I don’t mean to be dramatic, but this channel changed my life. My heart now swells with compassion for anyone and everyone instead of being quick to judge. I literally couldn’t be more thankful.
Forgot degrees, philosophy’s, pseudo intellect etc…these videos are an education about life, about how we relate, about how we judge and are judged. Authenticity runs through the veins of these stories and they have taught me more than any school. Thank you Mark for caring.👌❤️🥊.x
Street knowledge! Schools are for fools - they sharpen stones and blunt diamonds..... Think I even got that little saying from one of these underbelly people!
Its sad how so many of us children went threw things children should never have to endure. I had a?very rough life. I am 53 clean for 18 years. And live is still so hard. Good luck ladies and gents.
This woman has the gift of storytelling. She has a tremendous way of speaking and telling us about her life that really draws us in. Hence the video being an hour long. She didn't even have to be asked any questions. It just flowed from her naturally and calmly. She has an extraordinary talent that she may be unaware of. I would absolutely read a book of hers if she ever wrote one. I wish her a life of peace, happiness and prosperity.
Out of all the interviews I’ve watched, this woman is one of the most authentic and deserving of a better life. Open honest, a great communicator. I wish life had been better to her.
Thats my cousin and shes right about how she was treated from house to house, which is why she probably doesnt talk to any of us now. I was little but still. I understand the impact.
All I see is a little girl longing for her mother and enjoying the time she was able to spend with her. No matter what, a child always want their mother. Her face lit up like a Christmas tree speaking about her mom.
I sit around feeling sorry for myself for the most mundane crap. I have a home, a car, a moderately successful business and two heathy daughters. Marks videos are my reminder to stop being stupid and pay something forward. Even if it’s only $50. Do something kind for someone.
Money is nice...but a person's time can be so much more meaningful. $50 will not help this woman get out of her situation.But going and talking with,getting to know someones story and showing them people do care is way more valuable than the $. Theres a homeless shelter in every city in every town.I think its great mark has a go fund me set up and I'm sure he appropriates funds in a way that can activate help,but him taking the time to listen to their stories,and truly hear them,makes them feel human again and makes them feel heard.
Like when she beat the shit out of her and lost her rights over $5? That woman was supposed to protect this child and she failed her.....and worse yet she blames herself for stealing that money as if that one action justifies a lifetime of pain.
It kills me that she blames herself for being separated from her mom. There's discipline and there's abuse. She was intelligent enough that a firm talking-to would've sent the message home. There's no reason for it to get physical. Your mother's (re)actions are not your fault. I started tearing up when she said her mother's eye remained focused on her. That phone number was the only stability she had in her life. ❤
i hope this guy doesn't do drugs is a good man and sweeps her off her feet and she stays clean but it's never that EZ worth trying. though hunny your worth itttttt
@@shirleelehew9672 Thank you so much for saying that. I agree! They should have tried to work with the mother so she could keep her baby, some parenting classes and a lot of resources to actually reduce her stress. A one time incident should not result in permanent removal. Any child is going to respond negatively to an out of home placement. Someone should have told that little girl, if there was some way they could have helped herself get back home and put some hope in her. Kids can’t guess! The system gets more money for Emotional and Behaviorally Disordered kids. That’s why a former street woman took me in once I was “worth more” under foster care; or at least why she wanted me to stay. Fortunately, the abuse wasn’t obvious, so without me testifying against my mother, they couldn’t keep me even a whole year. My daddy taught me, from a little kid, you don’t do that. (People act like he was bad for that but everything he taught me I had to use, and it was right on time). But since she had the physical signs, they just took her. I never hit or spanked my children except when my daughter tried to put a finger in an electric socket. That was the rule to me…if it could kill them and you have to act fast, a swat on the bottom might get their attention. Otherwise, no. But many people have had whoopings in their family for generations. They should give parents a warning and some help, unless they’re in extreme danger. Everyone where I grew up was afraid of CPS. And not cause they were abusive. I think these systems largely serve to remove poor children and children of color to assimilate them so they don’t grow up conscious of the struggle. Of course that’s not the goal of the workers just out of college, but it’s a historical fact that the systems have these origins in the US. My cousin was removed and raised as white, not knowing she was indigenous, and she might never have found her way back except kids made racist comments to her as a kid, and some would ask questions, out of curiosity. I was in and out of the system as a kid and it was mostly mixed kids and kids of color, and more white kids went home, though some didn’t. I know people who were in the, “Kill the Indian, Save the Man” Catholic boarding schools. If there’s anyone to blame, it’s the roots of the system, not Quickfire!
Robbed of a childhood, Robbed of a mother's love, Robbed of her dignity in adulthood and still a wonderfully spectacular person. Wish I could wave a wand and it all be different for her. Wishing nothing but hope for a better tomorrow for this Beautiful soul.❣️
Quickfire, I admire you so much. You did not deserve to be assaulted by your own flesh and blood over $5. You were a child. This was not your fault. The adults around you completely failed you. It’s not your fault.
I agree, she does not understand that her mother could have been cross and could have reprimanded her, but to beat her badly was not correct. In heinsight her mother was probable not going to be able to show her the love and understanding she needed.
@@thomasjosullivan9179 THIS. ABSOLUTELY THIS. I'm sorry , but THAT kind of beating over 5 fucking dollars??? No way. NO.FREAKING.WAY. I TRULY hope she will stop taking the blame one day very soon and really realize that that was fucking BULLSHIT and not her fault. Any adult who beats a child needs their own ass kicked, but on THAT level, over $5???? CLEARLY it had nothing to do with her being wrong for taking it, something else was going on with her mom. Could've been her last $5 to get high on even.
I need to hear from her again. there’s something about her that’s soothing but relatable. There is a very beautiful person down underneath. I believe she has the potential to just walk away from it all one day and never look back. I will pray for this!
It’s beautiful how she smiles at her memories with her mum ,she even remembers what her mum wore in those times it’s obvious she treasures those times ,it would have been nice for her to have had more but she holds on to the good times
She said the $5 changed her life. That’s very sad. She just wanted Burger King. Her mom responded to her taking the $5 so harshly because I’m pretty sure that her Mom went through trauma with her own mother, hence why the grandmother didn’t really cry when her daughter died. 😢 It’s scary to think how one simple decision can change the direction of someone’s whole life, no matter how innocent it may be. I wish Quickfire the best. 💜 I’m hoping to hear a positive update about her.
I couldn’t get over the fact that she believes that $5 ruined her entire life. How incredibly hard it must be to think that $5 changed the course of her life.
@@shaunadubb2777 yes very sad. I’m guessing for her at that time… that’s when everything went left. Kids have a way of blaming themselves when traumatic things happen… it really wasn’t about the $5 … she just can’t realize that crazy stuff was going on before the $5 incident. 😔
So sad. Can you imagine freaking out on a child for $5.00 ???? Life is so fffffed up! People really need to think before they act. Abuse, of any kind, is sick.
@@shaunadubb2777 Well it was the starting point and significant event that changed things for her. Significant even that stands out in her mind that will always make her wonder "what if".....what if she didnt take that 5 dollars that day. Would life had been different for her? Its not that 5 dollars itself, but its what resulted from it and the changes that happened because of it.
Love her street name. I was known for the same thing when I was younger and on the streets. We had a saying, “Get it in, get it off, get it out.” Now all the quasi-legal advertising has messed up that rule. Because you can’t sell specific services, you sell time…quick visit, half hour, hour…and then they expect that time. Everything used to be a quick visit!
I look at this woman and think that in another life, with another childhood, she would be the boss at a bank or some company.....maybe a Director of Nurses or something. She's smart. She speaks like someone who would be in charge of something. I really like her and she's so right about the $5. One stupid thing and the way other people react to it can change someone life.
