I don't know who needs to read this. I'm writing this at 2AM in my bed, alone. I've never felt more alone than this. And I know someone out there is feeling the same way. And I wanna tell you something: things will get bad and then will get better, bad and better,so you wanna know my advice? live every fucking minute. Everything will be beautiful and the next minute will be awful. Live all of it. Live your life. Start being productive,even if you are alone because you know what? In your life you will be the one who will always be by your side. Everyone will leave and this is why you have to love every bit of yourself, everyday, and be the best version of yourself. I believe in you. I believe you will get off your bed tomorrow and start eating healthy, start working out and start taking care of yourself. I know it's hard but I know you are stronger than this. You got this and I can't be more proud of you. Wipe your tears alone because no one will be there to do that. Tell yourself you are beautiful because no one will do that. Say sorry to yourself because no one will do that. Forgive yourself. Forgive everyone. You got this. Stay strong my love.
Have you ever had/been at the same time😒meaning you had a favorite crime but never been someone’s favorite crime and also being a traitor and having a traitor
anyone else here low key really anxious for reasons that they don’t think are super importan but you’re still anxious nonetheless? because same . but i promise you, things will get better, whatever you’re anxious about will turn out for the better, and your feelings are completely valid. you are loved and appreciated. even if some people in your life aren’t putting you in a good mindset, just know that i love you and appreciate you so much. if youtube had dms, i would open my dms to anyone and everyone, but since there aren’t, i will send everyone a virtual hug the size of this planet and reming yall that you’re very important, you’re valid, and you matter. now, am i going to follow my own advice? no. but i really hope you can take something from it. i’m sorry i’m not a very good writer. have a good rest of your day!
probably nobody cares, but I'm going to tell it anyway, he was my reason to shine, he helped me in everything, we were nowhere near trying to be more than friends, and now he told me that we were not going to work, just when i was gonna take the first step and try to make it work :(
it’s okay everything will be okay trust me. it just wasn’t meant to be no matter how real it felt. you will get through this. i believe in you and i’m proud of how far you’ve come. :)
I am here to listen. You will find someone much better, he just wasn't meant to be. And thats okay. There is someone out there who is Stay strong, love
To the person who read this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic.Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) have a good day and great years. I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- becho, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)
Ooh-ooh Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah Brown guilty eyes and little white lies Yeah, I played dumb but I always knew That you'd talk to her, maybe did even worse I kept quiet so I could keep you And ain't it funny How you ran to her The second that we called it quits? And ain't it funny How you said you were friends? Now it sure as hell don't look like it You betrayed me And I know that you'll never feel sorry For the way I hurt, yeah You'd talk to her When we were together Loved you at your worst But that didn't matter It took you two weeks To go off and date her Guess you didn't cheat But you're still a traitor Now you bring her around Just to shut me down Show her off like she's a new trophy And I know if you were true There's no damn way that you Could fall in love with somebody that quickly Ain't it funny All the twisted games All the questions you used to avoid? Ain't it funny? Remember I brought her up And you told me I was paranoid You betrayed me And I know that you'll never feel sorry For the way I hurt, yeah You'd talk to her When we were together Loved you at your worst But that didn't matter It took you two weeks To go off and date her Guess you didn't cheat But you're still a traitor God, I wish that you had thought this through Before I went and fell in love with you (Ah-ah-ah) When she's sleeping in the bed we made Don't you dare forget about the way You betrayed me 'Cause I know that you'll never feel sorry For the way I hurt, yeah You'd talk to her When we were together You gave me your word But that didn't matter It took you two weeks To go off and date her Guess you didn't cheat But you're still You're still a traitor (ah-ah-ah) Yeah, you're still a traitor Ooh-ooh-ooh God, I wish that you had thought this through Before I went and fell in love with you
