Don’t feel guilty for feeling bad or sharing. Honestly it’s refreshing to witness someone being so genuine and real on the internet. And this is how things are now but things will get better and we will be there for you along the way ☺️💕
PS Don't ever feel guilty about posting genuine content. If people can't empathise and be compassionate, if they need some fake smiley person, or need cheering up, then they can go and watch some comedy. Whe I need cheering up I watch Frasier and Seinfeld. Keep doing what you're doing. Life is negative as well as positive, you can't spend your time filtering and hiding your feelings. xxxx
I really hope you see this comment Renee - you filming these day in life’s, and mental updates are saving me during these times. I don’t care what anyone else says - these times right now are super hard for me and millions of other people and to see I’m not alone in how I’m feeling on a day to day basis when we are so isolated is so beautiful. Please keep sharing your journey because not only does it help me, you bring so much wisdom and entertainment to my life. It’s corny to say but I truly value your channel so much!! 🥰
Hi Renee! 🤗 Don't feel bad about your vibe right now, it's just a process until things start to get better! Focus on the positive side of it and you'll see it's just a phase. Love you! 😘
I heard on CNN today that, "It is OK to not be OK." We're all going through a lot with quarantining. You've moved to another part of the country and lost a parent. It seems very normal to me that you are feeling ups and downs. Yes, it'll get better! God bless.
Honestly for me it's so comforting and kind of "relieving" when you talk about not feeling good or feeling anxious... because it shows that things like that happen, to a lot of us, and that that's okay 🤍
I appreciate your honestly so much! To me, it’s reassuring to see that I am not the only person dealing with mental health lows during this time. It’s one thing to read tweets or posts about mental health, but it’s another to see someone (you!) actually living through it honestly on camera. It’s genuinely helped me feel less isolated during this time, and I hope you know that you’re also not alone! Thank you for normalizing this type of conversation on your platform! All that to say: please do not feel guilty for displaying honesty on your channel, even when it is not “positive.” You are amazing!
A long oneeee yesssss!!! Rene now that I'm half way through the vlog I stopped to share this..please dont feel bad for sharing any bad feelings The reason I love watching your vlogs is that you are so honest and real I have had a very bad days recently I even cried yesterday and seeing that I'm not alone makes me feel not so lonely so please stay the way you are we just love you with all the positive vibes and negative
Yay!!! The wall looks amazing! it's so cool you managed all by yourself :-) :-) :-). I have this incredible breathing thing I do when I get anxiety: you breathe in deeply and then when you breathe out you fill your cheeks with air (your exhalation) and release the air really slowly through pursed lips (like a blow fish). It calms the nervous system down really well. It sounds silly, but I have PTSD and it's the only thing that helps me when I get anxiety. xxxx
I’m someone who’s like you who always feels guilty for talking about how I feel during bad times/days. But honestly your videos bring me so much happiness even when you vent & chat with us. I get so happy when I get notified you uploaded, especially videos like this. It feels like you’re one of my closest friends. You’re real. And you’re so strong for showing the world your vulnerability. That’s what’s going to change the world, because a lot of people don’t show their emotions, but it’s a wonderful thing. I’m so proud of you. You being real, makes me happy. I’ll keep you in my prayers. Much love always.
I think it's really refreshing to see a vlogger show that for 90% of people quarantine is not a fun experience. I see a lot of youtubers trying to have super positive videos which in a way makes me feel bad that they are having more fun during this time than me. I appreciate your vulnerability and it has helped me so much. I feel like I'm not alone and I really look forward to watching your videos.
No one should ever make you feel bad for how you feel❤️ it’s good to talk about how you are feeling it’s not good to hold it in 😘 keep doing you, you are wonderful ❤️
Thank you for being so real & raw with us. We need more people like that in the TH-cam space!! Sending you, and everyone who reads this so much love, light & positive energy from Toronto, Canada!!💕💕💕
Dude, you are doing great, not everything is sunshine and rainbows and to see someone like yourself going through something so difficult and being brave enough to be open about it is powerful.
U look pretty 😍 I think it's ok to cry or not feeling good, actually I used to watch ur video to get motivated but I have to admit I owe you and I think many of us owe you cause you're putting so much effort in your channel so we will be happy if u share ur feelings with us ❤️❤️❤️
Don’t ever feel guilty for having the emotions you have right now. You’re in all your right to express them and be in this process. Especially now in these times, so don’t be harsh on yourself lovely. You’re human and emotions are part of that. Whether it’s sad, happy, angry, frustrated, or a combination of everything. Sending you much love and light. 🙏🏻💖🌸✨
Girl don’t for one second feel the need to apologize for whatever you’re feeling right now. This has been a shit year for us all and losing a parent is one of the hardest experiences a person goes through. There is no right or wrong way to experience what you are feeling, you’re doing the best you can and I think you’re doing amazing. The realness of your videos honestly helps me feel less alone, I resonate with the fog that seems to never go away in your life no matter what you do. This year has been one of the toughest mentally on many of us, and I am so grateful that you post what you do. I get annoyed with myself because I feel too sensitive and that no one understands. But you do, more than people in my life. So thank you!! I doubt you’ll see this but just know there are people like me who will always appreciate your authenticity 🖤
Your videos got me through a lot of the worst parts of quarantining this spring! Thank you for continuing to share the real aspects of your life and putting your vulnerable emotions out there. It has helped me to feel like I'm not alone!
Girl, please do not feel guilty over being in a negative headspace! You've been through so much shit this year and its totally okay and NORMAL to feel down. You gotta feel that shit. You never have to apologize for your feelings. Honestly, I've really enjoyed seeing this side of you (not that you're sad and down) but just seeing the real and rawness. I love seeing the realness of other youtubers because it brings so much more authenticity to your channel. It makes me feel less alone. We're here for you just like a friend would be and you never have to apologize for how you feel or for being open about it all.
Grief is exactly what you are describing. People who haven’t been through it won’t get it until they go through it themselves. Speaking from experience, the “dark filter” will kinda always be there, but it becomes normal and you adapt. Now I feel I experience things more deeply and appreciate the good things in life more. The hardest part is adapting honestly. It’s a big change. Time and being grateful will be your friend. A gratitude journal was a game changer for me as simple as that is. It definitely made the “dark filter” less distracting so it was easier to see the good and positives in life. It helped remind me of the feeling of “the point” if you will. I didn’t even know it was working until I just starting feeling less negative. Talking about the dark things to people that care about me really helped too. I was watching your videos during this transition in my life and I can’t tell you how incredibly helpful you were. I started reading Ekhart Tolle because of your videos and got into a really great routine that helped me heal from trauma. We lost our father around 2 years ago to suicide. Everyone grieves differently, but I can absolutely understand how you are feeling. Keep putting whatever content you need to out there. I’m enjoying all of it. Even when you may be talking about the “negative” we go through in this life. Thank you for your content of any kind. You are inspiring. Never forget it. ❤️
Also my mom said something incredible to me that really put things in perspective and allowed me to start to heal... “Maybe you should be ok with not being ok right now? Maybe this is what you need right now? To be sad, angry, dark. It is ok to not be ok right now.” This may not be helpful to anyone else but me, but I thought I’d share. It’s like I needed permission from someone to not be ok. It changed everything for me. Her and I don’t have the closest relationship, but Mom’s just know haha.
