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  • @kallmekris
    @kallmekris  3 ปีที่แล้ว +44042

    Sorry this was all over the place. I was a little flustered, but I hope this helped even just one person out there. You are NOT ALONE! You have everything to live for, even if it doesnt seem like it at the time. I love and appreciate all of you. And lets make this comment section a welcoming and safe place

    • @___LAKSHMI___
      @___LAKSHMI___ 3 ปีที่แล้ว +721

      We love u too ❤❤❤ And we will be here for you no matter what happens ❤

    • @justinwampler9443
      @justinwampler9443 3 ปีที่แล้ว +710

      It is otayyyyyy❤❤❤

    • @happyfeet6582
      @happyfeet6582 3 ปีที่แล้ว +382

      Hope you can get threw it we are here for you❤️

    • @anyamathur645
      @anyamathur645 3 ปีที่แล้ว +334

      We love you ❤️

    • @oddperson5726
      @oddperson5726 3 ปีที่แล้ว +285

      Your awesome

  • @thecockneyterritory4869
    @thecockneyterritory4869 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6863

    It's always the comedians. The people most sad are always the ones trying to make everyone laugh. Mental health sucks man. Thanks for being you

    • @FurmummatoPP
      @FurmummatoPP 3 ปีที่แล้ว +139

      I have found that it's usually the one's who are comedians/funny because they like to make others laugh and smile. There is just this comfort in knowing you have made someone happy. Also cause they know what it's like to be sad pretty much all the time so if they can make someone else laugh especially someone who copes with mental health problems then they feel that slightly bit better.

    • @urmom338
      @urmom338 3 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      We love you so much

    • @bigantdud3499
      @bigantdud3499 3 ปีที่แล้ว +74

      A big example of this is the great actor/comedian Robin Williams rip
      🙏

    • @Hi-ft3ye
      @Hi-ft3ye 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      We all understand

    • @spidersubzero4706
      @spidersubzero4706 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      your not wrong

  • @CelinaSpookyBoo
    @CelinaSpookyBoo 3 ปีที่แล้ว +34329

    Strongest person i know

  • @OllaniElizabeth
    @OllaniElizabeth 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +415

    As a victim of SA, I completely understand what you experienced. You’re so strong Kris, keep it up. You’re braver than you know.

    • @Norathegobber101
      @Norathegobber101 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      I am so proud of you.

    • @Norathegobber101
      @Norathegobber101 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      I don’t know you, but I am It’s just a gift shining right out of you. I know you’re pass this stuff but keep up your strong work

    • @GraceTaninecz
      @GraceTaninecz 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      OMG r u ok??!????

    • @Cool_Napa3
      @Cool_Napa3 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      What is SA? sorry if its a bad thing but idk

    • @GraceTaninecz
      @GraceTaninecz 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      @@Cool_Napa3 it is sexual assault

  • @mollyfoote3973
    @mollyfoote3973 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3951

    let’s appreciate how kris feels comfortable sharing this with all of us.

    • @Alwayssleeping234
      @Alwayssleeping234 3 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      Exactly thank u

    • @s_west1234
      @s_west1234 3 ปีที่แล้ว +47

      I am so thankful that she is willing to share this bc I am so scared to show my depression bc no one I know has gone through this and it’s hard acting like there is nothing wrong

    • @chanthitthitnyein7181
      @chanthitthitnyein7181 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      ❤❤❤❤🤧

    • @approved_ncr_ranger2166
      @approved_ncr_ranger2166 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Yes

    • @Saraaaaaa38
      @Saraaaaaa38 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Yes she is very strong❤

  • @light.5562
    @light.5562 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2578

    She was sexually assaulted, was depressed, and more. And she’s still this bright shining happy smiling 24/7 person. God bless her. She’s so strong.

    • @10yearsago96
      @10yearsago96 3 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      @Jack Snyder it’s an exaggeration.

