is everytime you fall, you're just learning how to be stronger and how to stand up again. It's a journey with ups and downs. But keep going, you'll get through this!
How do you actually start working on yourself? Esotarot did a great job explaining the dark parts of us that we need to stop but like how though? What activities/Exercises did you do?
@@Michecam333 I started with journaling my emotions and thoughts so I could validate them which eventually lead me for expressing myself creatively through writing stories about myself and the things I was going through at the time. I did some lists about myself too trying to figure out the things I like to do (some of them changed of course, while I was going deeper into myself) and actually started to do them. So I started being true to myself and what I was feeling, so this way I could show my true self to others too (little by little, after understanding that the ones that I need in my life are the ones who truly accept me ) this way I was able to get as closer as I could to my parents (and rebuild our relationship which was falling apart), I also started to work towards my goals and dreams, experienced a lot of things that I used just to dream about or to leave for when I had somebody to do it with me (well, I realized I don't need anybody but myself - not in a selfish way, but in a way where I enjoy my own company) Meditation also is very helpful to connect to your higher self and if you have anxiety like me (it helps you staying grounded) and the key of it all: try to find a way to work your inner child (they carry all of our traumas and wounds, you can start healing it by connecting with them - there's this hooponopono meditation by Hew Lang that have been helping me with this) I think the hardest part of it all is finding out the darkest parts of ourselves tbh and Eso already helped with that. Keep in mind this is and always is going to be a work in progress. Remember to love who you are at the moment besides just this ideal healed self. You are worthy right now, exactly how you are (and you will always be worthy as you grow and heal). ❤️
@@Juhcyh wow, you have no idea helpful your advice and message is to me and others on this platform. I really needed to read this. Thank you. And I’m glad you’re in a better place as well. ❤️
Pile 3. 😂 I cried. Listened to this 2 times because I kept crying the first time I did since it was so spot on and hit home. Not to mention the timing of when the video was released was during a time when I was praying and/or asking for guidance as to how to proceed with my journey to self-healing. So I want to really thank you for the honest and blunt collective reading. For the other people who chose the third pile, please keep on fighting. Life can be hard and a total butthead most of the time, but we'll manage. 😌😂 Fighting!
Pile 3 here, this is the first time I nearly cried in these readings. When you said the reality won't be like the way we imagined things that hit. I need to wake up, and I'm a Taurus moon 💀
WHERE ARE MY FELLOW PILE 2s? LET'S DREAM BIG TOGETHER!! 💛💚💙❤️ 2:08:57 WE CAN DO IT! LET'S take 1 sec to briefly send a love and support portion to our pile knowing that we HAVE the power to CREATE our HUGE dreams! who's with me? sending you infinite gratitude eso - as always you slay channeling pure wisdom in this reading
first off love the energy in this comment!! 💗 Secondly.. PILE TWO PEEPS UNCLENCH YOUR BUTTCHEEKS AND ACKNOWLEDGE HOW GREAT YOU ARE!!! With all sincerity, all pile two people know that you are not alone. You are an unstoppable, power force to be reckoned with. You deserve and are worthy of the purest forms of love in all aspects of your life. I don’t know you but I see you :). Have a great day loves💗💙❤️
Pile2, I kinda feel like I got exposed in the funniest way this reading.. you know I've been dealing with self doubt for years and when I came across your channel it finally made me feel as if I was at home... and then that's when I found the peace within myself to even be open... Thank you Eso for another amazing reading! 💖💖💖
Pile 4 - Wow, hearing this pile made me proud of myself. I am someone who is humble, I do care about being someone who is accountable for the mistakes that I've made as well as my past. I am very hard on myself. I do have character, so true. True about letting go of control. I do shame myself a lot yet learning to stop. Man, when you read the cards, energy and spirit you are so enlightening and makes one feel as if they aren't alone in what they are going through. Thank you.
i picked 3. im speechless and almost crying ive never seen myself more in a reading before. i honestly don't know what to say, I needed to hear so many of these things.
Pile 3 here. These are hard to accept but I do believe when we could be as authentic as we are there will be such blessings towards us. Lots of hugs to you xx
“You deserve the same love that you so freely give to other people.” That line gave me goosebumps as it was almost the exact same things my guides has said to me. 😭 literally about cried.
Thank you, I chose pile 3 - Im so exhausted I’ve been pushing myself for so long refusing to allow my self to make friends until im in a “good energy” It’s a cycle of self- abuse - I haven’t even noticed how badly my actions and thoughts reflected self hatred, I really appreciate this reading and I am just praying for healing and reflection because there’s no other way I know to move forward
Pile 1: thank you so much for this reading, there's a lot of love readings online that most people want to hear about (nothing wrong with it) but for me, this is what I really need...being more in tune with myself and having unconditional love for myself before I can give to romantic relationships.
I had to pause the video. I can’t stop crying at how accurate pile 3 is for me… I just found your page today and have been binge watching your videos! Thank you for your love and light and how you share it with the world. You are a gem for sure!
Pile 3 💓 The biggest takeaway for me is realizing that my perfectionism does not only tie to my performance at school and at work, but also to spirituality and my growth. I realized I feel so ashamed of not getting out of depression and stagnancy fast enough (even tho many many years of depression and anxiety can't be treated and healed in a year), of not fulfilling my creative aspirations. It sucks to be so ashamed, stagnant and afraid of failure (i.e. not being perfect or coming up with genius ideas, especially right off the bat) that it completely paralyzes You of ANY action whatsoever. But another takeaway is that I need to accept exactly where I am RIGHT NOW - with the depression, with stagnancy, with resistance and just forgive. Let myself be, damn it. Let myself feel miserable, because it's valid, and not shame myself for not doing 100% every time. It really helps not only doing gratefulness practises, but also writing down what we are proud of! Like, I am proud of getting up in the morning, of making myself breakfast, of continually working out etc.. :) Once You stop expecting perfection You can really start living. Even in my creative practices, once I let go of expectations of what it should be and focus on literally >>doing the thing
Oh god your explanations are spot on! I do feel the same way when it comes to decision to do something to get my life going. Also having perfectionistic point of view and being a people pleaser. Hugs to you guys pile 3 babes. ❤
I needed to understand why I keep being told "your a powerhouse, so is your twin" so I'm here to see how lovable I am so I no longer allow me being hard on myself.
I appreciate my optimism so much. I am Tearing away All limiting beliefs blockages replacing with 150% encouragement being powerful and wise thoroughly. I am getting through this energy just fine. I was beaten down but I took the sticks and stones built myself a temple house. I'll keep my inner peace. God bless me being more than worthy. I am rediscovering new hope with the rainbow spectrum. 🌈 I have this it's who I am. I love my brilliance.
Holy crap. Pile 2 here. I really, really needed to hear ALL of this. I will be replaying this a few times to remember everything you said. I needed this virtual ass kicking/ pep talk, especially w/ the holidays and having to face judgemental relatives who are responsible for my social anxiety from past trauma. Thank you for spending so much time on readings for all of us piles for FREE. Struggling to be my authentic self for fear of being judged, hurt, or taken advantage of. Lately, I feel like if I take my mask off, my authentic self will be an angry ass because of all that "butt clenching". 😅 (I adore you terminology btw. Your personality, humor, sassy, and sappiness. The way you deliver messages is amazing!) Love you so much! Hope to one day be able to book a private reading. This was such an amazing and important topic. Love and light. Happy, safe holiday, and have an excellent New Year. 💕
Pile 2!! Round of applause to Eso!!!! I cant tell you how many times I cried. I was applauding you so many times. Your words awaken so many seeds inside my soul. I was feeling so low. So weak. And you have shone a light onto the moon inside and I feel like I'm full now. Weve got the power, weve got the love, time to shine and get out of our own way!! Love to you all!!!