I think it's great for you to show all your emotions with us Renee, rather than hiding it or being untruthful to us. For one, everyone goes through these stages (I know I have been in this stage for a long time myself!), and honestly, you are a beacon of hope for anyone who feels like this. Because you also have many positive, uplifting, strong qualities that I see in you in every video despite if you're having a rough time. And you seem to live your life your way and it's beautiful. So don't feel bad or guilty for what you're going through or for showing the imperfect side of you. We all have it and it makes you so much more relatable and human and that's a good thing. You'll get through it. And I know I'll be cheering for you along the way! Thanks for sharing yourself with us!
Renee! We love you and every emotion we get to experience with you. Your followers are responsible for the feelings they experience. It’s not your responsibility to make them feel a certain way. That’s 100% their responsibility. Keep being vulnerable with us. You are showing us the way ❤️
It’s so refreshing to here you say “this happens sometimes” and you are anxious and have a weird gut feeling ..... i experience this all the time and feel so alone. I have had anxiety the last 2 days and my heart just starts pounding and i can’t breathe ugggh it’s nice to not feel alone
i feel like one of the things that make that feeling linger/last is when we resist feeling it or feel guilty like we try to force ourselfs to feel better, when actually before we can feel better we need to let ourselfs feel it trully, just let it out and not resist it, and then when i do that i feel so much relief and peace and like a fresh start. When things in our life are hard i think these moments happen more often and its important to know its ok and that its understanding considering everything, its not healthy to deny ourselfs a moment to heal, to recognize how we feel and be there for ourselfs. You never make me feel low or down, i understand exactly how u feel, stop getting in ur head about it "being negative" negative stuff is a part of life, negative feelings, bad things, its a part of life, everyone is human, and we r all doing our best, itd be a lot easier to get through it if u stop beating urself up over how ur feeling, being guilty etc, u need to allow urself to feel how u feel and that will help u get over things and move on and feel better, but u cant skip the feeling bad part, cuz if u try to skip it or deny it cuz u just always wanna be happy and well, ur never gonna feel better, u put so much preassure on urself to be "perfect" in the mood department, like its alright to have bad days and its alright to be sad, and just let it out and ull feel better and ull find that joy and spark again cuz ull actually give urself a chance to heal. Thanks so much for the videos, i love u ❤💜💓
You deserve to just feel how you’re feeling girl! You’re here to show your life to us, not to put on a show. I’ve had an extremely rough year as well and honestly, your videos have helped me so much. You have helped show me that it’s okay to be sad sometimes. I really appreciate you for showing us the bad and the good because I’ve felt bad a lot this year. And I feel so much less alone. ❤️
Life is weird it’s obvious you are not the same person. we are all changing due to circumstances and I feel like sometimes when we hold on too tight to our “past selfs” , we can’t welcome the new one ( even though we may not like it). Best advice I ever received was to let go and surrender your expectations, life is so fragile and is constantly changing and you are never going to live the same in the same way, so embrace where you are because something interesting can always come out of it.
I love your real ness. Do NOT apologize for being you, and you are allowed to feel these normal emotions! I love your videos, and we are all here for you!!💕
I think we're all just feeling lonely right now and I'm so sorry for the loss of your Father. It's okay to feel pain. You should absolutely not feel guilty for that!
I’ve only discovered your channel three or maybe three and a half months ago when things were getting crazy. and honestly I think maybe there are some others like me who found your channel as you were moving to NYC and maybe see your current content as comforting or relatable during this time.. like I haven’t been feeling as positive lately and don’t necessarily enjoy watching ultra positive content the way I did before the whole pandemic. Now that I find your channel I’ll continue to watch in the future as things change too but rn I think what you’ve been posting is prob helping a lot of people through a rough time:)
Thanks for showing us the true Renee. I love your vids regardless of content. My son turned 18, graduated in quarantine and left for Florida to find his own way, its killing me as a mom but watching your vids has truly helped me so much. It's been lonely, different and sometimes I cant explain what I am feeling. So when you are honest about struggles it can always help someone and you may never know. Keep being you! :)
I am so glad to see someone else feeling the same feelings that I am. I post my dad a year ago and am still dealing with the mental repercussions of it. I've always felt like I was being to negative and that everyone around me was trying to tell me to just get over it and I didn't know how. Just know that with support and help you will get through it! I have almost gotten back to 'normal', . Just take your time and know that its just a season and while life will never get back to the way it.was, but you will find yourself again! Much love!
Remember when you read aloud Echcart Tolle for us? He has said in one of his books - either change the situation if you can, or put your guard down and accept it. Surrender! You introduced me to this beautiful author and his books have changed my perspective a lot. I hope you can revisit his books and feel better about the current situation. Love ❤
Girl, it’s okay. I love the fact that u post and talk about mental health. So many youtubers don’t and just show them being happy all the time. I struggle really bad with my mental health so I understand a lot of the stuff you’re saying. Keep posting amazing content 💜 love you
Hi Renee. You are a gift of light and love in this (hopefully temporary) dark world. I’ve been watching your videos since your first one. I seldom comment, but felt I needed to this time. Keep sharing. You don’t have to hold back for us. Keep it real. Please. I know how you feel about loosing your dad and I ache for you. A short while ago, I lost my mom and my dear husband within a month. And then this shit year happened. But seeing you share all that you’re going through has maybe made me feel a little less alone. These videos are helping people - like me. Keep smiling dear, the sun will shine again. Hugs from Nova Scotia 💕
You're just freaking awesome Renee... It's just the times and situation that we're in that makes us feel this way. And also you're going through some extra stuff that's I think are closest to your heart. And I just wanted to say you've been motivating a huge part of my life. Thank you soo much for that and I hope you keep pushing girl. You're strong. Trust your guts and step up. We'll have good times sooner and let's hope for that. Also congo for the wallpaper and the coffee table. They're so beautiful. Ilysm Renee. You're the best.
