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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 22 พ.ค. 2024
- Loneliness [00:00]
Inside... [05:19]
Shotgun [10:34]
Anti-Life [15:02]
Frustrated v2 [18:51]
Misanthropy [23:23]
Genocidal [29:19]
Laughing [33:37]
Excluded From Humanity [37:26]
A Miserable Life... [43:47]
Band: Decalius
Genre: Dsbm / Blackgaze
Location: Seattle
Members: Braulio
Facebook: / decalius-105280745070589
Instagram: / decalius_band
Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/1q4hW...
Of course TH-cam recommends me this at the lowest point of my life
Gotta be thankfull
High five ✋
dont worry, can always get lower
@@andreasbodemer686That's honestly my most valuable learning from life at this point, even if you think you are at the lowest point of your life, enjoy it or try to get something good from it because you don't how what kind of twisted sh*t awaits for you next...
We are brothers now.
I love stumbling across an album, while feeling the loneliest I’ve ever felt in a long time, called Dehumanizing Loneliness. TH-cam algorithm knows a little too much.
Creeply littlely too much.
They know everything.
We wouldn’t be here if it was otherwise
Porter Wagoner
so true.
You good bud?
Perfect album for Valentine's Day
I ate shitton of pills and slept all day,good for me i guess
@@user-kq1rc2vt6l what pills in particular?
@@user-kq1rc2vt6lbe good bro❤
@@user-kq1rc2vt6lyou ok brother?
@@user-kq1rc2vt6lnot cool dude
I went through 5 years of college and have a masters now. Today I finished my final exam. Despite trying my absolute hardest to meet people and talk, I never made a friend. My parents practically don't exist. No SO. But I got good grades at least. How did I go 5 years without meeting people, while being surrounded by them? I can't relate to anything I see anymore -but this album.
What did you study ?
@@eliotlarmure7211 Business administration and finance.
Wow! I'm in my 30's, not a single friend. Ppl don't like to talk to me
@@tritan20and what are you doing now ?
im going to uni soon and im scared that i'll end up in the same situation like yours
Nice to meet you from Japan. While the very creepy thumbnail was making me fearful, I played the video and I was shocked to learn about the DSBM genre. I was shocked to hear such a dark, rhythmic and emotional song. I'm glad I didn't just look at the thumbnail and end up feeling terrified. As someone who has always loved metal and rock music, it was strangely easily absorbed into my body and I quietly listened to it. I feel it is a shame that this genre is not well known in Japan. It's very beautiful. Really nice. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. (I am using a translation. Sorry if the grammar is wrong)
Nice to meet you from indonesia, sometimes i use translate, but, yeah music can break languange barrier, we just feel it, if you know the language you literally going deeper, i, am still learn english until now y so feel free
nice to meet you from canada
i agree with you both
this is beautilful while being dark and sad
glad to see this is enjoyed
even tho we all are so far apart
Nice to meet you
Greetings from Brazil 🇧🇷
Exactly, man. Decalius's songs are helping me get through a tough time, but I'm sure it's helping many other people too. This is what connects us, even from so far away. We're all humans with crushed feelings, aren't us?
music is a universal language my friend
Nice to meet you from France
I got to know the SDBM genre when I was venturing into the darker sub-genres of metal. It makes me horribly sad to know that there are people out there feeling such pain and I can only wish them the best. Nonetheless, this style of music is enjoyable and is possibly something I'd sing about in the future in relation to past suffering, because after all, music allows you to express yourself, doesn't it?
I'm glad that so many people from different countries can come together and communicate. What's your life like in Indonesia, Japan and Brazil? So many different cultures, different lifestyles, different ways of thinking, different daily lives. I often think about all that.
I'd love to keep in touch with you even though I don't know you guys, you seem cool. If you're interested, give me a way of communicating and I'll get back to you as soon as I receive your comment.
May life be good to you now and in the future,
So be it
Not my dyslexic ass reading "BDSM" instead of "DSBM".
Your horny mind hahaha
Better than NSBM.
@@baph0met Best University in Sri Lanka | Home | NSBM
@@lolcatwill :o
Me too. I was not disappointed.