I always say I was one mistake away from ending up like some of these people. I was young, dumb, and experienced with most drugs. Childhood trauma/abuse is the gateway to addiction or worse. I love that he gives them a voice while letting them pour it out probably for the first time ever.
That $5 wasn’t her fault. If she never took the $5, I’m sure it would’ve been something else small. She was just a kid. I wish she can let go of that guilt
“Family dysfunction rolls down from generation to generation, like a fire in the woods, taking down everything in its path until one person in one generation has the courage to turn and face the flames. That person brings peace to their ancestors and spares the children that follow.” - T Real You're a firefighter. That's why things don't come easy for you. You broke the chain. Your life has a special meaning in the legacy. 🔥
Absolutely! This should be a movie or series for all to see, it's so heartbreaking and raw. And she's still got a heart and a good head on her shoulders thru it all! The title should be $5 Changed My Life
@@carynmartin6053 I totally agree. I pray that God in his omnipotent power would make a Devine Connection and Purpose that her story can be told on the big screen and wide spread this is a powerful story. And the end she would find peace joy and Happiness
The foster care system is broken when abused children are removed from their family to be placed with people who are just as, or even worse, child abusers. Quickfire was behind the eightball her whole childhood. The pain of not belonging is profound in infants and children, and invariably leads to the child feeling less or not loved. It leaves a deep scar in the hearts of those who lived an unloved childhood, and that pain may not be as brightly vivid once we go forward into adulthood, but it’s always there. And it creeps insidiously into the way we form relationships with people. We do everything we can to ‘make’ them love us, even when it means debasing ourselves.....which means most of us have failed to even love ourselves. Bless you, Quickfire, and good luck to you.♥️
@@michellehitt1976 Yes. Thank you for your kind response. I get along much better now.....this is my 21st year of weekly psychotherapy. I’m very fortunate to have such a valuable resource. There’s so many who don’t.....😞
This problem IS you can't let non-blood take care of your children or elderly or handicapped. Look at abuse in foster care, Day care, school, old folks homes, step parents (not always obviously). Strong families are the foundation of life and civilization itself.
@@illex759 Exactly. VERY rarely do people actually take care of children as if they were their own. There’s almost always a big difference in treatment. It’s the ugly truth.
@@LoneWulf278 Absolutely correct. I was removed from my biological mother when I was 2 because of abuse and neglect issues. I spent a year in a childrens’ home until I was adopted by a family with 2 older biological children. I was still mute and they resented that I wasn’t a ‘normal’ child (in their eyes). So, no bonding took place and they kept me at arms length throughout my childhood. I was always introduced to new people as ‘the adopted’ child. They were always cold with me, while fully loving their bio children, who were scolded if caught playing with me. They physically abused me to the point I’d bleed and bruise, and a broken arm. They were wealthy enough to never be questioned by school staff or church officials (the adoptive father was a warden of the church). I ran away at 13 and have never seen them since. Those people only had the capacity to love their blood, which is fine....but when they put their hand up to raise someone else’s’ child, knowing damn well they’re fucking that child up but continue? They’re nothing short of criminal.
Get this incredible woman a podcast or hooked up with an author who could help her start writing. She has many gifts to put to use and has many stories to tell. Her ability to tell her story in a well connected and cohesive way naturally is a true talent and she can change lives.
I divorced my son’s father shortly after he turned one. My social life STOPPED, because I refused to allow anyone to babysit him. Some people called it dramatic, but he was so young and I refused to trust his innocence to anyone but his father and grandmother. There’s no coming back from molestation, it takes a piece of a person’s soul that they never get back. 🙏🏾💜
She told her story for an hour and didn't swear once. Her great aunt perhaps wasn't the best but She was obviously raised with manners and some discipline. Classy, intelligent, well spoken. She could be whatever she wanted to be.
She actually swore quite a few times but I get your point. She has the intelligence and poise that you would not expect of one that has lived her hell. She's a sweet woman, hopefully things change for her.
Watching this...my heart hurts. I teach in South L.A. and so many of my kids have a background like this and I want to do everything I can to prevent them from a future lifestyle as Quickfire has had to face. I can't imagine how much grief and trauma she carries around every single day. I work one street over from Fig and if I ever see you Quickfire I hope to just give you a hug and support however I can. God bless you.
Can we please help Quickfire get into a program, training to get her a good paying job so that she can become the CEO, VP, Educator she should be. She belongs in a profession. She is eloquent, well mannered, well versed. . If Amanda was able to get the help so can Quickfire.
The question of what was her biggest regret in life, and her response was the most real, honest spoken truth that I've heard by anyone he interviewed...."heavy"!!
38 years old, you are still young QuickFire. You were so posed and articulate in this video... you can be the woman you want to be including being a Mother. You're beautiful. Make your own memories Mama... I'm 39, I don't have children either for different reasons but maybe one day. Take care of yourself LOVE. Don't let anyone's opinion of your Mom or you affect your life now. Speak to God and yourself❤ You got this 🙏🏽💪🏾
I agree. So sad. She loves her mother so much that her perceptions of her are skewed. She was abused and doesn't even realize it. I kind of hope she never does. Those ideas need to remain untouched. *Edit: I changed my mind. I hope she learns the facts of the matter. This isn't her regret to carry. This is all on her mother. 💔
Thank you for sharing your life story with us Quickfire. "Only by the grace of God" no truer words spoken. You are still here for a reason. Wishing you only happiness in your life, you truly deserve it. God bless.
This story hits home for me. My mom was an addict during my development years we had a great relationship.once she got clean...I still dont have kids to this day I understand how she feels.... only difference is my mother died in my arms.. I was lucky god sent me.his angel.for a mom... miss you mom... much love to this woman!
Her mom sounds exactly like my mom. Had I not been adopted at such a young age then I easily could have been her. But now I'm grown black woman with my own family, a house and a Masters degree. Thank God...
I just love this woman. I am so impressed with her strength and endurance. She is intelligent, well-spoken, articulate... She is SO worthy of love and good things. Her Creator sees all that in her and loves her completely. I pray she is able to accept His love and salvation.
5$ Changed my life..... little does she know it wasn’t her fault alone.... her mother could have handled that way better.... which shows the dysfunction .... kids will do things that we don’t approve of and we have to be wise enough to discipline them and not ruin their life... such a touching story 😭 I wish her mother would’ve gave her a second chance to right her wrong .... I pray god smiles upon you quickfire 🙏🏾
You're such an inspiration mark! In the next few years I hope to shift perspectives similar to you, you've taught so many just by doing what people fear doing because of opinions! We love you!!!
That’s beautiful. Forget about what I can accomplish. If I can light a fire under someone else, that’s the ultimate accomplishment. I imagine that’s a lot of what Mark is trying to do with his channel. 👏 👏 👏 👏
Mark she told her story like none I've heard so gracefully what an inspiration if I had the money I would give her the world she used virtually no profanity hope someone offers her the word in go fund me by far the best I've seen I had the best childhood and all the love one could have ill never have a bad day
Her good memories of her mother are precious, it just shows you if you can't be in your kids life daily , DO SOMETHING,DO ANYTHING to make sure they know you loved them and you tried to be as present as you could.
Quickfire, your dear mother had a lot of issues that she could have added to her losing custody of you. If it wasn’t the $5 it would have been something else. IT IS NOT YOUR FAULT. It’s not normal for parents to brutally beat their child over such a small offense like that. She also tried to attack you on Christmas and potentially gave you a wrong phone number on purpose. You mother probably felt reminded of the sexual abuse she endure when she tried to raise you. It sounds like the drug use was an attempt to suppress the abuse that happened to her. God bless you. You are special and deserving of so much more out of life.
