PLEASE DO NOT STOP MAKING MUSIC. This band's sound, lyrics, and feeling have been what I've been looking for in the entirety of my music search. You guys are awesome, keep on keeping on!
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Lyrics Not whole Not wholly Separate but syncopated Single in our nature And because of the times Not a word was said when the lights came on Or a glance given pause At the cost of our desired wrongs It's second nature to love you It's first to die And we were killed upon waking Killed upon waking to the life We weren't prepared to live But rebelled to realize We were killed upon the pavement Bonnie we're immortalized in Blood and cold cold love We were still young When the radio lights came on Elton's on the air No fair dear that we were still here In the absence of everything Abstain from fear And if I cry in your arms It's just some other shit Just some other shit Just some other things that I've been dealing with I'd die in your arms Bury me while playing this Bury me saying "You were all I ever needed" And hold me like we're dying from The liquor that we drank down in hotel rooms To feel warm in cold love What's harder Harder to say? That you want me to stay That you want me stay Unchanged for you? Chained to a lie We're the same you and I We're the same Not the same we hurt differently But consistent in our pain Equal and equidistant in the way we Laugh to lay bear The weight of our cold love affair Recalling the days where we were We weren't We were Wrong for the papers Wrong for the dinner tables Of the inner rings Of the rich and famous anything's It's gone, not bad Just gone My bad, just wrong We had and we had And we were then in Blood and cold cold love We were still young When the radio lights came on Elton's on the air No fair dear that we were still here In the absence of everything Abstain from fear If I cry in your arms It's just some other shit Just just some other shit Just some other things that I've been dealing with I'd die in your arms Bury me while playing this Bury me saying "You were all I ever needed" And hold me like we're dying from The liquor that we drank down in hotel rooms To feel warm What's harder Harder to say? That you want me to stay That you want me stay Unchanged for you? Chained to a lie We're the same you and I We're the same What's harder Harder to fake? That you want me to stay That you want me stay The same for you? Chained to a lie Who's to blame? Let it die We're the same In blood and cold cold love We were still young When the radio lights came on Elton's on the air
I cannot physically listen to this song without crying uncontrollably...it's guaranteed at the acapella "What's harder, harder to say" but generally it starts at the "bury me while saying you were all I ever needed". 💔🖤
i have no idea how this song got on my phone but it came on while i was tripping and i was stopped in my tracks absolutely consumed by the beauty of it. listened to it on repeat and cried. I don't know where it came from but i'm so glad it led me to this band.
Came across this song while listening to music on Spotify during a road trip, had this song on nonstop repeat and discovering more of this band makes me so happy. Please keep making music.
This band was first suggested to me on Spotify, and I just laughed because of the name and made a mental note to listen to them later because their name was so peculiar, but now I am obsessed with their sound and vibe. I definitely didn’t expect what I got while listening to them, but they are honestly one of the most deep and musically talented bands out there. I also love how positive and sweet the comments are. They are already building up a strong and kind fan base which is the best kind. I basically love everything about this band and will listen until I’m old. Thank you so much for making music!
I've never posted a comment in my 15+ years on the internet. But this music is hands down has been the only thing to make me feel anything in quite a while. Every .single.damn song. I WILL be catching you guys at a concert at least once. So y'all gotta stay around! I'm broke in this world, because this world is breaking and y'all are saviors 🤣😍
I created a youtube channel just so that I can comment on the mind-shattering awesomeness of this band. It's like meeting the right person, and even though you try... everything's like moldy eggnog when compared to them. So RKS has ruined music for me, cause for the past two months, honestly, i havent been able to listen to anything else. Thank you guys for existing. You're going to dominate the world's biggest stages some day x
omg same and I'm way too late, like hearing them recently made me feel like I met someone I was supposed to meet years ago in my mind but the universe brought me them relatively now and it blows my mind. like I wish I had this year's ago but I feel like the depth would have been lost.
I went to a geology field camp and we discovered this band on the way up. we repeated both albums for the whole 32 hour road trip and no one got tired of it. I've gotten so many people into RKS it's crazy. great music guys, please make more! looking forward to the next album!
