@@CollectiveHealing111 me as well!!! I have always downplayed myself as far as having any money or any type of wealth. I have lived a life of "robbing Peter to pay Paul". When I talk about myself or my situation, I always gear it towards not having a lot versus having a lot (mostly about money but also about "things".). ❤
Pile #3. I had a narcissistic mother and older brother and my first child, a son, is narcissistic. My first husband was a narcissist. A lot of strength was needed to fight back with all these people. However, we are here to learn lessons and this was mine to overcome. I always knew that I was different and had to fight for my self preservation. That is difficult as a child. It stays with you always. Even when you have forgiven everyone and moved on the damage is hiding somewhere inside of you.
Minus the older brother (I'm an only child), your story is extremely close to mine as well. Son, Ex, and Mother narcissists. It's terribly isolating. I see you. You're not alone.
My mother, first long time boyfriend and my brother-in-law are all narcissists, they never have enough attention, I don't see any of them now, feels freeing and many lessons learned, we are all divine light beings, let's shine 💫✨🌌
You are an extraordinary person. You have shown the people in your life that you are stronger and braver than they could ever be. You are the person they wish they could be. I wish you every happiness now and always. Blessed Be from Canada 🇨🇦 ❤
Pi 3 was perfect today and yes, sweetie. I completely understand what it's like to live growing up with a narcissistic mother. I completely understand where you're coming from and know that you're not on that journey alone. This one was spot on and I truly love how you openly listen to the spirits around you. It's very refreshing. Keep doing what you're doing.
I love how you giggle when something clicks while you're talking! SO many readings have resonated with me. This is the first time commenting on a reading. Keep being you Nordic Light. Your light is shining brightly to SO many people and giving us hope and helping us pave a divine path for ourselves. ❤
Pile 3- story of my life. Jealousy from family of origin and always trying to cut me down. I am STILL removing this. It’s DONE now!!! It’s ok if I’m a multi- millionaire!!! They are also no longer in my life! Pluto going into Aquarius! Yay!!! I just looked at a townhome to buy on Revolution Drive! 🥰
Another spot-on reading 😸 I would LOVE for you to do a reading about the fear of being seen! It has been coming up a lot as a block to my success and it's time to get past it 🪄
I think she did a reading about the fear but it wasn't the main subject the message I heard was "it is safe now to ve who you are - you won't be killed this time for shining ". I know that is why I am scared. My whole life people have ripped me apart like an orange to have the light. The thing about the light of God it fills all cracks and broken things no matter how abused betrayed or broken we are the light is still within us. We have to chose to hide it. WE have souls that not even in death can deny our sacred missions.
Wow pile 3 the tarot is me, sitting outside all those doors, sitting on pillows because my nerves are on fire, stuck in bed sick. The thing I can’t talk about, is my mom. She used to be my best friend but she had an accident and I’d like to believe it’s the pain killers that changed her. But she hates me. And bc I got sick I had to move back with her. When I try to work or even put on my makeup she tears me down. Especially if if I get too happy. Like you described. I feel like if I talk about it I’m betraying her and I feel bad. But she’s hurting me. I keep praying that God saves me soon.
What’s weird too is yesterday morning I pulled that same 7 of swords where she was squishing the spider then I looked up (I was in a dark room) I flashed my light on the wall and there was a fly looking at me! There is never flies in that room so I squished it. I’ll admit I kind of let my frustration out on that little fly. Normally I don’t kill bugs but that one felt spiritual. Weird that it came up in your cards.
@ I think you’re right! I tried to tell the doctor before he even gave them to her but he dismissed me. All these years later the damage is done. I trust peace will find me very soon. Much love to you thank you for taking time to comfort me today. ♥️♥️♥️
YES TO READING ABOUT WHY I RESIST BEING SEEN AS MYSELF. IS IT FEAR OF SUCCESS OR SOMETHING ELSE? Your readings are so accurate and filled with light of Creator. I welcome any insights re: this question.
Pile 3..totally resonated with..I've been feeling stuck for a long time, just waiting for the shift and my true self to shine. Thank you Angel and universe. ❤❤❤
Pile 3-I had to laugh when I saw the card with a lot of cats! It looks like my house! I have 24+2 dogs. All rescues. I want a sanctuary, horses also. But I also want to travel, haven’t quite figured it all out yet! But yeah, I feel I’m on the verge of a breakthrough. I think part of the reason I hold myself back is jealousy. My mother was jealous of me, was a narcissist. I was SA’ed the first time at under 3. Not a family member, but no one ever protected me. I raised myself so lots of inner child wounds. So much abuse throughout my life. But I’ve worked hard on myself and one extremely significant change has been my eyes. I used to look in the mirror and see nothing but sadness and defeat. I recently looked at saw LIGHT. It’s amazing and such a confirmation. Thank you for your incredible insight 🙏
Hi Beautiful Angel!!! Every reading of yours is always just "spot on"! You are such a gift and I love your readings. I chose Pile #3-it resonates deeply!!!! I cannot express my gratitude for you and your amazing gifts. I just love you Angel! Sending huge hugs, blessings, much love, gratitude and love!
Yes, please do a reading on the fear of being in a spotlight. I struggle with the same and my North Node is all about being in the spotlight. Thank you so much for being YOU. You are blessed beyond words. And so am I as the universe has chosen you to be my messenger. Your almost every reading feels like a personal reading and that too timely, always. Once again, thank you for being YOU. You are being loved ♥️♥️
Pile #2 - I was just given the Internal Family Systems by my therapist. So when you said ‘burdens’ I was so comforted and a lot started to make sense. I’m changing my bed sheets today and felt compelled to deep clean with baking soda and vinegar as I’m listening to this. Sometimes my intuition leads to some beautiful and healing places 💜 All the love to you today Angel.
