Keaton Henson - You
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Lyrics:
If you must wait,
Wait for them here in my arms as I shake
If you must weep,
Do it right here in my bed as I sleep
If you must mourn, my love
Mourn with the moon and the stars up above
If you must mourn,
Don't do it alone
If you must leave,
Leave as though fire burns under your feet
If you must speak,
Speak every word as though it were unique
If you must die, sweetheart
Die knowing your life was my life's best part
And if you must die,
Remember your life
You are
You are
Oh, you are
You are
Oh
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"If you must die, sweetheart, die knowing your life was my life's best part"
Kills me every time
James Farris Got that tattooed for the same reason!
08poolefs post it
08poolefs , please, do post it!
It breakes my heart every time too.
I want to die ...
This song doesn't remind me of anyone but myself, when I'm at my worst, when I lay down in bed for hours staring at the ceiling, when I'm in class and my heart beats so fast I can't pay attention to what the teacher is saying, when my hands are shaking so much I don't know what to do, when I'm crying so hard I can barely breath, when I'm so sad so scared so confused. It also reminds me that I'm still alive and that I have to stay alive, it's never easy but I haven't given up yet.
Hey...be brave! Please know that you matter and things WILL get better! Trust me, I know.
Oh darling so sensitive it sounds artistic to me though..., think I know what it is like.
That's the entire purpose of this music, to stimulate your mind and help you clear you head. It helps me to get my priorities straight, look at the big picture and reminds me how short and precious life is.
oh god your words are making me cry even harder...I releate to it so much it hurts
+Dan Ruma Hold on, don't give up. believe it or not the tears are a gift, to be able to cry means to be able to live. Just live.
"If you must work, work to leave some part of you on this earth"
A quote I try to live by...
..... I've lived by a lot of things in songs, like "if you must live, just live."
Israa love this
@@codingsafari That was pretty darn cool what you just wrote there.
holy and irreparably smart
-saint saddart ha
There is no way to Not leave a part of you here. Dust to dust! God's peace.....
I say this as everyone is just as important in the big picture. We are one!
Lost my mum this year and I can't help but think of her when I listen to this song. 'If you must die, sweetheart. Die knowing you're life was my life's best part'.
Lost my father last year, and I thought of him during that line as well. It's hard losing someone you love, I hope you're doing alright.
bumcrackmosh182 I am so sorry. Your comment broke me down. Hope You feel well now. Hugs.
your* Sorry for your lost.
+Eduart Nikolli loss*
+bumcrackmosh182 Sorry for your loss. I hope you will live a life which makes her proud. Good luck to you dear !
keaton 🤝 hozier 🤝 tamino
being a talented
breath taking singer,
poet and powerful gods
Honne as well 👏💪🏼
This song got me through when my newborn suffered a heart attack at birth and she had been fighting so hard but started to lose the battle. It was my way to process that if she needed to leave it was okay. We were blessed and she made a miraculous turn around and turns 10 this month. Now I pass this song 10 years later to my amazing step daughter, who just lost an amazing person in her life today. Sometimes songs create a space for things that would otherwise be too big to express. So grateful for this artist.
I love how sensitive his soul is
+kathy maxted its memorizing but imagine the pain he went through to think of these pieces of art......His music holds so much soul it leaves me i awe every time.
If you must wait,
Wait for them here in my arms as I shake
If you must weep,
Do it right here in my bed as I sleep
If you must mourn, my love
Mourn with the moon and the stars up above
If you must mourn,
Don't do it alone
If you must leave,
Leave as though fire burns under your feet
If you must speak,
Speak every word as though it were unique
If you must die, sweetheart
Die knowing your life was my life's best part
And if you must die,
Remember your life
You are
You are
Oh, you are
You are
Oh
If you must fight,
Fight with yourself and your thoughts in the night
If you must work,
Work to leave some part of you on this earth
If you must live, darling one,
Just live
Just live
Just live
Natalie Joy 😇😇
Thank you!
I lost my mum 7 months ago. Mom, know your life was my life's best part. I love you always.
The line 'die knowing your life was my life's best part' must be one of the most beautiful, haunting and romantic things I have ever heard.