Чёрт, как жаль, что я не знаю английский. Но, как человек, живущий в России, слепо доверяющий переводчику и своему мировоззрению. Могу сказать, что все чувства, возложенные в эту музыку проникают до глубины души. Вы трогаете сердца, пусть и ваша аудитория не велика
This song makes me feel like I'm not alone in my head. These lyrics make me cry so hard that I have to stifle screams in my pillow but but it's exactly what I need. I love you guys because your music is real and sincere, and you guys are doing so much good just existing and putting this stuff out. Please never stop making music. We all love you. Thank you!
That voice drips like water from a faucet that doesn't quite turn off, steady and smooth. You can't stop hearing it while drinking your morning coffee and reading the pages of a book... Hm.
this band has gotten me through so many tough times in my life to the point that now i cant even describe the peace that RKS gives me, keep making music.
I don't even know how it happens, but within 1 minute of the song I have eyes full of tears, every damn time. This song is one of the best lyrical masterpieces out there. This is art. 👌
I’ve been depressed for a while now trying to heal my soul… I came across RKS and I am absolutely listening to everything on repeat crying my soul out and starting to heal 💯✨🌈 NEVER STOP. Thank you for putting my feelings words and nostalgically playing with memories while making them sweeter 💜
Aw man the line "we were killed upon the pavement, bonnie were immortalized" is so touching cause like i immediatly thought bonnie and clyde, and its like clydes last words to bonnie or somethin idk
This song always reminds me of my ex who I got into heroin with and the time we spent together in hotel rooms dying from all the drugs we would do. Addiction really killed all my emotions and made me numb to most things but I still loved him because I knew he suffered the same way I did. I honestly feel like this song is about two alcoholics or addicts in a relationship, just like how I feel freefall is about a relapse, but maybe I am just projecting.
I love this song so much, I listen to it and just sink into a melancholy happiness, remembering a time that didn’t quite exist, and I just switch my frequency off of reality and into my imagination. It’s actually hard to hear the words because i can’t focus.
Lyrics: Not whole Not wholly Separate but syncopated Single in our nature And because of the times Not a word was said when the lights came on Or a glance given pause At the cost of our desired wrongs - It's second nature to love you It's first to die And we were killed upon waking Killed upon waking to the life We weren't prepared to live But rebelled to realize We were killed upon the pavement Bonnie we're immortalized in - Blood and cold cold love We were still young When the radio lights came on Elton's on the air No fair dear that we were still here In the absence of everything Abstain from fear - And if I cry in your arms It's just some other shit Just some other shit Just some other things that I've been dealing with I'd die in your arms Bury me while playing this Bury me saying "You were all I ever needed" - And hold me like we're dying from The liquor that we drank down in hotel rooms To feel warm in cold love - What's harder Harder to say? That you want me to stay That you want me stay Unchanged for you? Chained to a lie We're the same you and I We're the same - Not the same we hurt differently But consistent in our pain Equal and equidistant in the way we Laugh to lay bear The weight of our cold love affair Recalling the days where we were We weren't We were Wrong for the papers Wrong for the dinner tables Of the inner rings Of the rich and famous anything's It's gone, not bad Just gone My bad, just wrong We had and we had And we were then in - Blood and cold cold love We were still young When the radio lights came on Elton's on the air No fair dear that we were still here In the absence of everything Abstain from fear - If I cry in your arms It's just some other shit Just just some other shit Just some other things that I've been dealing with I'd die in your arms Bury me while playing this Bury me saying "You were all I ever needed" - And hold me like we're dying from The liquor that we drank down in hotel rooms To feel warm - What's harder Harder to say? That you want me to stay That you want me stay Unchanged for you? Chained to a lie We're the same you and I We're the same - What's harder Harder to fake? That you want me to stay That you want me stay The same for you? Chained to a lie Who's to blame? Let it die We're the same - In blood and cold cold love We were still young When the radio lights came on Elton's on the air Written by: Samuel Melo
"We were wrong for the papers, wrong for the dinner tables of the inner rings, of the rich and famous anythings is gone, not bad just gone" Ugggghhhhh life. Beautifully and painfully said.