If her mother had not beaten her over $5, she could've just as easily beaten her after that over something else. Quickfire needs to realize that it's not her fault. The chain of events was triggered by her mother's actions, which were in my opinion excessive for the transgression of taking $5.
Wow, this is a great example of how shame can rule a person! Quick Fire is such a smart, beautiful woman, if only she knew it. Throughout her story I kept thinking of what she would have become if she had a different beginning, then at the same time, realizing she still can accomplish many wonderful things. I pray she will find her way to the life that brings her peace, love,healing, all the blessings that she so deserves. She's very much needed in our society today, she could change thousands of lives. Bless you dear one.
She’s been through a lot from having a young mother who was still a child herself to bouncing from house to house. Then being approached in a sexual way by her dad, it’s a lot to handle and the hurt in her voice when she talks about her life is so sad 🥺.. I’m rooting for her in the long run, she can be something greater then what she went through 💕.
@The Ministry of Truth KMK The 2 interviews are on Mark's Patreon. I remember seeing the second one and people in the comments told Mark that he interviewed her before. He took those interviews off of YT.
@The Ministry of Truth KMK A lot of people said the same thing about other people on these shows and most or all of their stories were proven to be true, so I reserve judgment til I have seen all the evidence, cause people interpret things differently. I’m not saying anybody is or was lying, but sometimes what sounds like two stories is one incredibly complicated life. Not saying it couldn’t happen but I just don’t judge without proof, cause I’ve been taken in when I was new to the Tube.
This woman is a natural beauty and has such a beautiful soul, she radiates beautiful things. What I love about her are many things, but off the top of my head, I love her glow when she speaks of her mom, I love the way she speaks so eloquently, and how she gives off a comforting, good spirit, good human being energy. I wish nothing but the best for her and pray for her completeness, fulfillment, and Happiness. Please interview her again, I could listen to her speak for hours. I will never ever look at a $5 bill the same again. This woman has seemingly kept her integrity and I love it. ❤️❤️❤️ thank you Mark for all you do. This is unrelated to her story, but i I just want to say that I’m a mother of 7 beautiful children ages 3 months-13 years old and your videos help me stay mindful of the fact that my children are human beings that will one day grow up to be adults in society. I give them all the love and attention that I personally might not have had and stay focused on doing my best to raise them and then more. I learn so much from the people you interview. I feel that this channel brings to light a belief I’ve always had, that people are more than their addictions, past, and circumstance. We do what we gotta do to survive. Thank you Mark. I’ve been watching for a long time.
My heart breaks for her! She’s an amazing person and I hate that the Adults in her life failed her when she was a child. She’s been through so so much, and although her Mama was awful, she still loved her and forgave her. I sincerely hope that she gets a chance in this wicked World and she experiences happiness and a life without struggling and pain.
51:57 to the end gave me goosebumps. Mark, you are genuine and appreciated by soo many. Thank you for letting these people be heard. ❤ Soo many deserve soo much more than they've been given.
I really hope that one day this beautiful woman realizes her worth and potential. She is too good for the life she lives, she just has to go out and build the life she wants. She is so well spoken and put together, despite everything she's been through, and she can use that for good! Thank you for sharing your story Quick Fire.
I marvel at her strength, her fortitude, her courage. To all the women who have not experienced a childhood like what she experienced and endured, I hope they realize how truly blest they are, how fortunate they are. These stories are absolutely amazing. The women are so truly amazing. I hope there will come a time when life is kind to them.
This woman, with the life she’s lived, has enough insight and intelligence to realize she shouldn’t bring a child into her world. Yet most parents I see shouldn’t be allowed to look after someone’s kids let alone have their own. If only most people could see certain things the way this woman does. Also I hate that she blames herself for how things turned out when she took that $5. Ya it was wrong but you shouldn’t beat the shit out of your kid over something like that.
She would probably be a great Mom, with the right support and healing. She also doesn’t rule out having kids. I hope she can get some therapy to help her realize it wasn’t just about the “five dollars”.
@@ajtmv7 People who show responsibility by not bringing a child into this life, often would be the best parents for the exact same reason: they take responsibility. All in all,I think we should appreciate more people for not having children. That is often a greater dead than having them. Yet we never congratulate or celebrate them.
@@anniehope8651 , I hear what you are saying. In this case, Quickfire says, "maybe, one day, hopefully", about having kids. It is never too late for someone with potential to turn their life around. People have the ability to improve their lives with social services, therapy, 12 step groups, etc. Why shouldn't she be able to have a family, if she gets her life together? Some people have the support, and financial means to have children, and have no interest. That's their choice, I get that. Quickfire seems to have the sense to wait until she has a more stable life. I wish her all the best, and pray that she gets the help she needs.
it's not about the blame. yeah she should not have taken it, yeah her mother should not have beat her for it, but the point i think mark captured so well was that it is literally unfathamable that 5 dollars could change so DRASTICALLY the course of a human life. i think that is the point for us as observers....it's not about, never steal, it's not about don't beat your kids...we all know these things...it's about the permanence of something that seems so utterly insignificant. her life did change over this decision and amount. i don't think her mother would have beat her for 10 cents or maybe even 50 cents or a dollar....she even said her mother did not go around beating her for no reason. her mother thought she was probably beating her into an upstanding way of life to not become like she was. her mother was petrified at the thought that she would use and become a prostitute...so she beat her with all her might over very petty theft. back in those days that what real black moms did. it's deep.
@@alexiswhite5397 not mine.. she sees nothing wrong with her actions, so as long as Mark doesnt let on any hint of disapproval, she proudly tell him all of it, in detail. She's that delusional smh
God there’s so potential in her. She has such a strong spirit. All she wanted was her mothers love. Beautiful soul. I pray she finds her way, her truth and blossoms into the intelligent capable and courageous woman that she has always been.
Hearing her biggest regret broke my heart I felt that. This woman still has so much potential and I’m sure given the right opportunities she could turn her whole life around. If you’re reading this just know that as long you are alive and breathing there is hope. My prayers go out to you.
When you feel you never have had that love, you never stop wanting it from the person supposed to love you more than themselves. Fortunately, it can make you become the Mother you’ve always craved to your own children❤️ My Mom just passed 9/9/21…I’m 58, can’t sleep over regrets etc and this video in my recommendations.
Rest easy, my dear Kathy. Your mama now knows and understands it all. AND! You took pain and turned it into unconditional love for your children. I am beyond proud of you😍
This was the best interview I’ve seen on this channel. She has so much light in her, I hope that she gets another chance. Seems as though she didn’t have many from the start. I could feel her spirit through the screen. Much love 🤎🤎🤎 And thank you for sharing your story! I wish you the best Quick 🔥
One of the best interviews I've seen on here. Please bring her back. Such an example of how vastly different the ppl are who are caught up in the streets...
If you read this quick fire, the 5 dollars wasn’t the real problem it just happened to be the systems scapegoat.. please know you are one of the most genuine people I’ve listened to on here... one of a kind and don’t ever forget that. And you deserve to have children or a child.