Pile 3. You described me & my life in perfect detail lmao. Truthfully I really didn't feel anything for most of the reading exactly as you said, but I was surprised at how well you matched with my mental energy, the way you described it was 100% accurate. Ive been unable to be receptive of any positive thing said about myself for so long, and it's true that there's that deep sense of disconnect and feelings of not belonging & unworthiness that i haven't fully unpacked yet. I really do always feel like I need to stay constantly on top of myself and that I'm painfully aware of all my shortcomings to make sure no one would take advantage and attack me. The hollowness, the distance, the complete lack of self interest and giving from a place of lack, and just about everything you described in this reading is true to a T. At first I thought it wouldn't go that deep/beyond the basic stuff, but you really pointed out all my inner complexes and all the issues I've had to deal with for like more than 20 years of being alive to the finest details, and I guess that really touched me because I've rarely encountered people who can perfectly understand what I've been going through in my mind and how much it has driven me to the wall and like, just acknowledged how much effort I've had to put in just to stay sane and appear "normal" because hardly anyone, not even a lot of people close to me, ever fully believes me I think. I think it's because they only ever see my put together work persona I put up to front with them, that they just can't believe how hard it is to live with myself or that I really struggled that hard and it's incredibly frustrating. It really does feel like I'm living with an invisible roommate who treats me like shit constantly, but only me and a very very select few who've maybe dealt with the same thing or those very attuned to other people or like... my literal therapist, could tell that I'm not fucking making it up lmfao. All my life, it's like I'm constantly being denied of speaking of my own experiences, and when I do they never believe me and only belittle me so. Sorry I'm derailing a bit I got emotional here. But I really, really am so grateful to you anyone who's ever tried to understand and could see the same things I see. Thank you for handling it so maturely and treating it with the same respect and compassion as you did for the other piles and just for, understanding and acknowledging my/our experiences. It really means a lot to me and I'm sure to everyone else who picked pile 3 too. I'm really thankful for this reading because it came at the perfect time when I was trying so desperately to find answers on how to love myself, because I've just been incredibly frustrated by how... Vague self help books can be on this topic. Like the only reason I didn't watch this right away was because this was literally posted at the same time I was feeling absolutely shit about myself so I had to take some time before I could open it. So.. thank you, eso, really. Sorry this became really long winded and a bit repetitive, but I mean that. Also to the other pile 3s reading this: i see u, i understand u, and i wish u all the best luck with your journey. To quote my favorite line from any media ever: someday, together we'll shine :')
Pile 3 as well. When I read sentence "I have to stay sane and appear normal" have me in cathartic tears. I recalled my parents told me not to talk or laugh loudly with my imaginary people because they didn't want me to be seen as mad/insane person. It's a fecking hard pill to swallow when I recall it but thank you very much... I see you. I hear you. And i am with you guys.
People really dont know what happens behind closed doors with myself.. because of the good show we provide them to watch everyday. I feel all of this reading right down to the humble pie lol!!! Much love...hang in there the best is. Yet to come!!!
Every pile I’ve ever chosen on this page has been so spot on, what a diamond to find on this site. This one especially, I chose 2. I am currently going through art therapy to try and let go of all of the insecurity and powerlessness I’ve always felt since I was a child. I’m trying to start my own tarot business and have been struggling to take action. The part about constantly thinking about when I’ll say goodbye to loved ones couldn’t be more spot on. It’s something else I’m working on. Thank you for all of the time and work you put into these reads! You have a true gift.
PIle #1 I just wanna say the whole need for security versus excitement translates perfectly bc if I could choose anything from any magical universe, it's Newt's suitcase, bc nothing sounds more perfect to me than to go on a trip, but in the end of the day, be able to come back to my own safe space. Also, about the prejudice, for me what actually happened is that I often feel like others categorized me and give me false attributes that have nothing to do with who I truly am (which blows my mind, bc I discussed exactly this yesterday on therapy lol).
Pile 3 here; you said you felt bad that you did not help but you have no idea how much you did. You gave the gift of finally being seen and validated and that was one of the most helpful readings I have had so far in my life. Thank you more than you will ever know.
I chose Pile 3. It resonated so heavily, I have a lot to process right now! You just hit one nail after another. I could write you an essay about my life and how it went. I’m in my early 30’s now and still learning and healing. I can’t thank you enough for the effort you put into the reading and that you made it happen to be seen!
Lots of hugs and support to us Pile three. I will be 30 next September and my inner critics has been cruel with my soul for a very loong time. (even this moment when I type my age. The critic ridiculed me I have not achieved goals in financial, occupational etc. and i should be ashamed of that.) I really want to love and appreciate my authentic self like when I support others, but I can't... and it hurts from time to time. I truly hope we can unleash these burdens and truly cherish what we are.
Pile 3 here! This pile was honestly exactly what I needed to hear. I came out as asexual back in July and I have always felt like there was something wrong with me. I’m not an overall lovely person in a sense of romance but I love my friends and family to death. I have always struggled with people not accepting me or seeing me as weird, I have ADHD, weird interests, and my personality is out of the ordinary. Honestly, sometimes I feel like I have to pull back my personality and not share who I am with others but I’m starting to come to terms with who I am and love myself regardless. Amazing reading overall, really spoke to me 🖤
Wow. Pile 3 here.... Self love has been a theme for this chapter of my life so this gave me a new brand new perspective to how to approach this issue. I constantly have to remind myself that I am human and I'm allowed to make human mistakes. I've listened to your readings for awhile but this one impacted me the most thus far and really resonated in places I had blocked for a long time 💜 Thank you 💜 Fellow pile 3s... Just start.. Even if it's small to us... We have the strength to be brave and grow out of these self limiting beliefs. 🙏🏻 We deserve to fill out cups first.
Group 3: yes, I finally hit the wall "time to sit down and self -reflect" because "achievement -based self love" can't last. Because I was over-achieving to compensate for feeling fundamentally defective. Wow, you have absolutely out-done yourself with this one. I wish I COULD give that child me a hug: she was so sure she was going to have the energy to fight and achieve forever. You really captured the essence of being so uncomfortable with receiving. All the ways it spins out in life. Thank you so much--this was amazing. There's so much to think about here. EDIT: "You're not all youself"--never were truer words spoken! To those of us who chose this pile correctly, that makes so much sense. A world of sense. Brilliant: the real person is what's underneath the conscious and unconscious personas fighting. Past the paradoxes. If I can tackle finding that real person, it will be because you've come so close to describing what's really happening here. BIG thanks! 💗 A long, complex, seemingly contradictory reading, every bit of it correct.
pile 2 : this also made me cry. it really resonates within me.. I've always been such a trash in front of the people around me.. and all I wanted was to be happy, understood, and free, and this reading gave me inspiration to believe that there is still hope out there. thanks
Pile 3 tip: Reiki! Every intuitive, sign, video told me to journal, work on self love, and meditate but it was all seemingly impossible without rewiring my brain. Most of us know we’re worthy of love as humans but how can we grow this within us when our mentality is against us, right? It’s a battle. I was waking up to begin immediately sobbing to my guides to please tell me what my lesson is to feel this way, etc. I was lead to a crystal shop I’d always ignored, then eventually to their reiki services. I am telling you, it made a world of difference. I no longer feel one with the negativity and fog and darkness I was housing. Beginning to clear and heal my aura, energy and chakras made it possible for me to be able to meditate, feel like my thoughts are worth journaling, be less anxious about simply going for a walk. I physically feel healing progress. I implore you, and even the skeptics, to try it. I am now able to discern malicious/non-serving thoughts from intuition again, and that is such a feat. Sending good intentions ✨
Pile 2 💞 This is the 1st time I cried during a general reading... coz it hit soo hard & I was touched soo deeply I could feel my inner child actually feeling relieved too... thank you soo much Eso!!! Been watching u for 2 yrs since my DNOTS & am soo grateful, Appreciate this🤧 Such a Queen💞💞🌙🌙 perfectttt timing!
i just read this somewhere, i dont remember who even said that but.. "you dont have control over how people receive your energy, everything you do or say gets filtered thru the lenses of the personal sh?t that they're going thru. so, its not about you, its them and their personal issues. keep doing your thing, stay authentic, you are special bcs you appreciate you, not their approval."
Pile Two: I have been doing an inner journey to get myself back to remembering all these things after some major blows. Thank you Eso, quite literally half of what you said were EXACT synchronicities for me. I needed this, and I am doing my best. Thank you.
Pile #3 is spot on. I connect more with my soul and not my human self. I struggle with trying to be "successful" by human standards - the car, the dog, the guy, the white picket fence. I don't relate to any of that. I want to be soul deep with humanity and I feel humanity loves surface level.... I struggle with loving myself...like maybe I am meant to love humanity but not be loved by humanity. It's one thing I'm changing. The truths I have and the limitations I constantly place on myself. I am worthy of my own love. It isn't selfish. It is very necessary to fill me up and overflow into others. Thank you!
Pile 2: Girl I spit out my tea when you said holding ourselves back was energetically like a clenched butthole. 😭🤣🤣🤣 I needed that truth, and the laugh. This reading was fantastic. Thank you!
Pile 2 spoke to my soul directly omg! 💕 I was doing a reading for myself earlier and I heard “now is the time to strike while the iron is hot.” This is literally my life story! I can create my own utopia on earth.
Lol, pile 3 is so accurate. I started the video multiple times today but didn’t finish the reading everytime because I was tending to others needs 😂. Just yesterday I made an appointment for therapy tho, FOR ME! Yess.
So, I got pile 3! To be honest, it was what I needed to hear and I related to all of it immensely. I’m very, very hard on myself. By the end of the reading I was in tears and from how choked up you sounded at times I could tell it was really challenging to channel. Self-love has been something I’ve struggled with for a while now. I know it’s going to take time to reprogram my mindset and really, truly accept myself. It’s very, very hard but… I don’t want to give up. But as you said I think I need to spend some time crying a bit first. The resistance is strong and tempting, and trying not to shame myself out of it. Thank you for taking the time to do this massive reading! It’s one of my favorite videos from you.
