Dear Nate, we are both the same age born on the same day. My parents split when I was 7. Father was a meth addict that beat me since I was 3. I have struggled living in this world my entire life. I found you and this song 2 years ago during some of my worst times. I recently have been through 30 days of rehab to unpack the horrors that happened to me as a child. We weren’t allowed phones but I had an mp3 with this song on it. Thank you for sharing your story and giving me the courage to do the same. I pray for anyone here in those dark times to keep holding on and have faith. There is a god and I know he showed me this when I needed it most.
I feel you, my father was a abusive alcoholic, who beat me everyday, later in life I went off to serve in Marine Corps, served two tours in Iraq, seen and been threw some shit times, later I came home to my wife who found out was no faithful, and spent some odd years trying to sort all out, now I just take one day at a time, and don't let anybody get close to me, I always felt that if I do, it will just be another person to hurt me.
NF has music for every vibe. When I need to get hyped: NF When I need to relieve stress: NF When I need to release anger: NF When I need to relax: NF When I go for a run: NF When I need to tune the rest of the world out: NF Thanks for everything NF.
Literally this, i even told my psychiatrist that NF and his songs get me on so many levels, maybe differently than what the songs are, but still. Probably Hate myself hits me most.
I hate my past, my traumas, my issues, but I wouldn't change the past even if I could. It's true that your past experiences make you tougher. I'm not as naive as I once was and I plan to help others due to my experiences.
@@pareosfav4909 It's not bad for some people not to relate. I relate to this song and I am glad for people that don't. This is one of the few times where ignorance truly is bliss.
Really hits home when you're only 24 and waiting to hear if you have a fatal disease. Literally give me any moment from my childhood and let me go back and rewind life from that point. I don't want to say goodbye to all those good memories.
I'm 35, married with 2 beautiful children. Struggling with depression, NF saved my life. If there was anything I want more in my whole world, It would to be to just thank him and shake his hand and tell him I am here because of him.
@@cat2715 Cat This was amazing to open the internet to. Thank you for reaching out to ask me. I am getting better every day, taking baby steps. We just celebrated our 14th anniversary today and it was wonderful.
@@emmanuelgrice5557 Its amazing you seem to know me for some reason. Today was one of The worst days in years and i sank pretty hard. I am trying tho. Doing all i can to keep my head up.
Hey man, hope you’re doing well. I had a rough day myself also, but somehow reading your comment made me feel less alone, even if I don’t know you personally. God bless you.
Search up Token please, just listen to one song. I think he NF and him sound the same in parts of this song. The flow and energy especially. I just want a second opinion lmao
This song always makes me tear up. I was fortunate when i was young. I had alot of friends and i was a social butterfly and was really happy. In high school i was really good at my sport and my family was so proud of me. Then i went to college and i had alot of friends there too and my fam was so proud of me and i was happy but now into my mid 20s things changed so much. All my friends faded away and now i have none. Im overweight, always stressed out from work, i no longer make my family proud, im barely getting by financially, and i have developed severe social anxiety so even when i am in a situation where i can make more friends i just close up and I don’t speak at all. Just stand there quietly or find an excuse to leave early. Its such a huge change from how i was when i was younger, I know alot of people went through this in high school but for some reason it hit me in adulthood. Every time i try to get my old friends together i just get ghosted of i get left of read. Nothing happened between us at all I guess we just faded and went separate ways. But im finding adulthood extremely lonely and empty feeling. I would do anything to go back and be happy again. Even church sets off my anxiety so bad because the amount of people there, so I quit going as much and it disappoints my parents. When i force myself to go all i can think about is when i get to leave. I usually just watch online now. Its so bad now that I will sit in the car for 10 minutes to sike myself up to go into the gas station. Every time i go i to public i have to convince myself to do it. Lately the only time i feel happy is when im out on the lake fishing alone. Even with that if i see too many cars I will turn around and go back home even though the lake is huge. Idk what happened to me, i don’t think anything traumatic happened to me it just randomly developed. Or maybe something did trigger it but i just didn’t notice it or something. I just wish I could turn back the clock.
I'm going to pray for you, but I also want to offer you something. Do you wanna be friends? I have a very different story from you. I didn't really have friends in high school. Not many, anyways. What I'm learning is that your family can be your best friends. My family isn't everyone's family, though. Maybe try to find a smaller church? The church I go to is pretty small. We have, at most, maybe thirty people, and close to ten of them are my family. (I have a lot of siblings). It's good to do church online if you can't get there, but there's something about having a close church community... It becomes less other members, and they can become friends, family. Find somebody who doesn't judge you, and who loves you for who you are, and hang onto them. Don't let them go. I would rather have one best friend, than a million who don't really care. You need someone who cares. Pray for a friend who will come alongside you, encourage you, be there for you when no one else is. Also, get in your Bible. I'm not saying you aren't in your Bible, because I don't know, but it can be such an encouragement when you're feeling down. There's no greater cure for an aching heart than time spent alone, daily, with Jesus. He is the only one who can truly always be there for you. People will let you down, and abandon you, but there is a Love greater than all other loves. I pray that you will know and experience it for yourself, friend.
@@jessvanmeter This is exactly how I feel right now in my life. The fucked up part is that I see what this is doing to me, its tearing my life apart and its got so much hold on me and i hate the person that i am for it.
Some days I pray that whatever god has planned for the world would reach the end of its course so the pain will stop and we all go home. Then I get a glimmer of hope after prayer and letting god take control of my life rather than carrying the weight of the world on my shoulders. Life becomes worth living when I lay my problems at the foot of the cross.
Jeremiah Trejo we just happened to feel and in my case I smoke and mind slowdown.. life is good when you have it “all” but in reality sometimes slowing down allows you to meditate and get back up🎶🎵🎼✨
Nf is on a different level then any other artist out there. There is music, then there is Nathan. No one compares to his passion and impact on those who listen to his masterpieces.
@No shirt Gamer Hate to break it to you, but you're wrong, the dude can rap and there is no doubt about it. If he didn't go through what he went through, he wouldn't be the rapper he is today.
