Thank you so much for 300k 😭💗 I’m so grateful to be a part of your life and so blessed to have you here!! I hope this reading resonates I love you sooo much xoxoxo 🚨🚨BEWARE OF SCAMMERS IMPERSONATING ME ON SOCIAL MEDIA ESP ON INSTAGRAM🚨🚨 👻Follow Me👻: Instagram: instagram.com/realesotarot Twitter: twitter.com/realesotarot TikTok: vm.tiktok.com/ZMR8yghKN/ 👚My Merch👚: crowdmade.com/collections/esotarot 🕐Timestamps🕓 Intro: 0:00 Pile Selection: 1:24 Pile 1 (Golden Healer Dendritic Quartz Tower): 3:31 Pile 2 (Fluorite Unicorn): 41:50 Pile 3 (Rose Quartz Angel): 1:29:11 Pile 4 (Labradorite Sun/Moon): 2:13:21 Get your first 10-minute reading with Keen by clicking here: trykeen.com/esotarot I will receive compensation from anyone who signs-up through my link, thanks for supporting my channel! 💸Leave me a tip💸 PayPal: xesotarotx@gmail.com Cashapp: $palehag Disclaimer: you are absolutely not required to donate anything ever!! However, if the reading touched you and you want to leave a tip I’m keeping that option open :) I am grateful for anything but please never feel like you have to!!
Pile 3: My guide literally screamed "YOU" when you said 'your guide likes pretty things'. My self-worth and esteem were always based in the fact that I never thought I was pretty until my mid-20s. I've been going through a lot of self healing and recovery and am in the process of leaving a bad relationship. I really needed this, thank you for this reading
I resonate with this so much @mermaidwitch94. Left the toxic relationship that challeneged my self worth and confidence five years ago, and I'm feel like I'm finally in a place to love again. Unfortunately that toxic relationship distorted how I chose friendships, but I'm now letting go of some bad friendships from that period. Keep going, your healing is right around the riverbank :)
#3 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking. It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always persevers. 💖
Group three here. I was in an abusive relationship and in an abusive friendship at the same time and breaking up with both people at once was the hardest thing I've ever done but also best thing I did for myself. I've been healing from this shitshow for the past four years and all I can say for anyone going through this is: You are worth more than crumbs. You are deserving of actual full love. Take the time to heal properly and I know it can be scary to be "alone" but you won't be. The universe will send you all the love you need.
Pile 3- Sending you all, love and light. Know that you are worthy. You've always been worthy. How they treat you is a reflection of them, not you This is something I remind myself every day. It's not your fault. You deserve everything your heart desires. 🧿🌼✨❤️🌈
Pile 3 - My grandma's nickname for me was "Rosebud." :) And after I grew up, she would always say, "Grandma's rosebud grew up into a beautiful rose." This reminded me of that.
Pile 2: I’ve been feeling so disconnected from my heart and lost and like I can’t feel my guides and this reading provided me with so much relief. The desert analogy was so real. Those forgiveness oracles nearly had be in tears. I just feel so seen and reminded that it’s safe to trust my instincts and that this is just a stepping stone. Im gonna do the inner work and be kind and loving to myself. I know I need to pour life back in me and that things are going to be okay. Thank you so much Eso💕
I’m from pile 2 as well and I feel like Eso just looked into my soul. It is relieving and terrifying because I am actually finding that I have a very difficult time trusting myself. The forgive yourself cards ripped me apart in the best of ways.
I picked pile 1 and I'm only a few minutes in but the first card being "the shadow"... My childhood cat passed away just over a week ago and her name was literally Shadow. That's her in my profile picture. That definitely took me by surprise
Pile4: Let me just tell you, this is one of the most amazing reading I’ve heard which I literally needed to right now. I’ve been so confused about my purpose in life because there’s a lot of things I want to do. I can’t stick to one specific thing or career. I love learning, creating and experiencing new things. Hearing that it’s okay to live doing what makes me passionate is just exactly what I need. Thank you so much for this 😭
this could be my comment, every single word was just speaking to me and i have never seen a better reading tbh, i usually never comment but this was just stunning.
Loved everything about pile 3. I'm definitely further along this journey than some others may be, I was actually just thinking earlier today about how I've been working to embrace my femininity recently and not be ashamed of it. For those who are in a poor relationship or have a poor relationship with oneself, my biggest advice is to take time to step away. Give yourself room to breathe freely. Give yourself time and space to be alone and explore at your own pace. Our culture likes to rush us along, but it's important to know that your pace is your own and not what others want it to be. What helped me the most was diving deep into self introspection and self-learning. I didn't have a strong sense of self so I let others define me how they pleased (which was often a form of control or projection of their own insecurities). Becoming more comfortable with who I truly am has been my biggest blessing and I never thought that I'd get to the point where I am now. Even on my hardest days where I'm too tired to keep going, I never consider giving up anymore. You got this!
Omg, i picked pile 3 and it is literally what is happening to me for the past half year, the changes , the evolving and the getting out of toxicity in my life, everything described happened and keep happening! Every single word of yours is literally what I am living through its mad! Thank you that confirm me I’m where I belong ❤️
this may be long so bless you if you'd read it all PILE 3 - the spot on confirmation of this pile and my life is literally blowing my mind!!!! i've prayed endlessly and worked hard on all aspects of my life for this very moment, for this next chapter!!!! I've been in countless of emotionally unavailable relationships and stood because I wanted to be loved, toxic friendships/family and conformed, always quieted my voice and intuition from speaking my truth, the death of my first love via suicide, heck being an empath I even lost myself countless of times attempting and most times succeeding in taking on the burdens of others as if it were my own. numerous of times where i found myself thinking of suicide, in and out depressive states and going through every step while living in an environment full of lust, envy, money and drugs all alone. WE ARE NOT ALONE!! EVER!! my last straw truthfully was even recent, legit summer of 2021 when i dealt with an individual who tore me down so much in which I thought I was beyond repair. literally like you said Eso "brought you down to their level just to make them feel better" & with no remorse too... being that I was giving all of my loving energy to that individual, I saw at that very experience it was never me... and i don't mean to say never however all the wrong done to me was out of my control, it was either projection, testing or choices for direction & most wasn't brought by my GOD. so it brings me tears of joy that I've came across your page a couple months back and that you felt compelled to do this video, because like i said in the beginning every single word was a spot on confirmation!! I LOVE YOU!! MY ADVICE TO THOSE HEALING - it truly doesn't end once you begin, so begin! always count yourself in and after you do that BET ON YOURSELF EVERY SINGLE TIME!! I LOVE YOU ALL 🤍🙌🏾
Your story of wanting to be loved by friends, relationships resonate with me so much. You are a true survivor, thanks for sharing your story. Love you and you are right, we are not alone, ever! We got this! ❤️
lol you call this comment long..... to be totally honest, THIS IS THE MOST SHORTEST COMMENT i have ever seen when you compare it to the comments i type..... and i mean this in a very positive way because i really can't type short comments and some people on other channels on TH-cam have even said "This as long as a PAGE" ! and please don't apologize for the length of your comment because this comment is some experience that i wish you had never gone through and that you are really tough..... i have been going to doctors because my teachers in school and my mentor in my degree always told my dad that there was something wrong with me because i would never complete my notes nor my exams and in my first semester degree my mentor told my dad that she thought that something was wrong with me just because i was sitting alone at the back of the class and not talking much to other students.....and when i did make friends with one person, this same mentor was like "Rebecca you need to keep your distance from her" and even my parents told me that as well but though i knew this, everytime i told her that i just had to stop being her friend, this girl would just start her water works and would ask me "What have i done to your mentor or parents?" and what do you do in those circumstances? plus when i needed her the most, she was not there and if she was there and i told her a problem, she would just be like "What ever.....your problem....deal with it" while i was always there fighting with my parents, my mentor, my fellow classmates and even her boyfriends (who by the way she would always end up changing every week at the least) because they would either make some comments that made me feel uncomfortable, a comment like "You should be like Rebecca" this comment can be seen as a complement if that person looks at their girlfriend, but when you feel them tell your friend that they should look like you and while telling your friend that they not just look at you or in your direction but you also actually not just catch them slowly looking up and down your body from your bust down to your legs, but also feel that they mean it in a manner that seems creepy, that even your friend would notice you feeling uncomfortable, how can anyone take that as a complement? and some of her boy friends would even pull me aside and tell me that they actually started to fall for me right in front for her and i would get so mad at them and tell them "Okay! i understand that you like me....but what are the chances that if i introduced you to another friend of mine who was better in every way than me, you wouldn't treat me the way you have treated my friend?" and they always told me "I wouldn't do that to you...you are a really nice girl and you are there for your friend...... so there is no way i would treat you like her....to be honest the reason i have been going out with her is just to take advantage of her and then dump her....i would never dump you" but i never believed them..........i have suffered from sever depression and other stuff since childhood ....... but i have never taken to drugs or drinking because it's all thanks to my parents, who had always been there for me and they are also very strict when it comes to drinking alcohol or even me going out to meet guys it's a big NO NO..... and since i am born and brought up in India, as an Indian i will tell you that if your parents get to know that you, a girl, have a boyfriend, then that fact is frowned on...but if you are a boy and you have a girlfriend, then that's fine.....but in the end if you are born and brought up in India, you are expected to marry the person your parents choose for you to marry..... but when times are tough and you are girl and a single/unmarried woman and you are left alone at home, you still have your neighbors to keep an eye on you and if you need something or any kind of help, you know that you can ask your neighbors to help you Anyway, i'll just cut it short now, because i can go on and on..... and.... lol..... i think i made my point as to why i think your message is really short compared to mine..... 🙂.....any way i truly hope that you have an amazingly awesome day today and everyday.....may you always stay and remain safe, protected and blessed always ...sending you tons of love, light and blessings your way.......... 🙂
@@TheAuroraerika , @Tim Gonzalez and @Chantae Davis, i agree with you three....... we are never alone.... sending you all tons of love, light and blessings your way......may you all stay and remain safe, protected and blessed always
Pile 4: It's such a roller coaster ride with today's reading. I was crying at one point and then laughing silly later. It resonated so much with my soul. Fully expressed what I have been feeling recently. Another great reading, thank youu! 💟
pile 2, I've been going through a lot. I was feeling really good about myself and then suddenly I just lost interest in everything and was always in my head, beating myself up over it and telling myself I wasn't appreciating what I have and it's just been hard. I've always had trouble accepting myself for who I am and questioning my beliefs. this really helped me, as most of your readings do. thank you so so much. also I LOVE Scooby Doo
Omg....pile 3. It's crazy, after divorce catapulted me into self love and healing a couple of years ago, this new guide made herself known to me while I was on a shroom trip at a healing retreat 😆. And I believe she has been with me ever since, being that voice of boundaries and putting my foot down all to protect my newfound inner peace and beauty. Spot on!
