Sorry this was all over the place. I was a little flustered, but I hope this helped even just one person out there. You are NOT ALONE! You have everything to live for, even if it doesnt seem like it at the time. I love and appreciate all of you. And lets make this comment section a welcoming and safe place
I have found that it's usually the one's who are comedians/funny because they like to make others laugh and smile. There is just this comfort in knowing you have made someone happy. Also cause they know what it's like to be sad pretty much all the time so if they can make someone else laugh especially someone who copes with mental health problems then they feel that slightly bit better.
Ive struggled wwith depression and had suicidal thoughts. The best quote I ever heard about why not to take your own life is that suicide doesn't end the pain, it just passes it to someone you loved.
@@MidasTouch2007KMIGAccount hey, im really sorry if this sound mean and im sorry you went through all that but please don’t make this a competition of “who has the most trauma” cause it can seem really disrespectful, again im really sorry if this comes off rudely
@@al3s_qqz26 it isn’t rude it is his/her way of telling someone their problems Even he /she probably had a lot of courage to type that In a way it’s helping others too - it feels like we are not the only one who been through all this and we all at least one person in life to share something
Recovering class clown here. Thank you for your vulnerability kris. You are believed, and you are worthy of being believed. You are accepted, and you are worthy of acceptance. You are seen, and you are worthy of being seen.
I’m a class clown and I make people laugh by just getting the dopamine and nobody knew what I was going through and what happens at home and then they ask Landen what’s wrong and then I say nothing just been feeling down and then they say well you only live once so might as well be happy and that’s what they think but I don’t think that and they think I make them laugh by just being funny but it’s just to make me a little happier
Kris, I know I'm late to this. But whatever happens in your life, you are not alone. People are here for you for whatever you need and you know that by 2023. You are upon one of the strongest people going through this and you are beautiful the way you are. I hope you are/soon to be recovered by now but nobody, even you should face things as awful as your experiences. You are spectacular.
Same I saw this a while back but I just didn't understand what she was going through, but now I get it so well it's scary. Whenever I just can't eat I just think of her and try my best.
@@lunanight8145 a friendly reminder that everyone is going through rough times occasionally. Some more, some less, some just smoke copium, remember to smile, say hello, you're welcome, and goodbye, a smile can poke trough the clouds overhead, because everyone can catch a horrible mood, especially with some pharmacy drugs that cause it occasionally. Doesn't matter the background, even famous(successful) people, what was it "impostor syndrome", talking to people usually helps both parties.
I am so thankful that she is willing to share this bc I am so scared to show my depression bc no one I know has gone through this and it’s hard acting like there is nothing wrong
I know that there is almost 43 thousand comments and this probably wont reach anyone, but i am also trying to recover not really from an eating disorder, but my family friends and I just call it my 'food thing'. Its been difficult especially with my parents sometimes not understanding why im not just 'normal', but being able to just laugh at how fricken funny Kris is literally just helps me so much every day, and thank goodness for mental health problems being normalised at this point in time
The people who clicked dislike are the ones who would say "Not this bish again." But the fact that Kris is coming out and sharing a lot of things like this with random people calls out for respect. Anyone who can talk to someone about their hard times deserve a little more respect.
“I think the saddest people always try their hardest to make people happy. Because they know what it’s like to feel absolutely worthless. And they don’t want anyone else to feel like that” - Robin Williams
Thank you I think it's true because if you watch jaiden animations video she explained how she "didn't have a reason" to be here but she wanted to help people so she kept going
@@lilygrace5888 Kris has also mentioned a few times how Robin Williams is one of her biggest inspirations. He has a very similar mindset. You never could tell the demons he battled because he always smiled and hid his pain behind his characters. I think he has had a large influence on many people and for positive reasons despite him living through tragedy. ❤️
I know this video is from 2 years ago, but I just wanna tell you that I’m so glad you made this video, and I’m so proud of you for doing so. You’ve helped and supported many people by sharing this, me being one of them. Love you❤️
You are not alone in that. 😥 It touched my heart that she was able to share her story with us, but the honesty in her eyes when she said “cuz we’re a family” made the tears I’d been holding back burst free. I felt her words in my heart.
I'm in grade ten and I lost my mum in December amd it has been hard to deal with. I have had thoughts of ending it but I can't leave my family and friends like that, I'm so sorry for everything you have been through, and in tough times I alway quote Winston Churchill "When you're going through hell, keep going."
I so sorry that happened to you just know that everything will be ok and that you are amazing you can get through this and I hope you are and continue to be well
@@naimurrahman2312 I don't agree on calling them losers. I don't blame them for doing what they did because sometimes life sucks and it really does seem like there is no light at the end of the tunnel. Committing suicide may just be the easiest way out of a battle they are just too tired of fighting anymore. Yes, you can tell someone with suicidal thoughts to just 'hang in there', but without motivation, I don't see too many good things coming from that situation. Don't treat my words as doctrine though, I have never personally experienced these feelings/had these mental illnesses myself, but I do think that getting out of a pit of depression takes more than telling them to just get through it.
@@Animatty well I had suicidal thoughts when I was around 10. I know my past self was nothing but a loser. Committing suicide takes courage and if u have that then u should be able to do alot with ur life. U really just need one person around u as a motivation to live until u realize there is so much to luve for in this world. We got sports arts tracking etc etc so so many crazy stuff to do. I personally am a introvert but can't deny I want to go out of my comfort zone if it's what it takes .And yeah I respect however the way u think about it. Life is good we can have the worst of times but after laying low for a long while if we don't open our eyes give ourselves a chance there ain't no hope
@@naimurrahman2312 Very well put. I definitely agree that there are a TON of things that are worth living for. Did you ever see them that way in the moment? Did it really feel like there were things worth staying here for? I also wonder why is it okay to call anyone a loser especially if they are going through something like that? I am of course asking these questions to clarify and further my understanding, seeing that I have not gone through this myself, not to tear apart your points.
2 minutes in she had tears in her eyes and I realized I'm one of those insane fans who would do anything to see my role model smile. Who tf even disliked this video? Katrina needs names and addresses. 😒
I’m a shrink but also survivor of depression. Kris you have really helped me and some of my patients from your talks. I know for a fact you have done so much more than saved just one person. I have super respect for you and wish you and your family a happy new year.
My favorite saying I’ve ever heard from anyone is, “I know today sucked, but there’s this party happening called “tomorrow “. I better see you there.” So, I better see you all tomorrow. 😁🖤
I got rid of all my social media. It's traumatic now. I'm so glad to see you, you're one of my favorite creators. I'm so sorry for your past. I've had it pretty rough too. I'm at my worst.
Runing away from your problems is not going to fix your problems, running toward and faceing that level ten boss that took you literally twelve years and finally killing the boss is breathtaking.
Sweet girl, I just want you to know I am a 73 year old woman with diagnosed PTSD. I love watching your videos, you always make me smile and I am sending you a huge hug right now and I hope you know how much people care for you. ❤
You are beautiful. You are creative. You are very talented. You are brave. You are valuable. You matter. And you are so loved by your Filipino fans! Sending you virtual hugs from The Philippines! Stay strong and God bless! ❤❤❤
"people cry, not because they're weak. It is because they have been strong for too long" - Johnny Depp "nothing is more beautiful than a smile that has struggled through tears" - Demi Lovato
Bro you literally made me cry for a hot 5 minutes. And I mean SOBBING. Big heaving sobs of relief. Just by typing those quotes. I really needed to hear those words. Thank you. So much.
When she apologized for “crying so much” I said in my head. “WHAT THE HECK DO YOU MEAN! AFTER ALL YOU’VE BEEN THROUGH? YOU HAVE A REASON TO CRY PLEASE DO NOT APOLOGIZE!” I was about to say “I’m so sorry for what you have been through” then I thought, sorry doesn’t seem right for this situation. But I want you to know, that I think you are amazing and I’m so glad you felt comfortable enough to opening up to us, and that your laughter and smiles are the best part of my day💖💖💖
let’s all give a round of applause for her being so strong to tell us all about this (i’m so late with this comment i know 😭) but it’s always needed 👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏
I definitely think that parents need to understand that depression isn’t your child not trying to be happy it’s a child in a hole that they need help getting out of.