Got a an advertisement for therapy when i clicked on this vid
pretty sure i got this suggested after i googled some psychotherapists :D
😂😂😂😂
stuttering in a comment
lol
TH-cam suggested me the suicide hotline looking up this song
I saw the thumbnail and thought I was in for some low quality ambient or something. DAMN, i was wrong. This is absolute gold, instant fan.
Instant fan also !! Great !! 🙏♥
Brilliant
Funny seeing you here. Yes, this is a scalding album indeed.
Knowing your appreciation of this art of gives me a new (but not surprising) appreciation of your art and the person behind it. Honestly inspirational. 🤞💯
^ honestly an amazing album
i'm cute
we need to se you draw like a Mayhem parody
If you've stumbled across this album, it's okay to feel and think the way you are. Don't do it. Stay with us.
i was just looking for gore...
@@matias3550🤓
Thank you, I needed to hear this.
@@matias3550 🤓
man...
The melancholic melodies and guttural vocals make for such a powerful and emotional combination. It's like hopelessness slowly crawling under your skin. It's like the last cry of someone who has completely given up, and it's oddly comforting.
I am a man very depressed and lonely. But, this music i make me feel calm. Very thanks for your art sir.
Yes. This is how I also feel about Deftones ✨♥️
@@ireneedmonds4712bro said Deftones
i love you man, take care always
@@ireneedmonds4712 💀💀💀💀💀
Si respuesta700eNuN100.,.*¡'"¡,.
It's the kind of pain you feel when you go crazy from loneliness. At first I thought it was scary, but I wanted to listen to it when I was about to go crazy. Thank you for expressing your loneliness.
First of all I believe we as humans are not made to be alone at all. It still happens because the world sadly is the way it is right now. But. Embrace your emotions, FEEL them, then you'll see how important they are. They don't want to hurt you, they want you to listen and learn. I still struggle with them too, I'm still in a lot of pain and I know how dark it can get inside but I've learned what I want to give to others and what's important to me in this life. You will grow from your emotions trust me. You'll be the person that can inspire others and you will have so much more to offer. Don't ever give yourself up, you are worthy of love from others and yourself most importantly.
@@thex6992 Thank you for your kind reply. Your words saved me. from Japan
@@thex6992That hits heavy man. I'm happy for you that you were able to find meaning in life and in others. I am so scared of everyone ever since I finally broke the cycle of being abused by family and in relationship after relationship, and I moved away from it all and then never met anyone new, and never did anything, and now I am well and truly alone, and I can't trust others or let them in, I'm a terrible person and I try to unpack all my emotional baggage, but I just can't stop being scared to feel again, I told myself I'd never let the void take me again, yet it's my go to coping mechanism, I can't fix myself it seems, years go by, and I'm still the same, nobody wants to be with someone who is so far gone they can barely take care of themselves, and the cycle continues. It's tiring, life is work and sleep and games but it's just not enough anymore, and I have no idea what I want in this life or what I should care about, all my dreams are so out of the realm of reality that they cannot be achieved, and so I accept a flawed world, and a flawed self, content to be alive, but never live.
Hyvä että sait sen tuen ,mitä eniten voi tarvita eli vaikka siinä sinun vieressäsi ei olisi ketään meitä On monta jotka kokevat olonsa mukavaksi kun Decalius soi,Et ole ikinä yksin.🖤🤘🫡
>foggy morning
>clear, gray roads
>you and your coffee
>this playing in the aux/cd
"The road has no destination, the outroads are my freedom."
I absolutely adore this album.
daaayum
AbSeLuTELy HoRriFFiC I aM.,.*'¡-'
@@ccbones7551❤❤
AbSeLuTELy mY DeAr. Off-roads
Nothing to say much, no need to romanticize, no flashbacks, just void.
Your voice sounds like the wind roaring through the trees and the instruments are just swaying along on a path of destruction. This is perfect.
Dude, that's so poetic
Thank you, your words made me rethink my opinion about DSBM in general
His voice really sounds like you described, all it needs is right metaphor to comprehend it
Using nature to describe dsbm is such a poetic thing, it really conveys the flood of emotions one might feel, or maybe the desolate coldness of this album is like winter .....this makes me feel like I'm watching a tornado pass through in slow-mo
yeah the mix is pretty muddy
fukmomy
This is what I also thought😊
I see sick album cover i click i stay i melt into nothingness
虚無感や先行きの無さと共に母の羊水のような温かみを感じます
Eww- but good verbage
Lol
This is the exact feeling of dehumanizing loneliness, I know it all too well especially since everyone I care for either left or no longer wants me; this album capsulates the feeling of pain, frustration, and hatred you feel when lonely.