I'm going through a divorce as well. After 2 years of not being together I'd figure I'd be done hurting. Every time I think I'm over it, I feel like I am. But everytime I explain my situation to a stranger I begin crying. And then I get sad all over again.
@@lorrainaramirez2995 it takes time. And once you get tired. Like really tired of being sick and tired. I COULD NOT WAIT til the Divorce was finalized. I felt free to be me. And relearn and rebuild who I am. So I can stand in my truth. Sending love and hugs your way! You got this. Don't rush your healing process. TAKE YOUR SWEET TIME! 💕💕💕
Blessings. I have been on a similar journey of separation from a toxic relationship with the father of my children. Also dealing with the mourning of my mother who has impacted my life so greatly. I have been on a journey with mushrooms, Bufo and ayahuasca. I am eternally grateful and have learned so much from the earth. It is truly beautiful
Pile 1: This is crazy. I was so frustrated when I clicked on this reading. When you were describing this guide, I had an angry crying moment with him. And wow yes... I hear him. He's the only one I hear among my guides. And yes it's a very serious, "let's get it done" and "focus" attitude but still loving. He'd say stuff like "drink ur water" out of nowhere. I kinda feel guilty because whenever I hear him, it kinda annoyed me. But the second half of the reading (I paused and in that pause used my words and focused my attention on negative ties I need to cut off), I realized how powerful my voice is and and how amidst my destructive past, he's probably the only one who has seen the beautiful nature of my voice. And the only one who desires for that to come out. Thank you for introducing him to me in a clearer way, I really miss him.
Pile 2 called to me. I have a male spirit guide (Confirmed by two separate mediums) and I’ve had mostly male past lifetimes. I’m also a Taurus ! This quote resonated with me most “ Recognize that abundance is an extension of your accomplishments and less as an extension of your worth.” Gold. Thank you esotarot. You have a gift with words
Pile 2: my dad died 7 years ago today and I was feeling really disconnected from him and I have felt like that for a while and straight when you pulled the father card I started bawling. Everything started to make sense to me and how I’ve been feeling lately and I now know what direction I want my life to head. Thank you sincerely❤️❤️❤️
Oh my I got chills reading this comment throughout my whole body, I’m so happy you know what direction to head in and since this is from a year ago I bet you’ve grown so much through your healing process. I’m sorry for your loss and I know your dad is so proud of you
@@Airborne2xx2 thank you so much! Its actually my dad birthday today and seeing this made me so happy. I wish you much love and happiness for whatever path you’re on right now❤️
@@emmawindsor5485 really?! No way I don’t believe it’s a coincidence that I felt called to say something then, happy birthday to your dad 🥳. You’re very welcome I’m glad you were able to see my message and thank you for your kind words as well🥰
Pile 2. The Alchemist is by Paulo Coelho. I've read it multiple times, and it's such a powerful book. No question this is my pile. And I recognize this guide's energy. Thank you for doing this today. 😊 Love and light to you. 💖✨
Pile 2 was spot on and I even have The Alchemist on my bookshelf. I was then drawn to pile 1 but wasn't going to listen but so glad I did. This was 100% what I needed to hear, I got goosebumps and so emotional. Everything made so much sense and confirmed what I have been feeling, thank you for a great reading.
Pile 1. Such a sweet and lovely reading 😭 so grateful for my spirit guide and to you Madison for relaying these messages to me. it’s so reassuring to know there’s someone always in my corner.
"I don't think the universe understands it's self".... I love that. I've always thought that... Like why does there have to be an answer to why and what everything and all this is. Thank you for all the love, energy and space in your days that you dedicate to spreading love and light to the world. You're awesome and inspire me to be a better me with every video I watch. Andddd you are always and I mean always so genuinely connected you can even feel it and hear it in your voice, it blows my mind everytime. I appreciate you! 🤩🙏🤟 Oh ya I was pile 4 just in case you were curious!
You are my favorite tarot reader. And your courage of talking about your struggle with ADHD also helps me a lot with my dealing with my own mental health problems. Thank you thank you thank you
Pile 3.... At 40 I'm finding myself! I learned I was my own hero in my story! Now I'm fighting to be my best self while I wait for my soulmate to come into my life!!
I met a lady named Rose yesterday and we bonded over crystals, we both had on crystal jewelry. She said "My name is Rose like the flower of love." That pile resonates so much thank you.
Pile 4: This pile resonated deeply for me. You have definitely made me understand my path on this journey. Its been such a lonely and confusing journey after my spiritual awakening. But I understand now that I just have to trust myself and my heart. And my guides will be with me. Thank you Esotarot from the bottom of my heart. Your gift with tarot reading and the spiritual guidance from you and spirit has opened my eyes. I can move forward without fear. This has given me confidence. Thank you so much. Sending so so much love.
This reading resonated with me so much. I chose Pile 1. I have Psalm 23 tattooed on my forearm (in honour of my Grandma) and it was such a confirmation when you said it was the quote you got when you were looking at the oracles for this pile. I literally got chills!! Thank you, Eso. ❤️
I picked pile 3. Well, I picked pile 1 then had an overwhelming urge to listen to pile 3 first. So I did. The exact thing I’m working on, so I’m so happy to hear I have a guide coming specifically for that. Things that were said were exact things I was thinning to myself this morning as far as the “planning” goes. Roses are significant to me already so that was really cool to have correlated with this guide. And I woke up with the song “Listen to your heart” in my head. And that was the name of the last card you pulled!!!!! Really?!?! I asked for confirmation that this reading was for me and that card definitely sealed the deal! Thank you for this gift. You have no idea how important this is in other peoples’ journeys. 🙏✨💕
I choose pile 3 and I can't wait to continue growing! The message of the pile was so clear and i am so grateful that i got to hear it. Here lately I'v been telling people exactly what I feel. Not in a rude way, but I'v made it clear that I know I deserve better! I'v also just been into my more girly/feminine self and knowing that my guide also represents that makes me so joyful. Thank you, I truly appreciate you
Pile 2: When you brought up howls moving castle- I lost it 😭 thank you sooo much for this beautiful reading. You’re so incredibly talented. My heart is so grateful for you and the help you bring onto others. I will take your advice and grow from it. You’re so loved eso. Peace love & light always beautiful lady!
pile 2: when you mentioned a father figure, i immediately thought about my grandfather, who passed away when i was young. i miss him dearly everyday and knowing he’s still next to me everyday makes me feel full of joy. thank you for this amazing reading!
i also thought about my grandpa, who passed when I was just one. i even started crying, even though i don't really remember a lot about him. it is nice to know, that our family members are always watching over us. I'm sure your grandpa is proud of you and wishes you all the best for you life
Pile 4.. wow your readings are so heartfelt. You inspire me to want to help others with readings. I've been getting into tarot but WOW doing tarot readings for others takes so much spiritual energy. I don't know how you do it so much, it takes a selfless person in my opinion. And you have to be able to get out of your own head to be able to do it. I'm just impressed. Sending love ❤️
I just want to thank you Eso 😭❤️ I started watching your readings last year and the messages REALLY changed my life and turned everything around for the better! I’ve been able to connect with myself spiritually and my life has been changing for the better, and it’s all started with your readings. Thank you thank you SO much. You deserve so much love and support, thank you 💕💕
pile 4: this definitely resonated with me. i’m so thankful that i’m learning about myself day by day even when things get difficult 💗 congratulations on 300k girl, you deserve it ❤️
pile 3 + totally spot on! ive been buying myself pink roses for the last few months, just left an abusive relationship 9 months ago and diving into my femininity. 🌹🌹🌹
Pile 1: 100% my dad who died when I was 4. I just started getting therapy now at 32 to deal with it and I’m seeing sooo many signs, it’s magic ❤️ he was a Capricorn and I’m a Cap stellium. I literally was talking about the Time Money Energy thing today!! Ahhh so many syncs… Thank you Eso, I always feel comforted by your readings, this one especially so knowing someone so close to me is here 🤍🤍🤍
Pile 4 here, nothing comes close to your talent as always. A few times you sounded almost tearful during this reading, only emphasizing the importance of the message. Thank you 💗
I went to an art therapist to work through my past abuse. Being able to go right into the subconscious of our mind and have it read by the therapist almost like a tarot reading, worked really well for me because there was so much that I didn’t even understand about myself and the way that I was feeling. Having it out on paper to see really helped a lot. I would highly recommend art therapy to anybody who feels a little bit lost even if you don’t think you have experienced abuse.
Man that reading mad me cry it was so on point. I've been going through a lot of changes in my life trying to start over after a toxic 22 year relationship that i have yet to end but so so true. Thank you for being you!!!
Pile 3. Just got out of an abusive relationship and your reading hit me so hard. Earlier at work my boss asked if i could keep up with the flower bed at the store because im wonderful with plants. The store has rose bushes and i told my boss about the huge monster rose bush my grandmother had when i was young. I know its her. 💛💛Thank you so much Eso!!
Pile 3. Everyone who chosed that Pile, our time has arrived. The 1st day of the rest of our lives. My aunt who I love very much and passed away when I was 9, her name was Rosa...as in Rose 🌹
Pile 4 here, I feel like my spiritual journey was accelerated with your readings because they really do give me the guidance I need to hear. I really resonated with this reading and a lot of key words hit me with advice I was just specifically searching up but not finding what I truly needed. Somehow I felt very drawn to the video pile 4 and here we are :)
For Pile 3's - Archangel Muriel could be significant for you 💕 she's the first guide I had when I started on my spiritual journey and the guide Eso is channeling sounds very much like her energy 🌸
I was in a very abusive relationship. I was blessed to be able to move in with my family in another state. If you are in a abusive relationship please no that they will never change. Look into narcissistic people and please reach out to a shelter or any recourse you can to get away. You deserve to be loved and protected. Be a survivor not a victim please
#3 Thank you. Right now I feel like I have nothing more to give because I've poured it all out in others. Now I'm left to fill my own cup and pick up the pieces because they're too busy minding their own business and wrapped up in their own feelings to care about what I feel. A brutal but very important lesson learned. Switching gears to putting myself first and to meet my own wants and needs, and expecting everybody else to do the same.
