HUMAN SADNESS(end credits)-Julian Casablancas

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  • This is the original draft version to 'HUMAN SADNESS'. Which also appears in Sam Adoquei's short docu...'UNSEEN BEAUTY'(2012) and in the credits to the 'Human Sadness'(2015) video.
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  • @colemanjones4374
    @colemanjones4374 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +19

    Human sadness and the demo will always hold a dear place in my heart. I remember I first found Human Sadness the day before my brother died. I was in bed listening to music before my last week of high school and stumbled on the full song. My first thought was " Man, Harrison is gonna love this I can't wait to show him!". Then after my AP test next morning, I came home to learn he passed away the previous night while at college. Over the next few days of mourning, I played it probably a hundred times until I finally stumbled on the demo. It just made sense to me.. finding them both when I did. It felt like a storyboard. Who knows maybe he would have heard both and thought "ehh it's not my thing".. I mean that hardly matters now. The version I remember of him likes it and we listen to them all the time

  • @houseofbathos
    @houseofbathos 3 ปีที่แล้ว +169

    This is a painting by Julian's stepdad called "Legacy of Dr. Martin Luther King Jr.". The guy in the backwards baseball cap kneeling next to Dr. King is Julian.

    • @houseofbathos
      @houseofbathos 3 ปีที่แล้ว +41

      @Tristan Julian Casablancas, the guy who wrote this song he is the vocalist of the Strokes and Voidz

    • @zsn2508
      @zsn2508 3 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      and the guy above Death is Ronaldinho

    • @KoenrakuVF
      @KoenrakuVF 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@zsn2508 Ashley Cole to his right

    • @cachondo7672
      @cachondo7672 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      Me when I spread misinformation on the Internet

    • @HuskTheAnomaly
      @HuskTheAnomaly 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      It's actually a real painting by some named Samuel A. He added Julian in the baseball cap​@@cachondo7672

  • @ketchup5728
    @ketchup5728 9 ปีที่แล้ว +1145

    Kinda wish this version was 11 minutes too

    • @tyleredwards2554
      @tyleredwards2554 9 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Interpol!!@LiefErikson!

    • @nekoyojio371
      @nekoyojio371 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      yes you did

    • @maxzimmer3339
      @maxzimmer3339 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      lmao.

    • @Bldz
      @Bldz 5 ปีที่แล้ว +30

      We have the technology to make it happen

    • @Kelig
      @Kelig 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      It keeps coming back

  • @potatochipz511
    @potatochipz511 8 ปีที่แล้ว +637

    I wish he would make a whole album like this.

    • @xezhgf6695
      @xezhgf6695 7 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Same

    • @_KingOfCalifornia
      @_KingOfCalifornia 5 ปีที่แล้ว +41

      This is essentially a more raw version of the Phrazes' sound isn't it? I think he moved on from this sound

    • @ShinMike
      @ShinMike 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@_KingOfCalifornia Its more like how he writes his songs, but yeah..

    • @_KingOfCalifornia
      @_KingOfCalifornia 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@ShinMike well phrazes _was_ a solo album, so it makes sense

    • @fbjpo8218
      @fbjpo8218 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      maybe this new album will be it

  • @tombulmuhabbetkusu515
    @tombulmuhabbetkusu515 4 ปีที่แล้ว +890

    I realized HeydoubleU got his profile picture from here

    • @keml6711
      @keml6711 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      naber knki

    • @crystola99
      @crystola99 4 ปีที่แล้ว +36

      oh shit he did

    • @boberzragadik
      @boberzragadik 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      whats the name of the painting?

    • @kerem1699
      @kerem1699 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      naber knki

    • @nuffys3784
      @nuffys3784 3 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      @@boberzragadik here i found it on reddit:
      www.reddit.com/r/TheStrokes/comments/i495kk/legacy_of_dr_martin_luther_king_by_julians/

  • @x99ribs
    @x99ribs 4 ปีที่แล้ว +267

    Anybody else become obsessively addicted to this song?

    • @Isaac-jd6vr
      @Isaac-jd6vr 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      don't tell me you came from the peepo animation 😔

    • @internetsummoner
      @internetsummoner 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @tyranny Never heard of it ! I been here since 2014 ! Lol

    • @Isaac-jd6vr
      @Isaac-jd6vr 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Internet Summoner absolute legend

    • @m7mo0o
      @m7mo0o 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@internetsummoner he didn't ask you though

    • @eitanseitchik3020
      @eitanseitchik3020 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      @@m7mo0o he didn't ask you though.

