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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 6 ส.ค. 2024
- Hi friends, I wanted to share this video to explain where i've been and what's been going on in my life lately. I love this community so much and hope to have some more videos coming soon. Thank you for the support and I hope you are all doing well, xoxo
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Take care of yourself. We’ll be here when you are ready to come back 💕.
Kelly, you’ve just put into words how so many of us are feeling. Thank you for being such a genuine soul and know how many lives you have touched with your gentle spirit.
What Beverly said👆🏼👍🏼👏
Yes, what Beverly said!❤⚘
What Beverly said.
Kelly...you don't know how badly I wanted to give you a motherly hug when I saw this video and I am sure most of your fans felt the same. Thank you for sharing your challenges with depression even though I know it wasn't easy. Sharing your personal experiences will help so many. You are such an inspiration on so many levels. Take time for you and know that it's okay. 💖
Amen! We all Love you!!❤
Yep!!! Hugs are the best thing ever!
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Hugs!!! ♥️
Don't feel "Shy" about your off days, we all have them. And when you want to share, we will be here. Love your personality, you always make me smile.
Ok. That wasn't creepy at all. Just saying. TWU
It's totally okay to take a few weeks off. I do it all the time. Lately I've been scrapping and dumpster diving without the camera. It brings back the fun.
I watch your videos all the time blessings
I loved Seeing your GF on your video! She has a great Sense of humor. Hope she joins you more!
Who threw you a peanut?
Thank you for sharing! Listen to Paul. God puts people in your life to help you with what you are going through!
Hello Paul, so happy you're here to encourage this wonderful person. Thank You
I live in Lewisville. If you ever want to share a cup of coffee, cuddle a little newborn, or share a chat with a fellow local dumpster diver, let me know. I’m home all day while on maternity leave and I understand the struggles you experience with anxiety and depression.
Pressure and stress of any kind is so devastating to a person who struggles with mental health. Bless you. Coming on to explain in itself is so difficult, please don't feel you have to.
We are here for you.
People without depression don't realize how some days it's impossible to get dressed, to talk on the phone, to fix dinner. To have a partner who hangs in there is amazing. Of
course Pilgrim is the hero who is always there and caring.
Yes! I live in North Fort Worth and can meet any time for coffee and talk. At your age I was in the same place. It gets better. You are a beautiful soul. You are enough.
You’re such a blessing. It’s not everyday that you come across an honest person.
Honey, you're not alone. Many of us who suffer from anxiety and depression lose their joy at times ... But take courage! You have many people who support & care for you!!
Kelly you've lost yourself in your passion. Once you find yourself again it will be a wonderful thing. I do this often. You are beautiful inside and out. You need you time simple enough. I'm sure we'll all still be here for you.
May the Lord bless you, keep you, and give you peace and healing.
Kelly, I have been dealing with depression, anxiety and other mental health issues most of my life. I'm so glad that you able to be real on here. I hope that you will find yourself and find enjoyment in the things you love. I appreciate that you are you!! Feel happy soon.
it's difficult for us that have to deal with anxiety and depression especially with covid....here in the UK we've also had 3 lockdowns to deal with too. You are brave to talk about it - people with these illnesses usually portray happiness when they feel so bad. Thank you for being so honest - you are human the same as the rest of us!
The part where you said " it's hard when you know you're trying and it's not getting any better" I'm right there with you sister!! I'm in that exact same head space lately.
The nerve of people to give a thumbs down! You are to be commended for your honesty and we are all pulling for you.
I love watching you so much. I will miss you
I was thinking the same thing!
Yes! Anyone who suffers this way can understand. I get it! You are not alone!!!
Sometimes when people give a thumbs down, it's not that they don't like the video, it's them saying they don't like what you're going through. If there were more options, they might respond with a "Care" or "Sad" emoji.
Alot of people suffer like yourself I get depressed myself as I was diagnosed with cancer last year everything is alright at the moment but I do have my bad times . It's good to talk to someone who suffers themselves. I hope you enjoy yourself today and try an not to beat yourself up to much xx
You don't owe us anything! Just take care of yourself. Turning your passion / hobby into your career can be draining - just take the time you need. Your viewers support you!
Kelly you are beautiful inside and out!! I promise we all have times like this in our lives. There are days I absolutely have to force myself to get out of bed and get dressed, make-up and a smile. It makes a huge difference. We are all here for you honey. You do things on your own clock and nevermind what anyone thinks. Take care my sweet fellow Texan 🥰🥰🥰
Kelly, I totally understand, my granddaughter is going thru this. Take care of you , I'll look forward to seeing anything you want to show us. One day at a time.😊❤️
Please take as long as you have to, and get back to where ever you need to be, may GOD BLESS and Keep you safe!