Keep your head up brother. You got this.
i feel in the deep your expresión "no longer wants me" 😔😢
BM can be like a BM... Sometimes they go smooth and sometimes they are harsh lol
I know exactly what you feel like. That feeling hurts me the most. I hope you know that you WILL be stronger in the end. This lonely path makes beautiful characters, pain seems to break us but we will grow from it into something unbelievable. Do not go hollow.
And I hope you know, even though it might not seem like it, someone or rather something out there loves you for what you are, and will always. It might be a person you haven't met, it might be nature that gave you life, or the cosmos and life itself. I'm certain. And you should do the same, even if it seems impossible. We all deserve to be loved. I wish all of you the true love you might have never felt before.
What if your entire life is nothing but isolation, not just moments of it? It is probably my perspective.
Misanthropy is fabulous.
My father passed away a week ago and listening to the song from his home, at night in the rain with the thunder while looking at the sea was a moment that touched my heart deeply.
My condolences
@@isserleysdaddy Thank you !
Very sorry for your lose
🫂
Man i hope you feel better, really, i mean it ❤
Wake up babe new Decalius album just dropped
Wonderfull!!! Greetings from Brazil!
Слава Україні
Lezzgooo
You have no babe
Babe, wake up, new Decalius just dropped. Babe, wake up! Babe, wake up! Babe? Babe! BABE WAKE UP PLEASE, WHAT DID YOU TAKE
Why can't more BM be like this? Where I can feel the emotions the artist is trying to portray, but also hear melodies and the different instruments clearly. This is very aesthetic! Especially as someone who's felt deep self loathing before I can appreciate this
U know very well the reason why
half of the ones who do it actually off themselves, their music rarely gets brought up
@@MosquitoDoidoMaluco no... i really dont lol
You just need to look further
Faces from cover they feel your problem
“Dehumanizing loneliness” bro my roommate will be back from the coast on thursday, please chill youtube
I'm more of a Brutal Death, Slam, Metalcore, and Grindcore fan, the doom and black only comes up to about my ankles, as opposed to the pool of other genres.
This popped up as a recommendation and I wasn't sure what to think! honestly from the picture I thought this could have been a ARG or video essay about some horror topic.
This is good stuff, like seriously, this has a soul, passion, blood sweat and tears, poured into every note of this. this encapsulates more negative emotions and concepts into musical form that I haven't heard in a while. the droning of the guitar and bass makes it sound airy, or wavey, like its far away, being played in another room, as you sit and stew in your emotions. while the drum's feel the same way, not as wavey though, honestly to me they sound more like black as opposed to this doom sound. not a bad thing though.
your voice howls like the winds in a small Midwestern town. on a dark night, of course.
honestly this will probably go into my rotation of "thing's I listen to regularly." and I shall watch your musical career going forward with great interest.
again, good stuff.
I hope all of you will understand some day that you are worthy of being loved by others and yourself too. Even if it seems impossible. Knowing that other people suffer the same way I did for a long time and still do on some bad days just breaks my heart, I know how you must feel inside. I just want you to know that you will get stronger from those feelings. That you listen to tgis type of music shows that you are confronting and looking at them. The pain inside of you can forge something incredible. Don't give up, you are beautiful the way you are even if others make you feel like you're not. I wish you all the love and growth. We all deserve it.
Also thanks to the artist for creating music that transcends borders of languages etc. and helps everyone listening.
Thank you
it's 1:44am as I type this . only got off work a few hours ago . I stumbled across this album entirely by accident . I don't even know why this was in my recommended - I listen to predominantly alt rap / hip hop . and yet , this may be one of my favourite albums I've ever listened to . this is beautiful honestly . expressing a feeling that is impossible to put into mere words . this is art . if this album was a visual piece it would have a space reserved for it in the Louvre
it's 01:55 here
sleep deprivation will bring you a lot of problems .
welcome to the dark side brotha
@@Diabolical_Lands smesh the darkside alhamdullilah !