Renee please don't ever feel guilty for how you're feeling and for being truthful in your videos. You have been through so much these past months, no one should expect you to be positive and happy 24/7. You lost your dad, which is so hard and I can't imagine how you're feeling, you moved to a different city, alone, and the pandemic happened at the same time and your boyfriend is overseas and you don't know when he can return. I honestly think that you are dealing with all of this so great. You are getting up every day, working, doing things, creating a home, you should be proud of yourself. I definitely think you will feel a bit better after speaking to a professional and when Noah gets home. Sending you lots of love from Australia xx
I have the worst wisdom tooth pain for the past few days and I saw you posted another video today and it’s keeping me sane in bed while my tooth hurts soooo much. I hope you don’t feel bad for feeling “negative”. You can reflect back at these videos like wow look how much my life turned and flipped. Also- I don’t think you are giving yourself enough credit. You had your father pass away and move to another state alone and you’ve been doing so well alone !! I hope you see your progress and know it’s ok to have a few days or a week or month of cloudy day feelings. You are well aware of yourself and environment and that’s a good thing that some people don’t get. Maybe journal! Privately and you can feel a tad bit better. But I loved your stories yesterday of you exploring NYC! I lived here my whole life and have never been in a citi bike lol one of my goals ! Feel better ❤️
Don’t feel bad at all about being negative Renee. I for one have also not been myself since Covid started. You have been through a lot. Your videos make me feel so much better. Like I’m not the only one feeling this way. Rather be real. I actually think since you’ve come back from visiting your mom you have been a lot happier. Your videos get me through these difficult days. We will get through this. Lots of love xx
dont feel guilty for feeling the way you do!! you have been through so much these past few months and the world is crazy right now for everyone. we are all struggling in some way, life cannot always be rainbows and butterflies unfortunately but it is okay to feel the way you do!! and i appreciate seeing you be real and vulnerable, that's just life! if people do not like the vibes or your videos recently then they can choose to watch something else! love you Renee, keep your head up, things will get better!! ♥
I also appreciate so much that you are sharing how you truly feel. It is SO refreshing to hear your real thoughts and feelings and for me personally has made me feel better and not alone in how I'm feeling. So thank you Renee for being so honest and open with us!! It's so appreciated!! :)
I actually love how real you’ve been! I loved your videos then and I love them now! You’re so real and it’s refreshing to see genuine content. You inspire me, Renee. In all your lows and highs. 🖤
Girl, don't ever feel bad for feeling the way you do right now. I lost my mom very unexpectedly when I was 17, and I felt like I was just living in a fog for months after that and nothing was ever going to make me truly feel joy again. It was the worst I've ever felt in my life. But, because of that I truly believe that time heals all things. Eventually I started to feel like myself again, and you will get there too. Everyone deserves to go through the grieving process in their own way, and in their own time. Add everything else that's going on in the world and I can only imagine how much harder that makes it. Be gentle and kind with yourself, time will heal this too.
a Newish subsciber here. Please don't feel bad for feeling weird and down. I am also working through some hardships and have found your videos very helpful and relaxing. Seriously, all my upbeat and positive youtubers that I normally enjoy have been hard to watch as I feel like I am mentally struggling to keep my head above the water while it seems like everyone else are cruising through life and smashing out workouts ect. Glad I found your channel and glad you have found a expert to talk to. I am rooting for you Renee. Best of luck!
Hi Renee , Hope you doing good , I like your posts , sometimes even I feel the same way you feel , even I stay alone far away from my family , but I guess when you try to overcome such feelings on your own it makes you even stronger
You are my favourite youtuber ney cz you show both the positive and negative things. You don't try to show how your life is perfect , all bright and shiny, you are just soo real and it kinda assuring to see that. 💜
I suffer from general anxiety too and sometimes there is no reason for feeling anxious and you don’t have to figure out a reason. For me it’s nice to just be able to accept that there doesn’t have to be a reason for it and I just need to be gentle with myself until it’s over. Also, I don’t think you are being negative just because you aren’t always happy. You’re just being real and we all love that about you 💗
Do not ever feel guilty for not feeling your best! Life is crazy for everyone right now, and honestly, watching your videos helps me remember that I’m not the only one feeling like 2020 has been a shit show!
I think it was so brave and awesome of you to move to a new city by yourself especially during a pandemic and after losing a family member! So do not feel bad at all for how you feel or for telling us about it. I love your videos and hope you start to feel more like yourself again soon!
You're a such an inspiration Renee. You have to feel what you feel♥️ there is nothing wrong with that. I feel like social media is brainwashing ppl into believing that life is ALWAYS some perfect fairytale or something..we are HUMAN and we are definitely not perfect. My have lots of things going on. I love it when I see real authentic TH-camrs. Keep doing you girl we love you!
There are not bad feelings because a feeling is a feeling, whether positive or negative, it's great to feel it completely instead of suppressing it. I still think you are doing GREAT despite what you've recently been through. Big hugs❤️
dont stop saying how you feel. I love how real you are. I prefer you telling us the bad things instead of being fake and swallowing your feelings. Also i dont feel like im the only one having a hard time right now, so just say how you feel.
I don't get negative vibes from you at all. I know and understand that you're grieving PLUS alone in NYC throughout this pandemic, so it's totally understandable for you to feel that way. ❤️
No one ever wants to put out negative energy into a video but that’s just life. One can’t be happy-go-lucky every moment of every day try as one might. I get those anxious feelings from time to time too and say I don’t know why but I do know. I just don’t want to vocalize it. Love that wallpaper! Now I’m all inspired to get wall paper and decorate my plain white walls lol
Since my father past i've dealing with those same thoughts. Going to therapy is helpful but yes, i know what you mean by asking which is the purpose of life. Like you arrive to this world, you feel pain and you die and ypu even ask yourself if thr good things are or aren't bigger than the bad ones and sometimes you feel pain is heavier.
Thank you for sharing your anxiety, it really helped visualize how I can relieve my anxiety. You are extremely real and that’s what I appreciate about you! So again, thank you for sharing you experiences ❤️❤️ love you!
These recent videos are relatable! I feel like I’ve been stuck in a long rut/funk myself. Part of it being quarantine and state of things and other things happening I feel less alone watching your videos ❤️
Love your channel! And never ever feel guilty for how you feel.. You are allowed to feel good and feel bad. Its ups and downs. That's the only way to heal and love forward. Lots of love 💚
same i feel , as you say..... feeling low, but actually feeling guilty for feeling so. Because I am beyond grateful for being where I am and who I am. I guess we just have to be patient through these times.
