my daughter is dying of cancer... she has lived an almost saintly life and this shows me who god really is... and i know for sure i will see her again along with babies ive miscarried.... thank you for sharing your story with us!'''
I'm a hospice nurse. One of my patients, old gentleman, was going through process of dying for days. His wife was staying with him in the facility. On one of the nights, he sat up and told me: A little girl is looking inside my room! Obviously, I couldn't see anybody... he has fallen asleep. I've asked his wife when she woke up, who could be that little girl? She didn't know. But the following night, he said exactly the same thing. This time though, he told me that she's waiting for him in heaven ( this man wasn't religious at all). "How is she waiting for me in heaven, I don't even believe in heaven!" He exclaimed a few times. When his wife woke up in the morning, I told her what happened. To my surprise, she fell onto bed and started sobbing. Turns out, she became pregnant when they were dating. Her mom made her abort the baby. After they got married later in life, they couldn't have children. This lady was convinced, this little girl was their aborted daughter. Her husband had a chance to return to his faith in God. Died a few days later, very peacefully.
I named her Charity because she gave me everything. It used to torture me thinking about not stopping the abortion. Then I die and there she is for me. Only God could make that impossible happen. The man you were caring for was living a reality at the end he needed. This is The Glory of our Creator. He wants us all to spend eternity in His Loving Light. Thank you for what you do, those dying need to know they have loving care near them. God Bless you always…❤️
I hope my babies are there for me. I had a handful of miscarriages and was never able to have children. Every time I was pregnant I would eventually see this little swirly light in my eyelids when I closed my eyes and I figured it was them saying goodbye.
I’m a former hospice nurse. All people die differently. I’ve seen & heard people say things that I cannot explain. It’s comforting to know it’s your physical body dying not your essence. I think dying is a form of rebirth on a level we just can’t comprehend. It’s not a terrifying experience but maybe more its a fear of the unknown. In the end, everything’s going to be alright.
Yes, it is about being born again. Jesus said when we receive Him we become born again. Jesus said it in John 3 Jesus answered, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born of water and of the Spirit, he cannot enter into the kingdom of God. [6] That which is born of the flesh is flesh; and that which is born of the Spirit is spirit. [7] Marvel not that I said unto thee, Ye must be born again.
Thank you for being a hospice nurse in the past. I praise everyone that is able to be that angel on earth. My mom utilized hospice. And when I tell you I really commend them. Her comfort and care was all that mattered to them. I wish I could volunteer. Sadly I made a mistake in 2017 that is stopping me from being able to. But in March 2025 it will be 7 yrs. It was nothing violent or theft or anything like that. But non the less is stopping me from being able to volunteer my time
Brother, the moment you got choked up speaking of the light, I knew you were speaking the truth. I grew up agnostic. I ignored the signs multiple times on a specific date. Last year, God put me on my knees in front of anyone that could see. I yelled out as loud as I could at God. I heard these words that were spoken with authority. Fear not for I am with you. To this day, I can't tell my testimony or watch any movie depicting Jesus Christ on that cross without choking up. It feels amazing to get this chance. Everything happens for a reason. The gift you received, run with it and never look back. Plant the seed of faith and move on. I see all aspects of life now that I couldn't see before.
I know that feeling, without remembering how I know that feeling, and I too burst into tears when he did. It was like I got a glimpse of something I knew, but have been missing, and so far away from. for such a long long time.... Was wonderful and heartbreaking at the same time, like life...
@@keith4726 My dad was atheist. I was agnostic. Just before my dad died, he began watching preachers on tv. I mentioned it. He said I was seeing things. Regardless, I know what he was watching. He said if there is a God, he will figure a way to let me know. I do not believe he is the one that opened my eyes. I think God used a date I will never forget which is July 24. My dad died July 24 2005. I met this lady who was a christian. She said if I wanted her, then I need to go to church. I didn't want to go, but I played it off. We grew extremely close against the odds. This was my first experience after putting everything together. Years later, I became extremely ill. I was on my back porch one day when 3 guys just "popped up". There is no way they just walked up without me seeing them coming, but there they were in my yard. I asked if I can help them. They said God sent them. I thought yeah jehova witnesses and debated running them off. They said God sent them because someone was very sick. I decided to mess with them. I said funny, no one is sick here. They said odd, they've never been wrong before. I said well it's a first time for everything. I texted my girlfriend to come outside. She sat down by me. The guys said they have a story to tell. This story was oddly very accurate to me and my dad. At the end, they said this story is called "a fathers love". I choked up a little. They prayed and began walking away. I said hey, where do yall go to church at? They said the world is our church and left. The date was July 24. Years pass on and my wife got deathly sick with Covid. We were afraid to seek help due to the media talking about breathing machines, so we kept putting it off. Her health kept getting worse. Oxygen in the high 60s to low 70s. I heard a loud voice say "now is the time". I said lets go. I carried her to the vehicle and to the ER we go. They immediately rushed her to the icu. I was extremely emotional. They made me leave. That date was July 24 2021. That night, I was on my knees outside in public yelling at God to not fkin do this to me, don't you fkin do this God. It was just me and God at that moment. I heard these words that was startling loud, with authority " FEAR NOT FOR I AM WITH YOU. The stress took a toll on me. My health hit hard. I began losing organ function of my kidneys and liver. I found out I was misdiagnosed for 7 years. I had to quit a job I had for 22 years over it. I decided to just give up. I lost A LOT of weight in 2 months time. I began to pray and watch preachers on tv. I was left basically living on my couch, slowly dying of organ failure. I began passing out due to low blood pressure, then my blood pressure would be very high, then drop rapidly again. I told my wife that I'm done. That night, I clearly heard these words " fear not for i am with you". Ever since, I have been grabbing all biblical info I can. I have been changing those around me. I pray multiple times a day, alone, just me to God. For some reason, the things in life that I never gave a second thought about, now I do. The life of plants and animals. The life of flowing water. My favorite thing to say to those around me that do wicked things " Jesus allowed himself to be tortured so that you can do that, Jesus was nailed to that cross and was speared for you to do that". Think of that man that went through this for you!
@@Pr0ph3cy-k5z i find the part about the three men popping up very interesting. The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints, sometimes called Mormons, in the Book of Mormon it talks about 3 men who asked Christ if they could remain on the earth until he comes again. He granted them their wish. They’ve been wandering the world helping God’s children for literally hundreds of years preparing the world. The first thing I thought when I read your story is that God sent these three messengers to you. God truly is in the details of our lives. Much love.
Tried to listen to this while doing my make up and I just kept sobbing and couldn’t do it. What a POWERFUL testimony of the power of God and the beauty of his grace and love
Thank you so much for sharing your experience. I just can't tell how happy I am for you! Keep sharing your story....YOU ARE a blessing my friend. Hugs.
SW,....First off, this is all 100% unbiblical nonsense and this guy has nothing whatsoever to do with the God of the Bible nor does anyone deceived by this fraudulence. Second, Christian women do not wear make up, the Godless women of the world do. And this would explain why you have been deceived by him. Repent, for the kingdom of heaven is at hand!
on April 6th 2018 I died from the flu and was resuscitated. Even though I have no memory of what happened, I still walked away completely changed into a better person.
I do not want to die in my negativity and despair that I feel in my life right now. Thank you for sharing. I will pray more and change my negative thinking. I need prayers from anyone that understands. I grew up in church and believe that God is real. I just have lost faith. Without faith it is impossible to please God.
Seed Sower, if this man's life is changed for the better, who are you to condemn it? Have a care; for you will be judged according to how you judge. Not one thing was contrary to the teachings in the scriptures, if you truly understand those. And nothing is impossible unto the Lord. So take your judgemental nonsense to your mirror, and learn that kindness, humility and love, in righteousness, is what our Lord expects from us towards each other, and not some harsh diatribe and holier than thou attitude towards they brethren, lest thou be found a hippocrit.
@@Mr.Honest247 ,....I have pulled this truth out of the Bible. And if you or anyone else understood the Bible they would also know this truth. Those who do not understand that this is all 100% fraud, simply do not understand the Bible and do not belong to God, they belong to the Godless world.
Thank you. I am a Christian and have been for most of my life but in the last few years I lost my way. But recently I have come back to the faith that I once had. When I was 17 I got pregnant, and my family pushed me into an abortion, I think it was twins for a number of reasons, I lost another baby the day after which was probably a twin. I've forgiven my parents and I have to take responsibility myself, and tbh I had to forgive myself also. I am 65 now and I am so glad that I will meet my babies one day, my husband and I went onto have three more children and now five grandchildren and we have been married for 45 years. My husband doesn't believe, but I will have to leave that up to God to sort out. Take care,
AMAZING. I particularly liked the story of the little girl as I have had two abortions and it has haunted me ever since. Listening to this I feel some peace. Thank you for sharing.
My wife of 49 years and I had 3 boys. One died when he was 22 and the other died last year. He was 37. You talk about taking a marriage and taking your own mind to a Make-or-Break point. Those two deaths did it for us. We made it, just barely, because we love each other. Things can certainly haunt us. Did we do this right, did we do that wrong? A million things go through your mind and heart. I find solace for any mistakes I made or think I made by knowing that my boys are at peace with God in a better world and that any mistakes I made were certainly unintentional. I was just living, trying to survive in this hard old world. Everybody makes mistakes but as long as there is love there is hope and peace. I hear love in your voice when you speak of those abortions. God, that Great Mystery Presence that we all talk about, argue about, fuss and fight about and disagree about, God makes all of the pieces of the puzzle of our lives fit, heals all wounds. I am now old....70 but I'll see my children again and so will you see yours. It will be a happy time, full of joy, a reunion filled with Grace and Love. For now, we are still alive in these aging, burdened bodies and have a few more miles to travel before we finish and go home. May you be filled with an inner peace that gives rest to your heart and mind and brings you a sense of completion.
@@grantsmythe8625 I am so sorry.in our personal grief it is easy to forget the magnitude of grief in the world.my mother was all i had she has gone .i like to pray and believe she is at peace.but the loss is hard to bear. No matter how hard i request you to let the grief go.i have no children but i can understand the loss.
Be at peace knowing that all is well. I would encourage you to focus on God’s love and compassion for you. I beat myself up a lot about my own past (and present), but I have to remind myself to focus on God’s mercy. I pray the same for you.