You couldn't put in any other better words my friend
The way this album describes the absolute state of some of our lives really let's you know there are others in similar situations and it just fucks you up inside knowing the world doesn't care...
the world is the representation of us. if more of us wake up then the world will care. cant blame the car for going in the wrong direction if the driver is evil.
Hello from Siberia
Very cool and catchy cover, especially the part at the bottom right. They say that if you look darkness in the eye for long, it will look back at you.
It's funny.. This album was in my “watch later” folder, and now I finally decided to turn it on. I am now saving up for a number of operations, after which I am unlikely to live a healthy life. I'm scared, but this music helped me
Thank you 🖤
i hope you make it out safe and healthily.
i'm one of the guys on that image (the one that's at the right)
dammnn u sexy
Bro i think that guy is dead
Drunk and lonely, perfect
Real
these tracks are exactly what loneliness feels like
First song gave me goosebumps.
there hasn't been a single artist whos embodiment of music has been so haunting yet so beautiful for me. You deserve way more recognition. Your Music has helped me through some harder times. Thanks for everything Decalius 🖤
Absolutely 10000%
th-cam.com/video/D5YVSbcdAI8/w-d-xo.htmlsi=5IzZtaGxovUc7GS-
So this is not my type of music at all, but I simply cannot stop listening to it.. there is a deep beauty in this music that I can't quite point my finger to what it exactly is..
sounds like its your type of music
Lol you're about to begin your journey to getting into this type of music. Welcome! We're glad you're here
@@CynicalMartian We're not glad you're here. We're gonna take your lunch money
It's still very melodic - I guess you like the chord progressions while you don't like the overall technique. So your statement of this genre not being your type of music still checks out in the end.
he likes the music just not the sonic atmosphere@@5alpha23
I just discovered this today. I have a feeling this can be a modern DSBM classic. This is awesome. I hope you are doing well mentally and physically.
come on man, we just can't be mentaly sane to make music like this
@@NeonyxLaf Yes, you can.
@@cult.of.lethargia
Yep, I have to agree with you. Deadly music.
@@NeonyxLafDefine mentally sane. A person who makes a music like this is more sane imo than a person slaving around bed > work > home > bed. People who make music like this haven't lost their hummanity yet.
I'm not exactly sure why this speaks to every fiber in my being but it does. It's like depression has finally won its battle over my soul and body
You matter❤ do not let anything convince you that you don’t. I could not win this fight alone so I looked for help and things seem to be getting better
Keep fighting, you are worth it
I've listened to this almost every day for about 3 months now, it still continues to comfort me on the especially dark days.
Everyday is a dark day
Excluded from Humanity is the most beautiful song I've heard in a while... I listen to really any genre and something about that track is like hauntingly beautiful..
yea its rlly the best song ever for me
i find this album strangely comforting. i feel connected to my teen agonising self, like i can hold this child who felt like having no one around and no future. over 10 yerars later i have actual real friends, good relationship with family, a path in live that i chose.
i still often feel lonely inside, like barely anyone can touch my soul deeply and connect with me. like, i will always stay lonesome in heart and have to rely fully only on my own. but, i came at peace with this feeling. this is just a part of adulting, i guess.
I don't listen to much black metal but this is definitely one of my favorite albums of this genre
Seen that meme
Dsbm
@@psychoslayer8827dsbm is still black metal i dont see the need to correct
Shotgun is by far my favorite. The depressing melancholy of the guitar. The demonic, painful, gutteral growls. This is the right formula in my opinion. Well done.
Damn, been a while since i've heard DSBM that didnt sound like a cat with its balls stuck on a fencepost, this is really good, it sounds kinda shoegaze-y but it doesnt sound anything like blackgaze, I like it a lot!
Also bonus points for spooky album cover.
I’ve never really heard an album quite like this, I’ve never heard of the genre and this just randomly popped up in my feed. I’m glad I clicked, this is beautiful.
I hope youre a metalhead now
Weird I was just thinking this morning "I wonder if someone has used the beast of jersey for their DSBM cover"
amazing sound dude
I love when TH-cam recommends me random albums.
