Man dies, meets soul guides and God ! Everything is pure consciousness!!

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  • @tekiwi
    @tekiwi  2 ปีที่แล้ว +559

    I made a video to thank each and every one of you for the amazing support and positive feed back. Its so greatly appreciated I can even truly begin to explain. More content is coming to answer everyones questions😊
    th-cam.com/video/ZBouTjGC6k0/w-d-xo.html

    • @indigonanny
      @indigonanny 2 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      My heart is so full from listening to this video … thank you with all my heart for sharing … I so got it … I feel very similar about being in a human body at this time .. everything has changed in my perspective in this last two years… my whole life I’ve been a bit different from most people but now it’s becoming very lonely..I felt so happy to hear you speak as I know I am not humanly alone xx bless you xx

    • @DatabaseGirl
      @DatabaseGirl 2 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      Great NDE story Lawrence, I hope you tell the story to everyone, people need to hear this..

    • @OOBEJuanKenobi
      @OOBEJuanKenobi 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      This is a TH-cam playlist I made of songs about telepathy, mental/emotional connections to the spirit world, and vibrational healing from Source:
      th-cam.com/play/PLAaeGTcewqEhPXwATVMVCsRYiMnEV6wbC.html

    • @TootlesTart
      @TootlesTart 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      I wrote a question down below. Thanks for doing this. I had an experience myself in my 20s and felt that crushing love. All I could do was weep. If you don’t mind, it would be nice if you would answer my question. I would really like to see you do more videos.

    • @RealSpiritualTalkPodcast
      @RealSpiritualTalkPodcast 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      What is your name? Do you have a website or other social media contact?

  • @websmink
    @websmink 2 ปีที่แล้ว +74

    Maybe one of the things you needed to do is give someone like me who has been bedridden for years, hope for a way out of my tortured existence and utter despair. Thank you for sharing.

    • @LoriLove-k3m
      @LoriLove-k3m 6 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

      Bless your heart...ya know, once we cross, we are, I'm sure you know, back to good health, but for now until then...ughhh..I know

    • @teresarivera1164
      @teresarivera1164 4 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      My mom was bedridden for the past 20 years. She just died in September and I miss her terribly.

    • @Adirondack1
      @Adirondack1 2 วันที่ผ่านมา

      💕🙏🙏🙏

  • @ErikS101
    @ErikS101 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1083

    Your testimony hit me hard. I have never had an NDE but I have contemplated suicide. Just tonight I asked God for help and if he’s real to show me a sign. Just then my side table lamp turned on. I wasn’t startled or afraid, I knew I was answered. I understand many may laugh or scoff at my story but that’s ok. I would have been skeptical too. I then got a message that I need to be here for my son. His mom left me a few years ago but I now prefer to be alone. The wickedness of the world is too much for me to comprehend. It’s important to be a loving, peaceful as much as I am capable of for my son and older adult daughters. I have MS which has had me depressed for many years but I’m trying to rethink how to continue in a more positive way. After my light turned off by itself I felt like looking through the videos here and your video was the first one that was presented.

    • @seanredmond8988
      @seanredmond8988 2 ปีที่แล้ว +83

      Hi Erik - 20 years ago i was in a similar place and Jesus Christ saved my life when i called on him.... i a dad of 2 toddlers, knew almost immediately that i had to raise my sons. He gave me an appetite for His Word n my life took on meaning for the first time in 35 years. Now mid 50s i owe Him everything.
      God bless you Erik... its not always an easy road but keep going brother. His grace, mercy and love will get you through.

    • @ErikS101
      @ErikS101 2 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      @@seanredmond8988 thank you.

    • @dfkuz
      @dfkuz 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Erik S, God is not doing parlor tricks but his enemy is as demons are electromagnetic beings. Just because an evil spirit tried to stumble you, though, does not have to hold you back from placing your faith in God’s Son, Jesus Christ, who paid for your sins at Calvary and has the power to grant you eternal life in him. As someone that also had demonic contact years ago, I recognize the nature of what you experienced and Satan’s M.O. is to counterfeit the Creator in a manner that diverts us from understanding our absolute need to trust Jesus Christ for our eternal life. Satan enjoys giving people a false belief system that does not have that saving power of the real gospel.

    • @animallovefest143
      @animallovefest143 2 ปีที่แล้ว +43

      God bless you Erik. Stay in the moment with your kids. And try not to focus your energy on the past or future, it's not necessary and can be overwhelming. God loves you! Christina ❤️

    • @andrewsander314
      @andrewsander314 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Hi Eric, regarding your MS, please watch this video and look further into Dr David Sinclair's work on aging and degenerative disease. th-cam.com/video/cLZEEOZlTzo/w-d-xo.html

  • @scottjossfan624
    @scottjossfan624 2 ปีที่แล้ว +155

    I attended a funeral for a friend of mine who committed suicide 35 years ago, and the minister said something I have never forgotten - and your experience reminded me of it. He said, "the greater the development of one's intellectual capacity, the greater the capacity they have for depths of despair that few will understand." Makes total sense to me that if you experienced the love of God as you explained so well in this video, no wonder you feel the pain of this life so much more deeply. Thank you for sharing your experience.

    • @tekiwi
      @tekiwi  2 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      Thank you for sharing the wisdom you've gained also. I greatly appreciate what you've explained as it makes perfect sense.
      I've had so many ask me "WHY"?? because shouldn't you feel all God's love all the time, well yes I can tap into that just about on que, however the opposite of that is a level of despair that I feel would do most people in, however it always bring me back to God every time though as it's only praying to ask God to remove those feeling and replace it with his Love, Joy and happiness and everything and I do mean "Everytime" within 20-30 minutes I'm at peace just doing my thing with zero effort or thought, that's the state of Joy, the balance zone in perfect harmony with the divine where we all should try to live 🙏😊

    • @oldmanhendo7183
      @oldmanhendo7183 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      ScottJossFan that’s a powerful quote, and one that rings incredibly true in my life. Sorry to hear about your friend. I’ve been in some seriously dark places before where I just wanted to be free from all of this. It’s rough sometimes

    • @pammeadows1311
      @pammeadows1311 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      But u have Gifts from God and a job like we all do...then we go Home yo Jesus

    • @ritag2296
      @ritag2296 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@tekiwi Thank you for the BEST XMAS present I think I have ever had.
      Even beats the GO-GO Boots I got when I was 7 years old.
      Thank you SOOO MUCHHHHH for sharing
      God Bless You

    • @Nedkelly-k6y
      @Nedkelly-k6y 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@tekiwi ditto, Ive learnt to pray to God, to refill me with love + happiness, when I have a bad day, + it works. Try it everyone. I believe God wont interfere unless we ask. I also cant cope with nasty comments or actions, at all, + stay alone a lot, to cope with life.

  • @springwater9981
    @springwater9981 2 ปีที่แล้ว +442

    Wow when you said you ‘still don’t know what your supposed to be doing’ I instantly thought, really? He hasn’t got it yet? He’s already doing it. - this is it - you are getting the message out. You and all the others that are on this path with you and trust me it takes many of you because for people that haven’t had nde’s it’s hard for us to truly internalise but with every new story, every new message it gets easier and easier. I cried when you cried and I felt and feel so much love for you. You are such a beautiful, incredible soul that has chosen this journey even though it’s hard and that’s what makes it so much more commendable and just shows how loving you are. I really hope you find peace here whilst on this journey and take comfort in knowing how much you are making such a huge difference by sharing this message, for me, it’s makes the world of difference and even though you don’t know me, you’ve helped make such a massive positive change in my life. Thank you ❤️

    • @chrishernan4490
      @chrishernan4490 2 ปีที่แล้ว +30

      I got chills. You are right. I have been watching NDE stories to keep my self at peace. I’m glad I ran across this one. Lawrence thank you for your testimony. ❤

    • @derekb3948
      @derekb3948 2 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      Its wonderful that you did this video, greatly appreciated

    • @Sn0w3200
      @Sn0w3200 2 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      My thoughts exactly “he doesn’t know? he’s doing it!” Literally chills as I typed that. Had my hand over my heart listening to you. Thank you so much for sharing your story. 🙏🏻🥲 💜

    • @Andyleobl
      @Andyleobl 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      That makes sense. My little sister is doing the same via me who cant shut up. It would make so much sense as it changed everything for the better for me🙏✝️

    • @dchance0
      @dchance0 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Yes!! My sentiments exactly!!!

  • @jessedavid811
    @jessedavid811 2 ปีที่แล้ว +412

    you're doing what ur meant to, telling us who'll listen. U help so so many of us. When my 84yo Dad was dying I held him. Suddenly his eyes opened, they had turned brilliant sky blue!!! He pointed weakly at something past me in cnr of room, exhaled and was gone...his eyes returned to faded old colour. He saw something wondrous! Thank God for these gifts of experience 💖

    • @douglasgallant4821
      @douglasgallant4821 2 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      My brother died 23 months ago. His body shut down from alcohol over the years. He was only 43. He was really sick the night before. When I found him on the couch next morning he had passed. His face was pale and purple and I knew he was gone. But his face and eyes had an expression of looking at something amazing or beautiful. Eyes were closed but as you could imagine.

    • @irenefranz4175
      @irenefranz4175 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@douglasgallant4821 ❤️🙏

    • @MitchLRobinson
      @MitchLRobinson 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Totally agree. TEK, you are inspiring and helping others and I don't think there's a higher calling than that.

    • @kristijohansen5874
      @kristijohansen5874 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Absolutely. You are doing what your meant to. I needed to hear your story. Id love to hear more. Keep keeping it real.