Didn't you hear her Mark - due to her mom having HIV - she was all about the No Glove No Love ....therefore, No babies!! I thought that was a huge standout from her story. So so different from most stories. So intelligent & caring for herself even after her family, the system & society told her we can't take care of you! I wish I knew your real name QuickFire. You are so beautiful Inside & Out! You deserve good things, the best things. You must be one of God's sweet Angels right here on Earth meant to teach the world what goodness & light looks like! And Mark you have made that possible! You seem to be a good soul & I'm sure from listening to so many stories sometimes you miss a beat or two which is certainly understandable! QuickFire, I wish I could wrap my arms around you and hug you for a long, long time! You have been through ten people's share of sorrow & neglect but please know that you will find peace and love whether sometime in this life or the next. I certainly pray you find it sooner rather than later....You have had quite enough of the bullshit! Love You Sister ♥
Even though it could never make up for the $5 that changed your life, I had to donate $5 after watching this. Keep going, Quickfire. Considering all the sh*t you've had to go through in life, you're doing so well. Lots of love, all the way from France! xx
She really blames herself for being removed…I want you to know you were a child and it’s not your fault. Im still in school, but this makes me want to become a foster parent later on. No child deserves to be abused by people put in place to care for them. Praying for you and hoping you find what you need. You are so bright, beautiful and full of insights. You have so much potential and are such an amazing person. I really pray you find a way out
She is so strong! It’s awful she has had to endure such a tortured life. None of it is her fault, she was a child and had no one in her corner. It’s so sad watching her blame herself for it all. it’s not fair how hard she’s had to fight. I 🙏 some day she finds love and peace in her life.
Dressed in blue like a Soft White Underbelly champion should be! She thought things through and decided never to bring a kid into the world if she can't properly care for it, and never does bareback. Few people on the street think that rationally. But too bad her street smarts, people skills, and storytelling ability aren't being put the better use.
@@georgehemminger9432 Please show some respect. Her Momma passed away after contracting HIV. She is trying to do the best she can to keep herself safe and healthy. She has had such a rough life.
It's hard to tell whether any relationship will work out or not. BUT the way that her voice softens and gets that smile on her face makes me hopeful for HER. I was mesmerized!
I know the feeling of living with guilt over what one might think was just one decision or mistake. I told a judge that I wanted to continue living with dad at about 4 years old. That was my one thing that changed it all for me, if I look at it the way QuickTime does. My heart hurts for her. Even though as an adult I know that it was not my fault I still have the hurt, pain, and guilt deep inside and I don't know if I will ever truly forgive myself for that. My mom also died back in 2004. I hope Quickfire is ok. I hope that you and I both find peace some day. True peace, love and happiness. God is the way. I'm not there yet, but I'm trying to get there.
I've watched most of your videos, Mark. This amazing lady, Quickfire really stands out as one of the deepest and best interviews thus far. Thank you for sharing this story with the world. Great story telling and very touching life story!
That was really profound, Quickfire. So glad I got to listen to your story. Good luck to you in the future. You are an amazingly strong woman. And a survivor.
I like this woman’s energy and how she carries herself. She’s classy. I enjoyed watching her smile when talking about the good memories she had with her Mom. These interviews show how important it is for a child to have a stable environment when growing up.
What a sad story. She tells it well; she’s articulate and smart with a good soul. My parents took in several foster kids when I was growing up and they all had stories like this. This woman makes me want to take her in. I know that’s unrealistic.
Hearing you talk about your mom with such love and passion is beautiful and made me cry. You have a beautiful soul, I hope your life gets better at some point. Everyone deserves a second chance
Mark, in addition to your talent as a photographer and filmmaker.. you also possess an incredible talent in finding people that have a story to tell and a really gripping way of telling it.
I am speechless! You never know how blessed you are, until.... I pray God will bless her in a special way. These videos really help me as I am helping a loved one out of a life changing situation. Good work Mark!
Quick fire is SUPER resilient...and a GREAT STORYTELLER....SENDING HER NOTHING BUT POSITIVE VIBES...I WISH THAT SHE WOULD WRITE A BOOK...HER HONESTY WOULD HELP SO MANY PPL HER BEAUTIFUL SPIRIT IS SO RADIANT
Ive been watching these experiences for quite some time now and this one got me. Sent me back into my own childhood. Quick Fire, God bless you! You, we, are more than just our experiences.
I don’t mean to be dramatic, but this channel changed my life. My heart now swells with compassion for anyone and everyone instead of being quick to judge. I literally couldn’t be more thankful.
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Forgot degrees, philosophy’s, pseudo intellect etc…these videos are an education about life, about how we relate, about how we judge and are judged. Authenticity runs through the veins of these stories and they have taught me more than any school. Thank you Mark for caring.👌❤️🥊.x
Well said!
Street knowledge! Schools are for fools - they sharpen stones and blunt diamonds..... Think I even got that little saying from one of these underbelly people!
Its sad how so many of us children went threw things children should never have to endure. I had a?very rough life. I am 53 clean for 18 years. And live is still so hard. Good luck ladies and gents.
@@laurawhite7698 good luck to you sister, I hope things turn out good for you and you find the blessings you deserve. X
This is the truth!
This woman has the gift of storytelling. She has a tremendous way of speaking and telling us about her life that really draws us in. Hence the video being an hour long. She didn't even have to be asked any questions. It just flowed from her naturally and calmly. She has an extraordinary talent that she may be unaware of. I would absolutely read a book of hers if she ever wrote one. I wish her a life of peace, happiness and prosperity.
So. What’s ur point. Most of the do they same thing. They’re not all gone.
True
I was thinking the exact same thing
Agreed...she is well spoken and captivating, even considering all the sad details. Hugs♡
Yes nothing but blessing I wish upon her..I love how he just let her tell her story..❤
Out of all the interviews I’ve watched, this woman is one of the most authentic and deserving of a better life. Open honest, a great communicator. I wish life had been better to her.
Thats my cousin and shes right about how she was treated from house to house, which is why she probably doesnt talk to any of us now. I was little but still. I understand the impact.
All I see is a little girl longing for her mother and enjoying the time she was able to spend with her. No matter what, a child always want their mother. Her face lit up like a Christmas tree speaking about her mom.
I sit around feeling sorry for myself for the most mundane crap. I have a home, a car, a moderately successful business and two heathy daughters. Marks videos are my reminder to stop being stupid and pay something forward. Even if it’s only $50. Do something kind for someone.
Mark has a GoFundMe! What a great thing to contribute to!
Even $20 is something. To someone who is living on the edge...$20 can mean the whole to them. I just gave after seeing Randy and Steven's videos.
@@fran0162 look what 5 dollars did.
Beautiful comment! Thank you Blanket I agree with you 😊
Money is nice...but a person's time can be so much more meaningful.
$50 will not help this woman get out of her situation.But going and talking with,getting to know someones story and showing them people do care is way more valuable than the $.
Theres a homeless shelter in every city in every town.I think its great mark has a go fund me set up and I'm sure he appropriates funds in a way that can activate help,but him taking the time to listen to their stories,and truly hear them,makes them feel human again and makes them feel heard.
Her skin 😍 just pure beauty I hope one day she sees that she truly is !
IT IS…luminescent!!💕
I love seeing her light up thinking of the experiences with her mother
Me too could see her light up
I did too I just loved seeing her beautiful smile it’s like she light up every time she talks about her most fondest memories so sorry her mom passed
I loved seeing that too... I was smiling along with her!
For reals I saw that smile
Like when she beat the shit out of her and lost her rights over $5? That woman was supposed to protect this child and she failed her.....and worse yet she blames herself for stealing that money as if that one action justifies a lifetime of pain.
The more she talks the more beautiful she becomes.
She has a beautiful soul.
Agree
Her amazing countenance obscures her life experience. Superb story teller.
indeed. this was just incredible.
Yeah I bet you wouldn't call her beautiful if she set you up and robbed you on skid row.
I could not have said it better!!!
It kills me that she blames herself for being separated from her mom. There's discipline and there's abuse. She was intelligent enough that a firm talking-to would've sent the message home. There's no reason for it to get physical. Your mother's (re)actions are not your fault.
I started tearing up when she said her mother's eye remained focused on her.
