Lyrics: I lost some parts of myself that I'll never get back, it's like that girl took half of my soul She was my Universe, I gave her everything, that wasn't good enough, now I'm alone I still remember the pain that I felt when I came back and found out that she wasn't home I'm so depressed, I don't got nothin' left, not even a heart 'cause she made it explode [Verse 1] Late nights, reminiscing about the past I was so in love with the thought of her, so attached I was so naive and I thought I could make it last That was a mistake, it was over in a flash Why did you lie? You said you would stay I don't know what I did to push you away It was my fault for trusting a snake It wasn't real, it was all fake What am I now but a spirit that's hopeless Living the rest of my days in a cage I think that she put me under hypnosis All I can feel now is sadness and rage She got me gushing reset my emotions I was just someone she wanted to play Now I'm so cold, I'm freezing, I'm frozen And I'm convinced that I'm never gon' change [Chorus] I lost some parts of myself that I'll never get back, it's like that girl took half of my soul She was my Universe, I gave her everything, that wasn't good enough, now I'm alone I still remember the pain that I felt when I came back and found out that she wasn't home I'm so depressed, I don't got nothin' left, not even a heart 'cause she made it explode [Verse 2] Left in the dark now, I'm floating in space She disappeared without leaving a trace Now she's a star that I can't help but chase Now she's a song that's been stuck on replay She's got no clue what she done to me Ever since August, I've been in recovery Everything happened so fast and so suddenly All that could mean is that she wasn't in love with me My planet was swallowed by black holes This is my funeral, black rose Edgy, emotional, black clothes Finished with life I don't have hope It's deeper than rap, but I'm more than a rapper My story gets sadder, just flip through the chapters There's no happy ending, just death and disaster But that's no surprise, it's a similar pattern I can't pull all the knives in my back Jerking in blood, every moments' my last Cursed to revisit the times that we had She was my universe, my other half Now she's my memory, part of my past My mind is fragile, it's cracking like glass Stuck in this phase, always trapped in a trance Hiding the real me under this mask Gravity doesn't exist, if it did, then it wouldn't have let you go driftin' into somebody else's possession I'm sick, you made so many moves that I couldn't predict I was stupid and used, a fool for your tricks I'm stuck in your shadow, a lunar eclipse Now I'm in the Galos, an endless abyss I'm hangin' on but I'm scared I might slip 'cause... Chorus] I lost some parts of myself that I'll never get back, it's like that girl took half of my soul She was my Universe, I gave her everything, that wasn't good enough, now I'm alone I still remember the pain that I felt when I came back and found out that she wasn't home I'm so depressed, I don't got nothin' left, not even a heart 'cause she made it explode [Verse 3] I lost my mom when I lost all that time and I can't help but cry when I'm losing control I was the night, I was young, I was blind If I said I was fine, that's a lie that I told I'm in the skies, I'm so ready to die This is my suicide letter that's written in gold She picked a side and that side wasn’t mine and was packin her shit up and hittin the road
tbh i feel like many fans like this song not only bc the lyrics but also bc the girl in the back i love of like in the song “My Way” or “Heartbreak City” or “2013” and “Dead Rose” even the first time you posted “Ordinary” in your car it had it to
This song man…you did great. It makes so much sense, I can see all the sadness, betrayal, I could feel your broken heart. You need to go viral, get famous. You are amazing.
dude fire love this man can't make a bad song every time I listen to one of ur songs I get the chills I would kill to listen to can't bring back the dead and suicide and many more for the first time again been a fan for a year keep it up ur fr
Dempsey idk if your gonna see this but you have helped me so much. Through the heart break i went through you were on my ear buds 24/7 playin and i still listenin to you non stop. You changed me for the better and inspired me to start and write my own music and once i get big and start recording every song will be made because you helped me thank you🖤🖤
I just want to thank you for helping me out without even knowing that you did. You're blissfully unaware of my existence yet you're helping me through depression and nihilism. I don't expect you to see this but if you do please just know that you're making a difference in people's lives🖤🖤
@dempseyrollboy thank you for liking my comment it means a lot, i love your free styles and this song really hits. you’re an amazing artist and need more recognition the amount of people that need to listen to this is insane 🖤🥀🖤🥀
how are you dempsey? your music helped me through things I can't even explan you the only person who ever erased my pain. (no cap) I really hope you get better and don't let a girl bring you down we all love you and if your gone I don't know who gonna help us.I how your mental pain goes away because thats the worst type of pain. But hope your okay. ALL YOUR MUSIC IS FIREE (No Cap)
I always find myself listening to this when im reminiscing past love. “I was denied i was young i was blind if i said i was fine thats a lie that i told, im in disguise im so ready to die, this is my suicide letter written in code”
You have many fans, keep going and make them happy, i'll stay with you and i'm sure everyone else will! Whatever you do, have fun making your music! We will support you!
