Dear Zoe, I don't think peopple follow you only because you are positive and real, but because that is a part of your personality. At least, that is why I follow you. It doesn't really matter if you are making pancakes, chatting to Mark or showing us your life. It's YOU people want to see! I really hope you are able to ignore the haters and keep making content you love! Hugs from Norway.
Zoe, your channels are the only channels that I have consistently watched from the moment I subscribed years and years ago. I always go through phases of watching other channels but there is something so unique and welcoming about your content and personality. I have never felt disinterested in anything you have posted. When I watch your videos there is warmth and familiarity. I truely believe that everyone is so drawn to your content because your personality seems supportive, wholesome and kind. I think your channels are a place for people to feel safe and not intimidated to be something or someone else. You are a person that everyone can imagine easily being friends with. I’m sad to hear that you feel constricted at times. So many people value your thoughts, opinions and emotions. Keep up the wonderful work and continue doing what you love.
I think you should just be yourself and try to stop overthinking it and trying to live up to expectations, you'll probably be happier for it even if some people will drag you at first. There will be more people who admire you for being the real you 😊
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Completely know how you feel Zoe!! I'm a much smaller creator but I am always second guessing myself and what I've said! It's so hard to relax when I know things can be misconstrued and people can take offence to things that were never intended to be offensive!! And even when I think I've been as careful as possible, I'll still get those comments letting me know I'm wrong! I follow your vlogs because I feel like I can relate to you so much and your vlogs are like little chats/days out with a friend (from the comfort of the sofa) and we are so similar it's quite crazy!! Possibly the longest comment I've ever written! p.s. can totally get lonely sometimes! (You're welcome to pop over for tea) :')
Don’t be sad, we’re all here for you, I subscribed because you make my day, and im sure comments like this make your day, it’s what do, I love making people smile xx
I hate that you don't feel like you can be yourself online at the moment. I was literally so happy when I saw your video pop up tonight as I have had a really crappy week, starting with a car accident and just felt down about everything but I put your video on because I know no matter what watching you makes me feel comforted and happy. I watch because you feel like a close friend even though I am 27 I wish I had a friend like you around me who is genuine, kind and a good bloody person, those traits seem hard to come by these days. Since I first subscribed I look forward to what ever video you choose to share because you're friendly, real and relatable. I hope you find it within you to be more open and not constantly analysing how you are perceived, don't lose your spark Zoe, that's why everyone loves you, just be yourself because it's enough for the people who truly care! Louise xxxx
Well I surely didn't have enough space to express why I followed you on your instagram question, so allow me to do it here. My best friend showed me your channel 6 years ago telling me how much we looked alike (looks and personality wise) ((I do not see the looks but major compliment haha)) and I started following you. You were the first person I followed on youtube, before I even realized what youtube was! (wasn't that much of a big deal in Portugal before haha). Throughout the years you have inspired me SO much with your videos, you motivate me with your vlogs to be organized, to be happy, to spread love and positivity. Thanks to you I created my own youtube channel 4 years ago and I can tell you it was the BEST decision of my life. So for that, I say THANK YOU. Thank you for inspiring so many people with what you do. Thank you for being inspiring, thank you for being a part of our lives and putting a big smile in our faces when nothing else does. Cheesiness aside, I would absolutely love (and I think it would be good for you too) if you did a clean, not much edited video, just expressing your opinion on whatever comes to your mind. Sometimes it's good to talk about things, and maybe you'll see how many people actually agree with you. I know it's pointless to say and honestly you'll most likely not even be reading this haha but, I know you have all the eyes watching you and ready to attack, but you have a lot more eyes and hearts ready to defend you and be there for you. Please don't be afraid to be yourself. You're a true ray of sunshine and you do make a lot of lives better. Hope you're having a good day, and you'll be making more content forever (if that's possible haha) Once again thank you, I love you Zoe 💓
32:15 Why do I follow you? I know you may not see this and that this may be buried in the avalanche of comments but I feel like I had to answer this. (Even if it is rather late.)I remember when I was battling what I now know are panic attacks at the age of 16 ( literally 6 years ago) I didn't know what it was and I felt out of place. I googled my symptoms and everything kept pointing me towards a panic disorder. I then googled panic disorders and I found your video. I remember feeling like I was talking to a friend, it was raw and full of words I didn't know I needed to hear until I heard them. I can't speak for the 12 million plus subscribers you have but I want you to know that I have noticed the mask you've put on. I can see your struggle with wanting to be you and wanting to stay out of the toxic nature media ( youtube or other) has tried to drag you into. In a world where people are simply waiting for others to fall in order to pick them apart, I chose to follow you not because you portrayed this stay positive personality. I followed you because you proved to me that despite being imperfect, despite having bad days and despite making mistakes we all deserve our best chance at being happy. You let us in to your world and showed us that being vulnerable was true strength. It may mean nothing but to me your channel is my home ( I know sounds cheesy) but it is. Zoe as you once told us " Don't let anyone or anything control your life,". Love always, A subscriber since Nov 2012
Hey Zoe!! I just wanted to say I love you so much and it hurts my heart that you might see those weird videos about you that keep popping up in my feed lately. I'm from America and have watched you for a while (three years?) I love watching you grow. And with the new office, your book, new ranges each step I get so excited to see and don't ever scrutinize in the way some people do. It may be more of a local (GB) thing it something to do with younger fans. I just want you know. Whether it's how much you post, what you post, or who you choose to hang out with. It doesn't matter. So many of us love you for you. Anything you do for us on here is more than enough 😘😘😘😘😘😘👍
Zoe, I completely understand where you are coming from feeling like you can't share certain parts of your life. Just to let you know that its OK!!!! We totally understand and support whatever direction you head in. Even if you don't make videos on your Zoella channel. From my personal opinion I just love to see your day to day life and your face as it lets me escape from life for half an hour. There is no pressure for you to share personal aspects. Keep being you! you are doing amazing. much love xoxox
You have NO idea how much the openness has really helped me! Thank you SO much 😊 I also feel similar and I totally understand that feeling of loneliness and feeling like people are waiting for you to trip up. It will get to the point where no one is interesting because we’re all too scared to reveal our true selves.
God I love you!!!! 🙏🏻 Thank you for being so real! You expressed exactly how I think a lot of us creators have been feeling. You are such a positive influence on so many people and I just want to thank you for sharing your perspective. Social media can be such an amazing place when used correctly but also such a toxic place when not. We just all need to remember that life goes on out of social media. We all need to keep supporting each other and outweigh the negativity ❤️
as a viewer and purely a viewer, I can 100% say that I (and probably a large percentage of your usual audience) would love to see you do things you love on your channel and feel more like yourself and I would totally appreciate, embrace, and love if you did that. Its okay to grow and change, people can't expect you to be the same person you were when you were 19. That's ridiculous! Anyway, much love, and I will always support whatever you are doing. Hope things get better for you Zoe!
Hi Zoe! Don’t be afraid to be yourself. There are so many people on the internet that are going to try to make something out of nothing and that really sucks. However, I think those that have been watching you for a long time will know and understand your true intentions. I love your content so so much and you being more yourself would be all the more entertaining and amazing.
You are right zoe. You're being scrutinized right now and it's not fair. I am happy to See that you are able to take some positive aspects from it and take it as a chance to refocus. Also, you are a grown-up now and you are allowed to act like the boss-lady you are ;) xx
Zoe, I think it's very important for you to be more "real" and make the videos that you want to make because we want to see your true authentic self. People are attracted to your authenticity. That's one of the reasons why I've followed you for so long. You've always been like the older sister I've never had. I would rather you be true to yourself and let me grow with you rather than making the same content over and over. Nobody wants to see you miserable and faking it for the camera!! You've got to do what is right for you. Xoxo.