My favorite genre of music is rap. This band is my favorite band and this is one of my favorite songs of all time. Good music transcends genre and culture.
The lyrics make me think it is about being gay when it is punishable by death. I didn’t really think of it this way until I read the lyrics and I don’t know if that is the true meaning, but when applied to the song it is pretty heartbreaking
I listened to this while stoned as fuck and now it's my favourite song I couldn't understand the lyrics then but now I realise all the meaning in this song ❤️❤️❤️
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PLEASE DO NOT STOP MAKING MUSIC. This band's sound, lyrics, and feeling have been what I've been looking for in the entirety of my music search. You guys are awesome, keep on keeping on!
exactly seeing them live was transcending on god that shit built different
commenting to remind you to listen to this again if you haven't in awhile.
Hi
Feel this comment so deeply
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Lyrics
Not whole
Not wholly
Separate but syncopated
Single in our nature
And because of the times
Not a word was said when the lights came on
Or a glance given pause
At the cost of our desired wrongs
It's second nature to love you
It's first to die
And we were killed upon waking
Killed upon waking to the life
We weren't prepared to live
But rebelled to realize
We were killed upon the pavement
Bonnie we're immortalized in
Blood and cold cold love
We were still young
When the radio lights came on
Elton's on the air
No fair dear that we were still here
In the absence of everything
Abstain from fear
And if I cry in your arms
It's just some other shit
Just some other shit
Just some other things that I've been dealing with
I'd die in your arms
Bury me while playing this
Bury me saying
"You were all I ever needed"
And hold me like we're dying from
The liquor that we drank down in hotel rooms
To feel warm in cold love
What's harder
Harder to say?
That you want me to stay
That you want me stay
Unchanged for you?
Chained to a lie
We're the same you and I
We're the same
Not the same we hurt differently
But consistent in our pain
Equal and equidistant in the way we
Laugh to lay bear
The weight of our cold love affair
Recalling the days where we were
We weren't
We were
Wrong for the papers
Wrong for the dinner tables
Of the inner rings
Of the rich and famous anything's
It's gone, not bad
Just gone
My bad, just wrong
We had and we had
And we were then in
Blood and cold cold love
We were still young
When the radio lights came on
Elton's on the air
No fair dear that we were still here
In the absence of everything
Abstain from fear
If I cry in your arms
It's just some other shit
Just just some other shit
Just some other things that I've been dealing with
I'd die in your arms
Bury me while playing this
Bury me saying
"You were all I ever needed"
And hold me like we're dying from
The liquor that we drank down in hotel rooms
To feel warm
What's harder
Harder to say?
That you want me to stay
That you want me stay
Unchanged for you?
Chained to a lie
We're the same you and I
We're the same
What's harder
Harder to fake?
That you want me to stay
That you want me stay
The same for you?
Chained to a lie
Who's to blame?
Let it die
We're the same
In blood and cold cold love
We were still young
When the radio lights came on
Elton's on the air
Thanks
Cheers
Fucking legend mate!!!
I still cannot fathom how insanely poetic these lyrics are,rks is truly artistic
I cannot physically listen to this song without crying uncontrollably...it's guaranteed at the acapella "What's harder, harder to say" but generally it starts at the "bury me while saying you were all I ever needed". 💔🖤
Then you should prolly get some meds or look into therapy, cuz that's not good or a rational response
i have no idea how this song got on my phone but it came on while i was tripping and i was stopped in my tracks absolutely consumed by the beauty of it. listened to it on repeat and cried. I don't know where it came from but i'm so glad it led me to this band.
I can't even imagine how heavenly this is on mushrooms
Or
A gift from the trip gods! 🫠
This band would have me questioning every decision I ever made on shrooms 💀
Came across this song while listening to music on Spotify during a road trip, had this song on nonstop repeat and discovering more of this band makes me so happy. Please keep making music.