Eso, your readings are AMAZING. They're always on point. I picked Pile 1 and it hardcore resonated with me, especially when you mentioned the guide having stoic energy and also wanting me to appreciate the present moment more. It's crazy you mentioned that because I was recently reflecting and thinking about the fact that a lot of times I've felt down in the past was due to not focusing on the present. Also, I have a feeling that the main spirit guide in that pile might be the Crone Mother, Saturn. Modern astrology likes Saturn to a masculine energy and calls it Father Time, but it's actually a feminine planet and more in line with Crone/grandmother energy. And lastly, YES re: the guide not telling us what we need to know until we need to know it, lol. That frustrates me so much at times, but it's true. I've definitely felt like my spirit guides will keep things hidden from me until I reach certain steps in my journey.
Pile 3: Thank you EsoTarot for this reading! I’m just here to leave behind ways that helped me through my abusive relationships and roughest times in life. Going through them is actually what led me to spirituality but I think it’s important to find a center. Don’t go too extreme into anything. For example, I think it’s important to stay close to your spirituality but it’s also important not to go too far into fantasy. It’s normal, we all want to believe in the impossible. We only realize we’ve gone too far once we’re there. Try to stay realistic but optimistic, we don’t always have the answers and it seems that nothing ever happens when you’re waiting for it to. Manifestation is real! I manifested the love of my life after a year a conscious realization of what I was looking for in love and what I was willing to give. I manifested the love of my life. She saved my life twice, and maybe more. I thank the universe for her everyday. Tarot can be your friend and your enemy, take everything with a grain of salt cause tarot readers read for thousands of people with similar situations. Music can lead you to mindsets you’ve never visited before. Be kind randomly. Thanks for reading ❤
This resonated so deeply. Pile 1 and I am in contact with my a couple of my spirit guides but have felt that one was going to reveal themselves to me soon and then I saw this. My grandparents were killed before I was born, but I have always felt my grandmother around me and gotten tons of signs and blessings and knew they were from her but never felt my grandfather very much. This ended up being him and I was covered in chills and burst into tears as soon as I realized and I can see his presence in my life now. Thank you so much Eso. 💗
Wow wow wow !!! So I woke up to this message at like 1.45 am my TH-cam was still running I believe my spirit guides wanted me to hear this message and as I woke up your voice just wasn’t your voice it was the most angelic beautiful voice like honestly this message is crazy for you too it even sounded quite alien like I came from another planet lol but recently I’ve been developing my psychic gift and really starting to learn tarot and honestly I am BLOWN AWAY everything you said in Pile 4 was completely me, I’ve been on a path to enlightenment for a year or so now I had my spiritual awakening at 25 I’m 28 now and I just couldn’t believe the things you said I feel like crying it was so powerful this message was meant for me from my spirit guides I’m so glad I found you your a beautiful soul xxxxx
I was just falling into another bout of depression and loneliness, and seeing this in my feed felt like my guides telling me I’m not alone. Thank you Eso 😭♥️ edit: for Pile 2 the first book is by Paulo Coehlo
Chose pile 1. I’ve always felt a connection to my grandfather who passed before I was born. It’s something I’ve never really been able to explain, but everything I’ve learned about him makes me feel like he is watching over me. Definitely feel all of what you described. Thanks for the video!
Omg wow same here! I know little bout him and he had a very hard life and made it hard for other ppl too but even tho in this reading I didn’t feel it was him, I strangely feel connected to him 🥺
Thank you so much for pile 3. Very accurate and it’s exactly what I needed to hear, thank you so much again ❤️ For people who are stuck in toxic situations, the most important step is first to acknowledge that you are in one and that whatever abuse you are going through is not your fault, that it’s only the wounded child in the person is hurting you coz of that wound, you have to forgive yourself and them, this will help you see the truth the best way and will make leaving the situation so much easier and more possible ❤️
i have started my healing journey. A person came along, he didn't hurt me, but he showed me what i needed to work on. Anyways, i was sitting and watching a video about trust issues and i heard a LOUD ringing in my ear, and i just felt called to watch a reading. And so i did, and this message was exactly what i needed to hear. Thank you so much
Pile 2: love this. Im an Aquarius & I’ve been asking God for reassurance. I’ve struggled with wanting other ppl to validates me & my ideas. I also am working myself out of paranoid, scarcity mindset. I feel myself getting g free slowly but surely. This reading has my grandfather, a fire sign (Leo & Sag) all over it. Thankful to both you & him. This reading resonates.
Pile 1: And I am a Capricorn, and yes I am struggling with life right now but there is always a voice in my head that says I will be alright. Thank you I really needed to hear this. 😊😊
Pile 1: A message I definitely needed to hear after today . You always come through with the exact message I need to hear at the right time . Thank you 🙏🏾 🤍
PILE 1 SO HERE I AM UP EARLY STRESSING OVER STRESSES AND WORRYING ABOUT WORRIES. A VIDEO THAT I ASSUMED WOULD BE LIKE ANY OTHER IN RELATED CONTENT COMES ALONG AND JUST SAVES MY LIFE.🥺🥴🤗 SERIOUSLY... I WAS NOT AWARE OF WHAT I NEEDED, BUT THE MESSAGE MOST DEFINITELY ALLOWED MY SPIRIT MUCH NEEDED CONFIRMATION, ACKNOWLEDGEMENT, AND REASSURANCE. IMPERATIVE TOOLS FOR MY PURPOSE FUELED JOURNEY. THANK YOU, YOUR SERVICE IS VALUABLE ON MANY LEVELS.
pile three and i'm- shocked? i have been seeing a lot of bees lately (which represent feminine energy) and i have recently met someone who's incredibly good to me, but i'm having so much trouble opening my heart up & receiving that love. this reading is honestly so so soothing and affirming. thank you, eso! PS: ALSO PLS DO A VID ON THE EMPATH THINGYYYYY i see so many people using the label as some kind of argument to support their superior complex but it rly isn't like that :/// anyway ily
Pile 3 and my middle name is literally Rose haha. You made me cry cuz I really resonated with all of it. I’m wanting to communicate with that spirit guide more I feel
Pile 3 is definitely my pile. Everything was on point! Thank you so much for this reading! I’m new to your channel and have been bing watching the videos that popped up on my home page. I’m so happy TH-cam recommend your channel to me.
4! Spot on! I REALLY needed to hear this today! Im so excited about my awakening that I want to share it with everyone but my parents don't want to hear it and I know there are others who are the same. I need to learn to keep my mouth shut more often at times as I am authentic and never talk BS. Spirit saying to be careful just hit me over the head in the best way! I have been told how powerful I am many times but I forget getting sucked back in to this 3D world @times. I always knew I was destined for greatness(not to sound conceited) but things took a dark turn for a long time. I am NOW out of matrix(most days) but still have a lot more to learn! Im loving creating Sigils from affirmations/intentions and then performing candle rituals to enhance them! I know I'm here to help heal others and also help with the awakening process of some! The positive thinking and realizing that WE ALL can manifest anything we deserve! Im still learning though but its been so eye opening for me and A LOT of what I have learned has come from tarot readings like yours and others on you tube! I can't thank you enough for sharing your wisdom!! eM
Pile 2: Exactly what I needed to hear! Thanks a lot for being a channel for Spirits ❤️❤️❤️. I have feeling like I should do more or I am lazy, but I should not blame myself for this, I am always divinely guided and this is just a process. 🙏🗡⚔️
Pile 3.. I've been going through it with work and I've been reflecting on what I should actually be doing. I'm so tired of being paid to pretend I'm happy all the time. I'm not good with customers and I feel like a failure. I think I base so much of my self worth and self love from doing well at my job and I really liked this one. I liked the creative freedom and I liked making drinks well. I'm going through a lot of change. A lot of my new connections are really being a support system right now and I'm so thankful. You're so right, I don't believe I deserve anything and this new low at this job isn't helping. I think I'm having trouble for a reason. It's a journey.
Pile 3: April has been the hardest month for me in a very long time. Literally from the 1st day to right now. I really need this and it explains what I'm already going through
Pile 3: this is my first time doing this because lately I’ve been trying to be more spiritual AND OMG IT WAS SPOT ON. I had been working towards mentally and physically “glowing up” and this is the perfect message
One thing that has helped me on my self love journey is taking myself on dates. Going places I’ve wanted to go or try and I have the best time by myself! Even home dates, getting all your favorite snacks and watching your favorite show in like a homemade fort or something. So fun. Pile 3 was spot on for me
I felt as if I needed to visit your page and listen to what you and the guides have to say. I chose the rose quartz angel and it’s so crazy because lately I’ve been so attracted to the color pink. I’ve been adventuring and going through my healing and self love journey and it was so good to know that I have a guide who is HERE for me. Who is here to help and to love me. Thank you for truly being a connection for communicating to us what our guides have to tell us. You’re also just a beautiful soul and person! Thank you ❤
Pile 3 here : these resonated so well with other readings about my sign and pick pile things today. And I'm open to receive the blessings and success that are meant to find me. Thank you so much.
Pile 3: I was sobbing the whole time & your messages really resonated with me fully and me buying rose quarts on Sunday and walking in nature and smelling the flower last night, really makes me feel like this message was for me. Thank you so much for the kind words and you truly said all the things I need to hear and i’m also excited for this journey in healing and self love 💕💕💕 healing is NOT feeling easy but I know i’m protected and am excited to see who I am on the other side. Thank you again 💘💘
OMG I really needed this eso!!!!! I haven’t been communicating with my guides as often as I used to and I really need some of their guidance rn bc there’s a lot of big changes happening in my life rn. thank you SO much, seriously I’m so excited for this one 😭😭🥺 my guides appreciate you!!!!