I feel like the internet is getting more negative. People, content, comments, creators, etc. I remember years ago everyone was way more helpful with each other but now.. everyone is so into drama, negativity and just waiting to ruin a creator. And then some TH-camrs jump into the same train and follow/ give opinions on the drama. So happy you're touching on this topic because no one is. Hope you find your way ❤ you deserve everything you've been on this TH-cam route for a long time. Love you zoella!
I actually subscribed to Alfie when he daily vlogged because you were in the videos, I still watch his videos for him, but more for you. You're interesting, positivity is great but just you is what people want.
I'm so happy you're opening up about how you're feeling and I hope there's more of this type of content in your future! I feel like I have noticed you holding your breath for a while. And it seems as if you're more guarded now vs before (which is warranted in light of the online culture towards *everyone* right now). This one comment won't make much of a difference, but I hope you know that being vulnerable is important, but that doesn't mean everyone will approve. You have people who know you to your core and followers who truly appreciate you. People who've seen two videos and 100 pics on Instagram have no idea who you are and still feel entitled to speak about you. We understand if you keep yourself guarded, but I hope you begin to feel like you're able to be truly yourself online again.
I completely admire your honesty in this video! I have been watching you from the beginning, when I was just discovering TH-cam and didn’t know what I wanted in a video and learnt BECAUSE of what you posted. You will never be able to please every single one of your subscribers so post what YOU want and people who watch might discover something new THEY like (maybe your viewers also need to step out at try something new too!). I watch you because I always have, I have enjoyed following your journey and watching your brand/business grow (that might just be the PR girl in me though). Will keep watching whatever you post, head up & YOU DO YOU! :) x
This is exactly why I love watching your videos. When we say you're "real", this is exactly what we mean. You're honest and brave for sharing your feelings. I can understand how it would be scary to "show your true colors" because you're afraid of the judgement and/or rude, dumb people who don't necessarily like the real you. But, you can't let that fear be in the way of feeling truly happy! That is why you started your channel in the first place because it made you happy and you could be yourself. We are all beautiful creations in our own, unique way, and we need to remember that and love who we are! The people who really love you and love watching you will stick with you and not judge you. I totally agree with you when you say that people aren't empathetic or real anymore. I AGREE SOOOO MUCH!! We do need to dial it down and remember that people still have feelings and the internet doesn't give you the whole story. So, thank you so much for being honest and real with us. Now, go give your brain and heart a break, take as long as you need. Your happiness and sanity still needs to come before your job, no matter what your career is! Love you Zoe!!! (:
Zoella we all love you because you help us go through our problems too 💗 having a short amount of time where we can escape our problems and watch you live your life with your ups and your downs! We love you for you not the positive side but both sides! We all love you for you! 💗💗💗💗💗
I see a lot of other youtubers talking about the same thing lately. That they can’t express their feelings or thoughts afraid of stepping on someone’s toes. People will twist things and make it something that it’s not. And it seems like everyone gets offended these days. I can just imagine how much pressure and hard it can be living as an influencer. As long as you don’t plan on hurting someone, you can only be yourself. People appreciate honesty and I just think you have to decide to stand behind everything you’re saying. Be confident in your choices. At the end of the day you can comfort yourself that you’re just a human being doing mistakes. BUT being yourself while doing it. You’re the first person I followed on TH-cam. Here I am eight-nine years later. Still as interested as then 😊 you’re doing something right!
Zoe its like this for everyone that gets older, Everyone needs to takes a step back and evaluate their lives!! Especially when you feel that there is negativity everywhere. Believe me it happens for everyone but obviously not to the same extent as your situation but it can and will get better as you take charge of your life 😘
1) You've been missed 2) It's very nice to see more behind the scenesy things 3) You are SO understood and it's your absolute right to take a step back, reevaluate, and figure out what it is you want to do. It's YOU. And as much as I know you want to do things for your viewers and be the best for all of them, you HAVE to do what you feels right. Imposter syndrome is SO real and I can't imagine what it's like feeling this way in front of millions. There are always going to be people waiting to criticize and it is impossible to ignore but they're going to do that whether you're hiding yourself or bearing it all. So it's really up to you what feels right for you. For every one asshole, there's going to be 10 people on your team. Take all the time you need. 4) You are SO LOVED either way.
zoe you need to know that if someone doesn't appreciate your choices, they aren't real fans. we will support any changes you make so take your break. you truly deserve it💕
Zoella, I have missed seeing your vlogs. I subscribed to you because you made my day start off special . I love how warm hearted you are and your friends mean so much to you. Please do not leave youtube you are the BEST !!!!!!
Zoe, I completely understand and your metaphor for how you're feeling is literally my life except I work at a dog groomers instead of a zoo and it's my boss who is always watching me, waiting for me to mess up and even if I don't she still has to think of something to moan about every single day. I have been there for a year now and it was like this from about a month in and it has given me depression and made my anxiety a lot worse. I wake up anxious about going in to work every day, and I am only now leaving. I don't know why I didn't before but both me and my friend are leaving that toxic place for good and instead going to travel to, like you said, reset our lives. I think having a break is a good idea, take time to yourself and think of what OU really want and what makes YOU happy xxx
It's so true, nobody seems real anymore. No empathy or understanding, the world is now a competition to see who has the most. People really do think they will live forever...it's sad x
I normally never respond to your video's, but I felt like this one deserved some extra love. You're such an amazing person and you've inspired so many, but I can understand why you feel the way you do. I can't even imagine what it would feel like having millions of people who expect certain things from you and trying to keep up with all those opinions. I want you to know that you should never doubt yourself, because whatever it is that you are putting online we all know that it is something you've poured your heart into. Wether it's your beauty range, your books or your video's. That is what makes your content so enjoyable and why I think people feel like you're positive and real. Offcourse video's are only a fraction of your life and you might feel like you're not being completely yourself, but know that whatever it is you want to put out there, as long as it is something you love - others will to. Now excuse me, but I'm going to rewatch some of your old vlogmasses, because I can already feel the Christmas vibes coming up!
please please take the time you need to refocus and recenter yourself to make and say and do what feels right to you privately so you come out publicly being able feel comfortable being yourself online again, all the love Zoe xxx
Take the time you need. I love about you that you‘re very positive, kind and not about „the tea“. I enjoy it seeing you posting selfies or dog pictures whatever without any crazy content or meanings bc these pictures are just like „yeah i‘m living my life“ or „my dog is freakin cute“ and that‘s really relaxing to me! There are so many influencer out there posting pictures from traveling the whole world and I‘m sitting at home like „okay whatever I can’t do this“, and you‘re showing you can have a nice and joyful life by simply cuddling your dog or going for a walk. Thank you xx
Been noticing the hawks you talk about who swoop down as soon as you slip up for the tiniest bit. Been noticing your distance and it makes me sad because I’ve also been missing your content. Take your time Zoe, to find a way that works for you to deal with this and please stay yourself cause you are amazing!
Zoe, don't be afraid there are many many people who love you. I watch your videos since i was 14. And everybody grows up, the word changes not the mention the Internet. Just rest a bit and do what you really like. ❤️ So much love
I’ve missed your videos/vlogs sooooo much!!!!! Thank you for uploading this and explaining everything. I totally get it, take your time, the most important thing is for you to be 100% happy with your content. Never forget that you are one of the most amazing people on the internet and your positivity and happiness can brighten up the day of so many of your viewers. Love you lots and lots!!!
i honestly love it when creators reflect on the videos they put out. I learned a lot from the little chat as it made me reflect on myself to and that's also a feeling I love. Thank you for expressing your thoughts. I hope you do know that you're not alone in that feeling. There are people who understand how you feel. We love you lots and take all the time you need!