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Full Lyrics:
If you must wait,
Wait for them here in my arms as I shake
If you must weep,
Do it right here in my bed as I sleep
If you must mourn, my love
Mourn with the moon and the stars up above
If you must mourn,
Don't do it alone
If you must leave,
Leave as though fire burns under your feet
If you must speak,
Speak every word as though it were unique
If you must die, sweetheart
Die knowing your life was my life's best part
And if you must die,
Remember your life
You are
You are
Oh, you are
You are
Oh
If you must fight,
Fight with yourself and your thoughts in the night
If you must work,
Work to leave some part of you on this earth
If you must live, darling one,
Just live
Just live
Just live
In teh description
I can't get through this without tears, because during 2017 I had planned to close my eyes to this song. As in, close my eyes.
I'm still fighting.
I'm still trying.
Thank you for still being here. Not everyone made it this far, but you did.
You know, thanks for that! A touch of compassion in a youtube comments section--who would've thought? I'm hanging in there. Working REALLY hard, not just treading water, doing everything it takes to beat this. :)
Hope you're still hanging in there!
This song pulled me through a fucking bad depression and pretty much saved my life. I can now finally listen to this song without breaking down. Thanks so much Keaton, you , unknowingly, meant the world to me!
Edit: if you’re dealing with depression: Don’t give up. Find people to talk to. Let go of all shame and talk. I know the pain in opening up to people, but at least try.
Well said Rutger mate 👍
I know I'm a stranger, but I'm glad you are doing better and got out of that place. Happy to hear it brother.
☀ ✌️ 🌈 👍 🍻
From 🇮🇪
Can someone help me out of my country, I'm gay and atheist, they kill us here.
"If you must fight, fight with yourself and your thoughts in the night"
MissMicaC love this line
if you must die, die knowing ur life was my lifes best part.
i always tear up at This part
Me too.
SAME!! :'(
same
Me too
My favorite lyric, ever!
His voice gives me chills....
This song makes me cry so hard
Onii Kābī me too 😭
me too his voice is so soft and the lyrics of the song go with it perfectly
This song is a masterpiece and it's sad that only a few people have heard it
I just knew the song through the movie X+Y a few minutes ago
+Obed Mokgoadi x+y is amazing
a few.... 2,368,247
That was my thought. It's not really a hidden gem. I realize her post was 5 months ago, but I seriously doubt it shot up a couple million within that time frame.
+Danny Hale still in perspective 2 million isnt much
I'm sending this message to you
Yes you! Beautiful and vulnerable soul...
Don't hide yourself
Don't be ashamed
Let your guard down
Let me feel your naked skin
Let me see your scars
Let me feel your fear...your pain!
I will always be here for you
It's that a part from a song or was it you? Either way, it was beautiful. It made my day. :D
+Stiles Stilinski Mine too. I wish everybody could feel this way
+Stiles Stilinski It's just me and my feelings and thoughts.Thank you
Your comment gave me chills to the point I thought my spirit was about to leave my body. Very beautiful
Moving
The reason why I love Keaton, you can hear the life itself in his voice the pain, the relief and sorrow. He isn't singing "you can do it" instead of that this is a song about life "If you must die, die remembering your life, if you must live, just live ". He is definitely comforting right now..
I was depressed and suicidal for more then a year. This year I’m recovering. One of my best friends sent this song to me, just randomly. I’m in love with it ever since.
The crying, the dying are all familiar. But the living. Just living. That’s where I’m at this moment
This is one of those songs that forces you to stare into space and just think. Beautiful
Oh god, this is exactly what I'm doing right now
+peach witch Really? I thought you were staring at your phone screen typing a comment. Shows what I know about sentimentality.
roasted
I'm listening to it while watching porn, but I am certainly thinking beautiful right now ..... corrrrrrr
I just did exactly that.
Why is this man not a superstar?
+Finnlay Swift Right?
+Finnlay Swift He's very VERY shy, and rarely does concerts due to his stage fright.
+Finnlay Swift For some reason, the title "superstar" doesn't suit him very much. He's powerful in a way that most superstars aren't (which sounds cheesy but whatever)
This man is a composer of art. He's a true artist in every sense of the word.
do you really not know why?
I am so glad Deck Nine picked this soundtrack for LIS series. This so brings the chills. Keaton is the bomb.
same and its a perfect song for charlotte getting over gabe
Now I live with the desire someone telling me
"If you must die, sweetheart,
die knowing your life was my life's best part".
This song kills me and makes me feel alive at the same time.
My dad recently passed in April. Every time I hear this song, I break down. I used to listen to it during the hospital stays, every chemo appointment. Now, I can't listen to it without sobbing.