Hey I am 32, and 6-7 years ago I was in a relationship that involved more than a couple of abortions I remember the doctor telling us the second third time that we should think about having the child because she felt it was a sign for a life to come through us We ignored it because we were young and practical and not married or in a stable position to raise a child I remember the third time it happened, I wanted to have the child but all those experiences had taken a toll on my partner and there was a lot of love lost between us by then As fate would have it, we parted ways shortly after And a year later I had a dream of a little girl who I knew deep down would be the child if we had chosen to have and raise her I remember waking up filled with pain of a different sort something I couldn’t explain or wash away or let go off A year later I came to Christ after what I went through which felt like true repentance after listening to a sermon by Derek Prince on repentance and a sermon on Brokenness by Voddie Baucham I was on my knees praying to be healed and I felt Christ I cannot describe what that feeling is but it trumps everything worldly one has ever felt You almost feel like this is why you were born I know a kindred spirit has commented about how the soul doesn’t enter the body until the baby is born but I can guarantee you that abortion is part of the spiritual warfare and having a baby is God’s will He will always provide I pray that you find true repentance and find Christ
What a powerful story. I believe everyone deserves a second chance and it is reassuring that God forgives us no matter what we've done. Your story brought me to tears. Before my father died I dreamt he'd got out of white car on a coastal rd. He looked younger and healthier despite having spent most of the previous 3 months in hospital. I said to my ex husband who was there at the time. "Look at my dad. He looks great", and recall asking him what he was doing there and gave him a hug. It was at this point I turned and looked out to the sea. It was overcast and white foaming waves were lapping onto the pebble beach, when suddenly the sun broke through the clouds. It was a blinding white light and I woke up with tears streaming down my face. I visited my father in hospital after that and told him about my dream and asked if he was trying to tell me something, that he was going somewhere. He died 2 days later. I am a nurse and visited my father the day before he passed before going to do my shift. He had been a smoker and kept saying "If I'm going to die I want a cigarette". I assumed he was confused and kept looking at the cannula in the back of his hand, so presumed he thought this was a cigarette. I spoke to the charge nurse and asked if there was any change in his condition to call me. Strangely enough my mobile phone stopped working that day and at around 2am the ward phoned to say my father had taken a turn for the worse. By the time I got there he had passed away, but the comforting thing was he had a smile on his face.
What a beautiful story about your dad. This is what I don't understand and maybe you do or someone reading this does. Why was he given a second chance, but felt and heard people in hell? I personally don't believe in HELL. How could a loving father create such a place? I'm confused 😕
@@Donna-vh5ym Hi Donna ; It is my belief and thats all this is, my opinion, after many years of prayer, study, and seeking truth; That we are All One collective , and God dwells in Us All, If you Have The Light and Love in your heart you go to the Light; If you have hardness of heart and FEAR and hate and bitterness, no forgiveness you go to the dark; and self Torment ;We Judge ourselves, God is Light and there is no darkness in Him; We have the darkness in Us ; We don't Comprehend the Light ;but all is naked before God and He is perfect Love, and His perfect Love casts out our fear, because fear has torment; Once we humble ourselves and come to the Light , God commands the Light to shine out of the darkness of our hearts and we come to the knowledge of the truth,The Light of the Knowledge of the Glory of GOD; Our true nature and image and Inheritance, That NEVER fades away ; Our Identity is Spirit and Life; Darkness and torment is the second death and dying to self; All come to the Light eventually....hope this helps... much grace and peace to you .....
@@Donna-vh5ymThank you. I think sometimes what we experience is on some level what we expect to encounter, either subconsciously or its maybe what we feel we deserve but I have heard a few instances where people have claimed to have been in hell during an NDE, if they ask or pray for divine intervention or forgiveness it comes. Don't know if you have read A course in miracles but it talks of the divine dichotomy and where there is good there will always be evil and whilst we don't like to dwell on that our lives would be meaningless if it's opposite didn't exist. From what I've learned from people accounts of life reviews we judge ourselves.
@@annelang514 // I agree and I really need to get the book "A Course in Miracles "...I've heard many people talk about this book. Thank you for the reply.
Amazing. Anyone can repent. Hell is an area where God in Christ cannot come so it is dark and evil there. I’m thankful I was raised in a Christian home where I was taught morals and truth and about God and his son Jesus Christ and repentance and hell , But especially how much God in Christ love us. They want us to succeed and be happy. That’s why they have given us Commandments.
Awesome. Powerful. During surgery I also had an experience but only traveled far enough to experience the "peace that passes all understanding." It was incredible and, as you and many others have said, indescribable. Like trying to describe a sunset to a person who has been blind since birth. Praise God, the source of total love. I hope and pray that your story will lead many people towards God and away from sin.
I experienced the same while in a 3 hour surgery. I was in a field surrounded by about 25 people all in white,a beautiful breeze. I was in the middle of them as if they were protecting me.
@@anikomattison7568// but why did he get a second chance, and he heard and felt others in hell? I'm confused 😕 I just can imagine a loving God creating such a place or one of his creations to experience it.
I fully agree! His experience encapsulated so many aspects of an experience like this... Beginning to end... Like he was processed,right there, into an entirely new life/ beginning!! Beautiful, Grace, just Grace!!
When he talked about his despair then that raw emotion you could feel he felt from the light.. wow.. that had me in tears too.. just beautiful. Thanks for sharing
I've listened to dozens and dozens of NDEs and regardless of faith or lack thereof, people are met with love and forgiveness. This man experienced fear and darkness, and threat of eternal damnation. I can't believe our great Creator actually hates us and finds joy in tormenting us eternally. I love my children unconditionally, and can forgive them for anything they might do. Our great Father/Mother has even greater love than I have.
Agreed. Light and dark cannot exist harmoniously. God is is pure(agape)love and his character is the opposite of darkness and evil. It sounds as though this gentleman had not invested in his relationship with God/the source of life -in his own life. Free will. Perhaps that’s why he experienced a more negative NDE initially. Meaning, perhaps he had to work his way through the darkness to reach the light. God wants us ALL, no one left behind. What he does for one.. He does for us all, its only a matter of man to choose God. If you already carry a strong faith and maintain a relationship with God Almighty, I doubt you would have to experience that level of darkness as this nice gentleman did.
I think it's interesting that he had to be convinced that he deserved the love, that he felt the utter misery but was ready to accept it as his fate. Perhaps it is ourselves that keep us in a state of "damnation". From what he described he was living his life devoid of meaning, and if he truly believed there was no meaning to life then he would not only have behaved towards others in ways that serve that but also experienced the great sadness and loneliness that this mindset brings. It is very sad that people exist in such a hopeless dark place, and think it is simply how things are. If I was a higher being I would want to bring them out into the light too, regardless of what being in that pit had caused them to do.
Regarding your comment about, Agree. Many NDE stories have people return with knowing the need to warn others to avoid these terrible circumstances My big epiphany has been to conclude that the great creator is holy and cannot exist in a place that is not positive at every level or interact with entities that are not seeking the same or fully realize they have none of this holiness on their own. I've also never heard anyone hint that the Creator has any kind of pleasure in this terrible result.
@@leechizum8501 If God is everywhere that exists, and everything is made of God, how could there be any place, no matter how "negative" apart from God? There is nothing that is, or ever could be "apart" from God... it is the fabric of the universe and fundamental to any experience or choice we have. Believing that there is an all-powerful being that gave us free will but won't have anything to do with us if we don't do exactly what it likes us to do, is a really twisted human-ego-christian-dogma misenterpretation of "unconditional love" of Source. The only reason this man had a negative experience, was because of his own personal shame and self-judgement. It wasn't the Universe judging him as unworthy, and it wasn't the Universe making judgement about what is good or bad - it was his own small human ego and pride and narrow-minded cultural baggage that he brought to the NDE, a personal worldview where tattoos and abortions are for "bad people" but reading the bible and telling everyone about how they may be going to hell is what "good people" do. The truth is there is no judgement, no dogma, no duality, and nothing that could make you unworthy of where you came from because you are made of it.
For one who has lived the past 31 years with half a life of guilt and shame from choices made, while living the other half as maintaining an existence with what Love, Joy, and Peace could be salvaged beyond them...THANK YOU for sharing your omnipotent experience that has offered a glimpse of hope toward a beginning of self love and forgiveness, and reconciliation.
Wow. This Man is so articulate and compelling. Some people who transform after living a hardened life have a deeper understanding and skill than those whose lives were easier to begin with.
Rob thank you for your honesty. It isn't easy to talk about the wrongs we have done. Very few people can do that because of our egos. You truly experienced a life changing event. God is truly loving and is the truth. I pray that you keep growing and learning everyday. May you be a better person everyday. May God Bless you and your wife. Your story made me cry and ask God to forgive me for my wrongs again. I need to forgive myself. It isn't easy. Have an awesome day!! Love Don
Ends up being a choice to forgive yourself. But not an easy one. Just a choice like Rob had. Based on the realization (I think) that if we are given this amazing gift by the ultimate loving power in existence then really who are we to second guess that.? Next is getting to thanking yourself by name (out loud) for making the choice, for doing whatever it took to be a better person. Gratitude (especially to yourself) seems to be a force multiplier. Bless you Don.
Thank you for being so honest with this side of NDE. Years ago. I went back to people I was mean to a child and sincerely apologized for my behavior. Thank you for letting us know that we can turn our lives around and doing so actually means something. I grateful that God allows us to redeem ourselves.
Beautiful. Thank you for sharing your story. A second lease on life is a huge gift. I too went thru my own type of divine intervention and am so spiritual. These stories need to be shared so even the ones that are unsure there’s a higher power, may start to realize there is. We are blessed to have had this happen and need to make the most of it. Peace, love and light 🙏😇💙
Everybody's NDE is so different, even if they contain common elements. This man had a rough time of all the negativity and horror, and was forced to confess whatever he had done wrong before feeling love. That does seem like a conditional love, but I'm glad he found it.
I understand what you mean, but God's love is so pure, such a high vibration, that truth and transparency have no choice but to exist within that space. It is pure and it refines us...despite our efforts to conceal. There is no room for lies, deceit, shame, coercion.