Zoe, I see you as my friend and I want you to be able to express yourself as much as you want I love this channel and I want to be able to surround myself with people like you and your friends because you are great there is no doubt I think you should be yourself as much as you can. 😊
I’ve literally been here for the past 10 years, I remember watching you back in your bedroom with your super long hair, filming ‘things in my room’ and ‘primark hauls’ I love watching your videos, you are such an inspiration to people who are struggling with mental health, I love everything you do and I love that you are speaking about this, because it is such a big subject that needs to be talked about! Have a break, chill out, everyone needs to have a break and you are well earned it! ❤️
Zoe!! My heart hurts cause I was one of the people who responded to your insta question saying that I love your positivity. I never realized how stressful that can be... thinking that if you’re not always cheery and upbeat that people won’t think you’re you. I guess a better way to say it would be that I follow you for your product reviews, watching your business endeavors, and I love your sense of style, both clothing and homeware. Also all of your deep talks give me a different perspective on various situations that are similar to my life and I love that. I hope you find the confidence to say F it and make the content that makes YOU happy!! Good luck💛💛💛 love ya!
Hi Zoe!! Just wanted to say that I love you so much. Your content is yours to do what you will with it, and if you are genuinely happy and excited about what you are doing then it will show and everyone will love it too. Hope you have a fun and relaxing well deserved break. Xx
This. This is real 👌🏼 you being the realest, rawest version of yourself is the best thing you can do. The fact that you are even talking about it is so inspiring. We live in a filtered world that desperately needs real people.
I have no idea why, but her conversation hurt me a little. It’s like having your close friend tell you that they don’t feel like they can be honest with you. And I 100% know it’s not personal because she does not know me haha!! But it hurt me to know that she isn’t being 100% open and feels like she can’t be herself. I hope one day she can forget about the hawks that try to ruin her day xx
It’s refreshing to hear how you truly feel Zoe! It’s why I started watching you in 2012 because you were relatable and so open and honest. I hope that taking a step back means that you can start looking to the future ☺️ Good luck! Everyone is rooting for you to come back bigger and better and 100% you!
So so important for you to take time for yourself, especially when you work in the public eye. We all love you and support you with whatever you need to do to feel better!!
Fill the 3L and put it into the 5L, then fill the 3L again and put it into the 5L, you will be left with 1L in the 3L. Empty the 5L and add the 1L then fill the 3L and add it to the 5L which already has 1L making it 4L lol
Breaks my heart to see you upset Zoe !! I couldn’t imagine the thoughts that are going through your head right now ! Your being portrayed as something your not by other users ! I follow you because your was one of the first ever youtubers I took a like into 8 years ago , that’s when TH-cam did feel like a safe place and other creators wouldn’t use or crush down others for bait . I feel your journey is so powerful , you show that it’s okay to cry sometimes it’s okay to laugh, we all love you Zoe !!!!!!💕
Zoe, this vlog honestly made me cry my eyes out , the fact we didn’t properly know how you were feeling broke my heart , i’ve been saying everyday “when will Zoe upload again , why isn’t she posting on this , why isn’t she posting on that ... ect” But after watching your little chat about having a break and needing to think about what you want , i’ve realised that i shouldn’t of been saying that , you deserve a break , if you feel you want to work on other things that allow you to be more creative ect ... you do that , like thats amazing ! You are human and dont feel bad if you dont think you’re being as real to us , at the end of the day this is your life and we shouldn’t need to know things you don’t particularly want to share, so if you dont vlog or upload as much that is absolutely fine , you do you. Sending you all the love :) Thank you for everything xxx
Honestly, I watch your videos because it is just part of my weekly ritual. And i don't mean it in a bad way. You're just simpy part of my daily life, as other TH-camrs that I watch are. I never comment, nor buy products or go to events but I'm here behind the screen for good 8 years now and I will continue to be because you are good person to have around, even trough screen. Keep your head high. Love from Croatia ❤
Hey Zoe. Your honest casual chat has come at a time when I have started to question my career choice and how comfortable I have become in something lesser than my goals. I have been wanting to start blogging for a while now, but totally batshit scared of how it would be received, if I would be good enuf or all these thoughts that prevent me from doing anything. So I just want to say, despite your doubts and holding back, you still create and inspire and bring joy to millions of people from all across the world. And with all the love in the world, I hope all these things holding you back, launch you into a better tomorrow when you come back. Lots of love 😘
I saw your instagram post but didn't get a chance to respond so here's my reasons for following you. I enjoy your content because I see a woman that never signed up for this fame and success and the seldomly talked about pitfalls that come along with it. But through it all has managed to stay incredibly grounded and true to herself. You're so talented, warm-hearted and an underrated aspect of you is your sense of humor, you are legitimately hilarious. Unfortunately, you can't please everybody, and this internet culture we are in has only amplified that. It makes me really sad that you feel lonely and isolated. I hope you can get back to feeling like yourself soon.
take all the time you need, because a happy zoe is what makes us happy, do everything you need to be happy and satisfied with what you do, that’s the most important thing!
We will have all the patience you need because you deserve it. Remember, we love you because of who you are, and you are where you are because you have been yourself through and through. We love you, keep doing what you really love and everything will be fine ❤️
Zoe, the reason I watch you is because these vlogs just make me feel cosy and put me in a good mood. Please please just be your self and don’t think about all those nasty people out there, us positive people are the ones you’re making videos for, not the negative people :)
The only content I like on you’re channel is you just being 100% you, you’re personality is always positive even if you’re having a bad day the way you openly talk to you’re audience feels so down to earth and helpful for others feeling the same way. 💕
Welcome back, Zoe! I am so glad you have addressed this. In posting this video, you are showing you ARE real, you CAN be open, and you do care about your work. As someone close to you in age who has watched you for many years, I sort of understand this feeling of something you love as both a hobby and career not feeling as rewarding or fulfilling due to overwhelming expectations. (Albeit, I feel this on a much smaller scale and not with 12 million people watching) I agree with you that it's important for your mental health and personal growth to take a step back and evaluate it all. It's such an important life lesson!!! I love your comment, "the more we are surrounded by negativity, the more normal it becomes." This is important to remember. I love hearing your mature perspective, and respect your space if that is what you need! In fact, I love hearing you chat to us like this and would love to hear your views on many other things. :) xxx
Maybe I'm speaking for myself on this but what I enjoy about a regular friend is that they hold their own opinion, millions of us view you as our friend and for me that's the reason I love to watch your videos, to see someone relatable, someone who speaks about their emotions and vulnerabilities. But sometimes you refrain yourself from the things we hope to see most from you. I continue to watch every video because i hope to see you speak on something that I can agree or disagree with, on real life events that affect you in good or bad ways...because for me a real friendship has those ups and downs. So please don't be afraid to be you and to give an opinion, because at the end of the day whether it be on a serious issue (keeping things pg though) or something really light hearted we value your opinion/your voice and what strengthens any friendship or connection is the ability to understand each other's thoughts and beliefs and learn from each other. We have to grow together, so please don't be afraid of being the real you, and if it goes downhill you have at least one of us (me right here) and i'm sure millions more...ready to cheer the real you on!!!
I’ve followed you for years and I think your reasoning is spot on… I’m so incredibly sorry you feel like you need to pull back and disconnect and not be able speak openly, but know this: you are adored and loved for who you are
Someone can say that your life and your career is perfect. But I honestly understand what are you trying to explain to us even if I am not a youtuber and my job is a lot different from yours. I just want you to know (and I think a lot of people will agree), that you have changed so many lives on this planet. Oh trust me, you were not just a girl, showing her new lipstick. You were also psychologist to young girls and boys out there. You have been one of the first youtubers that I have ever subscribed to, and I remember what youtube used to be. What I want to say is: girl, you do YOU. I loved you, and the rest of influencers, even more when TH-cam was different "place". Yes, there will always be someone who will not be happy with what you do, and how you do it, but someone will just have to accept that this channel is not for them. You are queen of a woman, girly, positive and creative. Show us YOURS creativity, not others expectations. THAT is what we want to see! Love from Croatia!