    • @professorJorge11
      @professorJorge11 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      She "appears" happy on Tik Tok, but that's a comedy routine. It's an artform, clearly it helped Kris

    • @melissaluci9055
      @melissaluci9055 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      yes

    • @al3s_qqz26
      @al3s_qqz26 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      @@MidasTouch2007KMIGAccount hey, im really sorry if this sound mean and im sorry you went through all that but please don’t make this a competition of “who has the most trauma” cause it can seem really disrespectful, again im really sorry if this comes off rudely

    • @Noni_arts_photos07
      @Noni_arts_photos07 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@al3s_qqz26 it isn’t rude it is his/her way of telling someone their problems
      Even he /she probably had a lot of courage to type that
      In a way it’s helping others too - it feels like we are not the only one who been through all this and we all at least one person in life to share something

  • @davidmealey2000
    @davidmealey2000 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +240

    Ive struggled wwith depression and had suicidal thoughts. The best quote I ever heard about why not to take your own life is that suicide doesn't end the pain, it just passes it to someone you loved.

    • @Fruitpvnch1
      @Fruitpvnch1 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Please don’t end your life, you have so much reasons to live, your family, any pets, friends, the joy when you have your favorite food, theme parks, your favorite animal, the pain other people go through, knowing you won’t be there anymore, don’t end it, people will miss you,

    • @kwl189
      @kwl189 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Right there with you. I’ve had a few attempts recently and I have no idea what is keeping me going. Some days what happens to the others in my family, passing the pain onto them doesn’t matter enough for me to stay. Some days it does. The thoughts themselves happened frequently to me but burnout pushed me over the edge.

    • @AveryHuber-v7g
      @AveryHuber-v7g 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @JulianFreeman-j2qsame😢

    • @I_chug_mouthwash_alot
      @I_chug_mouthwash_alot หลายเดือนก่อน

      It’s a virus, it spreads, the cure is life. So keep going through, or it’ll become contagious.

  • @nkoszy
    @nkoszy 3 ปีที่แล้ว +875

    The moment Kris looked into the camera and said “cuz we’re a family” I started to cry because I’ve never been so touched...

    • @j_g9109
      @j_g9109 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      You are not alone in that. 😥
      It touched my heart that she was able to share her story with us, but the honesty in her eyes when she said “cuz we’re a family” made the tears I’d been holding back burst free.
      I felt her words in my heart.

    • @Animatty
      @Animatty 3 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      I believe my adoption papers are ready, Kris

    • @cyohe8643
      @cyohe8643 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Same

    • @stephengove
      @stephengove ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I broke down in tears after she said that 😢

  • @jenna6128
    @jenna6128 3 ปีที่แล้ว +549

    “Sometimes the Ones Who Seem the Happiest Are Hurting the Most” THIS QUOTE IS SO PERFECT FOR HER.

    • @auraroseedits
      @auraroseedits 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I am super happy : ) :

    • @krissiemurray6018
      @krissiemurray6018 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Robin Williams... prime example. No 1 seen the pain until he was gone. Tortured souls have 2 release the pain sum how. I listen 2 alot of comedians. Alot of them had ruff childhoods and pain in their lives. Once u can laugh at ur pain the world starts 2 look a little brighter.. I've been doin TMS (transcranial magnetic simulation) best decision I've ever made.. I appreciate her sharing this.

    • @ka4rolina
      @ka4rolina 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      i think its perfect for a lot of people and it shouldnt be perfect but it sadly is.

    • @donnawright5795
      @donnawright5795 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      So true

    • @gorilla_girl101taylor9
      @gorilla_girl101taylor9 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      That is true. Things arn't always what it seems. In this case, She acts happy but really hurting inside.

  • @TiagoRDias
    @TiagoRDias 3 ปีที่แล้ว +293

    “I think the saddest people always try their hardest to make people happy because they know what it’s like to feel absolutely worthless and they don’t want anyone else to feel like that.”
    ― Robin Williams

    • @alextheoutlaw6541
      @alextheoutlaw6541 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Thanks for the message Taigo

    • @mochabearxx
      @mochabearxx 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      As a person who struggles with anxiety, & just on a daily basis I feel moody, this is true. But remember it is ok to be sad. You are not alone. 🌸🌷

    • @xsargantxshaftx7997
      @xsargantxshaftx7997 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@mochabearxx exactly. It is okay to not be okay.

    • @alexahand9960
      @alexahand9960 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      WHY DID YOU HAVE TO HURT ME LIKE THAT ITS TRUE IT HURTS

    • @mochabearxx
      @mochabearxx 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@xsargantxshaftx7997 yeah, & a tip I have is just maybe hangout alone, get some food and a blanket(s) and just chill. If you do that it helps a lot. Especially for me.

