I've been through 2 long term relationships. one of which I was matried and had two kids. at 52 I got married again and it's been the best relationship of my life. look for a woman that has a good job and is able to pull her own weight. good luck man.
Real talk, I lost the love of my life a few years back. I dove straight into work because I knew I was for the first time actually in love, I dove into a position where I worked at least 60 hours a week. Due to thinking I was right and my girl was tripping I spent all my time working because I promised myself my child would never go without. I told her to give me one year doing this and I would have all the money we needed to start a family. But when I wasn't working I was drinking to wind down. So I just ate, worked, drank some and slept. My girl did not cheat, always had a full meal in the oven set to warm when I got home. But I neglected her because I was so scared of my child being neglected like I was when I was little. I pushed my girl away due to my pride and ego allowing me to do the job of three people. All for me to push my fiancé into and being sucked back into the Jehovah Witness cult. By that time my not being there in all the proper ways you should made it all fall down. Now she's basically like a nun and for me she still is the only one but it cannot work. Breaking up with the love of your life feels shitty. We are all just people trying to keep our head above water, you can be a billionaire and something is gonna fuck up your whole mental. I think you got a hard hustle to knock. God will provide, always does when you put in the legwork. I wish you well brother
Keep grinding man you got this!!
Stay busy and keep working.
I've been through 2 long term relationships. one of which I was matried and had two kids. at 52 I got married again and it's been the best relationship of my life. look for a woman that has a good job and is able to pull her own weight. good luck man.
Real talk, I lost the love of my life a few years back. I dove straight into work because I knew I was for the first time actually in love, I dove into a position where I worked at least 60 hours a week. Due to thinking I was right and my girl was tripping I spent all my time working because I promised myself my child would never go without. I told her to give me one year doing this and I would have all the money we needed to start a family. But when I wasn't working I was drinking to wind down. So I just ate, worked, drank some and slept. My girl did not cheat, always had a full meal in the oven set to warm when I got home. But I neglected her because I was so scared of my child being neglected like I was when I was little. I pushed my girl away due to my pride and ego allowing me to do the job of three people. All for me to push my fiancé into and being sucked back into the Jehovah Witness cult. By that time my not being there in all the proper ways you should made it all fall down. Now she's basically like a nun and for me she still is the only one but it cannot work. Breaking up with the love of your life feels shitty. We are all just people trying to keep our head above water, you can be a billionaire and something is gonna fuck up your whole mental. I think you got a hard hustle to knock. God will provide, always does when you put in the legwork. I wish you well brother