I think most people will agree that we all love just watching you and seeing what you get up to. You get so excited about the changes of the seasons and everything that comes with it. The fashion, the makeup, the holidays, etc. At least that’s it for me. I love your vlogs. And I love your main videos. It’s sad that things have to change but as someone who tried to make it online I had to just let go. So I completely understand if you wanna take a step back. Whatever makes you happy is the most important thing 🙂
there will be people who don't like your content no matter what you make, Making videos that you want to make and content that you enjoy is important and you deserve to be happy!
I love how you explained how you see TH-cam recently. I'm so tired of opening TH-cam and seeing "Why Zoella's channel failed", etc... I am 48 years old and I have always loved your channel. I'm happy for your success and wish you continued growth. There are so many jealous and hateful people out there!
So happy to see the vlog back! Its hard to put yourself out there and feel like your being judged or picked apart nonstop. If a break is needed then do it! There's always going to be someone who has to tear you down to make them selves feel better. Keep being the wonderful ,talented person you are ❤
Zoe, I love your videos and the fact that certain people make you feel as if you can’t express/share certain aspects of YOUR life is very sad. Why people feel the need to comment and ridicule your life is beyond me. You make so many people happy and inspire so many people, including myself! THANK YOU!!
I’m sorry that you’ve been having a tough time lately Zoe. It sounds like most youtubers have been saying the same thing. I watch some people’s videos where they constantly apologise for little things like background noise or lighting and I think it must be very frustrating when you are constantly scrutinised for the smallest thing. I feel like I’ve grown up with you as I’ve watched you for years and years and I know how different I feel now so you must be feeling the same. I think it’s time to put content out there about the things that are really important to you. The more natural something is the less people will pick at it. You enjoy interior design so maybe do a video of the process of you doing up that makeup room, showing your methods of choosing colours and furniture and art. Your friendships are so important to you so maybe make some videos that focus on those. Tell us how and why you became friends with that person. The videos I always watch of yours are your vlogmas series and I’m sure many people would say the same. It’s the Zoe that we know and love being excited about something and I think that’s what we all enjoy to watch. Keep making content lovely and know that no matter how many nasty and vile people there are trying you tear you down there are also so many people that love you but maybe don’t comment on videos or instagrams but just love seeing you be your lovely self 😁
I really enjoy these honest chats. You are an inspiration to viewers watching. I think your feelings are very real and it makes sense. So much of what is online is fake and I’ve never had that impression from you. Your videos have never been ones that follow a crazy trend and that’s why I watch. I hope you find your footing again and know that you are not alone. Your feelings are real and I’m glad you found the courage to talk about it. Be who you want to be. And if your not sure right now it will come!
Hi Zoe. Personally I would love to see your most authentic self because it’s amazing how positive you are, but it kind of makes me depressed that I’m not as happy as you are. It would make me feel better if you showed all parts of you, whatever that is. I know that is not an easy thing to do, but you have my absolute support. Sending love❤️
you dont have to be afraid that you might say something wrong or do something offensive. yes there are many people here to hate on you, youtube is a difficult career, i understand. but you are a strong beautiful, positive woman and i know that you will be able to ignore and cope with the haters. most of us are here to relax and enjoy watching you, make the videos you want to make, it doesnt matter what we think, you started this channel as a hobbie dont feel like you have to act differently to entertain us. xxxx
I started following you like 7-8 years ago? And I started following you because you saved me, you taught me what anxiety was and you made me realize I had it. You made me feel as though I wasn't weird, or alone, or the only one who felt how I was feeling. Seeing you improve your anxiety made me know i could do the same, I am currently in the best place I've ever been with my anxiety, and that's all because of you. Don't let that statement make you feel pressured, I am so grateful for you. I will 100% be patient with you, don't feel forced to make videos, focus on what makes you truly happy and only brings you positive energy. I don't know if you'll even read this, but if there's a chance you did, thank you for all you've done for me and my mental health and my overall happiness. Again, never feel like you NEED to upload. Upload when you feel happy to upload. Okay my essay is done.
i'm sorry you are feeling like this - i guess it kind of comes with it these days, to be honest i have been watching your videos for probably 8-9+ years now and i'm sure i'm not the only one who noticed the HUGE difference in youtube in the past 5-10 years - guess you can't avoid it - i just hope you know that the majority of us supports you no matter what! you are an inspiration to many ♥
It's so upsetting that you feel this way. You're wonderful Zoe. You have achieved so so so much. I know my comment may not help but there are 1000 people who love you to 1 person who doesn't. Don't let that 1 person stop you from being you. As the 1000 people loose the person they love. ❤️
Listening to how zoe is really feeling about how much she feels she's being judge broke my heart! Zoe you should be able to be yourself in anything you do and if people don't like it then they are lonely people... I think if they're more people like you in the world then we would live in a very happy positive place and would love that!! Your so so brave in everything you do and handle your anxiety is mind blowing! Please feel free to be yourself because we love you for you no matter what others think ❤️ you inspire me so much and have gotten me through so much more than words can say! Stay strong be yourself and most of all have fun we love you❤️
I hate that that’s how you feel because I love your content and missed you the past few weeks! You should be yourself no matter what, I love it and I know everyone else loves it, positive days and down days because we all have days like that too! I like real life content and I feel like you do it great... And I know I can’t wait for autumnal and winter vids! Lots of love xx
As a more mature lady who loves watching your videos (I’m 43) I love how you show other that’s it’s okay to anxiety about how other look at you. We all need to see that. You are first and foremost Zoe Sugg and then there is Zoella. Always remember to be true to yourself. And continue making videos as I love them and so does my 12 yr old daughter (she likes to pretend to be you). All my love
Zoe you are honestly my favourite ever youtuber and every time you post a video my whole day gets 100x better you inspire me to be my better self and it is so sad that you feel like you can’t be yourself. However you shouldn’t feel like that especially on your own channel. You are an amazing person and I’ll always love you for you! Xx
I hate that anyone no matter big or small is forced to feel this way due to society and expectations. Everyone even the most confident people are forced into scrutiny and it just proves how messed up our society is. Especially since such an influential person in so many peoples lives is feeling this aswell. We love you Zoe xx
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Who else has missed Zoe's videos?! She was one of the first people i subscribed to on youtube :)
The Queen is back! You have no idea how much I’ve missed you!!
Dear Zoe, I don't think peopple follow you only because you are positive and real, but because that is a part of your personality. At least, that is why I follow you. It doesn't really matter if you are making pancakes, chatting to Mark or showing us your life. It's YOU people want to see! I really hope you are able to ignore the haters and keep making content you love! Hugs from Norway.
Zoe, your channels are the only channels that I have consistently watched from the moment I subscribed years and years ago. I always go through phases of watching other channels but there is something so unique and welcoming about your content and personality. I have never felt disinterested in anything you have posted. When I watch your videos there is warmth and familiarity. I truely believe that everyone is so drawn to your content because your personality seems supportive, wholesome and kind. I think your channels are a place for people to feel safe and not intimidated to be something or someone else. You are a person that everyone can imagine easily being friends with. I’m sad to hear that you feel constricted at times. So many people value your thoughts, opinions and emotions. Keep up the wonderful work and continue doing what you love.