IFS changed my life, saved it, continues to do so, I'm so glad you got given this tool for self understanding, compassion and healing, sending you love and luck on your journey cousin
Pile 3- I’m going through my spiritual journey and healing my inner child. I have been swamped by narcissists since my childhood and discovered a lot about myself recently. It’s time to no longer feel shame and guilt. I feel ready for my voice to be heard finally and to step into my power. Thank you for this amazing reading 🙏🏻❤️☀️
Pile 3 - Yes please! a reading on why I stay out of the spotlight! I have a lot of talents that confuse me as to why I have these and others in my family don't. Family can be hard - especially with 12 siblings. They cause jealousy, so I put them away a lot. I thought as you said that this fear must come from a past life. This week my sister "called me stupid" again, so I am just giving up on her again for a while. You often say 'This is my pile, too." Must be the Narcs in our lives. Why did we choose this? Your Oracle cards are so sweet and the artwork is beauriful. They are on my Christmas list now. ❤ Thank you for your readings. They are always right for me in some way.
This hand is right on Angel. Although much of hand #2 was correct in many ways, as well. My fiancé is an orthopedic surgeon in the Ukraine. He has served the duration of his hitch. His son is seriously ill in a hospital in Turkey. When his son heals well I am going to bring them home to me in the US. We are going to have a farm in N. Carolina and we are working with our brothers and sisters of our faith to rebuild the Asheville area.
Pile No 2. I suspect many may not have fully understood the signifance of the No 1, and Unity, and no 2 and duality, which is all of our world. But for me, you confirmed where my intuition and meditation has been leading me - it's as though I half knew all this without understanding it. You're reading helped make it clear, so thank you.
Pile 3 , im 53 Years old I have so much. I am crying all the time. Because I feel it, you channeled my guides so well. Lost so much. Such a "humble" family. Always laughed at me .Even when I I helped. Touched by spirits. For years. 😢 The collective almost cost me my mind. But I am a Capricorn. I finally made it. No more fear. I finally have a House in the country. I deserve to finally be on top. I have changed. So much family karma. I meditate a lot. My family treated me like a madman. I wanted only love,And I gave so much love. And I finally want to start my own business when I move into the house in the country. I actually cried the whole time during the reading.You have no idea how happy your reading makes me because everything fits.My mother and my father, my mother is dead. The worst thing about it is that she still comes to visit me and I don't find that very pleasant even though I adored her Because I am who I am. Angel=Sister in Mind ❤. Thx
Pile 3 and AGAIN, totally spot on!! My awakening was 9 years ago as well! Everything you have said in this reading and the one you just did after this one. You have changed my energy for the better my dear, thank you so much for being here right when I needed you!!❤❤❤
Pile 3 What a wonderful reading, thankyou 😊 You are so switched on, intelligent, funny and kind and you are so far from stupid, it's ridiculous. Your mother has a lot to answer for, darling 🌸 I know where you're coming from to some degree as I just had my adult son visit and stay with me for 4 days and it was hell. It feels so wrong to say this about my beautiful boy, but he just told me everything wrong with me and my parenting and my life now and just on and on, judging me so harshly and at the same time repeatedly telling me how perfect he is in every way. I rarely cry but when he left, I just sobbed so hard, but I think I really needed to because I felt a release. When you've loved and cared for someone day in day out in various ways for 35 years and they treat you like this, it's quite devastating. He's become so narcissistic, it's unbelievable. When my mum was alive and I was the child who cared for her and dad in their later years, I found out one day why both my long term partners didn't want to visit her anymore with me. Nearly word for word, they both told me around the same time that when I was over helping my mum, when I went down the road for her or even to the toilet or something, she would run me down, saying "she'd be nothing without you" and just put me down heaps. I was so shocked to hear that. Anyway, sorry for spilling my guts here, but this reading was so accurate, it's remarkable really. You're fantastic and worthy and so am I. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise, lovely. Thankyou 🌸 💕🙏
Wow! So specific pile 2. Eventhough it makes completely sense in my situation. Lets the Universe and changing do its thing. Thank you Angel. Much thanks Universe (god father/mother) ❤
Pile 2. I am a qualified astrologer so understand my chart well. I always considered myself a fairly kind person - and i was. But I had soul growing to do nonetheless. That growth came with an abusive partner who presented himself as the perfect father and husband but was cruelly undermining and secretly abusive toward our children. It took me years to see it as it was so cleverly hidden. But his cruelty also ultimately extended to animals. I carry great guilt because of his actions - that I did not see, once I did see, that I could not prevent no matter how hard I tried. Domestic abuse is insidious and there is no-one more difficult to purge oneself of than a co-parent. This evil that found its way into my life via naivety and therefore into the lives of those I love has made me aware of the unconscious cruelty of the human race - the way we treat animals, the environment, the mother earth and each other. It horrifies and disgusts me. My journey made me aware of what I was a part of, regardless of my assumed kindness. I have been vegan for almost a decade as I will no longer be a part of the pointless cruelty of animal exploitation. I find it difficult to socialise - people in general are mindlessly self serving and cruel. Society has lost its collective soul. My North Node conjuncts Saturn in the 10th square Pluto in the 7th. Says it all really. Thank you for your insights. You have a gift.
Pile 2 this season is my favourite, autumn is always magical and cosy, it heralds the breakout of boots, cable knits and all things pumpkin spice 🍂🎃 Stability and security is what I seek in this turbulent world, although I am aware these subsconscious behaviours stemming from this need can be unhelpful. I've been leaning towards the discomfort and unfamiliar by learning to live this life more by my Gemini North Node.
Pile 1 .. everything really resonates. Yesterday I felt new energy flowing into the heart chakra. My living situation really is important to shift. I feel things will work out yes and this amount of toxicity happening, attachments and them wanting to control my life has been difficult to break away from. I'm always putting up boundaries and protecting. As time goes by things keeping reveling and I am learning. I feel like my shamanic work is calling.. make the rattle.. it is time to rise. Ty for all your readings and beautiful energy. Blessings
You have no idea how much I needed to hear the things you said. The strangeness of this life and this journey and all the things that happen within it that most people would never believe has had me often wonder in the past if all the pain and suffering would be worth it. Thank you for speaking directly to my soul's journey. May the Universe bless you, always
Pile 3…I had an incredible childhood with parents who loved and supported and encouraged me….and I was so excited to shine because they taught me how….and then people came and shit all over that with the comment….”it must be nice to be a spoiled only child…”. It effected me on a cellular level. I no longer wanted to share my talents or good fortunes for fear of people saying I was spoiled. It has stuck with me my whole life.