Thank you so very much Eso, you sweet, kind and generous soul! ♥️ I was pile 4. Grew up in an emotionally abusive and neglectful home. I could only see the world through tainted lenses and never believed there was hope for a better life or version of me until a spiritual awakening in 2013. Since then I've tried to grow and improve, and more recently trying not to let the past define me. I've done lots of serious self and shadow work like my life depended on it, but this is a nice reminder not to try to control everything and trust in the universe, as well as to lighten up, nurture my fun/creative side and live my life in accordance with my truth.
Pile 4: Wow what a reading…just what I needed to hear! 2022 is my year for self love and I’m so excited! 💖 I love how you always talk in riddles yet I totally get what your saying! Your a great reader! Thank you so much for this in depth reading! Xx
Pile 3, sooo true! Major blockages around self love and receiving! But I have been working on this this whole year. And it's getting a lot better. Thank you, Eso, for a fantastic reading! Sending everyone love and light! 💖
Pile 2… thank you so much for your beautiful words 😘😘😘😘 It’s a powerful feeling to know that I am not alone in my perspective of the world and that there are a lot of other people who feels, thinks, and see the world from a light spiritual perspective… I promise all of you who are still in the dark that you just still have lessons to be learned. Remember that self compassion, have faith, and forgiveness is your biggest strength, once you get to the other side, the light is so beautiful. It’s been a long journey but I am no longer the same person I was 20 years ago…
Pile 3 - super strange just how personal this felt. It was nice just to feel heard, please don’t feel unsettled. Thank you for all your time on this, it really meant a lot.
#4 i cried watching this because i watched the life purpose video prior and you explained me so so well and changes within me from doing work. So thankful for this❤
A self love reading first before a relationship reading?? GENIUS. I’ve enjoyed listening to all of your readings and advice but this one was the best one yet for me. Truly thankful that you came up with this big boy reading Eso 💜
Girl you got me crying at 1 am 😢 im group 2. Thank you for being such a beautiful person. I relate to you sm with your sense of humor lol likewise, i have so much love for you, what you do, and the way you do it 🩷 thank you again for this reading, all your readings. They're always spot on.
Pile 1 here and I have never been SO CALLED OUT while watching a reading from you. It took me several session to sit through and allow your words to sink. Right on point. Time to change things and grow to new horizons ! Thank you for this massive deep reading ♡
pile 3 here: thank you so much for this reading it felt so spot on... thank you for being honest.. tears was falling from my eyes a lot during this reading. i am grateful to have listened to this and i now know that i have a lot of unhealed shadow aspects of myself that i need to work thru in order for me to truely love myself.
I had to stop the video and point out one thing she said for Pile 2: "When you are setting yourself on fire to keep other people warm, that is a massive red flag." The story of my life, and only because I thought it would make people love me more and it didn't. Thank you for letting me know that it was not ok, and is in fact, self harm. ❤❤❤
Pile 2. This reading brought me to my knees. Death has been on the mind of this particulary 40-something far too much. Thank you for such a powerful reading.
Wow girl, you are dedicated!! 5hrs of so much beautiful energy for us💜🙏 Watching Pile 3 as my morning motivation & damn already emotional lol yes to identity crisis about sexuality
@@matajikanumber3264 I don't have a lost love lmao I've blocked everyone from my past & moved away. Now I'm in love with the greatest man I've ever met. So don't waste our time. Take your scam somewhere else
i chose pile 3 and it was very accurate until a couple of weeks ago i finally realized i’m a people pleaser and have a hard time creating boundaries with people because i don’t want anyone to hate me i give so much of myself to others that wouldn’t do the same for me and in the end i’m left with nothing but i’ve started to work on it because i’m tired of feeling drained all the time.
Pile 2: Well, this was single f***ing greatest peptalk I've gotten in my life 😄 Thank you for shining your light into this world. You really do help others do the same ❤
Pile 3. Thank you for the reading, Eso. Having someone acknowledge the struggle helped, and you helped me realize a lot of things (every thing the reading says, actually) that I think I’ve always known, deep down, but didn’t acknowledge until now. I wish I know how to let go, at least, but as you said, this is my battle and I’m the one who have to fight it. Thank you again
yo pile 3 really showed exactly how truly your talent and gifted your are, this lady is not to be slept on. i wish you kinda was my friend cause dam. i resonated 100% with your reading to the point i almost cried because ik u felt my or our energy and what it is i am going through and i prayed and spoke to god and angels for the answer. wow self love is what i do but sometimes cause it aint as fulfilling but it is highly needed shower and basic stuff like that and healthy food. care is a very complicated thing to learn if you always distracted by "money" or "people" or past ofcourse. i appreciate that you were like a doctor didnt stop with info unto you find a cure. pile 3 was intense thank you
Pile three 💕 Thank you so much Eso, it was though to listen all the way through but was exactly what I’ve been needing to hear for a really long time. I took a lot of notes so I don’t forget. And perfect timing too, I’m ready to release this old energy in the coming New Year. 🙏🏻
Esooo, I was in pile 2 and I literally started crying, thank you so much for doing what you do, you've helped me find out so much about myself and inspired me to take action to grow
Pile 3, started the reading paused midway and thought to myself "no way, I do love myself"'. Then took a shower and in the shower I realised how accurate the reading actually is and that I was just blind to this shadow aspect of me! Now back to listen to the next half of the reading. Thank you for lovingly calling myself out on my bullshit
I’ve been avoiding Pile 3 for months and I finally came back around to listen to the full thing. It was so necessary. I laughed and cried and I feel like this was the wake up call I needed, so that I can truly properly care for myself and my needs. My soul has been screaming out for some time, but I’ve been trapped in the mental box you talked about for so long. This is the first time that I see a way out of the box and I truly want to feel, live, create, and experience to my hearts content. I deserve it. Thank you for your amazing readings. If I didn’t know any better, I would’ve thought this was a personal reading😂.
WOW! I was torn between pile 3 or 4, but I "accidentally" hit pile 4. So spot on! I am a very mission-based person. I know I have a calling to spread love and do good. This was super uplifting. Thank you!
Pile 2 here✌:I must say this resonated with me on a deep level, and I Thank you for spreading this message❤ Personally,i tend to work a lot and think if "i rest im not doing much or that i need to be working"to feel worthy, It is amazing the way you express certain messages,like with the "Fuck ANXIETY" speaking with such fierce and strong energy,(I love it ❤)as well as telling us about your personal story too about what you're going through...It felt like we're going through similar struggles.. Much love and care to you all ,know that this too shall pass🫂 ☮
Pile 3 here, just confirming how accurate this was for me! I won’t go into many details but I just lost my mom recently so even though everything resonated, at the moment you mentioned moms it really solidified! I got chills, it was true till the end! Ty for this 💘
Pile 3 - Brb literally bawling my eyes out the entire time. 😭As soon as I looked at the cards I thought I was originally drawn to pile 1... But when I opened up the video and looked at all 3 I felt the intensity and fear I had of listening to pile 3 and KNEW that had to be the pile for me. Resonated with essentially every word!! I literally came to your readings in a moment where I felt extreme emotional stagnancy and felt the need to cry. You gave me exactly that with this reading, so thank you soooo much for that. 💛💕💜 It is evidently a tough journey for me considering I resonated with it all... But this showed me that feeling those hard things is important in a way I've struggled with for a long time. I realized being creative is something I'm afraid of because it involves confronting myself, and that I can find that self validation somewhere deep behind all the crap I've been conditioned to believe about myself. Thank you again!!! Much love. 💖💖💖
Pile 2 and I had to pause part way through because it's so powerful I began to cry. Lake Midnight and Golden Memories are hitting me hard in spirit so far. Thank you for this Eso.
Pile 3 hit home for me 100%. I realized the depth of inner work I need to do so that I am lifting my spirit rather than tearing myself down. Thank you so much for taking so much of your time to dig in so deeply into this reading. It was incredibly insightful!
Pile 3 here also, this reading Eso pinpoints where we should concentrate on our inner/shadow works as well. (Thank you so much Eso ❤❤) These messages are really harsh to acknowledge and accept, but they are there for us to heal those mental wounds. Hope for your spiritual journey to be evolved more and more. ❤
Pile 3- I found this reading just now and I have to say that it describe perfectly my past energy, my past self, it was a rough experience and I felt like I don't deserve to be loved and I considered myself a monster without a heart, it was horrible. Now I am here to tell u, pile number 3 that u are not alone, I am here for you, sending u lots of love and I know that u can do it, I believe in u because u are a very, very, very strong and magnificent person with a very beautiful soul🥺❤ I love u soo much, don't give up just yet, u can do itt🥺🤗
Your readings have moved me before but never like this 😭 hello from Pile 3- queer, polyamorous, divorced single mom who grew up bullied for my weight. This reading brought me to tears and was exactly what I needed to hear. Thank you.