1800 is logics most overated song i cant feel any emotion listening to if you want a song that conveys the pain of suicide then im sorry by joyner is much better many nf songs bring out emotion in me while 1800 dosent
Lyrics : I miss the days when I had a smile on my face and Wasn't so caught up all of the small things Wasn't so adamant that I could handle everything alone And wasn't so cautious, and always exhausted And actually listened to things that my heart said Ridin' my bike, just ridin' my bike Not overthinkin' my life Not always wonderin' if I'm a likeable person Or someone that nobody likes Not always stressin' 'bout money Or losin' my job or scared I ain't makin' the flight Not always going to bed every night With this knot in my stomach that never unwinds What happened to me? Yeah, what happened to me? When did I start to believe I wasn't worth it And question my purpose to breath? Wonderin' who I should be, happiness outta my reach Scared to get back on my feet Need to get rid of what's detrimental But it's hard to let go When the thing that hurt you helped you get to your dream See, I miss the days when I wasn't so faded Love wasn't always invasive, I could embrace it Just innocent, waitin', not always living in anguish When did I break and become over taken? What was the moment I caved and gave away all of my faith And mad a replacement? I miss the days when, I miss the days when I miss the smiles we had when we were young I miss the memories of feeling love I miss us runnin' underneath the sun Staring out the window when the rain would come I miss the smiles we had when we were kids, yeah I feel like life was so much simpler then, yeah When we had joy and we were innocent I'd give it all to feel that way again, way gain Gimme my mind back, yeah, gimme me mind back The one that told me I was worth something when I fall flat The one that told me I was worth something when I'm off track Back when my imagination wasn't in a cage And it was free to run fast Yeah, gimme my mind back, gimme my-gimme my mind back Before it was hi-jacked and wasn't described as A place of limitation always indicating I can't Handle everything from my past Handed ended anything it dissects Till I'm depressed, I know I'm blessed But I'm cursed too Take me back when, I was happy but I wasn't acting Vulnerable but didn't see it like some kinda weakness Or a thing that's unattractive Had emotion but I learned to mask it Didn't know what I was running after Didn't know the older I would grow the more I lose control And takin' all the baggage, it's really sad when Everything you thought was stable crashes Everything you thought would take the sadness Really only made it deeper, got me off the deep end askin' Will we ever feel like we imagine? Will we ever feel like we adapted? Will we ever feel like we did back then? Just take me back when, just take me back when I miss the smiles we had when we were young I miss the memories of feeling love I miss us runnin' underneath the sun Staring out the window when the rain would come I miss the smiles we had when we were kids, yeah I feel like life was so much simpler then, yeah When we had joy and we were innocent I'd give it all to feel that way again, way again Yeah Yeah I miss the smiles we had when we were young I miss the memories of feeling love I miss us runnin' underneath the sun Staring out the window when the rain would come I miss the smiles we had when we were kids, yeah I feel like life was so much simpler then, yeah When we had joy and we were innocent I'd give it all to feel that way again, way again
A huge shout out to *Debi Selby, Nicki Conley, Jason Eskridge, Brooke Griffith, Moiba Mustapha & Travis Cottrell* for the background vocals! Without your soulful voices the song wouldn't be what it is! Mad respect to you all!
Vrt's HD Vids I have a passion I need recognition but the only person that noticed me that was famous said “you’ll never make it anywhere you fat piece of shit” I’ll always remember that day
I miss the old me the me that was innocent, the me that wasn't negative. I miss the me that wasn't always stressed.. I miss the old me that wouldn't look in the mirror and say to myself "I'm ugly".
This song makes me wanna go back to being 8 years old, having crushes, real friends, easy school work, getting congratulated on my success, and going to bed happy.
Nf idk if u will see this.... But I didn't end my life tonight bc the pain I hold onto.... Figured u should know I'm still breathing tonight bc of u.... Most friends say ur songs are sad... But to me ur songs are a way to relieve the pain that I feel... I'm sorry u felt it... But I'm glad I feel it with me... Its hard to bare this weight alone...
“I miss the smiles we had when we were young” This hit me. Takes me back to the days where we had nothing to worry about. Then depression and anxiety punches you...
NF is my fucking therapy. Ive been listening to him since two years now and everytime im at my lowest i smoke a joint and listen to nf. His music makes me accept everything that has happened to me and everything that will happen. This man has the talent to put mine and thousands others feelings into a fucking song how we could never describe them. Thank you so much for your music Nate you make me feel like home :)
God’s given me the memories of pain and loss but through all the days I felt awful I remembered how even through all of the death pain, Christ was my comforter and friend through it all. Thx NF your music got me through the worst truly God uses you
"The hardest part about depression is hating yourself, the hardest part about hating yourself is realizing you're stuck with a person you hate for the rest of your life."
im only 15 and already wish I could go back to elementary school I was so happy back then and I wasn't worrying about my future or how I look. Back when times were less stressful.
Bro, I'm 13 and I can't tell you how many times I've genuinely considered just leaving everyone and everything, but I've had some amazing people in my life I'm pretty sure you do too, you just need to figure out who is who, that is the hardest part, but everything will be ok, it just takes time.
Exactly tho it was after my diagnosis n recovery of M.S. Then 3 days ago my docyor asks where's my parents from. And I say south asia. And he goes "oh well the risks of getting M.S is very low when ppl are from there" plus No one in my family has ever had any autoimmune/neurological disease. So yeah Im blessed with privileged health care and record fast diagnosis but Im cursed with this random disease..
@@KCThatOneDreamer I agree, it's like even though you're glad they see the good in you, sometimes you want to scream that I'm human! I have Issues too! I need help! But you're to scared of the backlash that would happen so you say nothing at all, because it's easier to suffer and stay silent rather than scream and face the consequences.
This song really brought a lot emotion. It instantly brought tears not in a bad or good way in a way that I wasn’t so alone way. That other people feel this empty pit, loneliness, and feeling like you’ll never be enough. So when people say your not alone. No one is really alone. Not when you have someone else out there feeling what you feel. We got this.
I needed to hear this, thank you so much, no one has ever said that to me I wanna say, thank god for you, you helping me through the wrist times, your making me not wanting to kill myself. I’m 11 so thank you for saving my life❤❤ I hope you live a amazing life😁
I’m so glad I found nf he guided me when shii was so fucked in my life an he gave me a reason to keep fighting , don’t give up to whoever is reading this , your stronger than you think keep your head up 💙
Omg I thought I was the only person life was good then but it can get better..because when you love yourself you find what you need...I'm still trying to find that but I need to take my own advice some day
As a believer in god who has fallen far for many years and having the toughest time trusting god after all that led up to make me finally walk away and now trying to get back but barely beable to hold a convo with god without telling him how I feel about all his ppl and how screwed up he is in my eyes this song hits Me hard.