Live in Love... your light is bright... our bodies are our home... a body is a frequency of energy reacting with it's surroundings... the body is both a receiver of energy (i.e.. sight sound touch smell taste even psychic visions) and a transmitter ( heat, voice, touch, breath and thoughts and actions)... Thoughts carry weight, so good intentions for others raises their frequency while negative thoughts diminishes them... and of course others can affect you the same way... if what I suggest rings true, what we put out to the collective human race should be only good so we can raise their frequencies... I also send healing Reiki energy infused with the Light of the Christ to be the only source of energy that demonic or negative attachments that all of us deal with 🙏👋👋👋👏👏👏🙌👐👐👐🙏💗💗💗 @suetraviss8888 you are not alone so be strong... the world needs us 🤗
I saw 2 large owls last evening just outside in a tree 🌳. Aquarius here, and I picked pile2 . Thank you for sharing your hard work. Blessing to you and your family ❤ ❤ ❤🌲🌹🌲🌹🌲🌹
I love this is am a Cancer and I was left a Great Horned Owl feather the other day. It was just sticking out of the ground like it was a feather in a headdress. That's how I knew pile 2 was for me too. I love how magical our spirit animals can be.
Pile 2. Hit the nail on the head! The military card struck a cord as we have a Nephew over from Fiji who wants to join the military in my country. He really didn't research it properly and lots of money has been spent on someone who seems to expect rather than respect those of us who are sacrificing for him to be here. I'm an ex military wife too and my hubby is thinking of rejoining after 24 years. I'm worried by recent events with USA and Russia that my hubby is heading back into that chaos we left behind in February. My Nephew's Visa ends in February next year, so living with him has been challenging.
Pile 2, yes the stability and security was being challenged. I was attacked by a customer at work and they attacked my dog and I fractured my leg and tore my ACL and need to have surgery on the eighth and I have not been working but I know this is all in alignment with my highest and best and I'm on an accelerated path to clear my karma and prosper 💅🏽🐉🍀🧙🏽
I love your readings! They are always so spot on it feels as if they were personal. ✨ Just coming from pile three - yes, I would love to get a reading on where my fear of success is coming from. 💛
Pile 3 is my pile❤ thank you so much. So many changes in life since 2008 some good some not so good but life changes are necessary to grow spiritually. It’s hard to find like minded people to share with about these changes, but your channel and readings help me to feel so connected. Thank you blessed one❤️❤️❤️❤️
Pile 3, I had a lot of bullies growing up and they often made me feel "stupid". My family also don't mean to put each other down or themselves, but there is a lot of self depricating humor. But I also don't feel some of my doctors are listening to me about my health issues which seem to be getting worse. Additionally, I avoid the spotlight as it makes me uncomfortable, I fear at times that then the moves that are made are more scrutinized. Also, in the behavioral health there is a worry that if I say or do something then it could potentially cost me my license. Its why when I was trying to do some youtube stuff years ago I would never show my face or my actual name.
Healing hearts is very hard work. How can you heal yourself when people just keep hurting you for personal gains? Stormy is the best word for it. Thank you for the update Ms Nortic Lites.❤❤❤
Pile 3 I would absolutely love for you to do a reading on the energy of not wanting to be seen…How you spoke of your personal experiences living in that energy due to toxic environments/people,totally resonates 🙌💜Thank you love!
Oh, today was the first time it was difficult for me to choose. I ended up in pile 3 cause I saw an angel in the card, for me this figure was definitely an angel And I wanted to hear from an Angel what the message of an Angel is! A reading about our fear to be seen would be great🙏 All of us deserve everything we wish🌹 It is a very challenging period for me and I don't have anyone to share, but I feel that it's somehow better like this. Our guides and the Spirit are here whenever we need to as you said. Sometimes some cards appear in two consecutive readings of mine. When that happens I feel like a confirmation of their meanings or something like 'Don't forget! ' or 'Remember!' And these confirmations are full of hope! Thank you very much for your readings dear Angel, I really appreciate them and I love very much your energy!🌹✨
Pile 1😂 this reading spoke to me on so many levels. I just worked with a healer and this was the perfect companion to the work I am already doing. Thank you Angel❤❤❤.
Pile 2: I have Sun in Gemini and Moon in Aries. This makes sense. I've been contemplating duality and consistently coming across articles about understanding the illusions involved in this belief. I'm understanding my beliefs and seeing how they need to evolve. I feel I'm ready for change and praying it won't be too difficult. I understand change is growth and necessary. I am spiritually protected and do not walk my path alone. However, it can be very lonely not being able to share my spiritual process with other humans. I prefer solitude to process downloads and need time to assimilate the frequencies. I am VERY GRATEFUL for this community of souls who share so much in apirit. Namaste and thank you, Dear Angel for your messages and for providing this platform. Blessings to you and yours.❤🙏
Pile 3 - Thank you for this very encouraging reading, Angel! The timing card for a shift made me happy as I've felt in the 9 of Wands energy for many years with a lot of instability. Pluto is transiting my 2H already with a late degree Cap 2H cusp. I've been seeing 555 a lot lately so not surprised to see the Change card. Seeing the scales in the Archangel Raguel card always makes me happy because it is my sign that things are going to balance out. Our time is coming! I love the idea of a reading topic on "Why are you afraid to be seen?" I hope there is enough interest. Thank you so much for sharing some of your story and allowing us to do the same. So grateful for you. May you be abundantly blessed, Angel! 🙏🤍✨🪽
❤ Thank you for this mental and spiritual boost. Been working on this since finding out Narcissism was reason for maternal inability to love, hating anyone to have done better in life than them and snidey comments if anyone has. Finding out if something or someone hurts you and sticking verbal daggers in you for decades over it. Once you tealuse and understand how Narcissists work, it becomes a little easier to deal with them and less hurtful as you 🙏🏻🤗begin to feel nothing for them in return. ♥️
Thank you, Angel, for another reading (n.3), which resonates a lot!❤🎉 I have a feeling we can all benefit from a Reading on the topic: Which past/other lifetime is mostly blocking us right now from living our full potential?