I really needed this. I really struggle with self love and I was actually preying to Hestia for a way to know what yo do to learn to love myself. Thank you so much. You are the best. I choosing the pile 4.
Pile 3 - Being raised by 2 narcissists you can hardly expect anything different but I didn't know that for over 50 years! I've been working on this for a few years now and it's extremely tough. Sending massive love to all the other Pile 3's. I hope we can all find a way through this and safely reach the other side in this lifetime. 💕💜🥰❤️🩹
Eso don't doubt your abilities, youre ALWAYS on point and most of us enjoy your long readings. It makes you stand out and frankly, it's refreshing to see readers who communicate authentically
Pile 3: This is a perfect summary of this year for me and confirms the cycles I'm ending with giving more to others than myself. I still have so far to go though. I'm also a Pisces rising, Taurus moon, and Libra Mercury, Chiron, and North Node. Thank you!
pile 3 here. i came to this truth about myself (not giving myself grace, my heart feeling empty/cold, apathetic to everything) a week or so ago. hearing you vocalize everything, sharing the harshness of it all, was definitely the push i needed to keep myself moving forward. i did try to seek counseling when i realized these things about myself, but it was a bust. my paradox was too much for the therapist 😆 i don't know if i should keep trying get guidance to get out of this negativity or to keep trying by myself, but regardless i'm trying. thank you for the reading, thank you for the advice and food for thought 🙏
Pile 4. Wow eso you really expose me in this reading. Everything you said just matched with my recent experience and yes I’ve been through some tough times and yes I’ve evolved, into someone that is one step closer to my true self✨ I have actually been working on my self love for like quite some time and before I would beat myself up for not able to accept myself. But now I am more and more comfortable in my body, my mind, my soul, my everything and finally reap off the benefits of this self-love journey and thats some powerful shit! Anyway really grateful for this reading and the hard work you put in💕💕💕
Hi, EsoTarot! I found you recently. I think it was around the time when I finally opened up to the idea of working on myself and genuinely trying to heal from my past wounds and hurt. And I can't even put into words the huge difference they've made to my life and healing journey. I suppress everything, good or bad, and it's come to a point where I cannot bring it to the surface even if I have a gun pointed at my head. But because you said all those things that I couldn't to myself, I could finally admit to everything. And I can now truly start processing these things because they've become real. I am just so, so grateful for you and your help. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. Lots of love and best wishes to you.
Pile 3 shocked me! Literally I needed this, just need to find the strength to find the way to truly love myself. I don’t know what to add. Thanks Eso You are Amazing💜
I did both pile 3 and pile 4 I connect with both in different ways. I struggle with ADHD it was more rough growing up and I felt alone in it, as I got older I became more shy, quiet, and introverted everyone made me feel like there is something wrong about it which made me feel like I was unworthy of connection and unlovable people still treat me like I'm invisible still. I love your Readings they make me cry but happy too Thank you❤
Haven’t watched this yet but after two months of heartbreak, family tragedies, and rediscovering the importance of self and family, this reading came at the right time
Pile 2: Ma'am when you mentioned the cage, I remembered all your other readings with charms, these past few days I have been getting cages and sea horses all the time and also the squirrel one. I think your sea horse with a pearl is chasing me. Also, the reading totally resonated with me. *From India, you totally freaked me out*. Thank you for the reading and for making me realize I was hurting and doubting myself, even if I never realized it consciously.
chose pile #3, which felt a lot like past energy of 2019 and 2020! it took me so much to grow out of that. i'm really proud of myself for that growth and the development, thank you so so much eso. i nearly cried, but in a very good way. 🥺🌹 ps: also chose pile #4, which is more of my current energy now & everything you said has been really, really spot on. thank you again 💞🌺🤧💌💗
Eso... Girl you got me crying in the club rn. Pile 2. Thank you for all of the love, the kind words, the guidance. I feel so lost today, I needed this. Thank you thank you thank you ❤❤❤🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
Pile 2 . Omg Eso.. This was one of your best readings.. I literally cried watching this. I am at a stage where I very much need to be in a self love journey cuz I have been feeling like shit for quite some time now.. Also I was very happy when you mentioned my country India. I love you eso. This is one of my favorite videos and I will make sure I'll come back to it again when I'm feeling down. ❤💚💜🙏
Pile 2 totally got me, I was bullied in middle school, even some teachers are made fun of me back then, I can forgive but can't forget because it left scars in me, thankfully I moved to different school after grade 9, and never got bullied in the new school, I guess my old school is just toxic.
pile 3 here, im literally baffled by how spot on this was... like you would say something and my jaw would drop. rn, im trying to get out of being a therapist for broken ppl.... i needed this
Pile 3: This pick a card was so needed Eso. I cried like a baby the whole reading. It felt like staring into my own wounded soul that I didn't know was even there, or that I just overlooked. Right before I clicked this video, I was beating myself up because I fell out of love with one creative project I started and it didn't really go anywhere, at least not in the time I wished it did. I'm terrified of losing all the finances I have left. I was about to shut down and completely give up on this entire spiritual path, until I found it in me to click this video. I don't think I ever really knew how to love myself because it felt like the only affection and recognition I got was when I was achieving things and found the belief that I'm only as valuable as the things I have and do. I don't think I'll be able to love myself over night, but I can now say that I look forward to continuing the journey to find it. This reading was the spark that will help change my life. Bless you Eso and Thank you! Hope you have a wonderful holiday!
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I trolled the heck outa your scammers lmao 🤣 wasting their time is the best thing ever
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Pile2 .. love your emotion .. & def resonates very well.
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POV- it’s 2041 and you are watching a 24 hour long eso reading, life is good.
That’s really where we’re headed tho 😂💗
I love ESO, but my attention span could never😂
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Pile 2: “You are so priceless, don’t ever think that you’re not….you’re not allowed to give up, so stop believing that that is an option, cuz it’s not” this brought me to TEARS baby. Woah. I needed this message and I’m so grateful I was guided to it. Thank you for spreading light and power. We are doin the work ✨
Tears too!!!!
It really hit me too 😭
Me too, still sobbing here... Such a powerful message. We love you Eso ❣️ sending love to you! God bless 🕊
Same. I've been going through a bit of a rough patch and I really needed to hear this- not me full on sobbing rn
I just ended a relationship with a person I care deeply about this morning. He's not a bad person, but he wasn't able to treat me right and meet me where I was. Let's just say, I'm very grateful to have one of your readings to listen to today, thank you Eso 🥰 💜
Thank u, next 😌✨ you’re just one step closer to your future that’s true to you 💗 sending you love, take all the time you need to heal 💗💗
Wow, you're so brave! Take truly your time to heal, honey! (:
That's really strong and wise of you! Cheers to you in your next chapter!
I went through the same thing 4 days ago. He means alot to me but he's going down a path I've already conquererd.
Thank you for sharing ❤️ made me feel a lil less alone.
same, quit my job. feels good eso tarot
I'm pile #3. It was spot on. I'm a little heartbroken, but I needed to hear it. I hope every other #3 knows they're not alone.
Pile 3 squad here. In a good example of “take what resonates and leave the rest,” I realized partway through that a lot of this was past energy, issues that I’ve been working on for a long time now. I definitely have further to go, but I’m in a much better place than I used to be. I think this was both a reminder of what I still need to work on but also how far I’ve come to extending love and compassion to myself. For those of you pile 3s who are just now turning to face that void inside you, I know it’s scary, but I promise that doing the work is worth it. Sit with the uncomfortable stuff. Try to talk to yourself like you would talk to your oldest and best friend. No one can do this work but you, but it’s a long-term project, so just keep chipping away at those old beliefs. Sending love to you all. ❤️❤️❤️
me too !! so much of it is helpful tho .
like a re-direction to self ( ,,つ◡⊂ ,, )
Yep, I could see my past self in this reading too. In the beginning I was wondering if I wasn't doing enough 😅 but then I just realized this is a way of spirit reminding me "hey, look where you were and how far you've come!" I feel deep compassion for my past self, I know she was trying her best, but I am also glad to see how much I've grown. And I am really showing up my truth.
For those who are resonating right now with this energy, just keep pushing forward. There will be times when you'll think all you've done was pointless and you'll have to start all over, but the truth is everytime you fall, you're just learning how to be stronger and how to stand up again. It's a journey with ups and downs. But keep going, you'll get through this!
How do you actually start working on yourself? Esotarot did a great job explaining the dark parts of us that we need to stop but like how though? What activities/Exercises did you do?