Bro this song is so fucking good keep up the good work man I love all of your songs my favorites rn are anxiety and 2013 and lost pls keep making more fire songs bro🖤💭
No DempseyRollBoy I just want to say thank you for everything because this song would literally contributes to what happened a couple days ago at a party with the Shorty so I just want to say thank you for this song you put out and it’s fucking my everything and it’s get been get me through my depression I love you bro keep on making good songs stay up Homie
U inspired me so much to do music Dempsey you domt understand. I've been listening to your music for about a year now and its helped me get through some dark moments in life and understand alot of things. Thank you sm for making music and never giving up I k know times may be hard but keep pushing through g.Your gonna make it big one day🙏✊🖤
DempseyRollBoy is one of the most underrated artists I’ve ever come across.
You're right he's very good at what he does I just wanna hug and hold him (no homo tho)
Yes he is hes gonna blow up one day.
Frs good thing i always full blast his music on my car just to get people interested in his music i do it everyday
@Dean Scharffenorth good wild area spread ngl
Yea..
Lyrics: I lost some parts of myself that I'll never get back, it's like that girl took half of my soul
She was my Universe, I gave her everything, that wasn't good enough, now I'm alone
I still remember the pain that I felt when I came back and found out that she wasn't home
I'm so depressed, I don't got nothin' left, not even a heart 'cause she made it explode
[Verse 1]
Late nights, reminiscing about the past
I was so in love with the thought of her, so attached
I was so naive and I thought I could make it last
That was a mistake, it was over in a flash
Why did you lie?
You said you would stay
I don't know what I did to push you away
It was my fault for trusting a snake
It wasn't real, it was all fake
What am I now but a spirit that's hopeless
Living the rest of my days in a cage
I think that she put me under hypnosis
All I can feel now is sadness and rage
She got me gushing reset my emotions
I was just someone she wanted to play
Now I'm so cold, I'm freezing, I'm frozen
And I'm convinced that I'm never gon' change
[Chorus]
I lost some parts of myself that I'll never get back, it's like that girl took half of my soul
She was my Universe, I gave her everything, that wasn't good enough, now I'm alone
I still remember the pain that I felt when I came back and found out that she wasn't home
I'm so depressed, I don't got nothin' left, not even a heart 'cause she made it explode [Verse 2]
Left in the dark now, I'm floating in space
She disappeared without leaving a trace
Now she's a star that I can't help but chase
Now she's a song that's been stuck on replay
She's got no clue what she done to me
Ever since August, I've been in recovery
Everything happened so fast and so suddenly
All that could mean is that she wasn't in love with me
My planet was swallowed by black holes
This is my funeral, black rose
Edgy, emotional, black clothes
Finished with life I don't have hope
It's deeper than rap, but I'm more than a rapper
My story gets sadder, just flip through the chapters
There's no happy ending, just death and disaster
But that's no surprise, it's a similar pattern
I can't pull all the knives in my back
Jerking in blood, every moments' my last
Cursed to revisit the times that we had
She was my universe, my other half
Now she's my memory, part of my past
My mind is fragile, it's cracking like glass
Stuck in this phase, always trapped in a trance
Hiding the real me under this mask
Gravity doesn't exist, if it did, then it wouldn't have let you go driftin' into somebody else's possession
I'm sick, you made so many moves that I couldn't predict
I was stupid and used, a fool for your tricks
I'm stuck in your shadow, a lunar eclipse
Now I'm in the Galos, an endless abyss
I'm hangin' on but I'm scared I might slip 'cause...