    • @DeBee-dc9ce
      @DeBee-dc9ce 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Remember what Steve Jobs said, "Oh Wow!"

  • @nicki3668
    @nicki3668 10 วันที่ผ่านมา +69

    I feel this in every cell of my body, in every breath, in every heart beat. I struggle desperately to stay living, my soul yearns to go home 😢 I long to go home every single day. This world is too harsh and brutal for my sensitive soul to cope with. Thank you so much for sharing ❤

    • @tekiwi
      @tekiwi  10 วันที่ผ่านมา +26

      @@nicki3668 I understand you sooo clearly words can't even describe it.
      I've been where you are, The "Why me", "God PLEASE enough" etc.
      This is the pain that very highly evolved souls have to experience to slowly integrate our soul and human body to become one, a fully whole integrated being and God only tests those souls that have the ability to do this task.
      Believe it or not you as a soul chose this journey, the path you are on. You are stronger than you can even begin to realize and will make it through. Embrace the things that bring you Joy, that makes your heart feel at peace and at ease. Disconnect from anything that is negative in your life and start talking with you soul, let your soul know you love it, let you soul know that you know it for you are your soul, you literally your beautiful soul, embrace it and you will be embracing yourself and God both at the same time!!
      I have regular conversations with my soul, even sit in pure silence at let its love flow.
      I've sincerely come full circle in life, even did a video about that experience!!!
      You are blessed more than you know 😊❤️🙏

    • @debtony3443
      @debtony3443 9 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      I fully agree

    • @sarite1652
      @sarite1652 9 วันที่ผ่านมา +5

      I feel the same. Evert night I watch nde so I can continue this life

    • @Syringey
      @Syringey 9 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      ♥️ 🤗

    • @yannia76
      @yannia76 8 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

      also me i don't feel i belong to earth

  • @roxannesumners5039
    @roxannesumners5039 2 ปีที่แล้ว +275

    Lawrence,
    I’ve been ‘there’ twice, at 11 & 17, so I truly feel what you have shared. I’m 74 now and also crave being away from other people. The awful meanness happening in this realm is so painful. So, when I am out in the world with others, I take every opportunity I can to be kind, look people in the eye, thank them, acknowledge them. And because I, and you, understand the bigger picture, we know these little things make a difference. We know that every second of this wild existence matters.
    A profound thank you for this video. I think you’ve done what you needed to do.

    • @vaniareyneke4761
      @vaniareyneke4761 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Thank you, this is the closest to what I experienced. It was about 17h00, I was cooking and I got this instant feeling I needed to lye down. The minute I lay down on my bed my body lifted up from the mattress and this blue ball of molecular energy appeared next to me and out of the ball an arm stretched out and the blue, molecular hand lay right above my hand and right through my body resonated a message of how much I am loved and there are many of us. The hand went back to the ball and disappeared. The impact of that love.. nothing here compares.

    • @wandarask8444
      @wandarask8444 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      I fully appreciate your comment
      People love when we smile or say Hi , Hello or G'day, in Australia people are also happy to talk .
      All the best with your voyage.
      Love Australia.

    • @lindawise5546
      @lindawise5546 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I do that as well. Try to show a kind way to live. The meanness saddens me also. It wasnt this way even 20 yrs ago.

    • @suzannehodgkins7197
      @suzannehodgkins7197 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Agree. Thank you.

    • @lanarose1111
      @lanarose1111 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Thank you 🙏 I needed to hear this beautiful honest experience ❤

  • @aroark8513
    @aroark8513 2 ปีที่แล้ว +190

    After my Son died I watched hundreds of NDE videos and read every book I could find. Your video is so helpful for people that are grieving. I’m sorry you had to come back but your video IS helping others. Keep Spreading the word that God Is Love🙏🏻

    • @heynicolekunz1
      @heynicolekunz1 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Sending love to you

    • @sanjanadias3105
      @sanjanadias3105 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      God is Love. And whoever lives in love , lives in god and god in him. 1john 4:16

    • @g.noreau291
      @g.noreau291 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I know he😇 must be near you.. And sometimes, we get signs of their presence and discount them as pure coincidences.. But er should not.

    • @deckearns
      @deckearns 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I'm so sorry to hear about your son. I can't even begin to imagine your pain. I hope you are ok. ❤️

    • @carolc3279
      @carolc3279 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      My son also passed on 11/26/22.. and I also am watching NDE videos and reading all I can. However, my son did have a NDE at 1 day old...and told me amazing stories of what he went through at age 3.

  • @sat.shikha
    @sat.shikha 10 วันที่ผ่านมา +49

    This video popped today, December 13, 2024. And I cried with you. I felt that longing to be reunited with God so deeply when I was listening to you. It is something I have been yearning and reaching over and trying to remember God’s love for me. To live on this earth with this ultimately knowing and Truth that God’s love is real and I’m that love. Thank you for reminding me. ♥️

    • @tekiwi
      @tekiwi  10 วันที่ผ่านมา +11

      @@sat.shikha You are and have so much of God love flowing through every cell of your body it's incredible. Every single part of your body is God and a creation of God.
      I've just had a huge wave of love pour over me while writing this reply and got choked up as I've literally just realized something that needs to be shared.
      Thank you so much, God bless you 😊❤️🙏

    • @mjr7991
      @mjr7991 9 วันที่ผ่านมา +6

      Your story touched me. I have watched 1000s of NDE videos and they all have similar messages. The one thing I needed to hear from yours was to let go. The universe has you and will guide you, just let it.

    • @rachaelfutch7525
      @rachaelfutch7525 8 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      I pray you and your son are blessed and well

    • @BaconEggUSA
      @BaconEggUSA 8 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Really appreciate you sharing that incredible experience. As for, “what are you supposed to do?” Maybe you’re doing it.

    • @jessicagriffith9278
      @jessicagriffith9278 5 วันที่ผ่านมา

      I just want to give you a big hug, I'm so proud of you for sharing your story. I haven't had an NDE, but I am incredibly sensitive and also know that God is everything.

  • @davidlasoff8261
    @davidlasoff8261 2 ปีที่แล้ว +244

    Hey Lawrence, maybe what you needed to do is to finally tell the rest of us about what you experienced. I'm 63 years old and while I'm not a perfect judge of character, my bullshit meter is pretty sensitive. It's obvious to me that you're telling the truth about your experience and so, now that you've finally decided to courageously come forward, you're doing something very cool which is sharing your experience. As of today, your video has over 9400 views. Good on you, bro. Thanks for sharing. Your story reinforces how cool our next adventure after this life is going to be.

    • @lilyhop100
      @lilyhop100 2 ปีที่แล้ว +30

      I agree with David. I have terminal cancer so I'm drawn to listening to anything concerning with what happens when we die. So many videos are laughable at best. I get angry at people obviously lying about such a serious subject. Sometimes its like a mockery of God. How ashamed they should be. You on the other hand seem so damn genuine. I don't believe anyone is that good of an actor. In answer to what it is you were sent back to do. I feel so much more at peace after watching your video. I'm just one person. This may very well be what you were sent back to do. Thank you so much for having the courage to share this. God bless you everyday.

    • @jeffp3999
      @jeffp3999 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@lilyhop100 the God Realised channel the message of illuminating love light into the world in order to heal humanity's dis-ease and so heal the world, while the body chops wood and carrying water the same 🌞💖👁️

    • @MykolasGilbert
      @MykolasGilbert 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I have a very good bullshit meter myself, but if a person is truly deluded and believes in their delusion you can be fooled!! Exhibit the tens of millions of idiots that voted for Trump!!

    • @rOnda88
      @rOnda88 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      The answers are all in God’s Word, the Holy Bible. I would encourage any & all to study His Word & to start with the New Testament. Even better, join a group Bible study or some sort of prayer group. So much strength in numbers!

    • @MrSheymie
      @MrSheymie 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Amen!

  • @jennifergraham6711
    @jennifergraham6711 3 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

    I’m going through some kind of spiritual awakening where I do believe our job here is to generate pure love and joy. Your video was amazing. I spend a lot of time watching NDE. You are blessed to have such an incredible experience. ❤🇨🇦

  • @johndickason3599
    @johndickason3599 2 ปีที่แล้ว +140

    Laurence thanks brother. My wife is dying of stage 4 cancer. I can tell that there is indescribable beauty on the other side. It doesn’t take my pain away but it helps. I will eventually have to say goodbye to her but I know that I will see her again. I’m telling you that despite peoples’ cruelty and thoughtlessness, we need guys like you putting out love and positivity. You will get back there and you are starting to do the work you are supposed to do in life. Thanks!

    • @awpetersen5909
      @awpetersen5909 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      ,🙏🌈

    • @mchldanna
      @mchldanna 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I feel for you John, I recently lost my Mother to Dementia and our human feelings can cause very mixed emotions that we would do well to try our best to understand. I have watched literally hundreds of NDE's and while I have never been on the other side Yet, I have the firm conviction that we should be cautious not to Judge why this or that is happening to us. I lost a brother to an auto accident when I was 11 years old, and for a long time I tried to figure out why he took my brother. others have lost loved ones in accidents, to disease, to suicide, war, murder, and all types of ways there is to die. This body never was intended to last forever, and we will all die one day. However our human consciousness has a hard time realizing the truth of the eventuality of that statement. People will ask why did God take them from me, why did God let them die like that. I have learned that while God is quite powerful, he does not cause anything. He allows things to happen and expects us to learn lessons from them. He knows that we will be fine. In the end, when he has us on the other side, and he can let us feel his endless love, we will be fine. It is kind of like a child on the first day of school. He is scared to death, he does not know what room to go to, or who will be there and he is riddled with anxiety but his parents know he will be fine. After all, it is only school right. When we lose someone, we are the ones in pain, we are the ones that are riddled with anxiety and don't know what to do. But we need to understand that they have finally graduated and received their diploma and they will be fine. Or loved ones will be saving us a seat and our souls will be together again and we will be fine too. Just make sure you finish what you were suppose to do here before you go. Just be sure not to leave for that extended vacation before you wrap up your pre travel details before you leave.

