I’ve always had a deep fascination with Japan, and while listening to this on a rainy day, watching the rain drinking tea. For some reason, grass reminds me of Japan. Each blade sacrificing a little sunshine so that the other blades will live. The ultimate teamwork
@@minupaji7298 Been there twice, once in fukouka, once in tokyo/kyoto. Inner city is boring unless you like crowds and shopping. A few days in the outskirts of the city is nice.
I awoke to cloudy day, which one I could not say. I brewed a cup of tea, with no sugar, minty as could be. I went out just after 3, and upon entering a public domain, I spotted a beautiful young woman by a tree. Her radiance did, my gaze, sustain. I resolved myself and knew I must engage, If the distance was what I wished to change. I introduced myself rather well, I must say, As she did not bid me away. We then spent the rest of the day together, Chatting away and joking with one another. Her laugh the sweetest sound I ever heard, Sweeter than the song of a bird. We would part ways to meet once more. We grew closer together, our hearts would soar, Before landing in each others arms, With her smiling, one of her many charms. Spending days side by side, quietly enjoying the company. Content with each other, her gaze, to that, a testimony. Holding her close, I never wanted her warmth to fade away. But alas she was not meant to stay. Knowing not the reason she was leaving for, I reached out, grasping at the person I most adore. Emotions flooding over, stinging my eyes. I did not wish to make goodbyes. And just as our outstretched hands touched, finger to finger, I awoke in my bed, but with her my thoughts did linger. I realized those months had been a dream, The swelling sadness and despair nearly causing me to scream. How could it, her and our time together not be real? The experience that I truly did feel. All I know is that I met a woman brighter than a sunbeam, And I loved her, Once Upon A Dream.
Lovely yet full of sorrow True beauty lies not upon the surface I hope to see you again tomorrow For then I shall learn my true purpose This poem has not that pleasure Hope you're doing well
I was wondering where this one was. I remember saving it months ago and then it disappeared. But I'm glad it's back here again, and the other mixes as well. I was once upon a dream for this Dreamy, now I am one with the dream again. Thank You. ฅ'ω'ฅ
All of your mixes seem to do something inside my head that just can't be put into words. I thank you, for the study times we've shared, the chilling out when life's not-so-great times we've shared and the simply doing-absolutely-nothing times we've shared. I thank you 1 million times over. I will forever continue to listen to your mixes ^_^
In our dreams, we were full of happiness that we simply cannot explain. Some of us even wished that they want to live inside of their dreams. It's sad isn't it? Life is so hard that some of us wanted to live in their imaginary ideal world, or what we called dreams. I hope someday.. Just someday, we can find this genuine feeling called happiness.
I listen to this while writing and doing homework, it inspires me so much. It makes me feel motivated and smiley, like nothing can stop me for once.. Ok well my mom taking away my devices can but hey.
Yet I know It's true That visions Are seldom All they seem But if I Know you, I'll know what you'll do You'll love me at once, The way you did once upon a dream.
Yeah man. It's just like that. Not a sadness, but an introspection. At the end of a long journey more or less. I didn't 'win' it, but I didn't outright lose, either. I'm just where I am and that's what I've got to go with.
When I woke up this morning it was pouring rain outside, and I unexpectedly got a call from work saying I have the day off, so I have a day to relax inside on a rainy late September day.
It's been 2 years since this video was release, i didn't know what type of music is this cause there isn't any singer, but i fell in love with it. this channel is the reason why i love Lofi so much. This is my number 1 favourite video of all in the Channel.
Dream are what I live for Why can we represent so beautiful and peaceful lives and scenes, but them not appearing in our everyday life, in our reality ? Why isn't life like this picture ? I breath dreams, I want to create dreams, to live them carefreely, not to have to care about every bit of variable of my life and surroundings and responsibilities in this crual world all the time, but I don't feel this ambiance anywhere but on some places of Internet
The society we live in is shaped by our ancestors, not us. They try to make it as close as possible to what they desire, but sometimes people make mistakes, and we're not close enough to be able to achieve a reality where everyone is able to lead the ideal life that they want. Nevertheless, we should be thankful for being born in this comfortable age, as compared to the age in which some of our ancestors lived in. I think it's easy to lose sight of that. And it is up to us to change the social environment for the future generations, hopefully, for the better. We always want something more, don't we? That's why we find solace in dreams, in books, in movies/TV shows, in video games which tell a story; which stimulates our imagination of what the world _could_ be. That is why things like VR are becoming increasingly popular - we want to have even more realistic experiences of what life could be like if we were someone else, born in an environment which is close to our dreamscape.