I miss the days when I had a smile on my face and Wasn't so caught up all of the small things Wasn't so adamant that I could handle everything alone And wasn't so cautious, and always exhausted And actually listened to things that my heart said Ridin' my bike, just ridin' my bike Not overthinkin' my life Not always wonderin' if I'm a likeable person Or someone that nobody likes Not always stressin' 'bout money Or losin' my job or scared I ain't makin' the flight Not always going to bed every night With this knot in my stomach that never unwinds What happened to me? Yeah, what happened to me? When did I start to believe I wasn't worth it And question my purpose to breath? Wonderin' who I should be, happiness outta my reach Scared to get back on my feet Need to get rid of what's detrimental But it's hard to let go When the thing that hurt you helped you get to your dream See, I miss the days when I wasn't so faded Love wasn't always invasive, I could embrace it Just innocent, waitin', not always living in anguish When did I break (it) and become over taken? What was the moment I caved and gave away all of my faith And mad a replacement? I miss the days when, I miss the days when I miss the smiles we had when we were young I miss the memories of feeling love I miss us runnin' underneath the sun Staring out the window when the rain would come I miss the smiles we had when we were kids, yeah I feel like life was so much simpler then, yeah When we had joy and we were innocent I'd give it all to feel that way again, way gain Gimme my mind back, yeah, gimme me mind back The one that told me I was worth something when I fall flat The one that told me I was worth something when I'm off track Back when my imagination wasn't in a cage And it was free to run fast Yeah, gimme my mind back, gimme my-gimme my mind back Before it was hi-jacked and wasn't described as A place of limitation always indicating I can't Handle everything from my past Handed ended anything it dissects Till I'm depressed, I know I'm blessed But I'm cursed too Take me back when, I was happy but I wasn't acting Vulnerable but didn't see it like some kinda weakness Or a thing that's unattractive Had emotion but I learned to mask it Didn't know what I was running after Didn't know the older I would grow the more I lose control And takin' all the baggage, it's really sad when Everything you thought was stable crashes Everything you thought would take the sadness Really only made it deeper, got me off the deep end askin' Will we ever feel like we imagine? Will we ever feel like we adapted? Will we ever feel like we did back then? Just take me back when, just take me back when I miss the smiles we had when we were young I miss the memories of feeling love I miss us runnin' underneath the sun Staring out the window when the rain would come I miss the smiles we had when we were kids, yeah I feel like life was so much simpler then, yeah When we had joy and we were innocent I'd give it all to feel that way again, way again Yeah Yeah I miss the smiles we had when we were young I miss the memories of feeling love I miss us runnin' underneath the sun Staring out the window when the rain would come I miss the smiles we had when we were kids, yeah I feel like life was so much simpler then, yeah When we had joy and we were innocent I'd give it all to feel that way again, way again Edit: The one word I missed that someones tripping about
NF, I speak for all your fans out here when I say I love you and your music so much it’s gotten me through so many rough times so keep doing what your doing because your amazing😫💞
Celebrating 24 years since I ran away from home, 10 years out of jail, 7 years being able to walk again after a horrible accident, year 4 of running my own business, 3 years owning my dream hummer, 2 years returning too God, 1 year since the freedom convoy 2022 parked for 23 days, this year I am going minimalistic and mobile. God bless you all and I hope your journey no matter where it started keeps moving in the positive direction. I believe in you brothers and sisters 🙏🫡🇨🇦
This song hits hard to home its almost a spiritual connection I have with it Im sure you hear it alot @NF but I genuinely thank you for being here, being our voice and just being you love you man
29 and the majority of my life feels like an entrapped emptiness.. But when I hear this Nate, it feels ok cause we relate in so many ways and makes the pain go away and I feel ok again. This one's my Fav.. All your songs are Great... Music Medicates!
what's crazy is that is literally what i do when im fighting myself and overthinking my life...like rn my mind scares me and im afraid why some of the things that float around in my mind started forming. When I feel like that, I'd grab my bike and just ride for miles and miles just trying to forget. When I heard that line I got so many chills
This song hit me so hard. In third grade I nearly died due to appendicitis and ever since then I've never been the same person, I've always been colder towards people, less trustful. I can't even count how many times my dad has asked me "what happened to the fearless little girl?" If only he knew how much I've had to piece myself together mentally, not to mention the fact that I no longer talk to one of my siblings because they've become so toxic. I've basically lost my best friend even after he gave me his word he'd never leave my side. I can't even see most of my friends since I've moved to Europe and they're all in America. My dad wants to move in the middle of my 3rd year of high school and yet expects me to still be able to cope with the stress, plus I don't know how applying to university works here in Europe. I think the "fearless little girl" I was once is gone, she's not coming back this time.
My twin brother passed away last year His favorite was NF it got him the worst times up to his last breath he listened to (paralyzed) 😢 I love this song, I do miss the days twin💙 #twinsforlife
I'm sorry for your loss my dear. I'm sure he was listening to this song with you and that he'll always be around wherever you go :) may he Rest In Peace
I miss the smiles we had when we were kids, yeah (oh) I feel like life was so much simpler then, yeah (oh) When we had joy and we were innocent (oh) I'd give it all to feel that way again, way again These verses hit hard
Nfs music helped me get out of a 6 year heroin addiction, helped me find God, not in a church but in the lyrics this man writes. I'm a father now, a husband, a son, a brother, a friend, because of how real the things he writes about are, helped save my life and make me better. Keep doing what you're doing man, I need your music!
@@Struggler3831 when I was in teen challenge rehab facility I heard all I have and when he said I don't live for the world I live for the king, started my journey into his amazing music, love nf!
same I’m only 15 but still wish I could back to the time where I could ride my bike NF is just inspiring and really makes you wish you could go back when you didn’t care dude life was really so much simpler then I would definitely give it all to go back then
@@twistychimp1487 enjoy being 12 trust me im 14 and i already feel like i wanna die. i miss being 11-12 years old soooo much i could write forever but I'm not lol. and be with your parents as much as possible because when you are older you will want to be with them and when they are dead you will wish you could've been with them more.
Been sitting with this sort of anxious lump in my throat for a couple of hours , until i stumbled across this work of art and all of a sudden everything my heart felt atm NF has expressed in his poetry. Thank you for reminding us that its okay to be feel vulnerable at times.
.."had emotions but I learned to mask it."
This.
...is kind of a basic line
@@frank5480 ur mom is basic
Michael explain what? the line just means that he’s covered up his feelings. the lyric is not that deep
Savannah Scavarda I guess
This song ain't meant to have complex bars, just nice and simple hard hitting lines
“take me back when i was happy but i wasn’t actin”
Omg that part got to me the most
That hit me hard
Shayla Shay sane same 🥺
Black symptomiser tbh ‼️
@@blacksymptomiser6220 me too, miss the old me 😭
2024 anyone
We're here ❤️
Yup 💯
Yup❤
Here fam❤
You already know💯
Dear Nate, we are both the same age born on the same day. My parents split when I was 7. Father was a meth addict that beat me since I was 3. I have struggled living in this world my entire life. I found you and this song 2 years ago during some of my worst times. I recently have been through 30 days of rehab to unpack the horrors that happened to me as a child. We weren’t allowed phones but I had an mp3 with this song on it. Thank you for sharing your story and giving me the courage to do the same. I pray for anyone here in those dark times to keep holding on and have faith. There is a god and I know he showed me this when I needed it most.
I am deeply sorry you had to go through that! I suggest you to study and learn about Islam religion.
holyshit dude i hope you recover
I feel you, my father was a abusive alcoholic, who beat me everyday, later in life I went off to serve in Marine Corps, served two tours in Iraq, seen and been threw some shit times, later I came home to my wife who found out was no faithful, and spent some odd years trying to sort all out, now I just take one day at a time, and don't let anybody get close to me, I always felt that if I do, it will just be another person to hurt me.
@Keksmo I have no issues, I worked all out over time and have moved on, provided a better future for my children and grandchildren.
