another week ALONE in NYC
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Renee, you making videos like this, talking about how you’re feeling IS what your viewers want to see right now. To know I’m not the only one who is bored, angry, upset, and crying every night comforts me. Thank you for not sugar-coating your life. That’s why I love watching your videos-I know I’m getting the real Renee! Hopefully things will go back to normal soon. 🤞🏼🤞🏼🤞🏼
I really like when you are real, and talk about the real things that are hapenning. 👍👍😽
It is completely understandable that you feel the way you do! You were just about to embark on a really exciting time with the person you love and not only you've had to put it all on hold, but you are doing it alone without knowing the end date. You are doing amazingly well given the circumstances. Sending you lots of love, xxxx
thank you - thats exactly how i feel ... like the world is on hold.
Hang in there better things are ahead.
It’s a healing time. We are being “sat down” to heal ourselves, you know the crap we all hide or run from. It’s also a time to realize what’s important. You know that “fun time” or your health. It’s to figure out what is truly important in life. All of our priorities are wrong. Just what I’ve noticed as people are having “melt downs”. My last 4 years has been a TON of healing and reflection. I’ve still got a ton to do!
I’m literally obsessed with your content! 🙌🏻 TH-cam needs more real people like you. Sending you all the positive vibes 💕
Learn to be happy on your own. You don’t need a partner right next to you to be happy. I know it’s not the same as your situation, but I’ve been single for 4 years... it’s really not all that bad 😉 In time I’ve learned to really enjoy my own company and be independent and happy on my own
Being alone in grief is not even remotely the same as enjoying life as a single girl.
Grief is hard, you need emotional support from those close to you
My “mantra” during difficult times are “things just keep getting better and better. I’m amazed by how much better things are today than yesterday. I’m getting better and better. I don’t even know how but everything is so much better!” Sounds silly but it puts your attention on the positive and an upward spiral. Especially the part saying “I don’t even know how but..” takes a ton of the pressure off yourself for doing specific things, but rather a mindset that manifests yourself into a better place without you even knowing how. Lots of love to you!
This comment means a lot. Sometimes it can be so hard to change your mindset. I wrote this mantra down and I've been constantly repeating it and starting to believe it! You have no idea how much this comment has helped.
Thank You ❤️
girl, i could see you as a great counsellor, consultant or teacher because of all these wise words! i've learned a lot from you and need a mentor in my life like you!
im so sorry you feel this way, you are not alone! sending you lots of positive energy and vibes! we are going to get through this
Preach on your rant at the end. I wish everyone else had the same SANE THOUGHT PROCESS. Thank you for thinking of others. Stay strong girl. I know easier said than done.... but we're all here for you and I'm right there with you.
Can’t say how much I resonated with everything you’re going through and it feels SO much better to know someone else is low key spiraling in the same way lol ❤️ sending you lots of virtual hugs and hope!!
Thank you for sharing your real feelings ❤️ it helps me realize that I’m not alone who cries almost everyday as well, there is loads of people out there who goes through same hard times
GIRL!! You are so strong!! I have Soo much respect for you for doing the right thing and staying in place even when you want to go home (I can only imagine!!!) I am treating the virus the same way as seriously as you and it’s sooo frustrating that others aren’t doing the same. You are an amazing person and will get through this tough season 💕
Thanks for your honesty, you are not alone. Sending you hugs and good vibes 😘
you’re such a good role model 💜 i agree completely that one person’s desires aren’t more important than everyone else’s and am really glad you’re sticking to your morals and not risking public health to go home even when you feel miserable 😖 stay strong and know that no matter what, you’re doing the right thing and you won’t look back and regret caring about others 💕
Renee! I am so sorry you are struggling with this. Thank you for still putting out content and sharing your real thoughts & feelings. I honestly love watching all your videos and it is something I look forward to during all this craziness. I hope you will have a better week this week!
Renee, thank you for being so honest about your life these past few weeks. I'm sad you are feeling this way but at the same time it shows you are also a human. And even though we are all big on law of attraction, it doesn't mean life will always be easy for us. Your videos make me feel like it's normal to not feel awesome every day, even few weeks or months. So I do see a purpose in your videos, even if they are not happy ones right now. Thank you for being vulnerable with us. It is really appreaciated. Sending lots of love and support from Czech Republic.