"You don't have to let other people assert their will over you" Wow. I can't even right now.... this... you don't understand. You have just summed up the overall struggle that my life has been about and I didn't even realize it. I am floored right now. I have spent the last two years learning to set boundaries for myself, saying no to people, and just today told someone that I am no longer giving away my healing services for free (as I have been doing for almost 20 years!) Just this morning I said to this friend, that from now on, I was not going to let others just take from me, that there will be reciprocation or nothing, even if its a plate of cookies :) That I am saying YES to the abundance! Only now do I see that in never accepting what I know I deserved, letting it slide, I have been cheating myself out of everything my whole life. My 11 year old kitty is sick and needs a larger sum of money for a medical test that I simply can not afford (many high expenses close together these last couple of months make it impossible) and I had been reflecting on how if I had allowed abundance into my life from the beginning, accepting money for my healings and readings, then my cat right now, could be getting the help that he needs (insurance won't cover it). When I realized this morning how I had been cutting myself off from my own abundance all this time, I got really upset and really determined to change things. Sitting down and finding this reading, hearing what you're saying... it couldn't have been more perfectly synchronized lol. This was so eye opening for me, tysm. I am tired of not getting what I deserve, so much of what you said, you hit home in ways you don't understand, but from my heart sweet soul, THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH. I needed you today, ty for hearing the call of the Universe so that I could get this msg🙏🏼💖 p.s. when the Rose card came out after you'd spent the whole reading talking about how my guide probably likes roses and is connected to roses, I was just as shocked!! I love when stuff like that happens! ✨🌈 It is real confirmation from the universe that what you are getting is real and true and always feels like magic when it happens 😊But I think that's the whole point. Those that understand, just do 😊
Pile 2 - Wow, I am honestly tearing up. This reading resonated so so so well. I have been very very uninspired when it comes to doing things that I enjoy doing. I have been beating myself up about it for quite a while. You also had mentioned the Alchemist which I actually have the book and read it over the summer. This whole reading resonates soooo well it’s insane. I am also a sag :)
Pile 2: THANK YOU!!! You gave me such strength today by sharing your gifts and channeling these messages from my guides. Sending you so much light and love in return 🥰💖💛💖
wow i picked pile 2! 💗🌹 everything you said was so crazy accurate, all of the struggles im facing, where i want to be, even the color pink! ive been really drawn to rosey pink lately :) thank you so much for this beautiful reading, its one to remember
i also just watched pile 1 because i was super drawn to that one too, and i can definitely feel those guides working together :) these messages were words that ive needed to hear for awhile and they have provided the clarity i have been asking for. thank you so much eso
My angel tore me away when I couldn’t take anymore of being taken for granted. I was at my wits end and I have grown so much. Recognizing my self worth was a major and painful shift. Things happened that I had to forgive in order to move on and I wasn’t very forgiving. As golden as my heart is, it was a block for me. Also I never looked back on relationships and I feel that I am reconsidering one which is something the old version of me would never have done, for that I am grateful and open ❤️
Pile 3!!!!! This resonated with me so deeply. In recent months I got the courage to finally seek a therapist and energy work as a complement to heal my traumas. It's been forcing me to look at my shadow aspects and learn to accept myself, both light and dark. I've felt small surges of my most powerful, authentic self poking out and wanting to be fully present. I'm still healing a lot of stuff that keeps me from being 'her' all of the time. I honestly think that this guide from Pile 3 came into my life since my last trauma. I've been meeting and connecting with so many people who feel like I was supposed to meet them (even if we don't become super close friends) who are all such confirmation that I'm walking down the right path. It's like each person leads me to a different place, where I meet more people and my mind gets opened even more. Continuous growth and external guidance. Even in this past week I attended a healing ceremony that was held at a meditation center a mile away from my house that I learned about through my TATTOO ARTIST and it fully opened up an emotional trauma for me to heal. See how that last sentence itself just sounds... so..... PLANNED? I literally can't even believe how stuff has been unfolding and it's so many surprises after another. Anyway I didn't realize how this trauma I opened was subtly intoxicating my emotional body all of these years, and now that the scar's been ripped off... well, let's just say there is a mountain of anxiety to deal with now. But honestly, I feel very held in the physical realm and even the spiritual realm as of lately. To have a therapist that I can finally afford, supportive friends and just connection to spirituality, I don't feel alone even when I'm physically alone.. I'm glad to now be aware of this guide's presence because I know it will only help to support me now that I know she's there. It seems like such a long journey of healing, but I love that you kept reminding us that this is literally lifelong and that we'll come out of this a strong and wise woman. There's been a lot of confirmation on my path that I'm in a huge transformation phase and that I'm approaching big parts of my destiny (birth chart reading, reiki healer confirmation, and so many synchronicities). This reading was a lot of confirmation too that I'm being supported to becoming this powerful and wise version of myself (I'm already her on the 5th dimension tho!) so that I can show up and help in the Earth's ascension. Thank you Eso!!!
Pile 4! Definitely needed the reminder. Had been feeling like I needed to make something of myself and you've reminded me that I am the LITERAL UNIVERSE!!!! I am all that I will ever be! I am forever expanding and sharing and creating and learning and loving. Thank you for sharing your gift with so many people. I hope to do the same in my own way. 💜🥺💜
Pile 4 and 1, really appreciate your honesty about the struggles you still sometimes have with getting fully onboard with the different mysteries of the Universe and all those things. I know I definitely had the same struggle at first with going outside of the norms of the accepted religion I grew up around. I feel like to some extent we all have some reservations with going outside of what we've been taught so it's just really validating to hear that an amazing reader like yourself has gone and still does sometimes go through those same worries and struggles. Edit: Wow watching Pile 1 really touched my heart 🥰🥰 I feel like that's definitely my mom's energy because it sounds so much like my own energy. She's also visited me in a dream before and her energy definitely was super stoic. I'm talking very little outward emotion but I definitely felt the silent love lol. Thank you so much for everything you do Eso! 🙏🏾♥️
I appreciate your readings so very much. I can not put into words how much your guidance has helped me in my journey thus far. Thank you for all of the work you do to help all of us! You're a beautiful soul! 🫶💜🦄
Hi Eso!! Im from pile 4! Can i say that I love you? Even as the reading is ending, my spirit is pushing through the barriers of my mind that question and dismiss and bury what im feeling as confirmation for some truths i’ve been slowly steeping into for a while now, you’ve solidified a deep truth that’s beginning to unravel as I experience yet another confirmation of my experience and maybe purpose while here. You feel like such a friend and I want to send you all the love and empowerment when it comes to trusting that you are expressing yourself with so much clarity, you’re freaking amazing and i hope you really feel the depths of your gifts because you’re one of a kind! I feel so strange even making this comment and my mind is already getting all the logical defenses up to fight it but if what my spirit is telling me is true then it feels like an insult not to thank you in every way i can. Im beyond grateful for you! Thank you thank you thank you! Sorry for the long message but i just wanted to say that at the deepest level im picking up what you’re putting down lmao what a wild but exhilarating ride we’re all in for!💖💖💖🌟🌟🌟
First can I say that I love you both…even though my human brain is fighting the urge for me to make this reply. Every exact words you have taken out of my mouth and I am ecstatic that finally on this lonely road I feel as if I’m no longer traveling alone and I’ve been begging for this…something real and touchable and wow it’s just such a relief to know that I know what I know, not that I ever doubted but I just absolutely love confirmation and yet in the back of my thoughts I hear my human brain shouting, “this is not allowed” LOL (if that makes any sense) I have soooo many questions, even though I feel I already know the answers but my curiosity is at its highest peak for you and what your journey has been like and your perspective because I’ve been so isolated this encounter is so new to me. I have deep seeded trust issues but this here feels so right to me and I can only hope that I get a response but with this experience I wouldn’t be surprised if my reply disappears in the cloud. If it doesn’t I pray for you both to find success and love and pure happiness in all you do and hope you know that you are both greatly loved and appreciated. Thank you eso tarot for just being you. Much eternal love
I stopped watching tarot videos a while ago (after my kundalini awakening in January), and started tuning in solely to my intuition because I felt like there was too much in my ether and unneeded to clear the channel, and it’s been beautiful if I’m honest. Today for some reason I was guided to watch one and yours was the first I found, I picked pile 3 in an instant and every word resonated. I was that girl, in the abusive relationship, and I was the girl that got herself out. The last year of my life has been spent on healing, in the dark mostly, sleeping, and recovering from everything I went through. In the last few months all I’ve wanted is to be in nature, amongst the flowers, and recently I’ve been guided to come back to movement after being sick for many years. I am truly being reborn, and I feel my guide with me in all of the ways you spoke of, she is strong and determined and fierce and she is forcing me to look in many mirrors, but her love is undeniable, “until we become” is what she says to me, and I’m here, delving deep, getting to know new edges of myself, becoming. 🌹 Thank you for the most beautiful reading, sweet soul. Your gift reached my heart and wrapped it in silk and sunshine today. With love, ayisha x
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Hiii💚
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I watched your video as soon as it popped up in my notifications.. ❤️❤️❤️
We love you, Esooo ... 🥺🥺💖
I could hear throughout the video your voice was still so emotional from beginning to end. We love you so much, and we’re all so grateful for you 💕
Pile 3: My guide literally screamed "YOU" when you said 'your guide likes pretty things'. My self-worth and esteem were always based in the fact that I never thought I was pretty until my mid-20s. I've been going through a lot of self healing and recovery and am in the process of leaving a bad relationship. I really needed this, thank you for this reading
I resonate with this so much @mermaidwitch94. Left the toxic relationship that challeneged my self worth and confidence five years ago, and I'm feel like I'm finally in a place to love again.
Unfortunately that toxic relationship distorted how I chose friendships, but I'm now letting go of some bad friendships from that period.
Keep going, your healing is right around the riverbank :)
how to interact with guides? i rlly don't know anything about it can someone pls help! :(
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#3 Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking. It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always persevers. 💖
This beautiful! I was looking for a definition of love like this, thank you.
Thank you ❤️💕
Group three here.
I was in an abusive relationship and in an abusive friendship at the same time and breaking up with both people at once was the hardest thing I've ever done but also best thing I did for myself.
I've been healing from this shitshow for the past four years and all I can say for anyone going through this is: You are worth more than crumbs. You are deserving of actual full love. Take the time to heal properly and I know it can be scary to be "alone" but you won't be. The universe will send you all the love you need.