I just want to tell you that I am liking the way you are vlogging and the most important thing is to be real which you highly are and no other person can be so real and I enjoy your videos so freaking much, I binge watch your videos than Netflix and I stay motivated and just don’t ever feel guilty , you actually have grown to a more higher level and that shows now, cheers to life 😍😍 love from India
Just paused at 25:50 to write this... Renee, you are not being negative, you are being real ! Plus, you are still grieving, in the midst of a f***ing worldwide pandemic, away from the people you love, with your bf stuck on a different continent... Girl, you are a freaking inspiration, pulling through all that (and probably more that we don't know about) the way you do !!! So, please don't feel guilty about anything, you do you. Sending you hope and good vibes. :)
I know what you mean when you say you feel guilty about talking about your problems or 'complaining' because I feel that way too sometimes. butttttt try not to feel bad.. yes your "Florida vibes" were motivational but I think seeing this side of you is even MORE motivational because this is REAL life - and it's hard to find people who are REAL. It's nice to be able to relate. For me, my mental health has been the WORST its ever been and I haven't been through half of what you have. Yet, you still get out of bed, still create, still take care of your self and your environment, so yes you are STILL very motivating. So Thank you for being real. Telling us your problems I'm sure is helpful for you and also helpful for us. Also, the heart racing and anxiety thing happened to me a few weeks ago and lasted for DAYS, my resting heart rate was SO high, so hearing you talk about it was reassuring. Your videos are my favorite no matter what
I'm enjoying watching your vlogs more than ever! I think it's great that you're being open and I don't think you should put on a mask. Stay true to yourself, think about yourself in the first place. If people are annoyed of your "negativity" they should just skip the video. You're asome and I watching your vlogs makes me feel like I'm not the only one feeling like this
Hey Reneé, I can't honestly tell you how much I love your channel and 'you'! You are so raw, real and relatable... This is for anyone reading this- I think right now, everybody is going through some tough times and nobody is the same person they were even a month ago! We all change and it's inevitable! It's important to feel those feelings otherwise they are going to remain there. We will have good and bad days and that's okay! Because that's what life is about... So accept it and vent it out... Cry if you want to...( Or journal) But get up and fight... We all are in this together! 💗😊 I love you and believe in you! ♥️😊
You don’t make me feel sad/down at all. You’re being REAL! So many youtubers only show the sunshine and rainbows - which makes me feel sad my life isn’t as perfect as theirs. You are showing us how to get through the hard times Renee. You are doing me a favor and teaching me amazing things! ❤️
i struggle with mental health... no! don't feel guilty!!! be you hunny!!!!!!!!!!! honestly you help me so much!!!!!!!! i Prayed Angels over you to Protect you Always & to bring Healing... you never bring me down!!!! I cry along with you all the time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BE YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!! you are so BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wow! I love that wallpaper! Good job, Girl! 💪 The coffee table really grounds the room! I hope you find some light in your life soon. You really have gone through a lot. Like you said, we all are. Keep being real! 💕
You’re not alone, Renee! This lockdown has been so harsh on everyone. I get the weirdest highs and lows and it’s such a struggle. Seeing you be so open about your struggles really helps! ❤️
I totally relate to the “anxious anticipation” feeling, which I like to call “dread”. I think how you explain how you feel and show you taking care of yourself is setting a better example than being positive all the time, ya know? You’re doing great. Keep it up!
I always love your honesty in your videos. I also love how you share everything with us instead of hiding it or faking it. You have no idea how you are helping others with your honesty Renee, that’s part of the reason why I love watching your videos. I have days where I feel positive and motivated and then suddenly I am dragged down by feelings of anxiety and dread and I know I need to take some time to myself, which does help. Just keep doing what you’re doing with your vlogs, and definitely keep talking whether it’s to us or to your friends/family ❤️❤️
The last 5 minutes of this helped me tonight. I’ve been sitting in a rabbit hole of negativity for 3 hours now and I’m so grateful you spoke your mind. I needed to feel understood. Love you so much Renee 💕
Don't feel guilty. We are all in this together. I feel down sometimes too. I like your videos now and I like how open you are with us. Thank you for sharing. Also whoever said they miss the Florida vibes, I don't really know what they mean cause I remember when you were talking about moving you kept saying you were lonely and that's why you wanted to move. I am proud of you for going through with it and changing your circumstances, That needed a lot of courage. Of course, no-one expected this pandemic. It's alright to feel anxious. Love you, Renee! Keep doing you!
DO NOT beat yourself up because of how you feel! Considering the circumstances, it makes sense how you feel. You've got to remember, also, it is okay to feel your feelings!! Love, Whitney
You should not feel guilty for being depressed or in a weird mood. We all get like that no one is perfect and it is refreshing to see that. Nothing is all happy happy happy. Love you, love your videos and keep focusing on you.
Don’t feel guilty about the way that you feel and sharing your problems/life! Keep being genuine bc more people love seeing the real you with all of the feelings and vibes than those who don’t! The proof of that is in all of the likes! You’re doing great! Plus, seeing you navigate life so beautifully and gracefully in these crazy times gives others (including me) a feeling of not being alone in feeling all the stuff that comes with it! Lots of love!!
Hi Renée it is okay to have anxiety. I have the same thing. Please dont apologize for it. You are vlogging your life and this is a part of it. You are doing well. Greetings from Amsterdam
You’re only human! I think a lot of us follow you because it feels like you are creating conversations with your viewers. I certainly appreciate the honesty and the best down to earth content. I lost my aunt late May and it has definitely helped me appreciate more for each day. So I can relate these things you’re feeling. 💜💛💚💙💖♋️☮️ - With much love AZ follower :)
I'm not even all the way through your video, and let me TELL YA.... you DON'T complain, you are going through SO MUCH and you are taking it like a champ. I personally haven't watched one of your videos and thought to myself... Sht Renee stop being so BLEH 🤣 you are effecting no one.... You are so real all the time, even your pain... That's why all these people love you ♥️♥️
Renee, look up grounding/earthing. It helps to get rid of anxiety almost instantly after one session of putting you feet directly on the ground. I had the same problem and this is the only thing that worked for me.
Renee, this is a traumatic time, and it has been like this for month. So everything you feel is absolutly valid. I hope and am certain we will all look back at these times..and we will have more compassion for ourselves. I remember the saying that it s always darkest before the dawn. So lets keep going forward and carve our own new paths. Lots of love for everyone. Be kind to yourself and people around you.
I lost my father too unexpectedly in April & it’s made me see the world in a different way as well. I completely resinate with how you’re feeling. Your feelings are valid & things will get better. I just found your channel a couple weeks ago & I’m glad I did :)
felt the need to comment a second time.... just so you know its so refreshing to see someone being completely themselves, warts and all, doing what you do Renee inspires me and probably inspires so many people, so keep doing what your doing we all love you for being YOU.
Don’t ever feel sorry for sharing what’s happening. People grow & evolve. You’ve helped me with your vlogs during this time. We don’t have it all together all the time and that’s okay too. Keep taking care of yourself 🖤
Renee, please don't feel guilty and apologize for how you feel. Your vlogs are real and I hope that makes you proud. On a different note, Can you please share the product info for the drill you used. Love the wall paper in your last video!!
Don’t feel bad to show us what you are going through right now. I believe a lot of people can relate in terms of this pandemic in some degree. At least for me, I always feel like it’s okay to feel how I feel every time I watch your video even though 2020 is not something that I expected and wish for. That’s life. Love, from Japan!
Don’t feel guilty for feeling bad or sharing. Honestly it’s refreshing to witness someone being so genuine and real on the internet. And this is how things are now but things will get better and we will be there for you along the way ☺️💕
You gotta show the good and bad. Don’t feel bad for being human and having emotions- without darkness there is no light! Feel it girl 💕
PS Don't ever feel guilty about posting genuine content. If people can't empathise and be compassionate, if they need some fake smiley person, or need cheering up, then they can go and watch some comedy. Whe I need cheering up I watch Frasier and Seinfeld. Keep doing what you're doing. Life is negative as well as positive, you can't spend your time filtering and hiding your feelings. xxxx
I really hope you see this comment Renee - you filming these day in life’s, and mental updates are saving me during these times. I don’t care what anyone else says - these times right now are super hard for me and millions of other people and to see I’m not alone in how I’m feeling on a day to day basis when we are so isolated is so beautiful. Please keep sharing your journey because not only does it help me, you bring so much wisdom and entertainment to my life. It’s corny to say but I truly value your channel so much!! 🥰
Just woke up and the first thing I’m doing this morning is watching this video😬
Lol omg same! 🥰 My coffee is still in the works!