Laddi totally understand agreed
My life
That sounds like a very good and memorable trip
This band was first suggested to me on Spotify, and I just laughed because of the name and made a mental note to listen to them later because their name was so peculiar, but now I am obsessed with their sound and vibe. I definitely didn’t expect what I got while listening to them, but they are honestly one of the most deep and musically talented bands out there. I also love how positive and sweet the comments are. They are already building up a strong and kind fan base which is the best kind. I basically love everything about this band and will listen until I’m old. Thank you so much for making music!
the name made it seem like one of those 2012 parody song channels, but shiiiiiiiiiit
I'm a 57 year old grandmother and discovered them a few months ago much the same way as you. I am literally obsessed with this band and I am old 😂
i just was scrolling through looking for a different song and they popped up and now im hooked
you should check out blue october
I've never posted a comment in my 15+ years on the internet. But this music is hands down has been the only thing to make me feel anything in quite a while. Every .single.damn song. I WILL be catching you guys at a concert at least once. So y'all gotta stay around! I'm broke in this world, because this world is breaking and y'all are saviors 🤣😍
"Like the liquor that we drink to feel warm in cold love" ....beautiful but ouch
Just some other shit ,nah dis shit hard
Yep the pain is real I feal it every breath I take the absence of her is more than I can take, hard life to live without the woman you truly love...
Holy fuck
Too relatable unfortunately..
Right. Kick to the chest
I created a youtube channel just so that I can comment on the mind-shattering awesomeness of this band. It's like meeting the right person, and even though you try... everything's like moldy eggnog when compared to them. So RKS has ruined music for me, cause for the past two months, honestly, i havent been able to listen to anything else. Thank you guys for existing. You're going to dominate the world's biggest stages some day x
You created a profile for this and you picked " Blue_Penthouse_Pajamas Flapjacks " I respect that decision.
omg same and I'm way too late, like hearing them recently made me feel like I met someone I was supposed to meet years ago in my mind but the universe brought me them relatively now and it blows my mind. like I wish I had this year's ago but I feel like the depth would have been lost.
I went to a geology field camp and we discovered this band on the way up. we repeated both albums for the whole 32 hour road trip and no one got tired of it. I've gotten so many people into RKS it's crazy. great music guys, please make more! looking forward to the next album!
Might be my favorite song ever.... can't get enough of this song. The chorus is perfection personified.
Чёрт, как жаль, что я не знаю английский. Но, как человек, живущий в России, слепо доверяющий переводчику и своему мировоззрению. Могу сказать, что все чувства, возложенные в эту музыку проникают до глубины души. Вы трогаете сердца, пусть и ваша аудитория не велика
Penetrates to the soul... Couldn't have described it better💜
This song makes me feel like I'm not alone in my head. These lyrics make me cry so hard that I have to stifle screams in my pillow but but it's exactly what I need. I love you guys because your music is real and sincere, and you guys are doing so much good just existing and putting this stuff out. Please never stop making music. We all love you. Thank you!
That voice drips like water from a faucet that doesn't quite turn off, steady and smooth. You can't stop hearing it while drinking your morning coffee and reading the pages of a book... Hm.
this band has gotten me through so many tough times in my life to the point that now i cant even describe the peace that RKS gives me, keep making music.
i cannot describe the way this song makes me feel, the way it resonates in me
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#Love
#you
#likecocainefeels
#shroomseggs
#questionmark
#metamorphosis
#uralliwant
I don't even know how it happens, but within 1 minute of the song I have eyes full of tears, every damn time.
This song is one of the best lyrical masterpieces out there. This is art. 👌
obsessed with this album for months now...the ending of this song gives me goosebumps. much love.
the entire things gives me goosebumps...but yeah especially the end. it singes parts of my heart I didn't know were there.
I always want to quote this song, but all the lyrics are so damn quotable.
Love you RKS
I’ve been depressed for a while now trying to heal my soul… I came across RKS and I am absolutely listening to everything on repeat crying my soul out and starting to heal 💯✨🌈 NEVER STOP. Thank you for putting my feelings words and nostalgically playing with memories while making them sweeter 💜
i want to live inside the last 60 seconds of this song for the rest of my life
Me too. Just on loop, forever
Yea if you replay it enough we can guys!!! XD so good tho
Same, same so much
You know whats really mad, one day all that'll be left of you is comments like that
@@letmelie4757why does that make you angry
these lyrics are astounding. goddamn.