Once upon a dream, I fell in love with this guy I never met or saw. He hugged me and said I was his world. It was the time I felt love for the first time. I fell hard for him...very hard I woke up, cried hard. Just want to see him again, even if it's all dream doesn't matter its better than reality. It's not made up at all:)
Твои музыкальные композиции прекрассные! Очень интересная музыка! Прослушал несколько уже и все нравятся! Your musical compositions are excellent! Very interesting music! I listened to a few already and everyone likes it!
sometimes we need to realise that everything is okay and just let a subtle hint of happiness in and maybe just maybe allow ourselves to live in the moment and make memories we can dream about
Jalu Priyanto omg your not alone friend. I wish every chance a get that I can at least have a dream of the time when I was small and care free and before I was diagnosed with severe anxiety and deppression... before I didn’t love myself anymore and before I started spiraling into the dark. Sadly going back isn’t an option so we might as well grit our teeth and push through into the next patch of light and make the best of everything. 😊😓
The comment section here is honestly like a dream. Everyone is so supportive and real with each other here, its amazing. If only the rest of the world can be like this. I wish you all a great day and if it sucks right now, it will get better :)
One of the first lofi playlist where all the comments so far are pretty positive. I like that for sure. It’s so hard not to look at the comments section and see, “ to whomever is reading this,……..” 😂
i remember a dream i once had, in it i had a best friend. I don’t remember his name, but he was the best. I remember he had short black hair, he was kind of a troublemaker but he was also sweet and sensitive and funny and understanding. In my dream, me and my friend were at a stuffy party for i don’t remember what, maybe a school event or something, but we were bored so we just talked and at one point we found this big room so we ran around and danced and just had a great time. That was a really great dream. I miss my imaginary dream friend
Once upon a dream I met someone. Someone so... sad. They said to me that when you reach your dream you will never be able to go back to it. I never realized how much it would affect me now.
I was told I one day really soon what you think is dream and what you know as reality will blur intill the line between them is inpossible to find any one and ceases then they will be one and dreams will be real and reality a wierd fading passing dream that never was...and someday you will understand what I meant from a mysteryous purple haired girl in my dreams
No matter what troubles may face upon you, just know that I love you and accept you for who you are. Trust me, I've been through your pain before and I want to tell you that you're not alone. - From a true friend ;)
I know how it feels. I’m signed off work because I tried to kill my self a few weeks ago. Everyone’s moved on and expects me to be back to normal right away but to be honest I hurt more than when I attempted to kill myself. It was really hard for me to ask for help and sometimes still is but it’s gets easy each time. I know what it’s like when no one cares and when the world wants you gone. Ive felt so alone for years.
Thinking of you Once upon a dream I spend my days looking at the sky Hoping you see it too Scrolling through ink and pixels I see you in the gaps between dreams Flying in the stars I wish I could hold you Wish you were mine Once upon a dream
Ooh I wanna vent plz. When I am away from my friends I get really upset. I tell myself over and over again that I am worthless and ugly and fat and no one likes me even though I have lots of friends. I know this sounds like what everyone says but sometimes my parents will come in while I’m crying and ask me what’s up and/or if I’m ok and I have to lie every time and say “I’m fine.” 3 of my friends have anxiety and/or depression. 2 of them are really sweet and understanding and the 3rd is ok but when I try to talk about how I’m upset, she kinda makes me feel like my feelings aren’t as valid or mean less just because I don’t necessarily have depression or anxiety. Anyway thx for listening
Anonymous Llama so I have anxiety and HFD (highly functioning depression) and that really messes up my life. I’ve been so depressed that I’ve started cutting again. The first time my parents found out and they didn’t take the news well AT ALL. They made me promise to stop (never make a self harming person promise to stop cutting. It’s like asking them to see how long they can go without breathing before they pass out or worse.) and they wouldn’t stop asking me questions about it and it was really stressful and I felt like the biggest disappointment in the world. I wanted to kill myself and it didn’t help that my parents had taken away my only comfort. I went two months (technically not even that because I scratched my wrists till i drew a little blood twice in that time period but never anything to serious) before I broke down and took apart my pencil sharpener to get the blade out and that’s what I’ve been using for a month and a half maybe more. I’m so weak and can’t seem to stop. I hate myself the more I cut but it also feels so much better when I do. Each time I cut it gets deeper and deeper and I’m just waiting till it gets deep enough to cut the artery and bleed out... people accuse me of being a slutty attention seeking bitch. I hate myself most of the time because everyone hates me so why should I not
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I find it extremely satisfying that this is exactly 1 hour long.