So beautifully said. Ty ❤️ Sending hugs
Thank you ❤️❤️ sending you more love 🤗 & light 😇
I went through something similar and this was so beautifully said and heartfelt. Thanks so much for sharing. Much love and light to you 💕🙏🏼
I went through this too about 3 years ago. I’m so glad you commented. Sending you love and a big hug. Lots of good juju your way 💕✨
2 years journey here ❤️
Pile 3- Sending you all, love and light. Know that you are worthy. You've always been worthy. How they treat you is a reflection of them, not you This is something I remind myself every day. It's not your fault. You deserve everything your heart desires. 🧿🌼✨❤️🌈
Thanks for this ❤
Thank you. I was doubting myself today
Pile 3 - My grandma's nickname for me was "Rosebud." :) And after I grew up, she would always say, "Grandma's rosebud grew up into a beautiful rose." This reminded me of that.
Pile 2: I’ve been feeling so disconnected from my heart and lost and like I can’t feel my guides and this reading provided me with so much relief. The desert analogy was so real. Those forgiveness oracles nearly had be in tears. I just feel so seen and reminded that it’s safe to trust my instincts and that this is just a stepping stone. Im gonna do the inner work and be kind and loving to myself. I know I need to pour life back in me and that things are going to be okay. Thank you so much Eso💕
I’m from pile 2 as well and I feel like Eso just looked into my soul. It is relieving and terrifying because I am actually finding that I have a very difficult time trusting myself. The forgive yourself cards ripped me apart in the best of ways.
I picked pile 1 and I'm only a few minutes in but the first card being "the shadow"... My childhood cat passed away just over a week ago and her name was literally Shadow. That's her in my profile picture. That definitely took me by surprise
I just commented the same thing! my cat was named Shadow as well!
Oh frnd Cat is really cute thing you ll really miss them
I really miss my white cat....🤧
Our first cat was named shadow prob 82 or 83
Card 4
Yes okay then
Pile4: Let me just tell you, this is one of the most amazing reading I’ve heard which I literally needed to right now. I’ve been so confused about my purpose in life because there’s a lot of things I want to do. I can’t stick to one specific thing or career. I love learning, creating and experiencing new things. Hearing that it’s okay to live doing what makes me passionate is just exactly what I need. Thank you so much for this 😭
this could be my comment,
every single word was just speaking to me and i have never seen a better reading tbh, i usually never comment but this was just stunning.
Loved everything about pile 3.
I'm definitely further along this journey than some others may be, I was actually just thinking earlier today about how I've been working to embrace my femininity recently and not be ashamed of it.
For those who are in a poor relationship or have a poor relationship with oneself, my biggest advice is to take time to step away. Give yourself room to breathe freely. Give yourself time and space to be alone and explore at your own pace. Our culture likes to rush us along, but it's important to know that your pace is your own and not what others want it to be. What helped me the most was diving deep into self introspection and self-learning. I didn't have a strong sense of self so I let others define me how they pleased (which was often a form of control or projection of their own insecurities). Becoming more comfortable with who I truly am has been my biggest blessing and I never thought that I'd get to the point where I am now. Even on my hardest days where I'm too tired to keep going, I never consider giving up anymore.
You got this!
omg same!! Hearing someone is going through the same experience as me is so comforting :)
Yessss, our pace is our own!!!! I love this, bless you ❤️
Omg, i picked pile 3 and it is literally what is happening to me for the past half year, the changes , the evolving and the getting out of toxicity in my life, everything described happened and keep happening! Every single word of yours is literally what I am living through its mad! Thank you that confirm me I’m where I belong ❤️
so very same for me 🙏☀️💜 and even watching it with mercury in retrogate......
this may be long so bless you if you'd read it all
PILE 3 - the spot on confirmation of this pile and my life is literally blowing my mind!!!! i've prayed endlessly and worked hard on all aspects of my life for this very moment, for this next chapter!!!! I've been in countless of emotionally unavailable relationships and stood because I wanted to be loved, toxic friendships/family and conformed, always quieted my voice and intuition from speaking my truth, the death of my first love via suicide, heck being an empath I even lost myself countless of times attempting and most times succeeding in taking on the burdens of others as if it were my own. numerous of times where i found myself thinking of suicide, in and out depressive states and going through every step while living in an environment full of lust, envy, money and drugs all alone. WE ARE NOT ALONE!! EVER!! my last straw truthfully was even recent, legit summer of 2021 when i dealt with an individual who tore me down so much in which I thought I was beyond repair. literally like you said Eso "brought you down to their level just to make them feel better" & with no remorse too... being that I was giving all of my loving energy to that individual, I saw at that very experience it was never me... and i don't mean to say never however all the wrong done to me was out of my control, it was either projection, testing or choices for direction & most wasn't brought by my GOD. so it brings me tears of joy that I've came across your page a couple months back and that you felt compelled to do this video, because like i said in the beginning every single word was a spot on confirmation!! I LOVE YOU!!
MY ADVICE TO THOSE HEALING - it truly doesn't end once you begin, so begin! always count yourself in and after you do that BET ON YOURSELF EVERY SINGLE TIME!! I LOVE YOU ALL 🤍🙌🏾
Your story of wanting to be loved by friends, relationships resonate with me so much. You are a true survivor, thanks for sharing your story. Love you and you are right, we are not alone, ever! We got this! ❤️
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You for
Sharing your story bless 🙌🏻🙏🏻💙
I picked 3 and you spoke my whole life in these words Thank you 🙏🏽
lol you call this comment long..... to be totally honest, THIS IS THE MOST SHORTEST COMMENT i have ever seen when you compare it to the comments i type..... and i mean this in a very positive way because i really can't type short comments and some people on other channels on TH-cam have even said "This as long as a PAGE" ! and please don't apologize for the length of your comment because this comment is some experience that i wish you had never gone through and that you are really tough..... i have been going to doctors because my teachers in school and my mentor in my degree always told my dad that there was something wrong with me because i would never complete my notes nor my exams and in my first semester degree my mentor told my dad that she thought that something was wrong with me just because i was sitting alone at the back of the class and not talking much to other students.....and when i did make friends with one person, this same mentor was like "Rebecca you need to keep your distance from her" and even my parents told me that as well but though i knew this, everytime i told her that i just had to stop being her friend, this girl would just start her water works and would ask me "What have i done to your mentor or parents?" and what do you do in those circumstances? plus when i needed her the most, she was not there and if she was there and i told her a problem, she would just be like "What ever.....your problem....deal with it" while i was always there fighting with my parents, my mentor, my fellow classmates and even her boyfriends (who by the way she would always end up changing every week at the least) because they would either make some comments that made me feel uncomfortable, a comment like "You should be like Rebecca" this comment can be seen as a complement if that person looks at their girlfriend, but when you feel them tell your friend that they should look like you and while telling your friend that they not just look at you or in your direction but you also actually not just catch them slowly looking up and down your body from your bust down to your legs, but also feel that they mean it in a manner that seems creepy, that even your friend would notice you feeling uncomfortable, how can anyone take that as a complement? and some of her boy friends would even pull me aside and tell me that they actually started to fall for me right in front for her and i would get so mad at them and tell them "Okay! i understand that you like me....but what are the chances that if i introduced you to another friend of mine who was better in every way than me, you wouldn't treat me the way you have treated my friend?" and they always told me "I wouldn't do that to you...you are a really nice girl and you are there for your friend...... so there is no way i would treat you like her....to be honest the reason i have been going out with her is just to take advantage of her and then dump her....i would never dump you" but i never believed them..........i have suffered from sever depression and other stuff since childhood ....... but i have never taken to drugs or drinking because it's all thanks to my parents, who had always been there for me and they are also very strict when it comes to drinking alcohol or even me going out to meet guys it's a big NO NO..... and since i am born and brought up in India, as an Indian i will tell you that if your parents get to know that you, a girl, have a boyfriend, then that fact is frowned on...but if you are a boy and you have a girlfriend, then that's fine.....but in the end if you are born and brought up in India, you are expected to marry the person your parents choose for you to marry..... but when times are tough and you are girl and a single/unmarried woman and you are left alone at home, you still have your neighbors to keep an eye on you and if you need something or any kind of help, you know that you can ask your neighbors to help you
Anyway, i'll just cut it short now, because i can go on and on..... and.... lol..... i think i made my point as to why i think your message is really short compared to mine..... 🙂.....any way i truly hope that you have an amazingly awesome day today and everyday.....may you always stay and remain safe, protected and blessed always ...sending you tons of love, light and blessings your way.......... 🙂
@@TheAuroraerika , @Tim Gonzalez and @Chantae Davis, i agree with you three....... we are never alone.... sending you all tons of love, light and blessings your way......may you all stay and remain safe, protected and blessed always
Pile 4: It's such a roller coaster ride with today's reading. I was crying at one point and then laughing silly later. It resonated so much with my soul. Fully expressed what I have been feeling recently. Another great reading, thank youu! 💟
You mean so much to us!!
You mean so much to me!! 🥺💗
pile 2, I've been going through a lot. I was feeling really good about myself and then suddenly I just lost interest in everything and was always in my head, beating myself up over it and telling myself I wasn't appreciating what I have and it's just been hard. I've always had trouble accepting myself for who I am and questioning my beliefs. this really helped me, as most of your readings do. thank you so so much. also I LOVE Scooby Doo
Omg....pile 3. It's crazy, after divorce catapulted me into self love and healing a couple of years ago, this new guide made herself known to me while I was on a shroom trip at a healing retreat 😆. And I believe she has been with me ever since, being that voice of boundaries and putting my foot down all to protect my newfound inner peace and beauty. Spot on!
Beautiful! 💗 Btw, I chose pile 3 also.
I'm going through a divorce as well. After 2 years of not being together I'd figure I'd be done hurting. Every time I think I'm over it, I feel like I am. But everytime I explain my situation to a stranger I begin crying. And then I get sad all over again.