Can Zoe please one day bring out a pajama range 💜that would be so cool 💙💙💜💙💯
Omg you don’t even understand how much I have missed your videos😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❣️
Can’t wait for the Halloween and Christmas vlogs and products!! ❤️
I think you should just be yourself and try to stop overthinking it and trying to live up to expectations, you'll probably be happier for it even if some people will drag you at first. There will be more people who admire you for being the real you 😊
OKAY. SO. You fill up the 3L once and pour it in the 5L so that the 3 is empty and the 5 is at 3. You then fill up the 3L again and fill up the rest of the 5, leaving 1L in the 3 (because you pour 2 in the 5 to top it off) the. Pour out the full 5L. You take the 1L into the 5 and fill up the 3 again. Pour the full 3L into the 5L leaving you with 4L in the 5L bottle. BOOM
Completely know how you feel Zoe!!
I'm a much smaller creator but I am always second guessing myself and what I've said!
It's so hard to relax when I know things can be misconstrued and people can take offence to things that were never intended to be offensive!!
And even when I think I've been as careful as possible, I'll still get those comments letting me know I'm wrong!
I follow your vlogs because I feel like I can relate to you so much and your vlogs are like little chats/days out with a friend (from the comfort of the sofa) and we are so similar it's quite crazy!!
Possibly the longest comment I've ever written!
p.s. can totally get lonely sometimes!
(You're welcome to pop over for tea) :')
Don’t be sad, we’re all here for you, I subscribed because you make my day, and im sure comments like this make your day, it’s what do, I love making people smile xx
Anyone else currently marathoning all Zoe's vlogmas because they're way too excited for Christmas?! ❤️❤️😄
I hate that you don't feel like you can be yourself online at the moment. I was literally so happy when I saw your video pop up tonight as I have had a really crappy week, starting with a car accident and just felt down about everything but I put your video on because I know no matter what watching you makes me feel comforted and happy. I watch because you feel like a close friend even though I am 27 I wish I had a friend like you around me who is genuine, kind and a good bloody person, those traits seem hard to come by these days. Since I first subscribed I look forward to what ever video you choose to share because you're friendly, real and relatable. I hope you find it within you to be more open and not constantly analysing how you are perceived, don't lose your spark Zoe, that's why everyone loves you, just be yourself because it's enough for the people who truly care! Louise xxxx
Well I surely didn't have enough space to express why I followed you on your instagram question, so allow me to do it here. My best friend showed me your channel 6 years ago telling me how much we looked alike (looks and personality wise) ((I do not see the looks but major compliment haha)) and I started following you. You were the first person I followed on youtube, before I even realized what youtube was! (wasn't that much of a big deal in Portugal before haha). Throughout the years you have inspired me SO much with your videos, you motivate me with your vlogs to be organized, to be happy, to spread love and positivity. Thanks to you I created my own youtube channel 4 years ago and I can tell you it was the BEST decision of my life. So for that, I say THANK YOU. Thank you for inspiring so many people with what you do. Thank you for being inspiring, thank you for being a part of our lives and putting a big smile in our faces when nothing else does.
Cheesiness aside, I would absolutely love (and I think it would be good for you too) if you did a clean, not much edited video, just expressing your opinion on whatever comes to your mind. Sometimes it's good to talk about things, and maybe you'll see how many people actually agree with you.
I know it's pointless to say and honestly you'll most likely not even be reading this haha but, I know you have all the eyes watching you and ready to attack, but you have a lot more eyes and hearts ready to defend you and be there for you. Please don't be afraid to be yourself.
You're a true ray of sunshine and you do make a lot of lives better. Hope you're having a good day, and you'll be making more content forever (if that's possible haha)
Once again thank you, I love you Zoe 💓
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Why do I follow you?
I know you may not see this and that this may be buried in the avalanche of comments but I feel like I had to answer this. (Even if it is rather late.)I remember when I was battling what I now know are panic attacks at the age of 16 ( literally 6 years ago) I didn't know what it was and I felt out of place. I googled my symptoms and everything kept pointing me towards a panic disorder. I then googled panic disorders and I found your video. I remember feeling like I was talking to a friend, it was raw and full of words I didn't know I needed to hear until I heard them. I can't speak for the 12 million plus subscribers you have but I want you to know that I have noticed the mask you've put on. I can see your struggle with wanting to be you and wanting to stay out of the toxic nature media ( youtube or other) has tried to drag you into. In a world where people are simply waiting for others to fall in order to pick them apart, I chose to follow you not because you portrayed this stay positive personality. I followed you because you proved to me that despite being imperfect, despite having bad days and despite making mistakes we all deserve our best chance at being happy. You let us in to your world and showed us that being vulnerable was true strength. It may mean nothing but to me your channel is my home ( I know sounds cheesy) but it is. Zoe as you once told us " Don't let anyone or anything control your life,".
Love always,
A subscriber since Nov 2012
Hey Zoe!! I just wanted to say I love you so much and it hurts my heart that you might see those weird videos about you that keep popping up in my feed lately. I'm from America and have watched you for a while (three years?) I love watching you grow. And with the new office, your book, new ranges each step I get so excited to see and don't ever scrutinize in the way some people do. It may be more of a local (GB) thing it something to do with younger fans. I just want you know. Whether it's how much you post, what you post, or who you choose to hang out with. It doesn't matter. So many of us love you for you. Anything you do for us on here is more than enough 😘😘😘😘😘😘👍
Zoe, I completely understand where you are coming from feeling like you can't share certain parts of your life. Just to let you know that its OK!!!! We totally understand and support whatever direction you head in. Even if you don't make videos on your Zoella channel. From my personal opinion I just love to see your day to day life and your face as it lets me escape from life for half an hour. There is no pressure for you to share personal aspects. Keep being you! you are doing amazing. much love xoxox
You have NO idea how much the openness has really helped me! Thank you SO much 😊 I also feel similar and I totally understand that feeling of loneliness and feeling like people are waiting for you to trip up. It will get to the point where no one is interesting because we’re all too scared to reveal our true selves.
God I love you!!!! 🙏🏻 Thank you for being so real! You expressed exactly how I think a lot of us creators have been feeling. You are such a positive influence on so many people and I just want to thank you for sharing your perspective. Social media can be such an amazing place when used correctly but also such a toxic place when not. We just all need to remember that life goes on out of social media. We all need to keep supporting each other and outweigh the negativity ❤️
as a viewer and purely a viewer, I can 100% say that I (and probably a large percentage of your usual audience) would love to see you do things you love on your channel and feel more like yourself and I would totally appreciate, embrace, and love if you did that. Its okay to grow and change, people can't expect you to be the same person you were when you were 19. That's ridiculous! Anyway, much love, and I will always support whatever you are doing. Hope things get better for you Zoe!
Hi Zoe! Don’t be afraid to be yourself. There are so many people on the internet that are going to try to make something out of nothing and that really sucks. However, I think those that have been watching you for a long time will know and understand your true intentions. I love your content so so much and you being more yourself would be all the more entertaining and amazing.
So excited for you new Winter vlogs and videos x
Omg she’s back!!!
You are right zoe. You're being scrutinized right now and it's not fair. I am happy to See that you are able to take some positive aspects from it and take it as a chance to refocus. Also, you are a grown-up now and you are allowed to act like the boss-lady you are ;) xx
omg yes I've been waiting for a new Zoella vlog!!
Zoe, I think it's very important for you to be more "real" and make the videos that you want to make because we want to see your true authentic self. People are attracted to your authenticity. That's one of the reasons why I've followed you for so long. You've always been like the older sister I've never had. I would rather you be true to yourself and let me grow with you rather than making the same content over and over. Nobody wants to see you miserable and faking it for the camera!! You've got to do what is right for you. Xoxo.
I feel like the internet is getting more negative. People, content, comments, creators, etc. I remember years ago everyone was way more helpful with each other but now.. everyone is so into drama, negativity and just waiting to ruin a creator. And then some TH-camrs jump into the same train and follow/ give opinions on the drama.