Love goes out to you and your family
I'm sorry for your loss. My mum lost her battle in April too. Sending you my thoughts.
bumcrackmosh182 Thank you! It's nice to know everyone's not alone is this battle, you know?
sorry for your loss
sorry for your loss, I hope you get better and happy .
I have "if you must die, die knowing your life was my life's best part" tattooed on my ribs. It is for my dad who died in march. This song breaks me into pieces and it comforts me at the same time. I miss you, Papa. ♡
This song really hits me when it says " if you must die sweetheart, die knowing your life was my life's best part". Because my sister is really depressed and she wants to kill herself, so every time I hear that part I cry , and think of her.
show her the song and tell her the line makes you think of her.
+Erin B. Dougherty Because thinking of her suicidal sister doesn't hurt enough.
And maybe it was accidental that i posted reply instead of a separate thread. Have an ounce of compassion. I hope her sister feels the love and support of her family and realizes there are other options.
It's the same with my boyfriend. I grew up with him and now we have been together for a year. I know there will be no one else I can ever be with, and yet I feel as if he is going to slip through my fingers every time darkness takes over him. I find it so hard to support him and I try my best, but living with a loved one with depression is so hard. I hope your sister finds a day that makes her realise how much she is loved, and that the uncertain future is beautiful because of the chance it is full of. I hope everyone suffering with or knows someone who suffers from depression can find comfort and refuge every day. I believe in you all.
It's the same situation with me, but we try to support each other. It's hard though..
'In the Flesh' brought me here - Wow, I am speechless. Powerful song.
Me too
I'm watching it now, do they only use his music?
Megan Faye I'm unsure if it's only his music, but it would be interesting to find out.
I know at least three of his songs are in it.
Isn't it such a bummer that they aren't continuing that series? I just now watched it and it honestly had potential to be one of my most favorite shows. And his music fit so well with the show too.
Volviendo a escuchar esta hermosa canción.
The Series Finale of "Lost Girl" Brought me here. Rest In Peace Kenzi, may Bo find you someday again!
Not being a know it all, just saying, I think you either meant season finale or didn't know a season 5 was coming :P If not, well there ya go! KENZI WILL BE FOUND! SHE MUST BE!
I didn't know at the time but thanks for telling me!
the pain i feel from this song stabs my heart like a dagger
You have lived my friend, only people who have lived can feel pain, if you hide yourself away then fear will not find you, expose yourself and life may treat you harshly, I will live the rest of my life exposed, I have hidden enough, life is so beautiful it can hurt sometimes, I wish you well.
My heart wasn't ready for this... damn.
Ladies and gentlemen. We are all blessed to be alive at the same time as this artist. I have never heard a song so true and pure.
My best friend and the girl I'm in love with has an 83% chance of dying from cancer, so the line "If you must die, Die knowing your life was the best part of mine" hits me really hard
+zoe j i hope everything turns out okay, i'm so sorry.
+zoe j Just tell her please, and take care of her. I hope everything turns out well
is she okay ???
Chahinez Chabi lmao she faked cancer the entire time
+zoe j is it bad i laughed?
10 years later, and it still gives me chills❤
Just finished watching Lost Girl. Bawling is not even good enough.Man this song hit's home. I lost my niece to cancer when she was 10. My sister (her mother), got pregnant again years later, but lost the baby in Utero. My sister took her life shortly after.
I'm so sorry you had to go through that. Please stay well.
Ada thank you so much. Kind words are always welcomed. I think some families get the brunt of horror for some reason, and that is me. And kind words always help. There are some really mean sadistic people out there. But God Bless You and thank you for your kind words-they go a long way in this life..
Like Ada said, so sorry you had to go through that. No one should ever have to go through such things. You are one incredibly strong lady. Love, love and love
Nora thank you so much for that. Sometimes people who experience such loss, needs to wrap goodness around them. I am one of those people. It is nice to hear good things, and not always negatives. Thank you.
And if you have lost someone so close to you that the fact you will never see them on this earth again suffocates you, just put the headphones right to your ear, turn the volume up and close your eyes. Listen.
What I find wonderfull about Keaton, is that he talks about death in such a lovely way, he makes you feel like it isn't such a bad thing. The other thing is that he talks about devotion, like everything he does is so thoughtful and sweet. His song are heartbreaking but also enchanting.
