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I love being alone But I hate being lonely I love making people smile and laugh But I hate being the centre of attention I love night time But I hate the darkness I love to dream big But I hate the thought of failure I love watching the sunrise But I hate waking up I love life. But I hate that it scares the living s**t out of me. (PS thank u for ur lovely comments under my songs, means a lot 🖤)
My son is 8 years old and he introduced this to be tonight. He said he listens to it until he falls asleep... I am always amazed with him... the depth and beauty that runs thru his soul is so precious and I'm going to do my best as his mother to keep it that way.
Your son has an ability to feel from outside this world enhanced that keep it that way fact your son feels emotion like this is special your son spirit is awake keep it pure ❤
Hope he doesn’t feel like me. I feel too much. I’m glad he like this but heah. I don’t even know what to say. I’ve lived a different life than him. The fact I posted this proves you got it I hope. Just know this is a sad sad deep like can’t even describe where in my soul this song resonates but it does. Just make sure he’s okay and you’re okay.
This feels like waking up at 10pm and driving to your night shift job at 11. Living in a different cycle than the rest of the world, isolated, lonely, yet calm and happy.
100 reasons to stay alive: 1. to make your parents proud 2. to conquer your fears 3. to see your family again 4. to see your favourite artist live 5. to listen to music again 6. to experience a new culture 7. to make new friends 8. to inspire 9. to have your own children 10. to adopt your own pet 11. to make yourself proud 12. to meet your idols 13. to laugh until you cry 14. to feel tears of happiness 15. to eat your favourite food 16. to see your siblings grow 17. to pass school 18. to get tattoo 19. to smile until your cheeks hurt 20. to meet your internet friends 21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve 22. to eat ice cream on a hot day 23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day 24. to see untouched snow in the morning 25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire 26. to see stars light up the sky 27. to read a book that changes your life 28. to see the flowers in the spring 29. to see the leaves change from green to brown 30. to travel abroad 31. to learn a new language 32. to learn to draw 33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them 34. Puppy kisses. 35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek). 36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them. 37. Trampolines. 38. Ice cream. 39. Stargazing. 40. Cloud watching. 41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets. 42. Receiving thoughtful gifts. 43. “I saw this and thought of you." 44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you." 45. The relief you feel after crying. 46. Sunshine. 47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention. 48. Your future wedding. 49. Your favorite candy bar. 50. New clothes. 51. Witty puns. 52. Really good bread. 53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time. 54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.) 55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling. 56. The smell before and after it rains 57. The sound of rain against a rooftop. 58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing. 59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them. 60. Trying out new recipes. 61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio. 62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage. 63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable. 64.Breakfast in bed. 65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater. 66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning). 67. Pray (if you are religious) 68. Forgiveness. 69. Water balloon fights. 70. New books by your favorite authors. 71. Fireflies. 72. Birthdays. 73. Realizing that someone loves you. 74. Spending the day with someone you 85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed. 86. Someone’s skin against yours. 87. Holding hands. 88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world. 89. Singing off key with your best friends. 90. Road trips. 91. Spontaneous adventures. 92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes. 93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees. 94. Thunderstorms. 95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland. 96. The taste of your favorite food. 97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning. 98. The day when everything finally goes your way. 99. Compliments and praise. 100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realise you did it.
@al3ktv671 I get that feeling a lot too. The feeling of experiencing your greatest memories once more. It's why we must do everything in our power to appreciate and cherish our time. We will not be here forever. Soon, me and you, and everyone else, will be gone, erased from the world. And that's okay. It's because life is so short that it's worth living more than anything. Consiously, appreciate every new memory that you make, so you'll be happy it happened! 😊
this is one of the few songs that make u sad and happy at the same time, it creates a feeling that no one can understand nor explain. it makes you rember momories you never had, people you never knew. its unreal (i would for real cry in my friends arms to this😭)💙💜🖤
I've always been obsessed with winter, the calm gray snowy days, the bitter chill flowing through the threshold as the door is opened, the warmth of the fireplace as the room is filled with the amber glow of the flames... I lost that when my family moved to southern US, but this song makes me feel at home. In the woods 💖
Just used this to sleep. At first, I felt my body getting cold as if I was sad. Yet again my body felt a weird sensation of calmness. It felt as if you are outside taking a walk with the stars shimmering above you. The rain trickles down your umbrella and the street lights give off the falling crystals of the sky. I will forever love this song.
Funny story, I felt it too,it felt like a glimmering sun was on my lower body,a tornado of pure relaxation, but then i remembered....i have IBS. I shat my fucking bed because of this song, but its like it was worth it, if you know what i mean.
To whoever reads this, i love you i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love you even if you have insecurities i love your accomplishments i love you even if you have failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you on you even on sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you act i love you even if you cry i love you when you're kind i love you even if you you're mean i love you even if you're alone i love you even if you can't feel i love you even if you feel too much i love you even if you can't take life anymore i love you even if you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you even if you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you even if you don't believe in yourself i love you even if you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love you even if you have problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you even if you're in pain i love you even if you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love you hand gestures i love your stories i love you even if you have wounds i love you even if you have scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you even if you lie i love you even if you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you even if you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you even if you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions i love you even if you have headache i love you even if you have a stomach ache i love you when you help others i love you when you're mature i love you even if you're immature i love you in the hard times i love you in the easy times i love you even if life isn't bright i love you when you're responsible i love you even if you're irresponsible i love you even if you fight i love you in your darkest moments i love you in your brightest moments i love your heart i love you in the day i love you in the night i love you at midnight i love you at 3 am i love you at all times i love you at your best i love even if your worst i love the little things you do i love all of you i love you when you're you i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪. From the stranger on the internet who loves you :)
This playlist feels like you're the only one on the planet at night, everything is quiet and cold, but you're not afraid, because the moon is there with you.
Listening to this 1 month after my mom passed away and now i have no family left.. This hits like a truck, just want to sit in a room and think about my childhood/teenage days
My thoughts and prayers are with you. Stay strong and don't let the fact that shes gone tear you down be happy it happened. You are a soldier in Gods army and you will always be taken care of. Now you have 1 more angel watching over 💙
It's been 7 years since my father passed away. Stay strong, it gets easier as time passes. Keeping busy helps me keep my mind off of it. May God bless you and bring happiness into your life.
The thing is- we're depressed, but we're telling other depressed/suicidal people that they're beautiful and worth it but we can't tell *ourselves* that.
This song makes me feel young again. Like I’m 8 years old on a summer day playing in the grass that’s been touched by rain, and a rainbow fly across the sky making me run inside telling everyone to come out, and see this beautiful thing. It was innocent, kind, and wonderful. Even though I’m older now I still hear that child like laugh reminiscent through the back of my mind, creating its own movie that’s projected on the front of my mind. As I lay here in the dark watching the memories like a movie I smile almost smelling the sweet air I did as a kid, reminding me not everything in this world is bad, because in a little bit of bad, there’s good.
@@aWanderer926 Hey it’s okay I feel that way too. You know the best part of wanting to go back in time is right now in the future your going to be looking back on your time, and age, and think I was young and happy. Don’t worry about the old times, because there were still times you probably weren’t happy, but you only could remember the good memories. Time is like a flower, you buy your favorite flower at the store for the week, and after that week it drys out so you put the petals in a glass vase, and buy new flowers that brighten your room up, creating a change so beautiful and elegant, but every once in a while you look at those old flowers, and continue to wonder how they were so beautiful, but what you just don’t see is your new flowers are even more beautiful. So Just live, and be crazy and wild, make memories better than your old ones, and treat you new flowers well!❤
In German we have this word called "die Wehmut". A silent kind of pain remembering your things that happened before in your life. Nostalgia but sadder, worser.
To everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve. To everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time. To everyone who is creating something, you got this. Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done! _________________________________________________ -Not mine, but pass it around!
I have a job interview this Friday, I also have to submit my transfer application on Saturday, and work on a college assignment which is due on Sunday. And I'm about to start work in a few hours. But hey I bought a new Iphone !!!
Guys must remember. In this world its better to being alone. Rather than being with those who never value you You all guys are perfect and unique in own...
2 weeks ago or so, i was listening to this music w my airpods in while i was walking to school. it made me think about stuff that i shouldn't think about anymore , though it was thinking about suicide and why did my friends leave me and that im all alone, suddenly i thought about my boyfriend and i accidently bumped into a old woman. i constantly kept saying sorry and then she told me if i was okay, i told her everything and i litterally had tears in my eyes since i couldnt vent to anyone because i had no friends. she started comforting me in a nice and comfortable way and i didnt go to school that day. after that week i kept listening to this song and suddenly started thinking about nice and calm things, also thinking about my future and what'll happen in the end, this was a message for the people who are struggeling with social anxiety, i love you all.
as someone who's struggled with wanting to end it all for most of my life, i understand where you're coming from - you're not alone, you matter, & i'm so glad you're still here. Ik i'm probably just another stranger on the internet but i'm sending you & everyone that's going through a rough time right now so much love
The truth is that I feel that this song is a melody that relaxes the whole body... It has something special that makes all the problems you have come calmly or you are also walking in the rain with a mist that is not so dense but that It does not let you see, being on a forest road but you only feel calm.