Hi mate im Jake. You used the word "horrific"- that is the exact word I used after my experience. I drifted backwards out of Heaven from between two huge Angels- into an eternal black void. I had struggled with a life in sin that was destructive to me. It starts here. I found myself standing on a ledge, as wide as a footpath or sidewalk. Behind me was a pitch dark abyss in all directions. I had twisted around and looked behind me down into the black darkness and was afraid to fall off the ledge. It was a huge fall without a bottom. I looked outward and my eyes could not perceive what I was looking at because it is a physical place, with nothing in it, just pure thick darkness. In front of me to my left and right, were two huge Angels- they were about 10 foot tall, and very solid build- (if they were in your house their heads would be through the inner ceiling.) I was closest to the one on my left- and his calf muscle alone was up to my hip. They did not talk to me, and were not aggressive but I could sense everything/ didnt need to talk. They did have a stance as though they were guarding. They each were standing in front of a large pillar, facing into Heaven. I didn't see any gates. I did not know it was Heaven I was viewing at first- but I felt this amazing contentment & peace, because I was viewing a quaint township. In front of me was a street- no cars, but it did have a sidewalk along the side. Then there were these quaint double story houses like what you see in inner cities- terraced buildings/ town houses, with little front garden, front fence and a front gate. I could see two people greeting each other with big smiles and an embrace in an entrance doorway- we can visit each other like friends in Heaven. The street went to my right, and became a little town centre- quite narrow but very inviting- as though we can hang out together there. Off to the left of that street was a street that went up a steep hill- it had a large tree and next to that was some kind of large town hall style building. That street went up to a crest and from my view the crest silhouetted into a blue sky. I sensed that over that hill was adventure, wilderness like we can day trip as we do here. So I was standing there smiling, and I thought to myself " this is all I've ever wanted" - the peace and content, and yet exciting. And then I began sensing what others could feel there. People there are glad about being there for so many reasons. You can feel eternity there/ you sense time is headed toward eternity. I could also estimate normal time because I'd only just found myself there, and was having my exact normal consciousness, my memories, my feelings. So I was contrasted with Heaven and eternity, which is jaw dropping. I sensed people are so glad because Heaven is all there is- it's the only place where life is. People were also glad because it's an amazing place to live forever and life is immensely good there. Most of all though, I could sense Gods presence there- you can feel Gods love very strongly there- as though it's the air we breath there. I could see there was a gentle breeze through the parkland. It was like a gorgeous spring morning. So I was standing there buzzing, wowed, just observing this amazing place, and realising it was Heaven. I was awestruck and ultra excited- You want in, when you see it. It feels like you have always belonged there now you see it. I was not yet even thinking of anything except just amazement, I couldn't stop smiling. But then it occured to me- what if I'm not going to enter? What if I was not going to be allowed in? At that exact time- that thought turned into a heavy weight on my conscience, and I knew I was infact being judged- and might not enter. So then I was desperately attached to the love and peace infront of me, this amazing existence in Gods presence. I so wanted to enter and be there forever with those people, and those kind huge Angels. So as I wondered if I had lived a good enough life- or if I deserved to be in Heaven, deep down I really didn't know if I could enter- but I hoped so deeply that I would. I noticed I was not actually standing on that ledge but floating 4 to 6 inches above it. We feel like we are standing in Heaven but we are floating just above. I then slowly began drifting.. backwards at walking pace. Drifting backwards off that ledge, I could see under the ledge as I floated in the darkness- I could see the ledge right in front of me it was made of white light. The Angels stood guard exactly where they were, and that street and houses, and parkland, the light of the spring day warmth and fragrances, the township buzzing, Gods presence, all just started to drift away- at walking pace, I floated backwards into the darkest place- where there is nothing. After about 25 minutes of drifting, Heaven had became a small cube of light. I was still not yet scared, because I was still looking at that cube of light, Heaven, and I was still BUZZING even smiling, from being in there for just 10 minutes. But the cube of light got smaller and smaller to a pin head dot of light, yet I still knew what was in there- Heaven, and that incredible life. Then it was gone. It was just me, and my thoughts... I floated there, thinking about what I had just experienced. I turned my attention to this dark place. You accept it initialy and just float there thinking. And you sense it's universal in size, this place of nothing. I then wanted to comfort myself from the immediate isolation I sensed and began to sing. I could only remember the lyrics to two full songs. And then singing felt intimidating because I suddenly realised that I could sense eternity, as I sang. So contrasted with eternity, it was actually really frightening to sing. I began to think about me, my life. My memories. I was bored of my memories in about 5 minutes, and quickly came back to the now, the dark void- where I could feel eternity. So I remembered me some more, so that I didn't have to think of eternity in darkness, but you run out of thoughts fast- because they are contrasted with eternity. So I was back in the now, in the void every time I tried to remember my life. There was no joy in it. You need new experiences to experience new joy. New gratitude, and so on. Before long, I started thinking about what might have been the memories I had which cost me my place in eternity with God. I was focussed on my memories of sin- they were so stupid and meant nothing to me even here on earth, let alone in the eternal void. Stupid decisions- things I'd stolen, pornography, trashy sins, had been what I had bought with my soul. I then was really upset with myself that I had been so pathetic to have chosen to not live a riteous life of any type- just continuous gratification, like a pizza eating sloth, always chasing the next distraction from my thoughts. In the void- you become your own Hell, because all you can remember, is the things you bought with your soul. It's all you can remember because you are angry at yourself, for those sad choices to live your life the way you did, just for the memories you have, that don't actually mean anything to you. It's continuous consciousness there, no sleep, no death to look forward to, all you can do is think. No belongings. Nothing to even see. Nothing to hear. I could not pick up my guitar and play music. And then there is the biggest feeling I felt- being separated from God. Knowing what I had seen and felt in Heaven, and knowing I had just eternal me and barely any thoughts worth having. It was so so bad, because I was fully stuck there- and had this heavy dread, and weight on my conscience, knowing I was eternally not going to see any more life. There are no words to describe all the things you feel, as well as the physical sensation of being in that terrifying place. I woke up with a loud shout at 2 am, next to my wife in bed. My heart was banging hard- bang bang bang bang, I was covered in sweat, I was rappid breathing hard. My wife woke up startled at my shout. She asked what was wrong?, and I told her I just dreamed I was in Hell. I tried to describe the fear I had just been in, and I could not talk as I just cried. I'm not a crier but cried then. I could not think of any words that made me feel better, when I described it. In the end, I just said it was " horrific ". About 6 months after this dream, I began searching about black voids. I found this video of a guy who died in a plane crash. Check out the exact word he uses to describe the black void!! It was real mate. It was so real. Please view this video to confirm the guys description of the void. God Bless mate, Jake in Australia. (The dream happened 10 years ago for me). Ps- Every thought you have, every decision you make now, every single action, becomes what you bought with your soul. Get it right, believe me, Hell is horrific. th-cam.com/video/NhK4jwBmUX4/w-d-xo.html Regards Jake in Australia
Jake...thanks for sharing with the world! We need to hear and know these things beforehand. Also, read the book, 23 Minutes in Hell, by Bill Wiese, horrible detailed description of only 23 minutes in hell!!
Amazing story. Don't know if this is inappropriate to say, but it should be made into a movie. His transformation, the twist about his unborn Child... everyone should have the opportunity to hear about the unconditional love that spirit has for us. I just wanna cry.
🙏🏽🙏🙏🏽🙏 I just lost my companion and best friend of 5 year's he was 51 years old 😭 he died oct 17 thank you for sharing he had a fentanyl overdose last year and was in a coma he came back to me another year he was in a wheelchair I miss him dearly God bless you I tried 2 year's to conceive before he died 😭 I'm blessed to have a son now 18 years old 🙌🙌
Please continue telling your experience! The power and intensity of it is so penetrating. I feel it deep within my heart. I am sure God will use your words to transform lives and bring them into His presence and a right relationship with Him. Thank you very much.
Alright Rob, you were saved because you manned up. You had honesty and acceptance. You always did have it in you even though you had previously been lost.
Wow this was absolutely great! It had a message in there for Me too! I had an NDE when I was 14 never could forget it! Thank God for the internet!!! I found others! When I was 28 years old I had an abortion too! I have been haunted by the thought ever since and I am 49 years old today
Thank you for having the courage to share your experience with all of us! It truly touched my heart and I'm so happy to hear you are living a life of love and faith. God bless you 🙏 ❤️
Rob. Thank you. You have courage that I wish I could have. You have made me stronger today. Your story proves that God does not ever condemn us, we only condemn ourselves. God's arms are always open if we ask for His help.
I have to say again. I’ve seen many nde’s stories on TH-cam and this is one of the two best ones. Honest, repentant man, his next life will be in heaven.
Thank you so much for sharing this! God is really good and full of love..yes we do have a choice, its important to know and apply that in this world. Its also comforting to know that God cares for the unwanted unborn children. Just cried so much💗
Projections of the mind. Birds of same feather flock together. He created his own hell and darkness, the divine knows nothing of pain and suffering and was just waiting for him to acknowledge its presence. When he understood that he was creating it for himself, the light of love exploded and took him in. The light is who he was, pure unconditional love, and he was face to face with his source. It's the light of pure consciousness.
Thank you sir! This was soul-touching and honest and completely beautifully inspiring! I am grateful to you for sharing your experience. It gives me real faith and hope ...especially for my niece Kayla who tragically died in a car accident a week ago...June 2 on Friday. She did not believe in anything at this point until a few weeks before her accident. I was told she was questioning this belief she had succumbed to....I just feel that her experience was probably similar to what you described and that the light and overwhelming love and peace saved her beautiful soul to live forever in this light with Jesus.
I had a very similar experience. Paralyzed, floating in a darkness beyond darkness,extreme burning, freezing cold,the feeling of being torn apart but never dying, screaming knowing that there was no sound coming out and no presence to hear. My expression was that hell was the absence of God, the absence of everything, our consciousness removed from him, and the eternal torment was that I knew that I knew, that I knew, that I knew that God existed and that I had a chance. I was aware that even though I still had consciousness that I no longer existed to nor was I known by God.
So glad this experience was able to help you become a better person. It sounds like you've become a much better husband and more grounded person and everybody in your life should be so grateful
Thank you for telling this very important tale. I sighed, I gasped, and I exclaimed. This gave me some insight and changed my perspective on a couple of things. Very brave of you to share. So helpful.