Sending positivity your way. I find you so inspiring, and I think you are doing awesome given all these things beyond your control. Also thank you for putting the health of others above your needs - that has to be so, so hard. 💚
I'm really happy that you aren't ending vlogs on a happy note because you feel like you have to. I really appreciate the real and genuine content. It's been really hard for a lot of people and you're very strong for putting content like this on the internet especially after all you've been through. So thank you so much
love how REAL you are. it doesn't make your viewers feel negative, it actually makes us feel connected. especially during this time of isolation. thank you for being REAL.
This whole experience is truly making you and your relationships stronger. I can say the same for my own and I’m sure many others can as well. At least what u can get out of this is that when it’s all over, you’ll know that you can truly overcome anything on your own. 💪🏻
I love this vlog, especially when u went on a walk and showed so many different shots of people and what they were doing. It’s okay not to be okay sometimes, keep going! Much love
you can always put out the good and the bad. i appreciate that you are being real❤️
I appreciate the honesty because it makes me feel like I’m not alone feeling this way.
I feel the same!!! There’s no pretending. thanks for the real talk. It helps to know people are feeling this way too ❤️
Your videos are so refreshing. I love how authentic your vlogs are, so relatable 💜
I'm honestly so thankful you kept the last part in the vlog. With everything going on I have been feeling so crazy and irritated and upset and it's so nice to know that a lot of people have similar feelings. Don't ever feel bad about what you feel! Time's are crazy and kind of shit right now, but the downs are what make us appreciate the ups, and we'll all be okay! Sending love to you xoxo
You’re so transparent, thanks for keeping it real. Hugs to you!
Whenever I feel like you did @ the end of the video. I feel what I feel but since sometimes yoi wanna get out of it so bad, I sit down and write, reflect, look at the top 3 to 10 good things and note them down. It helps sometimes it doesn't others. But sometimes I realize its just me wanting my way and feeling upset because I am super controlling and aren't getting it how I want. So taking a step back and breathing helps a ton. 💕
love this idea - im gonna do that next time :)
I just want to say thank you for showing us ALL sides of you.
YOU genuinely make US ALL FEEL BETTER.
I feel the way you do OFTEN when I have to deal with anxiety every day of my life, not even because of the quarantine (that just adds to it).
ALSO I don't eat meat but your chicken salad looked REALLY GOOD.
SENDING LOVE & HUGS FROM TORONTO.
Every day you post a video, is a good day in my life. You make me feel motivated and happy. Keep your head high, girl! ❤️
You’re the best Renee- honest, tough, courageous, real. You’ve come so far 💕🔥
your vlogs are so relaxing to me! plus i'm missing new york so much so this was so therapeutic to watch
I love it when you say, “you guys know me”. Me every time: “yup that’s you 😊”. Also you are such a motivation & you are doing the best you can! Keep it up 💪🏼🌞
I love the braids! Also, even when I just THINK of something that has upset me in the past, even for a second, I find it so hard to push it out of my mind. I hate that overwhelmed and frustrated feeling. Thank you for this video, I know I’m not alone!
It is completely understandable to be feeling the way you do at this time. I lost my mom about 7 years ago & shit just kept happening. It took me years to get where I am today, but just know that you are handling all of this in such a positive manner. YOU ARE TRYING your best and at the end of the day, that's all that matters. I still go through the motions of being angry, happy & sad. It's a part of loss; especially having an amazing relationship with that parent. It is hard and it sucks. I am sending prayers and good vibes your way. Your channel super relatable and you are real. You got this Renee, you are doing an amazing job even though it doesn't feel like it at moments
It's okay not to be okay sometimes & to be very honest it's the Time.. Everyone is feeling the same way you are feeling right now .. even I am stucked alone can't go home.. anywys just be the way you are,love ur videos keep making it girl. Love u ❤️❤️
Thank you Renee. I have made so many personal changes during this lockdown. All due to your very real and inspiring vlogs.
I've also made personal changes during this time 🙏
that makes me happy
Renee you are a very strong woman and if you need to talk about your feelings do it none of us will bring you down for doing what YOU want to do stay safe and healthy!😊
I am feeling the same today gloomy,lonely, depressed and sleepy for no reason 🙄
You are so strong. You are going to make it through this. Every one of your followers are rooting for you. I promise you...I promise you...this experience is going to make you even stronger. When you are crying at night..look in the mirror...tell yourself that you ARE a light in so many peoples lives..you make a difference..you are a rock to so many people. I know what those dark times feel like..I know the heavy weight can feel like it’s overwhelming, I know the agony your heart feels when you are missing your loved ones..I promise you..you got this! You are a light..a bright light for all of us.