Pile 3-💯 I have a cap moon and have been through SO many challenges for the last 20 years. I’ve done so much inner work and have seen little change in my external world. One year ago today, my divine counterpart reached out to me and I intuitively knew this was the start of big changes - FINALLY. But, I have experienced jealousy. My sister told me she’s done with me because I have a boyfriend for the first time in 8 years. Others are jealous as well and that has made me want to retract sharing with others in order to avoid backlash. But I know I deserve this. I’ve done the work and am finally starting to reap rewards. 🙏🏻❤️ Oh, and it has been so windy here for weeks and the phrase “winds of change” has been going through my mind. And I would love a reading about fear of being seen and how to overcome it. 🙏🏻
Pile 3 for me... Hit so hard when you said that some closest to us feel we are not worthy.. That i dont deserve much. But i know I am here for a reason that reason is to be kind, gentle, true even if the world has sometimes been harsh. Im so thankful for these me time God has given me, even if i dont have work, He has provided me with everyday needs as I work my spiritual self. Yes winds will be changing towards our favor, we have done the job to stay kind.. Thank you universe. Thank you for this reading ❤🙏
I love your readings, I love how over the past few years you have opened up to us! I would love a reading about fear of being seen or being successful! I hope you don't mind but I have claimed you as a part of my soul family!
Hi Angel, it would be great if you did a reading that you suggested in pile 3. Thank for the work you're doing, it is amazing, it brings value and touches me as well as the people that are watching you. Just wanting to acknowledge your work and beautiful soul that you have. Thank you for these readings you're doing and making it worldwide accessible.
Yes I had a narcissist mother too - my mantra is “it’s safe for me to be successful and happy and wealthy and healthy” ❤ I am taking the pain and making a spiritual business to help other women.
Hi dear Angel, wowow I have to say to your all readings! 👏 I feel so sorry for you, I know how you feel about a narcissistic mother. I had the same problem, and on top of it she left behind a gift for me, my brother, as a mirror of my mother. About the cards ( pile nu.3 ) : I had a nightmare last night ( I don’t dream often ) it was awful and I felt something wrong about today. And..what happened today in the morning? My brother, with his two daughters ( 14, 12 yr. ) broke into our garden and stole something from us. It is just because we built a fence to keep distance from them! ( Our cottages are next to each other ). We have cameras to protect the house, and we could see the whole action from 500 km! Hi hit the camera wirh a stick, just to hide what he‘s doing! 😮 What a nice role model for my nieces! Anyways, problems all around since my mother died in January, but hopefully we will find the way out soon! Keep fingers crossed, thanks for your reading! God bless you, take care, hugs from Austria. ❤
I chose all three piles and all resonate. Thank you Angel! Yes, please do a reading on why we fear showing ourselves. I know you touch on it in the reading and I know some of my past lives but a more in depth understanding might help.
After hearing pile 2, I've closed the video and the card from pile 3 just poped in my head like crazy 😂😂😂 and of course I've watched it and everything maked sense and also answered one of my questions 😆😆😆 I would love a reading about the fear of beeing seen! ❤❤❤
You are so accurate with the readings. Yes please dig deeper in the third reading. Both my parents were narcissists. Plus I was born to a single mother. Stepfather. I was the scapegoat in the family. Just put it all together last few years. Just thought people didn't like me so I hid.
Pile nr 1, 2 & 3. Listened to it 3 times , and all of them apply to me. Every time you post, my horizones expand. Thank you.❤ PS. I'd love reading about fear of being seen, also about being non human any more.
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💙 Pile 1. 01:26
🔥 Pile 2. 27:11
⭐ Pile 3. 56:00
Pile 3...yes please do the reading about fear of being in the spotlight. ❤❤❤ 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽 thank you so much your readings always resonate for me ♒️
I came here to say exactly this. Thank you from Louisiana ❤
@@CollectiveHealing111 me as well!!! I have always downplayed myself as far as having any money or any type of wealth. I have lived a life of "robbing Peter to pay Paul". When I talk about myself or my situation, I always gear it towards not having a lot versus having a lot (mostly about money but also about "things".). ❤
Pile #3. I had a narcissistic mother and older brother and my first child, a son, is narcissistic. My first husband was a narcissist. A lot of strength was needed to fight back with all these people. However, we are here to learn lessons and this was mine to overcome. I always knew that I was different and had to fight for my self preservation. That is difficult as a child. It stays with you always. Even when you have forgiven everyone and moved on the damage is hiding somewhere inside of you.
I recognize myself in your life story. I send you lots of love and light🙏💜☀️
Minus the older brother (I'm an only child), your story is extremely close to mine as well. Son, Ex, and Mother narcissists. It's terribly isolating. I see you. You're not alone.
Both my father and mother are narcissists. My mother-in-law is also a narcissist. I can relate with your struggles.
My mother, first long time boyfriend and my brother-in-law are all narcissists, they never have enough attention, I don't see any of them now, feels freeing and many lessons learned, we are all divine light beings, let's shine 💫✨🌌
You are an extraordinary person. You have shown the people in your life that you are stronger and braver than they could ever be. You are the person they wish they could be. I wish you every happiness now and always. Blessed Be from Canada 🇨🇦 ❤
Pi 3 was perfect today and yes, sweetie. I completely understand what it's like to live growing up with a narcissistic mother. I completely understand where you're coming from and know that you're not on that journey alone. This one was spot on and I truly love how you openly listen to the spirits around you. It's very refreshing. Keep doing what you're doing.
I love how you giggle when something clicks while you're talking! SO many readings have resonated with me. This is the first time commenting on a reading. Keep being you Nordic Light. Your light is shining brightly to SO many people and giving us hope and helping us pave a divine path for ourselves. ❤
Pile 3- story of my life. Jealousy from family of origin and always trying to cut me down. I am STILL removing this. It’s DONE now!!! It’s ok if I’m a multi- millionaire!!! They are also no longer in my life! Pluto going into Aquarius! Yay!!! I just looked at a townhome to buy on Revolution Drive! 🥰
A reading on why we FEAR our Divine calling’s SUCCESS would be a GIFT to many…BLESS YOUR Light…Pike 3 resonated 🙏🏼🩷🧚🏻🦋🦁🦄🧜🏻♀️💯‼️
Yes!