I'm reading these posts and there are literally see thousands of people who adore you. Take the time you need, be yourself, and come back on your time. You go girl!
you are so loved Kelly! you are not alone through this!! sending you tons of love and light 💕
I feel the same way about my art! Art was my destresser, but since I’ve been unemployed (thanks Covid!) it’s been the only thing I have. So if I’m not creating I am filled me with anxiety. So I COMPLETELY understand! You are awesome. You have helped me so much this get through this past year. I am sending you all the best wishes.
Oh sweet girl, You don't owe anyone a damm thing. The most important thing is you and your mental health. Take as long as you need to look after yourself, You're so important. Stay strong ♡♡♡
I am a 36 year old wife, and a mom of two and there are days that I feel the same way as you do. alot of my friends tell me that "there's no reason why you should feel that way, look how wonderful your life is", but what they keep forgetting is that everyone fights there battles differently. Some need medication, some need counseling, and some need alone time with God. Take your time, seek help and do what you just did talk about it. You will get through it. We are here for you and I will be praying for you.
Well said! Take Care!
Do what makes you happiest, Kelly! 💛 I watch because I love seeing your positivity and outlook on life - whether you’re dumpster diving or just getting coffee, or even when you may be having a tough day. Sending my love!
Sending you so much love. I understand all of this all too well. I am glad you have taken the time to pause and focus on you and your mental health.
To be honest, I don't actually watch your videos for the dumpster diving. I just really enjoy your personality, your compassion, and your view on the world. So, you do you and make videos about anything at all that brings you joy or helps you deal with what life throws at you for as long as making videos brings you happiness and I'll be here cheering you on. 💜
As someone who suffers the same, it's hard to find things that bring joy, and your dumpster diving is your joy, but it can take away your joy when you feel you HAVE to do it. Take your time, you're on the right track.
Thank you so much for this video. I hear you and I am sure I’m not the only one who appreciates you.
You are amazing! Take care. 💖🌻
We love you Kelly! Your eyeshadow looks so pretty in this video and has inspired me to put some on today. ♥
Kelly. You don’t have to explain anything to anyone but I love that you are showing this side of you to us all as many of your fans ( me included ) can empathise with your struggle with depression an anxiety. Keep being you because we love you the good and the bad. ♥️😘
Oh man lady you had me crying and I just have to say thank you for putting this out because Someone we always think we are alone in depression. Your amazing and thank you
Sending you lots of hugs Kelly ❤❤ I deal with depression & anxiety and I totally get the days when it's the worst. Thank you for sharing your feelings and thoughts with us all.
Kelly, thank you for the update. I really enjoy your videos. You go have fun. I wish you continued success in whatever makes you happy.
“The sun will come up tomorrow” I’ve been thinking of you and missing you. Now it makes sense why you have not been posting. I It’s ok Kelly. Do for you. Small steps each day. We will be here if you want to share your life. You are beautiful and so loved❤️💜💚💙
Self care is important. I also have depression and anxiety. Im on meds and it helps, but I know how it feels to be fighting that darkness. Love you. Please keep yourself safe.
You are the perfect mix and that’s why we love you and you telling your story, helps our story, it connects us, as you are far from alone with all of this!
Your channel is encouraging! You are an uplift to being happy at simple things in life. Your soul growth is huge and I can see it in you here. That’s value huge in this world! Your outlook and positivity is huge here.
It's you we tune in to see, doesn't matter if you're dumpster diving or not! You are most genuine. Peace to you Alex and Pilgrim. We love you here in Connecticut
Not to be dismissive of your feelings, your feelings are valid and I honor the space you need to regroup. That said, as someone that also deals with my own 'stuff' I would like you to know that many, many times the past year I have found myself watching your videos. When I check out, I will disappear binge watching TH-cam.
However, your videos, disposition and overall, idk, goodness has time and again left me smiling. I looked forward to seeing Pilgrim and your genuine affection for him. You just seem like a nice person.
I hope you feel better soon.
I am so glad I came across this video.
You have helped me this evening; just listening to you and knowing that depression & anxiety comes in all shapes, sizes, colors, ages etc. you are such a beautiful soul and bring smiles to many of us that watch you. I love your videos, and you always make me smile.
We are listening and stand behind you.
I too look for things that bring me enjoyment, and getting lost in a good book is one of them. A wee vacation is great too! Your trip away to Maine helped you, and you were excited to get back to your diving.