That phone number was the only stability she had in her life. ❤
i hope this guy doesn't do drugs is a good man and sweeps her off her feet and she stays clean but it's never that EZ worth trying. though hunny your worth itttttt
You're so right and her mother was so young as well yeah well so really it was the system's fault If there's any blame to be had
@@shirleelehew9672 Thank you so much for saying that. I agree! They should have tried to work with the mother so she could keep her baby, some parenting classes and a lot of resources to actually reduce her stress. A one time incident should not result in permanent removal. Any child is going to respond negatively to an out of home placement. Someone should have told that little girl, if there was some way they could have helped herself get back home and put some hope in her. Kids can’t guess! The system gets more money for Emotional and Behaviorally Disordered kids. That’s why a former street woman took me in once I was “worth more” under foster care; or at least why she wanted me to stay. Fortunately, the abuse wasn’t obvious, so without me testifying against my mother, they couldn’t keep me even a whole year. My daddy taught me, from a little kid, you don’t do that. (People act like he was bad for that but everything he taught me I had to use, and it was right on time). But since she had the physical signs, they just took her. I never hit or spanked my children except when my daughter tried to put a finger in an electric socket. That was the rule to me…if it could kill them and you have to act fast, a swat on the bottom might get their attention. Otherwise, no. But many people have had whoopings in their family for generations. They should give parents a warning and some help, unless they’re in extreme danger. Everyone where I grew up was afraid of CPS. And not cause they were abusive. I think these systems largely serve to remove poor children and children of color to assimilate them so they don’t grow up conscious of the struggle. Of course that’s not the goal of the workers just out of college, but it’s a historical fact that the systems have these origins in the US. My cousin was removed and raised as white, not knowing she was indigenous, and she might never have found her way back except kids made racist comments to her as a kid, and some would ask questions, out of curiosity. I was in and out of the system as a kid and it was mostly mixed kids and kids of color, and more white kids went home, though some didn’t. I know people who were in the, “Kill the Indian, Save the Man” Catholic boarding schools. If there’s anyone to blame, it’s the roots of the system, not Quickfire!
It’s sadly a norm in a lot black households. Very common. All my family and friends got beat.
Robbed of a childhood, Robbed of a mother's love, Robbed of her dignity in adulthood and still a wonderfully spectacular person. Wish I could wave a wand and it all be different for her. Wishing nothing but hope for a better tomorrow for this Beautiful soul.❣️
Quickfire, I admire you so much. You did not deserve to be assaulted by your own flesh and blood over $5. You were a child. This was not your fault. The adults around you completely failed you. It’s not your fault.
I agree, she does not understand that her mother could have been cross and could have reprimanded her, but to beat her badly was not correct. In heinsight her mother was probable not going to be able to show her the love and understanding she needed.
Thank you for saying this! Her mother was probably too immature to be raising a child.
@@thomasjosullivan9179 THIS. ABSOLUTELY THIS. I'm sorry , but THAT kind of beating over 5 fucking dollars??? No way. NO.FREAKING.WAY. I TRULY hope she will stop taking the blame one day very soon and really realize that that was fucking BULLSHIT and not her fault. Any adult who beats a child needs their own ass kicked, but on THAT level, over $5???? CLEARLY it had nothing to do with her being wrong for taking it, something else was going on with her mom. Could've been her last $5 to get high on even.
@@gldnsunrising7761 I agree
@@UnityJ12 her mother beat her so bad that she couldn’t even sit. I’m sure the beating is probably even worse than she described
I need to hear from her again. there’s something about her that’s soothing but relatable. There is a very beautiful person down underneath. I believe she has the potential to just walk away from it all one day and never look back. I will pray for this!
Mark said she has been in here a few times already. Each time looking very different and using different names.
@@thatlaserlady3899 where did he say that? Im just curious, so u know of any other vids with her using another name? I'd love to see the contrast.
@@Mollys-lips Michelle and Nicole
It’s beautiful how she smiles at her memories with her mum ,she even remembers what her mum wore in those times it’s obvious she treasures those times ,it would have been nice for her to have had more but she holds on to the good times
She said the $5 changed her life. That’s very sad. She just wanted Burger King. Her mom responded to her taking the $5 so harshly because I’m pretty sure that her Mom went through trauma with her own mother, hence why the grandmother didn’t really cry when her daughter died. 😢 It’s scary to think how one simple decision can change the direction of someone’s whole life, no matter how innocent it may be. I wish Quickfire the best. 💜 I’m hoping to hear a positive update about her.
❤️🙏🏽🇨🇦
I couldn’t get over the fact that she believes that $5 ruined her entire life. How incredibly hard it must be to think that $5 changed the course of her life.
@@shaunadubb2777 yes very sad. I’m guessing for her at that time… that’s when everything went left. Kids have a way of blaming themselves when traumatic things happen… it really wasn’t about the $5 … she just can’t realize that crazy stuff was going on before the $5 incident. 😔
So sad. Can you imagine freaking out on a child for $5.00 ????
Life is so fffffed up!
People really need to think before they act. Abuse, of any kind, is sick.
@@shaunadubb2777 Well it was the starting point and significant event that changed things for her. Significant even that stands out in her mind that will always make her wonder "what if".....what if she didnt take that 5 dollars that day. Would life had been different for her? Its not that 5 dollars itself, but its what resulted from it and the changes that happened because of it.
Riveting. I’m mesmerised by QuickFire’s authenticity and earnest account of her life. I wish you the best Quickfire, you’re a gem.
Same here 🤗
Love her street name. I was known for the same thing when I was younger and on the streets. We had a saying, “Get it in, get it off, get it out.” Now all the quasi-legal advertising has messed up that rule. Because you can’t sell specific services, you sell time…quick visit, half hour, hour…and then they expect that time. Everything used to be a quick visit!
100% agree
I look at this woman and think that in another life, with another childhood, she would be the boss at a bank or some company.....maybe a Director of Nurses or something. She's smart. She speaks like someone who would be in charge of something. I really like her and she's so right about the $5. One stupid thing and the way other people react to it can change someone life.
I always say I was one mistake away from ending up like some of these people. I was young, dumb, and experienced with most drugs. Childhood trauma/abuse is the gateway to addiction or worse. I love that he gives them a voice while letting them pour it out probably for the first time ever.
I couldn’t agree more:,,,, this lady has some powerful energy in her
I agree. I think she's wonderful!
That $5 wasn’t her fault. If she never took the $5, I’m sure it would’ve been something else small. She was just a kid. I wish she can let go of that guilt
The mother overreacted. This Is Sad For All Involved. Forgive yourself QuickFire.
"To me it was just a whooping, I deserved it" 💔 No child deserves to be hurt. Bless your heart X
“Family dysfunction rolls down from generation to generation, like a fire in the woods, taking down everything in its path until one person in one generation has the courage to turn and face the flames. That person brings peace to their ancestors and spares the children that follow.” - T Real
You're a firefighter. That's why things don't come easy for you.
You broke the chain. Your life has a special meaning in the legacy. 🔥
Amen 🙏🏿
Beautiful quote who is T real?
Amen
👀
@@kendraphic the quote is by Terry Real.
He's a family and relationship therapist.
This is a beautiful and powerful quote.
Hands down one of the best interviews he has ever done
Absolutely
Absolutely! This should be a movie or series for all to see, it's so heartbreaking and raw. And she's still got a heart and a good head on her shoulders thru it all! The title should be $5 Changed My Life
Agreed. I'm unsubscribing on this one. This channel is too depressing.
for me it was the best.
@@carynmartin6053 I totally agree. I pray that God in his omnipotent power would make a Devine Connection and Purpose that her story can be told on the big screen and wide spread this is a powerful story. And the end she would find peace joy and Happiness
The foster care system is broken when abused children are removed from their family to be placed with people who are just as, or even worse, child abusers.
Quickfire was behind the eightball her whole childhood. The pain of not belonging is profound in infants and children, and invariably leads to the child feeling less or not loved. It leaves a deep scar in the hearts of those who lived an unloved childhood, and that pain may not be as brightly vivid once we go forward into adulthood, but it’s always there.