I can't believe how much stuff you've gone through. I mean, getting raped is the fu**ing worst. I haven't gotten raped but just hearing someone say they have and then they break down after it just says a lot. Don't worry kallmekris, we're all here for you. No matter what.
You are such a strong well spoken woman. Thank you for sharing your story. I found your “shorts” on instagram and totally relate and am entertained by them. Take care of yourself.
Sorry for your lose. I know the feeling. My brother (never met him) passed away a few months ago. It hurts. She must have helped many people in this world.
It shouldn’t be depressing to see someone tell their truth. They are human too and have lived a real life of experiences, some good and some bad. If we always talk about the good in our lives we are being disingenuous. Life isn’t always perfect and amazing. She has the right to be real with her fans and even though her story has some very sad bits, she is helping people who admire her see that they aren’t alone in their own mental health struggles. It’s not depressing, it’s enlightening and encouraging. Saying she is depressing is like telling her you’d rather not hear her speak about this stuff, at least that’s the way it comes off. There is a reason people commit suicide and sometimes it’s because they keep to it all inside themselves because they don’t want to make their loved ones sad. Please don’t tell a person who has had suicidal ideation that they are “depressing,” it could have terrible consequences.
Rewatching this video in late 2023, I realized I never actually left a comment expressing my insane gratitude to you, and expressing love for you and your braveness. ❤❤ here's that now. When I was 9, I lost someone really close to me. She was the most influential person in my life at the time (and for many years after) and tbh was more of a mother figure to me than my mom was. I had never experienced death in any degree before. I didnt have fish or hamsters or anything like that to prepare me. It was just one day I was an innocent kid and the next day my heart was shattered into a million pieces And I'm still picking pieces off the ground After that, I developed extreme depression, as well as my anxiety that had really always been there rising (my anxiety was left untreated and undiagnosed at this time because "i was doing so well in school" so how could I possibly be struggling?). I genuinely hid it from everyone. I was the happy kid. Even now, sharing my story with people, they are shocked because I always seemed perfect. As I was dealing with grief, my mother kept telling me horrible things. Like that i was being dramatic or "milking her death" for attention. This led me to spiral deeper and lose all trust in my parents for several years. When I was in fifth grade, covid hit. My school was shut down for over a year, and I was left alone with my thoughts and my family to keep me company. I lost both of my dogs during that time of lockdown, further spiraling me and leaving me with absolutely no one to confide in. My dogs were always just there for me no matter what happened, and now I was left with just my family. I fell down so incredibly deep. I started doing scary things. I measured the height of my roof to see how much damage I could do if I jumped off. I kept a knife under my pillow. I tried to guess the code to our gun safe. After lockdown, I felt so much more free but also scared. I spent over a year locked in my room, I had completely forgotten how to mask it. Eventually, I broke. After our school's slideshow presentations about mental health, I cracked and opened up to my best friend about everything. She helped me so much. (This is the end of 6th grade ish) Around that time, I started to realize how abusive one of my online friends was. She would threaten to kill or hurt herself if I didn't do things for her. She threatened me into 'dating' her so she wouldn't end it all. (Then she ended up ghosting me, she honestly might have killed herself after that I genuinely don't know). This broke my trust more. As seventh grade begun, I lost 2 close friends to suicide, as well as losing all my trust in my friends, teachers, and my family. I felt so low. I suffered through every day, pretending to be happy but crying underneath my mask (literally and figuratively, covid). In january of 2022 (7th grade) i broke and eventually ended up telling my mom everything. She did doubt me for a while, but eventually agreed to get me therapy. I also went on antidepressants (they were really crappy, my doctor did not do any form of research in prescribing my medication, and I honestly kind of blame him for the next year). At least 10 suicide plans (and partial attempts) later, school was out. I was again stuck with my family for summer. We did end up getting another dog, my sweet angel who really saved my life. On July 21, 2022, I had one of the biggest breakdowns I have ever had and probably ever will have. I crashed so hard, and I cut myself so many times. Me and my parents collectively decided that something drastic needed to be done, and fast. I ended up being enrolled in an RTC (residential treatment center, basically a place you go live on your own for a while with a bunch of counselors and stuff, usually for mental help and/or addiction) across the country. On July 29, 2022, I left everything I knew behind to try to find myself again. The facility I went to had so many ups and downs. It was the hardest thing I have ever been through. I would like to shout out 'Newport Academy' in Oakley, Utah for saving my life. It was so difficult but they genuinely saved me and so many other people. I am so grateful for everyone there. A little over a year since I got home (i was there for 2 months), I am doing so much better. I am still going to therapy, and I am on a much better medication. I still have highs and lows, and trust me, I get really low sometimes. But it changed my life. I am still in recovery. I want to say thank you to Kris, for being the internet comedian. I had something to look forward to. I had someone to make me laugh in my darkest times. I could come home, and zone out and watch Kris do some stupid shit and it honestly helped so much. Thank you. ❤ And thank you to anyone else reading this. I try to be such a huge advocate for mental health, and i am here for you if you need to reach out. Thank you, I hope this can help someone. -Gavin, (Me3TV) 10/24/2023
genuenly started crying whilst reading this,ik a random stranger saying this means nothing but you are the strongest person i know and yourstory is touching,glad your doing better now xx kris is such a legend
You should be so proud of how far you've come, batteling mental health is so difficult and for ou to then have the confidence to share that with more people is absolutely beautiful, I support you and am here if you need to talk ❤
Mental illness isn’t something to joke about I always thought it was something to joke about but I have really bad anxiety and that’s when I realized that mental illness is a serious topic
Wow, you are so strong. That is one of the bravest things I have ever seen. Your videos brighten my day each day and I am so happy you found your purpose and your tribe.
Who agrees, the world just needs one big crying session, where you can cry your heart out instead of letting it all bubble up inside you until you cant take it anymore.
I cry everyday. Ever since my son was born, I have been so emotional. And that was 5 years ago. I’m a grown man and there is nothing wrong with crying. I’m going to make sure my son knows that too
Thank you for sharing.🙏🏼 I’m currently feeling down and have suffered from depression for a lifetime. It was nice to see your open honesty about the darker days. I’ve tried to explain this to family and friends… I’m not sure they ever quite comprehend one’s dark space. Much like you, I have good days and hid the pain. It’s also the thought of my dog that has kept me from anything that may jeopardize his future. Thank you for your bravery.🙏🏼
Thank you so much for this. I've been battling mental health since about fourth grade but never spoke out about it until a little while after I saw this. You are so strong to stay through all of this. We love you Kris❤❤❤❤❤
Hey kris I’m also currently struggling with mental health stuff and all throughout this video I wished I could just give you a hug it’s ok to cry or yell or feel anything it’s a normal and we are all here for you so I’m glad you opened up to us. You helped me I watch your videos sometimes and they make me happy they make me feel good. And this video helped me learn about you and your story and see that there is a tomorrow and it will get better. And your not alone I’m not alone we are here to help you your here to help me and all of your fans and that’s what matters that your here and safe I’m responding to this 2 years after it was posted but look where you are now your awesome! Keep up the good work
I thank God you’re still here because you’re loved so much. I feel like I was watching myself because I’ve gone through those horrific, dark moments with my ED, depression and rape. I’ll tell you this…you’re so strong especially for sharing those dark moments with all of us. Thank you for being so vulnerable and honest! Truly, you deserve nothing but good things and happiness!! My pup has saved me many times too. Keep fighting! You’re loved!
She already helps so many of us smile, she now helps us feel like we ain’t alone and acknowledges how hard it is. People like her give me hope for this world.
@@kallmekris hi kris Today i have just realized that yt,snap,tiktok,insta,Twitter all of it is not real you put a smile on iur faces but your real life is really sad. You got r@ped but whoever done it to you knows what they did you will get through this god loves h
“You helped save me” no no no, YOU saved us. Even through your struggles, you help make others laugh and smile. You didn’t give up. You kept going. You are strong and we all support you.
Whenever I wanted to leave everything in my life behind, I would watch her videos. Kris is a person who's my light in the dark, my hope from giving up, and many many more. I would do anything to make Kris feel better, safer, loved, and happier. The same way she was my shelter and my family~❃🤍🤍🤍🤍
I just discovered you and see so much of myself in you, particularly the intrusive thoughts. You are awesome beyond words! Don’t stop what you’re doing, you do it in such a subtle way, but our uplifting to so many people.
