Losing my Wife to Cancer and Giving Up On God (Testimony)
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 12 ก.ย. 2021
- John Clingan shares powerful salvation testimony after losing his wife to cancer.
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Recorded at King of the Nations Church in Rockville, Maryland.
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I'm only three minutes in and you can tell how much this man loves his wife and how hurt he's been.
Yep. I’m crying. I pray he finds rest that she is now at peace.
From being an Altar Boy to receiving a call to the altar 😭😭😭 God you are so good 🥺
I love how raw these testimonies are man. Most testimonies are short with encouraging music but these are real, and you’re giving people an outlet. And John seems like such a nice dude man he’s awesome .
Thank you Steven! You’re right on target. Our goal is to give people a space in which they can be transparent and honest without feeling rushed in order to show a full picture of what someone has been through. We obviously won’t be able to get their entire testimony, but at least we’re giving more room than what has usually been allowed on camera.
Thank you again for watching and commenting! Truly appreciate it 🙏
Short ones are good too. They still have the same goal to encourage so it’s just an issue of preference
This was a powerful testimony! Raw, Real, and All Jesus Christ!!!
I lost my mom this pass august 2021 to covid , the hardest thing I'll ever go thru in my life . I stay close to God but I know my relationship needs to be brought even closer to him, thankful for this testimony, I will be sharing to my dad hes been having a hard time with the loss of my mom aswell. If anyone would like to keep us in your prayers 💖
Thank you for posting this.
May God comfort and heal you and your family’s heart in Jesus Christ name 🙏🏽❤️
I will pray for you sister. Please pray for me as well.
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I'm so sorry for your loss, my condolences and prayers go out to you. Stage 3 cervical cancer took my wife on 4-6-22 after 13 months of fighting it. I feel the way you feel on mostly everything. As of now I know she's not here anymore but my mind, heart, and soul won't allow me to accept it. I'm spiraling out of control completely, I know that. But the pain of my wife not being here is too much to handle, it's hard to make it through the hour let alone a day. The last time I seen my baby was on the 5th the day before. She was completely incoherent. I hugged her leg, hugged her, kissed her cheek and lips, ran my fingers through her hair, I held her hand and told her I loved her always. Seeing her that way broke me shattered my soul and destroyed me. I'm not doing this without you babe I LOVE YOU I NEED YOU I MISS YOU BABY. Thanks for letting me share, again my condolences to everyone who's lost someone.
The Lord Jesus sends the Comforter . His Word says He is near to the broken hearted and to those with a contrite heart. I know how hard it is . I had to bury the body of my daughter from a car accident. I thought the pain in my heart and soul would kill me but the Lord helped me thru it. At the time there were others who had lost loved ones and when they told me that the pain would get lesser with time - i didnt believe them . But after a few years it did . There is a cycle of building up pain as you think of your loved one - each memory is a painful reminder that theyre not here anymore. As the pain builds up until you breakdown and pour out the tears you will find that you can last longer and longer between the breakdowns. It has been over 10 years and my heart is healed but the twinge of pain still brings tears to my eyes every now and again. The pain is way less now that ive heard from those who came back alive after they clinically died and visited heaven . The book " My Glimpse of Eternity " by Betty Malz and many testimonials on yt @ Randy Kay Ministries have really given me joy knowing what is going on in the heavenlies where my loved ones have gone. ( my mother , father and two nephews have passed away since 2015) I pray you know Jesus Christ as your Saviour so you can be saved and comforted thru this very rough time. He is the Way. He loves you. I will be praying for you.
May God comfort and heal your heart in Jesus Christ name 🙏🏽❤️
Give it all to Jesus 🥺
I pray the holy spirit comforts you.
Omg,I can’t imagine how it feels to be in your shoes ,I just hope with time you health and god helps you to find peace of mind.
I love John Clingan! Watching his transformation through our life groups and church services has truly blessed me. Thank you for sharing what the Lord has done in his life...this channel is truly a work of God!
