purity [original song]

i didn't think i was gonna post any personal songs but here we are 💔
lyrics are below:3
there isn't a spot on my body
that dosnt look like that of a sick puppy
sirens in the streets will remind me
of every note you left last week
want me to grow older
want me to make amends
rack through your brain find the folder
of memories you tried to make me forget
leave me in the house
and leave me with my clothes
leave me in the coldness of your own
when i come to see
a face with that same mean
i may just dive as deep
you'll strip me of purity
continue to break my things
loud noises make me think
of who i could've have been
stop holding my legs
if i give you a taste
of my broken waste
leave me in the house
and leave me with my clothes
leave me in the coldness of your own
when i come to see
a face with that same mean
i may just dive as deep
not because i'm searching for you
in everyone i meet
not cause i'm wishing you
had made me feel a little more neat
step in the shower
and wash my dirtied face
and the rest of the places you made me hate
leave me in the house
and leave me with my clothes
leave me in the coldness of your own
leave me in the house
and leave me with my clothes
hoping i don't become your clone

[@lemonbread.mp4]

IT'S SO GODD!!!! your voice is really nice