Huh, with my “like” I just made it stop being 111 exact and now that doesn't satisfy me :'(
I find it satisfying that this comment has exactly 200 likes
I think we dream so we don’t have to be apart for so long. If we’re in each other’s dreams, we can be together all the time.
:)
:) that's a beautiful way of thinking
Said Hobbes to Calvin
And they both slept peacefully forever more
The child in my heart
And the humble tiger of my soul
Both rest easy now
that's so beautiful
Well, that's perfect. Now we don't ever have to talk to anyone.
Once upon a dream, the labyrinth I live in (also known as internet) unexpectedly led me to this place.. I never really leaved since then.
sorry to ruin it..but.. *left
How do you get out of the labyrinth? Straight and fast
@@Just_som_Ottur you don't, for your own good...
@@sho1175 why left?
@@aurilio5633 Grammar error. The sentence should be ... I never really left since then. Leaved is also not a word.
Hi, there! ; )
I decided to return the deleted mixes. I hope you will not mind. My new mix is coming up on Wednesday. It will be something unusual ❤
Thank you! This is one of my all-time favorites from your channel!
This was my favorite mix for a long time and then it just disappeared! I'm so glad you put it back up, it really makes my day listening to it.
Awsome man I loved ur older mixes. Nice one
Is it difficult to find songs for these mixes?
Waaaaiitttt 🤨 this sounds amazingly familiar....
me: *relaxing to lofi music
the ad: YOU’RE NOT A DISH, YOU’RE A MAN.
how did you know?
Meowdy, pardner
@Natalia Carmona lmao i got those ads too, fucking gross xD
can't believe it took me 7 months to realise my song is part of this,
:)))
@harper curlew thank you so much
😂
Good job dude , keep doing amazing songs !
I love all your songs. :)
I’ve always had a deep fascination with Japan, and while listening to this on a rainy day, watching the rain drinking tea. For some reason, grass reminds me of Japan. Each blade sacrificing a little sunshine so that the other blades will live. The ultimate teamwork
same here......i wanna go at least once there before I die... T_T
@@minupaji7298 Been there twice, once in fukouka, once in tokyo/kyoto. Inner city is boring unless you like crowds and shopping. A few days in the outskirts of the city is nice.
The lofi Community is so depressed and lonely but at the same time warm, welcoming and humane.
This is still my favorite Lo-Fi mix, i always seem to come back to from time to time. Thanks Dreamy
That dial up noise in the middle of the mix is the absolute pits
I love how this is my favorite lofi mix and it was uploaded on my birthday 🙂
I awoke to cloudy day,
which one I could not say.
I brewed a cup of tea,
with no sugar, minty as could be.
I went out just after 3,
and upon entering a public domain,
I spotted a beautiful young woman by a tree.
Her radiance did, my gaze, sustain.
I resolved myself and knew I must engage,
If the distance was what I wished to change.
I introduced myself rather well, I must say,
As she did not bid me away.
We then spent the rest of the day together,
Chatting away and joking with one another.
Her laugh the sweetest sound I ever heard,
Sweeter than the song of a bird.
We would part ways to meet once more.
We grew closer together, our hearts would soar,
Before landing in each others arms,
With her smiling, one of her many charms.
Spending days side by side, quietly enjoying the company.
Content with each other, her gaze, to that, a testimony.
Holding her close, I never wanted her warmth to fade away.
But alas she was not meant to stay.
Knowing not the reason she was leaving for,
I reached out, grasping at the person I most adore.
Emotions flooding over, stinging my eyes.
I did not wish to make goodbyes.
And just as our outstretched hands touched, finger to finger,
I awoke in my bed, but with her my thoughts did linger.
I realized those months had been a dream,
The swelling sadness and despair nearly causing me to scream.
How could it, her and our time together not be real?
The experience that I truly did feel.
All I know is that I met a woman brighter than a sunbeam,
And I loved her, Once Upon A Dream.
That was absolutely beautiful
Lovely yet full of sorrow
True beauty lies not upon the surface
I hope to see you again tomorrow
For then I shall learn my true purpose
This poem has not that pleasure
Hope you're doing well
this is a damn good poem or song whichever it is, it's a good one
You should write a book
Interested in writing some lyrics?
I was wondering where this one was. I remember saving it months ago and then it disappeared.
But I'm glad it's back here again, and the other mixes as well.
