I offer condolences for your loss. I suffered from depression a lot when I was growing up, and now a lot because my mother passed away. I was suicidal when I was a teenager, and that was because I didn't like seeing and/or knowing about the bad side of life. That's it. I'm glad I was in relationships with girls and women, and I still don't regret it. Your husband was lucky to have been with you. You're awesome. God Bless You.
Wow this is so sad and happens often with pastors and other people. He needed healing and deliverance but many Christians don’t believe in it. I was on antidepressants for 9 years until I got delivered from demons and the Lord healed me from past trauma. Demons are real and they can attack Christians. They reside in the soul (mind, will and emotions) not the spirit. I pray the church wakes up and opens their eyes to warfare against the real enemy by the authority of Jesus 🙏🏻
So glad you said it. They are sadly blinded by satan they live in their feelings. Jesus said take captive EVERY THOUGHT. We have power over our minds but the enemy makes them feel powerless. Its ridiculous and still now his died they still preach powerlessness. Suicide is murdering yourself and not trusting God with your life. Also dont get tattoos as Christians. We dont live like the world. They let demons flood into their lives opening so many doors. We overcome by blood of Jesus and our testimony. Jesus showed is all the steps to overcome but these people are all in the flesh so fleshly no spirit. Its sad they blind no point even telling them they dont want to hear. Jesus said, to cast out demons and heal the sick but they wont wake up they are lovers of themselves and their own lives.
It is difficult. You will continue to have good and bad moments. What I am beginning to realuse and fully accept, is that Jesus loves me. I got angry two days ago. Tiredness does not help, however I prayed, cried and prayed again. Not about my depression as such but why.... I feel loved. Amen
worship, worship, worship....The spirit of depression flees to a grateful heart. It's hard to feel grateful when feeling depressed but even if you have to force yourself to write down what you are grateful for and find a quiet place and start thanking God. Play worship music as you worship Him, do it every day until you start feeling the joy of the presence of God. If you keep struggling add fasting to the mix. Depression that's not medically treatable can be demon oppression. also, arm yourself with Bible verses against depression and speak them out loud over yourself repeatedly until you feel the power of the Word of God.
Your feelings are very real. Thank you for sharing this. I pray that the blood of Jesus covers you from the top of your head to the sole of your feet, in your heart, in your mind. I pray that He highlights the path He wants you to take for healing in Jesus’s name. You are NOT weak, alone or less of His son because of this. You are loved.
Spiritual warfare is real. (Ephesians 6:12-13) That’s why prayer is key. Pray without ceasing. (1 Thessalonians 5:16-18) I pray God will continue to strengthen this woman with grace and grant her the peace that surpasses all understanding. In Jesus name. Amen.
Wow God bless her for being so open and vulnerable and I wish the lady who is interviewing her was a little more compassionate about what the wife was sharing and not so hung up on asking the questions.
I decree Holy Jehovah Rapha for Healing us all of depression. We are Healed Completely according to Malachi 4 & Isaiah 53. Thru Jesus Yeshua, son of Mary & Joseph of Virgin birth, born in Bethlehem, a Nazarite.
There is only one sin God will not forgive and that is Blasphemy of the Holy Ghost . God will forgive ,no one has a right to say where another person spends eternity.
He needed to be delivered. To pastor a church you have to be spiritually cleansed with much prayer and fasting. He needed prayer partners. He was being tormented.
5 yrs today. 🙏 Came upon this by chance. I’m praying she & their family has blossomed in Jesus & continuing to grow in Him as God desires, & directs. Ppl have no idea how debilitating that demon of depression can be. 😔 Never brush them off as a lightweight problem, b/c you think your struggles are more than... Or theirs will be over, when they wake up the next day. Deep, long lasting depression, just doesn’t work like that. And the effort it takes to fool everyone around you, is Herculean, day after looong, dark day. IDK why some are healed of it, & others are not. Only God knows that. So don’t point fingers saying their faith isn’t strong enough, as if yours is so much more than theirs, b/c you don’t suffer like they do. Such arrogance is never appropriate, nor appreciated. Just sad how many Christians fail each other in this area, & too many others. SMH No wonder they don’t share their real feelings. I’m sure Andrew is in God’s perfect Peace now. Fully healed & restored in a way none of us can imagine...until we’re blessed enough to experience the same. May Jesus carry all those who find themselves in such a crippling battle, fully through, till they can see His light at the end of their looong, dark tunnel, & find themselves then walking w/Jesus to the grand opening, at the end.❤✝🙌
Men struggle with it, all over the world. It has physical and spiritual connotations, I could say many things to help, or resolve but in the end who knows where his heart was and what he needed.
For all christians, please you have to just let some things be. If everything feels overwhelming, drop them for sometime till and only till until you're overflowing with strength to go back there and God's direction also. Suicide isn't an option biblically. Let's not bow down to psychology because God is greater than it and suicide is a lack of faith but God is still there
I once encountered the spirit of depression in my apartment. I couldn't see it but I felt it. My coworker verified at the time that (he too felt) there was a "wall of depression" around my apartment. I was shocked when he said that he felt it too.