When my baby was recently born I would stay awake late at night playing no man’s sky and watching my daughter while listening to this. It’s bittersweet as it reminds me of getting lost in the cosmos and my baby being a newborn. Nostalgia of a moment in time I’ll never be again
Para cualquiera que lea esto mientras escucha esta música, sé lo que siente, probablemente incluso esté llorando en este momento, pero cualquier cosa que pueda pasarle no es nada comparado con lo que ha logrado y quién es usted. Eres una persona increíble y nunca dejes que nadie te haga sentir de otra manera. Puede que lo estés pasando mal, pero detrás de los muros siempre hay felicidad. Que tengas un gran día/semana/mes/año y recuerda que nada vale la pena perder tu vida
I feel peaceful when I listen to this song and my psychological problems go away with this song I come and listen for 1 hour or 2 hours It is good for both anxiety and depression, but I suggest you to protect your mental health, if you don't, you will go crazy, take care of your soul, this song is good for me, this song reduces my anxiety
Acabo de llegar de trabajar ,es la 1 de la mañana , llegue y la casa está sola como siempre ,fue un día duro, pero no estoy cansado ,sólo llegue y me senté en la cocina y puse esta canción porque me sentí demasiado triste al entrar a la casa ,la verdad me saco unas lágrimas esta canción , lo peor es que no se que tengo pero se me hace un nudo en la garganta cuando escribo esto. Espero que si alguien se siente igual a mi pronto se sienta mejor ,animo.
Yo también hermano, dale muchas gracias a nuestro Dios que tienes comida, un techo y trabajo, porque para muchos otros no tienen esos lujos, yo soy uno de ellos pero sigo luchando y le pido a Dios que me de trabajo
yo estoy igual siento una nostalgia una tristeza que es inexplicable , parece como que nadie quiere saber de ti , que vives por vivir y la soledad es la amiga de uno donde desahogas todo , donde tu llanto viene de lo mas profundo de tu ser , solo te quedas ido con las lagrimas en tus ojos , pero no hay peor lucha que no se pueda superar💪 animo💪🏻
☆﹕This song has been my comfort place for a year now, whether it's slowed, sped up, or just it's normal pace, I always listen to it just to feel at home. One day I want to make this song into a music box and play it for my future kids when they sleep. It's gotten me through heartbreaks, depressive episodes, and happy moments of solitude and I wish to share it with someone one day. I wish to stare at a night time projector light beaming onto the ceiling after watching movies and enjoying company with someone or staring at the stars talking about our past experiences and the dreams we had as a kid that we still want to achieve. I'm only almost 20, and I have so much to learn and go through still. So many rough patches, happy moments, empty moments, moments full of anger even- but I will continue to experience those emotions with this song like it's my friend until a new one comes to visit. Friends may come and go, even if you've had the same friend since childhood- they're only the same on the outside, it's always a different person with the similar traits to your old friend. Back to my main point, to whoever reads this (whether it be my future lover or myself) you'll know when you find the right one, you'll look at them and feel the reassuring happiness you feel when you hear this melody. You just have to be patient. -Kira♡
Recently im going through an heartbreak and other bad staff, like my grandmother that is about to go and i will never see her again, at night i like to listen at this song it makes me feel better.
Being a college student on the autism spectrum, I reflect on the moments, good and bad, and goals that I have/could have achieved thanks to this song. Life for someone like me is really hard, but I am pushing myself to be the best version that I can possibly be in this day and age.
I don't know why, but this song just makes me feel sad. It makes me miss being a kid so much, yet it offers a soothing tone and a warm blanket. It's like the song is whispering, "Everything will be alright, just go with the flow."
They were not lying when they said music Is a feeling, this track makes you sad and happy at the same time, takes you to places you've never been to, brings back nostalgic memories from the past.
Самая подходящая музыка для февраля - последнего месяца зимы, после которой, чего бы то ни стоило придёт весна... Ком в горле и мурашки по коже - одновременно и радость и сожаление. Трогательная, чувственная и уносящая в другое измерение мелодия. От всей души благодарю создателя сего творения и владельца канала.
I found snowfall about a few months ago, and it’s just a different feeling/vibe. I need to listen to it at least once everyday, it just makes me calm for some reason. I just sit there, and think about my life. How far I have come. How well I am doing. The future that I want. What I have to do to obtain that future. What I want to achieve in my life, etc. It literally grounds me and let’s me express the thoughts and feelings that I have, by myself. Nothing else makes me feel like this. It’s just beautiful. Whoever reads this, and is going through a rough patch. Just sit back, take a deep breath, and fucking relax. We all as human beings get so caught up in what others think, what to do for others, etc. FOCUS ON YOURSELF. REACH OUT FOR THOSE DREAMS. You might be feeling down now for whatever reason, but that’s going to make the time you succeed and reach your goals even sweeter🙌🙏
At night, specifically at 3 am, I listen to this song and remember the memories I had at school and realize that it will never come back, and I will not see my friend whom I liked again, and I will not see my friends again, and I cry so hard for this, I love youMohammed🌆
Currently completing and writing the reports of my students whilst listening to this on-loop music piece. It soothes me. And somewhat eases my relentless nerves... Thank you for sharing. Be blessed
It's about thinking positive and setting amazing goals for yourself, making yourself proud for what you have accomplished. Life is full of good things, but if something is bothering you, know that your not the only one, at least someone has experienced this and will understand, and will comfort. It's all your cat. Welcoming you and making sure your happy, curing anyone's depression by just listening.
This music makes me remember my 1st year of my experience when i went to the united state of America in order to complete my studies. I was kind of terrified. Because, I didn’t have anyone with me & i was only 18 years old. But i had the best years of my life in that country. I spent 6 years. I learned a lot & got to know really nice and kind people who did actually help me through my hardships. I’m actually planning to go back there and get my master degree. I’m 30 years old now by the way. I just miss those days so much.
losing my grandma to colon cancer recently was so hard watching her struggle and see this nasty disease take over her body. i miss her so much today was her memorial and it still hits me everytime that wow she’s really gone. i didn’t have the best relationship with my grandma but looking back i should’ve been closer to her. it hurts so much, all i have is guilt and regret. this song brings my mind and soul to peace, my comfort song.
it's amazing how a song can help someone and how much a person could resonate with it. some people have a refined taste in things, such a beautiful melody, profound
It's five o'clock at night and I go to the comments and read people's troubles and problems after putting my own problems aside with the masterpiece playing in the background. It feels like therapy, sometimes I cry and sometimes I laugh... remember, no one is perfect, no one is perfect, no matter how much we don't want it, there may be things in our lives that will turn our lives upside down. But it's no problem, everything will be alright. take care, i love you
@@aWanderer926 hang in there. Life’s a trip, you fall but you have to get back up. And sometimes just talking to someone can really help. It can be a stranger on TH-cam, or anywhere online. One way or another we all make it out and you have to make the best of any and every situation you have. Just have love for everyone and you’ll find love within yourself❤-god speed
To everyone who needs this Dont think non positive things about your life, think about the future, theres so many possibilities!! Trust your family and live out your heart with your freinds, treat yourself amazingly . And if your depressed, i would recommend a cat, best way to get someone who actually listens to you to help you , dont worry, cats dont talk, they listen and comfort, just know that your freinds and family are there, and your not alone . You might want to think possitive about yourself, and try to set exciting goals, and make yourself proud. Now go out there, and be your true self, stand up to those bullys!!
This song makes me feel like there is a little bit of hope left. I've been in a really bad spot for the past 2 months with my first middle school year. Failing grades, failing relationships even ❤️🩹 but no matter how many times you get knocked down, someone else will always be there to lift you back up. There is nothing to fear in this world. God is protecting you and me even............. that's the craziest thing to think of. There is always someone.❤️🩹
Feels like the quiet after the storm, the end of an outrageous war, the end of your pain & suffering that you endured, & a fight that which you thought will never end. Finally you found peace within.
You don't know how much i can relate to that. I hope you found that peace within, i can't say i'm there yet, but slowly making progress to get there someday, hopefully.
This song give me a mixture of emotions. Things from the past present and future, makes me think about several things making me sad, happy, emotional. Just mixed emotions come out with this song I cry and smile every time.
Let me have a moment to pray with you🙏 "We thank You, Father God, that You are searching our hearts and illuminating our relationships. If anyone in our lives is slowing us down and keeping us from our promise or just picking on our promise, reveal it to us...we ask You to help us move in healthy relationships and right community, with people who are for us and not against us, just as they are for You and not against You. In Jesus's name, amen."
I really miss the memories when my parents where young and happy. I miss when I was in early school, I also miss when my brother wasn’t so old…he an adult now and has lots of things to worry about, like life. I miss my childhood memories when everyone was young. I’m saying this at the age of only 14 but time in life flies so fast, I’m almost going to be able to drive a car and get a job. what hurts the most is I’m just sadly watching my parents get old into their 50s. Every time I think of it it makes me tear up and sob. I’m going to hate everything when they die one day. It really hits me hard because my parents are so down to earth and kind. To me and everyone, they try their best to raise me and they risked their life’s to have kids because the amount of money it requires. And it’s just really depressing thinking that one day you’ll die and all of this will be gone forever.
I remembered my grandpa in this song I can't stop crying, I can't accept it why..........., i miss he's cook and his voice every morning.. man I can't.. whyyyyyyy 😢...