Keaton is a very special human being. What a masterpiece.
Honestly what i adore most about this song is that if you scroll through the comments, how a simple song can make so many people sentimental of a sort or relating / making a connection to some point in their life, such as a newfound love, a broken heart, or just even the pain of a lost one. I find it utterly beautiful and breathtaking
I just finished In The Flesh and if I listen to any song by Keaton Henson I will start to cry because of Kieren and Simon.
Most of Keaton's songs have nothing to do with Kieren and Simon. It's more to do with other people.
caitlin kingdon What she means is that she can't listen to any of Keaton Henson's songs without being reminded of 'In the Flesh', she didn't mean that the songs were specifically written for Kieren and Simon =)
I came in for Lost Girl when Bo was mouring Kenzi ;-!
If you've ever watched lost girl the last episode of the most recent season will make you cry to this song aswell,
yup :(
When I get low, I genuinely think of the 'just live' part and I think it's probably saved my life
I just cried watching this, I just think of my mom. I don't want to live without her.
You're so strong Sarah ❤️🙏
What is it with this song. When I hear it I question the nature of reality, there must be something more, a spiritual realm more real that what we experience in this physical world. I feel that God rehabilitates me with this song.
Oh god. Just finished this week's episode of Lost Girl and this was the closing song.... Right in the feels.
Keaton`s music is the most healing and the most injuring for me
The guitar combined with the song itself reminds me so much of the video game The Last of Us.
same wtf
it's really similar to the guitar in the actual game, and the lyrics fit the game really well, too
His Dad, Nicky Henson (of Fawlty Towers and Minder fame), brought me here. I never knew until today, 19/1/22, that he had children. I Googled one of his sons Keaton and I was impressed that he is very much like me. He is a fellow Poet and he suffers from anxiety. I'm in awe of his bravery of putting himself out there. I must look out for one of his cds in the shops and look out for his poetry in the bookshops.
amazing, wow
Sobbing this song somehow gave me a panic attack? His voice is just so amazing but the yrics are killing me
The Pantaloon Named Zoey Hunt it could also that the lyrics could be a trigger to the panic attack because the song is about someone dying or leaving for a long time
a couple nights ago i was having one of those nights, those terrible nights... i cried and begged for god or whatever to give me a sign that i should stay alive bc i couldnt stand the pain anymore. i was about to hang myself, i was so close of succeeding, and then this song randomly started playing in my phone. i stopped what i was doing the moment i heard it. this was the sign i begged for. i wasnt supposed to be here right now. sometimes life hurts so much that we think we can't stand it but we can, we just keep going, surviving. this song literally saved my life, i really hope it was worth it.
my best friend took her own life a couple months ago. this song makes me cry so hard, we've been listening to it together. i miss here every minute of my life. im glad i didnt die before i met you my sunshine.
your life was my lifes best part. i love you. i know that we will meet again.
keaton henson is simply a beautiful human
"If you must die, die knowing your life was my life's best part."
My heart breaks every time I hear that line. Maybe it's because I feel like I can say that to someone.
The lyrics of this song are so breathtakingly beautiful; I don't even know which one to get tattooed
3 years later still unsure, maybe I should just get several?
Keaton Hensons' voice nearly always sounds like he is about to burst out crying.
I love it.
This song is so special to me. For some reason, it brings out both the worst and best of me. It connects me to the deepest, darkest, self destructive feelings, yet it also lets me silent the noise of my mind. I guess that's what art can do to you.
"If you must weep,
Do it right here in my bed as I sleep."
Sorry love I know you're sad and that but I'm gonna nap tbh
I was crying listening to this and your comment made me smile xD
Heard this on Lost Girl and fell in love with the song.
Ugh. That episode broke my heart into a million little pieces and I literally bawled my eyes out.
I'm waiting for new season on Netflix, my cousin got me hooked on it.
It won't be for a while. The new season in the US starts in April on SyFy.
Can anything sound more lovely? This song reminds me of my dad. I miss him so much, he'll always be the best part of my life.
THIS SONG. OML. WHAT A MASTERPIECE.
This whole song is so quotable. It's a lyrical masterpiece imo
This song hurts me so much and yet I come here and rewatch this video 3 or 4 times every night.
I'd rather feel pain than to feel numb.
Because we'd rather feel pain than feel numb....exactly
I genuinely pity those who've never heard a Keaton Henson song.