It’s crazy how all the album TH-cam has shown me have been pretty good album with amazing album art.
I've never listened to DSBM before but I fell in love with this album. Just saw your latest Instagram post and I'm sad that you're pausing/ending permanently this project, but anyway I wish you the best. Thank you for deliverying us this masterpiece, we appreciate every second of it.
He ended it? This is literally one of the best albums of music I have ever heard; it's an actual shame that this had to end....
this album definitely resonates with me. I have kinda isolated myself from my friends, mainly staying at home, smoking and listening to this masterpiece. I'm not sure what's been going on with me, or how I turned into this kind of person. but yeah. I love your music anyway ❤
I've been looking for this type of sound for a long time and I finally found it 10/10
Блин, вроде бы меня никогда не интересовали песни подобного жанра, но я случайно наткнулась на ваше видео и мне ЗАШЛО. ОЧЕНЬ. Спасибо за эти чудесные треки, буду слушать на репите 💥💥💥
аналогично, брат/сестра!!! Аналогично.....
Это шедевр , и подобный жанр металл тоже ♡.
This actually breathes some life into DSBM, its not just a "by the numbers" type of sound. Very well done.
Very well said
If a windy angry storm started a band.
look up xavier renegade angel wind monkeys lol
What a perfect time… I’ve been feeling very lonely recently.
Привет из России! Кайфовая музыка, альбом получился прекрасный. Спасибо за творчество!
This album cradles my aching heart 🥀
This hits so hard one the beast albums of dsbm i've ever heard
i like just smile a few words album
Блин, какой же шикарный альбом, слушаю по кругу с даты релиза, плачу как ребенок, но остановить это колесо эмоций не в силах. Храни Боже тебя, дорогой нашему сердцу Decalius
жэс
First time finding this band, love it. Like losing your brother in arms at war.
As someone who feel loneliness often, I can say that this album reaaaaally kicks ass, I fʼn loved it, especially “Misanthropy”
Dude this might be one of the best albums I’ve listened to in a looong while. Phenomenal work
Exactly every song's a banger for me and this is very rare in my case
as a huge fan of dsbm i adore this, my little lonely heart is full
I love this album sincerely. I hope you choose to press this on vinyl someday. I know you’re going to pause this project, but i just wanted to let you know you did such a great job. Much love and appreciation from Southern California
Santa Barber
@@DeanJohnson-oc6iw what?
I feel like shit, anyone I turn to help shuts me out. happy to have this
I guarantee you you'll find people here who will never shut you up.
Not into DSBM but this is good, catchy melodies with an actual sadness/despair vibe
This is my first experience with DSBM. Love it!!
Loneliness is a scream of questioning human connection without an answer from the world, only soothing silence
No soy muy fan de este subgénero del metal... pero su álbum, me dejo impactado. Es de los mejores álbumes que he escuchado en mi vida, tienen un talento increible.
お酒🍺🎶🍺🎶🍺飲みながら聴きたい☺️
Easily one of my top DSBM albums of all time. Wonderfully melodic, and poignant from start to finish. A masterpiece! 10/10
Don't stop making music this is the most beatiful album ever. When i listen to this i feel like im in my grave in piece, thinking this was all for nothing just the sound of loneliness
A Miserable Life is a perfect ending omg
The beginning guitars just hook you immediately holy shit this is so amazing, I'm into the most guttural nasty shit like Heinous Killings for example and such obscure bands but this vocal style here is probably my hardest to get into, but i gotta say this made them grow on me more than usual the way the vocals dance with the instruments which adds to this feeling of despair. The catchiness and emotion and frustration really strikes me on the way this was done. Awesome
I’m not much into DSBM. But this project clearly stands out to me. Every person involved in this music, production, recording (or even if it’s just one dude in his basement) should be very proud and satisfied with the result. This is an incredible piece of art that transcends genre.
Its just 1 dude. This is his last album for a while.
Finally, my most anticipated album of the year. These songs fill a void; I'll be replaying this one for years to come. Thank you for finishing this work of art. ❤
Love you man. My soul is crying when Im listening to this album.