Take a break from relationship toxic, society toxic and false news. Try to do something outside from online world or drive in the middle of the night with this song which makes you even more relaxed and feel loneliness. I even starting from 3 days ago i stop doing all of that and start to listen this song even im sleep with this song.Thanks to creator of this song. Thank you very much. Let us listen,relax and feel this song what does offer to us. Enjoy!
As bright as the sun in the day, as beautiful as the stars in the night. There's a 50% chance that a person could've died tonight. No tears, no smile. We'll be here for awhile. Sun or moon, we'll be there soon. Never thought of what will come, never think of what you'll become. Think about the future or think about the past, some friends are better left to pass. Ten or zero, we all have one hero. Be with many or alone, Know that there's no clone. So be yourself, it doesn't last Give this one life a blast ♡
I am only 16 and I have a girlfriend who loves me a lot and I love her, our relationship has only been 3 months and it’s been really good so far, but there’s one problem I’m facing with mental illness. What life would be like if she cheated on me. When I listen to sad songs and images displayed in videos like this at late hours, I question myself... where are you?... are you warm?... are you lost?... do you like your new boyfriend?... have yous been married yet?... are you cold?... do you still think about me?... Some people between the ages of 15-25 get over break ups, but me... I would never, I would cry in my room every night until my eyes bled, I love her so much, I just am insecure, I don’t want anything to happen to her... Ty people for reading
Stay strong bro this thought just your brain create it and its just lies pls dont overthink it because i know she really loves you and she never going to cheat on you okay just be happy that you got a girlfriend who really loves you. Your lucky im 17yrs old and i dont have a girlfriend and its suck so be happy that you found her and dont be afraid she really loves you and not going to break up with you. (Sorry bro my english is bad but i wanted to tell you this because your overthink it 😊)
🕛 0 : 10 AM here! I'm about to sleep, happy to find this perfect lullaby. just done my assignment, im tired, been feeling broken and this music gives me comfort to be "comfortable" in pains. thank you 🖤
@@Waterwaither aww im sorry. i usually play "country night" at google assistant to send me quick to sleep. but if it's about 6am it might be difficult as ur heart rate would be increasing. hope u'll get enough rest today 🙏🏻
This song brings me so many memories of my wife, she battled through Lupus treatment and was so strong all the way. I recently lost her and my first child, they were the light of my life and now i have nothing to look forward to, i just see no point in going on.
I'm so sorry for your loss, I hope you heal soon. One day the pain will be over. l really don't know what it's like to lose someone like this, I lack a lot of experience, but I really feel you. Please stay strong, Yuri❤
hey man everything is gonna be alright i know this might be to soon but she would want you to move on be happy its alright to cry now and then but dont let it keep you down and go find a hobby a workout or something find a purpose you might feel really sad right now and i will never know how it feels to lose people like that but there will be a point to keep on going take risk as well not to big of risk though i hope you find peace have a good one.💘
When I listen to this song, I just imagine the gray night sky. The snow falling down from the sky and in a forest full of snowy trees. What a delight 🫶🏽
Es raro que crea que esta canción es más de paz y serenidad qué sobre la soledad? nunca me molestó estar solo, después de todo al final de nuestras vidas moriremos solos mientras nos descomponemos en un ataúd hasta ser parte de la tierra en la que nacimos, así que mejor disfrutar la compañía de uno mismo, esta pieza me hace imaginar visitar algún pueblo de siberia por la mañana mientras el viento frío sopla mi cabello, simplemente soñadora
Damn this song hits diff, just got broken up with and listening to this song helps me recall the memories i had with her and other stuff, fr shreds a tear in my eye
This song helps me to realize that I need a break from my work. Reminds me that my difficult times shall pass just like darkness before dawn. Helps me realize that I have been putting my best efforts now that I need to relax and take care of myself
They didnt notice you were crying They didn't notice you were sad They didn’t notice you were tired They didn’t notice you were alone They didn’t notice how attentive you were They didn’t notice how sweet you actually are... They didn’t notice how you actually try to make others smile They did notice you failing grades They did notice your unattractive They did notice the mean side of you They did notice all your mistakes They did notice all you flaws They did notice that you weren’t good enough for them. But you stayed strong You kept going on You never gave up on hope You never let them take you down And you know they wasn’t good enough for you And that’s what make you stronger not mine but u can spread it to make someone's day ❤ you matter :)
Reading comments here doesn't distract me from the complete and utter fact that I am nothing and I have nothing going on for me. I live the same fucking day over and over again and I can't take this shit no more. Im so glad music exists cause I dunno what I would have done without it but damn does it hurt. I have people around me yet I constantly feel alone. No success at love no success at deep meaningful connections- I wanna cry and songs like this only make it more apparent but I can't cause It's my problem and I need to fucking deal with it. Sometimes I just wanna rumble on how I feel and just say it to someone so they'll listen and won't try to fix me.
you have excellent taste, my friend! I would be happy if you took a look at my videos, I'm doing something similar, and I want to learn how to improve it... I would be very grateful!
I just listen to this. i start seeing me chatting with my dead friend 😪😪 yet, i still see him up there. I'm not relaxed calmed or happy It's all just sadness this brings the memories of me having fun with my animals, family members and my........... cat, I don't know if i am the only one with these feelings while listening to this.
This song makes you immersed in feelings that the human mind cannot really understand. This life is very strange. It is a mixture of joy, sadness, loneliness, freedom and imagination.
This music has two ways, either to remind you of the past, or to charge your body with calmness to become stronger than before, you choose one of the two ways.
This song is a remarkable fusion of emotions, seamlessly blending nostalgia, calmness, sadness, and happiness into a singular, powerful experience. It's a musical journey that resonates on multiple emotional levels, creating a truly memorable and evocative listening experience. 🎶💫
to be honest i feel like nobody in this world would care about me when i die, I really want to be remembered so i at least can have love but yknow some stuff just happen to the point that I could never get love but hate. I just want love in this life, not hate. I want to finish everything in my bucket list and live a good life. And for me i got no true friends but two only and they both are like brothers to me. All I want to say is love yourself no matter what. Like I said i feel like people won’t care about me when i die but those true people will be there for you. enjoy your fucking life while it lasts. Go spend time with your family, don’t be ungrateful, don’t hate your parents, everyone in your life is helping you with curing your life to make it better and for you to be happier. I ask people that vape, do you love life? They responded with no or yes. If they said yes, I would respond with, then stop vaping, go enjoy life, this is not enjoying life, you’re just slowly kí!!ing ÿøurśêłf and they get mad at me for saying that. All im trying to say is don’t do drugs, don’t be doing shit that will make you lose trust or worse, love. Spend time with your friends and family. But family comes first. ok thanks for reading everything. have the best life you ever wanted. ily guys. stay safe.
Día de lluvia en Buenos Aires. Noche silenciosa, en mi cuarto en completa obscuridad, oyendo gotas caer en el balcón de mi departamento. Esta canción da cierta tristeza, nostalgia, y te hace extrañar algo que no sabes que es, pero esta ahí. Admiro al chico de 17 años que compuso esta joyita. Un éxito 👏
In the moment, we don't realize... In those fleeting moments of peace, happiness, love...we just don't realize... Years later, when those moments become memories... They'll haunt our hearts and cut way too deep... If only we realized...
Today i had my first heart breaking. I haven't cried for many years, but today I cried friends. I hope to survive, because i never felt such emptiness.
Be grateful you lived to feel something that day. It's a privilege. Even if it's pain. Be grateful you loved, you took a breath and you were able to live to feel something that day! Much love ❤️
I had/still have(?) a friend who stopped talking to me because he got caught up in school, we were/still are(?) friends since 2019 it pained me because we use to make music together, play games together, and spend hours talking about random stuff. He used this one heart song as a sample for a interlude and now whenever I hear it I think of the good times when we spoke nearly daily. Unfortunately we don’t go to the same school anymore so there really is no telling if I’ll ever get to talk to or see him again. Pretty much been 7-8 months since I’ve last talked to him at the time of writing this, hope he’s doing well Edit: I was supposed to update this a month or so ago but I was just too busy with things. Spoke to him again, he’s nothing like what he use to be, he makes conversations between me and him awkward now, it feels like I lost my brother. He speaks differently now, talks about different stuff. He seems to be avoiding me, the only reason I was able to speak with him is because of a mutual friend we have. I don’t know what to do anymore tbh.