  • @doraexi
    @doraexi ปีที่แล้ว +30

    the actual correct lyrics:
    Almost through, I won't cry.
    Almost through, but I won't cry.
    To be is not to be
    To be is not the way to be.
    Whatever word i say
    It's never gonna be that way.
    You're all alone, so don't wait now.
    You're so alone, but that's alright.
    To be is not to be
    To be is not the way to be.
    It's never gonna be
    So wait and wonder what you'll see.

    • @vvip3
      @vvip3 5 วันที่ผ่านมา

      you've got it wrong right on the first line: All the time, that I want back. I'm almost through, but I wont cry.
      Also: You're so alone, but that's alright -> You're so alone, but time wont die

  • @AyazyamMedia
    @AyazyamMedia 9 ปีที่แล้ว +369

    This is probably the prettiest thing I've ever heard.

    • @edgarmendozaaguliar8425
      @edgarmendozaaguliar8425 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Yeah

    • @sifoe3850
      @sifoe3850 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      yep ROCK

    • @bobakid2661
      @bobakid2661 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      ​@@LukePlayz-gf2is durude sandstorm ?

    • @mickipou
      @mickipou 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I wish I knew the guitar chords :,(

  • @holyfuckity101
    @holyfuckity101 9 ปีที่แล้ว +169

    This demo will always make me cry like a bitch.

  • @tanisa3430
    @tanisa3430 4 ปีที่แล้ว +656

    I found Human Sadness before exams session when I was studying really hard and fighting my addiction. I screw exams and I was afraid to listen to Human Sadness, I thought that if I will listen at least once I won't enter medicine and I will get back to relapse. I remained without listening - it was hard as it was one of the most beautiful songs I ever found, only the Age of Adz and Impossible Soul can compete with this masterpiece. And now, a month later, when I was informed that I have entered studies I wished for when I was 3 y.o., this thing jumped in YT recommendations... As if announcing that darkness has reached its end! What a masterpiece and what a coincidence! Life happens beautifully. Wish huge good luck to everyone, stay safe, stay healthy, stay good and happy!

    • @Isaac-jd6vr
      @Isaac-jd6vr 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      much love seriously

    • @Tandle779
      @Tandle779 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      For some reason when I clicked this video I thought of Sufjan and Impossible Soul and even age of adz, only to scroll down here and find this. glad you're doing well.

    • @elisafacheris3955
      @elisafacheris3955 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      im so happy to read this! congratulations!

    • @Rg-es9kv
      @Rg-es9kv 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Liar

    • @WizzzardBlizzard
      @WizzzardBlizzard 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      CHICKEN chill homie even if it’s a lie why does it matter, spread love and positivity, let the man be, and be nice mate

  • @rebecam.8397
    @rebecam.8397 8 ปีที่แล้ว +827

    This is the saddest song ever. It actually makes me cry every time. It's such a deep sorrow, i can't believe it.

    • @superbowlchamps52
      @superbowlchamps52 8 ปีที่แล้ว +40

      +Rebeca Cervantes ill try anything once does it for me.

    • @michaelnedabang3997
      @michaelnedabang3997 8 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      what about chances?

    • @rebecam.8397
      @rebecam.8397 8 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      Michael Nedabang oh man :'0 foreal. I get a lump in my throat every time. Julian's voice is angelic.

    • @michellebroombaugh2750
      @michellebroombaugh2750 7 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Michael Nedabang chances is my most favorite song!!!! hey idk if you have seen it yet or not but capital children's choir did cover to chances cappella. is so fucking beautiful n amazing. made me love Jules n that song so much more. makes me cry every time. but seriously you have to check it out.

    • @davidh2080
      @davidh2080 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      MeShell BroomBie wish Julian performed it live

  • @Vitaliuz
    @Vitaliuz 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1029

    "I'm sorry, I just wanted to make you laugh."