@@Michecam333 I started with journaling my emotions and thoughts so I could validate them which eventually lead me for expressing myself creatively through writing stories about myself and the things I was going through at the time. I did some lists about myself too trying to figure out the things I like to do (some of them changed of course, while I was going deeper into myself) and actually started to do them.
So I started being true to myself and what I was feeling, so this way I could show my true self to others too (little by little, after understanding that the ones that I need in my life are the ones who truly accept me ) this way I was able to get as closer as I could to my parents (and rebuild our relationship which was falling apart), I also started to work towards my goals and dreams, experienced a lot of things that I used just to dream about or to leave for when I had somebody to do it with me (well, I realized I don't need anybody but myself - not in a selfish way, but in a way where I enjoy my own company)
Meditation also is very helpful to connect to your higher self and if you have anxiety like me (it helps you staying grounded) and the key of it all: try to find a way to work your inner child (they carry all of our traumas and wounds, you can start healing it by connecting with them - there's this hooponopono meditation by Hew Lang that have been helping me with this)
I think the hardest part of it all is finding out the darkest parts of ourselves tbh and Eso already helped with that. Keep in mind this is and always is going to be a work in progress. Remember to love who you are at the moment besides just this ideal healed self. You are worthy right now, exactly how you are (and you will always be worthy as you grow and heal).
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@@Juhcyh wow, you have no idea helpful your advice and message is to me and others on this platform. I really needed to read this. Thank you. And I’m glad you’re in a better place as well. ❤️
Pile 3. 😂 I cried. Listened to this 2 times because I kept crying the first time I did since it was so spot on and hit home. Not to mention the timing of when the video was released was during a time when I was praying and/or asking for guidance as to how to proceed with my journey to self-healing. So I want to really thank you for the honest and blunt collective reading.
For the other people who chose the third pile, please keep on fighting. Life can be hard and a total butthead most of the time, but we'll manage. 😌😂 Fighting!
Pile 2 - I started an application for a masters in psychology while listening to this 🙂 Thank you EsoTarot! 💞
Goodluck!
@@aaA-on3ie Thank you so much! 🙏💖
You got this! 💜💜💪💪
@@letshaveanormalname6325 💖🙏💪
I picked pile two and i am thinking of doing physcology bachlor 😳
Pile 3 here, this is the first time I nearly cried in these readings. When you said the reality won't be like the way we imagined things that hit. I need to wake up, and I'm a Taurus moon 💀
WHERE ARE MY FELLOW PILE 2s? LET'S DREAM BIG TOGETHER!! 💛💚💙❤️
2:08:57
WE CAN DO IT!
LET'S take 1 sec to briefly send a love and support portion to our pile knowing that we HAVE the power to CREATE our HUGE dreams!
who's with me?
sending you infinite gratitude eso - as always you slay channeling pure wisdom in this reading
first off love the energy in this comment!! 💗
Secondly.. PILE TWO PEEPS UNCLENCH YOUR BUTTCHEEKS AND ACKNOWLEDGE HOW GREAT YOU ARE!!!
With all sincerity, all pile two people know that you are not alone. You are an unstoppable, power force to be reckoned with. You deserve and are worthy of the purest forms of love in all aspects of your life. I don’t know you but I see you :). Have a great day loves💗💙❤️
@@notsojaded ummmm love your energy as well! we are really not alone - so excited to see all of us rise!!
I really love yalll sm ✨💖💖LETS HELP UNCLEACH OUR BUTTHOLES!!! so powerful😮💨😮💨
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Let’s start a group chat for Pile 2
Pile2, I kinda feel like I got exposed in the funniest way this reading.. you know I've been dealing with self doubt for years and when I came across your channel it finally made me feel as if I was at home... and then that's when I found the peace within myself to even be open... Thank you Eso for another amazing reading! 💖💖💖
Pile 2 too!!! Doubt doubt doubt ahah what a 🌪💢☠️
pile 3. "you feel like you have to overcompensate for who you are by being insanely impressive" DAAMN
Pile 4 - Wow, hearing this pile made me proud of myself. I am someone who is humble, I do care about being someone who is accountable for the mistakes that I've made as well as my past. I am very hard on myself. I do have character, so true. True about letting go of control. I do shame myself a lot yet learning to stop. Man, when you read the cards, energy and spirit you are so enlightening and makes one feel as if they aren't alone in what they are going through. Thank you.
i picked 3. im speechless and almost crying ive never seen myself more in a reading before. i honestly don't know what to say, I needed to hear so many of these things.
pile 3 gang! Love to you
Pile 3 here. These are hard to accept but I do believe when we could be as authentic as we are there will be such blessings towards us. Lots of hugs to you xx
“You deserve the same love that you so freely give to other people.” That line gave me goosebumps as it was almost the exact same things my guides has said to me. 😭 literally about cried.
Thank you, I chose pile 3 - Im so exhausted I’ve been pushing myself for so long refusing to allow my self to make friends until im in a “good energy” It’s a cycle of self- abuse - I haven’t even noticed how badly my actions and thoughts reflected self hatred, I really appreciate this reading and I am just praying for healing and reflection because there’s no other way I know to move forward
I can help you get back your lost love 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉
Pile 1: thank you so much for this reading, there's a lot of love readings online that most people want to hear about (nothing wrong with it) but for me, this is what I really need...being more in tune with myself and having unconditional love for myself before I can give to romantic relationships.
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pile one here too, i so agree!
I had to pause the video. I can’t stop crying at how accurate pile 3 is for me… I just found your page today and have been binge watching your videos! Thank you for your love and light and how you share it with the world. You are a gem for sure!
me too....🥺🥺
Pile 3 gang ❤️❤️❤️
3 gang!
Litterly same
Me too I couldn't stop crying the whole way through 😭
Pile 4 - I literally laughed and cried and you reaffirmed everything I’ve been telling myself and feeling. Thank you! 🙏🏻👏🏻💕🦄🔮
Same here
Pile 3 💓
The biggest takeaway for me is realizing that my perfectionism does not only tie to my performance at school and at work, but also to spirituality and my growth. I realized I feel so ashamed of not getting out of depression and stagnancy fast enough (even tho many many years of depression and anxiety can't be treated and healed in a year), of not fulfilling my creative aspirations. It sucks to be so ashamed, stagnant and afraid of failure (i.e. not being perfect or coming up with genius ideas, especially right off the bat) that it completely paralyzes You of ANY action whatsoever. But another takeaway is that I need to accept exactly where I am RIGHT NOW - with the depression, with stagnancy, with resistance and just forgive. Let myself be, damn it. Let myself feel miserable, because it's valid, and not shame myself for not doing 100% every time. It really helps not only doing gratefulness practises, but also writing down what we are proud of! Like, I am proud of getting up in the morning, of making myself breakfast, of continually working out etc.. :) Once You stop expecting perfection You can really start living. Even in my creative practices, once I let go of expectations of what it should be and focus on literally >>doing the thing
Oh god your explanations are spot on! I do feel the same way when it comes to decision to do something to get my life going. Also having perfectionistic point of view and being a people pleaser. Hugs to you guys pile 3 babes. ❤
I totally relate to you/this comment. We’re not alone. Love u :)
I needed to understand why I keep being told "your a powerhouse, so is your twin" so I'm here to see how lovable I am so I no longer allow me being hard on myself.
I appreciate my optimism so much. I am Tearing away All limiting beliefs blockages replacing with 150% encouragement being powerful and wise thoroughly. I am getting through this energy just fine. I was beaten down but I took the sticks and stones built myself a temple house. I'll keep my inner peace. God bless me being more than worthy. I am rediscovering new hope with the rainbow spectrum. 🌈 I have this it's who I am. I love my brilliance.
Holy crap. Pile 2 here. I really, really needed to hear ALL of this. I will be replaying this a few times to remember everything you said. I needed this virtual ass kicking/ pep talk, especially w/ the holidays and having to face judgemental relatives who are responsible for my social anxiety from past trauma. Thank you for spending so much time on readings for all of us piles for FREE. Struggling to be my authentic self for fear of being judged, hurt, or taken advantage of. Lately, I feel like if I take my mask off, my authentic self will be an angry ass because of all that "butt clenching". 😅 (I adore you terminology btw. Your personality, humor, sassy, and sappiness. The way you deliver messages is amazing!) Love you so much! Hope to one day be able to book a private reading. This was such an amazing and important topic. Love and light. Happy, safe holiday, and have an excellent New Year. 💕
Pile 2!! Round of applause to Eso!!!! I cant tell you how many times I cried. I was applauding you so many times. Your words awaken so many seeds inside my soul. I was feeling so low. So weak. And you have shone a light onto the moon inside and I feel like I'm full now. Weve got the power, weve got the love, time to shine and get out of our own way!! Love to you all!!!