My favorite saying I’ve ever heard from anyone is, “I know today sucked, but there’s this party happening called “tomorrow “. I better see you there.” So, I better see you all tomorrow. Kris you helped me through a lot of shit you are one of the strongest people i know and I love you
Robin Williams... prime example. No 1 seen the pain until he was gone. Tortured souls have 2 release the pain sum how. I listen 2 alot of comedians. Alot of them had ruff childhoods and pain in their lives. Once u can laugh at ur pain the world starts 2 look a little brighter.. I've been doin TMS (transcranial magnetic simulation) best decision I've ever made.. I appreciate her sharing this.
Kris, you are so brave and good. Thank you for sharing your experience-I’m going through stuff right now and finally decided to watch your video and you helped. I hope everything is even better now a couple years later!
Thank you sharing. TH-cam algorithm picked up that I was going through a rough patch and I really appreciate you taking the time to share and I’m grateful you shared your tears. It feels so real and comforting in your honesty.
I know how hard it is to talk about this, I commend you for your courage. Thank you for being so brave an so vulnerable. I have much empathy fr you, my friend
My whole life, my mom said to me, “Why are you depressed? You haven’t gone through what I’ve gone through. Don’t I give you everything you need? You should be happy!” So I pretended. For YEARS. But in high school, it got SO bad. I tried so hard to get rid of myself because I couldn’t be the happy girl my mom wanted. I failed, but that desire has never gone away. I understand a lot of what you’ve gone through; those same feelings and those same urges. I just never got help until very recently. Thanks for sharing, Kris. I love you and your channel.
I'm only 12 but I do have depression and my mom says " words can't hurt you, I lived through My mom" so I try to keep my mouth shut. I act very happy around people but when I'm alone all I can do is cry and tell myself horrible things. Now I can barely talk to anyone without having a mini panic attack. I've thought about self harm but luckily I've been able to keep myself from that. Kris keep rocking on
OMG yes. The older generation just doesn't understand and even people now. These are actual things that happen. Whether they knew it or not, it has existed. If they only thought about it and made connections. Witch trials, demons, exorcisms, lobotomies, etc.
@@fluffypuppy3995 I know its hard. And i know its hard to find the proper help when those around you are not understanding or supportive. Therapy is a big thing. Many churches usually have group therapy. Finding a friemd that is non judgemental. Learning how to deal with emotions. And coping skills when you need the..
I'm in the 7th grade and I'm WAY too mature for my age. I cover it up with pretending to be care free, funny, talkative, and loud. I sometimes wish I can take back my innocence where I didn't have to care about the world as much. You think that it's only the quiet people that suffer but everyone has their own problems. You would never expect the person that is the human equivalent of happiness to suffer from depression....but we do. Kris brings happiness to this world like no other. I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart for making the darkness ebb away....even just a little. With all my love....fight through it.
I just watched this and I am soo sorry and yet so happy to see that you're so strong to be here and give us enjoyment. May we all be as strong as you. We all love you Kris.
You have helped me through soooo much hard things and this video opened my eyes to see that EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING MATTERS I love you so much thank you for everything ❤❤❤
My daughter an I struggle with depression. We call the darkness the "island". (She is 21). She knows she can msg me that she is on the island an I know she needs someone. We visit the island but we remind each other not to stay on the island. Your story is powerful an took courage. As a mom I just want to hug you. Don't live on the island...
This is such a good way too remind yourself that you aren't stuck! I wish I could tell my father cause he struggles a lot with depression since 2 years know and I don't know what to do to help him besides just being there and letting him know that he can talk to me, when he want to. But he never wants to.
I'm telling this to y'all cause I wanna tell someone, this video is relatable beacuse at this moment I'm not eating breakfast or lunch, the only thing I'm eating is dinner. And I know I'm not going to loose weight but I still do it anyway. And I never wanted to loose weight but I want to because my dad said "fatty or fat" for a joke but I didn't take it as a joke. So now I'm not eating and im asking my mom everyday for her to sign me up for sports and I'm biking everyday just to loose weight. And I'm 11 btw
Or maybe because she put EIGHT ADS in the video. Look, I get it’s an important video to her and good for her for opening up about this on TH-cam but if you think I’m gonna sit through 8 ads for this, nah fam try again. Stop monetizing your mental health problems take it seriously or don’t talk about it at all it’s not a joke.
Thank you for sharing! I am so sorry you had to go through all of this. You are truly fantastic for finding the strength and will to overcome this. I wish you to live and enjoy a life full of joy.
i am so sorry for what has happened to you! I hope you can get to feeling better if its makes you feel better ive gone through a lot of the stuff you have
The fact that she mentioned how Kevin, her dog, saved her so many times is SO relatable for me. I had a dog throughout a lot of my school time (I had her from 2006 (2nd ish grade) till 2019) and she saved my life more times than I can count. When I lost her I lost SO much motivation to do anything. My life just sat at a stand still as I auto piloted through it. In 2020 I got a new dog. She's imperfect, she still play bites despite being almost 2 years old, but she's my baby, and I love her more than anything.
I seriously love you. I just recently found your channel but I just love your content and the kind of person you are and how open and honest you were in this video. Thank you so much 💕
The fact that this woman has helped thousands of people with thereselves and then decided to speak about herself in doing so? I couldn't be prouder of someone I never met
You are such a darling. I have been feeling very depressed and feeling like self harm lately, and by re-watching your videos, and seeing you be so brave and kind and amazing, you have given me hope and have saved me from mental breakdowns and harming myself. I am so incredibly grateful for you and the effort and bravery you give. You have really saved my life.
Thank you for sharing your story Kris. This was obviously hard for you. Your story will help others, and I know that’s something you care about and part of why you did this. You are unbelievably strong! How far you’ve come… I hope you can see why you should be proud of your strength and desire to overcome. I wish you so much happiness and thank you for touching my heart in so many ways!!!❤❤❤
Hi im 16 yo and i've been „not doing okay" for the last few years and this video encouraged me to share this with my friends and im planing to talk about it with my mom and dad. Thank you so much and stay strong to inspire all of us
Please do! I don't even know you, but I have my fingers crossed with all my strength that you are able to find the strength that is hidden inside you, and use it to deal with the issues that hold you down! You got this!
Hope the conversation with your mom and dad went well, it's such a hard conversation to have, but so important. If you need extra support, guidance officers and teachers can help, and so can your doctor. All the best.
Hey sweetheart, so glad to see that you mentioned you were going to share your feelings with family and friends. 16 is a tough age, I remember it well. And I want you to be able to remember it to...trust me, years from now, you may be in such a different and happy, content place. Don't give up hope, ever! You aren't alone. I'm so glad people like Kris share these stories, because it's easy for any of us watching to think that she has it so together and can do anything. But once we learn that she shares our struggles, it makes what she does that much more impressive. You can do the same. Hang in there and you share YOUR beautiful light with the rest of us in this world someday!! 🥰
GOD BLESS YOU AND NEVER FORGET, not only is God with you, there sre people here that care about you, even though we may not know you. I am always here if you need to talk but you are taking the best step by reaching out to your friends and parents. Hang in there, and you will be fine as Kris is. Good luck and God bless. You are LOVED!
I think it's very strong and courageous of you to share this information with your parents and friends. I don't say this to discourage you but rather to encourage you that if you do not receive the kind of support that you had hoped for this doesn't mean you aren't deserving of help! When we share this kind of information with people they aren't sure what to do. They may dismiss your feelings or tell you to just be happy or don't worry about it. If you don't get the response you hope for go online and Google mental health support and your city. There are a lot of free public service resources that you can tap into. I do hope the conversation went well and you got the support you were looking for. ❤
I know it has been a couple of years now but I've just seen this for the first time and it is still valid. As someone who has struggled with depression for most of my 40 years, to see someone who always appears to be so vibrant and joyful display this level of true honesty and vulnerability is one of the greatest encouragements I've ever experienced. As a man in our messed up world it can be very difficult to allow myself to openly show signs of struggle. But for someone who's very livelihood is built upon a certain persona, even one that is a real part of you, to drop that and show the world the reality of the person behind that persona, the hurt, and the human battles is so beautiful and so brave. You are a wonderful person for speaking the truth of your struggles and giving encouragement and hope to the rest of us. Thank you so much for being so honest and so real in a world that is trying so hard to teach us all to be fake
i genuinely love kris sm, she deserves the whole world and more and im so proud of her for everything she does. i really wish i could hug her, she’s such an angel and she is genuinely too good for this world
My dad says to me a lot “Where has my little girl gone? She used to be so happy and smiling all the time. If you ever see her, tell her i miss her and want her back” She’s gone. The little girl is gone. It’s just me, stress, peer pressure, and anxiety. Parents never realize their kid is suffering and when they realize it’s too late.