And it creeps insidiously into the way we form relationships with people. We do everything we can to ‘make’ them love us, even when it means debasing ourselves.....which means most of us have failed to even love ourselves.
Bless you, Quickfire, and good luck to you.♥️
Wow That really touched my heart reading what you wrote. I hate you had to grow up like that. I hope that you’re able to love yourself today🤟💞
@@michellehitt1976 Yes. Thank you for your kind response. I get along much better now.....this is my 21st year of weekly psychotherapy. I’m very fortunate to have such a valuable resource. There’s so many who don’t.....😞
This problem IS you can't let non-blood take care of your children or elderly or handicapped. Look at abuse in foster care, Day care, school, old folks homes, step parents (not always obviously). Strong families are the foundation of life and civilization itself.
@@illex759 Exactly. VERY rarely do people actually take care of children as if they were their own. There’s almost always a big difference in treatment. It’s the ugly truth.
@@LoneWulf278 Absolutely correct. I was removed from my biological mother when I was 2 because of abuse and neglect issues. I spent a year in a childrens’ home until I was adopted by a family with 2 older biological children. I was still mute and they resented that I wasn’t a ‘normal’ child (in their eyes). So, no bonding took place and they kept me at arms length throughout my childhood. I was always introduced to new people as ‘the adopted’ child. They were always cold with me, while fully loving their bio children, who were scolded if caught playing with me. They physically abused me to the point I’d bleed and bruise, and a broken arm. They were wealthy enough to never be questioned by school staff or church officials (the adoptive father was a warden of the church).
I ran away at 13 and have never seen them since. Those people only had the capacity to love their blood, which is fine....but when they put their hand up to raise someone else’s’ child, knowing damn well they’re fucking that child up but continue? They’re nothing short of criminal.
I swear she just cured my ADHD. I’ve NEVER sat though something this long 100% connected- zero disassociating.
Get this incredible woman a podcast or hooked up with an author who could help her start writing. She has many gifts to put to use and has many stories to tell. Her ability to tell her story in a well connected and cohesive way naturally is a true talent and she can change lives.
Let her be. She's been used enough.
She's an expert story teller. She talked for a long time but kept it interesting and filled in most of the missing pieces along the way.
It’s called her Testimony not story teller
@@sherrycissokho-parker2988 So you're saying she's not a good story teller? I'm not taking away from her testimony by complimenting her skills.
@@laceyelizabeth816 she's an AMAZING story teller
@@sherrycissokho-parker2988 It can be both
@@laceyelizabeth816 It can be both
I divorced my son’s father shortly after he turned one. My social life STOPPED, because I refused to allow anyone to babysit him. Some people called it dramatic, but he was so young and I refused to trust his innocence to anyone but his father and grandmother. There’s no coming back from molestation, it takes a piece of a person’s soul that they never get back. 🙏🏾💜
She told her story for an hour and didn't swear once. Her great aunt perhaps wasn't the best but She was obviously raised with manners and some discipline. Classy, intelligent, well spoken. She could be whatever she wanted to be.
same thought
She actually swore quite a few times but I get your point. She has the intelligence and poise that you would not expect of one that has lived her hell. She's a sweet woman, hopefully things change for her.
I agree with you but she definitely cursed a few times
She is a wonderful speaker but she most definitely was swearing.
If u actually watch it again she swore in the first 30 seconds she said that's some foul shit twice
Watching this...my heart hurts. I teach in South L.A. and so many of my kids have a background like this and I want to do everything I can to prevent them from a future lifestyle as Quickfire has had to face. I can't imagine how much grief and trauma she carries around every single day. I work one street over from Fig and if I ever see you Quickfire I hope to just give you a hug and support however I can. God bless you.
Can we please help Quickfire get into a program, training to get her a good paying job so that she can become the CEO, VP, Educator she should be. She belongs in a profession. She is eloquent, well mannered, well versed. . If Amanda was able to get the help so can Quickfire.
I concur.
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Except Amanda died, so perhaos we cab get her a different type of help
How did she die? What happened @@StarLight37773
The question of what was her biggest regret in life, and her response was the most real, honest spoken truth that I've heard by anyone he interviewed...."heavy"!!
Jaw dropping response… she kept it too real!!
38 years old, you are still young QuickFire. You were so posed and articulate in this video... you can be the woman you want to be including being a Mother.
You're beautiful. Make your own memories Mama... I'm 39, I don't have children either for different reasons but maybe one day. Take care of yourself LOVE. Don't let anyone's opinion of your Mom or you affect your life now. Speak to God and yourself❤
You got this 🙏🏽💪🏾
Dang....I thought she was in her early 50's. Oops
@@b1k2q34 always a hater. she doesn't even look like she's in her 50s that how i know u haten.
If it wasn't $5 it would have been something else. That sounded excessive punishment for that. But her mom probably didn't know how to be a parent
This women has a beautiful soul. She really needs ro get clean she deserves a better life.
I agree. So sad. She loves her mother so much that her perceptions of her are skewed. She was abused and doesn't even realize it. I kind of hope she never does. Those ideas need to remain untouched.
*Edit: I changed my mind. I hope she learns the facts of the matter. This isn't her regret to carry. This is all on her mother. 💔
Perfectly said
Exactly💯
True
Thank you for sharing your life story with us Quickfire. "Only by the grace of God" no truer words spoken. You are still here for a reason. Wishing you only happiness in your life, you truly deserve it. God bless.
Quickfire I pray you find peace, love, & pure happiness. You’re story is truly touching. God bless you for a lifetime♥️
This story hits home for me.
My mom was an addict during my development years we had a great relationship.once she got clean...I still dont have kids to this day I understand how she feels.... only difference is my mother died in my arms.. I was lucky god sent me.his angel.for a mom...
miss you mom... much love to this woman!
I really like this lady. I wish I could remember my life the ways she does. She is a storyteller and a survivor.
Her mom sounds exactly like my mom. Had I not been adopted at such a young age then I easily could have been her. But now I'm grown black woman with my own family, a house and a Masters degree. Thank God...
God Bless
The $5 regret, Wow!! This is so heartbreaking. I pray you find true love, peace, and happiness.
Could listen to her all day, bless her. She's been through so much already x
She's a very sane and bright person reacting to circumstances that were insurmountable from day 1. Totally admire this lady.
I just love this woman. I am so impressed with her strength and endurance. She is intelligent, well-spoken, articulate... She is SO worthy of love and good things. Her Creator sees all that in her and loves her completely. I pray she is able to accept His love and salvation.
5$ Changed my life..... little does she know it wasn’t her fault alone.... her mother could have handled that way better.... which shows the dysfunction .... kids will do things that we don’t approve of and we have to be wise enough to discipline them and not ruin their life... such a touching story 😭 I wish her mother would’ve gave her a second chance to right her wrong .... I pray god smiles upon you quickfire 🙏🏾
Quickfire, you've touched my heart. I send nothing but love your way. Thank you for your authenticity and for sharing your story.
Do you have cashapp or another way that I can bless you?
Same. I want to help her. 😢🤎
I love when she genuinely smiles. It light up her whole face. And makes me smile too.
Look at that big smile on her face when she talks about the good things she did with her mom, priceless 🤗
You're such an inspiration mark! In the next few years I hope to shift perspectives similar to you, you've taught so many just by doing what people fear doing because of opinions! We love you!!!
Yes, we do love you, Mark!
That’s beautiful. Forget about what I can accomplish. If I can light a fire under someone else, that’s the ultimate accomplishment. I imagine that’s a lot of what Mark is trying to do with his channel. 👏 👏 👏 👏
@@brittaolson6550 inspiration is what keeps the good flowing through our world..