❤❤❤❤❤❤we’re here for u too🎉🎉🎉
Me: I won’t cry tonight
NF: yo play my new album
Coffee Time Crime I Feel You.. ❤️
mood
Facts 🤣
He hits home in so many ways. Just different and awesome!
Dam this shit makes me go back to when I was the good kid now I am looked at different
I'm dropping everything and listening to the whole album 😂😂
Abbey Dickerson same
Abbey Dickerson same 🤣😂
Abbey Dickerson same
Again and again
Yup same, probably listen to it a whole week straight 🙌
“Id give it all to feel that way again”
Truer words have never been spoken 😞
❤❤😇
😖
True
❤️
The sound of the child singing throughout the song gets me every time.
Jj
You know, I didn't realize that until you mentioned it. Great, now that hits me every time.
NF’s music is basically therapy for me..hands down.
For sure
Same I feel that
Could you say it's a *Therapy Session*
I'm sorry had to
@@ashley-has-games9811 that's fine hope you're doing well
@@shabbatheboss hope you're doing well to
NF has music for every vibe.
When I need to get hyped: NF
When I need to relieve stress: NF
When I need to release anger: NF
When I need to relax: NF
When I go for a run: NF
When I need to tune the rest of the world out: NF
Thanks for everything NF.
Literally this, i even told my psychiatrist that NF and his songs get me on so many levels, maybe differently than what the songs are, but still. Probably Hate myself hits me most.
Ezra Jackson same
and lets not forget : hotel, TRIVAGO
When you need to listen to NF: NF
period, he really does, what a legend
I don't think I've heard a song that hits anywhere near as deep as this one. NF is truly one of the greats
@@keksmo9901 Dedication.
@@keksmo9901 You came back 7 months later.
@@keksmo9901 Well, I'm listening to an NF song.
No he is the greatest of all ❤
Orange and green makes grey
I hate my past, my traumas, my issues, but I wouldn't change the past even if I could.
It's true that your past experiences make you tougher.
I'm not as naive as I once was and I plan to help others due to my experiences.
the same dude.
Bravo well said
This song hits hard for anyone really?
Wouldn’t you agree?
James Martinez not for people who think everyone is happy. Which is sad.
James Martinez Everyone has a happier time in their life but some people have had so much more depressing times that they threw away their happy past
@@jaxonwells7227 I'm 15 and I still feel this from when I was a kid, nothing but smiles and fun. Re listen and think about it from being a little kid
Bro this shi hit me SO hard and I was like woah
@@pareosfav4909 It's not bad for some people not to relate. I relate to this song and I am glad for people that don't.
This is one of the few times where ignorance truly is bliss.
“Take me back when I was happy when I wasn’t actin’” -NF
Lol i read this right as it played
my favourite line, my friends just USE me. But they still call me "Bestie" I just love taking off the fake smile behind their backs.
my life right know.
That one hit hard
i have never related to lyrics more in my life
Really hits home when you're only 24 and waiting to hear if you have a fatal disease. Literally give me any moment from my childhood and let me go back and rewind life from that point. I don't want to say goodbye to all those good memories.
Dam am not in my best right now either but not to that degree wish you the best and i hope and pray all goes well with you dude ❤️
really sorry for you man, I wish you the best, mate. Stay strong.
I wonder if he is still alive or smth because I hope he makes new music
@@troumbejpt1709 thank you. I planned to be here much much longer and hope that's somehow the case
@@BlastFXTrading thank you
I'm 35, married with 2 beautiful children. Struggling with depression, NF saved my life. If there was anything I want more in my whole world, It would to be to just thank him and shake his hand and tell him I am here because of him.
Hey, are you still ok? I hope you are. I hope you stay strong. Your kids need you and you will get through the rough times.
@@cat2715 Cat This was amazing to open the internet to. Thank you for reaching out to ask me. I am getting better every day, taking baby steps. We just celebrated our 14th anniversary today and it was wonderful.
@@MrWocnam I'm so glad ur ok. God would never put anything on u that u cannot handle. BELIEVE IT
@@emmanuelgrice5557 Its amazing you seem to know me for some reason. Today was one of The worst days in years and i sank pretty hard. I am trying tho. Doing all i can to keep my head up.
Hey man, hope you’re doing well. I had a rough day myself also, but somehow reading your comment made me feel less alone, even if I don’t know you personally. God bless you.
NF is one of those rare artists who just can't create something that's not timeless and amazing. 👍 Real.
*can
Mallorie Louann love your picture penguins are lit🙌🏼
Search up Token please, just listen to one song. I think he NF and him sound the same in parts of this song. The flow and energy especially. I just want a second opinion lmao
@@dayzfreshie1017 hes not rly that good in my opinion, but i respect yours
Trevor Wilson I definitely hear some Token in NF, although they are two completely different and unique artists
“Take me back when I was happy and wasn’t acting” Dang bro!💯🔥
T-Renegade 17 🔥❤️
I think I speak for a lot of us when I say " I can relate"
I can relate
I think everyone can relate...
@@Elddreki of course they can relate we all can relate who would rather be an adult than be a kid
"Not overthinkin' my life
Not always wonderin' if I'm a likable person
Or someone that nobody likes."
❤️♥️❤️
@Keksmo Hello! I am well. 😇 Thanks, for asking! Thanks for the information, too. How are ya? 😄🌷💗
This song always makes me tear up. I was fortunate when i was young. I had alot of friends and i was a social butterfly and was really happy. In high school i was really good at my sport and my family was so proud of me. Then i went to college and i had alot of friends there too and my fam was so proud of me and i was happy but now into my mid 20s things changed so much. All my friends faded away and now i have none. Im overweight, always stressed out from work, i no longer make my family proud, im barely getting by financially, and i have developed severe social anxiety so even when i am in a situation where i can make more friends i just close up and I don’t speak at all. Just stand there quietly or find an excuse to leave early. Its such a huge change from how i was when i was younger, I know alot of people went through this in high school but for some reason it hit me in adulthood. Every time i try to get my old friends together i just get ghosted of i get left of read. Nothing happened between us at all I guess we just faded and went separate ways. But im finding adulthood extremely lonely and empty feeling. I would do anything to go back and be happy again. Even church sets off my anxiety so bad because the amount of people there, so I quit going as much and it disappoints my parents. When i force myself to go all i can think about is when i get to leave. I usually just watch online now. Its so bad now that I will sit in the car for 10 minutes to sike myself up to go into the gas station. Every time i go i to public i have to convince myself to do it. Lately the only time i feel happy is when im out on the lake fishing alone. Even with that if i see too many cars I will turn around and go back home even though the lake is huge. Idk what happened to me, i don’t think anything traumatic happened to me it just randomly developed. Or maybe something did trigger it but i just didn’t notice it or something. I just wish I could turn back the clock.