Know that I loved you so bad I let you treat me like that I was your willing accomplice, honey And I watched as you fled the scene Doe-eyed as you buried me One heart broke, four hands bloody Those things I did Just so I could call you mine The things you did Well, I hope I was your favorite crime It's bittersweet to think about the damage that we do 'Cause I was going down, but I was doing it with you Yeah, everything we broke, and all the trouble that we made But I say that I hate you with a smile on my face Oh, look what we became All the things I did Just so I could call you mine All the things you did Well, I hope I was your favorite crime You used me as an alibi I crossed my heart as you crossed the line And I defended you to all my friends And now, every time a siren sounds I wonder if you're around 'Cause you know that I'd do it all again All the things I did Just so I could call you mine The things you did Well, I hope I was your favorite crime Oh, look what we became All the things I did Just so I could call you mine All the things you did Well, I hope I was your favorite crime Your favorite crime Your favorite crime 'Cause baby, you were mine
favorite crime & traitor~ lyrics~~ favorite crime~~~ Know that I loved you so bad I let you treat me like that I was your willing accomplice, honey And I watched as you fled the scene Doe-eyed as you buried me One heart broke, four hands bloody Those things I did Just so I could call you mine The things you did Well, I hope I was your favorite crime You used me as an alibi I crossed my heart as you crossed the line And I defended you to all my friends And now, every time a siren sounds I wonder if you're around 'Cause you know that I'd do it all again All the things I did Just so I could call you mine The things you did Well, I hope I was your favorite crime It's bittersweet to think about the damage that we do 'Cause I was going down, but I was doing it with you Yeah, everything we broke, and all the trouble that we made But I say that I hate you with a smile on my face Oh, look what we became All the things I did Just so I could call you mine All the things you did Well, I hope I was your favorite crime Your favorite crime Your favorite crime 'Cause baby, you were mine traitor~~~ Ooh-ooh Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah Brown guilty eyes and little white lies Yeah, I played dumb but I always knew That you'd talk to her, maybe did even worse I kept quiet so I could keep you And ain't it funny How you ran to her The second that we called it quits? And ain't it funny How you said you were friends? Now it sure as hell don't look like it You betrayed me And I know that you'll never feel sorry For the way I hurt, yeah You'd talk to her When we were together Loved you at your worst But that didn't matter It took you two weeks To go off and date her Guess you didn't cheat But you're still a traitor Now you bring her around Just to shut me down Show her off like she's a new trophy And I know if you were true There's no damn way that you Could fall in love with somebody that quickly Ain't it funny All the twisted games All the questions you used to avoid? Ain't it funny? Remember I brought her up And you told me I was paranoid You betrayed me And I know that you'll never feel sorry For the way I hurt, yeah You'd talk to her When we were together Loved you at your worst But that didn't matter It took you two weeks To go off and date her Guess you didn't cheat But you're still a traitor God, I wish that you had thought this through Before I went and fell in love with you (Ah-ah-ah) When she's sleeping in the bed we made Don't you dare forget about the way You betrayed me 'Cause I know that you'll never feel sorry For the way I hurt, yeah You'd talk to her When we were together You gave me your word But that didn't matter It took you two weeks To go off and date her Guess you didn't cheat But you're still You're still a traitor (ah-ah-ah) Yeah, you're still a traitor Ooh-ooh-ooh God, I wish that you had thought this through Before I went and fell in love with you
I listen to this when I've had a bad day at school to relax and calm down and I have had a bad day at school so I'm listening to this keep up the amazing work xxxxx
He's basically Implying that he needs it all, but she doesn't. That's why it took him two weeks to go off and date another girl. He's greedy, and she loves him, so it's now her turn to be greedy BUT obsessive over their love. He's a traitor, and played with her heart, but in HER view, it didn't seem like a game. He betrayed HER. Fools.
this is the 4th time i listen to this playlist. i get back everytime i feel down and everytime i feel like kms. thank u ur helping me a lot with my bad thoughts
What breaks my heart the most is loving someone u can't have and your not allowed to love . but I guess the best revenge is to forgive everyone and heal and not to turn out like the people who hurt you
this is about to make me cry in class. all we went through and did to be happy with each other and now i'm sitting here unsure of what's going to happen, lmao it's what i get ig.