I love her so much, she shines in every way, I'm tired and it's 3 am rn but all I can think about is her, she has a beautiful smile, a beautiful voice, a beautiful heart, she's emotional and often cry, she's the type to hug her friend to seek comfort or to comfort them, she would hug me sometimes as well and each one of these hug felt like they gave me a reason to keep going, to not give up. She had eyes of a color I can't describe, I would often loose myself into them unable to look away and then laugh it off as it being a battle of the one who looks away first. I fell in love with her so naturally and without even realizing, it wasn't just her looks it was everything about her. She was always lively, something that I kinda lack, she'd always laugh at my jokes and say she was glad to be my friend, she would make me feel like I matter which no girl ever did before her. But even with all that, I knew I could never have her. I knew I was somewhat important to her but not in that way, I knew because she had a boyfriend and when she would talk about him her eyes would lit up and she'd look so happy. I knew since I met her that I would never had a chance, yet I still fell in love. I kept it for myself and tried to enjoy the time I had with her without crossing any boudaries. I kept joking smilling, hanging out with her but it was getting harder and harder to not hate myself for what I was feeling. I was feeling guilty, like I was being dishonest with her who was always so nice to me. Then this school year started, I had to move away, far away, I missed my friends and I missed her as well. I would only see my friends every two months and it felt like my whole world had gone to ruins. She was in our friend group ( its a pretty big friend group ) and so I would see her every two months as well. Every time I saw them, I was so happy but so sad as well, I knew I could never go back to the days when I could see them every day at school and have the greatest time ever. Now I had stress, I was feeling alone, I had a few new friends but all the people are cherished were far away. When I saw her though, she would tell me she missed me so much, that she was glad I was here, and it made me even sadder. I didnt know what to do, I wanted her so much, to tell her everything I kept for myself, to learn about everything her but I knew it would be impossible. Each time I saw her, it felt painful and yet I was so happy to be able to see her that my emotions were a mess. And so in this big mess I decided to be honest. I told her how I felt, when it started, what i thought about her and how much I was in love with her. There is no plot twist in this text I'm sorry. She answered to my very very long text with another very very long text about how she understood that I ha to get it out of my chest but that as I knew she was already taken and there was no chance for us. She said it will not change how she saw me, that she would keep being my friend and being here for me and to be fair she kept her promise. But, I just can't forget her and my love for her. My heart and my mind both think she is the one. She likes the same things as me, we have the same taste, we get along well, she accepts me ( most of my life girl only made fun of me ( im not even ugly, i guess it was because I was kinda nerdy) thats why it feels so special to me to be considered human by a girl ). I just don't think I will find someone better, and I just want her so much ( not in a sexual way although she is very attractive in my eyes ) but in an emotional way. I want to feel connected with her to share with her all that runs into my head. She'd probably think I'm crazy though, it never stops in here, even when I sleep most of the time I'm half conscious, it's hell sometimes, there's this noise my thoughts do that I can't control but when she hugs me it all goes away, my heart feels like its about to burst, and sometime I even tear up a bit ( I hold the tears because I don't want her to think I'm sad ). I also don't want to tell her about all of this even though she told me I could tell her everything because I know she would feel guilty and all of this isn't even her fault it's mine. I'm the problem and I have always been even before her. I was always the problem. That's why I share everything here even though no one will probably read it because I can't say that to anyone. Not even my friends or my family, they all think I got my shit together and that I am doing fine and I must keep it like that. I'm not though, I've never been less motivated to keep going in my entire life than now, I have suicidal thoughts and self harm urges as well sometimes but I'm a coward so I know I will never do that. I just wished it would have turned on differently. I wish I either didn't fall for her or that she would've loved me back. I would have given her the world, I would've stopped wasting my talent and got the best things I could for her. Because I don't even want these things for myself, I have no ambition and it's been like that since I was a kid. In middle school I arrived as the kid who get only good grades, got pressured a few times and ended up as another of these class clowns just to fit in. My parents didn't understand so they would just yell at me all the time. I just needed some love, some support. Then when I finally got to high school it was already too late, I was already fucked up and lockdown didn't help. Instead of facing my problems I preferred to drown myself into video games 8 hours a day. And here again all my parents did was yelling at me. Props to my mom for comforting me once when I broke down because I couldn't keep it together anymore. But that's the only time. And then, I met her, she would give me love, tell me I was enough and that I didn't have to hide my feelings. So I told her, I told her everything, how I felt like my parents didn't love me, that I often thought about dying that the only one that i felt loved me unconditionally (my grandpa) had died and since then I felt empty. And she listened and listened everything I had weighting on my shoulders she would let me put it down and share it with her. She would also share her troubles with me and I'd listen, I was mesmerized by her. She was an angel in my eyes, she was the only one saving me from the darkness I felt all around me. She was bright. She shone bright. How can you not fall in love with a girl like that.
it's just painful for me I learned she hide her boyfriend from me after I discovered she deleted all the post with her boyfriend from her side it's just fucking painful I loved her so much we've been encouraged each other to kept going throughout this months but I just discovered she had a boyfriend a month ago it's just so pain so pain
I love being alone
But I hate being lonely
I love making people smile and laugh
But I hate being the centre of attention
I love night time
But I hate the darkness
I love to dream big
But I hate the thought of failure
I love watching the sunrise
But I hate waking up
I love life.
But I hate that it scares the living s**t out of me.
(PS thank u for ur lovely comments under my songs, means a lot 🖤)
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@@doctordescargas yep ☕️
Read Me Out Like A Book
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wake up my friend, this is an unfair world
No I'd rather stay asleep thanks 😔
Faaahg
Ur telling me.
What a curse word.. but a good to.. find good people here is so so Hard 🙂
If everything is unfair to everyone then it isn't
My son is 8 years old and he introduced this to be tonight. He said he listens to it until he falls asleep... I am always amazed with him... the depth and beauty that runs thru his soul is so precious and I'm going to do my best as his mother to keep it that way.
He can feel the music in his heart 😊
This is so sweet, I wish my mother could show me the same interest and love as you do to your son, regardless of that, I love her endlessly
Your son has an ability to feel from outside this world enhanced that keep it that way fact your son feels emotion like this is special your son spirit is awake keep it pure ❤
Hope he doesn’t feel like me. I feel too much. I’m glad he like this but heah. I don’t even know what to say. I’ve lived a different life than him. The fact I posted this proves you got it I hope. Just know this is a sad sad deep like can’t even describe where in my soul this song resonates but it does. Just make sure he’s okay and you’re okay.
@@StonedOdie i get your comment feel to much im with that
this song gives you a feeling of nostalgia, calmness, sadness and happiness combined into one
And that one, is Saudade
This feels like waking up at 10pm and driving to your night shift job at 11. Living in a different cycle than the rest of the world, isolated, lonely, yet calm and happy.
exactly how I feel.
away from the rest of the world.
Literally me
I want to cry, but life so I can't
Bro what the hell if wrong with you
@@notlikeyoudie208 crying makes you stronger
This song always makes me go quiet without any thoughts in my mind, just staring with empty eyes.
Haha same especially with a bong haha.
Peace is everything to guys
Literally on the bus doing the same shit
@@kaecake9575 🤔
@noj3164 ok
100 reasons to stay alive:
1. to make your parents proud
2. to conquer your fears
3. to see your family again
4. to see your favourite artist live
5. to listen to music again
6. to experience a new culture
7. to make new friends
8. to inspire
9. to have your own children
10. to adopt your own pet
11. to make yourself proud
12. to meet your idols
13. to laugh until you cry
14. to feel tears of happiness
15. to eat your favourite food
16. to see your siblings grow
17. to pass school
18. to get tattoo
19. to smile until your cheeks hurt
20. to meet your internet friends
21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve
22. to eat ice cream on a hot day
23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day
24. to see untouched snow in the morning
25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire
26. to see stars light up the sky
27. to read a book that changes your life
28. to see the flowers in the spring
29. to see the leaves change from green to brown
30. to travel abroad
31. to learn a new language
32. to learn to draw
33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them
34. Puppy kisses.
35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek).
36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them.
37. Trampolines.
38. Ice cream.
39. Stargazing.
40. Cloud watching.
41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets.
42. Receiving thoughtful gifts.
43. “I saw this and thought of you."
44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you."
45. The relief you feel after crying.
46. Sunshine.
47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention.
48. Your future wedding.
49. Your favorite candy bar.
50. New clothes.
51. Witty puns.
52. Really good bread.
53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time.
54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.)
55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling.
56. The smell before and after it rains
57. The sound of rain against a rooftop.
58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing.
59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them.
60. Trying out new recipes.
61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio.
62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage.
63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable.
64.Breakfast in bed.
65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater.
66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning).
67. Pray (if you are religious)
68. Forgiveness.
69. Water balloon fights.
70. New books by your favorite authors.
71. Fireflies.
72. Birthdays.
73. Realizing that someone loves you.
74. Spending the day with someone you
85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed.
86. Someone’s skin against yours.
87. Holding hands.
88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world.
89. Singing off key with your best friends.
90. Road trips.
91. Spontaneous adventures.
92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes.
93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees.
94. Thunderstorms.
95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland.
96. The taste of your favorite food.
97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning.
98. The day when everything finally goes your way.
99. Compliments and praise.
100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realise you did it.
Ice cream 🍨😭
:)
Thank you
Thank you so much :)
Hey could I make some one else proud if not my parents they are something else
It’s so peaceful. I’m not sad, not happy, not miserable, but calm and relaxed. I’m not sure if others feel the same way but yeah.
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Honestly it make me a little sad / nostalgic and I don’t know why , just make think about old times and knowing I can’t get back
Same it doesn't make me sad happy nor nostalgic it's so peaceful...☔
@al3ktv671 I get that feeling a lot too. The feeling of experiencing your greatest memories once more. It's why we must do everything in our power to appreciate and cherish our time. We will not be here forever. Soon, me and you, and everyone else, will be gone, erased from the world. And that's okay. It's because life is so short that it's worth living more than anything. Consiously, appreciate every new memory that you make, so you'll be happy it happened! 😊
Same, it makes me super calm and cozy.
this is one of the few songs that make u sad and happy at the same time, it creates a feeling that no one can understand nor explain. it makes you rember momories you never had, people you never knew. its unreal (i would for real cry in my friends arms to this😭)💙💜🖤
this thing happens.
momories xD? nor explain? lol?
