Hayley Williams - Hayley Williams and Zane Lowe "Petals for Armor I" Apple Music Interview
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- Apple Music’s Zane Lowe speaks with Hayley about her debut solo project, ‘Petals For Armor’ - Part I coming Feb 6 on Apple Music: apple.co/hayleywilliams
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I met Hayley last year at Bonnaroo. I went up to her and said I’m so sorry I know you’re busy can I grab a photo. She touched my shoulder and said “don’t ever be sorry”. This woman is incredible
I saw her before a concert one time she smiled at me and my cousin and she disguised herself so her and the drummer could go play frizzby before the concert it was amazing
I'm so jelly lol I hoped so hard I would run into her and didn't lol 😂
My girlcrush since 04 since all we know is falling heart of gold
thats bullshit and if not, you're a fucking pussy
Carman You’re not, its just a troll comment... must have been a cool experience meeting her!
I can’t believe Hayley just posted a video of her therapy session
she did?? sis,....where?
@@nicolebrown5987 she meant this interview :)
Nicole Brown
Sis... is you blind? (Vine reference, not trying to be rudeeeeee)
Ksksksksksksk basically the whole interview feels like a therapist talking to a patient in a more relaxed and edited setting, seeing how they dive so much deeper than your average interview (well, to me at least) ✨
It really is brave of her to talk about this kind of stuff in such a public way. Then put it on her TH-cam.
i dont even need therapy anymore i just have this video and my depression is obliterated
Hayley saying "everyone is a good and a bad guy" 3 years before the release of You First gives me shiver
Honestly same , I got chicken skin 😂😂😂
I thought the same thing 😭😭😭😭
Yasss!
LITERALLY
I’m convinced Zane is a therapist posing as a DJ.
same thoughts! :'D
He is really well spoken and can connect with artists like no one else
imposter
Haha he failed his therapy degree but found a great way to get around that 😅
probably he is a beautiful man
Hayley trying not to cry at an interview: hardest shit i've ever had to watch.
Hayley's laugh: five more years added to my life.
Literally
it was so hard not to cry w/ her🥺
*YES*
🥺/🥰
Girl, yesss.
"I'm a villain in someone else's story, just like someone is in mine."
I love that quote so much, Hayley, you are an inspiration to artists and creators everywhere.
I loved it too. I wrote something like that in my diary some time ago.
Time stamp please 🥺
That’ quote is Not new
19:00
It’s a rework of a quote written by Anthony Marra. To be fair, it’s been used in so many different contexts now that I’m not sure whether Hayley would’ve seen it from him or not, but nevertheless it’s a superb and very poignant quote indeed
"God I'm depressed and then the music is DIDIDIDIN YIEEE DEPRESSION IS FUN" that is the best after laughter definition
It's basically the motto Hayley put out when it was released: "Cry hard, dance harder"
What video is he talking?
I didn't know what to expect before seeing this interview......
.Such a beautiful soul, with the courage to be transparent....Im not sure it's wise, as many people don't have the best intentions. I heard she is a person of faith...if that's true, the answers are there if she'll only allow it.....
Honestly I think my favorite definition of after laughter is "depression with maracas"
32:36 is this moment in the video, btw.
To add on; one thing I often knock Zane for is how mad positive he is about every artist that comes through; almost like they do no wrong.
Yet, I stand corrected here. He found a way to light-heartedly critique Hayley. Which is smart and bold all at once.
Zane really knows how to do this ting yo. Respect.
Her jawline is like a majestic mountain range sunset.
yes! YES!
All is majestic when it comes to Hayley
She’s ugly
@@Ashley-km4qi haha, next joke. this was kinda lame but I'll give u a second try. go!
@@flowerforvase she literally is ugly, there’s no joke here lmao. And your reply is what’s lame and also very cringe
both of them are so intelligent this is great
and I'm crying into my ramen
@@theghostofhannahjones i wish i had ramen
@@tijanaself897 15 cents bruh
@@misukiylambertson2764 im not in the us
@@tijanaself897 still cheap haha
Paramore and Hayley have been there for me since middle school, and their music GREW WITH me and thats something im so grateful. their changes mirrored my own. they have been the soundtrack of my life and I'm ready for hayley to create music for 26 year old me. lets get there together hayley!!