Chorus]
I lost some parts of myself that I'll never get back, it's like that girl took half of my soul
She was my Universe, I gave her everything, that wasn't good enough, now I'm alone
I still remember the pain that I felt when I came back and found out that she wasn't home
I'm so depressed, I don't got nothin' left, not even a heart 'cause she made it explode
[Verse 3]
I lost my mom when I lost all that time and I can't help but cry when I'm losing control
I was the night, I was young, I was blind
If I said I was fine, that's a lie that I told
I'm in the skies, I'm so ready to die
This is my suicide letter that's written in gold
She picked a side and that side wasn’t mine and was packin her shit up and hittin the road
Critical _flash ik you put hella work on typing that 👍🏽
Dereck Florez thanks and yes I put in a lot of work typing this❤️
Thanks 😊
“Gravity doesn’t exist,if it did, then it wouldn’t have let you go driftin’ into somebody else’s possession.” Felt that bro😓
tysm 🥺
I’ve been listening to this song for 8 hours.
Same 😕😞
Still got this song on repeat 😭🔥
Hitting way to close to home with this one 🥺🥺💔💔💔
“now she’s a song that’s been stuck on replay💔” so is this one!! DRB🔜🔛🔝
"When I came back and find out that she wasn't home"that got deep bruh like fr, it brought up my past 5 years wasn't ezy I could forget bout her
your music helps me. more than you realize.
tbh i feel like many fans like this song not only bc the lyrics but also bc the girl in the back i love of like in the song “My Way” or “Heartbreak City” or “2013” and “Dead Rose” even the first time you posted “Ordinary” in your car it had it to
i swear this guy is 100% my type like seriously he sounds in such need of a cuddle and a adventure!!
"It was my fault for trusting a snake,it wasn't real it was all fake" that hit🙂💔🙃😌
“I lost some parts of my self that I’ll never get back it’s like that girl took half of my soul”
I cant believe my personal experience and past emotions during such were put in a song.
Bro this song hit the spot 💔
🔥🖤
this song is that feeling when your eyes water for the first time in weeks
I literally relate to all his songs I love it an hate it at the same time
And your my song thats been put on replay... literally :)
I can't wait for the album, this one's amazing bro fr fr 🖤🥀🌧
Same!
This song man…you did great. It makes so much sense, I can see all the sadness, betrayal, I could feel your broken heart. You need to go viral, get famous. You are amazing.
He’s so underrated , it’s crazy 🖤
i memorized the whole song
Daaamnnnn ,brooo i love you , i fucking love you , best artist ever 🖤
Only 40k views ? , This Deserves MILLIONS OF VIEWS ... One of the Most Underrated artists .......
dude fire love this man can't make a bad song every time I listen to one of ur songs I get the chills I would kill to listen to can't bring back the dead and suicide and many more for the first time again been a fan for a year keep it up ur fr
🔥💯💔💭🌌
🖤💭🙏
Old Dempsey is back!!
Underrated on everything he speaks the truth about love and break ups ❤️ he is one of the best
It’s crazy how he just spits and spits it’s like it never stops love you Dempsey 🖤
I'm really glad the old Dempsey back 😌
Can't wait for this new album "Start over"
Much love 💯
i aways listen to your music even in school
Dang it’s been 3 years bro I remember listening to this 24/7.
Real l still am
Nothing but respect for this one 😔
Heard one of your songs like a year ago an just had to keep listening to you, you deserve a lot more attention
I will forever listen to him
Dempsey idk if your gonna see this but you have helped me so much. Through the heart break i went through you were on my ear buds 24/7 playin and i still listenin to you non stop. You changed me for the better and inspired me to start and write my own music and once i get big and start recording every song will be made because you helped me thank you🖤🖤
the world needs to wake up and stop sleeping on you my dude 😩😩
Adding this to my dempseyrollboy playlist instantly 🖤💭
Imagine how amazing the album is gonna be when just one song is already beyond amazing and really hits you in your feelings ima cry my heart out 💯😭
Yess bring back the old style 🖤 raw but perfect
Underrated ass artist
Literally every word that dempsey says happened to me.
Hits hard.
Thanks for being with me throughout all this the shit I've been through.