    • @antoinettecassar4907
      @antoinettecassar4907 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      In my prayers

    • @dalehallett8449
      @dalehallett8449 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Do a search for "low dose Naltrexone and Dr. Burt Berkson." Sometimes it works and Sometimes it doesn't. A cheap silver bullet to try. Easist way to find a doctor that will prescribe it is to call any custom pharmacy and ask for names and numbers of doctors prescribing it. Good luck.

    • @williamb7275
      @williamb7275 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      💜🙏🏼

  • @enigmaticcomet7364
    @enigmaticcomet7364 2 ปีที่แล้ว +175

    This is by far THE most authentic NDE I've heard- without the religious mumbojumbo. Just pure quantum world experience with authentic feelings and emotions. Excellent!!😍

    • @YesToLifeAlways
      @YesToLifeAlways 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      Anita Moorjani

    • @irishguyjg_2ndchancerecovery
      @irishguyjg_2ndchancerecovery 14 วันที่ผ่านมา +6

      Because he isn't looking to monetize or benefit of it. Those people are rare and I agree wholeheartedly with you. I steer clear of those channels that post video after video of NDEs. They post for views, clicks and subscribes. I run a recovery channel and I'm always interested in these authentic stories. Notice how alcohol has such a profound effect. Alcohol is a terrible drug.

    • @irishguyjg_2ndchancerecovery
      @irishguyjg_2ndchancerecovery 14 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

      WELL SAID!

    • @irishguyjg_2ndchancerecovery
      @irishguyjg_2ndchancerecovery 14 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

      I 👍 agree
      I shared on my small channel, this is a profound NDE testimony

    • @christian_lion230
      @christian_lion230 11 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Somehow

  • @genox3636
    @genox3636 2 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    Amazing! I generally feel like this life is like being in an egg, alive but unborn.. then when we die - real life. Thank you for sharing Lawrence.

  • @MountainRaven1960
    @MountainRaven1960 2 ปีที่แล้ว +72

    I know where you’re coming from.
    I’m 62 now, but when I was 9 years old, I was having a really bad time at home to such an extent that I wanted to end it all…… at age 9!
    Anyway, after a particular rough patch, I remember falling asleep and finding myself outside our local church. I could see the street late at night, and the cars going past, and it felt both dreamlike yet real. All of a sudden I got a strong feeling to enter the church, and the next thing I knew I was standing at the back of the church. Next to me was this very tall monk/hooded figure type person. They emanated complete power/authority. They held out their hand for me to take and we preceded to walk down the middle isle towards the front of the church. To my left there were the confessional boxes and the middle box was opened, and we walk towards it and entered. I found myself in this ‘tunnel’, walking. As we walked, we began to speed up to the point we were flying through it at great speed! The tunnel undulated from a dark colour to emerald green, which itself gave off a feeling I still can’t describe. This tunnel twisted and turned, and I could feel and hear this loud ringing sound, like the sound of cicadas, but very much speeded up, but could feel the sound going through me. Then all of a sudden, we were out of it, standing in what to me at the time appeared like a school playground. But there were other people/children running around playing and having fun! I got this feeling like it was some sort of big party going on, and I wanted to join in SO MUCH. Then this figure sort of spoke to me, saying that I had important things to do, but I will come back to this place when I was finished doing what I was supposed to do. I felt it talked to me for much longer, and got the feeling like I was being given a pep talk, like you would give a child who was not happy about being in a new school on their first day. Being told that things will get better. Then I was told to go back, then was pushed backwards, and as I fell backwards, another person called out to me, to ‘don’t forget Simon!’. It wasn’t until much later in my adult years that this name would be meaningful. Eventually things improved, and I went on to have an ‘interesting’ career.
    I’ve often asked myself why a local church was chosen as ‘an entry point’? All I could think of was that it was a place well known by me at the time, and would not generate a fear response. Maybe that’s why everything seemed ‘dreamlike’ at the beginning until we started going into the tunnel which then became absolutely real.
    Also, back in 2017, I underwent triple bypass surgery, and have never been the same. After the surgery, I felt that something had happened and that I had become super sensitive to the things around me. For instance, movies that I used to enjoy watching, now I find disturbing and can’t bare to watch. People too, I’ve become sensitive to, to the point I prefer to be alone.
    There is a lot of other things that have happed, sufficed to say that I know that we are here for a reason. The experience I had was very much like a NDE, but without the trauma. It occurred to me at time when such things were not talked about, read about, or nor was there any information about, especially to a strictly governed 9 year old catholic kid. It wasn’t until about 1975 when Raymond Moody published his work that this sort of thing came to light. For me, it wasn’t until I was about 19 years old that I read Moody’s work and recognised my experience as being similar and valid. Back in 1969 as a kid growing up in a strict catholic enviroment, your information on such things was non-existent.
    I’m so glad people are coming forward now to talk about these things. I’m now a semi-retired academic lecturer in the sciences and psychology, and have had many ‘experiences’ occur that defy logical debunking. Many of these strongly suggest post-mortem survival, and communication. I hope this little note helps to bolster your confidence to start a dialog on the topic, because your experience was quite valid.
    Take care.
    Mark.

    • @cindyfitzgerald4500
      @cindyfitzgerald4500 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Amazing Mark!!! Thank You for sharing your story I so enjoyed reading everything you said 😊♥️

    • @Sketcher93
      @Sketcher93 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Cool Mark. I love your story because you didn't have a typical NDE. I am 64 now. This happened when I was 38.
      I too, had an experience after a particularly rough patch also that was very NDE like but I thought how could it be if I was just sleeping. Most NDE stories I've read have come about after a medical trauma. So your story helped vindicate what I suspected which is that you don't have to die to have this experience. Thank you so much. In a nutshell, my experience happened the night after my brother passed away of myocardial infarction. Several family members spent the night with his wife and kid so I was in his home sleeping in a back bedroom and I had some kind of dream /communication with him that was more than just a dream. We communicated (telepathically of course) for a time and then he reached out and put his hand on my shoulder and it was like a transfer so that I could feel and understand. It was the most amazing Loving feeling like so many NDE experiencers share. It was as if the heavens just opened up and enveloped me and made me feel so loved. When I tried to tell people about it they were so curious and envious but I couldn't explain it well at all. It's like there's no words. Anyway I'll leave it there, and again I can't tell you how grateful I am that you shared your story. It made a difference to me. ☺️

    • @2512redrose
      @2512redrose 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      But who is/was Simon???

    • @MountainRaven1960
      @MountainRaven1960 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@Sketcher93 I’m glad you got validation for your experience. I think there are many people out there who have had the same type of experience. For me, it was like a ‘pep talk’ to get me through that rough patch.

    • @springwater9981
      @springwater9981 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Wow when you said what is waiting for you, the joy and fun but first you have to go through this - I felt such relief, like this is just a temporary phase we are going through and their is so much joy waiting for us - not that I want to live in the future as I try and focus on seeing the joy in every moment now - however to know that the ‘easy’ joy awaits is very comforting 🙏

  • @gigib.965
    @gigib.965 2 ปีที่แล้ว +28

    You’re the first person to say “He is everything!!” I’ve watched so many NDE videos…they all have golden threads that weave them all together…talking telepathically…the lights…the grass…the colors…the water…the animals…I love this…please don’t apologize for crying,,,that is a human response to your deepest feelings…I thought your video was amazing…I’m a new subscriber…Nice to meet you and I look forward to more videos ❤️♥️❤️😘

    • @tekiwi
      @tekiwi  2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Yes God is everything !!
      Thank you 😊🙏

  • @LuisHernandez-qk1nu
    @LuisHernandez-qk1nu 2 ปีที่แล้ว +114

    I tell you this my good man!
    I absolutely understand what you’re going through because I’m still having the same problem
    I’m an NDEr and OBE and a 53 years old atheist before my experiences so you can imagine my surprise when I was face to face with the one religious people call Jesus
    There’re no words to express what is like to be touched by Jesus unconditional love and joy and peace and for a life long atheist like me is even harder so the emotions are simply impossible to contain and control because they don’t come from as but from way deep inside our soul
    So I wish you well on your path whatever that is and many blessings
    Be love and you should all be blessed

    • @lindabeasley6362
      @lindabeasley6362 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      🦋THANK YOU 😇✨

    • @sigrid3553
      @sigrid3553 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Wonderful testimony, thank you so much! You should write a book about your experience… ❤😊

    • @J.R.Fernandes
      @J.R.Fernandes 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Hello Luis, have you ever told your experience on video? If so, please let us know how we can find it, tks.