I’ve know of them since elementary school and I truly believe that their music has helped me not to be so dark and to grow up on a better perspective, I don’t know how I would be if I hadn’t known them. I believe I would have a lot more problems with depression and anxiety even suicide without their lyrics guiding me through some rough stuff of my teenage years. And that’s why I always recommended them to people to try and help them too but it didn’t stick like it did with me but I’m glad. Now I’m almost out of college and I’m proud of who I’ve become and I still thank the moment I know about them. 😌💕
Same gurl❤
I know, right? Maybe it's just us projecting onto them or maybe we're all in the same train, going through the same things, but ever since I got into Paramore (and I admit I got into them a little late, right around the time Zac and Josh left) I feel like we're growing up at the same time and their music tells me what I need to hear at that stage of my life. I get my life lessons from the lyrics Hayley writes! I'm feeling the same thing happening now, with Simmer and Leave it Alone.
I'm in the same boat!! Well said!!
Ardra Lark girl same!!. I’m am forever grateful
Honestly the fact that after laughter had such sad and depressing lyrics with an upbeat tone made me love it even more. It kind of mirrors the feeling you have when you’re depressed and want to show everyone that you’re okay but deep down you’re going through a lot. People who aren’t paying attention or can’t relate to the feeling don’t realize what you’re going through but if they’re really listening and paying attention they know. I’m not sure if I explained that very well but I’m sure someone knows what I mean.
Arlin Aguilar you definitely explained it well :)
I’d like to enroll in your class
We know exactly what you mean
Yes! And to me, I’m not a person who wants to listen to sad music when I’m down because it makes me feel worse. But happy music seems inappropriate. After Laughter allowed me to process my emotions while not wallowing in them. I loved it.
@@hannah8jay I agree. It was like crying and dancing which is so strange but true lol.
Hayley: "oh whoa, never cried in an interview before"
Me: "oh whoa, never cried while watching an interview before"
Me.
Legit tho. Me too.
me too...
Me too dude
i legit shed tears
Honestly... Hayley should write a book. Just about her life (doesn’t even have to be about her life) just the way she’s overcome things and the mindset she has would be such an interesting read. She’s such a strong, smart and growing up with her music: role model. Her growth as an artist is one of the most inspiring yet relatable things and I would seriously love to see her write about it.
It would be just perfect. You said everything.
Yess I would love that
would buy
I feel like a movie deal with netflix would reach a lot more people
She wrote several albums about it instead.
Can we talk about how awesome Zane can direct a conversation? He's so there with her, really listening!!
and can we talk about how much Hayley is open to us? Shes so transparent.
i think this is one of the best interviews from her (maybe the best). We can think about deep stuff from our own selfs just listening to this interviw
I personally think it is THE best 💜✊ so raw. I am grateful for this
@@XxvidgamegurlxX yeah i think it is!!! im really greateful too.. artists need to have more meaninful conversations like this!! it is always necessary and insightful
I stayed up enthralled in this interview. I mean they ended it saying we need a part 2, to this moment we just shared. That was a powerful interview for sure.
I went through the comment sections, just going “Yup!” And clicking like.
We all felt something in this interview because of how real they were being...
👌
Immediately when Hayley said the thought of her dog waiting for her to come home is what keeps her going, I started crying cuz DAMN GIRL!!!!!!!! Hittin me right in the soul
'I feel the most feminine when I can tap into how disgusting it gets'
Never been able to put this into words but wow that hit me hard.
2007: "somewhere 'weakness' is our strength and I'll die searching for it"
2020: "where petals for armor comes from is the idea that being vulnerable is a shield"
I really love finding parallels from past paramore works in hayley's new stuff, this is one of the best ones
the first verse is my tattoo ❤️
Whoa :'0
THE FORESHADOWING IS REAL
Part III by Hayley Williams when????
this woman is so smart
hussein ajami ayy you’ve got Miss Fortune on ur profile pic 😂 I love her
Her MIND
@@CheerUp2
who just did that: her MIND
And yet she struggles , like all of us , amazing eye opener
Hayley is my favorite lyricist of all time. She’s always been able to capture feelings in her words and Melodies that no one else has ever captured for me. That’s what makes her music so relatable. Her solo work is my favorite music ever. Petals for armor helped me grow so much as a person and means so much to me. Thank you for staying with us, Hayley
18:11 “I don’t need no help, I can sabotage me by myself” - caught in the middle omg
I will never understand how she has the strength to keep on fighting while being so genuine and humble to the fans. Many fans are so ruthless and invade artists privacy like it's a job. They also take joy in it. I have been a fan since 2005. I've seen them over 50 times. I've met them over 10 times. I couldn't be more proud of ALL of them. Wherever the members of paramore goes, I will follow.