I know the feeling it’s ok to not be the little girl anymore my parents tell me the same thing it’ll get better that’s the only thing I can hope for at least
Maybe you should take some pointers from your past. Get better go to therapy! Enjoy the small things in life during COVID I went in to a spiral of sadness but I pulled myself through by finding small things to go for and be happy about!
@@standingonbusiness1441 I feel silly to ask my parents about therapy. Do I really need one? I wish my intrusive thoughts would go away..Am I just over reacting?
You know the whole meme of the class clown at home is not as happy as he appears isn’t that inaccurate. I know a lot of people like that. And I might kind of fit in with that character but I don’t like saying that im sad. Makes a part of me say: no ur not ur stupid and a crybaby now go do your homework you fat piece of shit.
Watching this after 2 years and this came up at the perfect time in my life. Thank you for sharing your story and how you’re dealing with the struggles of life. I’m incredibly proud of you and I’m so thankful you’re here with us.
this just explains that we should never judge someone , i saw some comments that said "i wish i had her life" , "she's so funny i wish i was her" so no one ever knew what she was going through and what kind of horrendous time she had , we all love you kris and you can talk to us whenever you want :)
Thank you for sharing your darkest moments. It may not be obvious but this video will have helped so many people. It certainly helps normalise sharing. I never shared my most traumatic experiences and it got very bad for self love, confidence, anxiety and such. But support and sharing is so so so important! ❤️
"I think the saddest people always try their hardest to make other people happy. Because they know what it's like to feel absolutely worthless and they don't want anybody else to feel like that" - Robin Williams. A brilliant man gone before his time! Glad you're still with us Kris and I appreciate your vulnerability. It makes me search within myself ways for proactive ways to make my life better 🙏💜
Kris you are a very strong person, one of the strongest I know. I am still learning things about myself and I feel this video has helped me realize what is going on in my life. Thank you for this. I just want you to know we are all here for you. We love you Kris and are here for you ❤
Hello verified person. By the way due to this lockdown and shit even I’ve been feeling so depressed and just wanting to end it all but like after watching this video and crying a lot, I kinda felt I actually related to someone and I’m not the only one who felt this way. Kris, Just know you’ll be love no matter what and you make me smile everyday
Sorry this was all over the place. I was a little flustered, but I hope this helped even just one person out there. You are NOT ALONE! You have everything to live for, even if it doesnt seem like it at the time. I love and appreciate all of you. And lets make this comment section a welcoming and safe place
We love u too ❤❤❤ And we will be here for you no matter what happens ❤
It is otayyyyyy❤❤❤
Hope you can get threw it we are here for you❤️
We love you ❤️
Your awesome
It's always the comedians. The people most sad are always the ones trying to make everyone laugh. Mental health sucks man. Thanks for being you
I have found that it's usually the one's who are comedians/funny because they like to make others laugh and smile. There is just this comfort in knowing you have made someone happy. Also cause they know what it's like to be sad pretty much all the time so if they can make someone else laugh especially someone who copes with mental health problems then they feel that slightly bit better.
We love you so much
A big example of this is the great actor/comedian Robin Williams rip
🙏
We all understand
your not wrong
As a depressed person, caring for others gives me the best feelings
Yes it does. Keep doing it.
Therapy at its best.
It just takes time to train the brain and subconscious.
It did before until i got bitter, lost the joy from helping humans cz started feeling nobody deserves anything cz all people did was harm!
So sorry but you are strong 💪
It does
I’m glad but be careful because saying I’m depressed it can be used as a shield .
Ive struggled wwith depression and had suicidal thoughts. The best quote I ever heard about why not to take your own life is that suicide doesn't end the pain, it just passes it to someone you loved.
Strongest person i know
Yes I agree Celina
Ya🥺🥰🥰🥰
I agree
Yes
I agree and u just got a sub for that sentence
She was sexually assaulted, was depressed, and more. And she’s still this bright shining happy smiling 24/7 person. God bless her. She’s so strong.
@Jack Snyder it’s an exaggeration.
She "appears" happy on Tik Tok, but that's a comedy routine. It's an artform, clearly it helped Kris
yes
@@MidasTouch2007KMIGAccount hey, im really sorry if this sound mean and im sorry you went through all that but please don’t make this a competition of “who has the most trauma” cause it can seem really disrespectful, again im really sorry if this comes off rudely
@@al3s_qqz26 it isn’t rude it is his/her way of telling someone their problems
Even he /she probably had a lot of courage to type that
In a way it’s helping others too - it feels like we are not the only one who been through all this and we all at least one person in life to share something
Recovering class clown here. Thank you for your vulnerability kris. You are believed, and you are worthy of being believed. You are accepted, and you are worthy of acceptance. You are seen, and you are worthy of being seen.
I’m a class clown and I make people laugh by just getting the dopamine and nobody knew what I was going through and what happens at home and then they ask Landen what’s wrong and then I say nothing just been feeling down and then they say well you only live once so might as well be happy and that’s what they think but I don’t think that and they think I make them laugh by just being funny but it’s just to make me a little happier
Kris, I know I'm late to this. But whatever happens in your life, you are not alone. People are here for you for whatever you need and you know that by 2023. You are upon one of the strongest people going through this and you are beautiful the way you are. I hope you are/soon to be recovered by now but nobody, even you should face things as awful as your experiences. You are spectacular.
Same I saw this a while back but I just didn't understand what she was going through, but now I get it so well it's scary. Whenever I just can't eat I just think of her and try my best.
2024 this is sad
@@lunanight8145ik
@@lunanight8145 a friendly reminder that everyone is going through rough times occasionally. Some more, some less, some just smoke copium, remember to smile, say hello, you're welcome, and goodbye, a smile can poke trough the clouds overhead, because everyone can catch a horrible mood, especially with some pharmacy drugs that cause it occasionally. Doesn't matter the background, even famous(successful) people, what was it "impostor syndrome", talking to people usually helps both parties.
let’s appreciate how kris feels comfortable sharing this with all of us.
Exactly thank u
I am so thankful that she is willing to share this bc I am so scared to show my depression bc no one I know has gone through this and it’s hard acting like there is nothing wrong
❤❤❤❤🤧
Yes
Yes she is very strong❤
Wow you are so amazing so much love to you
Hi Eliana! Love ur vids❤
YESSSS ELIANA!
My two favorite people on TH-cam:O
@Eliana Ghen yes she is! I love ur channel btw!
@@itzbriannaroadto1k327 ikr!
I know that there is almost 43 thousand comments and this probably wont reach anyone, but i am also trying to recover not really from an eating disorder, but my family friends and I just call it my 'food thing'. Its been difficult especially with my parents sometimes not understanding why im not just 'normal', but being able to just laugh at how fricken funny Kris is literally just helps me so much every day, and thank goodness for mental health problems being normalised at this point in time
You got this SLAYYYY
This reachers ore people than you might have guessed. I got you.
Take care friend
I’m so sorry
This literally made me want to hug Kris and give her the whole world 😭I love her so much
People who disliked clicked the wrong button because their eyes were too teary
100%
Facts
The people who clicked dislike are the ones who would say "Not this bish again." But the fact that Kris is coming out and sharing a lot of things like this with random people calls out for respect. Anyone who can talk to someone about their hard times deserve a little more respect.