I was once upon a dream for this Dreamy, now I am one with the dream again. Thank You. ฅ'ω'ฅ
🧡Tracklist:
00:00 aqualina - thank you, i love you, i'll miss you
02:11 Nom - Breeze
05:10 Secretboy - Comfortable
07:41 City Girl - always in reverse
10:49 Yoann Garel - Cafe Vibes
14:30 usualalex - Showers
16:20 BesideZion - blockhead
18:45 brother brother - cozy
20:43 bert - how i feel with u
21:55 usualalex - Alone
23:06 Elocin - i wish that was me
24:45 BADTZ ୧༼ಠ益ಠ༽୨ - Bluepurple
26:18 mr dilone ☎︎ - phone booth - mr dilone
Thanks for another wonderful mix
More deaths because your making me even more depressed with this sad and lonely music jesus.
Hey dreamy, i cant find the sing how i feel with u by bert anywhere, is there another name?
One of my favorite mixes is back 💚
That old-school modem sound at 28:50 !!! It always makes me look for a box which mercifully no longer exists.
All of your mixes seem to do something inside my head that just can't be put into words. I thank you, for the study times we've shared, the chilling out when life's not-so-great times we've shared and the simply doing-absolutely-nothing times we've shared. I thank you 1 million times over. I will forever continue to listen to your mixes ^_^
Thank you Dreamy for return this mix ! it's so nostalgic and comfort at the same time. I feel myself great listening to this :)
I was asleep for a very long time. I had a dream which brought perfect clarification... then I awoke. Moments after, I found this place - of dreams.
Thank you for reuploading this, i loved this one
In our dreams, we were full of happiness that we simply cannot explain. Some of us even wished that they want to live inside of their dreams. It's sad isn't it? Life is so hard that some of us wanted to live in their imaginary ideal world, or what we called dreams. I hope someday.. Just someday, we can find this genuine feeling called happiness.
this deserves more attention then its gotten
Thank you dreamy you have made my life so much happier. I don't know what I would do without your songs.
This is great, actually relaxing, unlike many lofi playlists i usually click on
Thats exactly what i was thinking. Its nice to scroll and get a lil positivity from a fresh perspective
I listen to this while writing and doing homework, it inspires me so much. It makes me feel motivated and smiley, like nothing can stop me for once..
Ok well my mom taking away my devices can but hey.
Amidst this chaotic world, we just have to find the time to sit back and relax. Find that all is well. 🌊
Wonderful....simply Amazing Music....Peace,Good life to you,that are listening this Masterpiece. Love from Italy! :-*
this picture is...everything. love this mix (;
once upon a...dream. My heart vibrated with each one of those soundtracks..... i love it. thank you. That was very helpful
Yet I know
It's true
That visions
Are seldom
All they seem
But if I
Know you,
I'll know what you'll do
You'll love me at once,
The way you did once upon a dream.
Sarah Altieri awe i love this comment
💜💚🧡👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽
Hello there random comment scroller,
I wish you a pleasant afternoon :)
CarthagoMike and I wish you a pleasant night aka morning :)
hello there
aa... thanks?
Same to you
Thanks
This mix fits to my day. Thanks for uploading, don't care if it's a reload.
You don't know how happy I was to see this reuploaded and show up on my recommended T-T thank you
Yeah man. It's just like that. Not a sadness, but an introspection. At the end of a long journey more or less. I didn't 'win' it, but I didn't outright lose, either. I'm just where I am and that's what I've got to go with.
When I woke up this morning it was pouring rain outside, and I unexpectedly got a call from work saying I have the day off, so I have a day to relax inside on a rainy late September day.
mood.
This was one of my favorites. So glad it isn't gone!♡♡♡
It's been 2 years since this video was release, i didn't know what type of music is this cause there isn't any singer, but i fell in love with it.
this channel is the reason why i love Lofi so much.
This is my number 1 favourite video of all in the Channel.
Loved this! Thank you
Classic dreamy mix. I love this mix so much eversince you first uploaded it ❤ Thank you for this and all the effort you put into your mixes! :)
another great one
Sorry to disturb your scroll...We don’t know each other, but i wish you al the best in life and may all things work out in your favor ❤️,,
I don't regret clicking on this channel.
i can feel the warmth from the pic n mix. ☀️
Motivation to study, as well as beat test anxiety. We got this!
Thank you for existing dreamy 💗
Dream are what I live for
Why can we represent so beautiful and peaceful lives and scenes, but them not appearing in our everyday life, in our reality ? Why isn't life like this picture ?