We have those dark days, and the irony of me watching your awesome videos help me cope with mine is crazy.
I thank you for your honesty and sharing it with us.
I think we can all help each other by listening to you and know that we understand you.
You are a true blessing to watch, and I feel like I now know you just a little more.
Let us know how you liked the book. Lots of love from Midland, Texas…..{hugs}
Lots of love sent your way,my middle son suffers from depression it's tough to watch.Big hugs for talking out about how you feel.We love you no matter what your doing.Love to Alex being your anchor in this storm.xxx
You don’t owe anyone an explanation, my daughter is in hospital, she has been in and out for 4 years now, she is having talking therapy now. She is in a low mood at present, but I know in my heart she will beat this and look forward to the day she can come home. Mental Health is so real. Go girl, get your head where it needs to be. Look after yourself x
It’s brave, honest & authentic to talk about mental health. Keep doing the things you want to do, you’ll find your joy again.
I love videos like this! It's good taking time off and remember why you love to do those things. I'm glad your opening up more about your struggles. I struggles with the same type of stuff. So I love that your keeping it real! Sending much love your way
You are such a joy to watch. I will be thinking of you and praying. Its totally ok to take some time for yourself. 🌷
You are such a real and genuine person and that's why I love your content. You are allowed to feel the way you are feeling and you WILL find yourself. Keep doing things you love, to keep yourself happy! Just know you have so many people who love and support you!
I have been having a day of anxiety and your comment about how you feel alone with it made me shed a tear. I know what you mean, and feeling alone in this seems to feed it. You made me feel I was not alone today. One of the things I like about you is your realness, I would guess that a lot of people here would agree so be whomever you want to be.. and if people don't like it, they can sod off. xx
Let me second this, Morry! And a virtual hug to you, too! You are never alone.
That is one of the biggest helps to me who also suffers with depression and anxiety. To be reminded that I am not alone and others know and understand how I am feeling. I love that Kelly did this video and is being open and honest and reminding all of us of that. I hope she remembers that too! 💖
I appreciate you and will be praying for you! You are a wonderful person and don't you forget it!
Stopped by"Gnome Cones" bought two Tshirts. Wished you were here. We would love to meet you. We watch you all the time.
Breafkast it’s a good thing that you have the courage to talk about things like mental health. Not everybody talks about that and truthfully it helps others to know they are not alone. Thank you for opening up to the community about what you have been going through. I myself deal with anxiety and even though it’s not as bad as it use to be it is still something that I deal with sometimes. Bless you and I know sometimes words aren’t enough but I just wanna say continue to be you and keep going.
Yes! Thank you for your true honesty and I pray it gets better very soon.
Kelly, that was brave! Please don't be hard on yourself about depression, bc then it circles around and adds to the depression. @Suga_Bop above says it very well. Know your online community supports you!! TY for sharing your life with us!!
Sweetie, you have to make your own sunshine.
It’s ok to be down sometime .
Just don’t stay there.
You are a blessing to many.
You’re not alone, your subs are with you. We’ve missed you.
Just take it one day at a time.
Look for the good in each day.
Know you are loved.
🙏🏽more of God’s amazing peace to you.
We love ❤️ you! Depression and Anxiety is real. I deal with it myself. God Bless you. Keep on keep keeping on.
I only wish I could return the many smiles and uplifting moments you have provided for me with your videos. Not because of the fantastic dumpster finds but because of you. Thank you and God Bless you.
Sending you love ❤️ I deal with depression too I understand ❤️❤️ sending you all the strength do what makes you happy away from the camera and come back refreshed ❤️❤️ love you !
Kelly wish you all the best! Do what you have to do!! We all love you hon! Your in my prayers. Your going to be fine.
I just have to tell you, even though you have posted this very raw, honest video of your struggles (which MANY of us face), there is so much light in your eyes. You are such a positive person, & I really believe you are such a hope & inspiration to many who struggle with depression, and/or mental health. The light in your eyes will inspire & move people who are in need.
Sometimes doing the little things makes you feel like a real person. I'm proud of youfor getting ready and going out and doing things. Sometimes that's really hard to do. Love you.
@Marilyn Dreamwalker Mejorado so true❤
It's so crazy to hear you talk about this. The last two months I've been struggling with the exact same things. I wanna share a little something with you that I wrote on my Instagram just late last night. I hope it empowers you in a way and that you know your not alone & it's okay to not be okay.