    • @penguinwombat4583
      @penguinwombat4583 4 ปีที่แล้ว +68

      "you are banned from chat"

    • @kelixe7162
      @kelixe7162 4 ปีที่แล้ว +48

      *starts closing his eyes and cries before going to bed with an awful sad feeling*

    • @yolotiktoks3357
      @yolotiktoks3357 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      😭

    • @kelixe7162
      @kelixe7162 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@yolotiktoks3357 ikr 😔

    • @maxbeaturscore7148
      @maxbeaturscore7148 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Red light

  • @ujjwaltyagi3030
    @ujjwaltyagi3030 8 ปีที่แล้ว +670

    Here are the correct Lyrics:
    All the time that I want back,
    All this time that I want back,
    To be or not to be,
    Today is not the way it should be,
    Whatever that I see is never gonna be by me
    You're not alone, so don't wait now,
    It's so alone, it's over now,
    To be or not to be,
    Today it is not the way it should be
    It's never where I been, so wait and watch the life you see..

    • @norhan751
      @norhan751 8 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      +Damon Kutt *cries*

    • @satokozi13
      @satokozi13 8 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Thanks!!

    • @tobyngarcia_polk4086
      @tobyngarcia_polk4086 8 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      thank you

    • @metalliholic
      @metalliholic 7 ปีที่แล้ว +64

      Shouldnt it be
      To be is not to be.
      To be is not the way to be.

    • @metalliholic
      @metalliholic 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Though it does sounds like he says "should"

  • @virtus4776
    @virtus4776 2 ปีที่แล้ว +213

    After a long time of listening I genuinely believe this to be the most accurate lyrics.
    Almost through, I won't cry
    Almost through, but I won't cry
    To be or not to be, today is not the way to be
    whatever word I say, it's never going to be that way
    You're all alone, so don't wait now
    You're so alone, the time I want back
    To be or not to be, today is not the way to be
    it's never gona be, so wait and watch your watch you'll see

    • @thomastaylor8910
      @thomastaylor8910 2 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      "All the time that I want back, almost throughbut I won't cry" is what I got. Otherwise I think you're spot on

    • @rylanruffles7106
      @rylanruffles7106 2 ปีที่แล้ว +35

      “To be is is not the way to be”

    • @ADUMBMAN
      @ADUMBMAN 2 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      i think that because this is a demo, julian might just be making sounds to see what could and couldn't fit in the song, since demos are the "rough sketches" of songs

    • @ramens
      @ramens ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Good enough

    • @ReLoadXxXxX
      @ReLoadXxXxX ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Wrong

  • @freneticphoenix
    @freneticphoenix 3 ปีที่แล้ว +197

    All the time that i want back
    All this time that I won't have
    To be or not to be
    To be is not the way to be
    Whatever word i say
    It's never gonna be that way.
    All over now, so don't wake up
    It's over now, the time on top
    To be is not to be
    To be is not the way to be
    It's never gonna be, so wait and watch you watch, you'll see.

    • @futureboy2328
      @futureboy2328 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Niiccee

    • @monobloc
      @monobloc 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      i hear
      All the time that I want back,
      All this time that I want back,
      To be or not to be,
      To be is not the way to be
      Whatever that I see is never gonna be by me
      You're not alone, so don't wait now,
      It's so alone, it's over now,
      To be or not to be,
      To be is not the way to be
      It's never where I been, so wait and watch the life you see..

    • @neardeath2260
      @neardeath2260 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I love you dawg

    • @lordfarquaad3996
      @lordfarquaad3996 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I think the first two lines are "All the time that I want back, All the time that I won't have"

    • @GRen1990
      @GRen1990 ปีที่แล้ว

      ​@@monobloc i'm pretty sure you are a lot more correct than the upper comment

  • @holyfuckity101
    @holyfuckity101 8 ปีที่แล้ว +273

    I want this played at my funeral please

    • @felipeandradejorquera1861
      @felipeandradejorquera1861 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      SAME

    • @elkirby560
      @elkirby560 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Same

    • @vanessamangue2132
      @vanessamangue2132 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Same

    • @blackphoenix8932
      @blackphoenix8932 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Why would you want to upset your family any more than is necessary?

    • @tropicalcomet
      @tropicalcomet 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      The intro part of this song (before the bass line) was actually came from the Mozart's sample called "Requiem (in D minor, cmiiw)", a Catholic mass for the dead. So it may suits you.