Another spot-on reading 😸 I would LOVE for you to do a reading about the fear of being seen! It has been coming up a lot as a block to my success and it's time to get past it 🪄
I think she did a reading about the fear but it wasn't the main subject the message I heard was "it is safe now to ve who you are - you won't be killed this time for shining ". I know that is why I am scared. My whole life people have ripped me apart like an orange to have the light. The thing about the light of God it fills all cracks and broken things no matter how abused betrayed or broken we are the light is still within us. We have to chose to hide it. WE have souls that not even in death can deny our sacred missions.
Wow pile 3 the tarot is me, sitting outside all those doors, sitting on pillows because my nerves are on fire, stuck in bed sick. The thing I can’t talk about, is my mom. She used to be my best friend but she had an accident and I’d like to believe it’s the pain killers that changed her. But she hates me. And bc I got sick I had to move back with her. When I try to work or even put on my makeup she tears me down. Especially if if I get too happy. Like you described. I feel like if I talk about it I’m betraying her and I feel bad. But she’s hurting me. I keep praying that God saves me soon.
What’s weird too is yesterday morning I pulled that same 7 of swords where she was squishing the spider then I looked up (I was in a dark room) I flashed my light on the wall and there was a fly looking at me! There is never flies in that room so I squished it. I’ll admit I kind of let my frustration out on that little fly. Normally I don’t kill bugs but that one felt spiritual. Weird that it came up in your cards.
I am certain is has a lot to do with meds! It can change your body chemistry dramatically! I wish you comfort, happiness and peace! ❤
@ I think you’re right! I tried to tell the doctor before he even gave them to her but he dismissed me. All these years later the damage is done. I trust peace will find me very soon. Much love to you thank you for taking time to comfort me today. ♥️♥️♥️
YES TO READING ABOUT WHY I RESIST BEING SEEN AS MYSELF. IS IT FEAR OF SUCCESS OR SOMETHING ELSE? Your readings are so accurate and filled with light of Creator. I welcome any insights re: this question.
Yes a reading on fear of being successful would be great.
Thank you so much for all your beautiful readings! ✨️🙏
Thank you for the tip. 🥰💚💚💚💚
Pile 3..totally resonated with..I've been feeling stuck for a long time, just waiting for the shift and my true self to shine. Thank you Angel and universe. ❤❤❤
Pile 3-I had to laugh when I saw the card with a lot of cats! It looks like my house! I have 24+2 dogs. All rescues. I want a sanctuary, horses also. But I also want to travel, haven’t quite figured it all out yet! But yeah, I feel I’m on the verge of a breakthrough. I think part of the reason I hold myself back is jealousy. My mother was jealous of me, was a narcissist. I was SA’ed the first time at under 3. Not a family member, but no one ever protected me. I raised myself so lots of inner child wounds. So much abuse throughout my life. But I’ve worked hard on myself and one extremely significant change has been my eyes. I used to look in the mirror and see nothing but sadness and defeat. I recently looked at saw LIGHT. It’s amazing and such a confirmation. Thank you for your incredible insight 🙏
Piles 2 & 3. Thank you for the readings!
The Owl community has been very active with us lately!!!
Would definitely like to explore fear of being in the spotlight.
Hi Beautiful Angel!!! Every reading of yours is always just "spot on"! You are such a gift and I love your readings. I chose Pile #3-it resonates deeply!!!! I cannot express my gratitude for you and your amazing gifts. I just love you Angel! Sending huge hugs, blessings, much love, gratitude and love!
Yes, please do a reading on the fear of being in a spotlight. I struggle with the same and my North Node is all about being in the spotlight. Thank you so much for being YOU. You are blessed beyond words. And so am I as the universe has chosen you to be my messenger. Your almost every reading feels like a personal reading and that too timely, always. Once again, thank you for being YOU. You are being loved ♥️♥️
Pile #2 - I was just given the Internal Family Systems by my therapist. So when you said ‘burdens’ I was so comforted and a lot started to make sense. I’m changing my bed sheets today and felt compelled to deep clean with baking soda and vinegar as I’m listening to this. Sometimes my intuition leads to some beautiful and healing places 💜 All the love to you today Angel.
IFS changed my life, saved it, continues to do so, I'm so glad you got given this tool for self understanding, compassion and healing, sending you love and luck on your journey cousin
Pile 3, Thank you so much for this reading. Everything you said is true for me. And yes, I have alot of cats😊❤
Pile 3 because I rescue cats who don't have a home. I love all cat's big and small ❤️ 💕
I'm so sorry about your mom. Mine is also a narcissist and so is my dad. I too have a lot of healing to do 💪 Much love to you ❤
Pile 1... if that wasn't a personal reading i don't know what is! ❤😂 thank u
Pile 3- I’m going through my spiritual journey and healing my inner child. I have been swamped by narcissists since my childhood and discovered a lot about myself recently. It’s time to no longer feel shame and guilt. I feel ready for my voice to be heard finally and to step into my power. Thank you for this amazing reading 🙏🏻❤️☀️
Pile 3 - Yes please! a reading on why I stay out of the spotlight! I have a lot of talents that confuse me as to why I have these and others in my family don't.
Family can be hard - especially with 12 siblings.
They cause jealousy, so I put them away a lot. I thought as you said that this fear must come from a past life. This week my sister "called me stupid" again, so I am just giving up on her again for a while.
You often say 'This is my pile, too." Must be the Narcs in our lives. Why did we choose this?
Your Oracle cards are so sweet and the artwork is beauriful. They are on my Christmas list now. ❤ Thank you for your readings. They are always right for me in some way.
This hand is right on Angel. Although much of hand #2 was correct in many ways, as well. My fiancé is an orthopedic surgeon in the Ukraine. He has served the duration of his hitch. His son is seriously ill in a hospital in Turkey. When his son heals well I am going to bring them home to me in the US. We are going to have a farm in N. Carolina and we are working with our brothers and sisters of our faith to rebuild the Asheville area.
I claim pile 3 and look forward to flowing with the universe!❤❤❤ Ty
Pile 2....soul retrieval!