Its called being numb, you arent happy or sad. You just are.
no one cares
@@TckMoon fr
I've always been obsessed with winter, the calm gray snowy days, the bitter chill flowing through the threshold as the door is opened, the warmth of the fireplace as the room is filled with the amber glow of the flames... I lost that when my family moved to southern US, but this song makes me feel at home. In the woods 💖
Just used this to sleep. At first, I felt my body getting cold as if I was sad. Yet again my body felt a weird sensation of calmness. It felt as if you are outside taking a walk with the stars shimmering above you. The rain trickles down your umbrella and the street lights give off the falling crystals of the sky. I will forever love this song.
thats the feeling man thats the damn feeling
Funny story, I felt it too,it felt like a glimmering sun was on my lower body,a tornado of pure relaxation, but then i remembered....i have IBS. I shat my fucking bed because of this song, but its like it was worth it, if you know what i mean.
What a vibe ⭐️
u feel too much man chill
😊🎉Miguel
To whoever reads this,
i love you
i love your smile
i love your laugh
i love your personality
i love your hair (or lack thereof)
i love you even if you have insecurities
i love your accomplishments
i love you even if you have failures
i love your eyes
i love your beauty
i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)
i love the way you dance
i love you on your happy days
i love you on you even on sad days
i love you on the days you feel lonely
i love you on the days you feel helpless
i love you on the days you feel like no one cares
i love you on the days you feel forgotten
i love you on the days you feel unmotivated
i love you on the days you feel loved
i love you on the days you feel sick
i love you on the days you feel motivated
i love you on the days you feel depressed
i love you on the days you feel stresses
i love you on the days you feel crazy
i love you on the days you feel hopeful
i love you on the days you feel cuddly
i love you on the days you feel clingy
i love you on the days you feel amazing
i love you on the days you feel beautiful
i love you on the days you feel like a failure
i love you on the days you feel angry
i love you on the days you feel aggressive
i love you on the days you feel horrible
i love you on the days you feel safe
i love you on the days you feel unsafe
i love you on the days you feel vulnerable
i love you on the days you feel weird
i love you on the days you feel ok
i love you when you're healthy
i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)
i love your taste in music
i love your taste in movies
i love your taste in tv shows
i love the way you act
i love you even if you cry
i love you when you're kind
i love you even if you you're mean
i love you even if you're alone
i love you even if you can't feel
i love you even if you feel too much
i love you even if you can't take life anymore
i love you even if you feel like it's too much
i love you when you're asleep
i love you even if you have nightmares
i love you when you have dreams
i love how you believe
i love you when you believe in yourself
i love you even if you don't believe in yourself
i love you even if you hate yourself
i love you when you love yourself
i love the way you think
i love you even if you have problems
i love your solutions
i love how you support
i love you even if you're in pain
i love you even if you're hurt
i love your promises
i love your secrets
i love your attitude
i love you sass
i love your creativity
i love your voice (or lack thereof)
i love you hand gestures
i love your stories
i love you even if you have wounds
i love you even if you have scars
i love your face
i love your past
i love your future
i love your present
i love your outfits
i love your style
i love your art
i love your honesty
i love you even if you lie
i love you even if you're tired
i love you when you're energetic
i love how you look
i love how you cook
i love you when you're adventurous
i love you even if you're scared
i love your imperfections
i love your perfections
i love you even if you worry
i love you when you talk (or communicate)
i love your opinions
i love you even if you have headache
i love you even if you have a stomach ache
i love you when you help others
i love you when you're mature
i love you even if you're immature
i love you in the hard times
i love you in the easy times
i love you even if life isn't bright
i love you when you're responsible
i love you even if you're irresponsible
i love you even if you fight
i love you in your darkest moments
i love you in your brightest moments
i love your heart
i love you in the day
i love you in the night
i love you at midnight
i love you at 3 am
i love you at all times
i love you at your best
i love even if your worst
i love the little things you do
i love all of you
i love you when you're you
i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪.
From the stranger on the internet who loves you :)
**you and I, were similar, we have no enemies.**
i’m a minor
No, you don't.
im gonna tell a trusted adult
@@ccure154
Thanks
This playlist feels like you're the only one on the planet at night, everything is quiet and cold, but you're not afraid, because the moon is there with you.
Dammmm that description took me there
literally, I'm just looking at the moon from my window while everybody is sleeping it's so cozy
@@sunsetwaveyshii... bro became an astronaut
Listening to this 1 month after my mom passed away and now i have no family left.. This hits like a truck, just want to sit in a room and think about my childhood/teenage days
My thoughts and prayers are with you. Stay strong and don't let the fact that shes gone tear you down be happy it happened. You are a soldier in Gods army and you will always be taken care of. Now you have 1 more angel watching over 💙
Sorry to hear that man hope everything gets better and that you could find peace
It's been 7 years since my father passed away. Stay strong, it gets easier as time passes. Keeping busy helps me keep my mind off of it. May God bless you and bring happiness into your life.
your mom is watching you, never give up and she will always loves u at the top of her heart
This is your trigger song then 💛 mine is free bird for my dad
The thing is- we're depressed, but we're telling other depressed/suicidal people that they're beautiful and worth it but we can't tell *ourselves* that.
Makes me think about my future and my life choices and how I will impact the world I have dreams to make the world a better place
This song makes me feel young again. Like I’m 8 years old on a summer day playing in the grass that’s been touched by rain, and a rainbow fly across the sky making me run inside telling everyone to come out, and see this beautiful thing. It was innocent, kind, and wonderful. Even though I’m older now I still hear that child like laugh reminiscent through the back of my mind, creating its own movie that’s projected on the front of my mind. As I lay here in the dark watching the memories like a movie I smile almost smelling the sweet air I did as a kid, reminding me not everything in this world is bad, because in a little bit of bad, there’s good.
you say wonderful things🥲😭
That was beautiful
@@aWanderer926 Hey it’s okay I feel that way too. You know the best part of wanting to go back in time is right now in the future your going to be looking back on your time, and age, and think I was young and happy. Don’t worry about the old times, because there were still times you probably weren’t happy, but you only could remember the good memories. Time is like a flower, you buy your favorite flower at the store for the week, and after that week it drys out so you put the petals in a glass vase, and buy new flowers that brighten your room up, creating a change so beautiful and elegant, but every once in a while you look at those old flowers, and continue to wonder how they were so beautiful, but what you just don’t see is your new flowers are even more beautiful. So Just live, and be crazy and wild, make memories better than your old ones, and treat you new flowers well!❤
@@ChloeDavisson it couldn't have been explained better!❤️
I want to create this kind of childhood for my younger brother.
this hits right into the soul.
Hi TH-camr 😃😃😃😃
yo you good bro i watch your vids its been 2 weeks
u good bro
@@ARIZONA_SWEET_TEA_ Obv not if hes listening to this song:(
@@jiiiit7871 Obv not if hes listening to this song;(
In German we have this word called "die Wehmut". A silent kind of pain remembering your things that happened before in your life. Nostalgia but sadder, worser.
To everyone who is doing homework,
leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus
To everyone who is trying to sleep,
leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve.
To everyone who is feeling sad,
grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time.
To everyone who is creating something,
you got this. Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done!
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-Not mine, but pass it around!
me too
thanks bro
Thanks schools just been so hard
I have a job interview this Friday, I also have to submit my transfer application on Saturday, and work on a college assignment which is due on Sunday. And I'm about to start work in a few hours. But hey I bought a new Iphone !!!
@@Ivan-lx2es congrats
Guys must remember.
In this world its better to being alone.
Rather than being with those who never value you
You all guys are perfect and unique in own...
This song makes me think about life
@@annebt5982 A man can only be a man when he responsible for not only his family but others
2 weeks ago or so, i was listening to this music w my airpods in while i was walking to school. it made me think about stuff that i shouldn't think about anymore , though it was thinking about suicide and why did my friends leave me and that im all alone, suddenly i thought about my boyfriend and i accidently bumped into a old woman. i constantly kept saying sorry and then she told me if i was okay, i told her everything and i litterally had tears in my eyes since i couldnt vent to anyone because i had no friends. she started comforting me in a nice and comfortable way and i didnt go to school that day. after that week i kept listening to this song and suddenly started thinking about nice and calm things, also thinking about my future and what'll happen in the end, this was a message for the people who are struggeling with social anxiety, i love you all.
as someone who's struggled with wanting to end it all for most of my life, i understand where you're coming from - you're not alone, you matter, & i'm so glad you're still here. Ik i'm probably just another stranger on the internet but i'm sending you & everyone that's going through a rough time right now so much love
The truth is that I feel that this song is a melody that relaxes the whole body... It has something special that makes all the problems you have come calmly or you are also walking in the rain with a mist that is not so dense but that It does not let you see, being on a forest road but you only feel calm.