  • @Genny-Zee
    @Genny-Zee ปีที่แล้ว +15

    I have never seen Julian cry in my life so these lyrics really hit hard man

    • @bryrrock
      @bryrrock 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      he's strong enough to forget about all the shit he has gone through in stage/camera.
      i see him and admire him by the way he sings, has an amazin voice and vocal range, but behind all that talent, there's a person who divorced and had the fault, felt guilty about it, had to see his parents getting divorced as well, many relationships with not a good ending, idk. i kinda feel bad about it. he seems to be a really sweet person.
      btw sorry for the long text i felt inspired by this song

    • @bryrrock
      @bryrrock 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      btw this song was wrote way before his divorce.
      anyways he has gone through very tough situations in the past.

  • @xylope3384
    @xylope3384 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1341

    UNBAN HIM weirdchamp

    • @NekoKnG
      @NekoKnG 4 ปีที่แล้ว +66

      hire him xqcRage

    • @MirrorDimly
      @MirrorDimly 4 ปีที่แล้ว +75

      He just wanted to make him laugh.

    • @moon-pw1bi
      @moon-pw1bi 4 ปีที่แล้ว +36

      sadge

    • @DirtyPhlegm
      @DirtyPhlegm 4 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      I love him so much.
      I would protect him with my life.
      How could XQC be so mean :'((

    • @moon-pw1bi
      @moon-pw1bi 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@DirtyPhlegm yo tf your profile... Didn't even know that was possible

  • @adellachristabel5317
    @adellachristabel5317 3 ปีที่แล้ว +75

    "Because I was born into this world."
    To the boy who sought freedom, goodbye.

  • @tryingyourluck0
    @tryingyourluck0 9 ปีที่แล้ว +281

    Both songs are beautiful and profound to me. I like both versions in their own way, but I feel like this one should have more recognition as well.

    • @SH-cw5ps
      @SH-cw5ps 9 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Doesn't it transport you to a deep reflecting of self and life. Self discovery kind of provoking.

    • @tryingyourluck0
      @tryingyourluck0 9 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      ;_;

    • @tyleredwards2554
      @tyleredwards2554 9 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      David Rosas don't make me cry:(

    • @tryingyourluck0
      @tryingyourluck0 9 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      dun't cri edwerd ;__;

    • @tyleredwards2554
      @tyleredwards2554 9 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      David Rosas already did:( been wanting to kill myself lately, life is crazy at 23

  • @rebecam.8397
    @rebecam.8397 8 ปีที่แล้ว +98

    Aside from it being so incredibly sad, it's also hopeful and it feels like a sigh of relief. Man I love this band so much.

  • @NomadSupreme911
    @NomadSupreme911 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    How can a song be so melancholy and so inspiring at the same time?

  • @miharry3967
    @miharry3967 4 ปีที่แล้ว +288

    2020's credit music

  • @leviathan9865
    @leviathan9865 3 ปีที่แล้ว +90

    "to the boy who sought freedom...goodbye"

    • @ackdolfphitlervonburnellis851
      @ackdolfphitlervonburnellis851 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      R.I.P. Eren.

    • @Myhome-di5pb
      @Myhome-di5pb 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Dude I was looking for this comment

    • @yeety6007
      @yeety6007 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@ackdolfphitlervonburnellis851 mfw i just got aot spoilt in some depressed song comment section making me even more depressed

    • @db5094
      @db5094 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@yeety6007 lmao, dw its not really a spoiler you ll see

    • @retronartz1268
      @retronartz1268 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      What is this in reference to?

  • @MrsRaccoon
    @MrsRaccoon 5 ปีที่แล้ว +101

    This song makes me feel like things are not that bad

    • @talldood2112
      @talldood2112 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Great Instrumentals

    • @E9Gaming
      @E9Gaming 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Still, have that thought it in 2020?

    • @Westwest2
      @Westwest2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@MrsRaccoon what about now my friend

    • @MrsRaccoon
      @MrsRaccoon ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@Westwest2 im so much happier now, hope you all find peace too, dont give up

    • @pizzzi__
      @pizzzi__ ปีที่แล้ว

      @@MrsRaccooni love your 8 bit covers, big fan, hope that makes you feel better 😊

  • @sxobased
    @sxobased 2 ปีที่แล้ว +45

    i found this song during a really hard time in my life and i can say it genuinely made me feel better everytime i listened to it, the relatable tone and nostalgic feeling makes me feel complete even if the song is intentionally meant to be sad and gloomy.

    • @tsuuts5405
      @tsuuts5405 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Same feeling honestly it’s very comforting

  • @tyleredwards2554
    @tyleredwards2554 9 ปีที่แล้ว +181

    I can hear Julian faintly saying "Oh I like that one" at 2:09. Think he may be referring to the piano chord.