For me this song is about a friend i had. Deep down we were more than friends. We don´t talk anymore, but we used to be the closest. Talk on the phone late at night for hours, kiss in the park nearby school, hold hands and play piano together. I told him my deepest fears and he did too, but eventually i watched him fall out of love until we no longer talked. I don´t miss him as more than friends, it´s about the betrayal feeling of being left. He knew better than anyone how i was hurting and he still chose to leave me.
He has been cheating on me over the course of 3 years.... snap chatting and messaging other girls especially his exes... not to mention the emotional abuse and gaslighting): I’m hurting so bad
girl i am so sorry :(. my best advice is to leave and give urself time to heal from the wounds he has caused. it may be difficult but please remember that u are worth sm more and deserve better from him, u have such a big heart and i believe u will be able to make ur hurt into something beautiful for someone who will do the same for u.
Girl, i know for a fact that you deserve SO much better. And to any girl in a similar situation out there, you deserve better. Men are going to be assholes so drop him. You dont need him. What matters is you feeling okay. Because nobody should be more important to you then yourself. You are more then enough Queens. Drop him girl, you deserve better.
If he wanted, he would. If he doesn’t, you know where you stand. Sometimes, you just gotta take in the hurt. Embrace it, don’t fight it, because if you do you’ll live in pain everyday, let it soak in your skin until it doesn’t bother you anymore. Then you can move on.
Irk who needs to hear this but I sure as fuck do. Nobody is worth making you feel like you aren't good enough. Nobody is worth making you cry your FUCKING eyes out at 3am. You should be able to love somebody who doesn't make you go through it just so they love you. Like what!? My story is that I met a guy loved him hard for two years he never felt the same he found a new side chick forgot about me, his best friend, and ignored me. I trusted him and loved him so bad. And you know what I cried a whole fucking lot during those two years He was not worth it. Don't let them treat you like shit and then still give all your love and time and energy to them. You'll be okay I love you... Stay strong
"If you declare with your mouth, “Jesus is Lord,” and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. For it is with your heart that you believe and are justified, and it is with your mouth that you profess your faith and are saved." - Romans 10:9-10
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favorite crime - 0:00 - 3:03
traitor - 3:05 - 7:21
Ty 😎🥺
Ty
ty beautiful! :D
Thanks sweetie, it's 1am here
2 in 1 it lovely 😊 May I use it for a playlist?
I don't know who needs to read this. I'm writing this at 2AM in my bed, alone. I've never felt more alone than this. And I know someone out there is feeling the same way. And I wanna tell you something: things will get bad and then will get better, bad and better,so you wanna know my advice? live every fucking minute. Everything will be beautiful and the next minute will be awful. Live all of it. Live your life. Start being productive,even if you are alone because you know what? In your life you will be the one who will always be by your side. Everyone will leave and this is why you have to love every bit of yourself, everyday, and be the best version of yourself. I believe in you. I believe you will get off your bed tomorrow and start eating healthy, start working out and start taking care of yourself. I know it's hard but I know you are stronger than this. You got this and I can't be more proud of you. Wipe your tears alone because no one will be there to do that. Tell yourself you are beautiful because no one will do that. Say sorry to yourself because no one will do that. Forgive yourself. Forgive everyone.
You got this. Stay strong my love.
Thank you, I needed to hear that..
i love you
Ily
this made me cry lol
Omg when I literally needed this
song + raining sound = better song
+slowed/reverb
THE REVERB = MY HEART BrOcKeN
Faxxxx
FOR FREAKIN REAL
Yess
My favourite two songs in the album!
SAME
Omg Same
sameeeee
(2)
same omg
thank you for making the rain not sound like fried chicken ❤️
you’re welcome ❤️
Sorry, I found this hilarious
HAHAAHAHAHAHHAA
i’m so weak😭😭
🤣🤣🤣
i wish i had someone to tell everything i have to say and not being judged
Me to🥺
i’m here for u if u feel comfortable
i’m also here for you if you feel comfortable with it
I'm here. Cause I'm in the same position and I hate it. I have so much emotions stuffed in and can't explain to anyone. Not even my bestfriend
the fact that this is so underrated is killing me.
just imagine this is a talent show and there’s a choir singing, everyone’s quiet, and it’s raining outside...