THE BEST
PLEASE PUT IT IN BAND CAMP
Most beautiful DSBM I have ever heard. It feels hopeless, but the melody just.. makes me feel something so indescribable, it really brings me to a place where my thoughts are laid out and vulnerable- clearing them. Calming, transcending. You are also one of the only DSBM bands (or bm bands in general, lol) that actually interact with their fans. Your music is helping people, I hope you yourself are well, Decalius. We love you!
Lo estaba esperando...
what he said
この美しさは何なんでしょうか。私は好きですね、この音楽が。ジャケットも良いです。ボーカルが、叫んでも叫んでも届かない私の言葉のようで。
I've never really dived into any kind of black metal, but this is just amazing. I'm very moved, and I'll defiantly be listening to more of your music.
You definitely should. Especially with the underground BM bands. Never heard a more cold and harsh atmosphere in music than black metal
Don't let the elitists discourage you from listening to it. There will always be someone calling you a poser for not knowing all the bands out of the 10s of millions, don't take it personally. They say this shit to even people that have been listening to black metal for 15 years.
Goddamn, I can feel the sorrow in every song. "Tortured" is the word that comes to mind. I hope you all find any help you need. You're not alone.
один из лучших исполнителей в жанре,столько эмоций,собственный стиль. Я пережил многое с этой музыкой,безмерно благодарен тебе,за спектр чувств,который ты передаешь
то же самое
This album is so gorgeous sounding. Hits my heart just right :)
絶対日本人には受け入れられないだろうけどメロディーがしっかりしていて自分は好き❤
むしろメロディーがしっかりしてるから、受け入れられると思う
Veo mucho japonés por aquí.
This album is the first of its kind I've listened to. It sounds so indescribably beautiful. It's the first that made me feel my heart beat in my chest. Despite the dark emotion, I've never felt more uplifted by an artist's work. It inspired me to write this to all who would read it.
When it is dark, accept that it is going to be dark for a good while. Expect dark, but keep your eyes open for light. If you find light, smile because you found light, even if it's not all that bright or won't last very long. If you only see dark, know that there is light out there somewhere. You may have missed it, but somebody else may have gotten to see it, and that's something to smile about.
As you march on in the dark, know that there are places with light that the dark won't allow you to see. Pick a direction and walk. If it gets darker, turn back and pick a new direction. If you see it getting brighter, keep walking. It may only get bright enough to see the outlines of your hands. Smile because you can see your hands. The fact that you can see them means there is light, after all.
It's going to be dark for a while, friends. Look for light.
I've never known them except for now... Truly a beautiful album, I could have resonated to some of these songs not too long ago. The atmosphere is just perfect.
This album is a hard and sad masterpiece. I'm now (this night specially) going through some hard moments and hearing this music while having some beers helps me to deal with them.
"Shotgun" 10:34 and "A Miserable Life..." 43:47 are the best songs to make me cry.
Arre you doing better man?.. I was amazed by a "miserable life", such a beautiful way to end up this masterpiece.
@@LilRrom-zk4tv Have some good days other bad ones, but still hanging on. Thanks for taking time and care ;)
Misanthropy might be my favorite song on this album it just hits so many spots that I look for in a good BM or DSBM song
Great to see that you’re in Seattle, I’m not too far from there. I’d love to come experience this beautiful music live.
somehow all lonely people are connected
i listen to so much traditional black metal. i need to start listening to shit like this more often it’s sick as fuck
This album is absolutely brilliant! It’s awesome coming across indie projects like this and just being blown away!
I opened this video after wanting to stream the album for a few days, and as soon as I heard it, I felt something for once. My heart sunk. I felt like… finally, somebody understood.
желаю развития этому музыканту, под его музыку я проживаю очень сложное время, спасибо что ты есть
Every song - a masterpiece! Thank you for this release my friend.
Amazing!! Regards from Mexico 🇲🇽🤜🏻🤛🏻 brothers!!
Your art is amazing, I'm so glad I found your songs
What a very calming piece of beauty this album is. It feels to me like the experience of finding comfort and peace in giving up on life. Not that I can say how that truly feels like, though.
I recently found them and started listening, their music seems great to me, a lot of support from Argentina!
Such a familiar feeling...
Scene:
Negative two degrees out and snowing
Cooking Mac n cheese
So much death around
Music adds the only peace I’ve had in too long