istillfeelproudwhenidonteat [original song]

yet another vent song 🤞
lyrics are bellow!!
a shadow of me is tearing at my skull
collar bones and a sculpted jaw
the fatigue seemed to be worth the pain
of a life without fuel for a few days
a feeling i can't seem to shake
nothing special in my wake
a higher dose might be the solution
or mabye a meaningful contribution
i'm passed trying to pull of this great feat
but i still feel proud when i don't eat
mabye it has to do with my delusion
what's the point of a proper nutrition
mabye you can't see the change
but the numbers are dropping everyday
unless you tell me again
that my legs are growing thin
an image i can't seem to shake
i will change the way i was made
i took the medication
hoping it would stop the salivation
i'm passed tryna pull off this great feat
but i still feel proud when i don't eat
mabye it has to do with my delusion
what's the point of a proper nutrition
if i can be who i want to
if i can look how i want to
if i can feel how i want to
if the shadow becomes a reality
then i should be forever happy
mabye it's the way my brain is made
but i wanna look fake
i wanna look fake
i'm passed tryna pull off this great feat
but i still feel proud when i don't eat
i'm passed tryna pull off this great feat
but i still feel proud when i don't eat