Instagram Post: Depression, Anxiety Disorder and Suicidal Thoughts consume majority of my life. I will no longer stay silent. I have put a facade for far too long. Deep within, I am completely broken. Behind the laughter, jokes & smile there's a lot of pain. Today, I want to turn my weakness into my biggest strength. I’ve been battling with it for as long as I can remember. To anyone else who's dealing & or struggling with Mental Health, you are not alone. We’re in this fight together. It’s a disorder, not a choice nor a decision. #MentalHealthAwareness
I'm so proud of you telling how you feel about yourself and and what you are going through. There are alot of people going through what you are going through now.
Kelly... just want to send you love... straight from my soul to yours. Your authenticity has always been at the core of your content and why we all follow.
Thanks for keeping it real and reflecting what so many of us live with.
Btw, I walked away from a 25-year, executive-level career and am still trying to figure out “who I am.”
You are not alone. 💕
Take care of yourself, that’s the most important thing you can do.
yes
I really enjoyed this video of you just walking downtown and showing us some stores. Love your downtown. Thank you for being so honest about your depression. I’ve suffered with anxiety and depression all my life.
Been missing you and your vids!! You are so loved and cared about!!
I've never seen you with make up. You look great! Thank you so much for sharing your truth and heart with us ❤️
I feel like a big sister when i say, it’s ok. You do what you need to do. We love you and take all the time you need. I suffer from anxiety & depression and this last year and more has been overwhelming. *HUGS* take gentle good care of yourself
God loves you You are a beautiful soul
You are a precious person and I hope and pray you find what makes you happy and fulfilled. Thank you for sharing your personal journey. God bless you.
Your awesome i love watching your videos depression is hard i went through it for many years im glad your opening up it helps alot. ❤
LOVE, LOVE, LOVE this. This takes so much courage and transparency. I feel like the world needs more people like you Kelly❤️. We will be patiently waiting for any content you create, because it’s all stellar.
I struggle with depression and anxiety as well, love. Thank you for sharing your experience, it helps those of us who have a hard time being as transparent as you are being. Being open about mental health issues helps the entire community. Your subs are here for you and will support you however you need. Self care is SO important for good mental health. We love you!
I support you and love your videos. Your honesty touches a lot of people who are battering depression. I'm one of those, right there with you. I understand all the emotions. Keep your head and and keep that beautiful smile.
Thanks for sharing! You arent alone ! There are thousands out there that struggle with depression, and talking openly, helps others to better understand. You take care of you, and dont worry about your next video. 🤗🙏
I'm so sorry to hear that you've been so depressed you are such a good sweet person you do what you need to do to make you feel better 💗
I believe its healthy to talk about how you feel inside and out
Aww I’ve been missing your videos!! Glad to see you if it’s dumpster diving or not! I totally understand I struggle with anxiety & depression as well♥️
Girl you are not alone! I have many days like this. More than good days but it is encouraging to have good days! It’s nice to see you talking about mental health! Much love! ❤️
You got this girl. I struggle everyday with depression and anxiety, it’s nit easy. Sometimes you need to retreat into your “safe space” to get thru the storm. Feel better and do you.
thats true
You have no idea how much you helped me today. I struggle with depression in waves as well and right now I'm having a hard time, but listening to you today has helped me. This to shall pass, I promise.
hey kelly, it's totally fine, you don't need to apologize
we love u and your channel
Kelly I love your make up, you look so pretty. Love watching you. Everybody needs a break from things once in while. We love you and you'll be in our prayers.💟
On Kelly! I have missed you! I'm glad you're ok' i've been worrying about you. I have depression and anxiety too! Acting happy when you're sad is so hard! I totally understand! Take care of yourseIf. you are my " cyber daughter" We are here for you darlin' take care of you!
Rebecca, she's my cyber daughter as well.
Sweetie everyone goes through things you owe no-one and explanation , it happens don't be too hard on yourself , YOU ARE MY SUNSHINE , AND IM WITH YOU 🙏❤
Always believe in yourself. Happiness is a state of mind. There are so many things in life we are grateful for. Just being happy to be able to breath, walk, see and wake up for a new day.
I am glad that I have never had to deal with depression. I have had friends who have suffered and it is hard to watch them go through their bouts. Hugs to you.
I'm 70 years old, love your videos. Here's a life lesson....don't over-think "stuff". If you haven't done so, make a list every day of things to do or get done that day. If making a video isn't on the list...so be it!
I am in my 70’s too and I agree with what you said.
Kelly, I too have struggled my entire life with depression and anxiety. I can relate to every bit of what you are saying. Take the time you need, find and do things that bring you joy, and know that I am cheering you on. ❤
You are a beautiful person. I love that one goal you have is to be encouraging to this community. Hang in there- you have support here.