    • @LuisHernandez-qk1nu
      @LuisHernandez-qk1nu 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@J.R.Fernandes Thank you for your comment my friend
      No I haven’t yet
      I’m thinking of going on the JeffMara podcast to share my NDErs and OBEs and I promise to him I would
      The truth is sometimes I wonder if people truly care about this things because I’ve been called all names in the book including Satan by religious people so I wonder sometimes what good will it do
      I tell you my friend that if people only knew what is like to be touched by Jesus they would understand what this life truly is about and all of their fears will disappear in les than a minute
      My experience with Jesus is one of the kind and the amount of teaching I’ve received from him is ver extent and unbelievably beautiful and peaceful and joyful and loving
      So I’m still trying to get to that point and I’m pretty sure I will very soon
      Thank you and I wish you well and all the love and joy and peace of our creation to cascade over you and your family and friends
      Be love my friend and you should be blessed

    • @kazzgarner2687
      @kazzgarner2687 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@LuisHernandez-qk1nu oh yes please do go on the jeffmara podcast, I watch that every evening and I can categorically tell you people do care & do want to listen, I can also guarantee that Jesus would want you to spread the truth & tell as many of us as you can
      I really hope you will do it

  • @himalaYAK1983
    @himalaYAK1983 2 ปีที่แล้ว +123

    Every single person who hears your story is an integral part of what you needed to come back here for. We need people like you to try and tell us first hand what really matters in life so humanity can start to somewhat wake up. Thank you very much for sharing your experience.

    • @HarryNicNicholas
      @HarryNicNicholas 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      including me who say NDE's are NOT "death" experiences? i'm sorry but people hoping to be reunited with their dead pet goldfish are going to be disappointed.

    • @himalaYAK1983
      @himalaYAK1983 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@HarryNicNicholas Sounds like you know the ultimate truth. Good for you!

    • @blueskies773
      @blueskies773 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yes, I needed this check in to further solidify my mind’s understanding, so I do not fall to the wayside due to others’ ignorance.
      I’m deeply grateful for TEK’s story!

    • @hareemali8042
      @hareemali8042 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Amen ...

    • @J.R.Fernandes
      @J.R.Fernandes 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@HarryNicNicholas there’s always these kinds that try to discourage us, but thanks God they’re really rare. Poor man, living this life without the hope of Eternity. It must be tough.

  • @Jake-f6w7s
    @Jake-f6w7s 9 วันที่ผ่านมา +16

    “I still don’t know what I’m supposed to do.”
    You’re already doing it sir-changing lives by sharing your heart and testimony. By boldly voicing the truth of who God is, you’re breaking through fear and dispelling the mysticism surrounding death.
    Interestingly, accounts of God’s hand reaching down are not uncommon. I’ve been studying NDEs for a few years and have encountered this description multiple times. While I haven’t had an NDE myself, I did have a profound experience where I felt God’s love-a love beyond anything earthly, incomprehensible-time itself seemed to stand still in that moment.
    Please continue making these videos, you now have a new subscriber. And thank you for your testimony; the world truly needs you 🙏🏻

    • @tarasmith102
      @tarasmith102 8 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

      Yes I agree . I do think this gentleman is already doing a significant part of what he's supposed to be doing as the light beings told him he has things to do yet..
      I too watch & read lots of NDE accounts. I find them fascinating & these accounts demonstrate the ultimate greatest love that is God & show us we are each part of God . Our consciousness survives & continues as we remain connected to everything . None of us are insignificant.
      Sorry to ramble but I totally agree with you & it's great we can share info & insights widely on the internet..

  • @RobMidlife
    @RobMidlife 2 ปีที่แล้ว +83

    Having recently lost both parents, the description of your experience brought great comfort to me.

    • @BernadetteMorris
      @BernadetteMorris 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    • @DavidSmith-kc8ft
      @DavidSmith-kc8ft 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      It's all true, every bit of it. The other side is so amazing it hurts to be here.

    • @weStayModest
      @weStayModest 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@DavidSmith-kc8ft I hope you’re right I have a tremendous fear of death it consumes my life

    • @weStayModest
      @weStayModest 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @StretchMarkstheSpot I hope to conquer this fear before my time so I go in peace

  • @sleary1954
    @sleary1954 2 ปีที่แล้ว +58

    Thank you for sharing your story. I have not had an NDE but other spiritual experiences. When I was 19, I had a serious deep depression. I dropped out of college and hid in my parents’ house for several months. They had me see a psychiatrist for a few visits, but I refused to go back. It wasn’t helpful.
    Your telling about the hand reminded me of an experience at that time. I was alone sitting on a couch (awake) and a huge hand appeared out of the air above me and started pushing me down deeper into the couch. I heard, telepathically, “If you don’t stand up right now and push back ( against the hand), you never will!”
    I obeyed and got up and pushed back. I could feel the pressure and it finally went away.
    Not long after, the depression started to slowly lift and in a few months I was able to get a job and move away and restart my life. That was 50 years ago. I have had other episodes of depression since, sometimes taking meds that have helped. I have never told anyone this story before, but I am compelled to share it now as you showed me it is safe to do so. I am grateful and I wish you the best.

    • @lindaandersen6897
      @lindaandersen6897 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Thank you for sharing Saralee. Very powerful life changing experience. Love manifests in so many unique ways. So glad you pushed back.....

  • @frisidasinani1805
    @frisidasinani1805 8 วันที่ผ่านมา +6

    I cried with you my friend and I felt every single word of this incredible testimony. I’ve had my own NDE in 2022 when I was battling cancer and I understand to my heart how you feel 😢. God is pure love, a love so strong and powerful that any words can even describe it. ❤❤ when you come back to this cruel world you feel their hate, their ignorance and pain that they cause to you 1000 more. If all humans had experienced an NDE this world would have been so much better place to live. Sending a big hug and love to you. Be strong this journey is not lasting forever but will make our soul to go closer to God ❤❤❤❤❤

  • @katisea444
    @katisea444 2 ปีที่แล้ว +99

    Telling your story is what you were supposed to do. That was beautifully told.
    If you haven’t heard of Jeffmara Podcast you should get in touch with him, you’ll reach so many more people, imagine the effects of that ❤

    • @cathybutcher4826
      @cathybutcher4826 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Yes! Love the Jeffmara podcast!!!

    • @good__enough
      @good__enough 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Oh yes, DO check out the many wonderful nde experiencers Jeff Mara has interviewed. You will not be disappointed!

    • @SueSavvy
      @SueSavvy 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Yes. I agree. Jeff is great. He asks good questions and then let's the person speak uninterrupted x

    • @cmichaud105
      @cmichaud105 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yes please consider going on his podcast! I would love to hear more. :)

  • @G.G.8GG
    @G.G.8GG 2 ปีที่แล้ว +121

    So I started viewing this after 2 in the morning. Woke up grieving about my son who died too early, unexpectedly and how he died alone in the dark. Even though I myself had an experience of going to "the other side " and back many years ago I was still worried about him. Thank you so very, very, much for reminding me about the unspeakable infinite power of LOVE one is greeted with as we pass over. Remembering that is like being saved from drowning in a storm. I appreciate so much that you overcame your reticence and made this video. It does indeed touch people and make a difference. May you be blessed.

    • @jonathanbethards3689
      @jonathanbethards3689 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      sorry for your loss

    • @jillsimmons5089
      @jillsimmons5089 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I feel your pain, my 18 yr old son too died alone in the dark 7 years ago and I so want to see him again.x

    • @laurawallace8153
      @laurawallace8153 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Shortly after the police left, the day my son died, while I was up in his room crying and looking around his room...I heard a huge creaking on the stairs...I said to Father, (and it shames me now) "First Matthew dies and now a burglar!"!!! I crept to the top of the darkish staircase and peered over the railing. Matthew was standing there, with one arm on the bannister, smiling up at me gently and told me telepathically..."Mom! You won't believe!!!"...then he was gone....I know where he is, and, Wow! I mean, WOW!!!

    • @G.G.8GG
      @G.G.8GG 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thank you everyone for your good wishes. We are doing okay. And thank you Laura and Jill for sharing your stories too. Love and Best Wishes to all.

  • @vanessasiderias1651
    @vanessasiderias1651 2 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    I don’t know how common this is, but my phobia is death and just hearing your story gives me relief to know there is God and we still exist after life here on earth ends. Also, I honestly think your purpose is to speak to us about your NDE and in your story it opens our eyes on how we should view ourselves and others as well as this life here on earth. Thank you for finding the courage to record yourself and post it online.

    • @jeremylink7701
      @jeremylink7701 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yea Vanessa there is no death. There is only life eternal. Death is a fiction. It is a contrast. We come from and return to and always abide in love . Sometimes we just dont realise it. All my love 💓

    • @spacelinx
      @spacelinx 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I would imagine it’s more common than you’d think. A lot of people just don’t openly discuss it, even with people they’re very close to sometimes.

  • @deirdrepratte9231
    @deirdrepratte9231 2 ปีที่แล้ว +63

    You are doing what you're meant to do by sharing this. I am sorry that it is difficult for you to be around other humans and tolerate their behaviors. I hope that you are able to spend time in nature and also surround yourself with animals. Thank you for sharing your story and helping so many people!

    • @elisabethcrokaerts1980
      @elisabethcrokaerts1980 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      What helps me to deal with other people's cruelty is seeing the devine light within them, being compassionate I mean understanding that they suffer and had to go through a lot of stuff that they became like this, detach the behaviour from the person, understand that they calm down easily if you show them unconditional love and deep peace (exercise for life haha), .. it's a challenge but can turn out to miracles happening. Worthwhile to learn to dral with it. ❤

  • @alicearcturus8610
    @alicearcturus8610 2 ปีที่แล้ว +55

    Thank you for being able to get through this video. I've never had a near death experience but am interested. At a place in life where it gives me something to look forward to. Life is brutal. I live alone in the woods and don't even comment to often on videos. I try to only go to town once a month. I have always felt like a fish in a tree. Much love!