Ooo I would love a reading about fear of being seen and in the spotlight... I had to pause the reading to leave a comment. Thank you Angel. ❤
Du är så underbar och alltid spot on, ibland sitter jag bara och skakar på huvudet! May blessings rain upon you Angel! 🌟🌸💎
Pile No 2. I suspect many may not have fully understood the signifance of the No 1, and Unity, and no 2 and duality, which is all of our world. But for me, you confirmed where my intuition and meditation has been leading me - it's as though I half knew all this without understanding it. You're reading helped make it clear, so thank you.
Pile 3 thanks
Yes im interested to have a past life reading 🌟
Pile 3 , im 53 Years old
I have so much. I am crying all the time. Because I feel it, you channeled my guides so well. Lost so much. Such a "humble" family. Always laughed at me .Even when I I helped. Touched by spirits. For years. 😢 The collective almost cost me my mind. But I am a Capricorn. I finally made it. No more fear. I finally have a House in the country. I deserve to finally be on top. I have changed. So much family karma. I meditate a lot. My family treated me like a madman. I wanted only love,And I gave so much love. And I finally want to start my own business when I move into the house in the country. I actually cried the whole time during the reading.You have no idea how happy your reading makes me because everything fits.My mother and my father, my mother is dead. The worst thing about it is that she still comes to visit me and I don't find that very pleasant even though I adored her Because I am who I am. Angel=Sister in Mind ❤. Thx
Pile 3. The card Service has a picture of Rama, great mythological character, most revered in in India.
God bless you Dear ❤️ for the good work.
That's my name, RAMA😂❤😂😂😂😂
Yes when I saw Rama as I love the Ramayana story. Very meaningful connection.
Pile 3. Thank you. Whenever anyone compliments me on anything, my mother makes it about her..... ugh... 59 years of it....
THANK YOU! Pile 3, truthful and inspired!
Pile 3. Awesome reading! So glad that for your success!
Pile 3 and AGAIN, totally spot on!! My awakening was 9 years ago as well! Everything you have said in this reading and the one you just did after this one. You have changed my energy for the better my dear, thank you so much for being here right when I needed you!!❤❤❤
Pile 3
What a wonderful reading, thankyou 😊
You are so switched on, intelligent, funny and kind and you are so far from stupid, it's ridiculous. Your mother has a lot to answer for, darling 🌸
I know where you're coming from to some degree as I just had my adult son visit and stay with me for 4 days and it was hell. It feels so wrong to say this about my beautiful boy, but he just told me everything wrong with me and my parenting and my life now and just on and on, judging me so harshly and at the same time repeatedly telling me how perfect he is in every way. I rarely cry but when he left, I just sobbed so hard, but I think I really needed to because I felt a release. When you've loved and cared for someone day in day out in various ways for 35 years and they treat you like this, it's quite devastating. He's become so narcissistic, it's unbelievable. When my mum was alive and I was the child who cared for her and dad in their later years, I found out one day why both my long term partners didn't want to visit her anymore with me. Nearly word for word, they both told me around the same time that when I was over helping my mum, when I went down the road for her or even to the toilet or something, she would run me down, saying "she'd be nothing without you" and just put me down heaps. I was so shocked to hear that.
Anyway, sorry for spilling my guts here, but this reading was so accurate, it's remarkable really. You're fantastic and worthy and so am I. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise, lovely.
Thankyou 🌸 💕🙏
Wow! So specific pile 2. Eventhough it makes completely sense in my situation. Lets the Universe and changing do its thing. Thank you Angel. Much thanks Universe (god father/mother) ❤
Pile 2. I am a qualified astrologer so understand my chart well. I always considered myself a fairly kind person - and i was. But I had soul growing to do nonetheless. That growth came with an abusive partner who presented himself as the perfect father and husband but was cruelly undermining and secretly abusive toward our children. It took me years to see it as it was so cleverly hidden. But his cruelty also ultimately extended to animals. I carry great guilt because of his actions - that I did not see, once I did see, that I could not prevent no matter how hard I tried. Domestic abuse is insidious and there is no-one more difficult to purge oneself of than a co-parent. This evil that found its way into my life via naivety and therefore into the lives of those I love has made me aware of the unconscious cruelty of the human race - the way we treat animals, the environment, the mother earth and each other. It horrifies and disgusts me. My journey made me aware of what I was a part of, regardless of my assumed kindness. I have been vegan for almost a decade as I will no longer be a part of the pointless cruelty of animal exploitation. I find it difficult to socialise - people in general are mindlessly self serving and cruel. Society has lost its collective soul. My North Node conjuncts Saturn in the 10th square Pluto in the 7th. Says it all really. Thank you for your insights. You have a gift.
Pile 2 this season is my favourite, autumn is always magical and cosy, it heralds the breakout of boots, cable knits and all things pumpkin spice 🍂🎃
Stability and security is what I seek in this turbulent world, although I am aware these subsconscious behaviours stemming from this need can be unhelpful. I've been leaning towards the discomfort and unfamiliar by learning to live this life more by my Gemini North Node.
Pile 1 .. everything really resonates. Yesterday I felt new energy flowing into the heart chakra. My living situation really is important to shift. I feel things will work out yes and this amount of toxicity happening, attachments and them wanting to control my life has been difficult to break away from. I'm always putting up boundaries and protecting. As time goes by things keeping reveling and I am learning.
I feel like my shamanic work is calling.. make the rattle.. it is time to rise. Ty for all your readings and beautiful energy. Blessings
You have no idea how much I needed to hear the things you said. The strangeness of this life and this journey and all the things that happen within it that most people would never believe has had me often wonder in the past if all the pain and suffering would be worth it. Thank you for speaking directly to my soul's journey. May the Universe bless you, always
Pile 3…I had an incredible childhood with parents who loved and supported and encouraged me….and I was so excited to shine because they taught me how….and then people came and shit all over that with the comment….”it must be nice to be a spoiled only child…”. It effected me on a cellular level. I no longer wanted to share my talents or good fortunes for fear of people saying I was spoiled. It has stuck with me my whole life.