    • @Ceereeal
      @Ceereeal 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      yo sameeee

    • @pisulolol
      @pisulolol 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      how do you find this shit

    • @gnom_z_ulicy
      @gnom_z_ulicy 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Idk but i hear: wake up

    • @MadMax0417
      @MadMax0417 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I think he’s referring to the entire take, not just one note

    • @klemdas
      @klemdas ปีที่แล้ว

      maybe it's not something to do with piano 😏

  • @julestroker
    @julestroker 9 ปีที่แล้ว +127

    Glad this is up again... The Voidz made it more psychodelic but this version is more raw... like "I'll try anything once" to its complete version YOLO....

  • @ZomB-0ne
    @ZomB-0ne 3 ปีที่แล้ว +46

    Wow, this demo has like, the same kind of impact that I'll Try Anything Once (the demo for You Only Live Once) had for me. The melody almost dares you to try your hardest not to cry, and you have this deep feeling of sadness and regret.
    It's truly amazing how powerful music is.

    • @xbassault9819
      @xbassault9819 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Well said. I always get tears that well up in my eyes, as of I'm feeling the deep sorrow from someone else's memories.

  • @ibraheemkhan7134
    @ibraheemkhan7134 4 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    This gives me the “Everything fucked up BIG time but life goes on” vibe

  • @o.m.a6220
    @o.m.a6220 4 ปีที่แล้ว +57

    I remember cycling whilst listening to this in the peak of summer as I moved along traffic. In the second half an ambulance wailed past me and I just can’t describe how amazing that sound married with this masterpiece. Life is all about moments and that’s one I can’t forget

    • @evangelos7151
      @evangelos7151 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Did someone by chance ask you what this song was? While you were cycling?

    • @zs3473
      @zs3473 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@evangelos7151 full cycle

    • @alexobuzz
      @alexobuzz 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@evangelos7151 were you the one asking?

    • @gdsupreme5040
      @gdsupreme5040 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@alexobuzz I think it's in reference to a comment on the human sadness video where someone says they only found the song because they heard it on a speaker from someone in the sidewalk and stopped to ask them what the song was it was so haunting.

    • @miggyOhara
      @miggyOhara ปีที่แล้ว +3

      ​@@gdsupreme5040 If that were true this would be the greatest crossover of all time

  • @Bladings
    @Bladings 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    idk why i listened to this song like 200 times but still am not tired of it

  • @LouisDoPradp
    @LouisDoPradp 8 ปีที่แล้ว +45

    beyond all ideas of right or wrong, there's a field, i'l be meeting you there...

  • @Ceereeal
    @Ceereeal 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Damn, can’t believe I’m getting nostalgia from this now, brings me back to late 2020 and running cross country

    • @Ceereeal
      @Ceereeal ปีที่แล้ว

      DAMN now this comment is a year old... shit

    • @nagi3854
      @nagi3854 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Ceereeal yo I left a comment from 2 years ago here and I'm back as well lmao...

  • @joaomiguelm.haddad5081
    @joaomiguelm.haddad5081 6 ปีที่แล้ว +113

    This one with a white hat is Ronaldinho gaúcho

  • @DudeImHereAlready
    @DudeImHereAlready 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    She’s so precious, I miss her.
    Whatever that I see, is never going to be by me.
    Because I only see her..

  • @Colours_Fading
    @Colours_Fading 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    This song truly is the perfect representation of *Human Sadness.*

  • @blankiux007
    @blankiux007 9 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    i never get tired of this ... his voice sound so sweet

  • @user-yy5ju9ss8w
    @user-yy5ju9ss8w 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Julian’s tone of voice is so fucking unique, Jesus Christ I love man.

  • @wheresmygrasses1549
    @wheresmygrasses1549 15 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    I just randomly found this on my feed. It said that I already listened a minute to this before already. But that must’ve been a while ago because I can’t remember.

  • @itsfripe5
    @itsfripe5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    pitch shift this 1 tone to the left and you got yourself a lovely heartbreaking version of the song

  • @GillianHinton
    @GillianHinton ปีที่แล้ว +3

    this is my favourite version of this song… I wish it was on more listening platforms

  • @runeplate123
    @runeplate123 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Every time I hear the ending credits and makes me things form the past
    And reflect
    On them and if there’s still a chance to “fix” the problems which always easy to say but hard to do! I hope I can see him in San Francisco at night playing this song!!!