    • @good__enough
      @good__enough 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I can relate to that. Indeed.

    • @keith4726
      @keith4726 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      DUDE, TBH... you are sort of living my perfect life. That sounds lovely. Id be at the stream, fishing, and chilling... Agreed, it is brutal tho. And I too, have felt the same way. Its been weird. Whenever I have stepped forward, people seem to be down to follow my word and lead, but at the same time, I have no desire for such position, and people are, much of the time, just.... "alot" to bare. I do not say that, as if I am any easier or better. Im just being honest about how most people make me feel... Its all just too much, but I persist. I wish I knew what the LORD wanted me to do, so I could get that done and handled.... :)

    • @alicearcturus8610
      @alicearcturus8610 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@keith4726
      I understand. I haven't any answers. Life keeps serving me up 90 degree turns. Trying to stay peaceful, get lots of excersise and practice for self realization. Be nice to really feel one with the universe. Just trying to stay ready for anything. Hope your life brings you peace and some joy.

  • @maurodegiorgi63
    @maurodegiorgi63 8 วันที่ผ่านมา +11

    Bless you dearly, and everyone who's reading this message. We are ALL ONE.

    • @jessicamosley4431
      @jessicamosley4431 8 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

      Yesss we are!!! ❤❤❤❤❤

  • @argile5
    @argile5 2 ปีที่แล้ว +38

    I really want to thank you for sharing your experience. This video will affect thousands of people. This video just might be that thing you were meant to do!

  • @Serenityfor1
    @Serenityfor1 2 ปีที่แล้ว +70

    Never apologize for sharing your feelings. You are truly a brave man and will help many people with understanding who we are here on earth. ❤

  • @denzoil
    @denzoil 2 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    I'm so glad you opened up as you did. As a 5-year-old child, I realized my separation from God or the Great Spirit and wept uncontrollably for quite a while. Now I'm 72 and feel I may not have to wait too much longer for returning home to Mother/Father. Thank you for sharing your courageous tears!

  • @vmanvendetta399
    @vmanvendetta399 2 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    Thanks for sharing this life changing experience. I can tell you that this sincerely gives me hope. I lost my father in 2019 and it was a extremely traumatic experience because he was living with me and it happened very suddenly.
    I heard a loud bang in his room and rushed inside to find him having a seizure. He reached out to me and I grabbed him and held his hand as he rested on my lap. My girlfriend at the time was with me and she called the ambulance but for some very strong reason I knew that he was dying and getting to see that was the most intense thing I have ever witnessed.
    Even though I am not religious I felt compelled to repetitively say "go into the light'' and ''I love you dad'' Watching every detail from the expression of sheer terror on his face to the pivotal moment where I could feel his consciousness leave his body his expression changed. As if he was relieved with a smirk on his face as his gaze was fixed to a certain point. It left me tarnished and it has been a very tough grieving process but I kept holing on to that moment.
    It has left me perplexed and confused because I have always been agnostic about the idea of an after life. He comes to me in dreams and hugs me and they feel so real that I wake up sobbing. Your experience gives me hope kind sir and you released this video on his birthday which is quite coincidental and he would of been 67 on Monday. Keep telling your story because people are listening and this gives me hope that he is still around keeping an eye on me whilst I navigate through this crazy existence. Best regards

    • @tekiwi
      @tekiwi  2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Thank you for sharing, The video that is up next will cover this subject as I've helped a number of people transition into their death and what they're to expect. I was born in 67 😊✌🏼

    • @seeleygirl6178
      @seeleygirl6178 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I’ve had those dreams too. Because we were so close. God bless you. You will see him again.

  • @teresahelman1252
    @teresahelman1252 2 ปีที่แล้ว +49

    I lost my oldest brother three days after Christmas , he was 65 and had a heart attack then my mom passed in February from end stage dementia. This helps more than you know to share your near death experience with the public and also with helping others to know our loved ones are still conscious and that we continue on , very touching and it's been a rough year . Thank you and I'm sure this is what you're meant to do and share even though it's very emotional to do so ,Your story touched me and lightened my heart.

  • @Pearllove583
    @Pearllove583 4 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    This is one of the most powerful testimonies of NDE I have watched. Please don't apologise for the emotions that surfaced, it just shows how impactful and authentic your experience was.I was mesmerised by everything you said and I think this might be what you came back for. To explain to us that this is what awaits us and that our higher consciousness is eternal.Sounds crazy but I cannot wait to go 'home'

    • @tekiwi
      @tekiwi  4 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @@Pearllove583 It wasn't so much the death experience as just how traumatic life became the next 30 years, literally from 34--54 was one for the ages.
      I do know now why I had to endure it all since life has come full circle for me over the past few month.
      I thank you for your kind comment 🙏😊

  • @tommihail2178
    @tommihail2178 2 ปีที่แล้ว +37

    Great story brother..All I know is this.."The absence of love is the absence of God& there is no religion higher than Love"!! Regards from Australia ❤️

    • @23bramble
      @23bramble 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      100% agree

  • @lesliekussmann5101
    @lesliekussmann5101 2 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    You don’t need to apologize for the tears. I really hope people especially men in future will cry freely without feeling bad about it. Tears are beautiful. One of the best ways humans express who we really are and the beauty of our souls. You are lovely.

  • @MsTERRY4658
    @MsTERRY4658 4 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    I pray that people hear this and have faith. We all have a purpose, a mission. You are doing exactly what is expected. God wants us and your testimony will help many. I understand when you say you can't tale it anymore. I keep praying for all. I am very spiritual and we all have God in us. We just have to meditate, peay and know that we are here temporarily and this is not home.

  • @marymitchell4617
    @marymitchell4617 2 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    Oh, you dear soul. That's why I watch these. I'm almost addicted to NDE's. I've had many spiritual experiences, not like yours, but one of them was close to that FEELING. I just wanna go home. Oh, my life is good. I'm grateful. I love my family. I don't understand any of this. The horrific suffering people endure. It physically hurts to know, and it's not up to me to question, but it seems relentless. I stay close to the holy spirit, even though I'm not religious. It's hard to be here in these cumbersome bodies, isn't it?

    • @leenaabufol675
      @leenaabufol675 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      How do you stay close to the Holy Spirit if you’re not religious?

    • @marymitchell4617
      @marymitchell4617 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@leenaabufol675 You're absolutely right, I am religious. I stand corrected. Gratefully so, as we find ourselves engaged in a battle between evil & good, and it's never been more obvious to me that Our Lord is the ONLY path to truth & light. God Bless you.

  • @sevenfifty-fiveasmr444
    @sevenfifty-fiveasmr444 2 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    You are extraordinarily brave for recording and posting your experiences . You were supposed to have that revelation and you were supposed to share it. Mankind is becoming more spiritually aware and other peoples’s NDE experiences help us all to understand human consciousness. Thank you 🙏🏼

  • @LadyintheWoods
    @LadyintheWoods 2 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    I haven’t had an NDE but your comments and tears brought me to tears because I feel the same way. I’m not claiming illness but as a nurse I have an idea, my fear is not being ready to stand before Him. I want to say I’m not ready, I love my family, things are getting better but my draw to our Father is overwhelming me. I’m stagnant, unsure, crying so much lately. And like you, I have NO idea what I’m supposed to do..I pray with every fiber of my being, that the Lord reveals how something you may think trivial, is impacting so many lives! You are a witness, a tool, a light, and hope in a world without. Stand young man, your faith will lead you. Learn as much as you can while you can and that peace will come back. God bless you!! Thank you for sharing brother……sincerely

    • @seamusheaney8382
      @seamusheaney8382 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      This is a lovely honest comment. I think many people are suffering at the moment but the enlightenment comes through facing our challenges. You will go too he Father when the time is right, but you stilll cleary have much to live for in this dimension. I wish you love and light.

    • @gigib.965
      @gigib.965 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Read your Bible…ask god to help you find your path and to understand him better…Love as hard as you can…do nice things for people because you can…Just be kind❤May Peace and God be with you

  • @nasreenmomen9727
    @nasreenmomen9727 2 ปีที่แล้ว +71

    My mother went to her permanent home two months ago. She and I were friends and I was not ready for this. I constantly miss our weekly long chat and I feel detached from everything emotionally even though I am working and talking, doing everything that I must do but still feel disconnected. I constantly wonder where she is; is she happy in her new home? Is she lonely? Sad? or enjoying the freedom of the soul which is no longer trapped in the physical body? Thousands of these thoughts consume me in my waking hours. This video helped me to calm down. Thank you .

    • @dragonwithagirltattoo598
      @dragonwithagirltattoo598 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I’m so sorry about your mom. I can relate. I lost mine a year ago and still think of her everyday thru out the day and wonder. She was my bf and actually my only friend. I miss her as I know you miss yours 😢

    • @kirstyboyle2994
      @kirstyboyle2994 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Souls never die sweetie 😊 just the physical. She'll be near, always ❤️

    • @elisabethcrokaerts1980
      @elisabethcrokaerts1980 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Me too after having lost my dad. The turning point was when i realized i loved him more than myself.. it's called codependency and it's unhealthy. Since then i put the focus on myself instead of neglecting myself. The love for my dad is still there but without the neediness the attachment .. the addiction.