May GOD bless him amd give him strength and may his wife rest in eternal peace!🤲🏽🙏🏽🕊️❤️
The blood 🩸 of Jesus Jesus he gave his life for us 😢😢😢😢😢🙏🙏🙏🙏
Thank you so very much Delafé Testamonies for uploading videos. I'm 18, from South Africa. I've been following your youtube and tiktok since the first video you uploaded. Coming to these testimonies motivates me on my walk with Christ. It reminds me to not give up and most importantly that God is REAL. I have been a christian all my life but have never come across spirit filled testamonies or church. I've moved from a Catholic church to a non-denominational church looking for that and unfortunately did not find it. My walk , with Christ, this far has been quite lonely (and the pandemic did not make it easier), but l choose to be joyful because I know a living God is with me in those moments that I feel alone. I look forward to your videos every week. And thank you once again.
Wow, thank you so much for sharing that with us Ruth! You have no idea how much your comment means to me (Eric). I personally battle every week with a lack of motivation to post and edit the testimonies, but God continues to push me and encourage me through people like you. I trust and believe your breakthrough is coming!! You'll begin to receive new fresh encounters through the power of the Holy Spirit, I pray God surrounds you with a loving community that will love you and challenge you to go deeper in your relationship with God. He's already preparing you!! Continue to be joyful because it's contagious and you've brought joy to my life today. Thank you again for watching and supporting the channel!
@@delafetestimonies I'm from South Africa too, and just subscribed to this channel. I've been battling spiritual dullness for weeks, and these videos just ignited something in me. May the Lord bless your ministry and give you the strength to keep going.
hiii Ruth! I'm 19 and also from South Africa !💗💗💗 I relate so much with what you said. These testimonies have also given me so much faith and encouragement. I.ve been praying for an encounter with Jesus because of them. I don't know where in SA you are, but if your anywhere near Midrand, Living Word Midrand is a great community you can try. There's lots of young people, and the worship is Amaaazing. 🥳🤗
If your able to come I'd love to show you around and introduce you to some people🌸
@@delafetestimonies this is a 1 year old comment of yours but pls keep uploading the testimonies, these are so real, so easy to connect with them ❤
My beloved wife also passed because of cancer back in 2011
She suffered a stroke that left her paralyzed before she passed and one day, as I was taking care of her at the hospital , I wept because I didn’t want her to leave my side but I didn’t want to see her on that condition either
I told The LORD Jesus Christ that no matter what he decided to do with her, I would still follow him until the end of my days on this earth
Days later she passed and today at almost 12 years of her passing , regardless of my many mistakes and have grieved The Holy Spirit with my sins and stupid decisions, I am still fighting the good fight
The LORD Jesus Christ bless you all
May God comfort and heal your heart in Jesus Christ name 🙏🏽❤️
Oh wow, that sure is something. I have a thing or two to learn from you.
Love this testimony gives me hope that my grandpa will get saved God is faithful
Dear John i pray you increasingly experience the presence of the Saviour & May God bless you abundantly.
I love his soft and sweet soul demeanor. ❤️❤️❤️ he reminds me of my neighbor that’s like a second dad to me.
Gentle John
There's a verse in Psalms that says
You're gentleness has made me great.
I love these testimonies! Thank you Eric!
So sorry for your loss. Lung cancer took away my fiance 2019... I prayed to God to give me a husband... Then when I met this man that I fall in love I thought he will be my future husband, I knew that he loves me so much, he cares for me, he respects me.... Plan to get married in 2019 but... I can say my walk to God now is stagnant... it's my desire to know God deeper but it just stagnant I don't know why...
Amen, God bless you, Sir! You brought tears to my eyes. I'm looking forward to meeting you & your wife in heaven!🙏❤
Such an honest man and genuine testimony!!!
God keep blessing you John. The courage to come and share your testimony is definitely the Holy Spirit inside of you! Thanks for sharing. What the enemy intended to use to tear you down, Jesus used for your good. Hallelujah!
John, thank you for having the courage for sharing your beautiful testimony of how you were saved and born again. Praise the Lord!!! It is wonderful to see how God calls those he has chosen.
God bless this man and his love.