Thank you for your account of your experience. I believe every word you said as I had a similar event occur 54 years ago. I can recall every bit of it as tho it just happened. I was 21 and never heard of a NDE but it was so remarkable. I described it as being one with the universe and all the truths of life were revealed to me at once. I felt only peace and no anxiety. It occurred as I was giving birth to my 1st child. I have thought of it a thousand times.
Newly married in the late 70's, I pushed my wife to get an abortion against her wishes..... twice, which she did. A few years ago, after being a believer for several decades, it broke me when one day I realized that I was a murderer. This testimony gives me hope that I can forgive myself.
I have spent much time with an amazing woman who is a highly spiritual person. She could do amazing things that would be considered "miracles" by the average person. Not me. I witnessed firsthand what she could do--everything that Jesus could do. I saw it many times. She was a nurse and had two children and she told me that the soul does not come into the fetus body until it becomes a baby--after the baby is separated from the mother. The energy from source energy (or God as some call it) does not enter the body until the body is separated from the mother and the soul causes the baby to take its first breath. The soul would never enter the fetus as that is not a viable part of the journey it chose to incarnate into. In fact, when a person even as much as falls asleep, the soul exits the body (partially) to travel back and forth to the other side before coming into the body again when the person regains consciousness. She stated there is no such things as an abortion as life (the soul) does not enter the body until it is needed--and that is to take the first breath at childbirth and to provide energy to the newborn. The soul (energy) does not enter prior to physical, outside of the body childbirth, and it is not needed prior to that moment. I asked her about the movements the fetus experiences and she said (as a spiritual person and a nurse and a mother) that the body takes on movements reflecting the mother's motions and simple growth due to nourishment from the mother. But the fetus gets all its nutrients and movements from the mother during the 9 months of gestation. When the child is born outside the other, the soul enters. We don't choose our children. Our children choose us. They enter when they are needed. There is never any murder. That is something politicians create to separate people based on their beliefs. A fetus cannot survive on its own without the soul's energy any more than a car can function without a battery. We are all energy and energy is everything. It is always moving and would not want to sit inside a fetus for 9 months when it won't even sit inside your body when you sleep. I hope this helps you.
If you sincerely regret your sins (moral mistakes), and ask God for forgiveness for breaking the Law of God: "Thou shalt not kill", then you will be forgiven! 🙂
Hey I am 32, and 6-7 years ago I was in a relationship that involved more than a couple of abortions I remember the doctor telling us the second third time that we should think about having the child because she felt it was a sign for a life to come through us We ignored it because we were young and practical and not married or in a stable position to raise a child I remember the third time it happened, I wanted to have the child but all those experiences had taken a toll on my partner and there was a lot of love lost between us by then As fate would have it, we parted ways shortly after And a year later I had a dream of a little girl who I knew deep down would be the child if we had chosen to have and raise her I remember waking up filled with pain of a different sort something I couldn’t explain or wash away or let go off A year later I came to Christ after what I went through which felt like true repentance after listening to a sermon by Derek Prince on repentance and a sermon on Brokenness by Voddie Baucham I was on my knees praying to be healed and I felt Christ I cannot describe what that feeling is but it trumps everything worldly one has ever felt You almost feel like this is why you were born I know a kindred spirit has commented about how the soul doesn’t enter the body until the baby is born but I can guarantee you that abortion is part of the spiritual warfare and having a baby is God’s will He will always provide I pray that you find true repentance and find Christ
@@rickmaher3927 Hello Rick. This might be your friend's experience, but I have another one. Twice in my life I was pregnant. Both times 8-9 weeks into the pregnancy, I woke up in the night, and I felt something that I can best describe as a cradling movement in my belly. A very soft movement left to right to left. Very, very gentle, more a notion than a feeling. Later, I learned that this is the period of the first heart beat in the foetus. So many years later my guru, Sadhguru, tells that the spirit enters the foetes at around 40 to 48 days into the pregnancy. Herewith he confirms what I myself felt more than 40 years ago and 27 years ago, long before I heard any 'theory' or 'wisdom' on this. 🙏
Yes. I’ve never had an NDE, but I’ve had a few extraordinary spiritual experiences that let me know God with certainty. All I have to do is remember them - and my eyes fill with tears. The enormity of love - peace - almost too big for our human bodies to handle. God IS - and even if you don’t believe in Him, HE believes in you. I truly wish each of you feels Him here on earth - it will change your life in the best way.
Thank you for sharing your intense and amazing experience with us. God bless you brother. Sending out lots of love and peace to everyone everywhere 💜💙🙏🏾💚💛🕊✨🕊✨🕊✨
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Thank you so much for sharing. I love to listening to y’all’s NDEs, ya’ll give me hope and faith and the love y’all share is nothing less then amazing. ✨🌹✨❤️🔥✨🌹✨
I've been watching these videos for a long time and get great comfort in them, but yours is the first that actually brought me to tears. Thank you - I love you (and your wife).
This happened to me with sleep apnea but for me there was a energy sensation that was building up and just when I was about to pop out of my body I was hit with evil negative emotions that he described x 1000 off the charts that we don't feel here on earth but for me there was fear and shock and I shot back into my body and woke up gasping for air and scared shitless.
Many years later I nearly died and was bedridden for months and during that time I had this overwhelming sense of love a love that had tangible feelings that isn't felt here on earth when it left me I was broken and felt like I was missing the ability to love others all my life. It took a long time to realize it was love from God or Jesus or my guides.
Your honesty and acceptance was powerful. Occurred to me that the little girl in the beautiful green field could have also been you, new growth and learning. Thank you for sharing your story. Really touched me.
I know so many people that need your story because they could tell their own. They choose not to listen. Which is sad but I keep praying for him and I am so thankful for your words and hopefully those words cannot be absorbed by those souls that choose not to except this truth that you speak of.❤❤Namaste
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Thank you for sharing your beautiful story Robert especially about the abortion. I've been trying to get people to see the higher aspect of this for decades as well as still births etc🥰
Thank you for your honesty and sharing your story 🙏 ❤️ I wish for humanity and those who don't believe, to see, feel, and hear these truths. And I pray that we all find peace, love, and forgiveness in the end. For we are all connected... God Bless everyone 🙏 ❤️ 🙌
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my daughter is dying of cancer... she has lived an almost saintly life and this shows me who god really is... and i know for sure i will see her again along with babies ive miscarried.... thank you for sharing your story with us!'''
I’m sending all of my unconditional strength and prayers for your beautiful daughter. Jesus Christ is with you all, she will know Perfect Love.
God bless you all. And yes we will all meat again someday. ☮️❤️☮️❤️
So sorry for your pain and her pain....may you each find your bliss. ❤️
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My heart ❤️ 💙 goes out to you and I know for certain you two will be together with her and all your ones.
I'm a hospice nurse. One of my patients, old gentleman, was going through process of dying for days. His wife was staying with him in the facility. On one of the nights, he sat up and told me: A little girl is looking inside my room!
Obviously, I couldn't see anybody... he has fallen asleep. I've asked his wife when she woke up, who could be that little girl? She didn't know.
But the following night, he said exactly the same thing. This time though, he told me that she's waiting for him in heaven ( this man wasn't religious at all). "How is she waiting for me in heaven, I don't even believe in heaven!" He exclaimed a few times.
When his wife woke up in the morning, I told her what happened. To my surprise, she fell onto bed and started sobbing. Turns out, she became pregnant when they were dating. Her mom made her abort the baby. After they got married later in life, they couldn't have children. This lady was convinced, this little girl was their aborted daughter. Her husband had a chance to return to his faith in God. Died a few days later, very peacefully.
I named her Charity because she gave me everything. It used to torture me thinking about not stopping the abortion. Then I die and there she is for me. Only God could make that impossible happen. The man you were caring for was living a reality at the end he needed. This is The Glory of our Creator. He wants us all to spend eternity in His Loving Light. Thank you for what you do, those dying need to know they have loving care near them. God Bless you always…❤️
I hope my babies are there for me. I had a handful of miscarriages and was never able to have children. Every time I was pregnant I would eventually see this little swirly light in my eyelids when I closed my eyes and I figured it was them saying goodbye.
@moreofawave I know they are there. I've lost two babies in miscarriages. I'm certain, I'll see them when my time comes.
@@boem3021 :) I think you are right!
OMG. .I always dream about babies...I did have a miscarriage 28yrs ago. Maybe it was that child in my dream!!!!
I’m a former hospice nurse. All people die differently. I’ve seen & heard people say things that I cannot explain. It’s comforting to know it’s your physical body dying not your essence. I think dying is a form of rebirth on a level we just can’t comprehend. It’s not a terrifying experience but maybe more its a fear of the unknown. In the end, everything’s going to be alright.
Thank you for sharing
Yes, it is about being born again. Jesus said when we receive Him we become born again. Jesus said it in John 3
Jesus answered, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born of water and of the Spirit, he cannot enter into the kingdom of God. [6] That which is born of the flesh is flesh; and that which is born of the Spirit is spirit. [7] Marvel not that I said unto thee, Ye must be born again.
Thank you for being a hospice nurse in the past. I praise everyone that is able to be that angel on earth. My mom utilized hospice. And when I tell you I really commend them. Her comfort and care was all that mattered to them. I wish I could volunteer. Sadly I made a mistake in 2017 that is stopping me from being able to. But in March 2025 it will be 7 yrs. It was nothing violent or theft or anything like that. But non the less is stopping me from being able to volunteer my time
Brother, the moment you got choked up speaking of the light, I knew you were speaking the truth. I grew up agnostic. I ignored the signs multiple times on a specific date. Last year, God put me on my knees in front of anyone that could see. I yelled out as loud as I could at God. I heard these words that were spoken with authority. Fear not for I am with you. To this day, I can't tell my testimony or watch any movie depicting Jesus Christ on that cross without choking up. It feels amazing to get this chance. Everything happens for a reason. The gift you received, run with it and never look back. Plant the seed of faith and move on. I see all aspects of life now that I couldn't see before.
I know that feeling, without remembering how I know that feeling, and I too burst into tears when he did. It was like I got a glimpse of something I knew, but have been missing, and so far away from. for such a long long time.... Was wonderful and heartbreaking at the same time, like life...