Or they just didn't listen to the warning at the beginning
Yes
Y would anyone dislike it
“I think the saddest people always try their hardest to make people happy. Because they know what it’s like to feel absolutely worthless. And they don’t want anyone else to feel like that” - Robin Williams
True
𝒘𝒉𝒚 𝒅𝒊𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒉𝒊𝒕 𝒔𝒐 𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒅-
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Thank you I think it's true because if you watch jaiden animations video she explained how she "didn't have a reason" to be here but she wanted to help people so she kept going
@@lilygrace5888 Kris has also mentioned a few times how Robin Williams is one of her biggest inspirations. He has a very similar mindset. You never could tell the demons he battled because he always smiled and hid his pain behind his characters. I think he has had a large influence on many people and for positive reasons despite him living through tragedy. ❤️
I know this video is from 2 years ago, but I just wanna tell you that I’m so glad you made this video, and I’m so proud of you for doing so. You’ve helped and supported many people by sharing this, me being one of them. Love you❤️
I got to about 50% through this vid and realised that i love you.
And i started to appreciated How much I care about you
The moment Kris looked into the camera and said “cuz we’re a family” I started to cry because I’ve never been so touched...
You are not alone in that. 😥
It touched my heart that she was able to share her story with us, but the honesty in her eyes when she said “cuz we’re a family” made the tears I’d been holding back burst free.
I felt her words in my heart.
I believe my adoption papers are ready, Kris
Same
I broke down in tears after she said that 😢
The most dystopian thing in the world is seeing an advertisement in the middle of someone recounting a sexual assault.
Just got one during kris describing how her friend passed. Smh
Seven.. youtube should really reduce and try to not have any ads in videos which are about certain topics..
@@himag5055 Definately
I literally got a simply piano ad while kris was crying.
Remember you tube is putting ads on your videos even if you turn it off
Damn, you're TOUGH. Not only have you lasted this long through all of this, but you're becoming so strong in the process of healing. That's powerful.
I'm in grade ten and I lost my mum in December amd it has been hard to deal with. I have had thoughts of ending it but I can't leave my family and friends like that, I'm so sorry for everything you have been through, and in tough times I alway quote Winston Churchill
"When you're going through hell, keep going."
I’m so sorry for your loss. I hope your doing well
I so sorry that happened to you just know that everything will be ok and that you are amazing you can get through this and I hope you are and continue to be well
Hope you’re ok. Keep going!
"People who suicide are not coward, they are just tired by staying strong for too long"
100% LOUDER FOR THE HOMIES AT THE BACCC !
They are losers. U got one life bud gotta hang in there. The world may be cruel but doesn't lack stuff to fail Keeping a man alive
@@naimurrahman2312 I don't agree on calling them losers. I don't blame them for doing what they did because sometimes life sucks and it really does seem like there is no light at the end of the tunnel. Committing suicide may just be the easiest way out of a battle they are just too tired of fighting anymore. Yes, you can tell someone with suicidal thoughts to just 'hang in there', but without motivation, I don't see too many good things coming from that situation.
Don't treat my words as doctrine though, I have never personally experienced these feelings/had these mental illnesses myself, but I do think that getting out of a pit of depression takes more than telling them to just get through it.
@@Animatty well I had suicidal thoughts when I was around 10. I know my past self was nothing but a loser. Committing suicide takes courage and if u have that then u should be able to do alot with ur life. U really just need one person around u as a motivation to live until u realize there is so much to luve for in this world. We got sports arts tracking etc etc so so many crazy stuff to do. I personally am a introvert but can't deny I want to go out of my comfort zone if it's what it takes .And yeah I respect however the way u think about it. Life is good we can have the worst of times but after laying low for a long while if we don't open our eyes give ourselves a chance there ain't no hope
@@naimurrahman2312 Very well put. I definitely agree that there are a TON of things that are worth living for. Did you ever see them that way in the moment? Did it really feel like there were things worth staying here for? I also wonder why is it okay to call anyone a loser especially if they are going through something like that?
I am of course asking these questions to clarify and further my understanding, seeing that I have not gone through this myself, not to tear apart your points.
2 minutes in she had tears in her eyes and I realized I'm one of those insane fans who would do anything to see my role model smile. Who tf even disliked this video? Katrina needs names and addresses. 😒
Facts
True. So true.
You brought so much happiness and laugh to your followers! Thank you for making the world less scary with your art
I’m a shrink but also survivor of depression. Kris you have really helped me and some of my patients from your talks. I know for a fact you have done so much more than saved just one person. I have super respect for you and wish you and your family a happy new year.
Not all heroes wear capes. Some of them wear tiny hands❤
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Yes love you Kris
💖☺️
Haha yesss
My favorite saying I’ve ever heard from anyone is, “I know today sucked, but there’s this party happening called “tomorrow “. I better see you there.” So, I better see you all tomorrow. 😁🖤
"I know today is rough but there's this party called "tomorrow". I better see you there you freaking nerd :)"
Thank you. 😁👍
@@preach9 I know you don't have to tell me I'm part of 14 fandoms
That is the best saying I've ever heard! You made my day ❤️🥺
@@preach9
“No in asked” 😇😊
I got rid of all my social media. It's traumatic now. I'm so glad to see you, you're one of my favorite creators. I'm so sorry for your past. I've had it pretty rough too. I'm at my worst.
How are you currently?
Runing away from your problems is not going to fix your problems, running toward and faceing that level ten boss that took you literally twelve years and finally killing the boss is breathtaking.
Sweet girl, I just want you to know I am a 73 year old woman with diagnosed PTSD. I love watching your videos, you always make me smile and I am sending you a huge hug right now and I hope you know how much people care for you. ❤
You are very special. We need you. Stay with us.
I just wanna thank you for leaving this heartfelt comment, it gave me hope ❤
You are beautiful.
You are creative.
You are very talented.
You are brave.
You are valuable.
You matter.
And you are so loved by your Filipino fans! Sending you virtual hugs from The Philippines! Stay strong and God bless!
❤❤❤
the fact that she had enough courage to do this AND post this says a lot. i love her sm and she makes me think i’m normal
"people cry, not because they're weak. It is because they have been strong for too long" - Johnny Depp "nothing is more beautiful than a smile that has struggled through tears" - Demi Lovato
Wow 🥺
_some_ celebrities are cool
Bro you literally made me cry for a hot 5 minutes. And I mean SOBBING. Big heaving sobs of relief. Just by typing those quotes. I really needed to hear those words. Thank you. So much.
Wow, that hit me hard, as someone struggling through depression and suicidal thoughts that was impowering.
That hit me like a 12 pound sledgehammer bolted to a beam of light.
When she apologized for “crying so much” I said in my head. “WHAT THE HECK DO YOU MEAN! AFTER ALL YOU’VE BEEN THROUGH? YOU HAVE A REASON TO CRY PLEASE DO NOT APOLOGIZE!”
I was about to say “I’m so sorry for what you have been through” then I thought, sorry doesn’t seem right for this situation. But I want you to know, that I think you are amazing and I’m so glad you felt comfortable enough to opening up to us, and that your laughter and smiles are the best part of my day💖💖💖
Bruh she prolly crying cause its emotional for her
Well said
I agree
@@rayray64 yeah that’s what he said, and there was no need to apologize for it, that’s what he meant.
let’s all give a round of applause for her being so strong to tell us all about this (i’m so late with this comment i know 😭) but it’s always needed 👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏
i feel how you feel, trust your NOT alone by any chance you will never be alone and i hope you are never SA again
I definitely think that parents need to understand that depression isn’t your child not trying to be happy it’s a child in a hole that they need help getting out of.
That is an amazing way of putting it!
Yes
That is pure truth
Agreed
That is true-
I can't believe how much stuff you've gone through. I mean, getting raped is the fu**ing worst. I haven't gotten raped but just hearing someone say they have and then they break down after it just says a lot. Don't worry kallmekris, we're all here for you. No matter what.
I agree with you buddy...
I definitely agree
Yeah Kris is strong and she makes everyone happy and it makes her happy 😃 Kris we here for you otay ❤️
Im with her no matter what love you kris
Your literally my therapist ❤
You are such a strong well spoken woman. Thank you for sharing your story. I found your “shorts” on instagram and totally relate and am entertained by them. Take care of yourself.
My mom use to say *Every broken soul can be recovored they just need love and time* before she died of cancer
I’m so sorry for your loss ❤️
Im sorry for your loss
I'm so sorry for your loss
Sorry for your lose. I know the feeling. My brother (never met him) passed away a few months ago. It hurts. She must have helped many people in this world.
Sorry for your loss
Your mother was very wise
Seeing the person who made you laugh in your worst times cry is depressing.