bonelessbeef1 wow that’s amazing
@@avery7964 thanks
We find it so strange that shes so humble and genuine cause it's so freaking rare. Its crazy. And like you said, people and fans cross boundaries for these artists that make them not wanna be so warm and open to their fans. So in reality we cant put all the blame on these artists for being cold or distant with their fans, but at the same time, those who take their fame and fans for granted do need to be held accountable. From a wider lens, its all subjective.
2005? You're a legend man
So cool you have met them❤️! That hit me :/..! I have been a fan about the same time more 2006 but still. And I have never gotten to meet them properly. But I have been to every concert in front row that they ever had in my country (Finland). I am so happy you have met them, I wish that some time happen to me. So I can tell them how much they have helped me grow up to the woman I am today and also get through my hard times as younger. 😊
When you spoke about suicide and your dog, I really felt that. I like how honest and raw this was.
This part... Omg hit me like a train. 😭 My dog has saved me every day for 7yrs
@@shinzelikeastar I'm glad you're still around!
@@saucytsun 💖 me too
Literally just had to cry it out. I lost my best friend mischief a couple months ago and I never thought losing my dog would be so fucking hard but it's the worst thing that's happened since I lost my mom and I feel fucked up for saying that but he just loved me unconditionally like no human possibly could.
@@ernestesh492 I know how hard it is to lose a beloved animal. Love and light to you and know you're not alone if feeling grief. 💖
Her fanbase is probably my favorote group of people. Ive never related more with any other people. I love you guys.
We all love you too! (Just thought you should know 😂)
love you too! have an awesome day :)
Her facial structure is unreal. that jawline
Hayley's talking voice is so chill
this is like being in and watching a therapy session
for real. legit started tearing up myself at points
“We’re all the good guy and the bad guy. I’m the bad guy in someone else’s story.”
Felt that.
You first inspiration
This is powerful. Mental health needs to be talked about. Zane is a great interviewer, Hayley is an honest, caring, and just lovable person. All that makes it so much better when talking about real life issues.
Hands down one of the most underrated vocalist in the industry, if anyone is daring to call her underrated that is.
Underrated? She is very well recognize... grammys, billboards.. etc... she doesnt do mainstrain because she choose not to anymore...
@@mateogadda3756 Right. I agree with this. She's very well known, praised, and recognized in the music industry.
The most underrated one is Florence Welch from Florence + The Machine. Hayley has way more recognition than her, thought they’re both equally amazing
@@mateogadda3756 'cause mainstream's not that great now
wat
I admire this woman endlessly
I wish these videos would be uncensored. The censors diminish some of what's being said here
True
Surprised to find you here but in a good way :)
Thats when you know she’s a true artist because its not about making music to entertain anymore she’s doing it to channel all her emotions and feelings out to get through a lot of sht
"what is the point of loving people" wow that hit me like a ton of bricks
brick by boring brick sis....
Yea I've been crying off and on thru this intervi... Therapy session
@@viceb7 same
@MyboiJAEGER love? Really? That's kinda tragic. I mean, a lot of people never get to feel it before their time in this life is over. And if that's the point of it all, that really sucks.
I can't stop falling in love with Hayley.
*Hayley Williams being a true human being for almost 47 minutes*
“Being vulnerable is a shield.”
hannahyeuuey where is that please. ??
@@lmj7638 37:50
Zane Lowe you've done it again. Idk what It is about you interviewing Paramore/Hayley that makes me love them as people and as artists even more than I thought I could. These interviews and their music always come at a perfect time in my life that makes me think and take look inside myself. Hayley thank you for being so open. I wish I could expound on that thank you but there's a lot of feelings in that. Thank you for talking about therapy so openly. I'm going through the process of contacting a therapist myself, because there are things in my life that as a young adult trying to merge into finding my own way there are things I don't want to take with me anymore.
I'm excited for the new chapter in your life. Can't wait for the album and live shows.