Sending hugs and prayers! I’ve been where you are and I can say it will get better! You just take time for yourself and give yourself Grace.. I’m speaking for myself, I’ll be here when you are ready, I think your followers who care about your well being will be here as well..Love ya girl!!
Your not the only struggling with depression for most of your life. I too have had trouble. Sometimes you have to be yourself. It's hard to be someone your not. If people dont like you the way you are, you dont need them. I like you the way you are.
Kelly, I am giving you a huge hug. You must do what you need to do for you my sweet girl. Take your time and take care of yourself. Much Love to you.
I feel you girl. You will figure it out. Im in the same boat in a lot of ways. You can only be you. Thanks for being so open. Your openness may help someone. Praying that you figure out how to balance things. 💕
We enjoy seeing You whatever it may be. Post what ever makes you happy! We will be here. Keeping you in my prayers. 💕
Kelly, you are a wonderful and genuine person. Take time for yourself, enjoy your life. It’s always a pleasure watching your videos. Wish I could give you a big tight HUG 🤗💞🌸
I love how you are so "real". By being who you are and being brave and sincere enough to share the good and the not so great days with your audience is so giving; it reminds us that we are not the only ones that have rough days and just trying to figure things (life) out. You are such a beautiful person inside and out. We probably all need to live more in the moment and appreciate all the little things. Thanks for being who you are and not trying to mask when some days are a bit tough! You take care!!! Thanks for sharing!
I too have taken a break, mostly, from curb finds, dumpstr diving, recycling, reselling. It was causing my anxiety to increase and take over. It wasn't fun anymore. So I slowed waaaaay down, remind myself I do not HAVE to do it, and am working on clearing out the clutter that slowly built up. I do still pick up a few things, to keep the itch away, but nothing like what I was doing. It really can begin to cover up what is going on in your head.
I'm little late watching this but, just wanted to let you know that I love you, your so sweet and kind! I'm sure it was very hard for you to talk about your depression, but in doing so I'm sure that you've helped a lot people who are going through the same thing! We all have things that we have to deal with, some worse than others, but I truly believe that if you talk about it, it helps tremendously! I wish I could give you a great Big Hug and tell you that everything is going to be ok, and it will! Just keep pushing through and never ever give up, God is behind you and will help get you through it! Your a wonderful person Kelly, and I'm glad I found you on you tube, you put a smile on my face every time I watch you! We will be here for you whatever it is you choose to do or not do! May God Bless You sweetie! 🤗😘😁
Gentle hugs Kelly💙you don't owe anyone an explanation. Thank you for sharing your feelings and thoughts...I get you....totally. You are such a positive person and it will get better!
I feel ya. It is a daily struggle to just get through the day!
I have suffered with depression since I was a young boy.It comes over you in an instant. Best wishes .You have such a beautiful smile.You owe no explanations at all. I know what you are going through. Iain. England.x
I saw that you have made a few videos since this one, and I hope things are brighter for you now. Thank you for the tour of the square! I went to UNT ages ago - everything has changed so much!
BTW, I am also obsessed with Zelda BOTW! I have played it through several times now - I just keep starting a new game every time I complete it!
Kelly, you are such an inspiration to all of us! You are loved and admired by us! I love seeing you and Alex together dumpster diving, traveling, your relationship! Thanks for sharing, Kelly! You can be prayed for as we get to know you better! I love any interactions no matter what that entails! Love you and Alex! ❤️❤️❤️
So proud that you feel that we are your BFF and you can talk things out with us. Please feel like you can vent to us when you need to. Love seeing your beautiful smile.
Don’t feel like you have to dumpster dive and record every time. Take sometime for yourself if you want too. Enjoy what you like without having to show us. The REAL supporters will be here for you no matter what.
I just wanted to say I really enjoyed watching today’s video. I would LOVE to see more of your hometown. I hope you feel better soon 😘
Thanks for showing us Denton, loved Recycled Books. Thanks for being honest about your illness too. I have chronic migraine and I now find it best not to pester myself too much or blame myself for not achieving what I could if I didn’t have migraine. It’s a chronic illness that I have - not a question of fault or underachieving. I think yours is the same. I hope you can enjoy the small but important things in life. One day I expect they will understand what is happening with persistent depression and maybe be able to treat it. However now we have to just go with it. Take good care of yourself.
You are such a beautiful soul!!! We love you Kelly!!! The struggle is real!!! I relate...be strong hon!!!!