Pile 3. You described me & my life in perfect detail lmao. Truthfully I really didn't feel anything for most of the reading exactly as you said, but I was surprised at how well you matched with my mental energy, the way you described it was 100% accurate. Ive been unable to be receptive of any positive thing said about myself for so long, and it's true that there's that deep sense of disconnect and feelings of not belonging & unworthiness that i haven't fully unpacked yet. I really do always feel like I need to stay constantly on top of myself and that I'm painfully aware of all my shortcomings to make sure no one would take advantage and attack me. The hollowness, the distance, the complete lack of self interest and giving from a place of lack, and just about everything you described in this reading is true to a T. At first I thought it wouldn't go that deep/beyond the basic stuff, but you really pointed out all my inner complexes and all the issues I've had to deal with for like more than 20 years of being alive to the finest details, and I guess that really touched me because I've rarely encountered people who can perfectly understand what I've been going through in my mind and how much it has driven me to the wall and like, just acknowledged how much effort I've had to put in just to stay sane and appear "normal" because hardly anyone, not even a lot of people close to me, ever fully believes me I think. I think it's because they only ever see my put together work persona I put up to front with them, that they just can't believe how hard it is to live with myself or that I really struggled that hard and it's incredibly frustrating. It really does feel like I'm living with an invisible roommate who treats me like shit constantly, but only me and a very very select few who've maybe dealt with the same thing or those very attuned to other people or like... my literal therapist, could tell that I'm not fucking making it up lmfao. All my life, it's like I'm constantly being denied of speaking of my own experiences, and when I do they never believe me and only belittle me so. Sorry I'm derailing a bit I got emotional here. But I really, really am so grateful to you anyone who's ever tried to understand and could see the same things I see. Thank you for handling it so maturely and treating it with the same respect and compassion as you did for the other piles and just for, understanding and acknowledging my/our experiences. It really means a lot to me and I'm sure to everyone else who picked pile 3 too. I'm really thankful for this reading because it came at the perfect time when I was trying so desperately to find answers on how to love myself, because I've just been incredibly frustrated by how... Vague self help books can be on this topic. Like the only reason I didn't watch this right away was because this was literally posted at the same time I was feeling absolutely shit about myself so I had to take some time before I could open it. So.. thank you, eso, really. Sorry this became really long winded and a bit repetitive, but I mean that. Also to the other pile 3s reading this: i see u, i understand u, and i wish u all the best luck with your journey. To quote my favorite line from any media ever: someday, together we'll shine :')
Pile 3 as well. When I read sentence "I have to stay sane and appear normal" have me in cathartic tears. I recalled my parents told me not to talk or laugh loudly with my imaginary people because they didn't want me to be seen as mad/insane person. It's a fecking hard pill to swallow when I recall it but thank you very much... I see you. I hear you. And i am with you guys.
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People really dont know what happens behind closed doors with myself.. because of the good show we provide them to watch everyday. I feel all of this reading right down to the humble pie lol!!! Much love...hang in there the best is. Yet to come!!!
Every pile I’ve ever chosen on this page has been so spot on, what a diamond to find on this site. This one especially, I chose 2. I am currently going through art therapy to try and let go of all of the insecurity and powerlessness I’ve always felt since I was a child. I’m trying to start my own tarot business and have been struggling to take action. The part about constantly thinking about when I’ll say goodbye to loved ones couldn’t be more spot on. It’s something else I’m working on. Thank you for all of the time and work you put into these reads! You have a true gift.
Now u know u r not alone&u r going places baby❤️🌹to you
PIle #1
I just wanna say the whole need for security versus excitement translates perfectly bc if I could choose anything from any magical universe, it's Newt's suitcase, bc nothing sounds more perfect to me than to go on a trip, but in the end of the day, be able to come back to my own safe space.
Also, about the prejudice, for me what actually happened is that I often feel like others categorized me and give me false attributes that have nothing to do with who I truly am (which blows my mind, bc I discussed exactly this yesterday on therapy lol).
Pile 3 here; you said you felt bad that you did not help but you have no idea how much you did. You gave the gift of finally being seen and validated and that was one of the most helpful readings I have had so far in my life. Thank you more than you will ever know.
I chose Pile 3. It resonated so heavily, I have a lot to process right now! You just hit one nail after another. I could write you an essay about my life and how it went. I’m in my early 30’s now and still learning and healing. I can’t thank you enough for the effort you put into the reading and that you made it happen to be seen!
Lots of hugs and support to us Pile three.
I will be 30 next September and my inner critics has been cruel with my soul for a very loong time. (even this moment when I type my age. The critic ridiculed me I have not achieved goals in financial, occupational etc. and i should be ashamed of that.) I really want to love and appreciate my authentic self like when I support others, but I can't... and it hurts from time to time. I truly hope we can unleash these burdens and truly cherish what we are.
Pile 3 here! This pile was honestly exactly what I needed to hear. I came out as asexual back in July and I have always felt like there was something wrong with me. I’m not an overall lovely person in a sense of romance but I love my friends and family to death. I have always struggled with people not accepting me or seeing me as weird, I have ADHD, weird interests, and my personality is out of the ordinary. Honestly, sometimes I feel like I have to pull back my personality and not share who I am with others but I’m starting to come to terms with who I am and love myself regardless. Amazing reading overall, really spoke to me 🖤
As a trans guy on the autistic spectrum I am sending you lots of love
Wow. Pile 3 here.... Self love has been a theme for this chapter of my life so this gave me a new brand new perspective to how to approach this issue. I constantly have to remind myself that I am human and I'm allowed to make human mistakes. I've listened to your readings for awhile but this one impacted me the most thus far and really resonated in places I had blocked for a long time 💜 Thank you 💜 Fellow pile 3s... Just start.. Even if it's small to us... We have the strength to be brave and grow out of these self limiting beliefs. 🙏🏻 We deserve to fill out cups first.
Cried so hard during pile 3. This is exactly what I’m going through right now, thank you❤️
Group 3: yes, I finally hit the wall "time to sit down and self -reflect" because "achievement -based self love" can't last. Because I was over-achieving to compensate for feeling fundamentally defective.
Wow, you have absolutely out-done yourself with this one. I wish I COULD give that child me a hug: she was so sure she was going to have the energy to fight and achieve forever.
You really captured the essence of being so uncomfortable with receiving. All the ways it spins out in life.
Thank you so much--this was amazing. There's so much to think about here.
EDIT: "You're not all youself"--never were truer words spoken! To those of us who chose this pile correctly, that makes so much sense. A world of sense.
Brilliant: the real person is what's underneath the conscious and unconscious personas fighting. Past the paradoxes. If I can tackle finding that real person, it will be because you've come so close to describing what's really happening here. BIG thanks! 💗
A long, complex, seemingly contradictory reading, every bit of it correct.
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pile 2 : this also made me cry. it really resonates within me.. I've always been such a trash in front of the people around me.. and all I wanted was to be happy, understood, and free, and this reading gave me inspiration to believe that there is still hope out there. thanks
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You always know what we need! You are better than Netflix!
Pile 3 tip: Reiki! Every intuitive, sign, video told me to journal, work on self love, and meditate but it was all seemingly impossible without rewiring my brain. Most of us know we’re worthy of love as humans but how can we grow this within us when our mentality is against us, right? It’s a battle. I was waking up to begin immediately sobbing to my guides to please tell me what my lesson is to feel this way, etc. I was lead to a crystal shop I’d always ignored, then eventually to their reiki services. I am telling you, it made a world of difference. I no longer feel one with the negativity and fog and darkness I was housing. Beginning to clear and heal my aura, energy and chakras made it possible for me to be able to meditate, feel like my thoughts are worth journaling, be less anxious about simply going for a walk. I physically feel healing progress. I implore you, and even the skeptics, to try it. I am now able to discern malicious/non-serving thoughts from intuition again, and that is such a feat. Sending good intentions ✨
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Pile 2 💞 This is the 1st time I cried during a general reading... coz it hit soo hard & I was touched soo deeply I could feel my inner child actually feeling relieved too... thank you soo much Eso!!! Been watching u for 2 yrs since my DNOTS & am soo grateful, Appreciate this🤧 Such a Queen💞💞🌙🌙 perfectttt timing!
Same here I picked 2 when she said she wanted to cry she just made me cry . She absolutely described our Hearts 🥰
She really did and this is the first time I cried at a reading as well ❤️🥺
i just read this somewhere, i dont remember who even said that but..
"you dont have control over how people receive your energy, everything you do or say gets filtered thru the lenses of the personal sh?t that they're going thru. so, its not about you, its them and their personal issues. keep doing your thing, stay authentic, you are special bcs you appreciate you, not their approval."
Pile Two: I have been doing an inner journey to get myself back to remembering all these things after some major blows. Thank you Eso, quite literally half of what you said were EXACT synchronicities for me. I needed this, and I am doing my best. Thank you.