  • @Timotimo101
    @Timotimo101 2 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    What it is you're supposed to be doing? I think you are doing it! Thank you for sharing. Don't apologize for the tears or for anything. Loved hearing your story. - Tim

    • @good__enough
      @good__enough 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Absolutely

    • @peterleray6084
      @peterleray6084 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      EXACTLY ehat I was going to say Tim!

  • @nickdove6690
    @nickdove6690 4 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    I love you. One of the best experiences I have heard and I have listened to thousands. Thanks for sharing. I think this is what you came back to do ❤

    • @tekiwi
      @tekiwi  4 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @@nickdove6690 Thank you, I appreciate your kind words 😊🙏

  • @susanfrickey1993
    @susanfrickey1993 2 ปีที่แล้ว +32

    Lawrence, your courageous testimony has made a major impact on me. I want you to know that I am holding you in my heart of healing light and love. So many of us needed to hear you. Thank you my brother.

  • @bubbiepittard3489
    @bubbiepittard3489 2 ปีที่แล้ว +121

    So grateful you made this video. Spent 30 years on antidepressants and in therapy with no relief. 5 years of suicidal ideation. Desperate enough to try psylocibin. Experienced the divine and no longer an atheist. We are here for ALL of it. Last three years have been the best of my life. I am full of love and gratitude and forgiveness for myself and others. Peace beautiful human.

    • @ErikS101
      @ErikS101 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I did psylocibin in my 20s. Last time I did it I fell into a perpetual depression. But I know doing it recklessly and recreationally is foolish. But I’ve heard promising things about psylocibin helping with depression. God has provided us with amazing natural medicines. Leave it to us humans to use them incorrectly.

    • @libbybailey1671
      @libbybailey1671 2 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      I had an experience when I was drowning, heard the most beautiful music choir, blue and soft green wavy colours, the incredible peace, beyond understanding. Then a voice told me to move my hands I wanted to stay but my hands just moved. People were looking for me, and I eventually surfaced. The medical people said it was just my brain shutting down. I was only 14 at the time. I know it was God. I also had an experience when I was much younger and I nearly died having my tonsils out. A lovely man kept sitting by my bed dressed in white and black. He was there every day, and I felt like I was really well and happy when He was there Finally I was well enough to go home. When I asked to say goodby to him, they said there was no one in the hospital like him. I am 81 now, I've asked God into my life, and I have had peace, through good times and bad. I still feel like I'm young at heart, but, there is so much going on in the world right now, and sometimes I give my opinion on it. But Jesus wrote what it would be like, in the bible, and I keep forgetting that we have to expect these times. I hope I will have that wonderful experience that I had when I was drowning, again,. and He'll take me home to be with Him.

    • @kirstyboyle2994
      @kirstyboyle2994 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I'm so please for you 😊

    • @Sherry1092
      @Sherry1092 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Psilocybin is the way to go for any kind of deep trauma healing actually there are multiple psychedelics that especially used in therapy can be helpful I was in facilitated groups a few times for week long guided healing journeys and now I have a handle on doing it myself and when things come up I go for a journey and set the intention and answers come, and I have been shown where my pain stems from and releases from my body while under the influence of these psychedelics. No need to have years of therapy. I try to do the healing journeys once a month. Or as things come up but I get triggered and can’t resolve it on my own.

    • @ErikS101
      @ErikS101 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Sherry1092 how do I find resources for this? I don’t want to walk into downtown Denver and start asking random people for shrooms

  • @gewoonbos
    @gewoonbos 2 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    Don't know why this came in my algorithm, but this is one great story. Maybe and just maybe, this is one of those things you needed to do. Everything happens for a reason and i think people could use a great story in times like these! No shame or excuse for the tears, that's what happens when a story is real!

  • @UnifiedFilms
    @UnifiedFilms 4 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    It seems like you’re doing the thing you were told you needed to do on the other side. This video will have helped so many people. What a beautiful gift you’ve gave us and what you’ve sacrificed to be able to give it. What an incredible, strong and kind being you are. God bless you.

    • @tekiwi
      @tekiwi  4 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      @@UnifiedFilms Thank you so much for the kind loving comment, it's so greatly appreciated 😊🙏

    • @UnifiedFilms
      @UnifiedFilms 4 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @ you’re very welcome my friend, thank you for taking the time to be so vulnerable and to share your experience. I’m so very grateful and found it incredibly inspiring and helpful. ❤️

  • @mikebowman9844
    @mikebowman9844 2 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    I believe I know somewhat how you feel. The contrast between this physical existence and the other side of the veil is great. I go to the other side of the veil during my sleep often enough and to enough of an extent to where I am home sick for heaven many mornings. Thank you for sharing your experience.

  • @danazivcakova101
    @danazivcakova101 2 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    Thank you for your testimony ❤ My daughter (pictured) has dravet syndrome. Every day seizures since she was a baby, very dangerous. She is now 8. I just can't let it go. We are very afraid for her life. We can't imagine losing her. I'm just a mother who loves her little sweet daughter. How could I let it go. I fight for her. With my husband. We moved to the USA from the Czech Republic. Living with the hope of some cure here. We pray to God. We can feel his presence and love. Have faith. Please pray with us for Timea's recovery 🙏 We never give up.

    • @tinamina2634
      @tinamina2634 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I will say a prayer for you little girl. I would suggest to read the book Destiny of Souls. Through it I’ve learned our souls plan this life meticulously. So we know our challenges and our body before we come here, so as awful as this is for all of you there is some kind of life purpose in living this experience. Which I think is a positive. If it was chosen then it has to be for a good reason. God and the angels can and do help as well and hear all you pray and ask for. 🙏❤️

    • @danazivcakova101
      @danazivcakova101 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@tinamina2634 Thank you 🙏

    • @lesliejohnson1138
      @lesliejohnson1138 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I will pray for your precious daughter. My heart goes out to you.

    • @danazivcakova101
      @danazivcakova101 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@lesliejohnson1138 Thank you!🙏❤

    • @yayah1749
      @yayah1749 ปีที่แล้ว

      God bless you. Timea is love and loved.

  • @aalovelace2776
    @aalovelace2776 9 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    So glad your video came into my feed .. I needed to hear that the earth is beautiful the way it was described. It’s so easy to get caught up in the triviality of everyday life and lose sight of the wonder all around us .. and end up feeling alone and down. Thanks for the reminder!

  • @DavidSmith-kc8ft
    @DavidSmith-kc8ft 2 ปีที่แล้ว +75

    I understand your pain sir. It's hard coming back here after you've felt a love that unconditional. It is very hard to get through day to day life and knowing there's something that grand after this life. I get very emotional myself when I start thinking about my NDE. ❤️❤️

    • @sarahmottram3369
      @sarahmottram3369 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      ❤️🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿

    • @kyleday5026
      @kyleday5026 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Hi a lot of people say it is difficult for them to come back because it is so pure what happened with your nde

  • @WindmillsOfTheMind
    @WindmillsOfTheMind 2 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    Thank you for this. My mother died a year ago, and my step-father committed suicide a few months afterwards. I thought about their passing and of late I've been wondering what they've gone on towards... you've confirmed to me what I thought and I'm grateful for that. I've never been afraid of death, but knowing this just makes you more confident to accept it when it's your turn. Thanks for that. Kx

  • @CwLwR
    @CwLwR 9 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    Dear Lawrence, although you shared this heart-touching, soul-stirring conversation two years ago, the YT algorithm brought you to me today! Much gratitude for your candid, opening-hearted, and yes, tear-inducing (for myself as well as you) gift of love offered to myself and anyone else who this precious gift will ‘arrive’ at just the right time! Your courage, confidence as well as humility, and yes, your tears as well (no apologies ever, please!) and the profound retelling (and I’m pretty sure for you, re-living) of this spiritually transformative experience, I find to be deeply affirming to my own soul’s journey here, at 70! There is much to ponder, to be in wonder. I felt an overflow from ‘there’ through your image, voice, words, expressions, tears and bliss. Thank you for ‘coming back’ to tell me news of Home! Big Hugs from Florida! Chip

  • @allisongergus1994
    @allisongergus1994 2 ปีที่แล้ว +40

    You did a wonderful job telling your story. I never had a Near Death Experience but I listen to different ones every day. I can feel the truth from each person’s story. I learn something from each story. I’m glad I found your story. I “walked” through it with you. It was amazing! 😊

  • @TexFarmer
    @TexFarmer 2 ปีที่แล้ว +41

    Man, I've watched a lot of near death experience videos and this one was one of the most powerful. To hear you tell of the brutality of having felt the hand of God and to having to deal with that for the rest of your life is such an amazing perspective that I've not heard others speak of. Looking forward to hearing more of your experiences.

  • @kaymckenzie4629
    @kaymckenzie4629 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Lawrence, what you're sharing is something I needed to hear. You are doing what you're here to do. You came back to share a message as well. Thank you

  • @michaelcox1145
    @michaelcox1145 2 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    I really appreciate you working through the difficult emotions to share your experience. It is a powerful thing to witness and Lovely to hear the beauty of our Creator. Much Love and many Blessings to you friend.

  • @jimmyjennings8956
    @jimmyjennings8956 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    You said that's why you didn't want to do this! Well let me tell you that is precisely why you should do this and keep doing it, i have to say that when i watch these NDE videos and i see them show their emotions like you.did in this video it tells me how much it effects you, and believe me brother it effects us to, i get choked up when i see you get that way and thats when what you are telling means so much to the people that listen to you, may God bless you and your family for the rest of your lives on this earth and after and dont ever stop being emotional my friend because that's what all people that have NDE's need to be doing thank you for sharing your story brother thank you for telling it like it made you feel most of all.

