“In That Moment, Nine Years of Suicidal Tendencies, Gone” - Jazz Thornton
ฝัง
- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 14 ต.ค. 2024
- Having tried to take her own life 14 times, there were many moments when Jazz Thornton could have died, and when God stepped in and rescued her. One was in a park in Auckland, where apolice officer came like an angel in blue. Another was in a church service one Sunday night…
***
Let's be friends!
Facebook: / hope103.2
Instagram: @sydneyshope1032 ( / sydneyshope1032 )
Twitter: @hope1032 ( / hope1032 )
Website: hope1032.com.au/
She's so amazing. I love her! She rescued so many life's! 💗💗
Shes a scam artist, she got rich off people like you.
God kept her here for a reason... Thank you God who protects those for your purpose ♥
She scammed you, she's getting rich of people like you and it's very upsetting.
jazz is absolutely beautiful
4 years ago, at 22 years old i almost took my own life. I was abused as a kid, broken, depressed, anorexic, bulimic, suicidal. I went in & out of psych units like it was a game of Chess. Suicide watch. I was on enough Antidepressants to kill a horse. I hated myself. I wanted out. I wanted the pain to stop. The gaslighting* to end. *(when a psycho makes a sane person question their own sanity, and thus think they themselves are the insane one).
I wanted power. I got into witchcraft. I thought it would give me the identity i wanted, to be set apart from people who hurt me. It only made me sicker. Sicker. Thats what it did to me.
The doctors said i’d never get well. That i would suffer severe Chronic Manic depression, and never be well, that id be stuck on antidepressants all of my life.
I would plot suicide on a daily basis, binging and purging my food as often as opening and closing a door. The pain was too real. People choked me. Assaulted me. Told me i was ugly, i felt worthless. Nothing ever got better. Then my mother died. The (1) & only soul who ever loved /emotionally supported me was removed from the earth. I was stuck living with people who broke me, ruined my identity, thus causing me to hate God. I thought God hated me, that he was just like the ones who tortured me, a family of abusers, who cover up all their actions with the mask of religion. I didnt know that God is on my side. I didnt know that Jesus would Love and Defend me, and fight for me and that He later would heal me, rescue me from Family. The ones who caused me pain. The ones who choked me for wearing a necklace.
I moved out after family threatened to throw all my belongings on the front yard, and have me permanently institutionalized in an insane asylum, when they were the ones who caused my mental illness via abuse.
They blamed me for the abuse they did to me.
To take my life in an insane asylum when they were the ones who made me suicidal.
Next morning i spoke with my dead moms parents who let me live with them.
I stayed on the antidepressants, prescribed. But they only made me sicker. I got deeper and deeper into witchcraft, thinking it was a solution. But it made me even more suicidal. Self hatred was inescapable. All my cards have fallen down. I have nothing left. But out. I wanted out.
I decided i was going to kill myself. I was going to take all my pills.
But then Jesus stepped in. I didnt die. I surrendered my life to Jesus to make me well and heal me.
The deity i blamed for me being abused wanted to heal me. He Was fighting for me and Loved me all along.
He wanted to love me. He wanted to give me His Heart.
HE LOVES ME. JESUS. LOVES. ME .
Jesus miraculously healed me - i am off all drugs and dont need them and i dont have any mental illnesses. I am totally healed , full of joy.
I’m now a born again Christian, in my 20’s who wants the entire world to know that JESUS WANTS TO HEAL YOU
HE. LOVES. YOU.
That is an amazing testimony and I think God is going to use you to change the world!
God bless you and I’m keeping you in my prayers!
Amen! What an incredibly powerful testimony of God’s love. So glad you are a part of His family ❤
I just really wish I could meet her so badly 😭🥺♥️♥️💋👏🏼👏🏼🥰🥰
So she can then scam you in person?
I have ADHD and feel a lot of false hope has been spread and a lot of money being made.
Capitalizing on people's pain and suffering with books and hope.
I'd rather keep dealing with professions who have devoted themselves to a lifetime of qualifications and work that hasn't led to fame and riches.
As someone with ADHD I feel I am the target demographic and product you got rich off.
Nothing the different for me but I guess I'll take those pockets full of hope. 🤷♂️
The amount of lives she has changed is uncountable.. she has changed my life, and along with Jesus. It wouldn’t have been possible, I’ve had 2 failed suic*de attempts. I wasn’t close to Jesus at that time, so I seemed medical help but those just made it worse, I started leaving my life alone and just doing bs before life tried making my life harder and harder. but that’s when i actually started seeking help, not medical tho. I was just watching TH-cam when I came across a video, of how Jesus changes lives and I watched it, there was many people telling that Jesus is the reason they are alive, and so I thought, if he is really that good why won’t he help me. So I went to church and chose to give my life to Jesus on that one Sunday. And so I did, Jesus helped me a lot. one day in the middle of 2020 my depressed and weird ass was scrolling through tiktok when I came across jazz’s videos and her story, and she really inspired me to keep on moving with life. 2 years later here I am, far from depression close to ptsd. I was abused my whole childhood. but with Jesus help and Jazz’s inspiration, I’m getting through this in a smoother road than I was with depression.
Jesus changes lives and I believe he change yours too!! give your life to Jesus now and he shall give you a second chance in life.
Jesus Changes Lives.
This isn't the reality of a crisis some police are awful and paramedics and staff at hospital. God isn't going to save me by begging him to to save me I've been there it didn't happen. Ppl like me that don't leave the house and have trauma and are depressed their life isn't going to change not matter what we do. I'm. So alone I don't have anyone that loves that looks afters me so me hurting myself will continue until I go to far one day. But the reality I'm scared of what the afterlife is like what if it is worse than the life I'm. Living now? So yeah I'm happy for jazz but she is a one of she is spreading hope that mental illness means u can recover but for a lot of people it's not the case they never will.
Exactly, spreading pockets full of hope doesn't do to much but at least she's now rich from how much of it she has spread.
Well said. ❤
The inquisitive distribution intradurally exist because mary physiologically list amongst a obeisant patricia. steadfast, overjoyed loss
scam artist. it came out that Jazz made most of that stuff up and was colluding with this police officer to cash in on it.
Where’s your proof?
@@aiden5246 look it up.
@@steve4nj i have tried to look, but can’t find anything. Could you please explain?
No she didnt u have no proof jazz is an amazing person
@@summer727 the proof is all online go look it up sorry your lesbian idol is a fraud