Good Morning!
@@ReneeAmberg hi Nice to meet you
I’m not kidding when I say I do a little cheer whenever I see you post
Hi Renee! 🤗 Don't feel bad about your vibe right now, it's just a process until things start to get better! Focus on the positive side of it and you'll see it's just a phase. Love you! 😘
I heard on CNN today that, "It is OK to not be OK." We're all going through a lot with quarantining. You've moved to another part of the country and lost a parent. It seems very normal to me that you are feeling ups and downs. Yes, it'll get better! God bless.
Honestly for me it's so comforting and kind of "relieving" when you talk about not feeling good or feeling anxious... because it shows that things like that happen, to a lot of us, and that that's okay 🤍
I appreciate your honestly so much! To me, it’s reassuring to see that I am not the only person dealing with mental health lows during this time. It’s one thing to read tweets or posts about mental health, but it’s another to see someone (you!) actually living through it honestly on camera. It’s genuinely helped me feel less isolated during this time, and I hope you know that you’re also not alone! Thank you for normalizing this type of conversation on your platform! All that to say: please do not feel guilty for displaying honesty on your channel, even when it is not “positive.” You are amazing!
A long oneeee yesssss!!!
Rene now that I'm half way through the vlog I stopped to share this..please dont feel bad for sharing any bad feelings
The reason I love watching your vlogs is that you are so honest and real
I have had a very bad days recently I even cried yesterday and seeing that I'm not alone makes me feel not so lonely so please stay the way you are we just love you with all the positive vibes and negative
Yay!!! The wall looks amazing! it's so cool you managed all by yourself :-) :-) :-). I have this incredible breathing thing I do when I get anxiety: you breathe in deeply and then when you breathe out you fill your cheeks with air (your exhalation) and release the air really slowly through pursed lips (like a blow fish). It calms the nervous system down really well. It sounds silly, but I have PTSD and it's the only thing that helps me when I get anxiety. xxxx
omg just did this and it released so much unease! its feels good on my jaw too!
I’m someone who’s like you who always feels guilty for talking about how I feel during bad times/days. But honestly your videos bring me so much happiness even when you vent & chat with us. I get so happy when I get notified you uploaded, especially videos like this. It feels like you’re one of my closest friends. You’re real. And you’re so strong for showing the world your vulnerability. That’s what’s going to change the world, because a lot of people don’t show their emotions, but it’s a wonderful thing. I’m so proud of you. You being real, makes me happy. I’ll keep you in my prayers. Much love always.
I think it's really refreshing to see a vlogger show that for 90% of people quarantine is not a fun experience. I see a lot of youtubers trying to have super positive videos which in a way makes me feel bad that they are having more fun during this time than me. I appreciate your vulnerability and it has helped me so much. I feel like I'm not alone and I really look forward to watching your videos.
No one should ever make you feel bad for how you feel❤️ it’s good to talk about how you are feeling it’s not good to hold it in 😘 keep doing you, you are wonderful ❤️
Thank you for being so real & raw with us. We need more people like that in the TH-cam space!!
Sending you, and everyone who reads this so much love, light & positive energy from Toronto, Canada!!💕💕💕
Dude, you are doing great, not everything is sunshine and rainbows and to see someone like yourself going through something so difficult and being brave enough to be open about it is powerful.
U look pretty 😍
I think it's ok to cry or not feeling good, actually I used to watch ur video to get motivated but I have to admit I owe you and I think many of us owe you cause you're putting so much effort in your channel so we will be happy if u share ur feelings with us ❤️❤️❤️
Don’t ever feel guilty for having the emotions you have right now. You’re in all your right to express them and be in this process. Especially now in these times, so don’t be harsh on yourself lovely. You’re human and emotions are part of that. Whether it’s sad, happy, angry, frustrated, or a combination of everything. Sending you much love and light. 🙏🏻💖🌸✨
Girl don’t for one second feel the need to apologize for whatever you’re feeling right now. This has been a shit year for us all and losing a parent is one of the hardest experiences a person goes through. There is no right or wrong way to experience what you are feeling, you’re doing the best you can and I think you’re doing amazing. The realness of your videos honestly helps me feel less alone, I resonate with the fog that seems to never go away in your life no matter what you do. This year has been one of the toughest mentally on many of us, and I am so grateful that you post what you do. I get annoyed with myself because I feel too sensitive and that no one understands. But you do, more than people in my life. So thank you!! I doubt you’ll see this but just know there are people like me who will always appreciate your authenticity 🖤
Your videos got me through a lot of the worst parts of quarantining this spring! Thank you for continuing to share the real aspects of your life and putting your vulnerable emotions out there. It has helped me to feel like I'm not alone!
P. S. I love the coffee table and wallpaper!
400k around the corner 😊🎉🎉🎉🎉♥️
Girl, please do not feel guilty over being in a negative headspace! You've been through so much shit this year and its totally okay and NORMAL to feel down. You gotta feel that shit. You never have to apologize for your feelings. Honestly, I've really enjoyed seeing this side of you (not that you're sad and down) but just seeing the real and rawness. I love seeing the realness of other youtubers because it brings so much more authenticity to your channel. It makes me feel less alone. We're here for you just like a friend would be and you never have to apologize for how you feel or for being open about it all.
Grief is exactly what you are describing. People who haven’t been through it won’t get it until they go through it themselves. Speaking from experience, the “dark filter” will kinda always be there, but it becomes normal and you adapt. Now I feel I experience things more deeply and appreciate the good things in life more. The hardest part is adapting honestly. It’s a big change. Time and being grateful will be your friend. A gratitude journal was a game changer for me as simple as that is. It definitely made the “dark filter” less distracting so it was easier to see the good and positives in life. It helped remind me of the feeling of “the point” if you will. I didn’t even know it was working until I just starting feeling less negative. Talking about the dark things to people that care about me really helped too. I was watching your videos during this transition in my life and I can’t tell you how incredibly helpful you were. I started reading Ekhart Tolle because of your videos and got into a really great routine that helped me heal from trauma. We lost our father around 2 years ago to suicide. Everyone grieves differently, but I can absolutely understand how you are feeling. Keep putting whatever content you need to out there. I’m enjoying all of it. Even when you may be talking about the “negative” we go through in this life. Thank you for your content of any kind. You are inspiring. Never forget it. ❤️
Also my mom said something incredible to me that really put things in perspective and allowed me to start to heal... “Maybe you should be ok with not being ok right now? Maybe this is what you need right now? To be sad, angry, dark. It is ok to not be ok right now.” This may not be helpful to anyone else but me, but I thought I’d share. It’s like I needed permission from someone to not be ok. It changed everything for me. Her and I don’t have the closest relationship, but Mom’s just know haha.