God’s grace and his mercy 🙏🙏🙏
I started this episode in your podcast channel, but within three minutes, I had to get on here to watch this man's face as he tells his testimony. God bless this man and thank you for this testimony 🤗🙏❤
I am deeply broken. I lost my sister to breast cancer on the 14 of Jan 2024. My sister was godly with a high moral standard with unparalleled love for Jesus. I am deeply broken. Does God still answer prayers?
This man testing pulled the heartstrings. Very tranquil interview. Also I think that the person asking the questions is such a great, and compassionate listener!! He doesn't overlook any emotion. I think this is part of his anointing.
My grandmother died almost 3 years ago after she passed my grandfather got back on drugs heavy he was a god fearing man now I feel like I lost both grandparents it be bringing me down at time I also lost my baby girl and her mother n a car accident left me dealing with mental health problems I have suicide thoughts at time but I’m scared what god gone do and say if I do it so I’ll never do it I just be have to fight n ask god to heal me from I
Keep praying and don’t lose hope. ❤️
this testimony got me in tears. Jesus is the Lord
GOD HEALS THE BROKEN HEARTED💔❤🩹❤
I love him. He is adorable. What a kind spirit.
I'm so sorry for your loss. I can't imagine the pain and grief you experienced losing your partner. God is indeed faithful, even when we give up on him. PRAISE THE LORD FOR DELIVERANCE. THANK YOU JESUS.
Just watching this testimony fills me with hope for my father's salvation. He's about the same generation as John and has been without my mum for 18 years now. I see a lot of John's characteristics in my dad. Thanks for sharing your testimony, John. God has so much more planned for your life, and thanks for reminding me to hold on to the faith that with God anything is possible.
Thanks for this encouraging Testimony. It inspires me to keep being an Evangelist.
Bless you my Brothers.
The Angels are rejoicing in Heaven.
Amen!
AMEN🙏
What a seemingly good man. God bless.
God bless you John!
God Bless Your Heart!!!!!!! Im so happy for him!!!
I'm so sorry you went through this. May God bless you, comfort you and keep you in His refuge.
god bless this man
Thank you so much for sharing John ♥️
Thank you for this really great testimony. God bless you Sir
such a great testimony. how good it is to see the Lords love for John ❤
I’m so glad he found people to love him and keep him company. God bless you
Thank you for sharing your wonderful story. God is so kind and merciful!
PRAISE GOD!!!
God bless you John. Your testimony made me cry. You are a precious soul. I would love to know what the Lord is doing in your life. You would make such a great father figure for all the young people who need a dad.
My heart is breaking listening to your testimony and I’m not even 7 minutes in yet. 😢 my condolences as well for your loss. I know God is walking with you and I appreciate you opening up and sharing what he has done in your life. Loss is never easy. I didn’t lose anything to death but there have been times in my life where I have pretty much lost everything. I’m a loner too. It became more intense for me because I also had so many questions of why me? I think I stagnated my own healing and growth because for the longest time I think I blamed God for my misfortune. I’m still really hurting right now but I don’t blame God anymore.
Thank you so much for uploading this testimonies.... God give this men a wonderful wife once again.....
I really liked this testimony
I gave up on God when my Mom died, watching her suffer. Real questions. I needed answers. I didn't clean up my act when God broke through. I was pass out drunk every night. Plus pregnant at 18.
That’s exactly the way I’m feeling I’ve lost all Hope why bother.
Keep praying and don’t lose hope! ❤️❤️
John 5v 28.29 I hope this gives you some
comfort
May i know the name of your church and if i can listen to the sermons on TH-cam. Thank you. God bless you John. You are a blessing to all who listen to your wonderful testimony. Our Lord is so good n merciful.
Stay on your path…other’s will merge, coverage, diverge, and end; that doesn’t mean that your path ends…
Faith doesn’t stop the storm, faith allows you to persevere through the storm.
Stop being selfish.
@Johnny Longshlong …🤔🤣🤡
These testimonies are so good! That man seems like a gentle soul. Tha k you for making these? Anyone know what church puts these out and where they are based?
Church is called King of the Nations I think,
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You really really shouldn't have commerical adds in between, during these testimonys. U understand one in the beginning and or after to make some money but not during.
Its youtube who adds the commercial ads. Not themselves
@@nkb5640 oh okay thanks for the input I did not know that ty
John, What is the gospel of salvation? If I was lost, what would you say to me? After I’m saved, is there anything I can do to lose my salvation?