It is 🥺 her stuff are so good 🥺😭
same😭😭😭😭
I just wanted to give her a hug and tell her everything was gonna be ok 🥺
It shouldn’t be depressing to see someone tell their truth. They are human too and have lived a real life of experiences, some good and some bad. If we always talk about the good in our lives we are being disingenuous. Life isn’t always perfect and amazing. She has the right to be real with her fans and even though her story has some very sad bits, she is helping people who admire her see that they aren’t alone in their own mental health struggles. It’s not depressing, it’s enlightening and encouraging. Saying she is depressing is like telling her you’d rather not hear her speak about this stuff, at least that’s the way it comes off. There is a reason people commit suicide and sometimes it’s because they keep to it all inside themselves because they don’t want to make their loved ones sad. Please don’t tell a person who has had suicidal ideation that they are “depressing,” it could have terrible consequences.
@@kalliepetersonkikibright8365 i know but it isnt nice seeing hercry 🥺
8:29 I'm so sorry for all you have gone through, Kris. And, I'm so proud of all you have become. I love you so much ❤
Rewatching this video in late 2023, I realized I never actually left a comment expressing my insane gratitude to you, and expressing love for you and your braveness. ❤❤ here's that now.
When I was 9, I lost someone really close to me. She was the most influential person in my life at the time (and for many years after) and tbh was more of a mother figure to me than my mom was. I had never experienced death in any degree before. I didnt have fish or hamsters or anything like that to prepare me. It was just one day I was an innocent kid and the next day my heart was shattered into a million pieces
And I'm still picking pieces off the ground
After that, I developed extreme depression, as well as my anxiety that had really always been there rising (my anxiety was left untreated and undiagnosed at this time because "i was doing so well in school" so how could I possibly be struggling?). I genuinely hid it from everyone. I was the happy kid. Even now, sharing my story with people, they are shocked because I always seemed perfect.
As I was dealing with grief, my mother kept telling me horrible things. Like that i was being dramatic or "milking her death" for attention. This led me to spiral deeper and lose all trust in my parents for several years.
When I was in fifth grade, covid hit. My school was shut down for over a year, and I was left alone with my thoughts and my family to keep me company. I lost both of my dogs during that time of lockdown, further spiraling me and leaving me with absolutely no one to confide in. My dogs were always just there for me no matter what happened, and now I was left with just my family. I fell down so incredibly deep.
I started doing scary things. I measured the height of my roof to see how much damage I could do if I jumped off. I kept a knife under my pillow. I tried to guess the code to our gun safe.
After lockdown, I felt so much more free but also scared. I spent over a year locked in my room, I had completely forgotten how to mask it.
Eventually, I broke. After our school's slideshow presentations about mental health, I cracked and opened up to my best friend about everything. She helped me so much. (This is the end of 6th grade ish)
Around that time, I started to realize how abusive one of my online friends was. She would threaten to kill or hurt herself if I didn't do things for her. She threatened me into 'dating' her so she wouldn't end it all. (Then she ended up ghosting me, she honestly might have killed herself after that I genuinely don't know).
This broke my trust more. As seventh grade begun, I lost 2 close friends to suicide, as well as losing all my trust in my friends, teachers, and my family. I felt so low. I suffered through every day, pretending to be happy but crying underneath my mask (literally and figuratively, covid).
In january of 2022 (7th grade) i broke and eventually ended up telling my mom everything. She did doubt me for a while, but eventually agreed to get me therapy. I also went on antidepressants (they were really crappy, my doctor did not do any form of research in prescribing my medication, and I honestly kind of blame him for the next year).
At least 10 suicide plans (and partial attempts) later, school was out. I was again stuck with my family for summer. We did end up getting another dog, my sweet angel who really saved my life.
On July 21, 2022, I had one of the biggest breakdowns I have ever had and probably ever will have. I crashed so hard, and I cut myself so many times. Me and my parents collectively decided that something drastic needed to be done, and fast.
I ended up being enrolled in an RTC (residential treatment center, basically a place you go live on your own for a while with a bunch of counselors and stuff, usually for mental help and/or addiction) across the country. On July 29, 2022, I left everything I knew behind to try to find myself again.
The facility I went to had so many ups and downs. It was the hardest thing I have ever been through. I would like to shout out 'Newport Academy' in Oakley, Utah for saving my life. It was so difficult but they genuinely saved me and so many other people. I am so grateful for everyone there.
A little over a year since I got home (i was there for 2 months), I am doing so much better. I am still going to therapy, and I am on a much better medication. I still have highs and lows, and trust me, I get really low sometimes. But it changed my life. I am still in recovery.
I want to say thank you to Kris, for being the internet comedian. I had something to look forward to. I had someone to make me laugh in my darkest times. I could come home, and zone out and watch Kris do some stupid shit and it honestly helped so much. Thank you. ❤
And thank you to anyone else reading this. I try to be such a huge advocate for mental health, and i am here for you if you need to reach out.
Thank you, I hope this can help someone.
-Gavin, (Me3TV) 10/24/2023
genuenly started crying whilst reading this,ik a random stranger saying this means nothing but you are the strongest person i know and yourstory is touching,glad your doing better now xx kris is such a legend
@@narisaschepis7888 ❤️🩹
@@Karma_Bread thank you so much ❤️🩹
you are so incredibly brave ml, I'm proud of you
You should be so proud of how far you've come, batteling mental health is so difficult and for ou to then have the confidence to share that with more people is absolutely beautiful, I support you and am here if you need to talk ❤
How are people gonna dislike when she only talked for a minute
How can people dislike at all?!
@@Maximus456355 fr
@@Maximus456355 because they have no feelings
Three explanations
1. Haters
2. Haters
3. People meaning to click like but messed up
Her ex-abusers and bullies who are jelly of all her success. We wuv u Kwis!
Mental illness isn’t something to joke about I always thought it was something to joke about but I have really bad anxiety and that’s when I realized that mental illness is a serious topic
Thank you for being so vulnerable and sharing your story. Your story will speak to so many hearts, Kris.
Wow, you are so strong. That is one of the bravest things I have ever seen. Your videos brighten my day each day and I am so happy you found your purpose and your tribe.
Who agrees, the world just needs one big crying session, where you can cry your heart out instead of letting it all bubble up inside you until you cant take it anymore.
Agreed, we need judgement free emotion dumps (didn't mean it to come off sounding funny).
Please I need it
I want to like but its at 169 likes and my brain is telling me it would be a crime to like it
yeah
I cry everyday. Ever since my son was born, I have been so emotional. And that was 5 years ago. I’m a grown man and there is nothing wrong with crying. I’m going to make sure my son knows that too
Strongest fuckin’ person I know. Props to you, we’re in this together.
Absolutely! It's amazing she's still here today after what she went through.
#weloveyoukris
Thank you for sharing.🙏🏼
I’m currently feeling down and have suffered from depression for a lifetime. It was nice to see your open honesty about the darker days. I’ve tried to explain this to family and friends… I’m not sure they ever quite comprehend one’s dark space. Much like you, I have good days and hid the pain. It’s also the thought of my dog that has kept me from anything that may jeopardize his future. Thank you for your bravery.🙏🏼
Thank you so much for this. I've been battling mental health since about fourth grade but never spoke out about it until a little while after I saw this. You are so strong to stay through all of this. We love you Kris❤❤❤❤❤
“The only thing more exhausting than being depressed is pretending that you’re not.”
You are strong, dont let anyone break you.
So underrated thank you so much 🙏
thank you for that
I love how she did a little smile when she talked about her boyfriend
Hey kris I’m also currently struggling with mental health stuff and all throughout this video I wished I could just give you a hug it’s ok to cry or yell or feel anything it’s a normal and we are all here for you so I’m glad you opened up to us. You helped me I watch your videos sometimes and they make me happy they make me feel good. And this video helped me learn about you and your story and see that there is a tomorrow and it will get better. And your not alone I’m not alone we are here to help you your here to help me and all of your fans and that’s what matters that your here and safe I’m responding to this 2 years after it was posted but look where you are now your awesome! Keep up the good work
I thank God you’re still here because you’re loved so much. I feel like I was watching myself because I’ve gone through those horrific, dark moments with my ED, depression and rape. I’ll tell you this…you’re so strong especially for sharing those dark moments with all of us. Thank you for being so vulnerable and honest! Truly, you deserve nothing but good things and happiness!! My pup has saved me many times too. Keep fighting! You’re loved!