@@lorrainaramirez2995 it takes time. And once you get tired. Like really tired of being sick and tired. I COULD NOT WAIT til the Divorce was finalized. I felt free to be me. And relearn and rebuild who I am. So I can stand in my truth. Sending love and hugs your way! You got this. Don't rush your healing process. TAKE YOUR SWEET TIME! 💕💕💕
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Blessings. I have been on a similar journey of separation from a toxic relationship with the father of my children. Also dealing with the mourning of my mother who has impacted my life so greatly. I have been on a journey with mushrooms, Bufo and ayahuasca. I am eternally grateful and have learned so much from the earth. It is truly beautiful
Pile 1: This is crazy. I was so frustrated when I clicked on this reading. When you were describing this guide, I had an angry crying moment with him. And wow yes... I hear him. He's the only one I hear among my guides. And yes it's a very serious, "let's get it done" and "focus" attitude but still loving. He'd say stuff like "drink ur water" out of nowhere. I kinda feel guilty because whenever I hear him, it kinda annoyed me. But the second half of the reading (I paused and in that pause used my words and focused my attention on negative ties I need to cut off), I realized how powerful my voice is and and how amidst my destructive past, he's probably the only one who has seen the beautiful nature of my voice. And the only one who desires for that to come out. Thank you for introducing him to me in a clearer way, I really miss him.
Pile 2 called to me. I have a male spirit guide (Confirmed by two separate mediums) and I’ve had mostly male past lifetimes. I’m also a Taurus ! This quote resonated with me most “ Recognize that abundance is an extension of your accomplishments and less as an extension of your worth.” Gold. Thank you esotarot. You have a gift with words
Pile 2: my dad died 7 years ago today and I was feeling really disconnected from him and I have felt like that for a while and straight when you pulled the father card I started bawling. Everything started to make sense to me and how I’ve been feeling lately and I now know what direction I want my life to head. Thank you sincerely❤️❤️❤️
Oh my I got chills reading this comment throughout my whole body, I’m so happy you know what direction to head in and since this is from a year ago I bet you’ve grown so much through your healing process. I’m sorry for your loss and I know your dad is so proud of you
@@Airborne2xx2 thank you so much! Its actually my dad birthday today and seeing this made me so happy. I wish you much love and happiness for whatever path you’re on right now❤️
@@emmawindsor5485 really?! No way I don’t believe it’s a coincidence that I felt called to say something then, happy birthday to your dad 🥳. You’re very welcome I’m glad you were able to see my message and thank you for your kind words as well🥰
Pile 2. The Alchemist is by Paulo Coelho. I've read it multiple times, and it's such a powerful book. No question this is my pile. And I recognize this guide's energy. Thank you for doing this today. 😊 Love and light to you. 💖✨
Same that was the first book I ever read more than once to the point where my mom took the book from me until I read a different book lol
I also chose pile #2 and I’ve got The Alchemist sitting on my bedside table, I’ve read it twice now. Excellent book 📖 I highly recommend it👌🏼
That’s true ! It’s an amazing book! I’m going to read it again ! ❤️
same to all of this comment💗
Pile 2 was spot on and I even have The Alchemist on my bookshelf. I was then drawn to pile 1 but wasn't going to listen but so glad I did. This was 100% what I needed to hear, I got goosebumps and so emotional. Everything made so much sense and confirmed what I have been feeling, thank you for a great reading.
Same me too!
Pile 1 here, balled like a baby. I didn’t know how desperately I needed this until I heard it, thank you so much Eso 🤍🤍🤍✨✨
Same😭
Same 😢
such an emotional ride 😢
same here 😭😭
Pile 1. Such a sweet and lovely reading 😭 so grateful for my spirit guide and to you Madison for relaying these messages to me. it’s so reassuring to know there’s someone always in my corner.
Pile 3 here, I recently started eating healthier and beginning my healing process since the beginning of March. All of this literally resonates
"I don't think the universe understands it's self".... I love that. I've always thought that... Like why does there have to be an answer to why and what everything and all this is.
Thank you for all the love, energy and space in your days that you dedicate to spreading love and light to the world. You're awesome and inspire me to be a better me with every video I watch. Andddd you are always and I mean always so genuinely connected you can even feel it and hear it in your voice, it blows my mind everytime. I appreciate you! 🤩🙏🤟
Oh ya I was pile 4 just in case you were curious!
You are my favorite tarot reader. And your courage of talking about your struggle with ADHD also helps me a lot with my dealing with my own mental health problems. Thank you thank you thank you
Pile 3.... At 40 I'm finding myself! I learned I was my own hero in my story! Now I'm fighting to be my best self while I wait for my soulmate to come into my life!!
I met a lady named Rose yesterday and we bonded over crystals, we both had on crystal jewelry. She said "My name is Rose like the flower of love." That pile resonates so much thank you.
Pile 4: This pile resonated deeply for me. You have definitely made me understand my path on this journey. Its been such a lonely and confusing journey after my spiritual awakening. But I understand now that I just have to trust myself and my heart. And my guides will be with me. Thank you Esotarot from the bottom of my heart. Your gift with tarot reading and the spiritual guidance from you and spirit has opened my eyes. I can move forward without fear. This has given me confidence. Thank you so much. Sending so so much love.
This reading resonated with me so much. I chose Pile 1. I have Psalm 23 tattooed on my forearm (in honour of my Grandma) and it was such a confirmation when you said it was the quote you got when you were looking at the oracles for this pile. I literally got chills!! Thank you, Eso. ❤️
Pile 3: I think this "guide" is actually myself. Everything spoken about in this pile was very much a descriptor for myself. Thanks for the video!
I picked pile 3. Well, I picked pile 1 then had an overwhelming urge to listen to pile 3 first. So I did. The exact thing I’m working on, so I’m so happy to hear I have a guide coming specifically for that. Things that were said were exact things I was thinning to myself this morning as far as the “planning” goes. Roses are significant to me already so that was really cool to have correlated with this guide. And I woke up with the song “Listen to your heart” in my head. And that was the name of the last card you pulled!!!!! Really?!?! I asked for confirmation that this reading was for me and that card definitely sealed the deal! Thank you for this gift. You have no idea how important this is in other peoples’ journeys. 🙏✨💕
Pile 3 here! Yesterday after watching your video I had a dream about a spiritual woman who I follow on instagram (I love her
I choose pile 3 and I can't wait to continue growing! The message of the pile was so clear and i am so grateful that i got to hear it. Here lately I'v been telling people exactly what I feel. Not in a rude way, but I'v made it clear that I know I deserve better! I'v also just been into my more girly/feminine self and knowing that my guide also represents that makes me so joyful. Thank you, I truly appreciate you
omg same situation!!! We are definitely getting there sis/bro!
Pile 2: When you brought up howls moving castle- I lost it 😭 thank you sooo much for this beautiful reading. You’re so incredibly talented. My heart is so grateful for you and the help you bring onto others. I will take your advice and grow from it. You’re so loved eso. Peace love & light always beautiful lady!
pile 2: when you mentioned a father figure, i immediately thought about my grandfather, who passed away when i was young. i miss him dearly everyday and knowing he’s still next to me everyday makes me feel full of joy. thank you for this amazing reading!
i also thought about my grandpa, who passed when I was just one. i even started crying, even though i don't really remember a lot about him. it is nice to know, that our family members are always watching over us. I'm sure your grandpa is proud of you and wishes you all the best for you life
Pile 4.. wow your readings are so heartfelt. You inspire me to want to help others with readings. I've been getting into tarot but WOW doing tarot readings for others takes so much spiritual energy. I don't know how you do it so much, it takes a selfless person in my opinion. And you have to be able to get out of your own head to be able to do it. I'm just impressed. Sending love ❤️
This made me feel very seen 🥺💗 thank you so much!
I just want to thank you Eso 😭❤️ I started watching your readings last year and the messages REALLY changed my life and turned everything around for the better! I’ve been able to connect with myself spiritually and my life has been changing for the better, and it’s all started with your readings. Thank you thank you SO much. You deserve so much love and support, thank you 💕💕
I love this 🥺💞 pile 3 this is definitely my higher self. I’ve finally started trying to connect w her and everything you said is what I’ve experienced
pile 4: this definitely resonated with me. i’m so thankful that i’m learning about myself day by day even when things get difficult 💗
congratulations on 300k girl, you deserve it ❤️
Pile 4. I literally cried. This was something that I just needed to hear, thank you so much for this 🤍 Thank you universe!
I did too! It’s been so difficult and also amazing at the same time. It’s definitely a road less taken.
pile 3 + totally spot on! ive been buying myself pink roses for the last few months, just left an abusive relationship 9 months ago and diving into my femininity. 🌹🌹🌹
Pile 1: 100% my dad who died when I was 4. I just started getting therapy now at 32 to deal with it and I’m seeing sooo many signs, it’s magic ❤️ he was a Capricorn and I’m a Cap stellium.
I literally was talking about the Time Money Energy thing today!! Ahhh so many syncs…
Thank you Eso, I always feel comforted by your readings, this one especially so knowing someone so close to me is here 🤍🤍🤍
Pile 4 here, nothing comes close to your talent as always. A few times you sounded almost tearful during this reading, only emphasizing the importance of the message. Thank you 💗
I went to an art therapist to work through my past abuse. Being able to go right into the subconscious of our mind and have it read by the therapist almost like a tarot reading, worked really well for me because there was so much that I didn’t even understand about myself and the way that I was feeling. Having it out on paper to see really helped a lot. I would highly recommend art therapy to anybody who feels a little bit lost even if you don’t think you have experienced abuse.
Yay! I'm an art therapist. It's truly powerful, and there are a lot of parallels with this. I'm so glad it helped you ❤️
“Gnosis”in Greek mean knowledge.
So it links perfectly to the cards next to it and I found it so balanced and beautiful. I loved it, thank you 🙏🏻
Man that reading mad me cry it was so on point. I've been going through a lot of changes in my life trying to start over after a toxic 22 year relationship that i have yet to end but so so true. Thank you for being you!!!
Pile 3. Just got out of an abusive relationship and your reading hit me so hard. Earlier at work my boss asked if i could keep up with the flower bed at the store because im wonderful with plants. The store has rose bushes and i told my boss about the huge monster rose bush my grandmother had when i was young. I know its her. 💛💛Thank you so much Eso!!