The gospel of salvation is believing that Jesus came to earth, died for our sins, and rose again 3 day later. That we might live with Him in eternity. It has nothing to do with church...just a relationship, a friendship with your creator who loves you and will show up for you. If you feel "lost" ask God to reveal himself to you. To come along side you and show you the truth of who he is. There is only sin that is unforgivable... according to the Bible, blasphemy against the holy spirit. Just ask God to forgive you, to walk and lead you, and to strengthen your faith. Blessing to you!
@@emilieeshelman1508 Amen re no need for attending a church! I am a saved believer in Jesus Christ and I have studied the Bible, especially Paul’s epistles, for many years. I only found out recently that Gentiles such as we - and actually everyone today whether they think they’re “Jews” or not - were not even called to receive salvation until the Barbarian/Scythian Gentiles in Ephesus and Colossae were saved by grace and became a pattern for the grace by which we are saved today! That means that we can’t even find ourselves in the scriptures until Paul’s letters to the Ephesians and Colossians! And even those letters have only a section of them speaking of our Gentile salvation; when Paul speaks of “we” and “us” and “our” in all of his Acts letters, he is referring to the Jews and the God-fearing Greeks that first trusted Christ when Paul was sent to preach the gospel of, first “God” and then “Christ,” to them in the synagogue. I had been under the mistaken idea that the “Greeks” were run-of-the-mill Gentiles, but they actually were a special class of Gentile that was eligible to be blessed with Israel under the OT covenants of promise because they had blessed Israel in some way and were welcome in the Jewish synagogues. Everything Paul and the 12 wrote to those believers is not to be applied to us, who at the time were still “strangers from the covenants of promise”! That’s why those early instructions and ordinances that Paul put those Jews and Greeks under are not compatible with the pure grace that is “the gift of God” by faith, not by works, of the Ephesians letter. (Paul refers to the Acts period believers as “saints” [Jews]; the Greeks as “God-fearing Gentiles [not us], and we regular Gentiles of then and now as “the faithful in Christ Jesus.”). The dirty dog Gentiles never had a relationship with God so we were not the ones that broke God’s heart - that was his wayward bride Israel! So, because he didn’t formerly have any dealings with us, he was now free to offer us a grace salvation with no strings attached (like baptism, not eating bloody meat, keeping feast days, etc.)! So, this is epic because I doubt there were any theologians anywhere in history that saw this distinction and they don’t want to see it because it isn’t concussive to bringing people under control and in fear! Israel lost her kingdom (because it was them that committed that blasphemy of the Holy Spirit by stoning Stephen and declaring that the miracles of the disciples were done by the power of Beelzebub and their final rejection of Paul’s offer of their kingdom in Acts 28) so there are no real Jews now because we’re all Gentiles in God’s eyes! So you are right that God is offering everyone the free gift of Ephesians 2:8,9 KJV but there is no unforgivable sin today because God is completely gracious to those that will trust his Son and gives us eternal security in Christ. We’re kind of like the less loved daughter that is suddenly favored over the ungrateful beautiful daughter that refused to love her father! There is no sin we can ever commit that would cause God to stop loving us! God is silent and waiting for the day his Son shall appear and then we will appear with him in glory, but until then we are given no signs, no miracles, and no answers to our prayers although we have the Holy Spirit to lead us, guide us, and comfort us until that day! So NDEs and the like are from Satan; believe me, I’ve been there and it was realizing it is demons that led me to seek God’s truth! If you want to learn more about where we are right now in scripture and why Israel is defunct forever (although those that had faith in God/Jesus Christ will of course be saved), this YT channel is where to get info: th-cam.com/channels/TBeQURiRUoThwDfilD4i0A.html
Any way I can get in contact with this man? I’d love to just talk to him and share stories.
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Is that church in n.y./.c?
Who is pastor Greg
Gods mercy is new every morning!
Looking for answers? Wage of Sin channel on YT
I am sorry. I flew to Toronto. I didn't think you wanted to see me. God had me contact you everytime your life was about to get worse. You push the love away. I couldn't get through.