Dropping some truth bombs today after a couple a very dark days. Dragged myself out & decided to share my thoughts with you all. Thank me later... or not 😆
I love love how honest and raw you are about how you feel. The past few days I have too been in that dark hole, feeling hopeless scared and very alone even though if I wanted I have family I can call but it’s so weird when I feel so low so depressed I can’t call anyone I feel like an utter burden. I think you are amazing to share how you feel you make me feel less alone. I convince myself it must be the meds that are changing my moods so up and down....I was on top of the world last wkend having a good laugh with family and friends (at a friends birthday party) come Monday was a slippery slope into three days of depression. I do feel better today though I too forced myself to get out well I had to I had no food in the cupboards. After tears of frustration and scared to face public my daughter said she would walk down with me into town and do a shop. I feel so much better now for getting out. I love your humour, I know it’s serious but I think hearing similarities it just makes me feel better....I too could have happily thrown myself off a tall building this morning. Sometimes life makes no sense to me, sometimes all i feel is worry and that life is a constant battle I just think what is all for?? Like you I can be a good actress when I have to be. Thanks for making me smile. Hope you are feeling much better too xx
Sorry you felt so bad after doing so well. We all know that one day can be totally different to the next. I've only got out of bed today to grab a drink & it's nearly 8pm. I'm typing this before you say it but I know you will say it, forcing ourselves to get up & out is the only thing that's gonna help us. But doing it is an entirely different matter.
Gatecrasher 4Ever Not going to force ANY advice on you because I know you have the answers. But like you say, having the knowledge & putting it into practice are two totally different things. Baby steps each day add up to big improvements eventually so don’t be hard on yourself 😊
Sorry you are not " chipper" but what strikes me about you is your massive honesty and I know from following your previous vids that you will feel better....it will pass. Don`t jump off a cliff.....I did that. Christ! I`m alive !! So thank god, or someone, that I am around to see your videos.
I love love how honest and raw you are about how you feel. The past few days I have too been in that dark hole, feeling hopeless scared and very alone even though if I wanted I have family I can call but it’s so weird when I feel so low so depressed I can’t call anyone I feel like an utter burden.
I think you are amazing to share how you feel you make me feel less alone. I convince myself it must be the meds that are changing my moods so up and down....I was on top of the world last wkend having a good laugh with family and friends (at a friends birthday party) come Monday was a slippery slope into three days of depression. I do feel better today though I too forced myself to get out well I had to I had no food in the cupboards. After tears of frustration and scared to face public my daughter said she would walk down with me into town and do a shop. I feel so much better now for getting out.
I love your humour, I know it’s serious but I think hearing similarities it just makes me feel better....I too could have happily thrown myself off a tall building this morning. Sometimes life makes no sense to me, sometimes all i feel is worry and that life is a constant battle I just think what is all for?? Like you I can be a good actress when I have to be.
Thanks for making me smile. Hope you are feeling much better too xx
Ans R Thanks for the response lovely. Was great chatting earlier. Enjoy your chocolate & cuppa 😁
Sorry you felt so bad after doing so well. We all know that one day can be totally different to the next. I've only got out of bed today to grab a drink & it's nearly 8pm. I'm typing this before you say it but I know you will say it, forcing ourselves to get up & out is the only thing that's gonna help us. But doing it is an entirely different matter.
Gatecrasher 4Ever Not going to force ANY advice on you because I know you have the answers. But like you say, having the knowledge & putting it into practice are two totally different things. Baby steps each day add up to big improvements eventually so don’t be hard on yourself 😊
Sorry you are not " chipper" but what strikes me about you is your massive honesty and I know from following your previous vids that you will feel better....it will pass. Don`t jump off a cliff.....I did that. Christ! I`m alive !! So thank god, or someone, that I am around to see your videos.