Mark she told her story like none I've heard so gracefully what an inspiration if I had the money I would give her the world she used virtually no profanity hope someone offers her the word in go fund me by far the best I've seen I had the best childhood and all the love one could have ill never have a bad day
Her good memories of her mother are precious, it just shows you if you can't be in your kids life daily , DO SOMETHING,DO ANYTHING to make sure they know you loved them and you tried to be as present as you could.
She is such a beautiful woman INSIDE and OUT. She is such a strong survivor.
And I’m sure her mom is proud of her ❤️.
Quickfire, your dear mother had a lot of issues that she could have added to her losing custody of you. If it wasn’t the $5 it would have been something else. IT IS NOT YOUR FAULT. It’s not normal for parents to brutally beat their child over such a small offense like that. She also tried to attack you on Christmas and potentially gave you a wrong phone number on purpose. You mother probably felt reminded of the sexual abuse she endure when she tried to raise you. It sounds like the drug use was an attempt to suppress the abuse that happened to her. God bless you. You are special and deserving of so much more out of life.
U dont know that. Her mom was sick.
It's so beautiful, the way her whole face lights up with smiles, when she's talking about times she spent with mommy!
This woman has me in tears. I just want to hug her, tight. You are worthy! God bless you.
The way she lit up talking about her memories of her mother just warmed my heart. This woman has a lot of pain she is carrying. I can feel it.
If her mother had not beaten her over $5, she could've just as easily beaten her after that over something else. Quickfire needs to realize that it's not her fault. The chain of events was triggered by her mother's actions, which were in my opinion excessive for the transgression of taking $5.
I completely agee!!
My heart goes out to this young lady. Lord please lay a layer of protection around her .
Wow, this is a great example of how shame can rule a person! Quick Fire is such a smart, beautiful woman, if only she knew it. Throughout her story I kept thinking of what she would have become if she had a different beginning, then at the same time, realizing she still can accomplish many wonderful things. I pray she will find her way to the life that brings her peace, love,healing, all the blessings that she so deserves. She's very much needed in our society today, she could change thousands of lives. Bless you dear one.
Amen. It's never too late to get it right.
She’s been through a lot from having a young mother who was still a child herself to bouncing from house to house. Then being approached in a sexual way by her dad, it’s a lot to handle and the hurt in her voice when she talks about her life is so sad 🥺.. I’m rooting for her in the long run, she can be something greater then what she went through 💕.
Shes one of the few women on here who had enough sense not to have children. She deserves credit for that.
@@tubester4567 She did 2 more interviews, pretending she was someone else so who knows what's the truth.
@The Ministry of Truth KMK The 2 interviews are on Mark's Patreon. I remember seeing the second one and people in the comments told Mark that he interviewed her before. He took those interviews off of YT.
@The Ministry of Truth KMK A lot of people said the same thing about other people on these shows and most or all of their stories were proven to be true, so I reserve judgment til I have seen all the evidence, cause people interpret things differently. I’m not saying anybody is or was lying, but sometimes what sounds like two stories is one incredibly complicated life. Not saying it couldn’t happen but I just don’t judge without proof, cause I’ve been taken in when I was new to the Tube.
@The Ministry of Truth KMK she’s a liar there were so many holes in her story
This woman is a natural beauty and has such a beautiful soul, she radiates beautiful things. What I love about her are many things, but off the top of my head, I love her glow when she speaks of her mom, I love the way she speaks so eloquently, and how she gives off a comforting, good spirit, good human being energy. I wish nothing but the best for her and pray for her completeness, fulfillment, and Happiness. Please interview her again, I could listen to her speak for hours. I will never ever look at a $5 bill the same again. This woman has seemingly kept her integrity and I love it. ❤️❤️❤️ thank you Mark for all you do. This is unrelated to her story, but i I just want to say that I’m a mother of 7 beautiful children ages 3 months-13 years old and your videos help me stay mindful of the fact that my children are human beings that will one day grow up to be adults in society. I give them all the love and attention that I personally might not have had and stay focused on doing my best to raise them and then more. I learn so much from the people you interview. I feel that this channel brings to light a belief I’ve always had, that people are more than their addictions, past, and circumstance. We do what we gotta do to survive. Thank you Mark. I’ve been watching for a long time.
My heart breaks for her! She’s an amazing person and I hate that the Adults in her life failed her when she was a child. She’s been through so so much, and although her Mama was awful, she still loved her and forgave her. I sincerely hope that she gets a chance in this wicked World and she experiences happiness and a life without struggling and pain.
51:57 to the end gave me goosebumps. Mark, you are genuine and appreciated by soo many. Thank you for letting these people be heard. ❤ Soo many deserve soo much more than they've been given.
I really hope that one day this beautiful woman realizes her worth and potential. She is too good for the life she lives, she just has to go out and build the life she wants. She is so well spoken and put together, despite everything she's been through, and she can use that for good! Thank you for sharing your story Quick Fire.
I marvel at her strength, her fortitude, her courage. To all the women who have not experienced a childhood like what she experienced and endured, I hope they realize how truly blest they are, how fortunate they are. These stories are absolutely amazing. The women are so truly amazing. I hope there will come a time when life is kind to them.
Such a sweet spirit who survived such bitter circumstances
This woman, with the life she’s lived, has enough insight and intelligence to realize she shouldn’t bring a child into her world. Yet most parents I see shouldn’t be allowed to look after someone’s kids let alone have their own. If only most people could see certain things the way this woman does. Also I hate that she blames herself for how things turned out when she took that $5. Ya it was wrong but you shouldn’t beat the shit out of your kid over something like that.
Well put, Jay
She would probably be a great Mom, with the right support and healing. She also doesn’t rule out having kids. I hope she can get some therapy to help her realize it wasn’t just about the “five dollars”.
@@ajtmv7 People who show responsibility by not bringing a child into this life, often would be the best parents for the exact same reason: they take responsibility. All in all,I think we should appreciate more people for not having children. That is often a greater dead than having them. Yet we never congratulate or celebrate them.
@@anniehope8651 , I hear what you are saying. In this case, Quickfire says, "maybe, one day, hopefully", about having kids. It is never too late for someone with potential to turn their life around. People have the ability to improve their lives with social services, therapy, 12 step groups, etc. Why shouldn't she be able to have a family, if she gets her life together? Some people have the support, and financial means to have children, and have no interest. That's their choice, I get that. Quickfire seems to have the sense to wait until she has a more stable life. I wish her all the best, and pray that she gets the help she needs.
it's not about the blame. yeah she should not have taken it, yeah her mother should not have beat her for it, but the point i think mark captured so well was that it is literally unfathamable that 5 dollars could change so DRASTICALLY the course of a human life. i think that is the point for us as observers....it's not about, never steal, it's not about don't beat your kids...we all know these things...it's about the permanence of something that seems so utterly insignificant. her life did change over this decision and amount. i don't think her mother would have beat her for 10 cents or maybe even 50 cents or a dollar....she even said her mother did not go around beating her for no reason. her mother thought she was probably beating her into an upstanding way of life to not become like she was. her mother was petrified at the thought that she would use and become a prostitute...so she beat her with all her might over very petty theft. back in those days that what real black moms did. it's deep.
I wish Mark could interview my mother. She's a terrible person NOW, but I can admit that she had one of these kinds of childhoods that led to it smh
Where is she located?
Same... but I feel like my mom would tell so many lies 😕 sad af
@@JustMeDoc Brooklyn, NY. Born there, pretty sure she'll die there too smh
@@alexiswhite5397 not mine.. she sees nothing wrong with her actions, so as long as Mark doesnt let on any hint of disapproval, she proudly tell him all of it, in detail. She's that delusional smh
Girl i can relate to this so much
God there’s so potential in her. She has such a strong spirit. All she wanted was her mothers love. Beautiful soul. I pray she finds her way, her truth and blossoms into the intelligent capable and courageous woman that she has always been.