@@keith4726 It's a wonderful gift. Everyone around me talks about how I changed. I'll tell my story in a few.
@@keith4726 My dad was atheist. I was agnostic. Just before my dad died, he began watching preachers on tv. I mentioned it. He said I was seeing things. Regardless, I know what he was watching. He said if there is a God, he will figure a way to let me know. I do not believe he is the one that opened my eyes. I think God used a date I will never forget which is July 24. My dad died July 24 2005. I met this lady who was a christian. She said if I wanted her, then I need to go to church. I didn't want to go, but I played it off. We grew extremely close against the odds. This was my first experience after putting everything together. Years later, I became extremely ill. I was on my back porch one day when 3 guys just "popped up". There is no way they just walked up without me seeing them coming, but there they were in my yard. I asked if I can help them. They said God sent them. I thought yeah jehova witnesses and debated running them off. They said God sent them because someone was very sick. I decided to mess with them. I said funny, no one is sick here. They said odd, they've never been wrong before. I said well it's a first time for everything. I texted my girlfriend to come outside. She sat down by me. The guys said they have a story to tell. This story was oddly very accurate to me and my dad. At the end, they said this story is called "a fathers love". I choked up a little. They prayed and began walking away. I said hey, where do yall go to church at? They said the world is our church and left. The date was July 24. Years pass on and my wife got deathly sick with Covid. We were afraid to seek help due to the media talking about breathing machines, so we kept putting it off. Her health kept getting worse. Oxygen in the high 60s to low 70s. I heard a loud voice say "now is the time". I said lets go. I carried her to the vehicle and to the ER we go. They immediately rushed her to the icu. I was extremely emotional. They made me leave. That date was July 24 2021. That night, I was on my knees outside in public yelling at God to not fkin do this to me, don't you fkin do this God. It was just me and God at that moment. I heard these words that was startling loud, with authority " FEAR NOT FOR I AM WITH YOU. The stress took a toll on me. My health hit hard. I began losing organ function of my kidneys and liver. I found out I was misdiagnosed for 7 years. I had to quit a job I had for 22 years over it. I decided to just give up. I lost A LOT of weight in 2 months time. I began to pray and watch preachers on tv. I was left basically living on my couch, slowly dying of organ failure. I began passing out due to low blood pressure, then my blood pressure would be very high, then drop rapidly again. I told my wife that I'm done. That night, I clearly heard these words " fear not for i am with you". Ever since, I have been grabbing all biblical info I can. I have been changing those around me. I pray multiple times a day, alone, just me to God. For some reason, the things in life that I never gave a second thought about, now I do. The life of plants and animals. The life of flowing water. My favorite thing to say to those around me that do wicked things " Jesus allowed himself to be tortured so that you can do that, Jesus was nailed to that cross and was speared for you to do that". Think of that man that went through this for you!
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@@Pr0ph3cy-k5z i find the part about the three men popping up very interesting. The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints, sometimes called Mormons, in the Book of Mormon it talks about 3 men who asked Christ if they could remain on the earth until he comes again. He granted them their wish. They’ve been wandering the world helping God’s children for literally hundreds of years preparing the world. The first thing I thought when I read your story is that God sent these three messengers to you.
God truly is in the details of our lives. Much love.
Tried to listen to this while doing my make up and I just kept sobbing and couldn’t do it. What a POWERFUL testimony of the power of God and the beauty of his grace and love
❤❤❤❤ I hope you were able to have a good cry, get your makeup finish and get to work ok. 🙏🏻🌹
THANK YOU for sharing
Thank you so much for sharing your experience. I just can't tell how happy I am for you! Keep sharing your story....YOU ARE a blessing my friend. Hugs.
I've never wept like this, and I am so happy to be in such good company. This was so powerful, it's beyond words.
SW,....First off, this is all 100% unbiblical nonsense and this guy has nothing whatsoever to do with the God of the Bible nor does anyone deceived by this fraudulence. Second, Christian women do not wear make up, the Godless women of the world do. And this would explain why you have been deceived by him.
Repent, for the kingdom of heaven is at hand!
on April 6th 2018 I died from the flu and was resuscitated. Even though I have no memory of what happened, I still walked away completely changed into a better person.
I remember that day, it was a Friday. Thank you for sharing.
@@daviddarko5837 Thanks. I do not remember much of that day or the following 2 weeks as I was in a coma.
@@boomcrypto8347 It's good you made it through and are in a better place after.
I hope you share when you remember❤
What is the name of that movie.sound interesting.
I do not want to die in my negativity and despair that I feel in my life right now. Thank you for sharing. I will pray more and change my negative thinking. I need prayers from anyone that understands. I grew up in church and believe that God is real. I just have lost faith. Without faith it is impossible to please God.
I understand you Sabrina, I will pray for you please pray for me as well.
He redeemed himself by accepting his fate and acknowledging whatever misdeeds he had done. Impactful and beautiful story.
dont be a sucker he got paid for the interview and for the views, bullshit story just for the clicks!!
LB,....This is all 100% fake nonsense. He like all those deceived by him is headed straight to the lake of fire.
@@seedsower678 100% “fake” huh? Where’d you pull that assurance and statistics, straight out of your ass?!??
Seed Sower, if this man's life is changed for the better, who are you to condemn it? Have a care; for you will be judged according to how you judge. Not one thing was contrary to the teachings in the scriptures, if you truly understand those. And nothing is impossible unto the Lord. So take your judgemental nonsense to your mirror, and learn that kindness, humility and love, in righteousness, is what our Lord expects from us towards each other, and not some harsh diatribe and holier than thou attitude towards they brethren, lest thou be found a hippocrit.
@@Mr.Honest247 ,....I have pulled this truth out of the Bible. And if you or anyone else understood the Bible they would also know this truth. Those who do not understand that this is all 100% fraud, simply do not understand the Bible and do not belong to God, they belong to the Godless world.
Dude, I watch a lot of these, but this one hit me in the feels. A fantastic testimony.
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Agreed. When he became emotional while talking about the love, the light, that got me.
Thank you. I am a Christian and have been for most of my life but in the last few years I lost my way. But recently I have come back to the faith that I once had. When I was 17 I got pregnant, and my family pushed me into an abortion, I think it was twins for a number of reasons, I lost another baby the day after which was probably a twin. I've forgiven my parents and I have to take responsibility myself, and tbh I had to forgive myself also. I am 65 now and I am so glad that I will meet my babies one day, my husband and I went onto have three more children and now five grandchildren and we have been married for 45 years. My husband doesn't believe, but I will have to leave that up to God to sort out. Take care,
AMAZING. I particularly liked the story of the little girl as I have had two abortions and it has haunted me ever since. Listening to this I feel some peace. Thank you for sharing.
My wife of 49 years and I had 3 boys. One died when he was 22 and the other died last year. He was 37. You talk about taking a marriage and taking your own mind to a Make-or-Break point. Those two deaths did it for us. We made it, just barely, because we love each other. Things can certainly haunt us. Did we do this right, did we do that wrong? A million things go through your mind and heart. I find solace for any mistakes I made or think I made by knowing that my boys are at peace with God in a better world and that any mistakes I made were certainly unintentional. I was just living, trying to survive in this hard old world. Everybody makes mistakes but as long as there is love there is hope and peace. I hear love in your voice when you speak of those abortions. God, that Great Mystery Presence that we all talk about, argue about, fuss and fight about and disagree about, God makes all of the pieces of the puzzle of our lives fit, heals all wounds.
I am now old....70 but I'll see my children again and so will you see yours. It will be a happy time, full of joy, a reunion filled with Grace and Love. For now, we are still alive in these aging, burdened bodies and have a few more miles to travel before we finish and go home. May you be filled with an inner peace that gives rest to your heart and mind and brings you a sense of completion.
@@grantsmythe8625 I am so sorry.in our personal grief it is easy to forget the magnitude of grief in the world.my mother was all i had she has gone .i like to pray and believe she is at peace.but the loss is hard to bear.
No matter how hard i request you to let the grief go.i have no children but i can understand the loss.
@@babaib3513 Thank you for your kind words. This world is saturated with pain and suffering. May God bless you and all of your loved ones.
Be at peace knowing that all is well. I would encourage you to focus on God’s love and compassion for you. I beat myself up a lot about my own past (and present), but I have to remind myself to focus on God’s mercy. I pray the same for you.
Hey
I am 32, and 6-7 years ago I was in a relationship that involved more than a couple of abortions
I remember the doctor telling us the second third time that we should think about having the child because she felt it was a sign for a life to come through us
We ignored it because we were young and practical and not married or in a stable position to raise a child
I remember the third time it happened, I wanted to have the child but all those experiences had taken a toll on my partner and there was a lot of love lost between us by then
As fate would have it, we parted ways shortly after
And a year later I had a dream of a little girl who I knew deep down would be the child if we had chosen to have and raise her
I remember waking up filled with pain of a different sort something I couldn’t explain or wash away or let go off
A year later I came to Christ after what I went through which felt like true repentance after listening to a sermon by Derek Prince on repentance and a sermon on Brokenness by Voddie Baucham
I was on my knees praying to be healed and I felt Christ
I cannot describe what that feeling is but it trumps everything worldly one has ever felt
You almost feel like this is why you were born
I know a kindred spirit has commented about how the soul doesn’t enter the body until the baby is born but I can guarantee you that abortion is part of the spiritual warfare and having a baby is God’s will
He will always provide
I pray that you find true repentance and find Christ
What a powerful story. I believe everyone deserves a second chance and it is reassuring that God forgives us no matter what we've done. Your story brought me to tears.
Before my father died I dreamt he'd got out of white car on a coastal rd. He looked younger and healthier despite having spent most of the previous 3 months in hospital. I said to my ex husband who was there at the time. "Look at my dad. He looks great", and recall asking him what he was doing there and gave him a hug. It was at this point I turned and looked out to the sea. It was overcast and white foaming waves were lapping onto the pebble beach, when suddenly the sun broke through the clouds. It was a blinding white light and I woke up with tears streaming down my face.
I visited my father in hospital after that and told him about my dream and asked if he was trying to tell me something, that he was going somewhere. He died 2 days later.