Man that makes me feel nostalgic from doing chorus in 6th grade 🥺
@@iyanubanks100 omggg ikr😇
wow 🥺🥺
Ik I was just going to say that that’s one way to do it but it would be so soothing
when you were nobody’s favorite crime and realize you were the traitor.
Have you ever had/been at the same time😒meaning you had a favorite crime but never been someone’s favorite crime and also being a traitor and having a traitor
@@bryannastanfield7210 yes u actually described me
@@bryannastanfield7210 felt this.
:((
Being a traitor hurts more then being someone's favorite crime. Especially when you actually did love them and yk you will never find better
1:57
Thats my favorite part
Fav part🥺💖✨😭
Olivia's songs + rain = ART 💕
anyone else here low key really anxious for reasons that they don’t think are super importan but you’re still anxious nonetheless?
because same . but i promise you, things will get better, whatever you’re anxious about will turn out for the better, and your feelings are completely valid. you are loved and appreciated. even if some people in your life aren’t putting you in a good mindset, just know that i love you and appreciate you so much. if youtube had dms, i would open my dms to anyone and everyone, but since there aren’t, i will send everyone a virtual hug the size of this planet and reming yall that you’re very important, you’re valid, and you matter.
now, am i going to follow my own advice? no. but i really hope you can take something from it. i’m sorry i’m not a very good writer. have a good rest of your day!
🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
Ty sm, I really needed it
i’m crying over nothing. This version omg.
my 2 favorite songs from the album:)
Same
Same
this is literally the most beautiful thing i have ever heard
I wish that this was 3 hours long🥺✨
same
just make a loop
@@Empanadashavemyheart how do I do that??
@@iyanubanks100 if its a laptop or tabelt i think just hold onto the screen where you wanna loop and press it
@@iyanubanks100 while watching three dots will appear on top right corner click that and then it'll show "Loop-off" click that it'll be on :)
These are the best songs on the album imo
traitor,favourite crime and happier are the best in her album
Driver's license too!🤍
THIS VERSION OF TRAITOR IS SOOO GOOODDDDD I LOVE THISSS
Gosh. Could listen to this forever… I feel at peace. 🥺
probably nobody cares, but I'm going to tell it anyway, he was my reason to shine, he helped me in everything, we were nowhere near trying to be more than friends, and now he told me that we were not going to work, just when i was gonna take the first step and try to make it work :(
it’s okay everything will be okay trust me. it just wasn’t meant to be no matter how real it felt. you will get through this. i believe in you and i’m proud of how far you’ve come. :)
I am here to listen. You will find someone much better, he just wasn't meant to be. And thats okay. There is someone out there who is
Stay strong, love
@@meganzepeda8122 tysm, I'm better now, although a little sick but better lol, i hope you're doing great
@@sofiamarko5788 thanks for listen, I hope everything goes well in your life
@@imstranger3600 no problem girl, and if you need something feel free to write in here under your first comment and I will respond as soon as possible
Thank you for posting this :)
yw :)
we need more of this kind of content.
funny thing... outside my room is the brightest thing I have ever seen while I'm here listening to 2 songs with a raining background sound.
To the person who read this,
It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic.Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here.
I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend.
“Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you.
In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here.
I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay?
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :)
have a good day and great years.
I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- becho, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)
thank you for this🙏🏻 ily❤️
becho, i love you
I’m crying 🥲
Thank you, I love you 💛
stop following me around these videos🥲🥲🥲 thankyou sm i appreciate you more than words can fucking describe
Thank you ❤❤❤
Ooh-ooh
Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah
Brown guilty eyes and little white lies
Yeah, I played dumb but I always knew
That you'd talk to her, maybe did even worse
I kept quiet so I could keep you
And ain't it funny
How you ran to her
The second that we called it quits?
And ain't it funny
How you said you were friends?