I'm going to pray for you, but I also want to offer you something. Do you wanna be friends? I have a very different story from you. I didn't really have friends in high school. Not many, anyways. What I'm learning is that your family can be your best friends. My family isn't everyone's family, though. Maybe try to find a smaller church? The church I go to is pretty small. We have, at most, maybe thirty people, and close to ten of them are my family. (I have a lot of siblings). It's good to do church online if you can't get there, but there's something about having a close church community... It becomes less other members, and they can become friends, family. Find somebody who doesn't judge you, and who loves you for who you are, and hang onto them. Don't let them go. I would rather have one best friend, than a million who don't really care. You need someone who cares. Pray for a friend who will come alongside you, encourage you, be there for you when no one else is. Also, get in your Bible. I'm not saying you aren't in your Bible, because I don't know, but it can be such an encouragement when you're feeling down. There's no greater cure for an aching heart than time spent alone, daily, with Jesus. He is the only one who can truly always be there for you. People will let you down, and abandon you, but there is a Love greater than all other loves. I pray that you will know and experience it for yourself, friend.
I need help
@@jayromartinez9634 I'd love to pray for you and help in any way I can. If you need someone to talk to, I'm good at listening. Or... Reading.
@@jessvanmeter thank you for your kind words, they mean alot to me. Im glad this world has good people like you in it.
@@jessvanmeter This is exactly how I feel right now in my life. The fucked up part is that I see what this is doing to me, its tearing my life apart and its got so much hold on me and i hate the person that i am for it.
When Nate said '' I know I'm blessed
.But I'm cursed too'' , i felt that..
Legend says Nf is a Legend
Sure is
🔥💯
So he told himself he's a legend😂
God approves of this comment.
God approves of Nate
Some days I pray that whatever god has planned for the world would reach the end of its course so the pain will stop and we all go home. Then I get a glimmer of hope after prayer and letting god take control of my life rather than carrying the weight of the world on my shoulders. Life becomes worth living when I lay my problems at the foot of the cross.
NF’s music is the only music i can listen to over 500 times and still be able to listen and experience it like the first time.
Police officer : sir your phone is on fire please stand back
Me: oh no it’s fine it’s just NF
Fax!
It’s Dax
Real Jbmnt SMOKE WAX!
Real Jbmnt EAT SNAX
Real Jbmnt LIFE HAX
"Had emotion but I learned to mask it" Damn.... That hurts. Cause it's so true in my case.
same. I always keep my emotions locked up and I'm afraid to let them out. it just feels like a storm in me that never stops
Same
Same
Jeremiah Trejo we just happened to feel and in my case I smoke and mind slowdown.. life is good when you have it “all” but in reality sometimes slowing down allows you to meditate and get back up🎶🎵🎼✨
@@murielrodriguez8047 facts.
NF is like a therapist for me let alone thinking for anyone else, love to all that's struggling, your not alone ❤
When you think no one knows your pain you find this man and you realize. More people than you can count understand the pain. More than you know
He always rap with so much honesty and emotions. All of his songs take me on this emotional and powerful journey through my life.
Am the only one?
Same brother
Nah
Especially in change
Yes change is hella good
Nah I was listening to him early (old songs) and I was happy asf but I was also crying and screaming
Nf is on a different level then any other artist out there. There is music, then there is Nathan. No one compares to his passion and impact on those who listen to his masterpieces.
Thats because hes Jesus Christ Driven
God gave him the power and ability to channel his feelings into music, that’s passion not some shallow “Happy” BS that most artists make
I don't think NF gives a fuck about a Grammy
@No shirt Gamer Hate to break it to you, but you're wrong, the dude can rap and there is no doubt about it. If he didn't go through what he went through, he wouldn't be the rapper he is today.
1800 is logics most overated song i cant feel any emotion listening to if you want a song that conveys the pain of suicide then im sorry by joyner is much better many nf songs bring out emotion in me while 1800 dosent
This is my favorite NF song and he saved my life 💙
💀
The older we get the harder it gets. Thank you for making beautiful music Nate!
It's amazing how NF makes each album even better than the rest. I haven't heard a single song I don't like from him.
Yessss
Enoch Ching I only don’t like some of the moments songs
Really? I thought this album was sorta weak?
@@rogue1147 In my opinion is pretty good, but not everyone thinks the same and that's fine
ROGUE opinions I liked this album more than the others
"Not always wondering if I am a likeable person or someone that nobody likes." I felt that, that part hit me hard.
Hi, where are you from?
Chelsea ;0
That's what she said.....
Yes me too 😶
Ikr
I miss the smile when we was kids life was so simple then.
Hard days are upon the youth God I pray you guide us all to the light and to have a better purpose ❤Amen
Lyrics :
I miss the days when
I had a smile on my face and
Wasn't so caught up all of the small things
Wasn't so adamant that I could handle everything alone
And wasn't so cautious, and always exhausted
And actually listened to things that my heart said
Ridin' my bike, just ridin' my bike
Not overthinkin' my life
Not always wonderin' if I'm a likeable person
Or someone that nobody likes
Not always stressin' 'bout money
Or losin' my job or scared I ain't makin' the flight
Not always going to bed every night
With this knot in my stomach that never unwinds
What happened to me? Yeah, what happened to me?
When did I start to believe I wasn't worth it
And question my purpose to breath?
Wonderin' who I should be, happiness outta my reach
Scared to get back on my feet
Need to get rid of what's detrimental
But it's hard to let go
When the thing that hurt you helped you get to your dream
See, I miss the days when I wasn't so faded
Love wasn't always invasive, I could embrace it
Just innocent, waitin', not always living in anguish
When did I break and become over taken?
What was the moment I caved and gave away all of my faith
And mad a replacement? I miss the days when, I miss the days when
I miss the smiles we had when we were young
I miss the memories of feeling love
I miss us runnin' underneath the sun
Staring out the window when the rain would come
I miss the smiles we had when we were kids, yeah
I feel like life was so much simpler then, yeah
When we had joy and we were innocent
I'd give it all to feel that way again, way gain
Gimme my mind back, yeah, gimme me mind back
The one that told me I was worth something when I fall flat
The one that told me I was worth something when I'm off track
Back when my imagination wasn't in a cage
And it was free to run fast
Yeah, gimme my mind back, gimme my-gimme my mind back
Before it was hi-jacked and wasn't described as
A place of limitation always indicating I can't
Handle everything from my past
Handed ended anything it dissects
Till I'm depressed, I know I'm blessed
But I'm cursed too
Take me back when, I was happy but I wasn't acting
Vulnerable but didn't see it like some kinda weakness
Or a thing that's unattractive
Had emotion but I learned to mask it
Didn't know what I was running after
Didn't know the older I would grow the more I lose control
And takin' all the baggage, it's really sad when
Everything you thought was stable crashes
Everything you thought would take the sadness
Really only made it deeper, got me off the deep end askin'
Will we ever feel like we imagine?
Will we ever feel like we adapted?
Will we ever feel like we did back then?