Man, when you talked about the fact that we don’t see the child version of ourselves as ourselves but as someone to protect... I HAVE THE EXACT THOUGHT and I talked about this and about so many other things that you said in this interview in therapy. And you know, I’ve looked up to you so much during my adolescence because of your music, your voice, and your style and your power but I’ve found out that what I love the mots of having you as a role model is that you’re just as vulnerable as me and you really give voice to my thoughts and sometimes it even freaks me to see that we had the same life experiences and that we went trough the same shit and you don’t even know who I am, yet I feel like I am in someways connected to you, and I know you probably get this from a lot of people but I just couldn’t help sharing this after this meaningful interview that I thank you and Zane for. I won’t even tell you to stay strong cause that’s so cliché, but I do wish you the best, for real. Love x
Shit, I'm scared of how you just said everything. This, what Hayley is doing, I don't think any artist ever did? I might be wrong of course but, fuck, she opens herself in an unbelievable way and makes this bond with us... like, this is a blessing, I don't know how to thank for it.
@YoStefan Oh, for sure there's lots of artists that are really open as well. Demi Lovato, another favorite of my own, for example. But, the way that Hayley does is different. Since the beginning of her career until now she has a transparency that's really peculiar, her interviews just evolved even more, it's literally an open therapy session almost. It's *all* about *her* , just purely her life and her thoughts in a way that's so intimate and specific but still so relatable, this is a kind of connection with the fanbase that's just so rare and difficult to achieve. And the way she talks, so vulnerable, humble and honest, like... jeez.
I read the book Homcoming by John Bradshaw, really helps with this difficult acknowledging and protecting the inner child stuff, check it out!!
Steffen that could be really interesting, I’ll check it out, thank you!
Anyone have a time stamp on this topic related to this comment?!
I can’t stop looking at her skin, it’s GLOWING
hayley is truly one of the most genuine people in the music industry today
40+ minutes of Hayley being all inspirational? Way to make my day. She really seems like a wonderful person.
Zane and Hayley are really out here doing this. It's kind of crazy because when After Laughter came out, I was in a similar place where everything felt empty and I was dancing in my toxic behavior, depression, and anxieties. When the cycle ended, it's when, in my life, I fell from the absolute highest of falls. It took me so long to put the pieces back together and the experiences I've gone through have no words. Except Hayley comes out with two singles that explain to a T some of the crap that goes on through people's heads during a time so dark you forget the meaning of light. And Zane has SUCH a natural way to get these topics to the surface without making it feel forced, nosy or invasive. This interview made me cry and feel a lot of things I wasn't expecting to feel. I'm grateful to both of them for being so open and honest. It helps a substantial amount. xo
Thanks for this comment... I feel you.
So true and i know so many people including myself can echo this part of their lives when the cycle of after laughter finished. Hayley has grown with all of us, having such insight of how all of us have grown and gone through pain and life’s tribulations
Joselyn Acosta it is indescribable to convey what I feel reading your comment. It baffles me in the best way to read your experience being so parallel to what I've experienced in the same time frame. I feel every word... "during a time so hard you forget the meaning of light".
Well fucking done and lots of love for everything to come. ♥️
@@elodyluna Much love to you as well! ♥️♥️
@I'm unsubscribing. You don't have to, that's okay! I care so, it's cool! :)
the fact that Hayley talks about how Billie Eilish is taking all of the publicity and fame so well 36:56. That is so cool to see of someone who has been in music industry longer than Billie but yet she still idolizes her is so pure and admirable. So proud of Hayley and hope she’s knows she’s not alone in this and can’t wait to see what she has in stored for us.
And two years later, they shared the stage at Coachella and delivered a goosebumps-inducing performance.
Zane Lowe is such an intelligent communicator. It’s a fascinating listen.
Zane. Lowe. is. the. best. interviewer. out. there.
I cried. I laughed. I felt. This is beautiful.
Since everyone's talking about how this looks like therapy, I wanna normalize even further (and demystify a misconcepction) that therapy is for those with problems.
Therapy also works on people who want something to improve on. It's like hitting the gym... Flex 'dem!
period !!!!!!
Absolutely agree!!
agree! You've admitted that you have a problem. It's really good.
yessss
periodt. periodic. periodicity. periodism. periodical. periodic table
Joshua Cabalquinto let's even take this a step further and get rid of the concept of "therapy" completely. Just talk about how you feel and be open.