I am literally living 4000 km away from my family in a different country and believe me when you said about thinking worst case senario I GET IT!! It’s not easy living alone and weirdly enough emotions can really give you a roller coster ride, i have been there this quarantine.
But STAY STRONG! STAY POSITIVE! YOU GOT THIS! 😊 much love ❤️
This is what we are all here for Renee. 24 minutes of something real and raw. It’s not cookie cuttered or sugar coated like the rest of TH-cam. We appreciate you, we are grateful for your content and everything that you share with us. Thank you Renee, and keep on going. You’ve got this
I'm feeling how you are. Lots of ups and downs! You are not alone, Renee. Hugs!
Hang in there girl! I’d say you’re holding it together pretty well given everything you’ve been going through. 💕
Its the eb and flow of life chicka. You are exactly where you are suppose to be, trust in that. Its ok to dip into those lower states just know its temporary. Later you will look back at this bleep of time in your life and realize what it was all for. You are showing yourself what you are capable of on your own. You are uncovering your strength and awareness. Keep up the great work 🌓
this is the first video of yours ive watched but I totally understand what you're saying at the end. I'm a nurse living alone and can't be with my family. it's lonely and scary but we will get through it!! thank you for making me feel less alone!
Renee ur NOT alone!!!! Im here 4 u i just lost quite a lot i wont get into any specifics.So ur videoes help my grieving process
I was having a subpar day until I saw you posted a video, that really cheered me up!!! I hope you have a marvelous Monday Renee 💓
You've got such a nice calm vibe. Don't be so hard on yourself tho you're doing amazing honestly. Keep going girl ♡
Just keep your head up! We are all here for you! I totally understand what you are going through in so many ways! I lost my Mom not to recently and picked up all of my belongings (what I could fit in my Jeep) and drove all the way from Chicago to San Diego. I didn’t know anyone! All of my family has passed on and I thought this would be a great change. I probably didn’t give it enough time but 8 months later I packed up and moved back to Chicago. I have been looking for the “learning lesson” in all of this as to not chalk it up as another failure. Most days I wish I would’ve stayed a little longer because I am still so unhappy where I am. You are strong!Don’t give up!!!
You have a lot of possitive energy this is why I love you💕💕💕
Sometimes you just need to embrace the bad mood and let it happen. Fighting the bad mood can make it even harder. Also, I really appreciate your honestly in this video. It was real and raw and good for people that might think they are alone in feeling that way as well.
Thank you for sharing this. Makes me feel better about my experience- I live alone in a studio in the Bay area in an area where I know few people. It has been really hard and I dont know anyone who is having a similar experience, so to see yours is quite validating. It is very hard to be by yourself during this!
There is just so much happiness in the world when you upload another video! Love ya girl 💗
you are never alone. everything is ALWAYS better than it seems, please try to focus on this. i know its hard but it helps and its the truth
Super happy to see you out and about !!!!
Your playlist reading nook has made my reading more pleasant and graspy🖤
Don’t ever feel like you can’t share the tough stuff that you are going through. We all understand. ❤️❤️ so many people are really going through it right now. Hang in there, sending you lots of love 💕💕
You’re doing great, Renee! We are all here watching your videos and we are here for you, too. It’s going to be okay. ☺️ Hang in there, girl! 👍🏻👏🏻💕
Ur not alone, feeling the same way over here in the Bronx, good days bad days, sending u a big hug stay strong 😘
I just like to see your every day vlogs, nothing special, even just sitting there watching tv or reading, real life, showing different emotions. I appreciate the authenticity. You may think they are boring, but they're really not.
Thank you for uploading! I really enjoy your videos and have empathy for you during this time. It's so hard not being with family and toying with the idea of going back. The fear and guilt around bringing the virus home is real!! All your feelings are 100% valid and you deserve to feel it all because you're human before anything else! You're going to get through this and be stronger because of it. I hope you read this in a positive mindset but just for another idea, you could look into other job opportunities? Have you considered where you'd want to work once this is all over or what you could do during this time to prepare for that work? This is something I'm looking into since I'm unemployed right now and considering making a big career change but feelings scared af about it. You got this and I'm sending all the love your way!
Renee. PLEASE STOP GETTING MAD AT YOURSELF FOR HAVING AND FEELING EMOTIONS!!! I’ve watched many of your precious videos and this is something you said is important. You are human and life happens. You are doing everything in your own power to get through them and you’re doing a great job. We love you ! 💟
I love ur aesthetic♥️ it's always so relaxing to watch ur videos
Awesome vlog Renee, staying alone and isolated for 2 months now is no easy task I know but you’ve got this. Hugs❤️❤️❤️!