  • @kamui7789
    @kamui7789 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    this song grew up with me its my forever favorite. I can imagine it playing over and over after I die. reminding me of the beauty that is life

  • @DittrichCo
    @DittrichCo 4 ปีที่แล้ว +101

    Peepo don't cry 😭

  • @hjoshm
    @hjoshm 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    this is like the musical equivalent of finding out that everything you thought you knew was a front to make you believe you aren't as fucked as you think you are. part of you is conflicted and torn over the realization while another part is refusing to believe what is starting to make more and more sense. this demo's way of slowly creeping up on you with the piano and synths antagonizes you, and the vocals are babying you, trying to comfort you, keeping you intact while your world falls apart, and you're just letting it happen. julian is a fucking mad man for this one

  • @thiskid990
    @thiskid990 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I love how this one is kind of for Sam and the other one is about John

  • @hendude127
    @hendude127 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Listening to this while in my freshmen year of college. Thinking about transferring. Oh God please make my future bright.

    • @Roy-wj1xk
      @Roy-wj1xk ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Transfer major u study in?

    • @bryrrock
      @bryrrock 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      good luck bro

  • @doritochan001
    @doritochan001 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    my heart aches alot everytime i hear this piece its just so ... heartbreakingly good

  • @x99ribs
    @x99ribs 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Back here again, depressed, again

    • @ozzie4885
      @ozzie4885 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      felt that

  • @ferimosha9437
    @ferimosha9437 4 ปีที่แล้ว +80

    Everything gonna be alright senior Pepe

  • @userb463
    @userb463 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    This is like the gentler version of Human Sadness; it would appear straight after it as though it was its echo. I love both of them but this one sticks for me, maybe because it sounds like forgiveness and finally letting go?

  • @smokey8264
    @smokey8264 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Truly saddening.

  • @morsita27
    @morsita27 9 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    Esta versión inicial es tan emocionante y conmovedora como la que finalmente quedó en el disco, hermosa.

  • @kileyureslf
    @kileyureslf 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    This song is great for vibing at midnight

  • @nickolivo4536
    @nickolivo4536 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This song coupled with this ending should have won awards, amazed with every listen

  • @jeladelapena8819
    @jeladelapena8819 8 ปีที่แล้ว +56

    I just want to listen to this until i die

    • @borabag
      @borabag 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Are you dead yet

    • @jeladelapena8819
      @jeladelapena8819 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@borabag not quite

    • @lililulu9113
      @lililulu9113 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Wtf

    • @darround
      @darround 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@jeladelapena8819 Hi! ✌🏼❤️

  • @libraryofthelabyrinth
    @libraryofthelabyrinth 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Will be listening to this on repeat for the next week. Seems like the perfect way to end 2020. Peace and love everyone 💙

  • @noize2040
    @noize2040  10 ปีที่แล้ว +91

    The guy in the green jacket and blue hat...is Julian.

    • @amandstav2488
      @amandstav2488 9 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      na uh, that's somebody else

    • @amandstav2488
      @amandstav2488 9 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      ?the skull head

    • @noize2040
      @noize2040  9 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Amande Bee no the dude in the green jacket with the blue hat.
      Theres another painting done by Julian's stepfather who draws the same character individually and clearly calls him JULIAN his son. Theres a third painting to this series and Julains mother and his stepdad are in the painting.

    • @micafuchs
      @micafuchs 9 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      noize2040 Can you please tell me how to find those paintings?

    • @noize2040
      @noize2040  9 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Strange Stray Cat no mas pones ... "SAM ADOQUEI" in google ..y ahi te salen sus gallerias .FYI el pintor es el padrastro de Julian. PERO la serie inclue 3 pinturas..
      que se llaman "LEGACY OF MARTIN LUTHER KING" de Sam ADOQUEI

  • @johncapodilupo6876
    @johncapodilupo6876 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    We have all found something very special.

  • @FioreDeste
    @FioreDeste 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I love the piano intro to the demo, I think about it all the time

  • @AmericanHouseBurger
    @AmericanHouseBurger 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    End of the world credits

  • @Skean12
    @Skean12 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    There is nothing more lonely than hearing your neighbors having (the fun time) while you listening to this Song alone in your bed..