Pile #3 is spot on. I connect more with my soul and not my human self. I struggle with trying to be "successful" by human standards - the car, the dog, the guy, the white picket fence. I don't relate to any of that. I want to be soul deep with humanity and I feel humanity loves surface level.... I struggle with loving myself...like maybe I am meant to love humanity but not be loved by humanity. It's one thing I'm changing. The truths I have and the limitations I constantly place on myself. I am worthy of my own love. It isn't selfish. It is very necessary to fill me up and overflow into others.
Thank you!
Pile 2: Girl I spit out my tea when you said holding ourselves back was energetically like a clenched butthole. 😭🤣🤣🤣 I needed that truth, and the laugh.
This reading was fantastic. Thank you!
I laughed so hard I experienced a mini ego death-
Perfect way to remind myself NOT TO DO THIS, AAHH, hahahaa
I took a double take and died laughing
Pile 2 spoke to my soul directly omg! 💕 I was doing a reading for myself earlier and I heard “now is the time to strike while the iron is hot.” This is literally my life story! I can create my own utopia on earth.
Pile 4 spoke a lot to me, which even readings for myself had been screaming at me for a while. Thank you so much.
Lol, pile 3 is so accurate. I started the video multiple times today but didn’t finish the reading everytime because I was tending to others needs 😂. Just yesterday I made an appointment for therapy tho, FOR ME! Yess.
Same here, I started therapy as well. I realized that I need help and that I want to get better.
So, I got pile 3! To be honest, it was what I needed to hear and I related to all of it immensely. I’m very, very hard on myself. By the end of the reading I was in tears and from how choked up you sounded at times I could tell it was really challenging to channel.
Self-love has been something I’ve struggled with for a while now. I know it’s going to take time to reprogram my mindset and really, truly accept myself. It’s very, very hard but… I don’t want to give up. But as you said I think I need to spend some time crying a bit first. The resistance is strong and tempting, and trying not to shame myself out of it.
Thank you for taking the time to do this massive reading! It’s one of my favorite videos from you.
Pile 3 -- You helped more than you realize. You acknowledged us and understood us without ENABLING us.
Thank you 💜
Thank you so very much Eso, you sweet, kind and generous soul! ♥️
I was pile 4. Grew up in an emotionally abusive and neglectful home. I could only see the world through tainted lenses and never believed there was hope for a better life or version of me until a spiritual awakening in 2013. Since then I've tried to grow and improve, and more recently trying not to let the past define me. I've done lots of serious self and shadow work like my life depended on it, but this is a nice reminder not to try to control everything and trust in the universe, as well as to lighten up, nurture my fun/creative side and live my life in accordance with my truth.
Pile 4: Wow what a reading…just what I needed to hear! 2022 is my year for self love and I’m so excited! 💖 I love how you always talk in riddles yet I totally get what your saying! Your a great reader! Thank you so much for this in depth reading! Xx
Pile 3, sooo true! Major blockages around self love and receiving! But I have been working on this this whole year. And it's getting a lot better. Thank you, Eso, for a fantastic reading! Sending everyone love and light! 💖
Pile 2… thank you so much for your beautiful words 😘😘😘😘 It’s a powerful feeling to know that I am not alone in my perspective of the world and that there are a lot of other people who feels, thinks, and see the world from a light spiritual perspective… I promise all of you who are still in the dark that you just still have lessons to be learned. Remember that self compassion, have faith, and forgiveness is your biggest strength, once you get to the other side, the light is so beautiful. It’s been a long journey but I am no longer the same person I was 20 years ago…
Pile 3 - super strange just how personal this felt. It was nice just to feel heard, please don’t feel unsettled. Thank you for all your time on this, it really meant a lot.
#4 i cried watching this because i watched the life purpose video prior and you explained me so so well and changes within me from doing work. So thankful for this❤
A self love reading first before a relationship reading?? GENIUS.
I’ve enjoyed listening to all of your readings and advice but this one was the best one yet for me. Truly thankful that you came up with this big boy reading Eso 💜
Girl you got me crying at 1 am 😢 im group 2. Thank you for being such a beautiful person. I relate to you sm with your sense of humor lol likewise, i have so much love for you, what you do, and the way you do it 🩷 thank you again for this reading, all your readings. They're always spot on.
Pile 1 here and I have never been SO CALLED OUT while watching a reading from you. It took me several session to sit through and allow your words to sink. Right on point. Time to change things and grow to new horizons ! Thank you for this massive deep reading ♡
That dog looks like a very good boy
pile 3 here: thank you so much for this reading it felt so spot on... thank you for being honest.. tears was falling from my eyes a lot during this reading. i am grateful to have listened to this and i now know that i have a lot of unhealed shadow aspects of myself that i need to work thru in order for me to truely love myself.
I'm gonna consider this reading an early Christmas present, thank you so much for all your readings and the effort you put in ❤
I had to stop the video and point out one thing she said for Pile 2:
"When you are setting yourself on fire to keep other people warm, that is a massive red flag."
The story of my life, and only because I thought it would make people love me more and it didn't. Thank you for letting me know that it was not ok, and is in fact, self harm.
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I chose pile 3... and wow. I needed this.
Pile 2. This reading brought me to my knees. Death has been on the mind of this particulary 40-something far too much. Thank you for such a powerful reading.
Wow girl, you are dedicated!! 5hrs of so much beautiful energy for us💜🙏 Watching Pile 3 as my morning motivation & damn already emotional lol yes to identity crisis about sexuality
I can help you get back your lost love 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉
@@matajikanumber3264 I don't have a lost love lmao I've blocked everyone from my past & moved away. Now I'm in love with the greatest man I've ever met. So don't waste our time. Take your scam somewhere else
i chose pile 3 and it was very accurate until a couple of weeks ago i finally realized i’m a people pleaser and have a hard time creating boundaries with people because i don’t want anyone to hate me i give so much of myself to others that wouldn’t do the same for me and in the end i’m left with nothing but i’ve started to work on it because i’m tired of feeling drained all the time.
Pile 2: Well, this was single f***ing greatest peptalk I've gotten in my life 😄 Thank you for shining your light into this world. You really do help others do the same ❤
Pile 3 here - You have no idea how much you have helped me. I am willing to fight now because of you. Thank you so very much. You're an Angel :)
Pile 3. Thank you for the reading, Eso. Having someone acknowledge the struggle helped, and you helped me realize a lot of things (every thing the reading says, actually) that I think I’ve always known, deep down, but didn’t acknowledge until now. I wish I know how to let go, at least, but as you said, this is my battle and I’m the one who have to fight it. Thank you again
I can help you get back your lost love 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉
Pile 3-- HOLY SMOKES. This was a personal reading. WOW.
Thank you.
Pile 2...3 minutes in and in tears. Thank you for your insight and gifts. God bless you!!
yo pile 3 really showed exactly how truly your talent and gifted your are, this lady is not to be slept on. i wish you kinda was my friend cause dam. i resonated 100% with your reading to the point i almost cried because ik u felt my or our energy and what it is i am going through and i prayed and spoke to god and angels for the answer. wow self love is what i do but sometimes cause it aint as fulfilling but it is highly needed shower and basic stuff like that and healthy food. care is a very complicated thing to learn if you always distracted by "money" or "people" or past ofcourse. i appreciate that you were like a doctor didnt stop with info unto you find a cure. pile 3 was intense thank you
Pile three 💕 Thank you so much Eso, it was though to listen all the way through but was exactly what I’ve been needing to hear for a really long time. I took a lot of notes so I don’t forget. And perfect timing too, I’m ready to release this old energy in the coming New Year. 🙏🏻
I can help you get back your lost love 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉
Esooo, I was in pile 2 and I literally started crying, thank you so much for doing what you do, you've helped me find out so much about myself and inspired me to take action to grow
Pile 3, started the reading paused midway and thought to myself "no way, I do love myself"'. Then took a shower and in the shower I realised how accurate the reading actually is and that I was just blind to this shadow aspect of me! Now back to listen to the next half of the reading.
Thank you for lovingly calling myself out on my bullshit
I’ve been avoiding Pile 3 for months and I finally came back around to listen to the full thing. It was so necessary. I laughed and cried and I feel like this was the wake up call I needed, so that I can truly properly care for myself and my needs. My soul has been screaming out for some time, but I’ve been trapped in the mental box you talked about for so long. This is the first time that I see a way out of the box and I truly want to feel, live, create, and experience to my hearts content. I deserve it. Thank you for your amazing readings. If I didn’t know any better, I would’ve thought this was a personal reading😂.
This felt way too personal even down to the fact that I’m gay😂
WOW! I was torn between pile 3 or 4, but I "accidentally" hit pile 4. So spot on! I am a very mission-based person. I know I have a calling to spread love and do good. This was super uplifting. Thank you!