Where is God in all this?! All what we hear is how to deal practical..which is not really saveing you.... What about praying and fasting all the Church for this...tremendous satanic attack. I am so sorry. God bless you all.
Most all of the people who take on the title of Pastor were never called by God to be a pastor. The Holy Spirit leads a person into all truth. Not Bible Colleges.
I think ‘many’ is more accurate than ‘most’. Hopefully, they’re led by His Holy Spirit, who called them. And not their own desires. It is a _huge_ commitment.
That’s unfortunate hope that you receive the love of Jesus even more since this happened sorry for your loss ps he might of been facing huge persecution because he was preaching the bible so of course it became too much for him unfortunately
May I kindly offer a suggestion? It’s regarding your lack of punctuation in your sentences, which make your post hard to read. If you will simply hit the space bar twice, it will place a period for you.😊 Thank you!
@@cosminbryant1243 True! But 😊only if it’s communicated, simply. Otherwise, people won’t even bother wading through to try and make sense of the mishmash of words.
May the Almighty God strengthen her always so she can live for her children
We wrestle not against flesh and blood but against principalities. I believe there is a spirit of suicide. May Jesus bless you and your boys.
Yes, to Kayla (lady interviewed) - please pray against that spirit in your children. 🙏
💔 I’m so sorry for your loss and thank you for sharing your story.
You’re such a sweet lady, I’m so sorry that you have to go through this journey.
I offer condolences for your loss. I suffered from depression a lot when I was growing up, and now a lot because my mother passed away. I was suicidal when I was a teenager, and that was because I didn't like seeing and/or knowing about the bad side of life. That's it. I'm glad I was in relationships with girls and women, and I still don't regret it. Your husband was lucky to have been with you. You're awesome. God Bless You.
Wow this is so sad and happens often with pastors and other people. He needed healing and deliverance but many Christians don’t believe in it. I was on antidepressants for 9 years until I got delivered from demons and the Lord healed me from past trauma. Demons are real and they can attack Christians. They reside in the soul (mind, will and emotions) not the spirit. I pray the church wakes up and opens their eyes to warfare against the real enemy by the authority of Jesus 🙏🏻
I agree with you..most churches don't do deliverance
So glad you said it. They are sadly blinded by satan they live in their feelings. Jesus said take captive EVERY THOUGHT. We have power over our minds but the enemy makes them feel powerless. Its ridiculous and still now his died they still preach powerlessness. Suicide is murdering yourself and not trusting God with your life.
Also dont get tattoos as Christians. We dont live like the world. They let demons flood into their lives opening so many doors. We overcome by blood of Jesus and our testimony. Jesus showed is all the steps to overcome but these people are all in the flesh so fleshly no spirit. Its sad they blind no point even telling them they dont want to hear. Jesus said, to cast out demons and heal the sick but they wont wake up they are lovers of themselves and their own lives.
I am also taking for like 11 years but I am very late in knowing Christ and deliverance and there are no deliverance and church facility around us
@@rahulbeniwal4011 How are you doing, now?🙏
Am really battling depression at the moment , am struggling alot and praying everyday I get better ,if not for me ,for my son .
It is difficult. You will continue to have good and bad moments.
What I am beginning to realuse and fully accept, is that Jesus loves me.
I got angry two days ago. Tiredness does not help, however I prayed, cried and prayed again. Not about my depression as such but why....
I feel loved. Amen
worship, worship, worship....The spirit of depression flees to a grateful heart. It's hard to feel grateful when feeling depressed but even if you have to force yourself to write down what you are grateful for and find a quiet place and start thanking God. Play worship music as you worship Him, do it every day until you start feeling the joy of the presence of God. If you keep struggling add fasting to the mix. Depression that's not medically treatable can be demon oppression. also, arm yourself with Bible verses against depression and speak them out loud over yourself repeatedly until you feel the power of the Word of God.
Cling to Jesus and Pray!
Your feelings are very real. Thank you for sharing this. I pray that the blood of Jesus covers you from the top of your head to the sole of your feet, in your heart, in your mind. I pray that He highlights the path He wants you to take for healing in Jesus’s name. You are NOT weak, alone or less of His son because of this. You are loved.
Hi!, I hope you are feeling better, I'm struggling with depression too
She is so strong, and I believe her interpretation of suicide is right. Mental illness is real, and it's parallel to physical illness.
Spiritual warfare is real. (Ephesians 6:12-13) That’s why prayer is key. Pray without ceasing. (1 Thessalonians 5:16-18) I pray God will continue to strengthen this woman with grace and grant her the peace that surpasses all understanding. In Jesus name. Amen.
Only God can heal a suicidal heart. We as the body of Christ have to stay prayed all the way up.
It’s not the heart.
It’s the demon that won’t let go of the mind.
Sometimes God heals. Sometimes He doesn’t.
We don’t know the reasons why.
I am depressed. Thank God for God.
I have thought all the above. I love Jesus he always comes on time. Hallelujah
I am so sorry Amber. God bless you.