Sözler olmasa da herkese aynı duyguları veren evrensel bir müzik 🇹🇷🇹🇷❤❤
When my baby was recently born I would stay awake late at night playing no man’s sky and watching my daughter while listening to this. It’s bittersweet as it reminds me of getting lost in the cosmos and my baby being a newborn. Nostalgia of a moment in time I’ll never be again
Don’t be sad because they are gone now…
Smile because they cared for you.❤🔥
Para cualquiera que lea esto mientras escucha esta música, sé lo que siente, probablemente incluso esté llorando en este momento, pero cualquier cosa que pueda pasarle no es nada comparado con lo que ha logrado y quién es usted. Eres una persona increíble y nunca dejes que nadie te haga sentir de otra manera. Puede que lo estés pasando mal, pero detrás de los muros siempre hay felicidad. Que tengas un gran día/semana/mes/año y recuerda que nada vale la pena perder tu vida
gracias
Gracias ❤🙏
No sé quién eres pero te deseo lo mejor gracias por el apoyo
I feel peaceful when I listen to this song and my psychological problems go away with this song I come and listen for 1 hour or 2 hours It is good for both anxiety and depression, but I suggest you to protect your mental health, if you don't, you will go crazy, take care of your soul, this song is good for me, this song reduces my anxiety
Jesus loves you
Acabo de llegar de trabajar ,es la 1 de la mañana , llegue y la casa está sola como siempre ,fue un día duro, pero no estoy cansado ,sólo llegue y me senté en la cocina y puse esta canción porque me sentí demasiado triste al entrar a la casa ,la verdad me saco unas lágrimas esta canción , lo peor es que no se que tengo pero se me hace un nudo en la garganta cuando escribo esto. Espero que si alguien se siente igual a mi pronto se sienta mejor ,animo.
Yo también hermano, dale muchas gracias a nuestro Dios que tienes comida, un techo y trabajo, porque para muchos otros no tienen esos lujos, yo soy uno de ellos pero sigo luchando y le pido a Dios que me de trabajo
Por algo Dios hace las cosas, no entendemos ahorita pero al rato veremos
is a heavy burden, isn't it?
yo estoy igual siento una nostalgia una tristeza que es inexplicable , parece como que nadie quiere saber de ti , que vives por vivir y la soledad es la amiga de uno donde desahogas todo , donde tu llanto viene de lo mas profundo de tu ser , solo te quedas ido con las lagrimas en tus ojos , pero no hay peor lucha que no se pueda superar💪 animo💪🏻
Me pasó tengo 20 y siento que no estoy vivo:(
☆﹕This song has been my comfort place for a year now, whether it's slowed, sped up, or just it's normal pace, I always listen to it just to feel at home. One day I want to make this song into a music box and play it for my future kids when they sleep. It's gotten me through heartbreaks, depressive episodes, and happy moments of solitude and I wish to share it with someone one day. I wish to stare at a night time projector light beaming onto the ceiling after watching movies and enjoying company with someone or staring at the stars talking about our past experiences and the dreams we had as a kid that we still want to achieve. I'm only almost 20, and I have so much to learn and go through still. So many rough patches, happy moments, empty moments, moments full of anger even- but I will continue to experience those emotions with this song like it's my friend until a new one comes to visit. Friends may come and go, even if you've had the same friend since childhood- they're only the same on the outside, it's always a different person with the similar traits to your old friend. Back to my main point, to whoever reads this (whether it be my future lover or myself) you'll know when you find the right one, you'll look at them and feel the reassuring happiness you feel when you hear this melody. You just have to be patient.
-Kira♡
Recently im going through an heartbreak and other bad staff, like my grandmother that is about to go and i will never see her again, at night i like to listen at this song it makes me feel better.
Thanks Kira ❤
Thank you kira
really
Thank you
Somehow I felt something from reading this.
That's rare really...
Being a college student on the autism spectrum, I reflect on the moments, good and bad, and goals that I have/could have achieved thanks to this song. Life for someone like me is really hard, but I am pushing myself to be the best version that I can possibly be in this day and age.
I don't know why, but this song just makes me feel sad. It makes me miss being a kid so much, yet it offers a soothing tone and a warm blanket. It's like the song is whispering, "Everything will be alright, just go with the flow."
I can not begin to describe how much true is this
This music always makes me feel so homesick because it takes me to a magical world where I'm alone strolling through chilly, starry alleys 🥹❤️
Thank yiou!I've made a little playlist to help you chill & Study & Work! Can you help me to support? Thank You
They were not lying when they said music Is a feeling, this track makes you sad and happy at the same time, takes you to places you've never been to, brings back nostalgic memories from the past.
Самая подходящая музыка для февраля - последнего месяца зимы, после которой, чего бы то ни стоило придёт весна... Ком в горле и мурашки по коже - одновременно и радость и сожаление.
Трогательная, чувственная и уносящая в другое измерение мелодия.
От всей души благодарю создателя сего творения и владельца канала.
и через 3 месяца егэ...
De que País es este Idioma..?
@@frankyanac830 Russia
@@timura.2120 Siempre me gustó Rusia
@@frankyanac830 @dreamscape
This feels like living the life you were always meant to and knowing what you had to do to get there
I found snowfall about a few months ago, and it’s just a different feeling/vibe. I need to listen to it at least once everyday, it just makes me calm for some reason.
I just sit there, and think about my life. How far I have come. How well I am doing. The future that I want. What I have to do to obtain that future. What I want to achieve in my life, etc.
It literally grounds me and let’s me express the thoughts and feelings that I have, by myself. Nothing else makes me feel like this. It’s just beautiful.
Whoever reads this, and is going through a rough patch. Just sit back, take a deep breath, and fucking relax. We all as human beings get so caught up in what others think, what to do for others, etc. FOCUS ON YOURSELF. REACH OUT FOR THOSE DREAMS. You might be feeling down now for whatever reason, but that’s going to make the time you succeed and reach your goals even sweeter🙌🙏
I feel the EXACT same way.
thanks bro
Thank you 🙏🏽
Fr man ty
same
At night, specifically at 3 am, I listen to this song and remember the memories I had at school and realize that it will never come back, and I will not see my friend whom I liked again, and I will not see my friends again, and I cry so hard for this, I love youMohammed🌆
Watching this at 2 AM
Feeling happy and tired
Can't live without love
God bless you guys ♥️
This song is like magic, it leads you through the labyrinths of memory and resurrects moments of life, people, events that are dear to your heart❤️
Currently completing and writing the reports of my students whilst listening to this on-loop music piece. It soothes me. And somewhat eases my relentless nerves... Thank you for sharing. Be blessed
It's not about being better than others, it's about being better than you were yesterday. 🌱
It's about thinking positive and setting amazing goals for yourself, making yourself proud for what you have accomplished. Life is full of good things, but if something is bothering you, know that your not the only one, at least someone has experienced this and will understand, and will comfort. It's all your cat. Welcoming you and making sure your happy, curing anyone's depression by just listening.
This music makes me remember my 1st year of my experience when i went to the united state of America in order to complete my studies. I was kind of terrified. Because, I didn’t have anyone with me & i was only 18 years old. But i had the best years of my life in that country. I spent 6 years. I learned a lot & got to know really nice and kind people who did actually help me through my hardships. I’m actually planning to go back there and get my master degree. I’m 30 years old now by the way. I just miss those days so much.
this song makes me remember that i need to cherrish every moment i have on this earth and not take anything for granted
deep but true
This song has a lot of words, emotions and tears... That's incredible!
losing my grandma to colon cancer recently was so hard watching her struggle and see this nasty disease take over her body. i miss her so much today was her memorial and it still hits me everytime that wow she’s really gone. i didn’t have the best relationship with my grandma but looking back i should’ve been closer to her. it hurts so much, all i have is guilt and regret. this song brings my mind and soul to peace, my comfort song.
🖤🖤
it's amazing how a song can help someone and how much a person could resonate with it. some people have a refined taste in things, such a beautiful melody, profound
It's five o'clock at night and I go to the comments and read people's troubles and problems after putting my own problems aside with the masterpiece playing in the background. It feels like therapy, sometimes I cry and sometimes I laugh... remember, no one is perfect, no one is perfect, no matter how much we don't want it, there may be things in our lives that will turn our lives upside down. But it's no problem, everything will be alright. take care, i love you
Love you too brother.
You Don't Know How This Make Me Happy Right Now, Thanks Dude, I Love You Too!
Love you too bro
Love you too❤
@@aWanderer926 hang in there. Life’s a trip, you fall but you have to get back up. And sometimes just talking to someone can really help. It can be a stranger on TH-cam, or anywhere online. One way or another we all make it out and you have to make the best of any and every situation you have. Just have love for everyone and you’ll find love within yourself❤-god speed
Спасибо за часовую замедленную версию этого трека, рисовать стало намного атмосфернее.
"man that was so fun!"
"I know right!"
"Next day wanna play again?"
"Sure!"
*Last online : 3 years ago*
To everyone who needs this
Dont think non positive things about your life, think about the future, theres so many possibilities!! Trust your family and live out your heart with your freinds, treat yourself amazingly . And if your depressed, i would recommend a cat, best way to get someone who actually listens to you to help you , dont worry, cats dont talk, they listen and comfort, just know that your freinds and family are there, and your not alone . You might want to think possitive about yourself, and try to set exciting goals, and make yourself proud. Now go out there, and be your true self, stand up to those bullys!!