I breath dreams, I want to create dreams, to live them carefreely, not to have to care about every bit of variable of my life and surroundings and responsibilities in this crual world all the time, but I don't feel this ambiance anywhere but on some places of Internet
The society we live in is shaped by our ancestors, not us. They try to make it as close as possible to what they desire, but sometimes people make mistakes, and we're not close enough to be able to achieve a reality where everyone is able to lead the ideal life that they want. Nevertheless, we should be thankful for being born in this comfortable age, as compared to the age in which some of our ancestors lived in. I think it's easy to lose sight of that. And it is up to us to change the social environment for the future generations, hopefully, for the better.
We always want something more, don't we? That's why we find solace in dreams, in books, in movies/TV shows, in video games which tell a story; which stimulates our imagination of what the world _could_ be. That is why things like VR are becoming increasingly popular - we want to have even more realistic experiences of what life could be like if we were someone else, born in an environment which is close to our dreamscape.
DrCreep dreams make me wet the bed 😒
Super soothing yet nostalgic ❤🌸
Best mix you ever did Dreamy💙💙
Thank you for this, it is indeed beautiful mix
That 56k modem sound bit takes me back to nostalgia in the midst of all the smooth beats.
My favorite of all the mixes
Thanks for adding my track on there
amazing track :)
I really like that track. Is there anyway for me to download it?
This made me happy please dont stop making these
Once upon a dream,
I fell in love with this guy I never met or saw. He hugged me and said I was his world. It was the time I felt love for the first time. I fell hard for him...very hard
I woke up, cried hard. Just want to see him again, even if it's all dream doesn't matter its better than reality.
It's not made up at all:)
the music is so clean and honest...
Твои музыкальные композиции прекрассные! Очень интересная музыка! Прослушал несколько уже и все нравятся! Your musical compositions are excellent! Very interesting music! I listened to a few already and everyone likes it!
I love this mix, so glad you reuploaded! I do miss "unrequited love" by frad, though...
I have been rewatching this video for a year now. It's my favorite lofi playlist by far
sometimes we need to realise that everything is okay and just let a subtle hint of happiness in and maybe just maybe allow ourselves to live in the moment and make memories we can dream about
Facts.
I was searching this for ages, finally i found it
i dont know why but this picture is so comforting for me somehow,,, or i may just miss the sunshine
Im so happy you brought this back! i needed this :')
how lovely c: im very much so enjoying listening to this. thanks!
Thank you for everything Dreamy. Your songs always make me feel better.
I love your mixes, cause they are calmly and quietly
Elocin's - i wish that was me
is amazing, incredible bass.
Hey. What a beautiful video to be uploaded on my birthday.
your lofi mixes are my favorites gahhhhh
I wish I can go back in time to when I don't have to worry about anything and be sad
Jalu Priyanto omg your not alone friend. I wish every chance a get that I can at least have a dream of the time when I was small and care free and before I was diagnosed with severe anxiety and deppression... before I didn’t love myself anymore and before I started spiraling into the dark. Sadly going back isn’t an option so we might as well grit our teeth and push through into the next patch of light and make the best of everything. 😊😓
The comment section here is honestly like a dream. Everyone is so supportive and real with each other here, its amazing. If only the rest of the world can be like this. I wish you all a great day and if it sucks right now, it will get better :)
One of the first lofi playlist where all the comments so far are pretty positive. I like that for sure. It’s so hard not to look at the comments section and see, “ to whomever is reading this,……..” 😂
Peace and Harmony have enter this troubled mind full of misery and sadness...
그림 보기만해도 마음이 편해지는 구만...
I wish I could live in the lofi world😢🙇🙇
Always nice mixes
I wanna wake up like this
"bert- how i feel with u" got me feeling some type of way
reminds me of Life Is Strange...
i remember a dream i once had, in it i had a best friend. I don’t remember his name, but he was the best. I remember he had short black hair, he was kind of a troublemaker but he was also sweet and sensitive and funny and understanding. In my dream, me and my friend were at a stuffy party for i don’t remember what, maybe a school event or something, but we were bored so we just talked and at one point we found this big room so we ran around and danced and just had a great time. That was a really great dream. I miss my imaginary dream friend
This is my favorite mix
I swear she is really touch my Soul and my heart
❤️ ❤️ ❤️ Best music to study and work 💕
Once upon a dream I met someone. Someone so... sad. They said to me that when you reach your dream you will never be able to go back to it. I never realized how much it would affect me now.
