Living with Borderline Personality Disorder
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 4 มิ.ย. 2021
- "You feel like you're entirely too much, and nothing at all in the exact same moment."
This is what it's like to live with Borderline Personality Disorder.
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I have no idea who or what I am suppose to be. I change personalities daily and whatever my surroundings are. I feel like an actor in this movie called Earth. Nobody gets me not even myself. Iure people in at the same time I push people away. I feel like I will never know and meet the real me. I am just walking around in this so called person suit..
Accept man you are unique
I feel the same. I’m here if you wanna talk about it. I understand it all to much. Just the other day I felt like I was in a movie a total assimilation nothing felt real around me. All the movies an tv shows I watch way too many relate to how I feel or things that were done or said I actually experienced them.
That last line about her being all over the place and be wonderful too really struck a chord with me.
I'm actually suffering from BPD.
What's terrible with this trouble, is that it leads to other issues and illnesses such as depression, anxiety,alcoolism and substance abused,just to name a few.I definitely understand the persistent feeling of emptiness...
And the emotional rollercoaster that comes with it.Thanks to all who shared🫂It's great to remember that I'm not alone with this distress.💙🦋It's hard for us,but let's not forget the repercussions on our loved ones !Don't get me wrong here pls,I'm not trying to make you feel guilty;)
I feel exactly the same, like an actor, changing rols all the time, even during one day
Thank you for sharing Your feelings
@@anetahotlos6069 You're Welcome Aneta, thank you so much for your kindness!It takes us so much more courage to live with BPD,than ''normal''people could ever imagine...Wholeheartedly with you:)
Good post.
@@kazniks9022 Thank you so much ;)
I've been diagnosed with BPD, depression from childhood abuse - but I've only recently started to accept and deal with this illness. I really like this video - positive, but real!
I have bpd and I don't know what to do with my life anymore. Since the pandemic started, I'm getting worst and worst, day by day...
There is no mania in BPD. You can be euphoric but mania is different.
I know your response is old but yes mania is a symptom. this is one of the many symptoms that provided the result of my own diagnosis. I've had BPD for the majority of my life and I'm 34.
The danger as well is one who smokes marijuana will end up in a psychosis also known as CIP, eventually. It is a very difficult mental disorder that severely affects the thinking process.
the mania part is episodes not always constant. many people have to tell me I'm talking to fast, It's the brain triggering panic mode to avoid any form of silence which removes the "if I don't talk they are expecting me to I know it, I have to talk I need to say something, what should I say, oh man they are staring at me I look like an idiot, wait what did I just say before, crap I can't remember.... and so on all in a span of seconds.
More days I'm so exhausted just because my brain never turns off
I’m sorry you struggle. But I’m 30, been diagnosed since 2013 and was suspected to have comorbid bipolar disorder before I was also diagnosed with PMDD on top of BPD. In all my research I’ve done, which is extensive through medical papers etc BPD does not produce mania. It’s euphoria. Not trying to debate to be difficult, just trying to inform and clarify things.
@@clairescoffin no no I understand I rather people give their voice. they have every right to be heard.
@@sugardinorex BPD mania is nothing like bipolar mania
@@zentzu4003 I never said it was
4:20 It feels I don’t have anyone on my team. I don’t know who I can talk to all hours if I need to vent an get out my sadness anger hurt frustration. The emotions get to strong they take over me horribly.
My mom always called me Jekyll and Hyde since a kid. I can go from really nice to evil at at moment. Not sure if that’s BPD. Never seen doctor for it.
I wonder what these ladies' comorbidities are
Is it just me or are these people confusing bi polar disorder with borderline. There's no mania associated with borderline...
mania is a symptom. this is one of the many symptoms that provided the result of my own diagnosis. I've had BPD for the majority of my life and I'm 34.
The danger as well is one who smokes marijuana will end up in a psychosis also known as CIP, eventually. It is a very difficult mental disorder that severely affects the thinking process.
this is usually triggered during intense stressful emotions.
the mania part is episodes not always constant. many people have to tell me I'm talking to fast, It's the brain triggering panic mode to avoid any form of silence which removes the "if I don't talk they are expecting me to I know it, I have to talk I need to say something, what should I say, oh man they are staring at me I look like an idiot, wait what did I just say before, crap I can't remember.... and so on all in a span of seconds.
More days I'm so exhausted just because my brain never turns off
How do people get borderline personality disorder anyway?
Child abuse
@@g.h.7661 Habitual abuse or 1 time?
Been told I’m too much … intense and a chore …
I have that same day dreamer shirt omg
BPD madness isn't an excuse to hurt, manipulate others? i am curious to know the truth.
@MiChelle Yeah MiChelle is a controversial user name.
Pretty much using ANY mental illness as an excuse to hurt others is bad. Yes, I've hurt people (not physically, though) during my bad moments, but it was because I wasn't taking care of myself. BPD didn't "possess" me like a demon or anything like that.
No illness is an excuse for any type of negative behaviour. However, these diagnoses are given to help professionals understand quickly what type of patient they are dealing with. There is a purpose. I have been cruel and hurtful during my crises and it fills me with shame and makes me want to turn that inward but I have learned to take some time, reflect and approach the person(s) with a genuine apology and see how I can better myself and improve my relationships when in crisis. I know I am impulsive so I put my mobile on aeroplane mode with an alarm to cool off so I don't send hurtful messages. Works well. But I have a long road of recovery ahead. Stigma still impacts my ability to engage with the treatment.
“Madness” ?? We’re talking about mental illness here, Karen. “Madness” is a thing from Victorian-era bedlam. Use the proper terminology around ppl affected by the condition please. This is a *disease* and behavior displayed while in the grips of an untreated disease is often caused *by the disease.* to say that a choice someone makes is a *result* of their disease is NOT the same thing as “excusing” them for making that choice. Saying something is not the *fault* of the sick person is *not* an example of using BPD as an “excuse.”
Not to mention the fact that in no part of this very short video did any of the ppl being interviewed make any excuses for their behavior, nor did they use their mental illness as an excuse. Nor did anyone here mention hurting or manipulating other people. That was all you 😅 The level of projection in your comment is weird & probably made a lot of people uncomfortable since you posted it…. Odd how you’ve decided not to delete it, but instead to continue to embarrass yourself 😅
Focus on Jesus not your problem
Tried it, but found DBT to be more useful. Probably because DBT is evidence based.