I know how it feels..God heal me after years of anxiety.
Wow God bless her for being so open and vulnerable and I wish the lady who is interviewing her was a little more compassionate about what the wife was sharing and not so hung up on asking the questions.
I have lost 3 cousins i under stand
I decree Holy Jehovah Rapha for Healing us all of depression. We are Healed Completely according to Malachi 4 & Isaiah 53. Thru Jesus Yeshua, son of Mary & Joseph of Virgin birth, born in Bethlehem, a Nazarite.
Only our Lord Jesus Christ, knows the heart, and mind, evil torment, influence of every human being's life! Let's trust God's will for our life! 💓💕
I need your help in real iam tired of my depression
Hallelujah 🙏🙌🙏🙌
There is only one sin God will not forgive and that is Blasphemy of the Holy Ghost . God will forgive ,no one has a right to say where another person spends eternity.
He needed to be delivered. To pastor a church you have to be spiritually cleansed with much prayer and fasting. He needed prayer partners. He was being tormented.
I had all those things you mentioned and still got panic attacks. I couldn't function. Lost everything. It wasn't a lack of faith.
5 yrs today. 🙏 Came upon this by chance.
I’m praying she & their family has blossomed in Jesus & continuing to grow in Him as God desires, & directs.
Ppl have no idea how debilitating that demon of depression can be. 😔
Never brush them off as a lightweight problem, b/c you think your struggles are more than... Or theirs will be over, when they wake up the next day. Deep, long lasting depression, just doesn’t work like that. And the effort it takes to fool everyone around you, is Herculean, day after looong, dark day.
IDK why some are healed of it, & others are not. Only God knows that. So don’t point fingers saying their faith isn’t strong enough, as if yours is so much more than theirs, b/c you don’t suffer like they do. Such arrogance is never appropriate, nor appreciated.
Just sad how many Christians fail each other in this area, & too many others. SMH No wonder they don’t share their real feelings.
I’m sure Andrew is in God’s perfect Peace now. Fully healed & restored in a way none of us can imagine...until we’re blessed enough to experience the same.
May Jesus carry all those who find themselves in such a crippling battle, fully through, till they can see His light at the end of their looong, dark tunnel, & find themselves then walking w/Jesus to the grand opening, at the end.❤✝🙌
Men struggle with it, all over the world. It has physical and spiritual connotations, I could say many things to help, or resolve but in the end who knows where his heart was and what he needed.
God knew.
And in His Great mercy & grace, I’m sure Andrew is in His perfect Peace now. ❤🙌
Amen and Amen
Amen
3:50. She says that her husband was suffering from spiritual warfare too... I wonder if that part of the situation was dealt with properly.
For all christians, please you have to just let some things be. If everything feels overwhelming, drop them for sometime till and only till until you're overflowing with strength to go back there and God's direction also. Suicide isn't an option biblically. Let's not bow down to psychology because God is greater than it and suicide is a lack of faith but God is still there
You never lived with panic attacks, may God have mercy on your soul.
Depression is a spirit it isnt anything that can be treated w chemicals
It's the facts for me 🙌🙌
Amen
I agree 100%.. this is a spiritual battle
I once encountered the spirit of depression in my apartment. I couldn't see it but I felt it. My coworker verified at the time that (he too felt) there was a "wall of depression" around my apartment. I was shocked when he said that he felt it too.
Where is God in all this?!
All what we hear is how to deal practical..which is not really saveing you....
What about praying and fasting all the Church for this...tremendous satanic attack.
I am so sorry. God bless you all.
You’re so right.. I didn’t hear anything about God, He wasn’t put first in this whole situation
@@melissam64 God bless you my dear.
I TOTALLY agree with this.
The medications probably worsened his depression. I have been on meds for years. Finally realized that they made things way worse
Most all of the people who take on the title of Pastor were never called by God to be a pastor. The Holy Spirit leads a person into all truth. Not Bible Colleges.
I think ‘many’ is more accurate than ‘most’.
Hopefully, they’re led by His Holy Spirit, who called them.
And not their own desires.
It is a _huge_ commitment.
You acknowledge the pain but you need to walk in love
That’s unfortunate hope that you receive the love of Jesus even more since this happened sorry for your loss ps he might of been facing huge persecution because he was preaching the bible so of course it became too much for him unfortunately
May I kindly offer a suggestion? It’s regarding your lack of punctuation in your sentences, which make your post hard to read. If you will simply hit the space bar twice, it will place a period for you.😊 Thank you!
@@iluv2worship it is pretty when I read it but again it not as important as salvation
@@cosminbryant1243 True! But 😊only if it’s communicated, simply. Otherwise, people won’t even bother wading through to try and make sense of the mishmash of words.
You cant treat spiritual things with chemicals. She doesnt understand spiritual warefare.
In all do respect......
You have absolutely no idea what you are talking about.
Period
This interviewer is cold to me . Get someone else for such an interview.
I agree!!! I was just saying to myself: she needs to demonstrate more compassion 😳