  • @Starrielle
    @Starrielle 10 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

    Thank you for this. We needed this. Very special❤

    • @tekiwi
      @tekiwi  10 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @@Starrielle You're welcome, glad that you watched it and it helped. Blessings 😊🙏

  • @user-kh5qh3pr4y
    @user-kh5qh3pr4y 2 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    When you said you didn’t understand what it was you were to learn from this profound experience, you answered your own question .
    It humbled you to be grateful, to be aware of the greatness of life. It sounds like it made you let go of personal anger and learn to be a teacher of being humble and greatful to help others . How wonderful !
    I would say that was a very big lesson

  • @catherinehackett7722
    @catherinehackett7722 2 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    My husband had an NDE last summer. Although not as long or detailed as yours, it still affected him profoundly. Like you, he knows the incredible love that flows from source and he has no fear of dying.

  • @honestmicky
    @honestmicky 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thank you for this wonderful video Lawrence. I appreciate you. A+

  • @merrynwatts
    @merrynwatts 2 ปีที่แล้ว +31

    Thank you for bravely sharing your crossing over experience with us. I also had a NDE when I was a teenager. I now love listening to others’ NDE experiences because they all describe what I experienced - being drenched in indescribable, unconditional love and a knowingness of being home. It’s like visiting heaven listening to your story. Love and light ❤

  • @enochpage1333
    @enochpage1333 2 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    Looks like everyone here appreciates the story of your death experience as much as I do. I know it’s hard being back here, but thanks for returning to share what you learned. I don’t trust many reports I hear yours smacks of authenticity. I’m sure more will surface as you keep letting go. One suggestion: don’t just let go; also ask your spirit guides to help you surrender your will to Gods will that you might do the work he’s given you to complete. A very good book explains this is Archie Inger’s 1908 Revealed Translation of John’s Revelation. No better statement about where you’ve been and how it all works.

  • @juliannemiller9627
    @juliannemiller9627 7 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    Thank you. Your reaction and honest feelings while you’re relating your experience makes you so genuine and I appreciate your sharing so much.

  • @JalajaBonheim
    @JalajaBonheim 2 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    Thank you, thank you, thank you! I am so grateful to you for sharing your experience so authentically. I believe we are here to embody the great love you opened to on the other side.

  • @SoulWhispersTarot
    @SoulWhispersTarot 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Beautiful. Thank you so much for sharing. I know you didn't want to cry, but it added so much depth to your account of your amazing experience. The world needs more vulnerability such as what you have courageously displayed 🤗💕

  • @brybrybry995
    @brybrybry995 7 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    Thank you so much for sharing this. I’m quite sure, as others have said, that this is part of what you were supposed to do. I can’t imagine how hard it has been to get back here. Especially with the world being the way it is. Sending so much love from Australia.
    Stories like yours make me want to be as loving and caring as possible to others. In big ways and little ways. I snapped at a teenager today because he knocked on the door of a public bathroom I was using and I wish I could have apologised, but he was gone when I came back out.
    I’ve been on a journey finding my own sense of belief and spirituality all my life, but especially in the last month after my soul cat died. He visited me in a dream the other night and I truly believe he was telling me he’s still around. So thank you for sharing your story, because you bring so open helps bring people like me peace and faith. And evidence!

  • @dmurphy7215
    @dmurphy7215 2 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    I had an experience where I left my body yrs back in 94. I didn’t visually see anything( so traumatic for me) but knew I was hovering near.I was amazed I noticed I had no bodily form, but was consciously aware. It took me yrs to realize it was a gift. Thank you! Much love and respect for sharing.🙏

    • @vipulnair5217
      @vipulnair5217 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I had exactly the same experience. I was floating in endless empty space. It was semi dark but I could see. I was aware that I was without my body and most of my mind as well. It was like every thing was in complete balance and it was blissful. The baggage of thoughts and worries and emotions from this realm were completely missing even though the mind was totally aware. I now know who I really am and that this body is very temporary. Dying doesn't seem like a bad thing anymore :)

  • @pierre598
    @pierre598 2 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    Wow buddy I believe your walking in your purpose. Can you imagine the many people who will tune into this episode. How many sparks that are getting ignited. Praying for you 🙏🏾🙏🏾 continue to keep it real.

  • @MilaJohnson-ct8zc
    @MilaJohnson-ct8zc 10 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    Thank you I had a massive hand touch me too. I knew it was God. I didn't die. It was during severe trauma. I get your tears and they're beautiful. It relates the magnitude of the love you tried to describe better than anything else could I'm writing a book about my experience it's called Cabin in the Mountains due out late January on Amazon, Audible and other venues. I appreciate my solitude as well. It's hard to deal with the ugliness because we love those who aren't awakened and know how difficult it's going to be for them and those they hurt. When you've experienced such a profound love it's hard to deal with. I want to help others too and while I'm apprehensive to spend much time with many others this was my solution. Thank you for the video and message. Melissa

  • @jackieo.6393
    @jackieo.6393 2 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    This was so powerful and moving! Due to the abuse and neglect I endured as a child, I have a hard time fully understanding and accepting the love of God. Sometimes I watch these NDE videos looking for clarification. Your video helped me more than you will ever know!!
    On a side note, it seems like the more I pursue God, the more I want to unplug from this life and just be alone.

  • @michaellipscomb7694
    @michaellipscomb7694 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Thank you for sharing this beautiful experience! The part when the hand of God pulled you back was kinda scary but amazing. Please keep sharing your experience! Maybe you'll realize this is part of why you came back when you read all these heartfelt comments!

  • @catherineslater
    @catherineslater 7 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    Don't apologise for your tears. You N.D E. is the best I have ever heard and in sharing it with others you strengthen our faith. Thank you dear friend, please try to go out more. I to spend far too much time alone and it brings me down as I tend to focus in on myself so I go to shops and ask the shop staff who I have gotten to know as friends due to the frequency I go in. I ask about them and how they're doing. I can't tell you how cathartic that is. It's good for them to tell me and it's good for me as I am interacting with another human and feel lifted when I get home. God bless you Lawrence. Catherine

  • @miscellanyman263
    @miscellanyman263 2 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    Cheers, Lawrence. Your description of your NDE is mind-blowing, particularly your encounter with Nature: the insects, animals etc. which appeared to share a mutual likeness (consciousness) with you, indicative of the fact that, they too, had likely already passed into The Realm of The Soul. Thank you so kindly for sharing your experience with all of us here on Planet Earth and you should never feel hesitant to share your experiences openly with others nor feel nervous about doing so, as they are lessons from which we can all learn. At the age of 13, I personally experienced an OBE (Out-of-Body Experience), but nothing to the effect that you describe from your own NDE, as I simply hovered above myself while looking down at myself in bed, and that was all -- no life review or bright lights or anything of that greater sort. I would confess, however, that since that time, I have never feared death. Blessings to you, Lawrence. Wayne from New York City.

  • @lewisgreenhalgh8416
    @lewisgreenhalgh8416 2 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    This was amazing I’m struggling with serious heart issues at the moment and this gave me a feeling of peace

    • @rowanblackthorn7440
      @rowanblackthorn7440 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Wishing you good luck and good health, Lewis

    • @jimskeuh
      @jimskeuh 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      if you believe in fairytales then this is up your alley

  • @fi9743
    @fi9743 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I just lost my mother to cancer a month ago, and although I thought I was prepared for this end when we found out she could not be saved, it really devastated me. Hearing about your experience made me feel better knowing that my mother is now probably surrounded by this great love that you described. For some reason, after my mother's passing, it dawned on me that showing kindness and appreciation to people and animals and everything else for that matter, is the key to my own peace of mind, and am trying now to be that way. Thank you for sharing your story.

  • @stevenmorse4386
    @stevenmorse4386 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Namaste my friend, thank you for telling us your amazing story. Try to forgive those that are unkind to you as they are clearly ignorant in what they are doing. Because we are all part of "all that is" then what they do to you they ultimately do to themselves. At some point in time they will remember the truth. 🙏

  • @paulap7386
    @paulap7386 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    It was by your own hand that brought you back. It may have appeared to you to have been the hand of God , however since everything is ONE thing, All that is, , source , It was simply a reflection of your consciousness , ( as a hand) putting your focus , back into physical form again. That's how powerful you are. ( we all are) to be able to create all versions of experience. I love that you said that you still don't know what your suppose to do here , The emotion in that statement leads me to tell you this . Your already doing it. Your being you, Your unique , Divine, multi-dimensional, self. You choose a physical experience , enjoy it!, bring that heaven down to earth. Live from your heart, in what ever way that feels good to you. Thank you for sharing your experience.

    • @tekiwi
      @tekiwi  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thank you for the insight, I never even thought about that, I'm well aware of the world of opposites and never thought for a minute that we do that within our own consciousness. That's just connected many many Dots!! 🙏😊

  • @jasontkachuk222
    @jasontkachuk222 8 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    The authenticity you bring is what charms the viewer. Your NDE goes to our hearts because of it. This feeling, this knowing, this experience is open for us here and now. We don't require a NDE to connect with our Source. IT will teach you, show you in your receptive stillness. You are bringing pure Love and showing us we are accepted, and there is nothing to ever fear. But to be overjoyed and excited for not just what is to come. But also what we bring to the world as we learn to give this acceptance to others. ❤

    • @tekiwi
      @tekiwi  8 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @@jasontkachuk222 WOW!!! So eloquently written, Beautiful 😊🙏

    • @jasontkachuk222
      @jasontkachuk222 4 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @tekiwi Thank you, Sweet Soul.