This is a small story. It is not in my voice.
I was told I one day really soon what you think is dream and what you know as reality will blur intill the line between them is inpossible to find any one and ceases then they will be one and dreams will be real and reality a wierd fading passing dream that never was...and someday you will understand what I meant from a mysteryous purple haired girl in my dreams
Amazing thank you dreamy
28:50 I bet no one knows what kind of noise sound is that. It is the sound of dialling old modem which widely used around 2000's.
It's not that old. If your a Millenial or older you'll remember that sound.
dreamy
My life has just been horrible at the moment. Nobody understands how I’m feeling. I’m just alone. I get judged for everything. I need help
Then go get help kiddo, remember, as dark as it gets every night is always threatened by daylight, this too shall pass, keep positive.
No matter what troubles may face upon you, just know that I love you and accept you for who you are. Trust me, I've been through your pain before and I want to tell you that you're not alone. - From a true friend ;)
Josh K. Thankyou x
I know how it feels. I’m signed off work because I tried to kill my self a few weeks ago. Everyone’s moved on and expects me to be back to normal right away but to be honest I hurt more than when I attempted to kill myself. It was really hard for me to ask for help and sometimes still is but it’s gets easy each time. I know what it’s like when no one cares and when the world wants you gone. Ive felt so alone for years.
@@scaredfolks5923 Wow. You've made the right choice buddy. Just know that I'm glad for your well being that your still here alive and well.
Once upon a dream there was a girl who escaped reality.
not gonna lie
Thats beautiful
Thinking of you
Once upon a dream
I spend my days looking at the sky
Hoping you see it too
Scrolling through ink and pixels
I see you in the gaps between dreams
Flying in the stars
I wish I could hold you
Wish you were mine
Once upon a dream
no matter how many times i tell myself I’m okay I still don’t feel okay
Then dont be okay. But do not go gentle into that good night,
rage, rage against the dying of the light.
‘カッチャン maybe you’re not okay, but that’s okay
I hope you feel better :)
ChilledSloth thank you❤️
I hope your doing ok these days
Hello there my fellow reader!
I love you! You are unique in your own way. Don't let others tell you otherwise.
Wow i like how do u edit bro :D
Dreamy ❤❤🔥
its back :D
The dog is gold
amazing music :)
Excellent Job.
I love lo-fi of all my heart
Hermoso...
Nice mix!
By the way, if anyone wants to chat or vent here, I'll listen
Anonymous Llama me to. I would love to be able to talk to people who could possibly relate to my situation rn... 😰
@@evelyngrace9404 Well, you could vent to me if you need to. Idk your situation, obviously, but hey, if you told me i might be able to relate.
Ooh I wanna vent plz.
When I am away from my friends I get really upset. I tell myself over and over again that I am worthless and ugly and fat and no one likes me even though I have lots of friends. I know this sounds like what everyone says but sometimes my parents will come in while I’m crying and ask me what’s up and/or if I’m ok and I have to lie every time and say “I’m fine.” 3 of my friends have anxiety and/or depression. 2 of them are really sweet and understanding and the 3rd is ok but when I try to talk about how I’m upset, she kinda makes me feel like my feelings aren’t as valid or mean less just because I don’t necessarily have depression or anxiety. Anyway thx for listening
@@evelyngrace9404 I'm not sure what your situation is, so I don't know if I can relate to it yet, but if you want to talk about I'll certainly listen.
Anonymous Llama so I have anxiety and HFD (highly functioning depression) and that really messes up my life. I’ve been so depressed that I’ve started cutting again. The first time my parents found out and they didn’t take the news well AT ALL. They made me promise to stop (never make a self harming person promise to stop cutting. It’s like asking them to see how long they can go without breathing before they pass out or worse.) and they wouldn’t stop asking me questions about it and it was really stressful and I felt like the biggest disappointment in the world. I wanted to kill myself and it didn’t help that my parents had taken away my only comfort. I went two months (technically not even that because I scratched my wrists till i drew a little blood twice in that time period but never anything to serious) before I broke down and took apart my pencil sharpener to get the blade out and that’s what I’ve been using for a month and a half maybe more. I’m so weak and can’t seem to stop. I hate myself the more I cut but it also feels so much better when I do. Each time I cut it gets deeper and deeper and I’m just waiting till it gets deep enough to cut the artery and bleed out... people accuse me of being a slutty attention seeking bitch. I hate myself most of the time because everyone hates me so why should I not
OMG all what I need
Very Nice :)