Don't let jealous People dim your creativity. Jealous people hate happy successful people. That's their problem. 😘
Live in Love... your light is bright... our bodies are our home... a body is a frequency of energy reacting with it's surroundings... the body is both a receiver of energy (i.e.. sight sound touch smell taste even psychic visions) and a transmitter ( heat, voice, touch, breath and thoughts and actions)... Thoughts carry weight, so good intentions for others raises their frequency while negative thoughts diminishes them... and of course others can affect you the same way... if what I suggest rings true, what we put out to the collective human race should be only good so we can raise their frequencies... I also send healing Reiki energy infused with the Light of the Christ to be the only source of energy that demonic or negative attachments that all of us deal with 🙏👋👋👋👏👏👏🙌👐👐👐🙏💗💗💗 @suetraviss8888 you are not alone so be strong... the world needs us 🤗
I saw 2 large owls last evening just outside in a tree 🌳.
Aquarius here, and I picked pile2 .
Thank you for sharing your hard work. Blessing to you and your family ❤ ❤ ❤🌲🌹🌲🌹🌲🌹
I love this is am a Cancer and I was left a Great Horned Owl feather the other day. It was just sticking out of the ground like it was a feather in a headdress. That's how I knew pile 2 was for me too. I love how magical our spirit animals can be.
I saw an owl this morning, on the way to work. I work at 4am.
Pile 2. Hit the nail on the head! The military card struck a cord as we have a Nephew over from Fiji who wants to join the military in my country. He really didn't research it properly and lots of money has been spent on someone who seems to expect rather than respect those of us who are sacrificing for him to be here. I'm an ex military wife too and my hubby is thinking of rejoining after 24 years. I'm worried by recent events with USA and Russia that my hubby is heading back into that chaos we left behind in February. My Nephew's Visa ends in February next year, so living with him has been challenging.
Pile 3: Yes please do fear of being seen reading
Thank you
Pile 2, and I swear you are speaking right to me.
Thank you immensely Angel!!
Pile 3 - Cappy here - this was completely spot on, totally resonated and I've been rescuing cats all my adult life 😊 - amazing reading thank you 🌈
Pile 3 … every word resonated. A reading why I hold back would be amazing🎉
Thank you Angel ❤
Pile 2, yes the stability and security was being challenged. I was attacked by a customer at work and they attacked my dog and I fractured my leg and tore my ACL and need to have surgery on the eighth and I have not been working but I know this is all in alignment with my highest and best and I'm on an accelerated path to clear my karma and prosper 💅🏽🐉🍀🧙🏽
I have been following your readings and am blown away by how accurately it has been reflecting my current situation! I am sincerely grateful
Pile 2 - Thank you! The non-duality hit home!
I love your readings! They are always so spot on it feels as if they were personal. ✨ Just coming from pile three - yes, I would love to get a reading on where my fear of success is coming from. 💛
Ok I feel soooooo drawn to pile 2 I been getting connected with the owl alllll last night so pile 2 here we go
Yes to doing a reading about fear of being seen!!
Thanks and bright blessings 💗💗💗
Pile 3 is my pile❤ thank you so much. So many changes in life since 2008 some good some not so good but life changes are necessary to grow spiritually. It’s hard to find like minded people to share with about these changes, but your channel and readings help me to feel so connected. Thank you blessed one❤️❤️❤️❤️
You are a beautiful being and I'm so grateful you are here. Thank you. I LOVE YOUR LITTLE GUIDE DECK. Stay happy. You deserve it. Always pile 3.
Pile 3, I had a lot of bullies growing up and they often made me feel "stupid". My family also don't mean to put each other down or themselves, but there is a lot of self depricating humor. But I also don't feel some of my doctors are listening to me about my health issues which seem to be getting worse. Additionally, I avoid the spotlight as it makes me uncomfortable, I fear at times that then the moves that are made are more scrutinized. Also, in the behavioral health there is a worry that if I say or do something then it could potentially cost me my license. Its why when I was trying to do some youtube stuff years ago I would never show my face or my actual name.
Pile 3. This reading is a confirmation that i am on the right path 😊. Thank you so much!! ❤
Pile 2 really how it is for me, thank you so much
Healing hearts is very hard work. How can you heal yourself when people just keep hurting you for personal gains? Stormy is the best word for it. Thank you for the update Ms Nortic Lites.❤❤❤
You’re one of my favorite readers . Always positive and on point with things we are all going through. Thank you
Pile 3 - yes, a reading about fear of being seen would be amazing.
Pile 3 I would absolutely love for you to do a reading on the energy of not wanting to be seen…How you spoke of your personal experiences living in that energy due to toxic environments/people,totally resonates 🙌💜Thank you love!
Thank you so much for your readings. 🙏🏼 Yes, I love the idea of a reading on “Why I have fear of being shinning/being seen/success”
Oh, today was the first time it was difficult for me to choose. I ended up in pile 3 cause I saw an angel in the card, for me this figure was definitely an angel
And I wanted to hear from an Angel what the message of an Angel is!
A reading about our fear to be seen would be great🙏
All of us deserve everything we wish🌹
It is a very challenging period for me and I don't have anyone to share, but I feel that it's somehow better like this.
Our guides and the Spirit are here whenever we need to as you said.
Sometimes some cards appear in two consecutive readings of mine.
When that happens I feel like a confirmation of their meanings or something like
'Don't forget! ' or 'Remember!'
And these confirmations are full of hope!
Thank you very much for your readings dear Angel, I really appreciate them and I love very much your energy!🌹✨
Pile 1😂 this reading spoke to me on so many levels. I just worked with a healer and this was the perfect companion to the work I am already doing. Thank you Angel❤❤❤.