  • @juliekay5756
    @juliekay5756 2 ปีที่แล้ว +31

    Oh my goodness. This is the most surreal testimony I have ever had the pleasure to witness besides my own, and what you describe at times are akin to my own encounter. I didn't actually physically die, but I did emotionally and spiritually at the lowest point in my life 20 some years ago and I still remember it like it was yesterday. The balls of light, the consciousness and the Intrinsical knowing are beyond indescribable. I am ever so grateful that I had this pleasure to hear your story and to become aware of your mere existence. May God always bless you and I hope that some day in some way you and I will literally cross eachothers path of consciousness. You've inspired me to hopefully get my own story out there to. 🙏🏼
    Don't apologize for your tears. You are an absolute beautiful soul and they are part of who you are. ❤️

  • @iambrookedebrakins4071
    @iambrookedebrakins4071 2 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    I feel like this is apart of what you had to come back for . You are pushing so many people towards God. This was the most beautiful testimony I have heart . It touched my heart deep, super deep. Thank you ❤

  • @silviaorlino5454
    @silviaorlino5454 7 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    Thank you so so much from an overly hurt empth from Italy. Stay safe and thank you for your precious gift brother!

  • @kardoyle
    @kardoyle 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Actually you have found your calling and it’s very clear and obvious to all of us listening and that is that you’re giving us hope and encouragement to know that after the end of all of this suffering good things await us and that is a very very powerful message because it certainly eases our nerves

  • @KC-or2sj
    @KC-or2sj 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    You were meant to tell us your story. This is how youtube should be. Just raw and genuine.

  • @katiegrove6838
    @katiegrove6838 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Your video is one of the best testimonies I've heard yet. I have some recall of my past several lives. I was in tears the whole time while listening and watching this. I long for home, and just knowing it will happen isn't always enough. When you talked about the blades of grass, I remembered another testimony where she watched a rose bloom and felt deep love for that rose, causing her to become a rose for a few moments. She was able to experience that connection. I have always felt, as an empath, a connection to all living things. Thank you so much for reminding us who we really are.

  • @Ange777ify
    @Ange777ify 2 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    Thanks for keeping it real. Maybe THIS is what you were meant to do. You helped many people just in reading the comments, through your testimony. Sounds like you had a rough childhood, so maybe you're meant to help others overcome similar experiences. You have such a nice calming, genuine presence. People will listen to you. Don't underestimate yourself.

  • @tremblay236
    @tremblay236 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Wow !!! That was probably WHY(or one of the reasons?) you had to come back ! :)
    That was so beautiful ! You are sooo candid ! This will probably help many souls !!!
    Thank you for your testimony. ! (And thank you God for this experience he had ! )

  • @FullClip305
    @FullClip305 44 นาทีที่ผ่านมา

    I think one of the things they told you that you had to do and that’s why you had to come back was share this with me and many others who watch this video because I had a NDE and you gave me confirmation so when my time comes I will not fear death but will go in peace and with joy awaiting to enter the kingdom of heaven which you described.Thank you my brother ✝️
    May peace be with you.

  • @linzalabamaawake5230
    @linzalabamaawake5230 2 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    I’m so moved. This is what you came back for. It is impossible to go back to following the social norm after this. I have experienced this too and it makes you interpret EVERYTHING so differently. It is truly the exact same way I have felt. I needed this. I have said all of these exact words I just am so shocked and yet not shocked at all, I am affected in this same way. Letting go of the ridiculous “worldly” things is no longer a choice. You can’t un-feel, un-see, un-hear, that much truth. It’s glorious, confusing, and mind blowing….on a “soulluler” level (instead of cellular). Me right here, this soul, I hear you and I see you! You are not alone, I can’t express to you in human words how similar our experiences are (don’t worry I’m not a crazy person, lol) I never make comments like this bc obviously I have never heard another NDE this similar to mine. Even how you described the almost telepathic way that God instantaneously transfers information all at the same time….I’m so proud of the way you found these words to describe your experience. I’ve only told 3 humans about my NDE and I am a very private person….I don’t do social media anymore bc it has an effect similar to the effect that an angler fish’s light has on fish (but for people). Schools and schools of humans lured in….just like fish. I also saw the lights and colors of what you experienced. I have tried every single medium of art to try and BEGIN to represent what the experience was like. There are no colors available that even come close to comparison, there are no words in any language that even begin to accurately describe the all encompassing, incomprehensibly powerful GRACE MERCY AND L O V E Thank you for this

    • @kyleday5026
      @kyleday5026 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Hi can u describe the lights and colours and how vibrant it is. Also earth will eventually be more vibrant when people get to the next level.

  • @fumblebunny1993
    @fumblebunny1993 2 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    Dearest William, you are doing EXACTLY what you are supposed to be doing. The Universe is ALWAYS unfolding just as it should ❤❤ I have had two dream NDEs and one Spontaneous Out of Body Experience (OBE). Many strange, unexplainable experiences and one visit from a being of light.
    It has all changed me and made me the person I am today. Same with you. I share my stories with others and now you are, as well. People need to hear them. My experences gave me the freedom from a terrible, frightening fear of hell that had been with me since childhood.
    We are here to love. Love everyone. It is the only thing we take with us when we go 🥰🥰

  • @douglasradowick508
    @douglasradowick508 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    T.E.K., 39 years ago I had an anyrism in my brain. I lost complete use of my left arm, left leg, 1/2-2/3 deaf in my left ear & my right eye ball muscles went haywire! God divinely healed me in a months time. I died on the bedroom floor. When I "came back" I asked God:." Why did you waste your time with me? Certainly you've got more important, and, better things to be dealing with"! I heard God speak to my spirit:"I did not waste my time with you, I need you for a very special work, and, I cannot prepare anyone else in time for it"! There was an absolute certainty in his voice as he said this to me. I asked him:"what is it!" He responded:" you'll see in due time! Me: "thanks a lot!😵 I'd been saved only 2 years at this point. 3 weeks after I finished high school. I'm now 58 years old ( born November 9th of '64). I never got to see the "light at the end of the tunnel", nor, a pin-hole sized peak into heaven. God said to me:" if you'd seen heaven, you'd never want to go back, and, I need you there for my work"! I've been lied to, and, lied about by my family-worst-by the church leadership! I've not been in church now for 5 year's, don't know "when" or, "if" I'll ever go back to church. Have been a follower of Christ since December 18th 1981. I still struggle with a thorn in the flesh. As God continues to ready me for his work. Contact me if you desire T.E.K. if not, that's fine, I have been rejected by both biological family and church "family" by lies to and about me. Doug🤓😵👍🧸💔😁😿

    • @ladonnaharrison3349
      @ladonnaharrison3349 2 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Your comment made me cry I too have been rejected by family and church family I'm so sorry that happened to you I know how painful it is and you think why? What did I do? God the universe whatever name always separates his chosen ones for a reason

  • @brandoncornwell52
    @brandoncornwell52 2 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    It’s ok to cry, friend. An Experience that rich would bring anyone to tears. Also thank you . Letting go is important so you can be the vessel for the spirit . To be all that you were meant to be. We start as outlines in energy and through this body we flesh out the designs of the spirit.❤ wishing you well on your path

  • @infineite5132
    @infineite5132 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I *think* you might have found what you came back for. Thank you SO much for sharing! Your emotion meant so much. I wish you well on your journey. Thank you

  • @Jacquie_Kirk_111
    @Jacquie_Kirk_111 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Thank you so much for sharing. Your mission from above is to share this experience. Look at all the people who have viewed this video. You are spreading g-ds light. You've helped me by sharing your experience.
    I had g-d speak to me in an audible voice AND as a bright white light. Hearing your story is helping me understand my encounter. Mine happened while I was awake and healthy.

  • @deanwilson8955
    @deanwilson8955 2 ปีที่แล้ว +31

    I’ve read hundreds of NDE accounts and your experience was the most touching. I’ve always wanted to have an experience like yours but I can certainly understand that experiencing total perfection and love can from a comparative perspective make our world appear exceedingly cruel. After reading so many accounts like yours I can no longer watch violent movies or the news. Thanks for sharing your experience!

  • @riverlady7023
    @riverlady7023 2 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    Thank you so much for being brave & sharing your wonderful experience. I still have not shared my story and it happened over 20 years ago. I keep hoping that before I pass away I’ll be brave enough to tell my story. Appreciate you greatly.

    • @MonsterTech
      @MonsterTech 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Waiting for yours. Hope you do it soon.

  • @oj816
    @oj816 11 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    thank you for your vulnerability! thank you for telling your story. you are appreciated and i love you! you’ve inspired me!

    • @tekiwi
      @tekiwi  10 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      @@oj816 Thank you for your beautiful and kind words, I appreciate them and you 😊🙏

  • @kaysec
    @kaysec 2 ปีที่แล้ว +28

    Please don’t be sorry about the tears! And thank you for sharing. You said you still don’t know what it is that you’re supposed to do, but I think you’re doing it. Sharing your experience is going to save so many people! Love and light to you 💜

    • @monanicka
      @monanicka 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thank you for sharing! Is it possible that this is your "to do things"? Not so gently but yet friendly pushed back to our realm again, in order to do what you have started and kept showing people, to sort of both educate and prepare us? This about trees and grass and even rocks having concius have been my feeling for many many years. I feel uplifted fort a bit now, just yearning to learn more about all before passing on. In hope to be able to share with you all ....🙄