Love this vlog!!! 💓💓💓 Thank you so much for being so honest. 💓 Maybe you can try to be grateful for everything that comes into your mind (but I'm sure you already do it). This is the key to real happiness. You can find it all inside. Sending you much love from Germany. 💓
Sending positive vibes !! I’m glad you are staying well girl! Btw gorgeous vlog you’re so pretty 😍❤️❤️❤️
Your words are beautiful, the video is beautiful, the corona will go. I feel you, keep going
It’s just a thing to have a bad day in this time of the year! Trust meh I am feeling real bad today and soooo lazy! Also my happy mindset when I am feeling bad is watching ur vids
😍 sending lots of love 💕 xx stay safe 😍
I think we're all going through a lot these same emotions. Allow yourself to feel it and don't beat yourself up about it. This too shall pass. (eventually) I appreciate your realness always. You've got this! xo
I love how honest you are in your videos
Hi Renee! Thank you for sharing what you're doing day to day. My life has been a disaster since March 12th. I live in Maryland, also hit hard soon after NYC, and my wedding was postponed. Now we're on the brink of losing our new wedding date in July because things will likely not magically get better by then either. I'm struggling in the same ways you are and it helps me to see someone else going through ups and downs like me! You are doing the best you can and it sucks that the situation is out of your control. "Keep on keeping on" has been my motto no matter how much I want to just give up. ❤️❤️ I think your standing desk idea with your bed was great btw 😊 Sending you positive vibes!! 🌊
Renee, you don't have to apologize for being real and human!! we love your videos BECAUSE they're real! I am so sorry you're going through all that right now, and I admire you for how patient, selfless, and strong you are!! I personally couldn't do it! I put all my dreams on hold, packed my stuff and went back home ! It's unbearable, and I feel you! Now that I am surrounded by family , and even though I should simply be grateful and happy , which I really am..I still have all those what ifs in my mind, which is a real torture....and then your video pops up and reminds me of how unbearable and painful it was, and of the reason why I came back home! so Thank you from the bottom of my heart for not editing that last part out, thank you for being real, and I hope Noah will be next to you sooner than expected. much love
I'm with you, sending positive energy and brain waves 😋 if u feel me let me know 😊💐💐
Send me too love
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Those date balls look yummy! 😋 can't wait to see your new couch. Something for you to look forward to. We all are having our ups and downs. Try to stay positive the best you can and lots of self care. Love your vlogs as usual. Sending love your way 💖
I’m absolutely in love with that view !
It’s good to know there is people like me in this world. I think we’ve all gone through the same because lockdown has not been easy. Human beings are not used to being isolated. We need our people around. One of the things that has helped me most, because I’ve been in lockdown all by myself, has been gratitude. Write down things you are grateful for, think of all the little details that make your life better. That plus listening to music, and working on a very difficult jigsaw puzzle have helped me a lot. 😬
You are perfectly just in your feelings. Sometimes we get in these phases of life that feel never ending and we don’t understand. Listening to some of what u said sounded like me. Though u may not believe in it, i ll believe for you and I’m praying for u honey. You’re very strong.
Can never get tired of the pretty view😭
Omg it's a breathtaking view
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Omg it's a breathtaking view
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I hate that you feel so down and frustrated at times Renee. With that said, your vulnerability in sharing is what makes me keep coming back to your channel. You're so real. Also know you're not alone. I know you're a smart woman and of course you know this already, but SO many of us are having the same feelings for various reasons. I really like you as a person. I really don't like many big youtube accounts b/c they produce the authenticity right out of themselves and I hate that. You're real, raw and very authentic and that's what we need to see. Esp in these crazy, fucked up times. Much love. 💚
i've been loving your vlogs during quarantine. i usually commute into nyc for school 🖤🖤
You're doing great. Don't beat yourself up. These are crazy times. We're all trying our best. You're handling it all well. Keep doing what you're doing, Renee. :)
Renee I give you props for being alone in NYC during this time. I know it's not easy but you will look back and see how much courage and strength you had during this time.