This is hands down the BEST interview she has ever done. I am remembering why i like her so much growing up and something about her always made me relate to her.
I come over to replay this interview as if it were a song. I feel at home. It's gut wrenching at points and downright therapeutic.
abrgbltzr me tooo,
I have it watched 7 times and I only know about it for a month
I feel like I understand not only Leave It Alone and Simmer but I totally feel like I understand Hayley more as a person and an artist.
I felt this interview was such a breath of fresh air and it absolutely gave me goosebumps.
Zane is the best interviewer in the business, hands down.
Next to zach sang!
Her laugh in the beginning just made my whole day
"WOOH WAVE YOUR HANDS IN THE AIR IF YOU'RE DEPRESSED"
I love Zane lmao
Me before video: "Oh cool, Hayley interview!"
After video: "That was a cool therapy session."
Hayley trying not to cry and I'm already crying
5 mins into the video, already bawling my eyes out
Lmao
when hayley spoke about how she thought about suicide but she couldn't because she thought about her dog waiting for her to come home i really understood that. that's how i am with my cat. honestly, if you have a pet and you realize that you're alive because of them, that is okay. your pet loves you and you love them. if that's the only thing that matters to you right now, that's okay
OMG When Hayley talked about her dog, that's every pet owner's feelings.
I wish I could sit down and talk with them
Oh Hayley... this is so pure.
This guy is consistently one of the best interviewers ever. Every single interview with him is deep, meaningful, and he manages to bring the best out of everybody.
A #netflix documentary of hayley and Paramore if possible. 😭
no don't let netflix ruin them ;-;; (unless netflix artist documentaries are good idk even tho i have netflix lol i just feel like some of their authenticity would be lost a bit idk idk)
@@nicolemazza9749 definitely. the taylor docu was very polished and even though she went deep into her struggle and all it still felt like it was made especially to be public friendly instead of simply genuine.
@@929er13 of course! and i don't think it would suit paramore that much personally ig
YES
"I couldn't..." Simple phrase, but with such a relieving and heavy sense - 25:29
Beto Nisi Timestamp that
@@14kekkaishi1 25:29
wtf i almost cried
stop i absolutely lost it........ i've been exactly in that situation, where i lived off the moments where i could see my dog (she's old, and doesn't live in my house anymore for health reasons) and it can feel so stupid telling someone that??? you just expect them to call you over dramatic or something, qnd seeing her talk about that so earnestly............. good evening chief
It hit me so hard. I absolutely love Hayley as a singer and performer and I have come to care about far beyond the level I would normally expect to care for somebody, who at the end of the day, I am just a fan of and we’ve never met.. yet I still am so moved by her emotions.
The fact that she has felt so low may be hard for me to understand, because I would love to have half of the positive experiences she has had in life, but I also know that depression is something anyone can go through. I just hope she is able to feel the happiness she deserves. She is such a beautiful soul 🌺
Hayleys laugh gives me life
14 minutes watching and I'm just crying.
Gosh, to hear Hayley talk about therapy, wanting to build a family and working with friends.. I've never felt so close from someone I have never personally met.
I think I'm so moved because I consider it a privilege to be able to truly see people. Authentic human connection is by far my favourite thing on this planet and I understand more now why I've always been drawn to Paramore, by their lyrics mostly, it seems to me that it has been written from an honest place and hearing that interview has the same effect on me as the songs : it helps me to remember I'm not alone, we're all in this together.
Words aren't enough to express the emotions I'm feeling right now !!
I'm so grateful to be alive and be a witness of the new season for Hayley as an artist and human being !
Like can I just hug her tight 🥺🥺🥺
I couldn't had stand losing her over suicide. She's my role and I've looked up to her since I was 12 (now 27) , it would feel like loosing my mum. I'm glad her dog was there for her. She's a strong woman and I look up to her even more now. I love you Hayley
I never clicked so fast on an interview
me too hahaha
same
hayley has the best laugh ok
Wow. I can't remember the last time I watched an interview this inspiring. What a tear-jerker.. It has encouraged me to get back into therapy. I need it.
“The more you love the more you stand to lose”. Man that’s real
I didn't want this interview to end. Hayley has always been my favorite artist and I relate to her so much. So excited to hear even more.
i’m around the minute 20 and i’m tearing up holy shit i’ve never felt this weak
Also great interviewer - rather than just asking questions he contributed to the interview and left haley exactly the time she needed to answer and gave her the space to answer the questions as in comforting her. Great job!