I think it's great for you to show all your emotions with us Renee, rather than hiding it or being untruthful to us. For one, everyone goes through these stages (I know I have been in this stage for a long time myself!), and honestly, you are a beacon of hope for anyone who feels like this. Because you also have many positive, uplifting, strong qualities that I see in you in every video despite if you're having a rough time. And you seem to live your life your way and it's beautiful. So don't feel bad or guilty for what you're going through or for showing the imperfect side of you. We all have it and it makes you so much more relatable and human and that's a good thing. You'll get through it. And I know I'll be cheering for you along the way! Thanks for sharing yourself with us!
Renee! We love you and every emotion we get to experience with you. Your followers are responsible for the feelings they experience. It’s not your responsibility to make them feel a certain way. That’s 100% their responsibility. Keep being vulnerable with us. You are showing us the way ❤️
It’s so refreshing to here you say “this happens sometimes” and you are anxious and have a weird gut feeling ..... i experience this all the time and feel so alone. I have had anxiety the last 2 days and my heart just starts pounding and i can’t breathe ugggh it’s nice to not feel alone
i feel like one of the things that make that feeling linger/last is when we resist feeling it or feel guilty like we try to force ourselfs to feel better, when actually before we can feel better we need to let ourselfs feel it trully, just let it out and not resist it, and then when i do that i feel so much relief and peace and like a fresh start. When things in our life are hard i think these moments happen more often and its important to know its ok and that its understanding considering everything, its not healthy to deny ourselfs a moment to heal, to recognize how we feel and be there for ourselfs. You never make me feel low or down, i understand exactly how u feel, stop getting in ur head about it "being negative" negative stuff is a part of life, negative feelings, bad things, its a part of life, everyone is human, and we r all doing our best, itd be a lot easier to get through it if u stop beating urself up over how ur feeling, being guilty etc, u need to allow urself to feel how u feel and that will help u get over things and move on and feel better, but u cant skip the feeling bad part, cuz if u try to skip it or deny it cuz u just always wanna be happy and well, ur never gonna feel better, u put so much preassure on urself to be "perfect" in the mood department, like its alright to have bad days and its alright to be sad, and just let it out and ull feel better and ull find that joy and spark again cuz ull actually give urself a chance to heal. Thanks so much for the videos, i love u ❤💜💓
You deserve to just feel how you’re feeling girl! You’re here to show your life to us, not to put on a show. I’ve had an extremely rough year as well and honestly, your videos have helped me so much. You have helped show me that it’s okay to be sad sometimes. I really appreciate you for showing us the bad and the good because I’ve felt bad a lot this year. And I feel so much less alone. ❤️
Life is weird it’s obvious you are not the same person. we are all changing due to circumstances and I feel like sometimes when we hold on too tight to our “past selfs” , we can’t welcome the new one ( even though we may not like it). Best advice I ever received was to let go and surrender your expectations, life is so fragile and is constantly changing and you are never going to live the same in the same way, so embrace where you are because something interesting can always come out of it.
I love your real ness. Do NOT apologize for being you, and you are allowed to feel these normal emotions! I love your videos, and we are all here for you!!💕
I think we're all just feeling lonely right now and I'm so sorry for the loss of your Father. It's okay to feel pain. You should absolutely not feel guilty for that!
I’ve only discovered your channel three or maybe three and a half months ago when things were getting crazy. and honestly I think maybe there are some others like me who found your channel as you were moving to NYC and maybe see your current content as comforting or relatable during this time.. like I haven’t been feeling as positive lately and don’t necessarily enjoy watching ultra positive content the way I did before the whole pandemic. Now that I find your channel I’ll continue to watch in the future as things change too but rn I think what you’ve been posting is prob helping a lot of people through a rough time:)
Thanks for showing us the true Renee. I love your vids regardless of content. My son turned 18, graduated in quarantine and left for Florida to find his own way, its killing me as a mom but watching your vids has truly helped me so much. It's been lonely, different and sometimes I cant explain what I am feeling. So when you are honest about struggles it can always help someone and you may never know. Keep being you! :)
I am so glad to see someone else feeling the same feelings that I am. I post my dad a year ago and am still dealing with the mental repercussions of it. I've always felt like I was being to negative and that everyone around me was trying to tell me to just get over it and I didn't know how. Just know that with support and help you will get through it! I have almost gotten back to 'normal', . Just take your time and know that its just a season and while life will never get back to the way it.was, but you will find yourself again! Much love!
Remember when you read aloud Echcart Tolle for us? He has said in one of his books - either change the situation if you can, or put your guard down and accept it. Surrender!
You introduced me to this beautiful author and his books have changed my perspective a lot. I hope you can revisit his books and feel better about the current situation. Love ❤
Girl, it’s okay. I love the fact that u post and talk about mental health. So many youtubers don’t and just show them being happy all the time. I struggle really bad with my mental health so I understand a lot of the stuff you’re saying. Keep posting amazing content 💜 love you
Hi Renee. You are a gift of light and love in this (hopefully temporary) dark world. I’ve been watching your videos since your first one. I seldom comment, but felt I needed to this time. Keep sharing. You don’t have to hold back for us. Keep it real. Please. I know how you feel about loosing your dad and I ache for you. A short while ago, I lost my mom and my dear husband within a month. And then this shit year happened. But seeing you share all that you’re going through has maybe made me feel a little less alone. These videos are helping people - like me. Keep smiling dear, the sun will shine again. Hugs from Nova Scotia 💕
You're just freaking awesome Renee... It's just the times and situation that we're in that makes us feel this way. And also you're going through some extra stuff that's I think are closest to your heart. And I just wanted to say you've been motivating a huge part of my life. Thank you soo much for that and I hope you keep pushing girl. You're strong. Trust your guts and step up. We'll have good times sooner and let's hope for that. Also congo for the wallpaper and the coffee table. They're so beautiful. Ilysm Renee. You're the best.