Recommend any other similar songs of his?
yes! you don't know how lucky you are, small hands, 10 am gare du nord :)
The song reminds me of my beloved ones ... My unborn child ... My unknown husband ... My mistakes in the past ... Me as a child ... Me wishing to be a child again ... Me thinking of humanity ... Spirits and souls ..
if you must die, die knowing ur life was my lifes best part.
i cant stop crying
Bedenin olduğu yerde değil ruhunun ve yüreğinin olduğu yerde yaşarsın
Is this not the most beautiful thing you've ever heard?
Thankyou Taehyung for bringing me here!!
Me too 😍
I listen to Keaton since 2014 and this is one of my favourite songs, and then Taehyung play it on vapp I freak out.
Miché _ same girl same
Francheska what did he do?
Miché _ OMG,... I can't believe that he likes this song. Idk if he's my bias or my bias wrecker. It's so hard. His music taste kills me, because it's so similar to mine.
It's one of my favourite songs ever.
I forgot about this gem. First time I heard it was in the series “In the Flesh” and I cried so hard. That series is my favorite of all time and this song just fit it perfectly. I heard it again yesterday for the first time in years while playing Life is Strange: True Colors. I cried instantly. And I didn’t know why. I had forgotten this song and couldn’t recognize it. But somehow, my heart still could.
This song truly is a masterpiece.
I just need a tight hug from this person.Nothing else.Just a really tight hug and feel like I’m floating.
promised myself i wouldn't listen to this at work, but it just showed up again. I am quietly crying at my desk. This man was able to capture the essence and the beauty of such painful circumstances in this world.
This song is the first song that brought me to this artist and it literally hurts my heart every fuckin time I listen to
I have the same story. It's been probably a year since I've discovered this song/=Keaton Henson and it still gets me every time
My grandfather died few days ago... I'm crying so bad right now, he was the best man I ever met. I don't have father, he was him, he was just like in song... Best part of my life.
A brilliant young mind brought me here. A lovely song.
This song brings out the depression in me, but not in a bad way. I use it to cleanse. The tears and the sadness take away with it the sodden disease that is depression.
Much love to anyone else who suffers with this dispicable affliction. ❤️❤️❤️
Lost Girl and In The Flesh are two of my most favourite series ever! I always cry when I hear this song for many reasons
i have severe anxiety listening to his voice sends me to a place i feel safe if i could hug this man i would
Exactly the same for me!
When I first heard this song, I broke down in tears and couldn't stop crying. This song is so beautiful to me that I even came up with a dance to it. Even when I dance to this, I cry while because I'm so moved by the lyrics and melody. I listen to this song 3-4 times every day. It makes me think of some of my friends.
This sent me to a place where my recently deceased and or ascended twin brother Paul spoke to me softly. It touched me profoundly....what a reminder of how to say goodbye with the words: Mourn with the moon and the stars up above, which is what I've been doing. Beautiful!
Thinking of you Sushant! You will never know the impact, you left me with. You shook my whole facade. My facade broke when you gave in to your emotions. My emotions tipped the titanic in my heart and everything is drowning now..
A gem.
Every time I listen to this song, it gives me shivers...
*perfect*
I don't know if anyone will read this, but I'd like to get it off my chest a little bit.
I met a boy on October 4th, 2018 on the internet. He lives in a country next to mine. We talked a lot and I fell in love with him around December. I told him how I felt (and still feel for him), and he told me the same. I decided to apply to college in that country. I made a decision for him, for us. I applied in February and on the 15th of March, he told me, it is over. He left me. I found myself in the deepest place I have ever been. I've been through some shit but nothing ever hurt me as much as him leaving me. I started losing weight, I dropped from 51 kilos to 47 in only a few weeks. I threw up a lot and how I felt affected my health. Then I messaged him. We talked and I begged him to stay. He said he loved me but he just couldn't do this anymore. I somehow convinced him to stay but his interest in me started dropping. He started avoiding me, and in April I wanted to take my life. Everything fell apart and he wasn't there for me. On that night, I messaged a friend, I said goodbye. She called and convinced me to just go to sleep and we talked for 1-2 hours then I went to sleep. After that, I told this to my boyfriend. He turned his back on me and told me that I am sick, he told me that he doesn't need someone in his life who can't control their feelings and who has suicidal intentions. He broke my heart, for the second time. He left me, again. I was on my own, all I had were my friends and those sleepless nights when I cried. A week later, he messaged me and apologised. I instantly gave myself in, I wasn't even mad at him I was just glad that he came back. But he still didn't support me. I somehow came out of depression. On the 10th of May, we met for the first time. It was soooo good. He treated me so well and I felt his love. He looked at me like I was made out of gold and I felt so special. He adored me. But that still didn't change anything. He kept avoiding me and we barely talked. Clearly, I was not okay with that. I was broken and I was afraid to tell him how I felt, because I was afraid that he would leave. Almost a month passed by and we had some arguments about him not supporting me when I needed his support so much. You see, I asked him if he is not supporting me in a situation like that, will he be there for me if someone would pass away in my life? What will he do if I get into a worse situation? He said, he didn't say that he wouldn't support me if something like that would happen.