Now it sure as hell don't look like it
You betrayed me
And I know that you'll never feel sorry
For the way I hurt, yeah
You'd talk to her
When we were together
Loved you at your worst
But that didn't matter
It took you two weeks
To go off and date her
Guess you didn't cheat
But you're still a traitor
Now you bring her around
Just to shut me down
Show her off like she's a new trophy
And I know if you were true
There's no damn way that you
Could fall in love with somebody that quickly
Ain't it funny
All the twisted games
All the questions you used to avoid?
Ain't it funny?
Remember I brought her up
And you told me I was paranoid
You betrayed me
And I know that you'll never feel sorry
For the way I hurt, yeah
You'd talk to her
When we were together
Loved you at your worst
But that didn't matter
It took you two weeks
To go off and date her
Guess you didn't cheat
But you're still a traitor
God, I wish that you had thought this through
Before I went and fell in love with you
(Ah-ah-ah)
When she's sleeping in the bed we made
Don't you dare forget about the way
You betrayed me
'Cause I know that you'll never feel sorry
For the way I hurt, yeah
You'd talk to her
When we were together
You gave me your word
But that didn't matter
It took you two weeks
To go off and date her
Guess you didn't cheat
But you're still
You're still a traitor (ah-ah-ah)
Yeah, you're still a traitor
Ooh-ooh-ooh
God, I wish that you had thought this through
Before I went and fell in love with you
Know that I loved you so bad
I let you treat me like that
I was your willing accomplice, honey
And I watched as you fled the scene
Doe-eyed as you buried me
One heart broke, four hands bloody
Those things I did
Just so I could call you mine
The things you did
Well, I hope I was your favorite crime
It's bittersweet to think about the damage that we do
'Cause I was going down, but I was doing it with you
Yeah, everything we broke, and all the trouble that we made
But I say that I hate you with a smile on my
face
Oh, look what we became
All the things I did
Just so I could call you mine
All the things you did
Well, I hope I was your favorite crime
You used me as an alibi
I crossed my heart as you crossed the line
And I defended you to all my friends
And now, every time a siren sounds
I wonder if you're around
'Cause you know that I'd do it all again
All the things I did
Just so I could call you mine
The things you did
Well, I hope I was your favorite crime
Oh, look what we became
All the things I did
Just so I could call you mine
All the things you did
Well, I hope I was your favorite crime
Your favorite crime
Your favorite crime
'Cause baby, you were mine
Damn its literally raining here rn
this hits so hard😭
This just made me feel batter , especially if you listen with the noise canceling AirPods & your eyes closed 😩
And in the dark
this song brings me chills behind my spin...
favorite crime & traitor~ lyrics~~
favorite crime~~~
Know that I loved you so bad
I let you treat me like that
I was your willing accomplice, honey
And I watched as you fled the scene
Doe-eyed as you buried me
One heart broke, four hands bloody
Those things I did
Just so I could call you mine
The things you did
Well, I hope I was your favorite crime
You used me as an alibi
I crossed my heart as you crossed the line
And I defended you to all my friends
And now, every time a siren sounds
I wonder if you're around
'Cause you know that I'd do it all again
All the things I did
Just so I could call you mine
The things you did
Well, I hope I was your favorite crime
It's bittersweet to think about the damage that we do
'Cause I was going down, but I was doing it with you
Yeah, everything we broke, and all the trouble that we made
But I say that I hate you with a smile on my face
Oh, look what we became
All the things I did
Just so I could call you mine
All the things you did
Well, I hope I was your favorite crime
Your favorite crime
Your favorite crime
'Cause baby, you were mine
traitor~~~
Ooh-ooh
Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah
Brown guilty eyes and little white lies
Yeah, I played dumb but I always knew
That you'd talk to her, maybe did even worse
I kept quiet so I could keep you
And ain't it funny
How you ran to her
The second that we called it quits?
And ain't it funny
How you said you were friends?