Renee please don't ever feel guilty for how you're feeling and for being truthful in your videos. You have been through so much these past months, no one should expect you to be positive and happy 24/7. You lost your dad, which is so hard and I can't imagine how you're feeling, you moved to a different city, alone, and the pandemic happened at the same time and your boyfriend is overseas and you don't know when he can return. I honestly think that you are dealing with all of this so great. You are getting up every day, working, doing things, creating a home, you should be proud of yourself. I definitely think you will feel a bit better after speaking to a professional and when Noah gets home. Sending you lots of love from Australia xx
I have the worst wisdom tooth pain for the past few days and I saw you posted another video today and it’s keeping me sane in bed while my tooth hurts soooo much. I hope you don’t feel bad for feeling “negative”. You can reflect back at these videos like wow look how much my life turned and flipped. Also- I don’t think you are giving yourself enough credit. You had your father pass away and move to another state alone and you’ve been doing so well alone !! I hope you see your progress and know it’s ok to have a few days or a week or month of cloudy day feelings. You are well aware of yourself and environment and that’s a good thing that some people don’t get. Maybe journal! Privately and you can feel a tad bit better. But I loved your stories yesterday of you exploring NYC! I lived here my whole life and have never been in a citi bike lol one of my goals ! Feel better ❤️
Don’t feel bad at all about being negative Renee. I for one have also not been myself since Covid started. You have been through a lot. Your videos make me feel so much better. Like I’m not the only one feeling this way. Rather be real. I actually think since you’ve come back from visiting your mom you have been a lot happier. Your videos get me through these difficult days. We will get through this. Lots of love xx
dont feel guilty for feeling the way you do!! you have been through so much these past few months and the world is crazy right now for everyone. we are all struggling in some way, life cannot always be rainbows and butterflies unfortunately but it is okay to feel the way you do!! and i appreciate seeing you be real and vulnerable, that's just life! if people do not like the vibes or your videos recently then they can choose to watch something else! love you Renee, keep your head up, things will get better!! ♥
I also appreciate so much that you are sharing how you truly feel. It is SO refreshing to hear your real thoughts and feelings and for me personally has made me feel better and not alone in how I'm feeling. So thank you Renee for being so honest and open with us!! It's so appreciated!! :)
I actually love how real you’ve been! I loved your videos then and I love them now! You’re so real and it’s refreshing to see genuine content. You inspire me, Renee. In all your lows and highs. 🖤
Girl, don't ever feel bad for feeling the way you do right now. I lost my mom very unexpectedly when I was 17, and I felt like I was just living in a fog for months after that and nothing was ever going to make me truly feel joy again. It was the worst I've ever felt in my life. But, because of that I truly believe that time heals all things. Eventually I started to feel like myself again, and you will get there too. Everyone deserves to go through the grieving process in their own way, and in their own time. Add everything else that's going on in the world and I can only imagine how much harder that makes it. Be gentle and kind with yourself, time will heal this too.
I started following you because even when feeling awful you get so much done! you are so inspiring!
a Newish subsciber here. Please don't feel bad for feeling weird and down. I am also working through some hardships and have found your videos very helpful and relaxing. Seriously, all my upbeat and positive youtubers that I normally enjoy have been hard to watch as I feel like I am mentally struggling to keep my head above the water while it seems like everyone else are cruising through life and smashing out workouts ect. Glad I found your channel and glad you have found a expert to talk to. I am rooting for you Renee. Best of luck!
You Being honest makes me feel like I am not alone to think negative and struggling. Thank you for sharing who you are. It is beautiful 💜
Hi Renee , Hope you doing good , I like your posts , sometimes even I feel the same way you feel , even I stay alone far away from my family , but I guess when you try to overcome such feelings on your own it makes you even stronger
Renee you're a gem keep flying higher and higher we all love you for who you are love from India
U r so innocent and pure ...dont feel bad for anything just go with the flow...and m excited we are about to become family of 400k..love uuu renne
You are my favourite youtuber ney cz you show both the positive and negative things. You don't try to show how your life is perfect , all bright and shiny, you are just soo real and it kinda assuring to see that.
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I suffer from general anxiety too and sometimes there is no reason for feeling anxious and you don’t have to figure out a reason. For me it’s nice to just be able to accept that there doesn’t have to be a reason for it and I just need to be gentle with myself until it’s over. Also, I don’t think you are being negative just because you aren’t always happy. You’re just being real and we all love that about you 💗
Do not ever feel guilty for not feeling your best! Life is crazy for everyone right now, and honestly, watching your videos helps me remember that I’m not the only one feeling like 2020 has been a shit show!
I think it was so brave and awesome of you to move to a new city by yourself especially during a pandemic and after losing a family member! So do not feel bad at all for how you feel or for telling us about it. I love your videos and hope you start to feel more like yourself again soon!
You're a such an inspiration Renee. You have to feel what you feel♥️ there is nothing wrong with that. I feel like social media is brainwashing ppl into believing that life is ALWAYS some perfect fairytale or something..we are HUMAN and we are definitely not perfect. My have lots of things going on. I love it when I see real authentic TH-camrs. Keep doing you girl we love you!
There are not bad feelings because a feeling is a feeling, whether positive or negative, it's great to feel it completely instead of suppressing it. I still think you are doing GREAT despite what you've recently been through. Big hugs❤️
dont stop saying how you feel. I love how real you are. I prefer you telling us the bad things instead of being fake and swallowing your feelings. Also i dont feel like im the only one having a hard time right now, so just say how you feel.
I don't get negative vibes from you at all. I know and understand that you're grieving PLUS alone in NYC throughout this pandemic, so it's totally understandable for you to feel that way. ❤️
No one ever wants to put out negative energy into a video but that’s just life. One can’t be happy-go-lucky every moment of every day try as one might. I get those anxious feelings from time to time too and say I don’t know why but I do know. I just don’t want to vocalize it. Love that wallpaper! Now I’m all inspired to get wall paper and decorate my plain white walls lol
Since my father past i've dealing with those same thoughts. Going to therapy is helpful but yes, i know what you mean by asking which is the purpose of life. Like you arrive to this world, you feel pain and you die and ypu even ask yourself if thr good things are or aren't bigger than the bad ones and sometimes you feel pain is heavier.
Thank you for sharing your anxiety, it really helped visualize how I can relieve my anxiety. You are extremely real and that’s what I appreciate about you! So again, thank you for sharing you experiences ❤️❤️ love you!
These recent videos are relatable! I feel like I’ve been stuck in a long rut/funk myself. Part of it being quarantine and state of things and other things happening
I feel less alone watching your videos ❤️
Love your channel! And never ever feel guilty for how you feel.. You are allowed to feel good and feel bad. Its ups and downs. That's the only way to heal and love forward. Lots of love 💚
same i feel , as you say..... feeling low, but actually feeling guilty for feeling so. Because I am beyond grateful for being where I am and who I am. I guess we just have to be patient through these times.
I just want to tell you that I am liking the way you are vlogging and the most important thing is to be real which you highly are and no other person can be so real and I enjoy your videos so freaking much, I binge watch your videos than Netflix and I stay motivated and just don’t ever feel guilty , you actually have grown to a more higher level and that shows now, cheers to life 😍😍 love from India
Just paused at 25:50 to write this...
Renee, you are not being negative, you are being real !
Plus, you are still grieving, in the midst of a f***ing worldwide pandemic, away from the people you love, with your bf stuck on a different continent...
Girl, you are a freaking inspiration, pulling through all that (and probably more that we don't know about) the way you do !!!
So, please don't feel guilty about anything, you do you.
Sending you hope and good vibes. :)
Bruhhhh. You are so real and that’s what I love about you and your videos.