So happy you're touching on this topic because no one is. Hope you find your way ❤ you deserve everything you've been on this TH-cam route for a long time. Love you zoella!
I actually subscribed to Alfie when he daily vlogged because you were in the videos, I still watch his videos for him, but more for you. You're interesting, positivity is great but just you is what people want.
I'm so happy you're opening up about how you're feeling and I hope there's more of this type of content in your future! I feel like I have noticed you holding your breath for a while. And it seems as if you're more guarded now vs before (which is warranted in light of the online culture towards *everyone* right now). This one comment won't make much of a difference, but I hope you know that being vulnerable is important, but that doesn't mean everyone will approve. You have people who know you to your core and followers who truly appreciate you. People who've seen two videos and 100 pics on Instagram have no idea who you are and still feel entitled to speak about you. We understand if you keep yourself guarded, but I hope you begin to feel like you're able to be truly yourself online again.
I completely admire your honesty in this video! I have been watching you from the beginning, when I was just discovering TH-cam and didn’t know what I wanted in a video and learnt BECAUSE of what you posted. You will never be able to please every single one of your subscribers so post what YOU want and people who watch might discover something new THEY like (maybe your viewers also need to step out at try something new too!). I watch you because I always have, I have enjoyed following your journey and watching your brand/business grow (that might just be the PR girl in me though). Will keep watching whatever you post, head up & YOU DO YOU! :) x
This is exactly why I love watching your videos. When we say you're "real", this is exactly what we mean. You're honest and brave for sharing your feelings. I can understand how it would be scary to "show your true colors" because you're afraid of the judgement and/or rude, dumb people who don't necessarily like the real you. But, you can't let that fear be in the way of feeling truly happy! That is why you started your channel in the first place because it made you happy and you could be yourself. We are all beautiful creations in our own, unique way, and we need to remember that and love who we are! The people who really love you and love watching you will stick with you and not judge you. I totally agree with you when you say that people aren't empathetic or real anymore. I AGREE SOOOO MUCH!! We do need to dial it down and remember that people still have feelings and the internet doesn't give you the whole story. So, thank you so much for being honest and real with us. Now, go give your brain and heart a break, take as long as you need. Your happiness and sanity still needs to come before your job, no matter what your career is! Love you Zoe!!! (:
Zoella we all love you because you help us go through our problems too 💗 having a short amount of time where we can escape our problems and watch you live your life with your ups and your downs! We love you for you not the positive side but both sides! We all love you for you! 💗💗💗💗💗
I see a lot of other youtubers talking about the same thing lately. That they can’t express their feelings or thoughts afraid of stepping on someone’s toes. People will twist things and make it something that it’s not. And it seems like everyone gets offended these days. I can just imagine how much pressure and hard it can be living as an influencer. As long as you don’t plan on hurting someone, you can only be yourself. People appreciate honesty and I just think you have to decide to stand behind everything you’re saying. Be confident in your choices. At the end of the day you can comfort yourself that you’re just a human being doing mistakes. BUT being yourself while doing it. You’re the first person I followed on TH-cam. Here I am eight-nine years later. Still as interested as then 😊 you’re doing something right!
Zoe its like this for everyone that gets older, Everyone needs to takes a step back and evaluate their lives!! Especially when you feel that there is negativity everywhere. Believe me it happens for everyone but obviously not to the same extent as your situation but it can and will get better as you take charge of your life 😘
1) You've been missed
2) It's very nice to see more behind the scenesy things
3) You are SO understood and it's your absolute right to take a step back, reevaluate, and figure out what it is you want to do. It's YOU. And as much as I know you want to do things for your viewers and be the best for all of them, you HAVE to do what you feels right. Imposter syndrome is SO real and I can't imagine what it's like feeling this way in front of millions. There are always going to be people waiting to criticize and it is impossible to ignore but they're going to do that whether you're hiding yourself or bearing it all. So it's really up to you what feels right for you. For every one asshole, there's going to be 10 people on your team. Take all the time you need.
4) You are SO LOVED either way.
This whole "exposing" trend that the american youtube imposed is getting out of hand, i wish we could get back the peace we had in 2012
zoe you need to know that if someone doesn't appreciate your choices, they aren't real fans. we will support any changes you make so take your break. you truly deserve it💕
Zoella, I have missed seeing your vlogs. I subscribed to you because you made my day start off special . I love how warm hearted you are and your friends mean so much to you. Please do not leave youtube you are the BEST !!!!!!
Zoe, I completely understand and your metaphor for how you're feeling is literally my life except I work at a dog groomers instead of a zoo and it's my boss who is always watching me, waiting for me to mess up and even if I don't she still has to think of something to moan about every single day. I have been there for a year now and it was like this from about a month in and it has given me depression and made my anxiety a lot worse. I wake up anxious about going in to work every day, and I am only now leaving. I don't know why I didn't before but both me and my friend are leaving that toxic place for good and instead going to travel to, like you said, reset our lives. I think having a break is a good idea, take time to yourself and think of what OU really want and what makes YOU happy xxx
It's so true, nobody seems real anymore. No empathy or understanding, the world is now a competition to see who has the most. People really do think they will live forever...it's sad x
I normally never respond to your video's, but I felt like this one deserved some extra love. You're such an amazing person and you've inspired so many, but I can understand why you feel the way you do. I can't even imagine what it would feel like having millions of people who expect certain things from you and trying to keep up with all those opinions. I want you to know that you should never doubt yourself, because whatever it is that you are putting online we all know that it is something you've poured your heart into. Wether it's your beauty range, your books or your video's. That is what makes your content so enjoyable and why I think people feel like you're positive and real. Offcourse video's are only a fraction of your life and you might feel like you're not being completely yourself, but know that whatever it is you want to put out there, as long as it is something you love - others will to.
Now excuse me, but I'm going to rewatch some of your old vlogmasses, because I can already feel the Christmas vibes coming up!
please please take the time you need to refocus and recenter yourself to make and say and do what feels right to you privately so you come out publicly being able feel comfortable being yourself online again, all the love Zoe xxx
Take the time you need. I love about you that you‘re very positive, kind and not about „the tea“. I enjoy it seeing you posting selfies or dog pictures whatever without any crazy content or meanings bc these pictures are just like „yeah i‘m living my life“ or „my dog is freakin cute“ and that‘s really relaxing to me! There are so many influencer out there posting pictures from traveling the whole world and I‘m sitting at home like „okay whatever I can’t do this“, and you‘re showing you can have a nice and joyful life by simply cuddling your dog or going for a walk.
Thank you xx
Been noticing the hawks you talk about who swoop down as soon as you slip up for the tiniest bit. Been noticing your distance and it makes me sad because I’ve also been missing your content. Take your time Zoe, to find a way that works for you to deal with this and please stay yourself cause you are amazing!
Zoe, don't be afraid there are many many people who love you. I watch your videos since i was 14. And everybody grows up, the word changes not the mention the Internet. Just rest a bit and do what you really like. ❤️ So much love
I’ve missed your videos/vlogs sooooo much!!!!! Thank you for uploading this and explaining everything. I totally get it, take your time, the most important thing is for you to be 100% happy with your content. Never forget that you are one of the most amazing people on the internet and your positivity and happiness can brighten up the day of so many of your viewers. Love you lots and lots!!!
i honestly love it when creators reflect on the videos they put out. I learned a lot from the little chat as it made me reflect on myself to and that's also a feeling I love. Thank you for expressing your thoughts. I hope you do know that you're not alone in that feeling. There are people who understand how you feel. We love you lots and take all the time you need!
Waited for a volg for ages! so excited!