Just take me back when, just take me back when
I miss the smiles we had when we were young
I miss the memories of feeling love
I miss us runnin' underneath the sun
Staring out the window when the rain would come
I miss the smiles we had when we were kids, yeah
I feel like life was so much simpler then, yeah
When we had joy and we were innocent
I'd give it all to feel that way again, way again
Yeah
Yeah
I miss the smiles we had when we were young
I miss the memories of feeling love
I miss us runnin' underneath the sun
Staring out the window when the rain would come
I miss the smiles we had when we were kids, yeah
I feel like life was so much simpler then, yeah
When we had joy and we were innocent
I'd give it all to feel that way again, way again
Listening to it is one thing but when u really read the lyrics and take it in its pretty deep
👍thanks
Ecosm Adulting is a bitch. 🥺
You are the real MVP.
Back after 4 months, lets get to 1k likes (now 889)
"How much more songs will hit people in the feelings?"
*NF: yes*
A huge shout out to *Debi Selby, Nicki Conley, Jason Eskridge, Brooke Griffith, Moiba Mustapha & Travis Cottrell* for the background vocals! Without your soulful voices the song wouldn't be what it is! Mad respect to you all!
@@keksmo9901 I think you clicked the wrong comment
@@keksmo9901 I can't tell whether this cycle of "are you depressed" is sweet, sadistic, weird, kind or something else
I miss the times where didn't need to care about anything other then having fun with friends and just relax with those who are my true friends
facts
Only days where everyone was true 😢
“Take me back when I was happy” I wish man
I’ve gotten so use to wearing a fake smile I forgot how it feels to actually smile when I’m feeling happy..
@@vrtshdvids9436 same here. im never happy anymore. i have to act to make sure people don't worry about me.
Vrt's HD Vids I’m not depressed anymore I just feel like I’m wasting my life
@@kadenzepherI feel like that a lot
Vrt's HD Vids I have a passion I need recognition but the only person that noticed me that was famous said “you’ll never make it anywhere you fat piece of shit”
I’ll always remember that day
OG fans here? Who else proud to be on his journey?
Been here since therapy
Been here since "Mansion"👍
@@zayharp1364 same 2015 baby
ScumbagVandal I Am 🔥❤️
ScumbagVandal Yeaph!!!
The second half of this song is just amazing. That lady's voice is beautiful. ❤
I miss the old me the me that was innocent, the me that wasn't negative. I miss the me that wasn't always stressed.. I miss the old me that wouldn't look in the mirror and say to myself "I'm ugly".
This song makes me wanna go back to being 8 years old, having crushes, real friends, easy school work, getting congratulated on my success, and going to bed happy.
I haven’t felt that way since middle school
MY GOSH YES
True Fact's 🔥
Same 😞
@@LP_R3apEr me too, middle school in my life was the portal of entering hell of earth
''What happened to me?''
Such a simple but strong line..
I keep on rewinding the song to hear that
Grammy should be mailed to you yearly for this one.. ✌🏽 🔥
Agree
Nf thinks that Grammy is bs which I agree with
Nf idk if u will see this.... But I didn't end my life tonight bc the pain I hold onto.... Figured u should know I'm still breathing tonight bc of u.... Most friends say ur songs are sad... But to me ur songs are a way to relieve the pain that I feel... I'm sorry u felt it... But I'm glad I feel it with me... Its hard to bare this weight alone...
Stay strong 💪 You are not alone 🖤
You are not alone 🖤 , chin up soldier we need you 🙏🙏
Life gets better trust me been through what you’re going through
It’s really hard, I’m here for u
@@Filipblazejczak you need to give me some pointers
“What happened to me?”
I say that too.
Nf Best Lines: th-cam.com/video/tKQN021jeM0/w-d-xo.html
The Friendly Nick fuvk you
Samee
Bruh same!
Everyone does, its a natural part of life
“I miss the smiles we had when we were young”
This hit me. Takes me back to the days where we had nothing to worry about. Then depression and anxiety punches you...
You must be bleeding then, that's every chorus oof
I wish i could do something for you
Amen... i miss those days too Nate...
Back to reality oh there goes gravity
Timmy Vanartsdalen relatable.
NF is my fucking therapy. Ive been listening to him since two years now and everytime im at my lowest i smoke a joint and listen to nf. His music makes me accept everything that has happened to me and everything that will happen. This man has the talent to put mine and thousands others feelings into a fucking song how we could never describe them. Thank you so much for your music Nate you make me feel like home :)
NF is never NF(enough)
2:20 💔 hits me
I really miss being young and not having depression or social anxiety 💔 those lyrics mean the world to me 💯
Whenever you feel anxious know that God created you and He loves you and He is right next to you wherever you go👍
Have a nice day
I agree those lyrics hit me hard af
You from the uk?
@@3lusive_x696 no sorry 💔
@@jaleahsmakeup1542 it okay although I was talking to the one just above my comment😅. Oh and NF is fire! This album Fried both my ear canals
Not gonna lie, this song deserved a video
@Landon Reihshmm good perspective, I agree on that. And love you NF 🖤
@Landon Reihs couldn’t of said it better sometimes visual is better than video
Yep
He does its about him and hos siblings when they were younger and he see thing happy before his mom doing drugs and thats why i relate to this song
Still does c'mon nate
God’s given me the memories of pain and loss but through all the days I felt awful I remembered how even through all of the death pain, Christ was my comforter and friend through it all. Thx NF your music got me through the worst truly God uses you
The worst thing about it is, knowing you’re trapped and there’s not much anyone can do to get out and realizing you can’t live like this
"The hardest part about depression is hating yourself, the hardest part about hating yourself is realizing you're stuck with a person you hate for the rest of your life."
Wow this is real !
And the hardest part about that. Is not making your life, just a wee bit shorter
a life can be a really long time.
Profound
So change the person you’re stuck with into a person you love.
You are under no obligation to anyone to be the person you were 5 minutes ago.
im only 15 and already wish I could go back to elementary school I was so happy back then and I wasn't worrying about my future or how I look. Back when times were less stressful.
Bro, I'm 13 and I can't tell you how many times I've genuinely considered just leaving everyone and everything, but I've had some amazing people in my life I'm pretty sure you do too, you just need to figure out who is who, that is the hardest part, but everything will be ok, it just takes time.
Same man...
shit same 15 too wondering wht happened to the cheerful little kid and how i became such a dissapointment
wait till your 17/18
I'm just 14... :)
“ I miss the smile we had when we were kids” I feel that alot 😕
Take me back when I was happy but I wasn’t acting. Damn that hit deep
Dropping everything at once eh?
Dude stop, my house can't burn down again.
AlphA Ovakill mine already did and I haven’t even listened to everything yet 😂
Bro everything around my entire neighborhood is on fire rn
Here before this comment gets a lot of likes
I’m so glad I have insurance
hold up when did i end up in the sun?
Thank god for NF may the lord protect him from his demons
Praying for him too. God is faithful and is overseeing everything in Nathan's life. He is a true representation of God's grace.