I know what you mean when you say you feel guilty about talking about your problems or 'complaining' because I feel that way too sometimes. butttttt try not to feel bad.. yes your "Florida vibes" were motivational but I think seeing this side of you is even MORE motivational because this is REAL life - and it's hard to find people who are REAL. It's nice to be able to relate. For me, my mental health has been the WORST its ever been and I haven't been through half of what you have. Yet, you still get out of bed, still create, still take care of your self and your environment, so yes you are STILL very motivating. So Thank you for being real. Telling us your problems I'm sure is helpful for you and also helpful for us. Also, the heart racing and anxiety thing happened to me a few weeks ago and lasted for DAYS, my resting heart rate was SO high, so hearing you talk about it was reassuring. Your videos are my favorite no matter what
I'm enjoying watching your vlogs more than ever! I think it's great that you're being open and I don't think you should put on a mask. Stay true to yourself, think about yourself in the first place. If people are annoyed of your "negativity" they should just skip the video. You're asome and I watching your vlogs makes me feel like I'm not the only one feeling like this
Hey Reneé, I can't honestly tell you how much I love your channel and 'you'! You are so raw, real and relatable... This is for anyone reading this- I think right now, everybody is going through some tough times and nobody is the same person they were even a month ago! We all change and it's inevitable! It's important to feel those feelings otherwise they are going to remain there. We will have good and bad days and that's okay! Because that's what life is about... So accept it and vent it out... Cry if you want to...( Or journal) But get up and fight... We all are in this together! 💗😊
I love you and believe in you! ♥️😊
You don’t make me feel sad/down at all. You’re being REAL! So many youtubers only show the sunshine and rainbows - which makes me feel sad my life isn’t as perfect as theirs. You are showing us how to get through the hard times Renee. You are doing me a favor and teaching me amazing things! ❤️
i struggle with mental health... no! don't feel guilty!!! be you hunny!!!!!!!!!!! honestly you help me so much!!!!!!!! i Prayed Angels over you to Protect you Always & to bring Healing... you never bring me down!!!! I cry along with you all the time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BE YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!! you are so BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wow! I love that wallpaper! Good job,
Girl! 💪 The coffee table really grounds the room! I hope you find some light in your life soon. You really have gone through a lot. Like you said, we all are. Keep being real! 💕
You’re not alone, Renee! This lockdown has been so harsh on everyone. I get the weirdest highs and lows and it’s such a struggle. Seeing you be so open about your struggles really helps! ❤️
take all the time u need to recover from everything uve been dealing with. hopefully, things will get better for everyone
I totally relate to the “anxious anticipation” feeling, which I like to call “dread”. I think how you explain how you feel and show you taking care of yourself is setting a better example than being positive all the time, ya know? You’re doing great. Keep it up!
Great video as always! Thank you for being a huge inspiration!
I always love your honesty in your videos. I also love how you share everything with us instead of hiding it or faking it. You have no idea how you are helping others with your honesty Renee, that’s part of the reason why I love watching your videos. I have days where I feel positive and motivated and then suddenly I am dragged down by feelings of anxiety and dread and I know I need to take some time to myself, which does help. Just keep doing what you’re doing with your vlogs, and definitely keep talking whether it’s to us or to your friends/family ❤️❤️
I’m LOVING these early morning uploads Renee!!! 🙌🏾
The last 5 minutes of this helped me tonight. I’ve been sitting in a rabbit hole of negativity for 3 hours now and I’m so grateful you spoke your mind. I needed to feel understood. Love you so much Renee 💕
Don't feel guilty. We are all in this together. I feel down sometimes too. I like your videos now and I like how open you are with us. Thank you for sharing. Also whoever said they miss the Florida vibes, I don't really know what they mean cause I remember when you were talking about moving you kept saying you were lonely and that's why you wanted to move. I am proud of you for going through with it and changing your circumstances, That needed a lot of courage. Of course, no-one expected this pandemic. It's alright to feel anxious. Love you, Renee! Keep doing you!
DO NOT beat yourself up because of how you feel! Considering the circumstances, it makes sense how you feel. You've got to remember, also, it is okay to feel your feelings!! Love, Whitney
You should not feel guilty for being depressed or in a weird mood. We all get like that no one is perfect and it is refreshing to see that. Nothing is all happy happy happy. Love you, love your videos and keep focusing on you.
Don’t feel guilty about the way that you feel and sharing your problems/life! Keep being genuine bc more people love seeing the real you with all of the feelings and vibes than those who don’t! The proof of that is in all of the likes! You’re doing great! Plus, seeing you navigate life so beautifully and gracefully in these crazy times gives others (including me) a feeling of not being alone in feeling all the stuff that comes with it! Lots of love!!
sending you all the love❤️ you're healing and I appreciate you showing all the parts of your life🌼💕
Hi Renée it is okay to have anxiety. I have the same thing. Please dont apologize for it. You are vlogging your life and this is a part of it. You are doing well. Greetings from Amsterdam
You’re only human! I think a lot of us follow you because it feels like you are creating conversations with your viewers. I certainly appreciate the honesty and the best down to earth content. I lost my aunt late May and it has definitely helped me appreciate more for each day. So I can relate these things you’re feeling. 💜💛💚💙💖♋️☮️ - With much love AZ follower :)
I'm not even all the way through your video, and let me TELL YA.... you DON'T complain, you are going through SO MUCH and you are taking it like a champ. I personally haven't watched one of your videos and thought to myself... Sht Renee stop being so BLEH 🤣 you are effecting no one.... You are so real all the time, even your pain... That's why all these people love you ♥️♥️
Renee, look up grounding/earthing. It helps to get rid of anxiety almost instantly after one session of putting you feet directly on the ground. I had the same problem and this is the only thing that worked for me.
don't feel guilty!!! it's so amazing that you are sharing and being real! I admire you soooo much and i love your vibe girl!! you are genuine
Renee, this is a traumatic time, and it has been like this for month. So everything you feel is absolutly valid. I hope and am certain we will all look back at these times..and we will have more compassion for ourselves. I remember the saying that it s always darkest before the dawn. So lets keep going forward and carve our own new paths. Lots of love for everyone. Be kind to yourself and people around you.
I just found your channel and I am binge watching all of your vlogs! I love how real you are and I feel like I can relate to you so much!
I lost my father too unexpectedly in April & it’s made me see the world in a different way as well. I completely resinate with how you’re feeling. Your feelings are valid & things will get better. I just found your channel a couple weeks ago & I’m glad I did :)
felt the need to comment a second time.... just so you know its so refreshing to see someone being completely themselves, warts and all, doing what you do Renee inspires me and probably inspires so many people, so keep doing what your doing we all love you for being YOU.
Don’t ever feel sorry for sharing what’s happening. People grow & evolve. You’ve helped me with your vlogs during this time. We don’t have it all together all the time and that’s okay too.
Keep taking care of yourself 🖤
love the wallpaper. life sucks sometimes and it's important to show that too. better to be real than fake happy.
Renee, please don't feel guilty and apologize for how you feel. Your vlogs are real and I hope that makes you proud. On a different note, Can you please share the product info for the drill you used. Love the wall paper in your last video!!
Don’t feel bad to show us what you are going through right now. I believe a lot of people can relate in terms of this pandemic in some degree. At least for me, I always feel like it’s okay to feel how I feel every time I watch your video even though 2020 is not something that I expected and wish for. That’s life. Love, from Japan!