Zoe, I see you as my friend and I want you to be able to express yourself as much as you want I love this channel and I want to be able to surround myself with people like you and your friends because you are great there is no doubt I think you should be yourself as much as you can. 😊
I’ve literally been here for the past 10 years, I remember watching you back in your bedroom with your super long hair, filming ‘things in my room’ and ‘primark hauls’ I love watching your videos, you are such an inspiration to people who are struggling with mental health, I love everything you do and I love that you are speaking about this, because it is such a big subject that needs to be talked about! Have a break, chill out, everyone needs to have a break and you are well earned it! ❤️
Zoe!! My heart hurts cause I was one of the people who responded to your insta question saying that I love your positivity. I never realized how stressful that can be... thinking that if you’re not always cheery and upbeat that people won’t think you’re you. I guess a better way to say it would be that I follow you for your product reviews, watching your business endeavors, and I love your sense of style, both clothing and homeware. Also all of your deep talks give me a different perspective on various situations that are similar to my life and I love that. I hope you find the confidence to say F it and make the content that makes YOU happy!! Good luck💛💛💛 love ya!
I’ve so missed your content! But I understand the absence. Never feel bad for taking the time to re-evaluate and breathe because it’s so important. ❤️
Hi Zoe!! Just wanted to say that I love you so much. Your content is yours to do what you will with it, and if you are genuinely happy and excited about what you are doing then it will show and everyone will love it too. Hope you have a fun and relaxing well deserved break. Xx
This. This is real 👌🏼 you being the realest, rawest version of yourself is the best thing you can do. The fact that you are even talking about it is so inspiring. We live in a filtered world that desperately needs real people.
I have no idea why, but her conversation hurt me a little. It’s like having your close friend tell you that they don’t feel like they can be honest with you. And I 100% know it’s not personal because she does not know me haha!! But it hurt me to know that she isn’t being 100% open and feels like she can’t be herself. I hope one day she can forget about the hawks that try to ruin her day xx
It’s refreshing to hear how you truly feel Zoe! It’s why I started watching you in 2012 because you were relatable and so open and honest. I hope that taking a step back means that you can start looking to the future ☺️ Good luck! Everyone is rooting for you to come back bigger and better and 100% you!
So so important for you to take time for yourself, especially when you work in the public eye. We all love you and support you with whatever you need to do to feel better!!
Fill the 3L and put it into the 5L, then fill the 3L again and put it into the 5L, you will be left with 1L in the 3L. Empty the 5L and add the 1L then fill the 3L and add it to the 5L which already has 1L making it 4L lol
Breaks my heart to see you upset Zoe !! I couldn’t imagine the thoughts that are going through your head right now ! Your being portrayed as something your not by other users ! I follow you because your was one of the first ever youtubers I took a like into 8 years ago , that’s when TH-cam did feel like a safe place and other creators wouldn’t use or crush down others for bait . I feel your journey is so powerful , you show that it’s okay to cry sometimes it’s okay to laugh, we all love you Zoe !!!!!!💕
Zoe, this vlog honestly made me cry my eyes out , the fact we didn’t properly know how you were feeling broke my heart , i’ve been saying everyday “when will Zoe upload again , why isn’t she posting on this , why isn’t she posting on that ... ect” But after watching your little chat about having a break and needing to think about what you want , i’ve realised that i shouldn’t of been saying that , you deserve a break , if you feel you want to work on other things that allow you to be more creative ect ... you do that , like thats amazing ! You are human and dont feel bad if you dont think you’re being as real to us , at the end of the day this is your life and we shouldn’t need to know things you don’t particularly want to share, so if you dont vlog or upload as much that is absolutely fine , you do you. Sending you all the love :) Thank you for everything xxx
Honestly, I watch your videos because it is just part of my weekly ritual. And i don't mean it in a bad way. You're just simpy part of my daily life, as other TH-camrs that I watch are. I never comment, nor buy products or go to events but I'm here behind the screen for good 8 years now and I will continue to be because you are good person to have around, even trough screen.
Keep your head high. Love from Croatia ❤
Hey Zoe. Your honest casual chat has come at a time when I have started to question my career choice and how comfortable I have become in something lesser than my goals. I have been wanting to start blogging for a while now, but totally batshit scared of how it would be received, if I would be good enuf or all these thoughts that prevent me from doing anything. So I just want to say, despite your doubts and holding back, you still create and inspire and bring joy to millions of people from all across the world. And with all the love in the world, I hope all these things holding you back, launch you into a better tomorrow when you come back. Lots of love 😘
I saw your instagram post but didn't get a chance to respond so here's my reasons for following you. I enjoy your content because I see a woman that never signed up for this fame and success and the seldomly talked about pitfalls that come along with it. But through it all has managed to stay incredibly grounded and true to herself. You're so talented, warm-hearted and an underrated aspect of you is your sense of humor, you are legitimately hilarious. Unfortunately, you can't please everybody, and this internet culture we are in has only amplified that. It makes me really sad that you feel lonely and isolated. I hope you can get back to feeling like yourself soon.
I've missed your vlogs so much Zoe! 💕 loving the new collection, it's out of this world 😂💫!
Can we just like because of how beautiful Zoe is
You have no idea how much i’ve missed you Zoe!!!! ❤️❤️❤️ glad you’re back!
take all the time you need, because a happy zoe is what makes us happy, do everything you need to be happy and satisfied with what you do, that’s the most important thing!
We will have all the patience you need because you deserve it. Remember, we love you because of who you are, and you are where you are because you have been yourself through and through. We love you, keep doing what you really love and everything will be fine ❤️
Zoe, the reason I watch you is because these vlogs just make me feel cosy and put me in a good mood. Please please just be your self and don’t think about all those nasty people out there, us positive people are the ones you’re making videos for, not the negative people :)
The only content I like on you’re channel is you just being 100% you, you’re personality is always positive even if you’re having a bad day the way you openly talk to you’re audience feels so down to earth and helpful for others feeling the same way. 💕
Welcome back, Zoe! I am so glad you have addressed this. In posting this video, you are showing you ARE real, you CAN be open, and you do care about your work. As someone close to you in age who has watched you for many years, I sort of understand this feeling of something you love as both a hobby and career not feeling as rewarding or fulfilling due to overwhelming expectations. (Albeit, I feel this on a much smaller scale and not with 12 million people watching) I agree with you that it's important for your mental health and personal growth to take a step back and evaluate it all. It's such an important life lesson!!! I love your comment, "the more we are surrounded by negativity, the more normal it becomes." This is important to remember.
I love hearing your mature perspective, and respect your space if that is what you need! In fact, I love hearing you chat to us like this and would love to hear your views on many other things. :) xxx
Maybe I'm speaking for myself on this but what I enjoy about a regular friend is that they hold their own opinion, millions of us view you as our friend and for me that's the reason I love to watch your videos, to see someone relatable, someone who speaks about their emotions and vulnerabilities. But sometimes you refrain yourself from the things we hope to see most from you. I continue to watch every video because i hope to see you speak on something that I can agree or disagree with, on real life events that affect you in good or bad ways...because for me a real friendship has those ups and downs. So please don't be afraid to be you and to give an opinion, because at the end of the day whether it be on a serious issue (keeping things pg though) or something really light hearted we value your opinion/your voice and what strengthens any friendship or connection is the ability to understand each other's thoughts and beliefs and learn from each other. We have to grow together, so please don't be afraid of being the real you, and if it goes downhill you have at least one of us (me right here) and i'm sure millions more...ready to cheer the real you on!!!