Now it sure as hell don't look like it
You betrayed me
And I know that you'll never feel sorry
For the way I hurt, yeah
You'd talk to her
When we were together
Loved you at your worst
But that didn't matter
It took you two weeks
To go off and date her
Guess you didn't cheat
But you're still a traitor
Now you bring her around
Just to shut me down
Show her off like she's a new trophy
And I know if you were true
There's no damn way that you
Could fall in love with somebody that quickly
Ain't it funny
All the twisted games
All the questions you used to avoid?
Ain't it funny?
Remember I brought her up
And you told me I was paranoid
You betrayed me
And I know that you'll never feel sorry
For the way I hurt, yeah
You'd talk to her
When we were together
Loved you at your worst
But that didn't matter
It took you two weeks
To go off and date her
Guess you didn't cheat
But you're still a traitor
God, I wish that you had thought this through
Before I went and fell in love with you
(Ah-ah-ah)
When she's sleeping in the bed we made
Don't you dare forget about the way
You betrayed me
'Cause I know that you'll never feel sorry
For the way I hurt, yeah
You'd talk to her
When we were together
You gave me your word
But that didn't matter
It took you two weeks
To go off and date her
Guess you didn't cheat
But you're still
You're still a traitor (ah-ah-ah)
Yeah, you're still a traitor
Ooh-ooh-ooh
God, I wish that you had thought this through
Before I went and fell in love with you
tysm
Crying over this song for days.. :)
I wish this had 1 hour
It would be so perfect
(theres something called a loop :))
Plz make a 1 hour (or more) version of this. It’s the only thing helping me sleep lately.
put it on Spotify pls 🛐
I listen to this when I've had a bad day at school to relax and calm down and I have had a bad day at school so I'm listening to this keep up the amazing work xxxxx
Honestly I love this version of favorite crime much more than the original. It's beautiful!
“All the things I did..just so I could call you mine”
🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
She loved him at his worse, but he didn't love her at her worst, which is now
He's basically Implying that he needs it all, but she doesn't. That's why it took him two weeks to go off and date another girl. He's greedy, and she loves him, so it's now her turn to be greedy BUT obsessive over their love. He's a traitor, and played with her heart, but in HER view, it didn't seem like a game. He betrayed HER. Fools.
😔
i enjoyed this so much thank you
this is the 4th time i listen to this playlist. i get back everytime i feel down and everytime i feel like kms. thank u ur helping me a lot with my bad thoughts
congrats on 1M views
thank you sm!
What breaks my heart the most is loving someone u can't have and your not allowed to love . but I guess the best revenge is to forgive everyone and heal and not to turn out like the people who hurt you
omg this is perfect
this is about to make me cry in class. all we went through and did to be happy with each other and now i'm sitting here unsure of what's going to happen, lmao it's what i get ig.
this is some main character type of shit damn
I have an unhealthy obsession over this.🧘♀️
For me this song is about a friend i had. Deep down we were more than friends. We don´t talk anymore, but we used to be the closest. Talk on the phone late at night for hours, kiss in the park nearby school, hold hands and play piano together. I told him my deepest fears and he did too, but eventually i watched him fall out of love until we no longer talked. I don´t miss him as more than friends, it´s about the betrayal feeling of being left. He knew better than anyone how i was hurting and he still chose to leave me.
I hope the best for u
I miss him so much
Me too sometimes I wonder do I ever cross his mind
me too bestie
Well we just gotta move on
damn
MY FAVOURITE
thank you for making this mix of songs a little slow right, I'm very grateful to you, I really like it💕
That's comfort place when you know that these 2 songs are ur fav in the album
never dated anyone. still makes me so fucking sad abt everything wrong. yet i still love it
WE NEED MOREEE
i wanna listen to this so bad but i’m happy rn and i know this will make me sad
My 2 fav songs from the album thank you❤🌟
"Bro there's plenty of fish in the sea dw"
Yeah but I liked this one..