My brother showed me this band and now I love all of their music.
Aw man the line "we were killed upon the pavement, bonnie were immortalized" is so touching cause like i immediatly thought bonnie and clyde, and its like clydes last words to bonnie or somethin idk
the ending of this is so beautiful
That harmony tho. Gives me goosebumps every time
This song always reminds me of my ex who I got into heroin with and the time we spent together in hotel rooms dying from all the drugs we would do. Addiction really killed all my emotions and made me numb to most things but I still loved him because I knew he suffered the same way I did. I honestly feel like this song is about two alcoholics or addicts in a relationship, just like how I feel freefall is about a relapse, but maybe I am just projecting.
Such relatable and personal lyrics to me. Please don't ever change ya'lls spirit. I'm trying to get y'all more popular
This song speaks to every bit of nostalgia I've ever felt about anyone I've ever loved. BEAUTIFUL!
Are you saying that you want them to stay unchanged for you? 😂
I love this song so much, I listen to it and just sink into a melancholy happiness, remembering a time that didn’t quite exist, and I just switch my frequency off of reality and into my imagination. It’s actually hard to hear the words because i can’t focus.
you guys are pretty big in South Africa all ready
Lyrics:
Not whole
Not wholly
Separate but syncopated
Single in our nature
And because of the times
Not a word was said when the lights came on
Or a glance given pause
At the cost of our desired wrongs
-
It's second nature to love you
It's first to die
And we were killed upon waking
Killed upon waking to the life
We weren't prepared to live
But rebelled to realize
We were killed upon the pavement
Bonnie we're immortalized in
-
Blood and cold cold love
We were still young
When the radio lights came on
Elton's on the air
No fair dear that we were still here
In the absence of everything
Abstain from fear
-
And if I cry in your arms
It's just some other shit
Just some other shit
Just some other things that I've been dealing with
I'd die in your arms
Bury me while playing this
Bury me saying
"You were all I ever needed"
-
And hold me like we're dying from
The liquor that we drank down in hotel rooms
To feel warm in cold love
-
What's harder
Harder to say?
That you want me to stay
That you want me stay
Unchanged for you?
Chained to a lie
We're the same you and I
We're the same
-
Not the same we hurt differently
But consistent in our pain
Equal and equidistant in the way we
Laugh to lay bear
The weight of our cold love affair
Recalling the days where we were
We weren't
We were
Wrong for the papers
Wrong for the dinner tables
Of the inner rings
Of the rich and famous anything's
It's gone, not bad
Just gone
My bad, just wrong
We had and we had
And we were then in
-
Blood and cold cold love
We were still young
When the radio lights came on
Elton's on the air
No fair dear that we were still here
In the absence of everything
Abstain from fear
-
If I cry in your arms
It's just some other shit
Just just some other shit
Just some other things that I've been dealing with
I'd die in your arms
Bury me while playing this
Bury me saying
"You were all I ever needed"
-
And hold me like we're dying from
The liquor that we drank down in hotel rooms
To feel warm
-
What's harder
Harder to say?
That you want me to stay
That you want me stay
Unchanged for you?
Chained to a lie
We're the same you and I
We're the same
-
What's harder
Harder to fake?
That you want me to stay
That you want me stay
The same for you?
Chained to a lie
Who's to blame?
Let it die
We're the same
-
In blood and cold cold love
We were still young
When the radio lights came on
Elton's on the air
Written by: Samuel Melo
This music hurts but is healing. I think I can start loving things again.
Meaningfull lyrics, quality music and an unique sound. God i love this band so much..
"We were wrong for the papers, wrong for the dinner tables of the inner rings, of the rich and famous anythings is gone, not bad just gone"
Ugggghhhhh life. Beautifully and painfully said.
I predict you guys are gonna be massive, you're brilliant
How have I only just found these ??? I must of been under a rock absolutely amazing! !!
God you are so good. I wish more people heard you.
One of the best bands I’ve ever heard !! Please don’t stop telling the truth!
Just found this group. Grateful.
My favorite genre of music is rap. This band is my favorite band and this is one of my favorite songs of all time. Good music transcends genre and culture.