I know that when you're in a relationship, you don't need to ask for support. You don't beg someone to stay. And it broke me into million pieces that he was ok with losing me and I was broken over the fact that he was not sad about us, he didn't care about me. He just told me he is not ok and I wanted to help him but he rejected me. I asked him if he wanted to be alone for 1-2 days, he said yes. I asked him to message me and he didn't message me for a whole week. I texted him asking if we are still meeting on June 6. He said yes and we met. It was different. He was next to me but he was so far. Just two bodies next to each other and their soul far, far away from each other. I was full of thoughts, feelings that hurt me but in the moment that I hugged him and he hugged me back, it didn't burn as much and my pain was fading away. I had my exam for college (that's why I went in that country) and when I had to leave, I told him that I love him very much and he said "me too". He also said that he would try to change. Two days passed by and he talked to me like I was a piece of shit, then he said, he doesn't want to talk. I told him that he said he loves me too. His answer: "what should have I said before your exam? That I don't?" and then he told me he doesn't feel the same way he used to. I was shocked. I felt myself going deeper and deeper. I lost weight again, I weigh 46 kgs now and I don't know where I am heading. Once again, he told me that he doesn't want to talk. I said ok. I gave him time again. I mentioned above my question about him being there for me if someone passes away. Ironically enough, I lost someone. His death was foreseen but you know, when you lose someone even if you know that you're going to lose them, it hurts. And he knew about my loss. Still, he didn't care. He just said that he is sorry. He only thought about himself so we didn't talk. I asked him again to message me, I also asked him how long will he be gone for and he said he doesn't know. I said goodbye to him with mentioning the fact, that I am gonna fall apart if he is not coming back soon. A week passed by and yesterday was the day when I broke down. I broke down, I cried for hours and I couldn't stop. Because everything hurts and burns. And I texted him. Guess what. He was an asshole. Turned out that he started losing feelings for me when I had suicidal thoughts. And just what the fuck? You don't lose feelings for someone just because they don't feel well! He also told me that "a normal human being doesn't behave like that" and for the first time in a long time I stood up for myself and replied with "a normal human being doesn't turn his back on his girlfriend if she's not feeling good". Everything is so hard right now. I did everything I could. I fought for him. I gave him everything, except making love and having sex, because I couldn't do that. But I gave him everything else. I am not a naive girl, I am not arguing about everything, I am not dumb. I am not that annoying girl who's interest is in money or material things either. I gave everything up and I am suffering so much. I was searching for mistakes in myself. I just kept looking for the reason why I am not good enough. Because, finding normals girl is hard. I don't define myself as a special person but I know that I am a normal girl.. And I know that there is no one that would have done and give him as much as I did. I fought so hard... I have my exams in 2 weeks. I still want to get into college and if I will, I will be all alone. I gave up on my friends and family for him, for us and...If I get into university, there is no one that is going to be there for me. No one. And I am in the darkest place. I still love him so much and I just can't let go of him and the memories. We used to talk so much and he promised me so many things (there is not a single promise that he didn't break), I thought I finally found a good guy who I can always count on. I could always count on him before March. He could put a smile on my face within 10 seconds when I faced problems. I just miss him so much and with knowing that he doesn't love me anymore.. There is no way that I can fix that. There is no way that I can make him feel again for me. I know he loved me too. Why did it fade? I always tried to understand him and I did. I always defended him in front of my friends and I always turned towards him with understanding and nothing, but love. I did everything. Everything. And he became my whole world. My days were good because I knew, I will talk to him. I had a purpose: leaving for college and the thought of us finally being together drove me and gave me a lot of strength. I was never in love with anyone and I kinda gave up on finding it, until I met him. I promised myself that if there is going to be a miracle of me falling in love with someone, I would never let them go. He is good in his heart and I accepted and love him with his bad side. He helped me with my self hatred and thanks to him, I don't hate myself anymore after those long years. I loved and love him with all my heart and I know that if he is leaving (he will) then I am going to be much deeper than this. I would give my life for him. I could die for him. We will meet in July and we will decide what will happen. I am just so tired of suffering so much and all I want is to make things work.. I imagined my life with him. We talked about where we want to go on holidays. My love for him is deeper than the ocean. And on this journey, I lost myself. I changed so much, I don't know who I am anymore. I never begged anyone to stay. I never refused to stand up and tell MY thoughts, feelings. I never lived in fear of someone leaving. I don't know where to begin my remedy. I am so lost, and in pain and there is not a second that passes by without feeling this pain. There is not a night when I don't have nightmares or when I don't wake up. I lost so much. He is my world and he is leaving.