Same thing happened to me 😀❤️
Pile 2 here✌:I must say this resonated with me on a deep level, and I Thank you for spreading this message❤
Personally,i tend to work a lot and think if "i rest im not doing much or that i need to be working"to feel worthy,
It is amazing the way you express certain messages,like with the "Fuck ANXIETY" speaking with such fierce and strong energy,(I love it ❤)as well as telling us about your personal story too about what you're going through...It felt like we're going through similar struggles..
Much love and care to you all ,know that this too shall pass🫂 ☮
Pile 3 here, just confirming how accurate this was for me! I won’t go into many details but I just lost my mom recently so even though everything resonated, at the moment you mentioned moms it really solidified! I got chills, it was true till the end! Ty for this 💘
Pile 3 - Brb literally bawling my eyes out the entire time. 😭As soon as I looked at the cards I thought I was originally drawn to pile 1... But when I opened up the video and looked at all 3 I felt the intensity and fear I had of listening to pile 3 and KNEW that had to be the pile for me. Resonated with essentially every word!!
I literally came to your readings in a moment where I felt extreme emotional stagnancy and felt the need to cry. You gave me exactly that with this reading, so thank you soooo much for that. 💛💕💜
It is evidently a tough journey for me considering I resonated with it all... But this showed me that feeling those hard things is important in a way I've struggled with for a long time. I realized being creative is something I'm afraid of because it involves confronting myself, and that I can find that self validation somewhere deep behind all the crap I've been conditioned to believe about myself.
Thank you again!!! Much love.
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Pile 2 and I had to pause part way through because it's so powerful I began to cry. Lake Midnight and Golden Memories are hitting me hard in spirit so far.
Thank you for this Eso.
pile 3 is exactly what I needed. I am a taurus sun & resonated with everything. I will keep working on this journey. 🙏🏽❤️ thank you eso. ✨
Pile 3 hit home for me 100%. I realized the depth of inner work I need to do so that I am lifting my spirit rather than tearing myself down. Thank you so much for taking so much of your time to dig in so deeply into this reading. It was incredibly insightful!
Pile 3 here also, this reading Eso pinpoints where we should concentrate on our inner/shadow works as well. (Thank you so much Eso ❤❤) These messages are really harsh to acknowledge and accept, but they are there for us to heal those mental wounds. Hope for your spiritual journey to be evolved more and more. ❤
Pile 3- I found this reading just now and I have to say that it describe perfectly my past energy, my past self, it was a rough experience and I felt like I don't deserve to be loved and I considered myself a monster without a heart, it was horrible. Now I am here to tell u, pile number 3 that u are not alone, I am here for you, sending u lots of love and I know that u can do it, I believe in u because u are a very, very, very strong and magnificent person with a very beautiful soul🥺❤ I love u soo much, don't give up just yet, u can do itt🥺🤗
Group 4. Thank you so much! This felt like a personal reading. Start to finish was my life and a message I needed to hear. Tons of confirmation.
Your readings have moved me before but never like this 😭 hello from Pile 3- queer, polyamorous, divorced single mom who grew up bullied for my weight. This reading brought me to tears and was exactly what I needed to hear. Thank you.
I really needed this. I really struggle with self love and I was actually preying to Hestia for a way to know what yo do to learn to love myself.
Thank you so much. You are the best.
I choosing the pile 4.
I am also going to watch pile 2.
I ended up watching pile 3 too. That one resonated the most.
I’ve never heard someone be emotional in readings like you do. It’s very touching and I appreciate it! Thank you!
Pile 3 - Being raised by 2 narcissists you can hardly expect anything different but I didn't know that for over 50 years! I've been working on this for a few years now and it's extremely tough. Sending massive love to all the other Pile 3's. I hope we can all find a way through this and safely reach the other side in this lifetime. 💕💜🥰❤️🩹
Eso don't doubt your abilities, youre ALWAYS on point and most of us enjoy your long readings. It makes you stand out and frankly, it's refreshing to see readers who communicate authentically
Pile 3: This is a perfect summary of this year for me and confirms the cycles I'm ending with giving more to others than myself. I still have so far to go though. I'm also a Pisces rising, Taurus moon, and Libra Mercury, Chiron, and North Node. Thank you!
pile 3 here. i came to this truth about myself (not giving myself grace, my heart feeling empty/cold, apathetic to everything) a week or so ago. hearing you vocalize everything, sharing the harshness of it all, was definitely the push i needed to keep myself moving forward. i did try to seek counseling when i realized these things about myself, but it was a bust. my paradox was too much for the therapist 😆 i don't know if i should keep trying get guidance to get out of this negativity or to keep trying by myself, but regardless i'm trying. thank you for the reading, thank you for the advice and food for thought 🙏
Pile 4. Wow eso you really expose me in this reading. Everything you said just matched with my recent experience and yes I’ve been through some tough times and yes I’ve evolved, into someone that is one step closer to my true self✨ I have actually been working on my self love for like quite some time and before I would beat myself up for not able to accept myself. But now I am more and more comfortable in my body, my mind, my soul, my everything and finally reap off the benefits of this self-love journey and thats some powerful shit! Anyway really grateful for this reading and the hard work you put in💕💕💕
Hi, EsoTarot! I found you recently. I think it was around the time when I finally opened up to the idea of working on myself and genuinely trying to heal from my past wounds and hurt. And I can't even put into words the huge difference they've made to my life and healing journey. I suppress everything, good or bad, and it's come to a point where I cannot bring it to the surface even if I have a gun pointed at my head. But because you said all those things that I couldn't to myself, I could finally admit to everything. And I can now truly start processing these things because they've become real. I am just so, so grateful for you and your help. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. Lots of love and best wishes to you.
Pile 3 shocked me! Literally I needed this, just need to find the strength to find the way to truly love myself. I don’t know what to add. Thanks Eso You are Amazing💜
I did both pile 3 and pile 4 I connect with both in different ways. I struggle with ADHD it was more rough growing up and I felt alone in it, as I got older I became more shy, quiet, and introverted everyone made me feel like there is something wrong about it which made me feel like I was unworthy of connection and unlovable people still treat me like I'm invisible still. I love your Readings they make me cry but happy too Thank you❤
Haven’t watched this yet but after two months of heartbreak, family tragedies, and rediscovering the importance of self and family, this reading came at the right time
Pile 2: Ma'am when you mentioned the cage, I remembered all your other readings with charms, these past few days I have been getting cages and sea horses all the time and also the squirrel one. I think your sea horse with a pearl is chasing me. Also, the reading totally resonated with me. *From India, you totally freaked me out*. Thank you for the reading and for making me realize I was hurting and doubting myself, even if I never realized it consciously.
chose pile #3, which felt a lot like past energy of 2019 and 2020! it took me so much to grow out of that. i'm really proud of myself for that growth and the development, thank you so so much eso. i nearly cried, but in a very good way. 🥺🌹
ps: also chose pile #4, which is more of my current energy now & everything you said has been really, really spot on. thank you again 💞🌺🤧💌💗
Eso... Girl you got me crying in the club rn. Pile 2. Thank you for all of the love, the kind words, the guidance. I feel so lost today, I needed this. Thank you thank you thank you ❤❤❤🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
Pile 2 . Omg Eso.. This was one of your best readings.. I literally cried watching this. I am at a stage where I very much need to be in a self love journey cuz I have been feeling like shit for quite some time now.. Also I was very happy when you mentioned my country India. I love you eso. This is one of my favorite videos and I will make sure I'll come back to it again when I'm feeling down. ❤💚💜🙏
Pile 3 people I love y’all. We deserve love. We deserve self love
Pile 2 totally got me, I was bullied in middle school, even some teachers are made fun of me back then, I can forgive but can't forget because it left scars in me, thankfully I moved to different school after grade 9, and never got bullied in the new school, I guess my old school is just toxic.
pile 3 here, im literally baffled by how spot on this was... like you would say something and my jaw would drop. rn, im trying to get out of being a therapist for broken ppl.... i needed this
Pile 3: This pick a card was so needed Eso. I cried like a baby the whole reading. It felt like staring into my own wounded soul that I didn't know was even there, or that I just overlooked. Right before I clicked this video, I was beating myself up because I fell out of love with one creative project I started and it didn't really go anywhere, at least not in the time I wished it did. I'm terrified of losing all the finances I have left. I was about to shut down and completely give up on this entire spiritual path, until I found it in me to click this video. I don't think I ever really knew how to love myself because it felt like the only affection and recognition I got was when I was achieving things and found the belief that I'm only as valuable as the things I have and do. I don't think I'll be able to love myself over night, but I can now say that I look forward to continuing the journey to find it. This reading was the spark that will help change my life. Bless you Eso and Thank you! Hope you have a wonderful holiday!
Congratulations!! I’ve been exactly where you are, but now that you’ve had this breakthrough, you’re on a beautiful path. Wishing you all the best 💓
@@LizVonVillas Thank you do much! I appreciate you! 😊❤