Hang in there. This IS a very challenging time, and you have added difficulties. It is normal to feel how you do ♥️
As your followers, we are so proud of you for fucking trying, and for using your time to work, improve yourself, make content, practice self care, be productive etc, but of COURSE you will continue to feel down and stressed and miserable. Most people feel like that right now and they haven't lost a parent, been separated from their partner, and moved to a new city completely alone. You are fucking KILLING IT. This is just the heartache period of misery, which is exacerbated by being alone and holed up with your thoughts. Keep journalling, keep making content (if you feel it provides a happy distraction and makes you feel like you're progressing your career) and keep walking/exercising/eating healthy and talking to family. It will pay off eventually, it just takes time. You are beautiful and sweet and completely unpretentious-it's really lovely to see. Stay safe x
Love that you have spongebob on in the background. lol. I subscribed btw. I love that you are so transparent with your viewers
I completely understand the it gets harder at night. I have anxiety and ocd and it always flares up in the evening. I feel like during the day it’s easier to occupy you’re mind, but at night you’re winding down and starting to think about what is bothering you. I’m so sorry you’re feeling this way. Maybe try therapy through MDLIVE if you’re able until you’re appointment in September. Journaling definitely helps. So does adult coloring books. I hope you find a little bit of peace and I will be sending light, love, and positive thoughts your way. ❤️
RENEE. HELLO FROM THE LOWER EAST SIDE!!!
Thank you for posting this!!!!!!
This hit allll the feels, almost way too hard. I'm going through the same exact thing (but respectfully you been through even more recently with your Dad, a huge move, etc etc!).
Being in the city during quarantine is hard. BEING ALONE DURING QUARANTINE IS HARD.
I started crying at the end when you said you didn't want to post this. You talking about this being hard as sHIT made me feel like less of a loser for sobbing on my bed when I'm just OVER it. I've personally been struggling a lot with coping alone, like a lot. It's exhausting to be constantly pep talking yourself to keep trying your best, but the mood still drops, and I think about you and your videos a lot and how you're holding it together so well on top of everything else you've been through recently. This made me feel more human, because this goes against our nature of human beings!! We have to do whatever it takes to get through this shitty ass time in one piece. Frick self help happiness theories right now, if you have to dangle that carrot of your boyfriend then DANGLE IT!! These are abnormal times, don't hold yourself to the same standards you do normally (but obviously withhold the structure so you don't crumble).
Thank you for posting this. We will get through this. You will get through this. I'm in the LES waving out my window 👋🏻
Also also, something I've personally found helpful is setting small things to look forward to in the upcoming week. I think of it as a date, with myself. Taking the Citibikes have been amaZING for me. Wipe it down really well before and after, and explore the city!! (Personally I love it because I'd be way too afraid to ride a citibike when the traffic is normal, so this is perfect).
If you do decide to Citibike, destinations I'd recommend:
-Domino Park in Brooklyn (you might be too far, but if your not, GIRL add it to your list)
-Battery City Park
-Washington Sq Park
-Central Park!!! I rode through here once on a sunny day and it (almost) felt like a normal NYC summer day, which was indescribably magical
-Touristy spots that you know will NEVER be as deserted as they are right now. I walked to the Charging Bull on a rainy cold day, best decision ever (I had it entirely to myself!!)
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How you're feeling right now is completely natural and millions of people around the world are feeling the same way! Don't ever feel bad about how you're feeling. Sending love
i recently just discovered ur channel, love ur vids and the energy u give!! keep posting mwa🥺
i don’t really care what’s in the vlogs i just like seeing you do your life even if it is repetitive
Hang in there Renee 💙 sending you love and light ✨
it will end, when you surrender to it..the moment. grieving is a process of ups and downs...
Today starts last week of my home office. I have felt calm, when I was at home. I felt sad and angry, when I was outside. I also cried. All of this in one day. Yay, what a day 🤦♀️
Stay strong! 🙏❤
you got this xx
@@ReneeAmberg Thank you! You too ❤
hey Renee! For the knee pain,you can try everytime before you go out for a run,a quick like 5-minute warm-up to prep your body for it!
It's completely OK to have these kinda days. You are a human and humans have good days and bad days i personally don't expect to see anyone happy and full of energy everyday cause as i said people have hard and bad times, just relax and let your body and soul breath. you're not alone Ly😊❤️
I just love how she was watching SpongeBob. 😍❤️
Thank you for talking so honestly about the situation. You are not alone. I completely understand you. I´m in lockdown for almost 2,5 months and literally cry everyday without reason. Like you I do everything: eat healthy, yoga, meditation, running,... Nothing can change my mood in general and I just wanna go home. So I´m sorry, I can´t give you advise on that, but I want you to know that I love to watch you videos because they are so relatable. Maybe you could do something like a quarantine tag or something like that next time. Just please don´t put pressure on yourself!
yayyy new video from the queen!! i have been waiting for this