I just want to thank you for helping me out without even knowing that you did. You're blissfully unaware of my existence yet you're helping me through depression and nihilism. I don't expect you to see this but if you do please just know that you're making a difference in people's lives🖤🖤
Yo I love you this song really helping rn, just got out of a year and a half relationship and I’m type broken rn😪💔
great song 🥺🥀🖤🖤
@dempseyrollboy thank you for liking my comment it means a lot, i love your free styles and this song really hits. you’re an amazing artist and need more recognition the amount of people that need to listen to this is insane 🖤🥀🖤🥀
I swear You deserve millions bro 💯❤️
This one hit home
AAAAA CAN'T WAIT 4 D ALBUMMM DUDE U DA BESSSSSTTT!!!!
first official song i hear early since following 🙌🏽
great song dempsey..💭💭💔💔
how are you dempsey? your music helped me through things I can't even explan you the only person who ever erased my pain. (no cap) I really hope you get better and don't let a girl bring you down we all love you and if your gone I don't know who gonna help us.I how your mental pain goes away because thats the worst type of pain. But hope your okay. ALL YOUR MUSIC IS FIREE (No Cap)
We Love This 💕
This guy never fails to impress me.
bro wthhhh i love thisssss🔥🔥🔥
I always find myself listening to this when im reminiscing past love. “I was denied i was young i was blind if i said i was fine thats a lie that i told, im in disguise im so ready to die, this is my suicide letter written in code”
In love 🥺♥️
this one hits very hard... dammit bro you are too good at this
thank you fam
I love the music I learned a lot about myself 😁
I've been waiting for this to drop bro this song is fire keep up the good work bro💯🔥
Definitely putting this in my playlist 😌🔥
You have many fans, keep going and make them happy, i'll stay with you and i'm sure everyone else will! Whatever you do, have fun making your music! We will support you!
this was amazing 🖤
This song is so relatable🖤 I love it🐸
Facts.
I can’t wait any longer!!! I need this album so badddddd🖤💭🖤💭🖤💭
she was my universe my other half🌘
Dude idk I'm always drawn everything he puts out, thanks dempsy
dang this song hits hard😔 but it’s amazing
Awesome track my dude! 😆
Perfect 💗
Hi I wanna say your music really helps me whenever I'm feeling sad so thank you for making sane good job💞😌
i fell enjoyable by listening your music bro love from nepal❣
Damn it’s been 2 years. 🖤
pls do more you are so good
Dempsey helped me through more than you can ever imagine he is such a amazing person I just want to say thank you bro ❤️
Bro this song is so fucking good keep up the good work man I love all of your songs my favorites rn are anxiety and 2013 and lost pls keep making more fire songs bro🖤💭
No DempseyRollBoy I just want to say thank you for everything because this song would literally contributes to what happened a couple days ago at a party with the Shorty so I just want to say thank you for this song you put out and it’s fucking my everything and it’s get been get me through my depression I love you bro keep on making good songs stay up Homie
If u comment ur a legend straight up
I could listen to this song all day.
🔥🔥
U inspired me so much to do music Dempsey you domt understand. I've been listening to your music for about a year now and its helped me get through some dark moments in life and understand alot of things. Thank you sm for making music and never giving up I k know times may be hard but keep pushing through g.Your gonna make it big one day🙏✊🖤
Feels 🖤🖤🖤
Amazing! 💯
Love this song Dude! 🙌
😢💯
Best song ever like wtf 😢❤
BIG FAN I LOVE YOUR MUSIC
Ur so underrated 😔🔥🤟
This is awesome 👍
Can’t wait for the album😔🔥
Great song!
This song hits hard. Like damn :/
Comedown dropping tonight🖤🔥
I love you so much💖 the car snippet gave me chills for minutes straight. This just hits so much more🖤 keep goin at it Dempsey🖤
This made me think about my ex but Dempseyrollboy keep grinding and keep advancing with your music I luh you bro❤️💪🤜🏽🤛🏽
Drb your the best❤️
i feel 'i didnt know what i did to push you away'
Bro this is fire it hurts💔🔥
Dempsey keep up your amazing music🎶 I just can't wait to hear more from you
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Keep up the good work man ❤️
fire 🔥
So good bro❤❤
Why do I relate to every song you put out?...😅💔