Pile 2 here, I’m always amazed how accurate the readings are for me. I really needed to hear this. I feel seen💖
Pile 3. Everyone who chosed that Pile, our time has arrived. The 1st day of the rest of our lives. My aunt who I love very much and passed away when I was 9, her name was Rosa...as in Rose 🌹
Pile 4 here, I feel like my spiritual journey was accelerated with your readings because they really do give me the guidance I need to hear. I really resonated with this reading and a lot of key words hit me with advice I was just specifically searching up but not finding what I truly needed. Somehow I felt very drawn to the video pile 4 and here we are :)
For Pile 3's - Archangel Muriel could be significant for you 💕 she's the first guide I had when I started on my spiritual journey and the guide Eso is channeling sounds very much like her energy 🌸
I was in a very abusive relationship. I was blessed to be able to move in with my family in another state. If you are in a abusive relationship please no that they will never change. Look into narcissistic people and please reach out to a shelter or any recourse you can to get away. You deserve to be loved and protected. Be a survivor not a victim please
#3 Thank you. Right now I feel like I have nothing more to give because I've poured it all out in others. Now I'm left to fill my own cup and pick up the pieces because they're too busy minding their own business and wrapped up in their own feelings to care about what I feel. A brutal but very important lesson learned. Switching gears to putting myself first and to meet my own wants and needs, and expecting everybody else to do the same.
i kept checking everyday for when you’d hit 300k!! i’m so proud of you, you’ve taught me so so much. thank you :)
Eso, your readings are AMAZING. They're always on point. I picked Pile 1 and it hardcore resonated with me, especially when you mentioned the guide having stoic energy and also wanting me to appreciate the present moment more. It's crazy you mentioned that because I was recently reflecting and thinking about the fact that a lot of times I've felt down in the past was due to not focusing on the present.
Also, I have a feeling that the main spirit guide in that pile might be the Crone Mother, Saturn. Modern astrology likes Saturn to a masculine energy and calls it Father Time, but it's actually a feminine planet and more in line with Crone/grandmother energy.
And lastly, YES re: the guide not telling us what we need to know until we need to know it, lol. That frustrates me so much at times, but it's true. I've definitely felt like my spirit guides will keep things hidden from me until I reach certain steps in my journey.
Pile 3: Thank you EsoTarot for this reading! I’m just here to leave behind ways that helped me through my abusive relationships and roughest times in life. Going through them is actually what led me to spirituality but I think it’s important to find a center. Don’t go too extreme into anything. For example, I think it’s important to stay close to your spirituality but it’s also important not to go too far into fantasy. It’s normal, we all want to believe in the impossible. We only realize we’ve gone too far once we’re there. Try to stay realistic but optimistic, we don’t always have the answers and it seems that nothing ever happens when you’re waiting for it to. Manifestation is real! I manifested the love of my life after a year a conscious realization of what I was looking for in love and what I was willing to give. I manifested the love of my life. She saved my life twice, and maybe more. I thank the universe for her everyday. Tarot can be your friend and your enemy, take everything with a grain of salt cause tarot readers read for thousands of people with similar situations. Music can lead you to mindsets you’ve never visited before. Be kind randomly. Thanks for reading ❤
This resonated so deeply. Pile 1 and I am in contact with my a couple of my spirit guides but have felt that one was going to reveal themselves to me soon and then I saw this. My grandparents were killed before I was born, but I have always felt my grandmother around me and gotten tons of signs and blessings and knew they were from her but never felt my grandfather very much. This ended up being him and I was covered in chills and burst into tears as soon as I realized and I can see his presence in my life now. Thank you so much Eso. 💗
Wow wow wow !!! So I woke up to this message at like 1.45 am my TH-cam was still running I believe my spirit guides wanted me to hear this message and as I woke up your voice just wasn’t your voice it was the most angelic beautiful voice like honestly this message is crazy for you too it even sounded quite alien like I came from another planet lol but recently I’ve been developing my psychic gift and really starting to learn tarot and honestly I am BLOWN AWAY everything you said in Pile 4 was completely me, I’ve been on a path to enlightenment for a year or so now I had my spiritual awakening at 25 I’m 28 now and I just couldn’t believe the things you said I feel like crying it was so powerful this message was meant for me from my spirit guides I’m so glad I found you your a beautiful soul xxxxx
I was just falling into another bout of depression and loneliness, and seeing this in my feed felt like my guides telling me I’m not alone. Thank you Eso 😭♥️ edit: for Pile 2 the first book is by Paulo Coehlo
Same 🙏🏽 Stay encouraged 🥰
@@Angelmama22 you as well friend! 🙏💞
Your speaking abilities are incredible. You don't stumble on your words or lose your trend of thought. You are very kind, evolved and talented.
Congrats on 301K, Madison!
I chose pile 3 and I felt it. I want to thank you and my guides for the lovely messages. xo
Chose pile 1. I’ve always felt a connection to my grandfather who passed before I was born. It’s something I’ve never really been able to explain, but everything I’ve learned about him makes me feel like he is watching over me. Definitely feel all of what you described. Thanks for the video!
Omg wow same here! I know little bout him and he had a very hard life and made it hard for other ppl too but even tho in this reading I didn’t feel it was him, I strangely feel connected to him 🥺
Thank you so much for pile 3. Very accurate and it’s exactly what I needed to hear, thank you so much again ❤️ For people who are stuck in toxic situations, the most important step is first to acknowledge that you are in one and that whatever abuse you are going through is not your fault, that it’s only the wounded child in the person is hurting you coz of that wound, you have to forgive yourself and them, this will help you see the truth the best way and will make leaving the situation so much easier and more possible ❤️
i have started my healing journey. A person came along, he didn't hurt me, but he showed me what i needed to work on. Anyways, i was sitting and watching a video about trust issues and i heard a LOUD ringing in my ear, and i just felt called to watch a reading. And so i did, and this message was exactly what i needed to hear. Thank you so much
Pile 2: love this. Im an Aquarius & I’ve been asking God for reassurance. I’ve struggled with wanting other ppl to validates me & my ideas. I also am working myself out of paranoid, scarcity mindset. I feel myself getting g free slowly but surely. This reading has my grandfather, a fire sign (Leo & Sag) all over it. Thankful to both you & him. This reading resonates.
pile 4: this has been on my recommended everyday for three weeks and today i was told to watch it and ugh, thank you.. i cried the entire time
Pile 1: And I am a Capricorn, and yes I am struggling with life right now but there is always a voice in my head that says I will be alright. Thank you I really needed to hear this. 😊😊
Pile 1: A message I definitely needed to hear after today . You always come through with the exact message I need to hear at the right time . Thank you 🙏🏾 🤍
PILE 1
SO HERE I AM UP EARLY STRESSING OVER STRESSES AND WORRYING ABOUT WORRIES. A VIDEO THAT I ASSUMED WOULD BE LIKE ANY OTHER IN RELATED CONTENT COMES ALONG AND JUST SAVES MY LIFE.🥺🥴🤗
SERIOUSLY... I WAS NOT AWARE OF WHAT I NEEDED, BUT THE MESSAGE MOST DEFINITELY ALLOWED MY SPIRIT MUCH NEEDED CONFIRMATION, ACKNOWLEDGEMENT, AND REASSURANCE. IMPERATIVE TOOLS FOR MY PURPOSE FUELED JOURNEY.
THANK YOU, YOUR SERVICE IS VALUABLE ON MANY LEVELS.
pile three and i'm- shocked? i have been seeing a lot of bees lately (which represent feminine energy) and i have recently met someone who's incredibly good to me, but i'm having so much trouble opening my heart up & receiving that love. this reading is honestly so so soothing and affirming. thank you, eso!
PS: ALSO PLS DO A VID ON THE EMPATH THINGYYYYY i see so many people using the label as some kind of argument to support their superior complex but it rly isn't like that :/// anyway ily
Pile 3 and my middle name is literally Rose haha. You made me cry cuz I really resonated with all of it. I’m wanting to communicate with that spirit guide more I feel
My middle name is rose as well 😮❤
Pile 3 is definitely my pile. Everything was on point!
Thank you so much for this reading! I’m new to your channel and have been bing watching the videos that popped up on my home page. I’m so happy TH-cam recommend your channel to me.
4! Spot on! I REALLY needed to hear this today! Im so excited about my awakening that I want to share it with everyone but my parents don't want to hear it and I know there are others who are the same. I need to learn to keep my mouth shut more often at times as I am authentic and never talk BS. Spirit saying to be careful just hit me over the head in the best way!
I have been told how powerful I am many times but I forget getting sucked back in to this 3D world @times. I always knew I was destined for greatness(not to sound conceited) but things took a dark turn for a long time.
I am NOW out of matrix(most days) but still have a lot more to learn! Im loving creating Sigils from affirmations/intentions and then performing candle rituals to enhance them! I know I'm here to help heal others and also help with the awakening process of some! The positive thinking and realizing that WE ALL can manifest anything we deserve! Im still learning though but its been so eye opening for me and A LOT of what I have learned has come from tarot readings like yours and others on you tube! I can't thank you enough for sharing your wisdom!!
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Pile 2: Exactly what I needed to hear! Thanks a lot for being a channel for Spirits ❤️❤️❤️. I have feeling like I should do more or I am lazy, but I should not blame myself for this, I am always divinely guided and this is just a process. 🙏🗡⚔️
pile 3: 'your doing the best you can with the resources you have' so true! i resonate with this
Pile 3 resonated so well it felt like a personal reading… my grandmothers name was rosita thank you im so grateful and blessed 🥰🥰🥰
Pile 3.. I've been going through it with work and I've been reflecting on what I should actually be doing. I'm so tired of being paid to pretend I'm happy all the time. I'm not good with customers and I feel like a failure. I think I base so much of my self worth and self love from doing well at my job and I really liked this one. I liked the creative freedom and I liked making drinks well. I'm going through a lot of change. A lot of my new connections are really being a support system right now and I'm so thankful. You're so right, I don't believe I deserve anything and this new low at this job isn't helping. I think I'm having trouble for a reason. It's a journey.
Pile 3: April has been the hardest month for me in a very long time. Literally from the 1st day to right now. I really need this and it explains what I'm already going through
Pile 3: this is my first time doing this because lately I’ve been trying to be more spiritual AND OMG IT WAS SPOT ON. I had been working towards mentally and physically “glowing up” and this is the perfect message
One thing that has helped me on my self love journey is taking myself on dates. Going places I’ve wanted to go or try and I have the best time by myself! Even home dates, getting all your favorite snacks and watching your favorite show in like a homemade fort or something. So fun. Pile 3 was spot on for me
I felt as if I needed to visit your page and listen to what you and the guides have to say. I chose the rose quartz angel and it’s so crazy because lately I’ve been so attracted to the color pink. I’ve been adventuring and going through my healing and self love journey and it was so good to know that I have a guide who is HERE for me. Who is here to help and to love me. Thank you for truly being a connection for communicating to us what our guides have to tell us. You’re also just a beautiful soul and person! Thank you ❤
Pile 3 here : these resonated so well with other readings about my sign and pick pile things today. And I'm open to receive the blessings and success that are meant to find me.