I am a nurse and visited my father the day before he passed before going to do my shift. He had been a smoker and kept saying "If I'm going to die I want a cigarette". I assumed he was confused and kept looking at the cannula in the back of his hand, so presumed he thought this was a cigarette. I spoke to the charge nurse and asked if there was any change in his condition to call me. Strangely enough my mobile phone stopped working that day and at around 2am the ward phoned to say my father had taken a turn for the worse. By the time I got there he had passed away, but the comforting thing was he had a smile on his face.
What a beautiful story about your dad. This is what I don't understand and maybe you do or someone reading this does. Why was he given a second chance, but felt and heard people in hell? I personally don't believe in HELL. How could a loving father create such a place? I'm confused 😕
@@Donna-vh5ym Hi Donna ; It is my belief and thats all this is, my opinion, after many years of prayer, study, and seeking truth; That we are All One collective , and God dwells in Us All, If you Have The Light and Love in your heart you go to the Light; If you have hardness of heart and FEAR and hate and bitterness, no forgiveness you go to the dark; and self Torment ;We Judge ourselves, God is Light and there is no darkness in Him; We have the darkness in Us ; We don't Comprehend the Light ;but all is naked before God and He is perfect Love, and His perfect Love casts out our fear, because fear has torment; Once we humble ourselves and come to the Light , God commands the Light to shine out of the darkness of our hearts and we come to the knowledge of the truth,The Light of the Knowledge of the Glory of GOD; Our true nature and image and Inheritance, That NEVER fades away ; Our Identity is Spirit and Life; Darkness and torment is the second death and dying to self; All come to the Light eventually....hope this helps... much grace and peace to you .....
@@Donna-vh5ymThank you. I think sometimes what we experience is on some level what we expect to encounter, either subconsciously or its maybe what we feel we deserve but I have heard a few instances where people have claimed to have been in hell during an NDE, if they ask or pray for divine intervention or forgiveness it comes. Don't know if you have read A course in miracles but it talks of the divine dichotomy and where there is good there will always be evil and whilst we don't like to dwell on that our lives would be meaningless if it's opposite didn't exist. From what I've learned from people accounts of life reviews we judge ourselves.
@@cindyrella7037 // it does indeed make sense. Thank you for this beautiful clarification.
@@annelang514 // I agree and I really need to get the book "A Course in Miracles "...I've heard many people talk about this book. Thank you for the reply.
Loved this man’s honesty! We can all learn from him!!
This made me drop to my knees and tell God I choose you over the world. Thank you for sharing your NDE my friend! God Bless!
Had me in my emotions. I'm a father of 6 and this had me in tears like a small child. God 🙏 Bless.
Amazing. Anyone can repent.
Hell is an area where God in Christ cannot come so it is dark and evil there. I’m thankful I was raised in a Christian home where I was taught morals and truth and about God and his son Jesus Christ and repentance and hell , But especially how much God in Christ love us. They want us to succeed and be happy. That’s why they have given us Commandments.
Grace ✨🌹✨
Awesome. Powerful. During surgery I also had an experience but only traveled far enough to experience the "peace that passes all understanding." It was incredible and, as you and many others have said, indescribable. Like trying to describe a sunset to a person who has been blind since birth. Praise God, the source of total love. I hope and pray that your story will lead many people towards God and away from sin.
I experienced the same while in a 3 hour surgery.
I was in a field surrounded by about 25 people all in white,a beautiful breeze.
I was in the middle of them as if they were protecting me.
Yes, this is God’s unconditional love, the peace that surpasses all understanding, I hope to feel one day when my time is up here
@@anikomattison7568// but why did he get a second chance, and he heard and felt others in hell? I'm confused 😕 I just can imagine a loving God creating such a place or one of his creations to experience it.
Hell created by the rejection of God and His plans for the universe.
Pray for others, as prayer can change the world.
God bless you
@@dottorb7054 // so you believe in an actual hell???
When he said and it was my little girl I almost swallowed my tonsils and choked with tears of joy.
Robert's NDE is one of the most encouraging and insightful I've ever listened to - thank you-
I fully agree! His experience encapsulated so many aspects of an experience like this... Beginning to end... Like he was processed,right there, into an entirely new life/ beginning!! Beautiful, Grace, just Grace!!
@@terri829 you expressed that so well
When he talked about his despair then that raw emotion you could feel he felt from the light.. wow.. that had me in tears too.. just beautiful. Thanks for sharing
I've listened to dozens and dozens of NDEs and regardless of faith or lack thereof, people are met with love and forgiveness. This man experienced fear and darkness, and threat of eternal damnation. I can't believe our great Creator actually hates us and finds joy in tormenting us eternally. I love my children unconditionally, and can forgive them for anything they might do. Our great Father/Mother has even greater love than I have.
Agreed. Light and dark cannot exist harmoniously. God is is pure(agape)love and his character is the opposite of darkness and evil. It sounds as though this gentleman had not invested in his relationship with God/the source of life -in his own life. Free will. Perhaps that’s why he experienced a more negative NDE initially. Meaning, perhaps he had to work his way through the darkness to reach the light. God wants us ALL, no one left behind. What he does for one.. He does for us all, its only a matter of man to choose God. If you already carry a strong faith and maintain a relationship with God Almighty, I doubt you would have to experience that level of darkness as this nice gentleman did.
I think it's interesting that he had to be convinced that he deserved the love, that he felt the utter misery but was ready to accept it as his fate. Perhaps it is ourselves that keep us in a state of "damnation". From what he described he was living his life devoid of meaning, and if he truly believed there was no meaning to life then he would not only have behaved towards others in ways that serve that but also experienced the great sadness and loneliness that this mindset brings. It is very sad that people exist in such a hopeless dark place, and think it is simply how things are. If I was a higher being I would want to bring them out into the light too, regardless of what being in that pit had caused them to do.
Regarding your comment about, Agree.
Many NDE stories have people return with knowing the need to warn others to avoid these terrible circumstances
My big epiphany has been to conclude that the great creator is holy and cannot exist in a place that is not positive at every level or interact with entities that are not seeking the same or fully realize they have none of this holiness on their own.
I've also never heard anyone hint that the Creator has any kind of pleasure in this terrible result.
@@leechizum8501 If God is everywhere that exists, and everything is made of God, how could there be any place, no matter how "negative" apart from God? There is nothing that is, or ever could be "apart" from God... it is the fabric of the universe and fundamental to any experience or choice we have. Believing that there is an all-powerful being that gave us free will but won't have anything to do with us if we don't do exactly what it likes us to do, is a really twisted human-ego-christian-dogma misenterpretation of "unconditional love" of Source.
The only reason this man had a negative experience, was because of his own personal shame and self-judgement. It wasn't the Universe judging him as unworthy, and it wasn't the Universe making judgement about what is good or bad - it was his own small human ego and pride and narrow-minded cultural baggage that he brought to the NDE, a personal worldview where tattoos and abortions are for "bad people" but reading the bible and telling everyone about how they may be going to hell is what "good people" do. The truth is there is no judgement, no dogma, no duality, and nothing that could make you unworthy of where you came from because you are made of it.
I applaud you for revealing this. Much respect.
Thank you for sharing. I’m deeply glad that JESUS saved you
I needed this more than you can imagine, thank you.
Me too
Ditto 🙏
WOW, amazing story, his little girl guided him back to the light, so powerful.❤️
Am I the only one who found it boring, incomprehensible and incredible? Which is more likely? Miracles or that men lie?
Jesus said the kingdom of God is for the little ones. :)
@@Alex_Justified He never said that.
For one who has lived the past 31 years with half a life of guilt and shame from choices made, while living the other half as maintaining an existence with what Love, Joy, and Peace could be salvaged beyond them...THANK YOU for sharing your
omnipotent experience that has offered a glimpse of hope toward a beginning of self love and forgiveness, and reconciliation.
Wow. This Man is so articulate and compelling. Some people who transform after living a hardened life have a deeper understanding and skill than those whose lives were easier to begin with.
Rob thank you for your honesty. It isn't easy to talk about the wrongs we have done. Very few people can do that because of our egos. You truly experienced a life changing event. God is truly loving and is the truth. I pray that you keep growing and learning everyday. May you be a better person everyday. May God Bless you and your wife. Your story made me cry and ask God to forgive me for my wrongs again. I need to forgive myself. It isn't easy. Have an awesome day!! Love Don
dont be a sucker he got paid for the interview and for the views, bullshit story just for the clicks!!
Ends up being a choice to forgive yourself. But not an easy one. Just a choice like Rob had. Based on the realization (I think) that if we are given this amazing gift by the ultimate loving power in existence then really who are we to second guess that.? Next is getting to thanking yourself by name (out loud) for making the choice, for doing whatever it took to be a better person. Gratitude (especially to yourself) seems to be a force multiplier.
Bless you Don.
Thank you for being so honest with this side of NDE. Years ago. I went back to people I was mean to a child and sincerely apologized for my behavior. Thank you for letting us know that we can turn our lives around and doing so actually means something. I grateful that God allows us to redeem ourselves.
It takes a lot of courage and humility to be honest tell the truth like this. Thank you sir 🙏
I teared up when up I saw him tear up. There is a truth that we are an undeniable part of. We cannot deny it.
I felt that light when my mum died and I dreamed she visited me before her funeral. I describe it as unconditional love
Beautiful. Thank you for sharing your story. A second lease on life is a huge gift. I too went thru my own type of divine intervention and am so spiritual. These stories need to be shared so even the ones that are unsure there’s a higher power, may start to realize there is. We are blessed to have had this happen and need to make the most of it.
Peace, love and light 🙏😇💙
dont be a sucker he got paid for the interview and for the views, bullshit story just for the clicks!!
I feel humbled by this man's experience. Thank you for sharing this with us.
Everybody's NDE is so different, even if they contain common elements. This man had a rough time of all the negativity and horror, and was forced to confess whatever he had done wrong before feeling love. That does seem like a conditional love, but I'm glad he found it.
I understand what you mean, but God's love is so pure, such a high vibration, that truth and transparency have no choice but to exist within that space. It is pure and it refines us...despite our efforts to conceal.
There is no room for lies, deceit, shame, coercion.
God is everything everywhere and within everyone,❤️
Hi mate im Jake. You used the word "horrific"- that is the exact word I used after my experience.