"loved you at your worst
but that didn't matter" 😕😔
this hits different when your best friend moved on and found a new best friend :')
Thank you so much for this
i hope they’re happy
i hope YOU’RE happy 💓 you deserve it, gorgeous :’)
I hope they go to hell
@@rememberme1058 yes i secretly hope too 😔🤚
actually in my house right now is raining and this songs are on my top 3 and slowed with rain make it so much better , it makes me cry
this rly is a masterpiece. thank u
He has been cheating on me over the course of 3 years.... snap chatting and messaging other girls especially his exes... not to mention the emotional abuse and gaslighting): I’m hurting so bad
girl i am so sorry :(. my best advice is to leave and give urself time to heal from the wounds he has caused. it may be difficult but please remember that u are worth sm more and deserve better from him, u have such a big heart and i believe u will be able to make ur hurt into something beautiful for someone who will do the same for u.
💔
Girl, i know for a fact that you deserve SO much better. And to any girl in a similar situation out there, you deserve better. Men are going to be assholes so drop him. You dont need him. What matters is you feeling okay. Because nobody should be more important to you then yourself. You are more then enough Queens. Drop him girl, you deserve better.
Hey baby
Love you hope you get through this you deserve better
omg thank you for this!
Well I hope I was your fav crime ... 🌧
vibe😩✋
my ears are blessed
BADLY NEED THIS ON SPOTIFY !!!
for some reason the pic makes me have like so much deja vu
My friend just broke up with her Boyfriend so i showed her this remix and we stay up all night listening to this
The memories🥲
this is a masterpiece : )
I NEED THIS ON SPOTIFY 😔
my fav songs from the album
this is SO good, thank you thank you
Idk why I'm crying 😭
im crying rn lol
Mn q perfeição 🥺
My two favourite songs from sour😍
If he wanted, he would. If he doesn’t, you know where you stand.
Sometimes, you just gotta take in the hurt. Embrace it, don’t fight it, because if you do you’ll live in pain everyday, let it soak in your skin until it doesn’t bother you anymore. Then you can move on.
im in heaven
Hello stranger :)
nevertheless, you're not alone.
Thank you so much for making such a soothing thing ❤️❤️
Omg okay hear me out, put your phone under your pillow with this playing and put rain and thunder sounds on your TV and sleep 🥴
Song + raining sound + slow down = 🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋
favorite crime 🤧
thank u
The sounds just made me think of what happened in School and it made me cry
"I don't care you left me, what did was how you left because you were better than that"
-realization
-
ikr :(
Oh I apologize I was really tired but I didn't want to go to sleep 😅,but I appreciate the comment and criticism :)
@Beatrice Isabelle I wish you hope and strength to go through what is tragic
In your life, and to be better😊
SaD GoLdFiSh awww thankiuu I wish the same for u :)
@Beatrice Isabelle, I'm sorry if this is over the top but you really made my day💓☺
Irk who needs to hear this but I sure as fuck do.
Nobody is worth making you feel like you aren't good enough.
Nobody is worth making you cry your FUCKING eyes out at 3am.
You should be able to love somebody who doesn't make you go through it just so they love you.
Like what!?
My story is that I met a guy loved him hard for two years he never felt the same he found a new side chick forgot about me, his best friend, and ignored me. I trusted him and loved him so bad.
And you know what I cried a whole fucking lot during those two years
He was not worth it.
Don't let them treat you like shit and then still give all your love and time and energy to them.
You'll be okay
I love you...
Stay strong
"If you declare with your mouth, “Jesus is Lord,” and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. For it is with your heart that you believe and are justified, and it is with your mouth that you profess your faith and are saved." - Romans 10:9-10
Amen
Amen
Yes! Amen!
✨
Amen thank you 🙏
Love this! Can you do 1 step forward 3 steps back by Olivia Rodrigo and July by Noah Cyrus with thunder
1:55
Favorite crime +Traitor =✨Magic✨
Listening to this while standing outside watching thunderstorms show.
NO NOT MY TWO MOST FAVORITE SONGS
Betraying each other and knowing it hurts so bad.
echt mn favo song! moet er altijd van wenen love u oli
OMG i love this 😮💨✨🦋😢
random person u have a great music taste 🎶