Best comment yet.
Not even religious, but I'll keep him on my thoughts; This man saved my life with his music.
He helped me on my journey out of depression and on my path of finding God. True representatives of faith...
@@blakearmstrong6150 respect your beliefs but just know it's because Jesus saved his and gave him this path to help others. God speaks through him.
The way he says “way again” kill me 🖤
This song is my brain almost every day now
NF your music speaks to me and, in some ways, for me.
Thank you for your music.
"I know im blessed but im cursed too"
THIS. Ive felt this way my entire life
Good vs Evil. We are all blessed with a sinful nature. Its the human in us. God bless
Exactly tho it was after my diagnosis n recovery of M.S.
Then 3 days ago my docyor asks where's my parents from. And I say south asia. And he goes "oh well the risks of getting M.S is very low when ppl are from there" plus No one in my family has ever had any autoimmune/neurological disease. So yeah Im blessed with privileged health care and record fast diagnosis but Im cursed with this random disease..
I am Just cursed and he is curringng my curse of bad luck.
Worst part is when the people around you can only see the blessing.. and never the curse.
@@KCThatOneDreamer I agree, it's like even though you're glad they see the good in you, sometimes you want to scream that I'm human! I have Issues too! I need help! But you're to scared of the backlash that would happen so you say nothing at all, because it's easier to suffer and stay silent rather than scream and face the consequences.
not going to quote a sentence, otherwise i would need to be quoting the whole song
This comment is too clever to be this underrated.
Remember this is full of quotes
😂🔥
big facts
SoOOooo True Doh
This song really brought a lot emotion. It instantly brought tears not in a bad or good way in a way that I wasn’t so alone way. That other people feel this empty pit, loneliness, and feeling like you’ll never be enough. So when people say your not alone. No one is really alone. Not when you have someone else out there feeling what you feel. We got this.
I needed to hear this, thank you so much, no one has ever said that to me I wanna say, thank god for you, you helping me through the wrist times, your making me not wanting to kill myself. I’m 11 so thank you for saving my life❤❤ I hope you live a amazing life😁
I’m so glad I found nf he guided me when shii was so fucked in my life an he gave me a reason to keep fighting , don’t give up to whoever is reading this , your stronger than you think keep your head up 💙
"Wasn't so cautious, and always exhausted."
huh.. remember when tired was a feeling? and not a personality trait?
Dam.....
Not anymore
Yeah the good old days
Omg I thought I was the only person life was good then but it can get better..because when you love yourself you find what you need...I'm still trying to find that but I need to take my own advice some day
The last time i didn’t feel tired is so far away, that no, i don’t remember
Who is else is just listening to song after song and feeling every bar he is spitting?
Legit me
Gabe Jones Me!! 🔥❤️🐐
Me
Meeeee
Yeas
As a believer in god who has fallen far for many years and having the toughest time trusting god after all that led up to make me finally walk away and now trying to get back but barely beable to hold a convo with god without telling him how I feel about all his ppl and how screwed up he is in my eyes this song hits
Me hard.
"Will we ever feel like we imagined" No words have ever hit me harder. I miss my younger self so much at times like these
I miss the days when
I had a smile on my face and
Wasn't so caught up all of the small things
Wasn't so adamant that I could handle everything alone
And wasn't so cautious, and always exhausted
And actually listened to things that my heart said
Ridin' my bike, just ridin' my bike
Not overthinkin' my life
Not always wonderin' if I'm a likeable person
Or someone that nobody likes
Not always stressin' 'bout money
Or losin' my job or scared I ain't makin' the flight
Not always going to bed every night
With this knot in my stomach that never unwinds
What happened to me? Yeah, what happened to me?
When did I start to believe I wasn't worth it
And question my purpose to breath?
Wonderin' who I should be, happiness outta my reach
Scared to get back on my feet
Need to get rid of what's detrimental
But it's hard to let go
When the thing that hurt you helped you get to your dream
See, I miss the days when I wasn't so faded
Love wasn't always invasive, I could embrace it
Just innocent, waitin', not always living in anguish
When did I break (it) and become over taken?
What was the moment I caved and gave away all of my faith
And mad a replacement? I miss the days when, I miss the days when
I miss the smiles we had when we were young
I miss the memories of feeling love
I miss us runnin' underneath the sun
Staring out the window when the rain would come
I miss the smiles we had when we were kids, yeah
I feel like life was so much simpler then, yeah
When we had joy and we were innocent
I'd give it all to feel that way again, way gain
Gimme my mind back, yeah, gimme me mind back
The one that told me I was worth something when I fall flat
The one that told me I was worth something when I'm off track
Back when my imagination wasn't in a cage
And it was free to run fast
Yeah, gimme my mind back, gimme my-gimme my mind back
Before it was hi-jacked and wasn't described as
A place of limitation always indicating I can't
Handle everything from my past
Handed ended anything it dissects
Till I'm depressed, I know I'm blessed
But I'm cursed too
Take me back when, I was happy but I wasn't acting
Vulnerable but didn't see it like some kinda weakness
Or a thing that's unattractive
Had emotion but I learned to mask it
Didn't know what I was running after
Didn't know the older I would grow the more I lose control
And takin' all the baggage, it's really sad when
Everything you thought was stable crashes
Everything you thought would take the sadness
Really only made it deeper, got me off the deep end askin'
Will we ever feel like we imagine?
Will we ever feel like we adapted?
Will we ever feel like we did back then?
Just take me back when, just take me back when
I miss the smiles we had when we were young
I miss the memories of feeling love
I miss us runnin' underneath the sun
Staring out the window when the rain would come
I miss the smiles we had when we were kids, yeah
I feel like life was so much simpler then, yeah
When we had joy and we were innocent
I'd give it all to feel that way again, way again
Yeah
Yeah
I miss the smiles we had when we were young
I miss the memories of feeling love
I miss us runnin' underneath the sun
Staring out the window when the rain would come
I miss the smiles we had when we were kids, yeah
I feel like life was so much simpler then, yeah
When we had joy and we were innocent
I'd give it all to feel that way again, way again
Edit: The one word I missed that someones tripping about
Thanks
@@jofilms88 i found him🤣
U da real MVP
😘
xX PTG Xx bless you soul. :)
NF, I speak for all your fans out here when I say I love you and your music so much it’s gotten me through so many rough times so keep doing what your doing because your amazing😫💞
Agreed
You didn’t feel it on a spiritual level if you didn’t tear up atleast a little
ιтzєℓ мσяєиσ get out of here fucking lil skies fan. NF is awesome but lil skies is mumble rap
I'm sorry if you ever see this dudes comment. Just ignore him.
@@juliantorres7722 I definitely did
The saddest thing about life is when you try to cry because you need to, but you realize you can’t anymore.
Edit: thanks for all the likes guys.
I'm so emotional guy, but I can't cry and I like this.