I drifted backwards out of Heaven from between two huge Angels- into an eternal black void. I had struggled with a life in sin that was destructive to me.
It starts here. I found myself standing on a ledge, as wide as a footpath or sidewalk. Behind me was a pitch dark abyss in all directions. I had twisted around and looked behind me down into the black darkness and was afraid to fall off the ledge. It was a huge fall without a bottom. I looked outward and my eyes could not perceive what I was looking at because it is a physical place, with nothing in it, just pure thick darkness.
In front of me to my left and right, were two huge Angels- they were about 10 foot tall, and very solid build- (if they were in your house their heads would be through the inner ceiling.) I was closest to the one on my left- and his calf muscle alone was up to my hip. They did not talk to me, and were not aggressive but I could sense everything/ didnt need to talk. They did have a stance as though they were guarding. They each were standing in front of a large pillar, facing into Heaven. I didn't see any gates.
I did not know it was Heaven I was viewing at first- but I felt this amazing contentment & peace, because I was viewing a quaint township. In front of me was a street- no cars, but it did have a sidewalk along the side. Then there were these quaint double story houses like what you see in inner cities- terraced buildings/ town houses, with little front garden, front fence and a front gate. I could see two people greeting each other with big smiles and an embrace in an entrance doorway- we can visit each other like friends in Heaven.
The street went to my right, and became a little town centre- quite narrow but very inviting- as though we can hang out together there. Off to the left of that street was a street that went up a steep hill- it had a large tree and next to that was some kind of large town hall style building. That street went up to a crest and from my view the crest silhouetted into a blue sky. I sensed that over that hill was adventure, wilderness like we can day trip as we do here.
So I was standing there smiling, and I thought to myself " this is all I've ever wanted" - the peace and content, and yet exciting. And then I began sensing what others could feel there. People there are glad about being there for so many reasons. You can feel eternity there/ you sense time is headed toward eternity. I could also estimate normal time because I'd only just found myself there, and was having my exact normal consciousness, my memories, my feelings. So I was contrasted with Heaven and eternity, which is jaw dropping.
I sensed people are so glad because Heaven is all there is- it's the only place where life is. People were also glad because it's an amazing place to live forever and life is immensely good there. Most of all though, I could sense Gods presence there- you can feel Gods love very strongly there- as though it's the air we breath there. I could see there was a gentle breeze through the parkland. It was like a gorgeous spring morning.
So I was standing there buzzing, wowed, just observing this amazing place, and realising it was Heaven. I was awestruck and ultra excited- You want in, when you see it. It feels like you have always belonged there now you see it. I was not yet even thinking of anything except just amazement, I couldn't stop smiling.
But then it occured to me- what if I'm not going to enter? What if I was not going to be allowed in? At that exact time- that thought turned into a heavy weight on my conscience, and I knew I was infact being judged- and might not enter. So then I was desperately attached to the love and peace infront of me, this amazing existence in Gods presence. I so wanted to enter and be there forever with those people, and those kind huge Angels. So as I wondered if I had lived a good enough life- or if I deserved to be in Heaven, deep down I really didn't know if I could enter- but I hoped so deeply that I would. I noticed I was not actually standing on that ledge but floating 4 to 6 inches above it. We feel like we are standing in Heaven but we are floating just above. I then slowly began drifting.. backwards at walking pace. Drifting backwards off that ledge, I could see under the ledge as I floated in the darkness- I could see the ledge right in front of me it was made of white light.
The Angels stood guard exactly where they were, and that street and houses, and parkland, the light of the spring day warmth and fragrances, the township buzzing, Gods presence, all just started to drift away- at walking pace, I floated backwards into the darkest place- where there is nothing. After about 25 minutes of drifting, Heaven had became a small cube of light. I was still not yet scared, because I was still looking at that cube of light, Heaven, and I was still BUZZING even smiling, from being in there for just 10 minutes. But the cube of light got smaller and smaller to a pin head dot of light, yet I still knew what was in there- Heaven, and that incredible life. Then it was gone. It was just me, and my thoughts...
I floated there, thinking about what I had just experienced. I turned my attention to this dark place. You accept it initialy and just float there thinking. And you sense it's universal in size, this place of nothing. I then wanted to comfort myself from the immediate isolation I sensed and began to sing. I could only remember the lyrics to two full songs. And then singing felt intimidating because I suddenly realised that I could sense eternity, as I sang. So contrasted with eternity, it was actually really frightening to sing. I began to think about me, my life. My memories.
I was bored of my memories in about 5 minutes, and quickly came back to the now, the dark void- where I could feel eternity. So I remembered me some more, so that I didn't have to think of eternity in darkness, but you run out of thoughts fast- because they are contrasted with eternity. So I was back in the now, in the void every time I tried to remember my life. There was no joy in it. You need new experiences to experience new joy. New gratitude, and so on.
Before long, I started thinking about what might have been the memories I had which cost me my place in eternity with God. I was focussed on my memories of sin- they were so stupid and meant nothing to me even here on earth, let alone in the eternal void. Stupid decisions- things I'd stolen, pornography, trashy sins, had been what I had bought with my soul.
I then was really upset with myself that I had been so pathetic to have chosen to not live a riteous life of any type- just continuous gratification, like a pizza eating sloth, always chasing the next distraction from my thoughts. In the void- you become your own Hell, because all you can remember, is the things you bought with your soul. It's all you can remember because you are angry at yourself, for those sad choices to live your life the way you did, just for the memories you have, that don't actually mean anything to you.
It's continuous consciousness there, no sleep, no death to look forward to, all you can do is think. No belongings. Nothing to even see. Nothing to hear. I could not pick up my guitar and play music. And then there is the biggest feeling I felt- being separated from God. Knowing what I had seen and felt in Heaven, and knowing I had just eternal me and barely any thoughts worth having. It was so so bad, because I was fully stuck there- and had this heavy dread, and weight on my conscience, knowing I was eternally not going to see any more life. There are no words to describe all the things you feel, as well as the physical sensation of being in that terrifying place.
I woke up with a loud shout at 2 am, next to my wife in bed. My heart was banging hard- bang bang bang bang, I was covered in sweat, I was rappid breathing hard. My wife woke up startled at my shout. She asked what was wrong?, and I told her I just dreamed I was in Hell. I tried to describe the fear I had just been in, and I could not talk as I just cried. I'm not a crier but cried then. I could not think of any words that made me feel better, when I described it. In the end, I just said it was " horrific ".
About 6 months after this dream, I began searching about black voids. I found this video of a guy who died in a plane crash. Check out the exact word he uses to describe the black void!! It was real mate. It was so real. Please view this video to confirm the guys description of the void. God Bless mate, Jake in Australia. (The dream happened 10 years ago for me).
Ps- Every thought you have, every decision you make now, every single action, becomes what you bought with your soul. Get it right, believe me, Hell is horrific. th-cam.com/video/NhK4jwBmUX4/w-d-xo.html
Regards Jake in Australia
Thank you so much for sharing your experience!
Jake...thanks for sharing with the world! We need to hear and know these things beforehand. Also, read the book, 23 Minutes in Hell, by Bill Wiese, horrible detailed description of only 23 minutes in hell!!
Please talk about it. Spoken word is so much better than a written one. May God bless you,
I had a NDE in 2008. I'm so glad we both get the chance to make our lives and our family's lives better. 🙏
Amazing story.
Don't know if this is inappropriate to say, but it should be made into a movie. His transformation, the twist about his unborn Child... everyone should have the opportunity to hear about the unconditional love that spirit has for us.
I just wanna cry.
I really liked this NDE. I love the way he articulates his story with detailed words that make you feel like you are there. Bravo!
🙏🏽🙏🙏🏽🙏 I just lost my companion and best friend of 5 year's he was 51 years old 😭 he died oct 17 thank you for sharing he had a fentanyl overdose last year and was in a coma he came back to me another year he was in a wheelchair I miss him dearly God bless you I tried 2 year's to conceive before he died 😭 I'm blessed to have a son now 18 years old 🙌🙌
Sorry for your loss 😔💔x
@@wendy-ir6bs thank you
Please continue telling your experience! The power and intensity of it is so penetrating. I feel it deep within my heart. I am sure God will use your words to transform lives and bring them into His presence and a right relationship with Him. Thank you very much.
We all will fall in when the loves in our eyes! Starring lost up at the skylight 😻💖
Alright Rob, you were saved because you manned up. You had honesty and acceptance. You always did have it in you even though you had previously been lost.
Wow this was absolutely great! It had a message in there for
Me too! I had an NDE when I was 14 never could forget it! Thank God for the internet!!! I found others!
When I was 28 years old I had an abortion too! I have been haunted by the thought ever since and I am 49 years old today
@ Toya Bands Ask for God to forgive you because he will. Then you absolutely have to forgive yourself sweet sister♥️. Much love and blessings to you 😊
Thank you for having the courage to share your experience with all of us! It truly touched my heart and I'm so happy to hear you are living a life of love and faith. God bless you 🙏 ❤️
There's still hope for us 🥲
Rob. Thank you. You have courage that I wish I could have. You have made me stronger today. Your story proves that God does not ever condemn us, we only condemn ourselves. God's arms are always open if we ask for His help.
God bless you for sharing your experience with us. ❤
I have to say again. I’ve seen many nde’s stories on TH-cam and this is one of the two best ones. Honest, repentant man, his next life will be in heaven.
Thank you so much for sharing this! God is really good and full of love..yes we do have a choice, its important to know and apply that in this world. Its also comforting to know that God cares for the unwanted unborn children. Just cried so much💗
I keep forgetting god is love and not a super strict king. Maybe it feels that way at times because the King James Bible was translated by a king
@@Guy-cr7nd Not only that, but by humans with human words. God/Source is beyond that.
Your message had me in tears. God has used you to speak directly to me. Thank you sir.
Projections of the mind. Birds of same feather flock together. He created his own hell and darkness, the divine knows nothing of pain and suffering and was just waiting for him to acknowledge its presence. When he understood that he was creating it for himself, the light of love exploded and took him in. The light is who he was, pure unconditional love, and he was face to face with his source. It's the light of pure consciousness.