  • @FlamingSus
    @FlamingSus 8 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    Here's what I hear, I looked over the other lyric comments and kind of used them as a basis:
    All the time that I want back
    All is through but I wanna fly
    To be or not to be
    To be is not the way to be
    But everything I see is never gonna be that way
    You're not alone, so don't wait now
    It's over now, but time will die
    To be or not to be
    To be is not the way to be
    It's never gonna be
    So wait and wonder what you'll see

  • @Azf-
    @Azf- 4 ปีที่แล้ว +225

    STILL NOT HIRED widepeepoSad

    • @Susheep_
      @Susheep_ 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Im Blue A r e Y o u B l a c k T o S a y T h a t W o r d ?

    • @user-uy1iq8hk3f
      @user-uy1iq8hk3f 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      fuck you

    • @Louis-qd3be
      @Louis-qd3be 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@user-uy1iq8hk3f No fuck YOU

    • @Louis-qd3be
      @Louis-qd3be 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@user-uy1iq8hk3f I can't tell if your joking or not.

    • @user-uy1iq8hk3f
      @user-uy1iq8hk3f 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@Louis-qd3be help me please hes in my head i hear him

  • @Khalid-bz5ef
    @Khalid-bz5ef 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I just burst out crying for no reason .. I have a lot of emotions inside of me i have been keeping hidden..

    • @stooner1332
      @stooner1332 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      hey man thats cool, sometimes you just gotta let it all go out

    • @comradenathan293
      @comradenathan293 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Yeah, like Stooner said, just let it out, and you will get through whatever you are going through.

    • @Khalid-bz5ef
      @Khalid-bz5ef 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@stooner1332 ❤

    • @Khalid-bz5ef
      @Khalid-bz5ef 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@comradenathan293 ❤

    • @vilox.z7788
      @vilox.z7788 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      كلنا يا خالد والله كلنا

  • @mickipou
    @mickipou 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I keep singing Take On Me over this and i can't stop crying

  • @DanielFl23
    @DanielFl23 6 ปีที่แล้ว +37

    FINALLLY!!!
    All the time
    And I won't cry
    Almost true
    That I won't fly
    To be or not to be, to be is not the way to be
    Whatever that I see
    Is never gonna be that way
    And I won't go
    So don't wake me up
    It's over now
    But I won't die
    To be is not to be
    To be is not the way to be
    Is never gonna be
    so wait and let's go, as you sing...

  • @thehauntedhive
    @thehauntedhive 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    I want this on vinyl so bad.

  • @lesiegelad
    @lesiegelad 9 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    This version has a pop sound to it. It reminds me of Julian's demos for his tracks from his first solo album.

    • @lesiegelad
      @lesiegelad 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I'm gonna be real, I don't know what I meant by this comment looking back lmao. This is not a pop sound, but def reminds of his I'll Try Anything Once demo. Similar vibe.

  • @pyrotechnicalbirdman5356
    @pyrotechnicalbirdman5356 4 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    Can't find this version on Spotify, still not as sad as this song, dont cry peepo sadge

    • @baas3264
      @baas3264 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Me too wtf :(

    • @thewok4131
      @thewok4131 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      You can add it yourself in spotify

    • @pyrotechnicalbirdman5356
      @pyrotechnicalbirdman5356 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@thewok4131 HOW

    • @thewok4131
      @thewok4131 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@pyrotechnicalbirdman5356 i dont remember it so good, but it was like this. You record the audio and make it to a mp3, then you use spotify on pc or you have premium and basically just add it to spotify.

    • @baas3264
      @baas3264 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@thewok4131 thanks ill try it

  • @Rubi1983
    @Rubi1983 6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    This Is like a Lullaby to me, so beautiful.

  • @jeantoledo3091
    @jeantoledo3091 9 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    I want a longer version of this :(

  • @paanzillar
    @paanzillar 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    This song describe sadness and yet there is theme of hope within it

  • @minorbutmajor3713
    @minorbutmajor3713 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Times flies too fast, miss the feelings I had when this song first dropped 😔

  • @kuja400
    @kuja400 10 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    this is the original version, i remember this song was released with cool video clip, but too bad youtube just removed it after a few days..

  • @alex182AvA
    @alex182AvA 9 ปีที่แล้ว +38

    I don't know why, but the song with the painting really makes me sad :c

    • @Jenhm377
      @Jenhm377 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Alan Vazquez same

    • @synarchybattledoge
      @synarchybattledoge 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Same here, is just... Dark and deppresive look the background like this guy is dying

    • @benjohnson7148
      @benjohnson7148 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      These men are trying to help a dieing man, but they don't know how to help all this happening as death watches above the man looming as he knows the man is going to die.