Thank you so much.
Pile 3: I was sobbing the whole time & your messages really resonated with me fully and me buying rose quarts on Sunday and walking in nature and smelling the flower last night, really makes me feel like this message was for me. Thank you so much for the kind words and you truly said all the things I need to hear and i’m also excited for this journey in healing and self love 💕💕💕 healing is NOT feeling easy but I know i’m protected and am excited to see who I am on the other side. Thank you again 💘💘
OMG I really needed this eso!!!!! I haven’t been communicating with my guides as often as I used to and I really need some of their guidance rn bc there’s a lot of big changes happening in my life rn. thank you SO much, seriously I’m so excited for this one 😭😭🥺 my guides appreciate you!!!!
Pile 1 second time I’ve listened. Really helped! I love my spirit guide. He’s definitely helping me be my best🤵🏻♂️❤🧝♀️
I felt drawn to both pile 3 and pile 4. Both readings resonated perfectly. Thanks for your energy in this, Eso 💕
"You don't have to let other people assert their will over you" Wow. I can't even right now.... this... you don't understand. You have just summed up the overall struggle that my life has been about and I didn't even realize it. I am floored right now. I have spent the last two years learning to set boundaries for myself, saying no to people, and just today told someone that I am no longer giving away my healing services for free (as I have been doing for almost 20 years!) Just this morning I said to this friend, that from now on, I was not going to let others just take from me, that there will be reciprocation or nothing, even if its a plate of cookies :) That I am saying YES to the abundance! Only now do I see that in never accepting what I know I deserved, letting it slide, I have been cheating myself out of everything my whole life. My 11 year old kitty is sick and needs a larger sum of money for a medical test that I simply can not afford (many high expenses close together these last couple of months make it impossible) and I had been reflecting on how if I had allowed abundance into my life from the beginning, accepting money for my healings and readings, then my cat right now, could be getting the help that he needs (insurance won't cover it). When I realized this morning how I had been cutting myself off from my own abundance all this time, I got really upset and really determined to change things. Sitting down and finding this reading, hearing what you're saying... it couldn't have been more perfectly synchronized lol. This was so eye opening for me, tysm. I am tired of not getting what I deserve, so much of what you said, you hit home in ways you don't understand, but from my heart sweet soul, THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH. I needed you today, ty for hearing the call of the Universe so that I could get this msg🙏🏼💖 p.s. when the Rose card came out after you'd spent the whole reading talking about how my guide probably likes roses and is connected to roses, I was just as shocked!! I love when stuff like that happens! ✨🌈 It is real confirmation from the universe that what you are getting is real and true and always feels like magic when it happens 😊But I think that's the whole point. Those that understand, just do 😊
Pile 3- the most warmest reading I have received. Thank you 🙏
Pile 4 I'm crying you are so on point, It literally felt so cold in where in between my shoulder blades as if I'm gaining wings...
Pile 2 - Wow, I am honestly tearing up. This reading resonated so so so well. I have been very very uninspired when it comes to doing things that I enjoy doing. I have been beating myself up about it for quite a while. You also had mentioned the Alchemist which I actually have the book and read it over the summer. This whole reading resonates soooo well it’s insane. I am also a sag :)
Pile 2: THANK YOU!!! You gave me such strength today by sharing your gifts and channeling these messages from my guides. Sending you so much light and love in return 🥰💖💛💖
wow i picked pile 2! 💗🌹 everything you said was so crazy accurate, all of the struggles im facing, where i want to be, even the color pink! ive been really drawn to rosey pink lately :) thank you so much for this beautiful reading, its one to remember
i also just watched pile 1 because i was super drawn to that one too, and i can definitely feel those guides working together :) these messages were words that ive needed to hear for awhile and they have provided the clarity i have been asking for. thank you so much eso
My angel tore me away when I couldn’t take anymore of being taken for granted. I was at my wits end and I have grown so much. Recognizing my self worth was a major and painful shift. Things happened that I had to forgive in order to move on and I wasn’t very forgiving. As golden as my heart is, it was a block for me. Also I never looked back on relationships and I feel that I am reconsidering one which is something the old version of me would never have done, for that I am grateful and open ❤️
Pile 3!!!!! This resonated with me so deeply. In recent months I got the courage to finally seek a therapist and energy work as a complement to heal my traumas. It's been forcing me to look at my shadow aspects and learn to accept myself, both light and dark. I've felt small surges of my most powerful, authentic self poking out and wanting to be fully present. I'm still healing a lot of stuff that keeps me from being 'her' all of the time. I honestly think that this guide from Pile 3 came into my life since my last trauma. I've been meeting and connecting with so many people who feel like I was supposed to meet them (even if we don't become super close friends) who are all such confirmation that I'm walking down the right path. It's like each person leads me to a different place, where I meet more people and my mind gets opened even more. Continuous growth and external guidance. Even in this past week I attended a healing ceremony that was held at a meditation center a mile away from my house that I learned about through my TATTOO ARTIST and it fully opened up an emotional trauma for me to heal. See how that last sentence itself just sounds... so..... PLANNED? I literally can't even believe how stuff has been unfolding and it's so many surprises after another. Anyway I didn't realize how this trauma I opened was subtly intoxicating my emotional body all of these years, and now that the scar's been ripped off... well, let's just say there is a mountain of anxiety to deal with now. But honestly, I feel very held in the physical realm and even the spiritual realm as of lately. To have a therapist that I can finally afford, supportive friends and just connection to spirituality, I don't feel alone even when I'm physically alone.. I'm glad to now be aware of this guide's presence because I know it will only help to support me now that I know she's there. It seems like such a long journey of healing, but I love that you kept reminding us that this is literally lifelong and that we'll come out of this a strong and wise woman. There's been a lot of confirmation on my path that I'm in a huge transformation phase and that I'm approaching big parts of my destiny (birth chart reading, reiki healer confirmation, and so many synchronicities). This reading was a lot of confirmation too that I'm being supported to becoming this powerful and wise version of myself (I'm already her on the 5th dimension tho!) so that I can show up and help in the Earth's ascension. Thank you Eso!!!
Pile 4! Definitely needed the reminder. Had been feeling like I needed to make something of myself and you've reminded me that I am the LITERAL UNIVERSE!!!! I am all that I will ever be! I am forever expanding and sharing and creating and learning and loving. Thank you for sharing your gift with so many people. I hope to do the same in my own way. 💜🥺💜
Pile 4 and 1, really appreciate your honesty about the struggles you still sometimes have with getting fully onboard with the different mysteries of the Universe and all those things. I know I definitely had the same struggle at first with going outside of the norms of the accepted religion I grew up around. I feel like to some extent we all have some reservations with going outside of what we've been taught so it's just really validating to hear that an amazing reader like yourself has gone and still does sometimes go through those same worries and struggles.
Edit: Wow watching Pile 1 really touched my heart 🥰🥰 I feel like that's definitely my mom's energy because it sounds so much like my own energy. She's also visited me in a dream before and her energy definitely was super stoic. I'm talking very little outward emotion but I definitely felt the silent love lol. Thank you so much for everything you do Eso! 🙏🏾♥️
I appreciate your readings so very much. I can not put into words how much your guidance has helped me in my journey thus far. Thank you for all of the work you do to help all of us! You're a beautiful soul! 🫶💜🦄
Hi Eso!! Im from pile 4! Can i say that I love you? Even as the reading is ending, my spirit is pushing through the barriers of my mind that question and dismiss and bury what im feeling as confirmation for some truths i’ve been slowly steeping into for a while now, you’ve solidified a deep truth that’s beginning to unravel as I experience yet another confirmation of my experience and maybe purpose while here. You feel like such a friend and I want to send you all the love and empowerment when it comes to trusting that you are expressing yourself with so much clarity, you’re freaking amazing and i hope you really feel the depths of your gifts because you’re one of a kind! I feel so strange even making this comment and my mind is already getting all the logical defenses up to fight it but if what my spirit is telling me is true then it feels like an insult not to thank you in every way i can. Im beyond grateful for you! Thank you thank you thank you! Sorry for the long message but i just wanted to say that at the deepest level im picking up what you’re putting down lmao what a wild but exhilarating ride we’re all in for!💖💖💖🌟🌟🌟
First can I say that I love you both…even though my human brain is fighting the urge for me to make this reply. Every exact words you have taken out of my mouth and I am ecstatic that finally on this lonely road I feel as if I’m no longer traveling alone and I’ve been begging for this…something real and touchable and wow it’s just such a relief to know that I know what I know, not that I ever doubted but I just absolutely love confirmation and yet in the back of my thoughts I hear my human brain shouting, “this is not allowed” LOL (if that makes any sense) I have soooo many questions, even though I feel I already know the answers but my curiosity is at its highest peak for you and what your journey has been like and your perspective because I’ve been so isolated this encounter is so new to me. I have deep seeded trust issues but this here feels so right to me and I can only hope that I get a response but with this experience I wouldn’t be surprised if my reply disappears in the cloud. If it doesn’t I pray for you both to find success and love and pure happiness in all you do and hope you know that you are both greatly loved and appreciated. Thank you eso tarot for just being you. Much eternal love
I stopped watching tarot videos a while ago (after my kundalini awakening in January), and started tuning in solely to my intuition because I felt like there was too much in my ether and unneeded to clear the channel, and it’s been beautiful if I’m honest. Today for some reason I was guided to watch one and yours was the first I found, I picked pile 3 in an instant and every word resonated. I was that girl, in the abusive relationship, and I was the girl that got herself out. The last year of my life has been spent on healing, in the dark mostly, sleeping, and recovering from everything I went through. In the last few months all I’ve wanted is to be in nature, amongst the flowers, and recently I’ve been guided to come back to movement after being sick for many years. I am truly being reborn, and I feel my guide with me in all of the ways you spoke of, she is strong and determined and fierce and she is forcing me to look in many mirrors, but her love is undeniable, “until we become” is what she says to me, and I’m here, delving deep, getting to know new edges of myself, becoming. 🌹
Thank you for the most beautiful reading, sweet soul. Your gift reached my heart and wrapped it in silk and sunshine today. With love, ayisha x