This song makes me feel like there is a little bit of hope left. I've been in a really bad spot for the past 2 months with my first middle school year. Failing grades, failing relationships even ❤️🩹 but no matter how many times you get knocked down, someone else will always be there to lift you back up. There is nothing to fear in this world. God is protecting you and me even............. that's the craziest thing to think of. There is always someone.❤️🩹
Feels like the quiet after the storm, the end of an outrageous war, the end of your pain & suffering that you endured, & a fight that which you thought will never end. Finally you found peace within.
It's so poetic.
You don't know how much i can relate to that. I hope you found that peace within, i can't say i'm there yet, but slowly making progress to get there someday, hopefully.
@@Simloly17 still working on it, never give up, it will be worth it for your future self.
This music unlocks a part of me I didn't even know existed
Added to playlist for the 6am drives
damn it's 6am now but im going to sleep😮💨
I do it too bro, great to know others like us exist
@@shardul1539 morning sleep🤔
@@noidegsegom4091 it was my goodnight 😭
mines opposite
This song give me a mixture of emotions. Things from the past present and future, makes me think about several things making me sad, happy, emotional. Just mixed emotions come out with this song I cry and smile every time.
Listen to this and I can't stop crying💔
Let me have a moment to pray with you🙏 "We thank You, Father God, that You are searching our hearts and illuminating our relationships. If anyone in our lives is slowing us down and keeping us from our promise or just picking on our promise, reveal it to us...we ask You to help us move in healthy relationships and right community, with people who are for us and not against us, just as they are for You and not against You. In Jesus's name, amen."
“Every man has his secret sorrows which the world knows not; and often times we call a man cold when he is only sad.”
― Henry Wadsworth Longfellow
type of song to listen to while staring at a beautiful night sky
I really miss the memories when my parents where young and happy. I miss when I was in early school, I also miss when my brother wasn’t so old…he an adult now and has lots of things to worry about, like life. I miss my childhood memories when everyone was young. I’m saying this at the age of only 14 but time in life flies so fast, I’m almost going to be able to drive a car and get a job. what hurts the most is I’m just sadly watching my parents get old into their 50s. Every time I think of it it makes me tear up and sob. I’m going to hate everything when they die one day. It really hits me hard because my parents are so down to earth and kind. To me and everyone, they try their best to raise me and they risked their life’s to have kids because the amount of money it requires. And it’s just really depressing thinking that one day you’ll die and all of this will be gone forever.
I find it hard to relax and this song really does keep me calm
This song feels like accepting the truth and you have to be learn to be okey with it!!
you have no idea how much that relates to me right now......
@@adrianareighn497 be Strong 🌟
@@adrianareighn497 I believe in you after the dark comes the sunshine come up lets do this
@@MrNotaloka thank you for the encouragement. It means a lot
I remembered my grandpa in this song I can't stop crying, I can't accept it why..........., i miss he's cook and his voice every morning.. man I can't.. whyyyyyyy 😢...
watching this an hour non stop is unbelievable
Take a break from relationship toxic, society toxic and false news. Try to do something outside from online world or drive in the middle of the night with this song which makes you even more relaxed and feel loneliness. I even starting from 3 days ago i stop doing all of that and start to listen this song even im sleep with this song.Thanks to creator of this song. Thank you very much. Let us listen,relax and feel this song what does offer to us. Enjoy!
As bright as the sun in the day, as beautiful as the stars in the night. There's a 50% chance that a person could've died tonight. No tears, no smile. We'll be here for awhile. Sun or moon, we'll be there soon. Never thought of what will come, never think of what you'll become. Think about the future or think about the past, some friends are better left to pass. Ten or zero, we all have one hero.
Be with many or alone, Know that there's no clone.
So be yourself, it doesn't last
Give this one life a blast ♡
Love this ❤️
I miss her so god damn much
I am only 16 and I have a girlfriend who loves me a lot and I love her, our relationship has only been 3 months and it’s been really good so far, but there’s one problem I’m facing with mental illness. What life would be like if she cheated on me. When I listen to sad songs and images displayed in videos like this at late hours, I question myself... where are you?... are you warm?... are you lost?... do you like your new boyfriend?... have yous been married yet?... are you cold?... do you still think about me?... Some people between the ages of 15-25 get over break ups, but me... I would never, I would cry in my room every night until my eyes bled, I love her so much, I just am insecure, I don’t want anything to happen to her... Ty people for reading
Stay strong bro this thought just your brain create it and its just lies pls dont overthink it because i know she really loves you and she never going to cheat on you okay just be happy that you got a girlfriend who really loves you. Your lucky im 17yrs old and i dont have a girlfriend and its suck so be happy that you found her and dont be afraid she really loves you and not going to break up with you. (Sorry bro my english is bad but i wanted to tell you this because your overthink it 😊)
Depression.
🕛 0 : 10 AM here! I'm about to sleep, happy to find this perfect lullaby. just done my assignment, im tired, been feeling broken and this music gives me comfort to be "comfortable" in pains. thank you 🖤
best feeling ever
@@mdrdisini6978 for me it's more like bittersweet :/
@@serenity_in_reverie +
It's five o'clock in the morning and I still haven't been able to sleep... :(
@@Waterwaither aww im sorry. i usually play "country night" at google assistant to send me quick to sleep. but if it's about 6am it might be difficult as ur heart rate would be increasing. hope u'll get enough rest today 🙏🏻
This song brings me so many memories of my wife, she battled through Lupus treatment and was so strong all the way. I recently lost her and my first child, they were the light of my life and now i have nothing to look forward to, i just see no point in going on.
I'm so sorry for your loss, I hope you heal soon. One day the pain will be over.
l really don't know what it's like to lose someone like this, I lack a lot of experience, but I really feel you. Please stay strong, Yuri❤
Hi man
Time is the best healer. Stay strong.
Continue on carrying their legacy, you had a great love which many don't ever experience... they still live inside you
hey man everything is gonna be alright i know this might be to soon but she would want you to move on be happy its alright to cry now and then but dont let it keep you down and go find a hobby a workout or something find a purpose you might feel really sad right now and i will never know how it feels to lose people like that but there will be a point to keep on going take risk as well not to big of risk though i hope you find peace have a good one.💘
When I listen to this song, I just imagine the gray night sky. The snow falling down from the sky and in a forest full of snowy trees. What a delight 🫶🏽
"words are just not enough for me"
Remember you survived all your bad days.
Es raro que crea que esta canción es más de paz y serenidad qué sobre la soledad? nunca me molestó estar solo, después de todo al final de nuestras vidas moriremos solos mientras nos descomponemos en un ataúd hasta ser parte de la tierra en la que nacimos, así que mejor disfrutar la compañía de uno mismo, esta pieza me hace imaginar visitar algún pueblo de siberia por la mañana mientras el viento frío sopla mi cabello, simplemente soñadora
Damn this song hits diff, just got broken up with and listening to this song helps me recall the memories i had with her and other stuff, fr shreds a tear in my eye
God is with you 🙏
I love life
But I hate living it
I love success
But I hate the road of getting it
I love time
But I can’t keep up with it
But I’ll never give up
This song helps me to realize that I need a break from my work.
Reminds me that my difficult times shall pass just like darkness before dawn.
Helps me realize that I have been putting my best efforts now that I need to relax and take care of myself
They didnt notice you were crying
They didn't notice you were sad
They didn’t notice you were tired
They didn’t notice you were alone
They didn’t notice how attentive you were
They didn’t notice how sweet you actually are...
They didn’t notice how you actually try to make others smile
They did notice you failing grades
They did notice your unattractive
They did notice the mean side of you
They did notice all your mistakes
They did notice all you flaws
They did notice that you weren’t good enough for them.
But you stayed strong
You kept going on
You never gave up on hope
You never let them take you down
And you know they wasn’t good enough for you
And that’s what make you stronger
not mine but u can spread it to make someone's day ❤ you matter :)
tysm❤❤
Why you have to care about what they say?
Thanks bro
❤
Reading comments here doesn't distract me from the complete and utter fact that I am nothing and I have nothing going on for me. I live the same fucking day over and over again and I can't take this shit no more. Im so glad music exists cause I dunno what I would have done without it but damn does it hurt. I have people around me yet I constantly feel alone. No success at love no success at deep meaningful connections- I wanna cry and songs like this only make it more apparent but I can't cause It's my problem and I need to fucking deal with it. Sometimes I just wanna rumble on how I feel and just say it to someone so they'll listen and won't try to fix me.
you have excellent taste, my friend! I would be happy if you took a look at my videos, I'm doing something similar, and I want to learn how to improve it... I would be very grateful!
I just listen to this. i start seeing me chatting with my dead friend 😪😪 yet, i still see him up there. I'm not relaxed calmed or happy It's all just sadness this brings the memories of me having fun with my animals, family members and my........... cat, I don't know if i am the only one with these feelings while listening to this.
Don’t cry because it ended smile because it happens - doctor sus
A melancholy feeling of comfort in my times of uncertainty
Makes me think of my grandmother that raised me so many memories she passed away in December 2021 miss her every day
I know how it feels😢
This song makes you immersed in feelings that the human mind cannot really understand. This life is very strange. It is a mixture of joy, sadness, loneliness, freedom and imagination.
Ye I guess life is like that one moment your live your best life and than it's gonna gust like that and it gust empty Ness 😞
this was legit poetry bro
This song really has some type of style or magic in it that we just feel these emotions are similar to each other that we can't explain.