She heard you for sure, her soul was still present ❤️
Your amazing Quick Fire ❤️
Hearing her biggest regret broke my heart I felt that. This woman still has so much potential and I’m sure given the right opportunities she could turn her whole life around. If you’re reading this just know that as long you are alive and breathing there is hope. My prayers go out to you.
The desire for a mother’s love lasts a lifetime for this poor girl! Guilt ridden!
When you feel you never have had that love, you never stop wanting it from the person supposed to love you more than themselves. Fortunately, it can make you become the Mother you’ve always craved to your own children❤️ My Mom just passed 9/9/21…I’m 58, can’t sleep over regrets etc and this video in my recommendations.
Ruby your comment about desire for a Mother’s love lasts a lifetime is why I commented…such powerful Truth.
Rest easy, my dear Kathy. Your mama now knows and understands it all. AND! You took pain and turned it into unconditional love for your children. I am beyond proud of you😍
@@rubymeagher1005 Such sweet kind and thoughtful words!! Thank you so much~may you be Blessed beyond measure❤️
This was the best interview I’ve seen on this channel. She has so much light in her, I hope that she gets another chance. Seems as though she didn’t have many from the start. I could feel her spirit through the screen. Much love 🤎🤎🤎
And thank you for sharing your story! I wish you the best Quick 🔥
One of the best interviews I've seen on here. Please bring her back. Such an example of how vastly different the ppl are who are caught up in the streets...
This is one of the most captivating heart wrenching videos I've seen. I want to bring her home and take care of her, show her her worth.
Her face brightens up we hen she dreams about her mom.Bitter sweet!
I just really wanna give her a hug😢❤, I pray that she’s made it out and sees her true powerful self in spite of what she’s lived through! Much love❤❤❤
Whatever you've been through, you are loved...keeping you in my prayers 🙏
If you read this quick fire, the 5 dollars wasn’t the real problem it just happened to be the systems scapegoat.. please know you are one of the most genuine people I’ve listened to on here... one of a kind and don’t ever forget that. And you deserve to have children or a child.
Her voice breaking talking about her mom, just did it for me.. First interview ever, where I’m shedding tears.. 😞
I'm listening to this story and testimony in depth. She been through so much!
To see them come on here and for her to be able to be transparent shows so much strength and courage ! God is good and she’s taking steps to heal
Didn't you hear her Mark - due to her mom having HIV - she was all about the No Glove No Love ....therefore, No babies!! I thought that was a huge standout from her story. So so different from most stories. So intelligent & caring for herself even after her family, the system & society told her we can't take care of you! I wish I knew your real name QuickFire. You are so beautiful Inside & Out! You deserve good things, the best things. You must be one of God's sweet Angels right here on Earth meant to teach the world what goodness & light looks like! And Mark you have made that possible! You seem to be a good soul & I'm sure from listening to so many stories sometimes you miss a beat or two which is certainly understandable! QuickFire, I wish I could wrap my arms around you and hug you for a long, long time! You have been through ten people's share of sorrow & neglect but please know that you will find peace and love whether sometime in this life or the next. I certainly pray you find it sooner rather than later....You have had quite enough of the bullshit! Love You Sister ♥
Mom was a piece of art and nevertheless she adores her mother ❤️ no words
Even though it could never make up for the $5 that changed your life, I had to donate $5 after watching this. Keep going, Quickfire. Considering all the sh*t you've had to go through in life, you're doing so well. Lots of love, all the way from France! xx
A beautiful woman, a glorious soul. I pray you find true love with this new cat and learn to truly see and feel that shining star within. God Bless.
She really blames herself for being removed…I want you to know you were a child and it’s not your fault. Im still in school, but this makes me want to become a foster parent later on. No child deserves to be abused by people put in place to care for them. Praying for you and hoping you find what you need. You are so bright, beautiful and full of insights. You have so much potential and are such an amazing person. I really pray you find a way out
I agree. The system is to blame! They didn’t work with the child toward reunification or give her any hope! There is no way she could have known.
This one really brought tears to my eyes…. I pray she can find true happiness 🥺
She is so strong! It’s awful she has had to endure such a tortured life. None of it is her fault, she was a child and had no one in her corner. It’s so sad watching her blame herself for it all. it’s not fair how hard she’s had to fight. I 🙏 some day she finds love and peace in her life.
Dressed in blue like a Soft White Underbelly champion should be! She thought things through and decided never to bring a kid into the world if she can't properly care for it, and never does bareback. Few people on the street think that rationally. But too bad her street smarts, people skills, and storytelling ability aren't being put the better use.
she would be so nice bareback tho
@@georgehemminger9432 wtf
@@tracyjackson31 you know it feels good! Don't pretend.
@@georgehemminger9432 Please show some respect. Her Momma passed away after contracting HIV. She is trying to do the best she can to keep herself safe and healthy. She has had such a rough life.
It's hard to tell whether any relationship will work out or not. BUT the way that her voice softens and gets that smile on her face makes me hopeful for HER. I was mesmerized!
I know the feeling of living with guilt over what one might think was just one decision or mistake. I told a judge that I wanted to continue living with dad at about 4 years old. That was my one thing that changed it all for me, if I look at it the way QuickTime does. My heart hurts for her. Even though as an adult I know that it was not my fault I still have the hurt, pain, and guilt deep inside and I don't know if I will ever truly forgive myself for that. My mom also died back in 2004. I hope Quickfire is ok. I hope that you and I both find peace some day. True peace, love and happiness. God is the way. I'm not there yet, but I'm trying to get there.
Hold tight to that photo of your mama, forgive yourself. She forgives you. She loves you. You deserve the best life.
I've watched most of your videos, Mark. This amazing lady, Quickfire really stands out as one of the deepest and best interviews thus far. Thank you for sharing this story with the world. Great story telling and very touching life story!
That was really profound, Quickfire. So glad I got to listen to your story. Good luck to you in the future. You are an amazingly strong woman. And a survivor.
I like this woman’s energy and how she carries herself. She’s classy. I enjoyed watching her smile when talking about the good memories she had with her Mom.
These interviews show how important it is for a child to have a stable environment when growing up.
What a sad story. She tells it well; she’s articulate and smart with a good soul. My parents took in several foster kids when I was growing up and they all had stories like this.
This woman makes me want to take her in. I know that’s unrealistic.
Hearing you talk about your mom with such love and passion is beautiful and made me cry. You have a beautiful soul, I hope your life gets better at some point. Everyone deserves a second chance
Mark, in addition to your talent as a photographer and filmmaker.. you also possess an incredible talent in finding people that have a story to tell and a really gripping way of telling it.
I am speechless! You never know how blessed you are, until.... I pray God will bless her in a special way. These videos really help me as I am helping a loved one out of a life changing situation. Good work Mark!
This woman had no chance from the day she was born 😔😔😔😔😰😰I'm thankful for having a wonderful childhood with much love.
Quick fire is SUPER resilient...and a GREAT STORYTELLER....SENDING HER NOTHING BUT POSITIVE VIBES...I WISH THAT SHE WOULD WRITE A BOOK...HER HONESTY WOULD HELP SO MANY PPL
HER BEAUTIFUL SPIRIT IS SO RADIANT
Around the 5:20 Mark as she is talking about her mother, you can tell it takes her to another place. She looks so happy reliving those memories.
Ive been watching these experiences for quite some time now and this one got me. Sent me back into my own childhood. Quick Fire, God bless you! You, we, are more than just our experiences.
This interview was deep, the ending was so powerful Cherish your mother was so uplifting, powerful, deep spiritual