    • @yusraturkmen9896
      @yusraturkmen9896 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@benjohnson7148 the dying man is matin Luther king, the painting is called the legacy of dr. Martin Luther king by sam adoquei

    • @yusraturkmen9896
      @yusraturkmen9896 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      fun fact sam adoquei is the stepdad of the singer, which is portrayed in the painting (the guy with the hat holding MLK)

  • @luvbella6799
    @luvbella6799 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Thank you hugbox for getting me into this song😩

  • @monobloc
    @monobloc 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    All the time that I want back,
    All this time that I want back,
    To be or not to be,
    To be is not the way to be
    Whatever that I see is never gonna be by me
    You're not alone, so don't wait now,
    It's so alone, it's over now,
    To be or not to be,
    To be is not the way to be
    It's never where I been, so wait and watch the life you see..

  • @fakedrool
    @fakedrool 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Pain... I can’t believe it

  • @blankiux007
    @blankiux007 10 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    This song i was looking for , I love the voice of Julian sounds so sweet :D

  • @mariamonteiro2660
    @mariamonteiro2660 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    it hurts. so beautiful

  • @jacobito626
    @jacobito626 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Man this dude is a musical genius

  • @hezrol
    @hezrol 10 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Amazing, how dreamy this

  • @thangho678
    @thangho678 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This song reminds me of the sad days.

  • @_s_ss_s_
    @_s_ss_s_ 10 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    it's real, people. i remember it being leaked early this year

    • @_s_ss_s_
      @_s_ss_s_ 9 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Chester Govanity yes, but when the song itself was uploaded to youtube, soundcloud etc. it was removed

  • @DisposableCowboy
    @DisposableCowboy 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Idk why I decided to listen to this song, but I just realized how scared I am of being in a purgatory. Soft light but boredom to the point of wishing for death. Never needing for sustenance, but craving for inhalation. Waiting for an outside force to wipe you away.

    • @kinkykendostick6461
      @kinkykendostick6461 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      just stop watching twitch, get some exericise, try a diet and ditch toxic friends

    • @DisposableCowboy
      @DisposableCowboy 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@kinkykendostick6461 that came out of left field. I was just high dude. I don’t watch any twitch besides clips on TH-cam. I’m in shape and I have a close knit of friends that I’ve known since I was a child.

  • @iiWeemann
    @iiWeemann 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Julián is the best songwriter of our generation

  • @Zaikoo
    @Zaikoo 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    this is the most beautiful piece of music i've ever heard man

  • @soyyo2533
    @soyyo2533 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Am i the only one who recently dicovered this piece of art and feels so sad for not found it before?

  • @icky_baph4715
    @icky_baph4715 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    perfect ending for a work of that level

  • @ED-TwoZeroNine
    @ED-TwoZeroNine 9 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Sounds nice, they should make it available.

  • @gideon2871
    @gideon2871 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This song is pure art

  • @sigmafangs8296
    @sigmafangs8296 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    time does not die

  • @greencyy
    @greencyy 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    dont mind me im just here for my regular depression music brain rot

  • @ibrahimmurtuzov8662
    @ibrahimmurtuzov8662 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    People who couldn’t find this video are actually unlucky🥺🥺🥺

  • @XevenYT143
    @XevenYT143 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    When I read Berserk this song just takes me to Griffith. Before the Eclipse, his life's work was all over and he just was a husk of a person who couldn't do anything.

  • @dulcerodriguez3950
    @dulcerodriguez3950 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I don't know why we associate this song with AoT, but everytime I listen to it, I remember Eren's sacrifice and I feel some sort of emptiness and nostalgia.

    • @saltyrooster197
      @saltyrooster197 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      It comes from a fan animation of The Rumbling, they depict a more ominous, reverbed version of this song as they show what remains of Eren's human form.
      th-cam.com/video/iX9vp5zhMHI/w-d-xo.html (The edited version of the song itself is in the comments)

  • @Cris647-tj1sv
    @Cris647-tj1sv 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    It's amazing how a simple meme relates so much with this song. Glad to have heard this

  • @chaz5256
    @chaz5256 4 ปีที่แล้ว +31

    don't cry Peepo