She already helps so many of us smile, she now helps us feel like we ain’t alone and acknowledges how hard it is. People like her give me hope for this world.
Happy I can help in any way
@@kallmekris hi kris Today i have just realized that yt,snap,tiktok,insta,Twitter all of it is not real you put a smile on iur faces but your real life is really sad. You got r@ped but whoever done it to you knows what they did you will get through this god loves h
@@kallmekris we all love you and don't forget it. 😊😊
So true
@@kallmekris Kris, really. You are such an amazing person and helped us in so many ways.
“You helped save me” no no no, YOU saved us. Even through your struggles, you help make others laugh and smile. You didn’t give up. You kept going. You are strong and we all support you.
I agree entirely with you
we all saved each other.
I remember finding her a year ago and loved her content she’s helped me so much, she’s the best TikToker I’ve ever seen
Whenever I wanted to leave everything in my life behind, I would watch her videos. Kris is a person who's my light in the dark, my hope from giving up, and many many more. I would do anything to make Kris feel better, safer, loved, and happier. The same way she was my shelter and my family~❃🤍🤍🤍🤍
Thank you so so SO much for sharing this with us ❤. I´m so happy that you´re doing better this day, and are still with us. Love from Denmark
I just discovered you and see so much of myself in you, particularly the intrusive thoughts. You are awesome beyond words! Don’t stop what you’re doing, you do it in such a subtle way, but our uplifting to so many people.
My favorite saying I’ve ever heard from anyone is, “I know today sucked, but there’s this party happening called “tomorrow “. I better see you there.” So, I better see you all tomorrow.
Kris you helped me through a lot of shit you are one of the strongest people i know and I love you
Thank you you just made my day
I'm gonna use that also that was beautiful
Yesterday is history! What did you learn from it? Me: "keep my heart beating for 24hrs" its been 10yrs and I'm typing this today
This is the greatest quote can I steal it
luv this, I will be there!!
“Sometimes the Ones Who Seem the Happiest Are Hurting the Most” THIS QUOTE IS SO PERFECT FOR HER.
I am super happy : ) :
Robin Williams... prime example. No 1 seen the pain until he was gone. Tortured souls have 2 release the pain sum how. I listen 2 alot of comedians. Alot of them had ruff childhoods and pain in their lives. Once u can laugh at ur pain the world starts 2 look a little brighter.. I've been doin TMS (transcranial magnetic simulation) best decision I've ever made.. I appreciate her sharing this.
i think its perfect for a lot of people and it shouldnt be perfect but it sadly is.
So true
That is true. Things arn't always what it seems. In this case, She acts happy but really hurting inside.
Kris, you are so brave and good. Thank you for sharing your experience-I’m going through stuff right now and finally decided to watch your video and you helped. I hope everything is even better now a couple years later!
Thank you sharing. TH-cam algorithm picked up that I was going through a rough patch and I really appreciate you taking the time to share and I’m grateful you shared your tears. It feels so real and comforting in your honesty.
“Today is going to be a good day. And here’s why, because today, today at least you’re you. And that’s enough.”
- Evan Hansen
That musical was just amezing and buetifull
@@Mar6008 did you know there’s a movie version coming out in September
"It's okay not to be okay"
-KallmeKris
That is beautiful
I know how hard it is to talk about this, I commend you for your courage.
Thank you for being so brave an so vulnerable.
I have much empathy fr you, my friend
I literally want to hug her. I feel so sorry for this but she got through it and don’t want me to be that person. So strong keep going praiseworthy.
My whole life, my mom said to me, “Why are you depressed? You haven’t gone through what I’ve gone through. Don’t I give you everything you need? You should be happy!” So I pretended. For YEARS. But in high school, it got SO bad. I tried so hard to get rid of myself because I couldn’t be the happy girl my mom wanted. I failed, but that desire has never gone away. I understand a lot of what you’ve gone through; those same feelings and those same urges. I just never got help until very recently.
Thanks for sharing, Kris. I love you and your channel.
I'm only 12 but I do have depression and my mom says " words can't hurt you, I lived through My mom" so I try to keep my mouth shut. I act very happy around people but when I'm alone all I can do is cry and tell myself horrible things. Now I can barely talk to anyone without having a mini panic attack. I've thought about self harm but luckily I've been able to keep myself from that. Kris keep rocking on
OMG yes. The older generation just doesn't understand and even people now. These are actual things that happen. Whether they knew it or not, it has existed. If they only thought about it and made connections. Witch trials, demons, exorcisms, lobotomies, etc.
@@fluffypuppy3995 I know its hard. And i know its hard to find the proper help when those around you are not understanding or supportive. Therapy is a big thing. Many churches usually have group therapy. Finding a friemd that is non judgemental. Learning how to deal with emotions. And coping skills when you need the..
@@fluffypuppy3995 I'm so happy you haven't hurt yourself and please don't it's not worth it
my story is the exact same
“You feel like there is no escape, but there is”- Kallmekris... favorite thing she has every said
I agree
I'm in the 7th grade and I'm WAY too mature for my age. I cover it up with pretending to be care free, funny, talkative, and loud. I sometimes wish I can take back my innocence where I didn't have to care about the world as much. You think that it's only the quiet people that suffer but everyone has their own problems. You would never expect the person that is the human equivalent of happiness to suffer from depression....but we do. Kris brings happiness to this world like no other. I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart for making the darkness ebb away....even just a little. With all my love....fight through it.
That quote helped me through my depression
I just watched this and I am soo sorry and yet so happy to see that you're so strong to be here and give us enjoyment. May we all be as strong as you. We all love you Kris.
You have helped me through soooo much hard things and this video opened my eyes to see that EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING MATTERS I love you so much thank you for everything ❤❤❤
My daughter an I struggle with depression. We call the darkness the "island". (She is 21). She knows she can msg me that she is on the island an I know she needs someone. We visit the island but we remind each other not to stay on the island. Your story is powerful an took courage. As a mom I just want to hug you. Don't live on the island...
This is such a good way too remind yourself that you aren't stuck! I wish I could tell my father cause he struggles a lot with depression since 2 years know and I don't know what to do to help him besides just being there and letting him know that he can talk to me, when he want to. But he never wants to.
@@G3lja just knowing, to someone with depression, makes all the difference in the world.
I'm telling this to y'all cause I wanna tell someone, this video is relatable beacuse at this moment I'm not eating breakfast or lunch, the only thing I'm eating is dinner. And I know I'm not going to loose weight but I still do it anyway. And I never wanted to loose weight but I want to because my dad said "fatty or fat" for a joke but I didn't take it as a joke. So now I'm not eating and im asking my mom everyday for her to sign me up for sports and I'm biking everyday just to loose weight. And I'm 11 btw
I love this so much, thank you for sharing. Whether I find someone willing to come with me or not, this feels like it would be really helpful.
@@cherylwolfe-milner8427 thank you!
The people that disliked this was because they couldn't see the like button bc they were crying
yeah and there tears were dropping down
Ik sad 🥺
Good one, girl
Awww lets put it that way
Or maybe because she put EIGHT ADS in the video. Look, I get it’s an important video to her and good for her for opening up about this on TH-cam but if you think I’m gonna sit through 8 ads for this, nah fam try again. Stop monetizing your mental health problems take it seriously or don’t talk about it at all it’s not a joke.
Thank you for sharing! I am so sorry you had to go through all of this. You are truly fantastic for finding the strength and will to overcome this. I wish you to live and enjoy a life full of joy.
i am so sorry for what has happened to you! I hope you can get to feeling better if its makes you feel better ive gone through a lot of the stuff you have
The fact that she mentioned how Kevin, her dog, saved her so many times is SO relatable for me. I had a dog throughout a lot of my school time (I had her from 2006 (2nd ish grade) till 2019) and she saved my life more times than I can count. When I lost her I lost SO much motivation to do anything. My life just sat at a stand still as I auto piloted through it. In 2020 I got a new dog. She's imperfect, she still play bites despite being almost 2 years old, but she's my baby, and I love her more than anything.
Well... I do t really know what to say. I just wanted to say something but idk what.
