I'm 24 from California. I was 11 and abused by my neighbor who was 19. At that time, it didn't look like an abuse to me because I felt i liked him plus, at a point i kept visiting him voluntarily. even after we stopped dating. I'm not totally sure it was the pleasure thou. I didn't often enjoy it. I used sex as a way to punish myself for a lot of years. It was like it wasn't enough to just hurt myself I needed someone else to hurt me. At the same time, i felt like i had a lot of power, no one can call me a victim if i did it to myself right? Those were the thought in my head. I think the "hypersexuality thing" is declining. Though sometimes i still have that urge... you know from my stomach. I've avoided being alone with guys especially older men and tried therapy too. But i guess somehow it only gets better. Thanks for bringing it up, it really needs to be talked about. Why do i feel like I've said too much...
I don't know how, but there is comforting and solution oriented aspect to discussing difficult topics. We understand ourselves better and it feels like our troubles are gradually diminishing. And only brave individuals who do not escape from themselves and their problems can do this. I congratulate you for being brave and wish you the best
I struggle with hyposexulalty l didn't know this at the time i didn't seek help i was made to feel embarrassed ashamed and dirty and discussed in myself could not talk about it felt no one understands that i was being judged. That's why we need less judgement and shaming and more understanding and compassion then i believe more people would seek support
Thank you for sharing your experience. 🩵 Know that we offer more information on this topic on our website: www.parkinson.org/library/fact-sheets/intimacy
I'm 24 from California. I was 11 and abused by my neighbor who was 19. At that time, it didn't look like an abuse to me because I felt i liked him plus, at a point i kept visiting him voluntarily. even after we stopped dating. I'm not totally sure it was the pleasure thou. I didn't often enjoy it.
I used sex as a way to punish myself for a lot of years. It was like it wasn't enough to just hurt myself I needed someone else to hurt me. At the same time, i felt like i had a lot of power, no one can call me a victim if i did it to myself right? Those were the thought in my head. I think the "hypersexuality thing" is declining. Though sometimes i still have that urge... you know from my stomach. I've avoided being alone with guys especially older men and tried therapy too. But i guess somehow it only gets better. Thanks for bringing it up, it really needs to be talked about. Why do i feel like I've said too much...
I don't know how, but there is comforting and solution oriented aspect to discussing difficult topics. We understand ourselves better and it feels like our troubles are gradually diminishing. And only brave individuals who do not escape from themselves and their problems can do this. I congratulate you for being brave and wish you the best
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I struggle with hyposexulalty l didn't know this at the time i didn't seek help i was made to feel embarrassed ashamed and dirty and discussed in myself could not talk about it felt no one understands that i was being judged. That's why we need less judgement and shaming and more understanding and compassion then i believe more people would seek support
Thank you for sharing your experience. 🩵 Know that we offer more information on this topic on our website: www.parkinson.org/library/fact-sheets/intimacy
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