I wish id discovered rks when i was younger. I swear these songs heal my inner child
Causes lumps in my throat, i wanna just cry so hard. But refuse.
At work staring out the window when I should be working. This just puts me in this mood I can't describe.
How does this not have several hundred million views? This is easily one of the greatest songs of the 2020s
"It's gone, not bad. Just gone" keeps playing in my head
the whole song hits different but the ending hits hard
this has been my favorite song for years now...
i don't think it will ever change
your songs are the only thing that help me breathe.
I'm so happy this band is starting to get the recondition it deserves.
I know every single word to this song and it's the feels for me.
I can't believe I forgot how much I love this song
I can't stop listening to this song. It echoes in my head.
Dude was a talented man. Rip.
this music truly touches the heart in way that can't be explained
Thank you RKS for the amazingness!
Finally saw you live and I still have you on repeat WE LOVE RKS
I love everything about your music!
My favorite RKS song right here.
You guys are absolutely amazing!
If you guys had a concert, I would come even if it was three states away in a dive bar. I want to hear the base reverberate through my soul.
Lyrically speaking truth to the chapter in my life Wich is no more. Beautiful wow🙏💚🌤️🌊🌟
I came across this sound track from Spotify... I can't wait till people listen to them!
I love this song so much more now than before. It reminds me of someone now
I expected to hate it. Glad I didn't. In fact I've been listening to this song on repeat for days.
If i die in ur arms burry me while playing this , IM ALL YOU ever needed” could not relate more rn
Love trying to sing the lyrics, Only to find out how technical they are lol
every day after work I get a new song in my recommended from this album reminding me why I've gotta fork out the money for the record
I’m going to your concert in a few days! I’m so excited, It’ll be my first concert!! And I’m glad it’s yours!!
love it! most music nowadays is bland and feeling less. this is different. love the band
i love the song, don't stop with the amazing work!!!
The lyrics make me think it is about being gay when it is punishable by death. I didn’t really think of it this way until I read the lyrics and I don’t know if that is the true meaning, but when applied to the song it is pretty heartbreaking
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I really really want to be sober, I always find myself listening to this fucking song when I'm wasted and it's very sad.
Who ever does not like this music doesn't live in this world
I really love all their songs, I finally feel understood ❤️
I hope I never grow out of your music.
Shuffled my liked songs and this surprised me haven't heard it in a min
this is unreal songwriting man class
Haunting years later, if I had heard this when it happened in sure I'd done something.. ya exactly something......
I'm saying this is amazing and I did shit, sorry😞
Amazing lyrics!
I find myself listening to this song a little more deeply atm.
This song is so sweet
Always come back to this song honestly mesmerising✨🥰✨
The cold chills at the end man
What in the name of God have I been listening to before?
Fuck me, this is top draw!
Cocaine and your music changed my life
Air Sesh yea
Kinda like Cocaine Jesus lmao
Yeah I use to sell the stuff, glad I overdosed and have been sober since! 2 years and 2 months on the 7th of December 2020 :)
@@jaredscotbrandon2593 congratulations. Proud of you bro
First heard this from my oldest friend, it's helped me through tough days
Thanks to my friend who's enitials are also rks
This band reminds me of my dead friend dlyan. love u dlyan
I listened to this while stoned as fuck and now it's my favourite song I couldn't understand the lyrics then but now I realise all the meaning in this song ❤️❤️❤️
"What's harder, harder to say?
That you want me to stay, or that you want me stay unchanged for you?"
I love the feeling in my soul with this band. 🙌🏻✨💜
God damn. Lot of people been right here in this spot. It's a brand new hurt every time.
Rainbow kitten surprise is definitely the type of band that Chloe and max would listen to from life is strange
I love you guys.
Hey Maranda, I know at some point you'll read this. I miss you. I'll always miss you. There is always an open door in my heart for you ♥️
The bands sound is my souls music. I dont know how to explain it
I can't stop listening!
You guys are bloody awesome. Would you ever consider coming to Sydney?
Julian M hi
music has never spoken to me like this has
this is the sound of my soul
I might be new but I already feel at home