Everytime Hayley talks, it is always quotable.
When Hayley started talking about Alf, I started bawling 😭 she's so precious! We gotta protect her at all costs!
This was fucking wonderful to watch. I love how open Hayley was during this. As far as interviews go, this is by far the best I've heard/seen.
I love that he actually carefully listens to and understands their music. To the point where he can quote their lyrics at the most appropriate times throughout his interviews.
literally the most authentic and open artist. This is why so many people love her.
Her voice really makes me calm:(
I have to say that this interview was very special and sincere, I don't even understand English very much but I felt every word, keep going Hayley you're an inspiring person
I have idolized this woman since I was 13. I'm almost 30 and she never ceases to amaze me and her music has gotten me through so much. I honestly feel like I owe my drive and dedication to self improvement and acceptance of change to her and her team. I have always dreamed of meeting her. Maybe one day. Hayley, if you ever read this, I am in therapy and going through some heavy shit. I'm always listening to you and following your strong and respectable example.
LOVE YOU
hayley, thank you for being so open and vulnerable.. i feel like i could never be so open in an interview for the whole internet to see. you're so beautiful and strong. and i am so proud of you
Zane & Hayley's conversation about how you keep climbing ladders and eventually the altitude gets too high and you just fall makes me think of Turn It Off.
And the worst part is before it gets any better we're headed for a cliff
And in the free fall I will realize I'm better off when I hit the bottom
I wonder if Hayley ever listens to the old albums like brand new eyes and relates to them still.
Love that song!
She probably still listens to her older albums cause this year she sang “in the mourning” on her instagram, which was beautiful. Also when she performed I caught myself in the AL era it seems like she was really feeling the lyrics. So, I guess she stills relate to her old stuff, idk
before this interview ive never seen zane lowe's interview, now i honestly want to spend 3 days discussing life with him
happy bday hayleeeeey!
That quick little mention of Chino Moreno made my heart skip a beat
She's growing and that is glowing, all over her face. I grew up with Hayley and I wish she has nothing but laughs in her life and that she keeps making rad music. Great interview.
If I ever become a famous musician, having an interview with Zane Lowe will be my peak.
after laughter is literally such a therapeutic album. 26 is amazingly written. she deserves soooo much recognition. she’s a gem in the stars! 🧡
Hayley is just such an incredible women, everything about her, how she carries herself, talks about the past and opens herself up like that is truly incredible and my god is it inspirational
I love how sweet he is with her. Like he just wants to let her know that she can keep going forward and that she is welcome to feel whatever emotions come to her and there just seems to be such respect and I love it.
4:29 that smile. That damned smile 😍
I'm so proud!!!
Hearing her talk about all of her struggles and her music and life just makes me love her and her words more. I grew up listening to paramore and loving this band each of their albums defined an era of my life
Now petals for armor is coming out just as I’m graduating college and starting a new life. Her vulnerability and honestly is so beautiful and I hope for nothing but the best for her. Also can’t wait to hear the new album
we love you and are so proud of you
This are the best 46 minutes and 44 seconds I've spent ever since I learned about internet. You're such a talented and intellectual part of my life, growing up hearing you, learning where you come from is something else, feels like growing more attached to you.
I now this might just stay as a comment here, but if you ever need a friend or someone you will just leave everything aside so you can just let go, let me or most of us here commenting know. We'll be there.
TheBodokejk you should go on the Internet more
Legit watched every second of this, I loved her even more after this. Hayley, you’re so awesome - thanks for sharing.
What a beautiful, brilliantly talented and intelligent woman. You deserve everything that's good in this world, Hayley. We love you!
15:15 - 15:30 omg that hits hard. that's exactly what's happening to me. i thought i was getting better, but honestly i was just ignoring it, now that i have to deal with again i realise that. i wasn't going through it, i just paused it to resume after i really had to think about it. and i guess it's okay, because i probably would not be here if i didn't pause.
i cried watching this, like, cried so bad.
i relate to simmer so much and i wish i didn’t lmao...
hayley i’m so so proud of you, and i feel like we’ve been going through all of our shit together, in a way, you know?
thank you so much for this!
Hayley holding back her tears made me cry! Love this girl so much!!!! Amazing and brave woman such an inspiration!
THANK YOU for this ❤️