Interesting perspective
aka God
Beautiful, beautiful man - I just love ❤️ You for this story!!! God BLESS!!! ❤️
Thank you sir! This was soul-touching and honest and completely beautifully inspiring! I am grateful to you for sharing your experience. It gives me real faith and hope ...especially for my niece Kayla who tragically died in a car accident a week ago...June 2 on Friday. She did not believe in anything at this point until a few weeks before her accident. I was told she was questioning this belief she had succumbed to....I just feel that her experience was probably similar to what you described and that the light and overwhelming love and peace saved her beautiful soul to live forever in this light with Jesus.
God is so incredibly merciful... I'm so glad you walked into the light... and now your life is FILLED with the love of God for everyone.
I struggled not to cry while watching this. Thank you for being so vulnerable and for sharing.
Its ok to cry
I had a very similar experience. Paralyzed, floating in a darkness beyond darkness,extreme burning, freezing cold,the feeling of being torn apart but never dying, screaming knowing that there was no sound coming out and no presence to hear.
My expression was that hell was the absence of God, the absence of everything, our consciousness removed from him, and the eternal torment was that I knew that I knew, that I knew, that I knew that God existed and that I had a chance. I was aware that even though I still had consciousness that I no longer existed to nor was I known by God.
Respect for him. Praise to God.
“I don’t deserve the Light”….YET the Light was there for him, is there for you, for me.
I've listened to hundreds of NDE's and I must say that this is right up there in my top ten favourites! ❤️
Thank you for sharing, Rob. Can’t imagine how many lives you are now touching ❤.
I've watched alot of these videos, and this one is really intense. Amazing. I'm so happy for him.
So glad this experience was able to help you become a better person. It sounds like you've become a much better husband and more grounded person and everybody in your life should be so grateful
I listen to this and I have to say it's genuine.
Easily the best and most descriptive NDE I've listened to.
So much love and peace flows from this man in this video!!!!
Totally got chills when he talked about his daughter on the other side! Wow! ❤
In forgiving yourself you learn how to forgive others...powerful testimony, thanks for sharing may others reflect and learn from you. God Bless
One of the best spiritual truths you will ever know is this.
If you do not condemn, you will never have to forgive.
God bless you all today and everyday
Wow.. when he said the little girl was his unborn child, I got chills. Very impactful NDE
What a touching testimony, at the end I was in tears!😭😭
damnit it why didn’t u call me so I could findally crycry
Thank you for telling this very important tale. I sighed, I gasped, and I exclaimed. This gave me some insight and changed my perspective on a couple of things. Very brave of you to share. So helpful.
I’m doing my laundry with my phone listening to this. It really touched me and wanted to cry
Wow
What a beautiful journey!
Your story is a testimony for the Love of our Creator.
Thank you for sharing and Thank you Jesus!💖
What a lovely man. It’s so good to be humbled in love.
Thank you for your account of your experience. I believe every word you said as I had a similar event occur 54 years ago. I can recall every bit of it as tho it just happened. I was 21 and never heard of a NDE but it was so remarkable. I described it as being one with the universe and all the truths of life were revealed to me at once. I felt only peace and no anxiety. It occurred as I was giving birth to my 1st child. I have thought of it a thousand times.
So happy to hear you found God.
Newly married in the late 70's, I pushed my wife to get an abortion against her wishes..... twice, which she did. A few years ago, after being a believer for several decades, it broke me when one day I realized that I was a murderer. This testimony gives me hope that I can forgive myself.
I have spent much time with an amazing woman who is a highly spiritual person. She could do amazing things that would be considered "miracles" by the average person. Not me. I witnessed firsthand what she could do--everything that Jesus could do. I saw it many times. She was a nurse and had two children and she told me that the soul does not come into the fetus body until it becomes a baby--after the baby is separated from the mother. The energy from source energy (or God as some call it) does not enter the body until the body is separated from the mother and the soul causes the baby to take its first breath. The soul would never enter the fetus as that is not a viable part of the journey it chose to incarnate into. In fact, when a person even as much as falls asleep, the soul exits the body (partially) to travel back and forth to the other side before coming into the body again when the person regains consciousness.
She stated there is no such things as an abortion as life (the soul) does not enter the body until it is needed--and that is to take the first breath at childbirth and to provide energy to the newborn. The soul (energy) does not enter prior to physical, outside of the body childbirth, and it is not needed prior to that moment. I asked her about the movements the fetus experiences and she said (as a spiritual person and a nurse and a mother) that the body takes on movements reflecting the mother's motions and simple growth due to nourishment from the mother. But the fetus gets all its nutrients and movements from the mother during the 9 months of gestation. When the child is born outside the other, the soul enters. We don't choose our children. Our children choose us. They enter when they are needed. There is never any murder. That is something politicians create to separate people based on their beliefs. A fetus cannot survive on its own without the soul's energy any more than a car can function without a battery. We are all energy and energy is everything. It is always moving and would not want to sit inside a fetus for 9 months when it won't even sit inside your body when you sleep. I hope this helps you.
@@rickmaher3927
I'm very grateful for your response. You've given me much to think about. Thank you Sir, and much love for caring.
If you sincerely regret your sins (moral mistakes), and ask God for forgiveness for breaking the Law of God: "Thou shalt not kill", then you will be forgiven! 🙂
Hey
I am 32, and 6-7 years ago I was in a relationship that involved more than a couple of abortions
I remember the doctor telling us the second third time that we should think about having the child because she felt it was a sign for a life to come through us
We ignored it because we were young and practical and not married or in a stable position to raise a child
I remember the third time it happened, I wanted to have the child but all those experiences had taken a toll on my partner and there was a lot of love lost between us by then
As fate would have it, we parted ways shortly after
And a year later I had a dream of a little girl who I knew deep down would be the child if we had chosen to have and raise her
I remember waking up filled with pain of a different sort something I couldn’t explain or wash away or let go off
A year later I came to Christ after what I went through which felt like true repentance after listening to a sermon by Derek Prince on repentance and a sermon on Brokenness by Voddie Baucham
I was on my knees praying to be healed and I felt Christ
I cannot describe what that feeling is but it trumps everything worldly one has ever felt
You almost feel like this is why you were born
I know a kindred spirit has commented about how the soul doesn’t enter the body until the baby is born but I can guarantee you that abortion is part of the spiritual warfare and having a baby is God’s will
He will always provide
I pray that you find true repentance and find Christ
@@rickmaher3927 Hello Rick. This might be your friend's experience, but I have another one. Twice in my life I was pregnant. Both times 8-9 weeks into the pregnancy, I woke up in the night, and I felt something that I can best describe as a cradling movement in my belly. A very soft movement left to right to left. Very, very gentle, more a notion than a feeling. Later, I learned that this is the period of the first heart beat in the foetus. So many years later my guru, Sadhguru, tells that the spirit enters the foetes at around 40 to 48 days into the pregnancy. Herewith he confirms what I myself felt more than 40 years ago and 27 years ago, long before I heard any 'theory' or 'wisdom' on this. 🙏
Yes. I’ve never had an NDE, but I’ve had a few extraordinary spiritual experiences that let me know God with certainty. All I have to do is remember them - and my eyes fill with tears. The enormity of love - peace - almost too big for our human bodies to handle. God IS - and even if you don’t believe in Him, HE believes in you. I truly wish each of you feels Him here on earth - it will change your life in the best way.
Thank you for sharing your intense and amazing experience with us. God bless you brother. Sending out lots of love and peace to everyone everywhere 💜💙🙏🏾💚💛🕊✨🕊✨🕊✨
TY for sharing your experience with us here. All of us listening to you are surely blessed & better for it. All thanks & glory be to God 🙏
Wow. I got chills watching this!
what a beautiful heartfelt excruciatingly honest account, Gods grace is sufficient for us all because no one deserves it, it's given
RK,.....This is just a false account of a Godless persons self delusion.
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Thank you so much for sharing. I love to listening to y’all’s NDEs, ya’ll give me hope and faith and the love y’all share is nothing less then amazing. ✨🌹✨❤️🔥✨🌹✨
One of the most touching NDE’s I’ve ever heard!🙏
This made me cry (in the best way). Thank you very much for sharing and God bless.
I've been watching these videos for a long time and get great comfort in them, but yours is the first that actually brought me to tears. Thank you - I love you (and your wife).
Wow.....that story just hit hard. God bless you for being courageous and sharing.
No one deserves the light, it’s all by grace thru His shed blood
This happened to me with sleep apnea but for me there was a energy sensation that was building up and just when I was about to pop out of my body I was hit with evil negative emotions that he described x 1000 off the charts that we don't feel here on earth but for me there was fear and shock and I shot back into my body and woke up gasping for air and scared shitless.
Many years later I nearly died and was bedridden for months and during that time I had this overwhelming sense of love a love that had tangible feelings that isn't felt here on earth when it left me I was broken and felt like I was missing the ability to love others all my life. It took a long time to realize it was love from God or Jesus or my guides.
This guy is so incredibly articulate and vulnerable, astonishing,
Wow! What an amazing testimony! Thank you so much for sharing! May god bless you and keep you and make his face shine upon you!
Your honesty and acceptance was powerful. Occurred to me that the little girl in the beautiful green field could have also been you, new growth and learning. Thank you for sharing your story. Really touched me.
What a beautiful story! It’s people like you that inspire and give me hope! Thank you for being brave and sharing!! I believe you totally!!
I know so many people that need your story because they could tell their own. They choose not to listen. Which is sad but I keep praying for him and I am so thankful for your words and hopefully those words cannot be absorbed by those souls that choose not to except this truth that you speak of.❤❤Namaste
MR,....This man has spoken no truth. This is all nothing but self delusion and self deception.
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Beautiful NDE and really love and appreciate your honesty! Thank you so much for sharing this with all of us!
Thank you for your willingness to reach out.
Thank you for sharing your beautiful story Robert especially about the abortion. I've been trying to get people to see the higher aspect of this for decades as well as still births etc🥰
He sounded so sincere. Thank you 🙏.
Bless you brother 💛
Thank you for your honesty and sharing your story 🙏 ❤️ I wish for humanity and those who don't believe, to see, feel, and hear these truths. And I pray that we all find peace, love, and forgiveness in the end. For we are all connected... God Bless everyone 🙏 ❤️ 🙌