Its All Numb My Guy Aint No Time To Cry But Use The Emotion To Push Forward Harder
Fr, i really need to cry sometimes but hold it in until I’m alone, but at that point the tears won’t come out anymore
Been like this for years
Relatable
Celebrating 24 years since I ran away from home, 10 years out of jail, 7 years being able to walk again after a horrible accident, year 4 of running my own business, 3 years owning my dream hummer, 2 years returning too God, 1 year since the freedom convoy 2022 parked for 23 days, this year I am going minimalistic and mobile. God bless you all and I hope your journey no matter where it started keeps moving in the positive direction. I believe in you brothers and sisters 🙏🫡🇨🇦
Anyone who listens to NF is either hurt or lost. All will be well my friends. We’re supposed to be in this together
Youre right 😔
kcazseeley nah I’m fine lol I just like the music
Blake Clune same 😂
❤
We’re a family...
This dude is on a different level. Definitely a gift from God.
No, he worked.
He struggled.
He wrote.
He sang.
He got emotional.
And now, he got his reward.
@@ismailenverpasha5943 definitely from God
@quentincjr No, Nathan is a Christian, it's bcuz God
@quentincjr It's been proven a fact my friend
@quentincjr Yes it has
This song hits hard to home its almost a spiritual connection I have with it Im sure you hear it alot @NF but I genuinely thank you for being here, being our voice and just being you love you man
29 and the majority of my life feels like an entrapped emptiness.. But when I hear this Nate, it feels ok cause we relate in so many ways and makes the pain go away and I feel ok again. This one's my Fav.. All your songs are Great... Music Medicates!
"Ridin' my bike, just ridin' my bike" To that, and everything else, cheers!
@CL M i feel you. incredible song
what's crazy is that is literally what i do when im fighting myself and overthinking my life...like rn my mind scares me and im afraid why some of the things that float around in my mind started forming. When I feel like that, I'd grab my bike and just ride for miles and miles just trying to forget. When I heard that line I got so many chills
CrymInAction as a person who is an avid bike rider this line stuck out to me! Cheers!
Somebody please give NF a grammy 😭😭😭😭
Yea man. I really hope for him
Grammy equals selling your soul, NF will never take that path.
I strongly agree with u😭😭💯💯
FUCK GRAMMY MAN... FUCK GRAMMY
This song hit me so hard. In third grade I nearly died due to appendicitis and ever since then I've never been the same person, I've always been colder towards people, less trustful. I can't even count how many times my dad has asked me "what happened to the fearless little girl?" If only he knew how much I've had to piece myself together mentally, not to mention the fact that I no longer talk to one of my siblings because they've become so toxic. I've basically lost my best friend even after he gave me his word he'd never leave my side. I can't even see most of my friends since I've moved to Europe and they're all in America. My dad wants to move in the middle of my 3rd year of high school and yet expects me to still be able to cope with the stress, plus I don't know how applying to university works here in Europe. I think the "fearless little girl" I was once is gone, she's not coming back this time.
Why did I discover NF so late? 😭 Glad I found his songs, when I needed them the most. I have been listening to his songs for an hour straight now.
My twin brother passed away last year
His favorite was NF
it got him the worst times up to his last breath he listened to (paralyzed)
😢 I love this song, I do miss the days twin💙
#twinsforlife
Im sorry for your loss ❤
I'm sorry for your loss my dear. I'm sure he was listening to this song with you and that he'll always be around wherever you go :) may he Rest In Peace
I'm sorry to hear that I'm sorry for ur lost hope things get better and nf song hit us hard
May rest in peace💔❤️
I only posted a comment because I love NF for his music I didn't want negative feedback.. thanks for the kind words
This is how many people love NF
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I’m pretty sure more than 173 people love NF lololol
Yaritza Rodriguez Me!! 🔥😍❤️
Way more
Nice attempt to get likes, I'll give you that
I miss the smiles we had when we were kids, yeah (oh)
I feel like life was so much simpler then, yeah (oh)
When we had joy and we were innocent (oh)
I'd give it all to feel that way again, way again
These verses hit hard
If you havent seen Nate in concert, you're truly missing something out of this world and very unique. He is in a category of his own.
“It’s really sad when everything you thought was stable crashes “
This wow...
Hello the world is crashing ur now
Nfs music helped me get out of a 6 year heroin addiction, helped me find God, not in a church but in the lyrics this man writes. I'm a father now, a husband, a son, a brother, a friend, because of how real the things he writes about are, helped save my life and make me better. Keep doing what you're doing man, I need your music!
Dang, that’s amazing. What’s the first song you heard from him?
@@Struggler3831 when I was in teen challenge rehab facility I heard all I have and when he said I don't live for the world I live for the king, started my journey into his amazing music, love nf!
@@xxfr8tr4in99 ah, that’s so awesome! I’m so glad you’re okay now too :)
@@xxfr8tr4in99 I love his music first one I heard was actually from flame feat nf “start over”
congrats man!
Greatest of all time NF
Im 12 and i can't remember the time my family was together and we were all happy
That's actually so sad. I hope the best for you.
Sorry you are going through that….
If you think NF must win a Grammy hit a like ❤️
10000 sub with no content challenge Hey saw you on the other vid. I’ve been going through all of them nonstop. I can’t stop
He’s here again
He should get two
He should get 10
From perception yes. I've been an NF fan since day 1. He has a new flow
Me sleeping:
Nf:I’m about to end this mans whole career
*drops new album*
Sleep:*dead*
same I’m only 15 but still wish I could back to the time where I could ride my bike NF is just inspiring and really makes you wish you could go back when you didn’t care dude life was really so much simpler then I would definitely give it all to go back then
Grew up in foster care everytime that ptsd comes up I find myself here healing much love nf 🙏 your music has helped me in more ways then imagined
The worst part about this song is that it ends.
Just one more verse, way too short
I’m glad it ends. Otherwise I wouldn’t stop crying lol
yesss
TJ Hawald the worst part is that people like me relate
Nf Best Lines: th-cam.com/video/tKQN021jeM0/w-d-xo.html
When we were younger we always said 'I cant wait to grow up'
We got older and now we dont even want to exist.
i am 12 and i still want to be older cus then i can move out and not be with my neglectful parents
@@twistychimp1487 enjoy being 12 trust me im 14 and i already feel like i wanna die. i miss being 11-12 years old soooo much i could write forever but I'm not lol. and be with your parents as much as possible because when you are older you will want to be with them and when they are dead you will wish you could've been with them more.
@@williamstull1471 my parents are what causes my depression
@@twistychimp1487 oh i am sorry. idk what i would even do then
@@williamstull1471 i try to play video games and such but even my "friends" cause issues and i get yelled at every 10 seconds
Been sitting with this sort of anxious lump in my throat for a couple of hours , until i stumbled across this work of art and all of a sudden everything my heart felt atm NF has expressed in his poetry. Thank you for reminding us that its okay to be feel vulnerable at times.
Anyone notice the beat sounds like a passing train? Life just flies by.