🪽🐩🦮🐕🦺🐕🪻🌸🥀🌺🪷🌹🌾💐🌷🌻🌼💫✨🌟⭐️🌈🦴🥩🍖
I feel very relaxed and at peace when I listen to this
So true
HERMANO¡¡
This music has two ways, either to remind you of the past, or to charge your body with calmness to become stronger than before, you choose one of the two ways.
Or to help you understand the snow...
This song is a remarkable fusion of emotions, seamlessly blending nostalgia, calmness, sadness, and happiness into a singular, powerful experience. It's a musical journey that resonates on multiple emotional levels, creating a truly memorable and evocative listening experience. 🎶💫
to be honest i feel like nobody in this world would care about me when i die, I really want to be remembered so i at least can have love but yknow some stuff just happen to the point that I could never get love but hate. I just want love in this life, not hate. I want to finish everything in my bucket list and live a good life. And for me i got no true friends but two only and they both are like brothers to me. All I want to say is love yourself no matter what. Like I said i feel like people won’t care about me when i die but those true people will be there for you. enjoy your fucking life while it lasts. Go spend time with your family, don’t be ungrateful, don’t hate your parents, everyone in your life is helping you with curing your life to make it better and for you to be happier. I ask people that vape, do you love life? They responded with no or yes. If they said yes, I would respond with, then stop vaping, go enjoy life, this is not enjoying life, you’re just slowly kí!!ing ÿøurśêłf and they get mad at me for saying that. All im trying to say is don’t do drugs, don’t be doing shit that will make you lose trust or worse, love. Spend time with your friends and family. But family comes first. ok thanks for reading everything. have the best life you ever wanted. ily guys. stay safe.
Día de lluvia en Buenos Aires. Noche silenciosa, en mi cuarto en completa obscuridad, oyendo gotas caer en el balcón de mi departamento. Esta canción da cierta tristeza, nostalgia, y te hace extrañar algo que no sabes que es, pero esta ahí. Admiro al chico de 17 años que compuso esta joyita. Un éxito 👏
Cuando muera quisiera que pusieran esta cancion y que me dejen solo (❁´◡`❁)
I'm home...
In the moment, we don't realize...
In those fleeting moments of peace, happiness, love...we just don't realize...
Years later, when those moments become memories...
They'll haunt our hearts and cut way too deep...
If only we realized...
Today i had my first heart breaking. I haven't cried for many years, but today I cried friends. I hope to survive, because i never felt such emptiness.
Yowww!! I've made a little playlist to help you chill & Study & Work! Can you help me to support? Thank You
i have emptyness because my friends dont fill that hole or family so its always stuck there
i have been here dealing with that emptyness for 2 years now my friend, you can do it and may you be able to pull urself out unlike me
Be grateful you lived to feel something that day. It's a privilege. Even if it's pain. Be grateful you loved, you took a breath and you were able to live to feel something that day! Much love ❤️
@@bobbymartinez6398 I've seen you comment on so many people's posts, making them feel seen and loved! you seem like such a great person
It gives a calm feeling 😌
i need it to be winter again so i can listen to this happily.
Why winter ?
@@harun6417 for the vibes
Merry late Christmas 🎁
If no one got you a gift then let mine be hope for a good next year that ends better than it starts.🎉
Sitting there just thinking the quiet of no one around feels beautiful
I had/still have(?) a friend who stopped talking to me because he got caught up in school, we were/still are(?) friends since 2019 it pained me because we use to make music together, play games together, and spend hours talking about random stuff. He used this one heart song as a sample for a interlude and now whenever I hear it I think of the good times when we spoke nearly daily. Unfortunately we don’t go to the same school anymore so there really is no telling if I’ll ever get to talk to or see him again. Pretty much been 7-8 months since I’ve last talked to him at the time of writing this, hope he’s doing well
Edit:
I was supposed to update this a month or so ago but I was just too busy with things. Spoke to him again, he’s nothing like what he use to be, he makes conversations between me and him awkward now, it feels like I lost my brother. He speaks differently now, talks about different stuff. He seems to be avoiding me, the only reason I was able to speak with him is because of a mutual friend we have. I don’t know what to do anymore tbh.
I love her so much, she shines in every way, I'm tired and it's 3 am rn but all I can think about is her, she has a beautiful smile, a beautiful voice, a beautiful heart, she's emotional and often cry, she's the type to hug her friend to seek comfort or to comfort them, she would hug me sometimes as well and each one of these hug felt like they gave me a reason to keep going, to not give up. She had eyes of a color I can't describe, I would often loose myself into them unable to look away and then laugh it off as it being a battle of the one who looks away first. I fell in love with her so naturally and without even realizing, it wasn't just her looks it was everything about her. She was always lively, something that I kinda lack, she'd always laugh at my jokes and say she was glad to be my friend, she would make me feel like I matter which no girl ever did before her. But even with all that, I knew I could never have her. I knew I was somewhat important to her but not in that way, I knew because she had a boyfriend and when she would talk about him her eyes would lit up and she'd look so happy. I knew since I met her that I would never had a chance, yet I still fell in love. I kept it for myself and tried to enjoy the time I had with her without crossing any boudaries. I kept joking smilling, hanging out with her but it was getting harder and harder to not hate myself for what I was feeling. I was feeling guilty, like I was being dishonest with her who was always so nice to me. Then this school year started, I had to move away, far away, I missed my friends and I missed her as well. I would only see my friends every two months and it felt like my whole world had gone to ruins. She was in our friend group ( its a pretty big friend group ) and so I would see her every two months as well. Every time I saw them, I was so happy but so sad as well, I knew I could never go back to the days when I could see them every day at school and have the greatest time ever. Now I had stress, I was feeling alone, I had a few new friends but all the people are cherished were far away. When I saw her though, she would tell me she missed me so much, that she was glad I was here, and it made me even sadder. I didnt know what to do, I wanted her so much, to tell her everything I kept for myself, to learn about everything her but I knew it would be impossible. Each time I saw her, it felt painful and yet I was so happy to be able to see her that my emotions were a mess. And so in this big mess I decided to be honest. I told her how I felt, when it started, what i thought about her and how much I was in love with her. There is no plot twist in this text I'm sorry. She answered to my very very long text with another very very long text about how she understood that I ha to get it out of my chest but that as I knew she was already taken and there was no chance for us. She said it will not change how she saw me, that she would keep being my friend and being here for me and to be fair she kept her promise. But, I just can't forget her and my love for her. My heart and my mind both think she is the one. She likes the same things as me, we have the same taste, we get along well, she accepts me ( most of my life girl only made fun of me ( im not even ugly, i guess it was because I was kinda nerdy) thats why it feels so special to me to be considered human by a girl ). I just don't think I will find someone better, and I just want her so much ( not in a sexual way although she is very attractive in my eyes ) but in an emotional way. I want to feel connected with her to share with her all that runs into my head. She'd probably think I'm crazy though, it never stops in here, even when I sleep most of the time I'm half conscious, it's hell sometimes, there's this noise my thoughts do that I can't control but when she hugs me it all goes away, my heart feels like its about to burst, and sometime I even tear up a bit ( I hold the tears because I don't want her to think I'm sad ). I also don't want to tell her about all of this even though she told me I could tell her everything because I know she would feel guilty and all of this isn't even her fault it's mine. I'm the problem and I have always been even before her. I was always the problem. That's why I share everything here even though no one will probably read it because I can't say that to anyone. Not even my friends or my family, they all think I got my shit together and that I am doing fine and I must keep it like that. I'm not though, I've never been less motivated to keep going in my entire life than now, I have suicidal thoughts and self harm urges as well sometimes but I'm a coward so I know I will never do that. I just wished it would have turned on differently. I wish I either didn't fall for her or that she would've loved me back. I would have given her the world, I would've stopped wasting my talent and got the best things I could for her. Because I don't even want these things for myself, I have no ambition and it's been like that since I was a kid. In middle school I arrived as the kid who get only good grades, got pressured a few times and ended up as another of these class clowns just to fit in. My parents didn't understand so they would just yell at me all the time. I just needed some love, some support. Then when I finally got to high school it was already too late, I was already fucked up and lockdown didn't help. Instead of facing my problems I preferred to drown myself into video games 8 hours a day. And here again all my parents did was yelling at me. Props to my mom for comforting me once when I broke down because I couldn't keep it together anymore. But that's the only time. And then, I met her, she would give me love, tell me I was enough and that I didn't have to hide my feelings. So I told her, I told her everything, how I felt like my parents didn't love me, that I often thought about dying that the only one that i felt loved me unconditionally (my grandpa) had died and since then I felt empty. And she listened and listened everything I had weighting on my shoulders she would let me put it down and share it with her. She would also share her troubles with me and I'd listen, I was mesmerized by her. She was an angel in my eyes, she was the only one saving me from the darkness I felt all around me. She was bright. She shone bright. How can you not fall in love with a girl like that.
Just realized this video was posted the day of my birthday. Thats funny
it's just painful for me I learned she hide her boyfriend from me
after I discovered
she deleted all the post with her boyfriend from her side
it's just
fucking painful
I loved her so much
we've been encouraged each other to kept going throughout this months
but I just discovered she had a boyfriend a month ago
it's just so pain
so pain
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It’s going to get better I promise, I hear you, I see your story, you are seen I promise. Keep it up
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