I’ve followed you for years and I think your reasoning is spot on… I’m so incredibly sorry you feel like you need to pull back and disconnect and not be able speak openly, but know this: you are adored and loved for who you are
Someone can say that your life and your career is perfect. But I honestly understand what are you trying to explain to us even if I am not a youtuber and my job is a lot different from yours. I just want you to know (and I think a lot of people will agree), that you have changed so many lives on this planet. Oh trust me, you were not just a girl, showing her new lipstick. You were also psychologist to young girls and boys out there. You have been one of the first youtubers that I have ever subscribed to, and I remember what youtube used to be.
What I want to say is: girl, you do YOU. I loved you, and the rest of influencers, even more when TH-cam was different "place". Yes, there will always be someone who will not be happy with what you do, and how you do it, but someone will just have to accept that this channel is not for them. You are queen of a woman, girly, positive and creative. Show us YOURS creativity, not others expectations. THAT is what we want to see!
Love from Croatia!
I think most people will agree that we all love just watching you and seeing what you get up to. You get so excited about the changes of the seasons and everything that comes with it. The fashion, the makeup, the holidays, etc. At least that’s it for me. I love your vlogs. And I love your main videos. It’s sad that things have to change but as someone who tried to make it online I had to just let go. So I completely understand if you wanna take a step back. Whatever makes you happy is the most important thing 🙂
I’ve missed you, needed one of these vlogs! ILY💗💗
there will be people who don't like your content no matter what you make, Making videos that you want to make and content that you enjoy is important and you deserve to be happy!
I love how you explained how you see TH-cam recently. I'm so tired of opening TH-cam and seeing "Why Zoella's channel failed", etc... I am 48 years old and I have always loved your channel. I'm happy for your success and wish you continued growth. There are so many jealous and hateful people out there!
aw zoe please know we will love you if you’re being yourself, sending u all the love
So happy to see the vlog back! Its hard to put yourself out there and feel like your being judged or picked apart nonstop. If a break is needed then do it! There's always going to be someone who has to tear you down to make them selves feel better. Keep being the wonderful ,talented person you are ❤
Zoe, I love your videos and the fact that certain people make you feel as if you can’t express/share certain aspects of YOUR life is very sad. Why people feel the need to comment and ridicule your life is beyond me. You make so many people happy and inspire so many people, including myself! THANK YOU!!
I’m sorry that you’ve been having a tough time lately Zoe. It sounds like most youtubers have been saying the same thing. I watch some people’s videos where they constantly apologise for little things like background noise or lighting and I think it must be very frustrating when you are constantly scrutinised for the smallest thing. I feel like I’ve grown up with you as I’ve watched you for years and years and I know how different I feel now so you must be feeling the same. I think it’s time to put content out there about the things that are really important to you. The more natural something is the less people will pick at it. You enjoy interior design so maybe do a video of the process of you doing up that makeup room, showing your methods of choosing colours and furniture and art. Your friendships are so important to you so maybe make some videos that focus on those. Tell us how and why you became friends with that person. The videos I always watch of yours are your vlogmas series and I’m sure many people would say the same. It’s the Zoe that we know and love being excited about something and I think that’s what we all enjoy to watch. Keep making content lovely and know that no matter how many nasty and vile people there are trying you tear you down there are also so many people that love you but maybe don’t comment on videos or instagrams but just love seeing you be your lovely self 😁
I really enjoy these honest chats. You are an inspiration to viewers watching. I think your feelings are very real and it makes sense. So much of what is online is fake and I’ve never had that impression from you. Your videos have never been ones that follow a crazy trend and that’s why I watch. I hope you find your footing again and know that you are not alone. Your feelings are real and I’m glad you found the courage to talk about it. Be who you want to be. And if your not sure right now it will come!
Hi Zoe. Personally I would love to see your most authentic self because it’s amazing how positive you are, but it kind of makes me depressed that I’m not as happy as you are. It would make me feel better if you showed all parts of you, whatever that is. I know that is not an easy thing to do, but you have my absolute support. Sending love❤️
I’ve missed your vlogs so so so so much!!! I’m so happy that you uploaded one ♥️♥️♥️♥️
you dont have to be afraid that you might say something wrong or do something offensive. yes there are many people here to hate on you, youtube is a difficult career, i understand. but you are a strong beautiful, positive woman and i know that you will be able to ignore and cope with the haters. most of us are here to relax and enjoy watching you, make the videos you want to make, it doesnt matter what we think, you started this channel as a hobbie dont feel like you have to act differently to entertain us. xxxx
I started following you like 7-8 years ago? And I started following you because you saved me, you taught me what anxiety was and you made me realize I had it. You made me feel as though I wasn't weird, or alone, or the only one who felt how I was feeling. Seeing you improve your anxiety made me know i could do the same, I am currently in the best place I've ever been with my anxiety, and that's all because of you. Don't let that statement make you feel pressured, I am so grateful for you. I will 100% be patient with you, don't feel forced to make videos, focus on what makes you truly happy and only brings you positive energy. I don't know if you'll even read this, but if there's a chance you did, thank you for all you've done for me and my mental health and my overall happiness. Again, never feel like you NEED to upload. Upload when you feel happy to upload. Okay my essay is done.
i'm sorry you are feeling like this - i guess it kind of comes with it these days, to be honest i have been watching your videos for probably 8-9+ years now and i'm sure i'm not the only one who noticed the HUGE difference in youtube in the past 5-10 years - guess you can't avoid it - i just hope you know that the majority of us supports you no matter what! you are an inspiration to many ♥
You are a strong, kind, beautiful, intelligent woman 👩! That's why me and the rest of us are following you! You inspire me!
It's so upsetting that you feel this way. You're wonderful Zoe. You have achieved so so so much. I know my comment may not help but there are 1000 people who love you to 1 person who doesn't. Don't let that 1 person stop you from being you. As the 1000 people loose the person they love. ❤️
Listening to how zoe is really feeling about how much she feels she's being judge broke my heart! Zoe you should be able to be yourself in anything you do and if people don't like it then they are lonely people... I think if they're more people like you in the world then we would live in a very happy positive place and would love that!! Your so so brave in everything you do and handle your anxiety is mind blowing! Please feel free to be yourself because we love you for you no matter what others think ❤️ you inspire me so much and have gotten me through so much more than words can say! Stay strong be yourself and most of all have fun we love you❤️
Zoe’s awkward dancing at 3:15 is me at party’s 😂❤️ x
I’m so happy you have spoken about this and had a proper heart to heart and evaluation because I feel like in life sometimes you need it love you xxx
I hate that that’s how you feel because I love your content and missed you the past few weeks! You should be yourself no matter what, I love it and I know everyone else loves it, positive days and down days because we all have days like that too! I like real life content and I feel like you do it great... And I know I can’t wait for autumnal and winter vids! Lots of love xx
We love you for who you are Zoe and we will always be here to support you no matter what you go through
As a more mature lady who loves watching your videos (I’m 43) I love how you show other that’s it’s okay to anxiety about how other look at you. We all need to see that. You are first and foremost Zoe Sugg and then there is Zoella. Always remember to be true to yourself. And continue making videos as I love them and so does my 12 yr old daughter (she likes to pretend to be you). All my love
Zoe you are honestly my favourite ever youtuber and every time you post a video my whole day gets 100x better you inspire me to be my better self and it is so sad that you feel like you can’t be yourself. However you shouldn’t feel like that especially on your own channel. You are an amazing person and I’ll always love you for you! Xx
I hate that anyone no matter big or small is forced to feel this way due to society and expectations. Everyone even the most confident people are forced into scrutiny and it just proves how messed up our society is. Especially since such an influential person in so many peoples lives is feeling this aswell. We love you Zoe xx
Fill both jugs halfway. (1/2 of 5L is 2.5 | 1/2 of 3L is 1.5| , 2.5+1.5=4 L)
GIRL, so glad to see a little update! I just want you to know we're all here for you hun!! Lots of love for you. Always.