For all them Riley fans who struggle read this in rileys voice
"I knoe yu may be stwuggin but pwease belive in uorslf you got dis OTAY"
dis mAde me teawr up tank yu :'))) * to be read in rileys voice *
Otay
Otay 😊
Otay!
Otay :]
I seriously love you. I just recently found your channel but I just love your content and the kind of person you are and how open and honest you were in this video. Thank you so much 💕
Im sorry u went through those hard situations but ur doing great now and helping out loads of people from all over
Stay strong
The people who disliked this probably accidentally pressed the wrong button because there eyes were blurry from tears...
You are so strong kris 💙
The fact that this woman has helped thousands of people with thereselves and then decided to speak about herself in doing so? I couldn't be prouder of someone I never met
I 100% agree
millions*
@@ihatemondays2595 correct
@@ihatemondays2595 She has helped people who don't even have tiktok. The effect that this woman has had over us all is phenomenal
@@kayw9057 ikr
You are such a darling. I have been feeling very depressed and feeling like self harm lately, and by re-watching your videos, and seeing you be so brave and kind and amazing, you have given me hope and have saved me from mental breakdowns and harming myself. I am so incredibly grateful for you and the effort and bravery you give. You have really saved my life.
Thank you for sharing your story Kris. This was obviously hard for you. Your story will help others, and I know that’s something you care about and part of why you did this. You are unbelievably strong! How far you’ve come… I hope you can see why you should be proud of your strength and desire to overcome. I wish you so much happiness and thank you for touching my heart in so many ways!!!❤❤❤
Misha and serga would fight a bear for Riley just like the entire comment section fight for you
Very true. I just want to give her a hug
Very very very very true
I want to give her a huge hug and tell her that we will always be supporting her! Love you kris!!! 💕
That is very inspirational and very true were here for you kris
Hi im 16 yo and i've been „not doing okay" for the last few years and this video encouraged me to share this with my friends and im planing to talk about it with my mom and dad. Thank you so much and stay strong to inspire all of us
Please do! I don't even know you, but I have my fingers crossed with all my strength that you are able to find the strength that is hidden inside you, and use it to deal with the issues that hold you down! You got this!
Hope the conversation with your mom and dad went well, it's such a hard conversation to have, but so important. If you need extra support, guidance officers and teachers can help, and so can your doctor. All the best.
Hey sweetheart, so glad to see that you mentioned you were going to share your feelings with family and friends. 16 is a tough age, I remember it well. And I want you to be able to remember it to...trust me, years from now, you may be in such a different and happy, content place. Don't give up hope, ever! You aren't alone. I'm so glad people like Kris share these stories, because it's easy for any of us watching to think that she has it so together and can do anything. But once we learn that she shares our struggles, it makes what she does that much more impressive. You can do the same. Hang in there and you share YOUR beautiful light with the rest of us in this world someday!! 🥰
GOD BLESS YOU AND NEVER FORGET, not only is God with you, there sre people here that care about you, even though we may not know you. I am always here if you need to talk but you are taking the best step by reaching out to your friends and parents. Hang in there, and you will be fine as Kris is. Good luck and God bless. You are LOVED!
I think it's very strong and courageous of you to share this information with your parents and friends. I don't say this to discourage you but rather to encourage you that if you do not receive the kind of support that you had hoped for this doesn't mean you aren't deserving of help! When we share this kind of information with people they aren't sure what to do. They may dismiss your feelings or tell you to just be happy or don't worry about it. If you don't get the response you hope for go online and Google mental health support and your city. There are a lot of free public service resources that you can tap into. I do hope the conversation went well and you got the support you were looking for. ❤
I know it has been a couple of years now but I've just seen this for the first time and it is still valid. As someone who has struggled with depression for most of my 40 years, to see someone who always appears to be so vibrant and joyful display this level of true honesty and vulnerability is one of the greatest encouragements I've ever experienced. As a man in our messed up world it can be very difficult to allow myself to openly show signs of struggle. But for someone who's very livelihood is built upon a certain persona, even one that is a real part of you, to drop that and show the world the reality of the person behind that persona, the hurt, and the human battles is so beautiful and so brave. You are a wonderful person for speaking the truth of your struggles and giving encouragement and hope to the rest of us. Thank you so much for being so honest and so real in a world that is trying so hard to teach us all to be fake
i genuinely love kris sm, she deserves the whole world and more and im so proud of her for everything she does. i really wish i could hug her, she’s such an angel and she is genuinely too good for this world
My dad says to me a lot “Where has my little girl gone? She used to be so happy and smiling all the time. If you ever see her, tell her i miss her and want her back”
She’s gone. The little girl is gone. It’s just me, stress, peer pressure, and anxiety. Parents never realize their kid is suffering and when they realize it’s too late.
I know the feeling it’s ok to not be the little girl anymore my parents tell me the same thing it’ll get better that’s the only thing I can hope for at least
Maybe you should take some pointers from your past. Get better go to therapy! Enjoy the small things in life during COVID I went in to a spiral of sadness but I pulled myself through by finding small things to go for and be happy about!
I feel you...
@@standingonbusiness1441
I agree
@@standingonbusiness1441 I feel silly to ask my parents about therapy. Do I really need one? I wish my intrusive thoughts would go away..Am I just over reacting?
The funniest people always battle the biggest demons. Our hearts go out to you.
Yes
😢its sad but true 😢
You know the whole meme of the class clown at home is not as happy as he appears isn’t that inaccurate. I know a lot of people like that. And I might kind of fit in with that character but I don’t like saying that im sad. Makes a part of me say: no ur not ur stupid and a crybaby now go do your homework you fat piece of shit.
That’s exactly what I was thinking.
U r SO true! Kris girl! We are here for u we love u and r SO happy we helped u!
You can get through this. Never give up. Thanks for talking about this. Makes me realize I’m not alone! Live and hugs beautiful
Watching this after 2 years and this came up at the perfect time in my life. Thank you for sharing your story and how you’re dealing with the struggles of life. I’m incredibly proud of you and I’m so thankful you’re here with us.
this just explains that we should never judge someone , i saw some comments that said "i wish i had her life" , "she's so funny i wish i was her" so no one ever knew what she was going through and what kind of horrendous time she had , we all love you kris and you can talk to us whenever you want :)
If you would've drove down a cliff we wouldn't be here laughing at ur tiktoks everyday, Thanks Kris
Thank you for sharing your story to help others who are struggling. You are a 10/10 human. Love you lots. All the best to you and your family!
Thank you for sharing your darkest moments. It may not be obvious but this video will have helped so many people. It certainly helps normalise sharing. I never shared my most traumatic experiences and it got very bad for self love, confidence, anxiety and such. But support and sharing is so so so important! ❤️
"I think the saddest people always try their hardest to make other people happy. Because they know what it's like to feel absolutely worthless and they don't want anybody else to feel like that" - Robin Williams. A brilliant man gone before his time!
Glad you're still with us Kris and I appreciate your vulnerability. It makes me search within myself ways for proactive ways to make my life better 🙏💜
100%
OMG OMG ARE U AN OUTCAST?? BC I SEE NF
@@blues6499 what does that mean
@@bideos45 the person who made the original comment has a profile picture of a rapper named NF, aka the best rapper ever lol
I've seen this quote 2 times today and I feel like it's a sign to stay:)
You are such an amazing TH-camr and you helped me get through things after my dads passing. You are such an amazing TH-camr and a person
Kris you are a very strong person, one of the strongest I know. I am still learning things about myself and I feel this video has helped me realize what is going on in my life. Thank you for this. I just want you to know we are all here for you. We love you Kris and are here for you ❤
Thank you for putting this out here, Kris. Sending my love!
hii :)
Hello verified person. By the way due to this lockdown and shit even I’ve been feeling so depressed and just wanting to end it all but like after watching this video and crying a lot, I kinda felt I actually related to someone and I’m not the only one who felt this way. Kris, Just know you’ll be love no matter what and you make me smile everyday
Yoooo
HeLlO
Oh ma god yiki ibribidi yeeteeb chiniiiiiiilllllllllll
Riley: Everything will be otay
Sergei: Da. It will be ok
Misha: Sergei speak facts
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Don't make me call Bex!
Lol
Man, that would be so cute
I can here them saying this