Lost Girl feels. RIP Kenzi
Wait. Kenzi's dead?!?!?! NOOOOOO!!!!!
This song makes me cry because I don't know that I have anyone I feel this way about, or that feels this way about me. Wrong. There's someone that I feel this way about.
Play this song at my funeral.
Mine too
Mine too
Mine too
Mine too
MINE TOO
How is this musician still alive? The pain his voice radiates is heart wrenching 💔
cry like a baby every time I hear this !! Most beautiful thing I ever heard.
What a brilliant genius
found this song due to the game "life is strange: true colors" and stayed for the goosebumbs i get, listening it everytime. . .
I haven't played that one yet
@@friendlycreature6375 worth it, the whole LiS Franchise is so awsome imO
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So worth it, this game series took me to a world of emotions I haven't felt before, thoughts I haven't thought before.
I hope they can make more games like... these.
I just hope that one day I can scroll down to the comment section of a Keaton Henson's music video and not see someone criticizing the fact that he makes his music with his heart and pours out his soul into it, without even regarding the fact that his music is genuine. And please note that I am not talking about opinions, everyone has their right to form an opinion about an artist, but this is basically saying he can't make "sad" music. Yes, he can. And it's beautiful.
2013---- I found this in 2018.... in the right time, in the right moment... thank you!
just discovered this song after coming back from my grandfathers funeral and i have no words...
I understand that. I listened to it after my grandma passed and whepped
This song fills a void in my life.
A beautifully haunting song that evokes deep emotion within the heart and soul. Certain songs/artists just seem to have that special ability to make you fall silent and deep into thought about your life, the people, and things that are truly important. It causes you to reflect on the things that really matter as well as the regrets of things that you should or shouldn't have done during the brief time spent walking this earth. This is one of those songs imo.
I just came back for a good cry and this works. man I miss my aunt
It isn't the words that get to me the most, it's the emotion I feel in his voice. It's like it pierces the deep corners of my heart to the scar tissue that isn't fully healed and makes it beat irregular. Almost like anticipation and sorrow in a unusual, twisted way.
If you must fight, fight with yourself, with your thoughts in the night. If you must work, work to leave some part of you on this earth
starting college this year i met this guy and it was instantly love at first sight. we are best friends, but he doesn't know how i feel. i cant really speak, but if i could this song would be it
You should just tell him. I know it sounds hard but you have to. Or you'll end up regretting it.
this is really really sad, what you wrote
but also really true
Holding back is hard. My best friend, I know there was something but her ex came with force. She's worried about of the look in my eyes and told me to part ways for a while. The thing is that I can deal with the fact she's still in his illusion. But I feel replaced given how good things were few weeks back. Now I can't sleep because I feel that I was replaced and that he took my best friend (the one who gets me the most and keeps my pace), he took her away from me. I hate him for that.
Derek brought me here. Love this song. His voice gets me. Breaking down the lyrics is heartbreaking. This man knows pain.
Peace all xx
The video is fantastic. So simple, so haunting and beautiful. And paired with such a heartbreaking song. Don't listen at 2am unless you have tissues, that's all I can say.
Heard this song on "Lost Girl". R.i.p Kenzi This song hits my heart hard. R.i.p mom dad bro and sis. I stand and walk alone but you guys are my stars lighting my path and watching over me. I'll see you again one day. Xoxox family