Pile 2: I have Sun in Gemini and Moon in Aries. This makes sense. I've been contemplating duality and consistently coming across articles about understanding the illusions involved in this belief. I'm understanding my beliefs and seeing how they need to evolve. I feel I'm ready for change and praying it won't be too difficult. I understand change is growth and necessary. I am spiritually protected and do not walk my path alone. However, it can be very lonely not being able to share my spiritual process with other humans. I prefer solitude to process downloads and need time to assimilate the frequencies. I am VERY GRATEFUL for this community of souls who share so much in apirit. Namaste and thank you, Dear Angel for your messages and for providing this platform. Blessings to you and yours.❤🙏
Pile 3 - Thank you for this very encouraging reading, Angel! The timing card for a shift made me happy as I've felt in the 9 of Wands energy for many years with a lot of instability. Pluto is transiting my 2H already with a late degree Cap 2H cusp. I've been seeing 555 a lot lately so not surprised to see the Change card. Seeing the scales in the Archangel Raguel card always makes me happy because it is my sign that things are going to balance out. Our time is coming! I love the idea of a reading topic on "Why are you afraid to be seen?" I hope there is enough interest. Thank you so much for sharing some of your story and allowing us to do the same. So grateful for you. May you be abundantly blessed, Angel! 🙏🤍✨🪽
Pile 3 - I resonated with every word, thank you Angel! And I would be interested in a reading about the fear of being seen. Love and light to all ❤
❤ Thank you for this mental and spiritual boost. Been working on this since finding out Narcissism was reason for maternal inability to love, hating anyone to have done better in life than them and snidey comments if anyone has. Finding out if something or someone hurts you and sticking verbal daggers in you for decades over it. Once you tealuse and understand how Narcissists work, it becomes a little easier to deal with them and less hurtful as you 🙏🏻🤗begin to feel nothing for them in return. ♥️
Pile 3..yes please do a reading about the fear of being seen! This reading resonated so deeply in so many ways. Bless you divine heart. 🌹💖
Pile 3 amazing how much this aligns with me. Would love another reading!
Wow wow wow!!! Freaky spot on. 😮
Every problem arrives with a gift for you.
Thank you, Angel, for another reading (n.3), which resonates a lot!❤🎉 I have a feeling we can all benefit from a Reading on the topic: Which past/other lifetime is mostly blocking us right now from living our full potential?
Something about pile 1 caught my eye, some things resonated. But pile 3 was spot on ♏️🔮💜
Pile 3-💯 I have a cap moon and have been through SO many challenges for the last 20 years. I’ve done so much inner work and have seen little change in my external world. One year ago today, my divine counterpart reached out to me and I intuitively knew this was the start of big changes - FINALLY. But, I have experienced jealousy. My sister told me she’s done with me because I have a boyfriend for the first time in 8 years. Others are jealous as well and that has made me want to retract sharing with others in order to avoid backlash. But I know I deserve this. I’ve done the work and am finally starting to reap rewards. 🙏🏻❤️ Oh, and it has been so windy here for weeks and the phrase “winds of change” has been going through my mind. And I would love a reading about fear of being seen and how to overcome it. 🙏🏻
Pile 3 and also 2 for me. Spot on. ❤❤. As always you are so gifted. X
Pile 3 for me... Hit so hard when you said that some closest to us feel we are not worthy.. That i dont deserve much. But i know I am here for a reason that reason is to be kind, gentle, true even if the world has sometimes been harsh. Im so thankful for these me time God has given me, even if i dont have work, He has provided me with everyday needs as I work my spiritual self. Yes winds will be changing towards our favor, we have done the job to stay kind.. Thank you universe. Thank you for this reading ❤🙏
Pile 3.
Positive to another reading connecting to this!
I love your readings, I love how over the past few years you have opened up to us! I would love a reading about fear of being seen or being successful! I hope you don't mind but I have claimed you as a part of my soul family!
Hi Angel, it would be great if you did a reading that you suggested in pile 3. Thank for the work you're doing, it is amazing, it brings value and touches me as well as the people that are watching you. Just wanting to acknowledge your work and beautiful soul that you have. Thank you for these readings you're doing and making it worldwide accessible.
Yes please do a reading about being seen!!! I have your Oracle deck and love it
Yes I had a narcissist mother too - my mantra is “it’s safe for me to be successful and happy and wealthy and healthy” ❤ I am taking the pain and making a spiritual business to help other women.
U truly said my life!!
Hi dear Angel, wowow I have to say to your all readings! 👏
I feel so sorry for you, I know how you feel about a narcissistic mother. I had the same problem, and on top of it she left behind a gift for me, my brother, as a mirror of my mother.
About the cards ( pile nu.3 ) : I had a nightmare last night ( I don’t dream often ) it was awful and I felt something wrong about today. And..what happened today in the morning? My brother, with his two daughters ( 14, 12 yr. ) broke into our garden and stole something from us. It is just because we built a fence to keep distance from them! ( Our cottages are next to each other ). We have cameras to protect the house, and we could see the whole action from 500 km! Hi hit the camera wirh a stick, just to hide what he‘s doing! 😮 What a nice role model for my nieces!
Anyways, problems all around since my mother died in January, but hopefully we will find the way out soon! Keep fingers crossed, thanks for your reading!
God bless you, take care, hugs from Austria. ❤
I chose all three piles and all resonate. Thank you Angel! Yes, please do a reading on why we fear showing ourselves. I know you touch on it in the reading and I know some of my past lives but a more in depth understanding might help.
Pile 3 - 👋👋👋 Oh yes!!! Thank you Angel for this reading that resonates very much with me. You are such a gem. 💥❤🙏
Thank you so much Pile 3..always so accurate!..definitely would love a reading about "why the fear of being seen!"
YES to a reading on fear of being seen and in the spotlight ❤️ as always thank you Angel
After hearing pile 2, I've closed the video and the card from pile 3 just poped in my head like crazy 😂😂😂 and of course I've watched it and everything maked sense and also answered one of my questions 😆😆😆 I would love a reading about the fear of beeing seen! ❤❤❤
Pile 3 was 100 percent! It made me feel good! And it confirmed what I needed to do! ❤️
Thank you Angel
I asked and here you are with this reading 📚 thankyou so much. Love & blessings to you Angel 💕🦅🦅
I’d love for you to do the reading you suggested for pile 3! I know that I am definitely overcoming my fear of being seen…
Pile 3 was absolutely my reading and it was so inspiring. Definitely interested in a reading about why you’re afraid to be seen!! 🙏🏼
You are so accurate with the readings. Yes please dig deeper in the third reading. Both my parents were narcissists. Plus I was born to a single mother. Stepfather. I was the scapegoat in the family. Just put it all together last few years. Just thought people didn't like me so I hid.
Pile nr 1, 2 & 3. Listened to it 3 times , and all of them apply to me. Every time you post, my horizones expand. Thank you.❤
PS. I'd love reading about fear of being seen, also about being non human any more.