  • @lexispeaks5585
    @lexispeaks5585 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +43

    Damn, you're TOUGH. Not only have you lasted this long through all of this, but you're becoming so strong in the process of healing. That's powerful.

  • @miishaaa_mo
    @miishaaa_mo 3 ปีที่แล้ว +672

    “The only thing more exhausting than being depressed is pretending that you’re not.”
    You are strong, dont let anyone break you.

  • @Jabez2005
    @Jabez2005 3 ปีที่แล้ว +539

    My favorite saying I’ve ever heard from anyone is, “I know today sucked, but there’s this party happening called “tomorrow “. I better see you there.” So, I better see you all tomorrow. 😁🖤

    • @preach9
      @preach9 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      "I know today is rough but there's this party called "tomorrow". I better see you there you freaking nerd :)"

    • @kaylahall1219
      @kaylahall1219 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Thank you. 😁👍

    • @Preppyyyyyy-m9s
      @Preppyyyyyy-m9s 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@preach9 I know you don't have to tell me I'm part of 14 fandoms

    • @kianna1594
      @kianna1594 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      That is the best saying I've ever heard! You made my day ❤️🥺

    • @PixelizedGhost
      @PixelizedGhost 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@preach9
      “No in asked” 😇😊

  • @emmaroemmele1517
    @emmaroemmele1517 3 ปีที่แล้ว +508

    I love how she did a little smile when she talked about her boyfriend

  • @AdrianEstrada-f2p
    @AdrianEstrada-f2p 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +241

    Hey, Kris! You probably won't see this comment because this video was posted two years ago. I feel as I am speaking for your 60 million+ combined followers when saying that we all appreciate the fact that you have been able to share this with us as I understand it takes a LOT of courage and bravery, we are sorry for what you've gone through, it's okay to cry, and that we all love you and will forever support you. As always, keep up the excellent work!

    • @Muffinthedog_
      @Muffinthedog_ 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      No one, no gender, no race, no one at all deserves the treatment she got, and it's nice to see that she is okay for now. Whoever did that to her, politely freak off, I hope they are in jail and I hope she was the only victim from that person.

    • @Jayjay-from-561
      @Jayjay-from-561 22 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      @kallmekris hopefully you see this lovely persons comment

  • @theashleymethod1843
    @theashleymethod1843 3 ปีที่แล้ว +406

    2 minutes in she had tears in her eyes and I realized I'm one of those insane fans who would do anything to see my role model smile. Who tf even disliked this video? Katrina needs names and addresses. 😒

  • @overtimexbox5514
    @overtimexbox5514 3 ปีที่แล้ว +852

    For all them Riley fans who struggle read this in rileys voice
    "I knoe yu may be stwuggin but pwease belive in uorslf you got dis OTAY"

  • @umberundead2619
    @umberundead2619 3 ปีที่แล้ว +336

    The funniest people always battle the biggest demons. Our hearts go out to you.

    • @Willbousson
      @Willbousson 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Yes

    • @vanessaallard4760
      @vanessaallard4760 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      😢its sad but true 😢

    • @eenvogelbekdier9150
      @eenvogelbekdier9150 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      You know the whole meme of the class clown at home is not as happy as he appears isn’t that inaccurate. I know a lot of people like that. And I might kind of fit in with that character but I don’t like saying that im sad. Makes a part of me say: no ur not ur stupid and a crybaby now go do your homework you fat piece of shit.

    • @mrnibblesmom
      @mrnibblesmom 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      That’s exactly what I was thinking.

    • @kmkeenan09
      @kmkeenan09 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      U r SO true! Kris girl! We are here for u we love u and r SO happy we helped u!

  • @Hades-100
    @Hades-100 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +18

    This saved my life. I was very suicidal and got close to doing it but seeing one of my favorite TH-camrs go through the same thing I did helped me so much

  • @colececil886
    @colececil886 3 ปีที่แล้ว +463

    She already helps so many of us smile, she now helps us feel like we ain’t alone and acknowledges how hard it is. People like her give me hope for this world.

    • @kallmekris
      @kallmekris  3 ปีที่แล้ว +177

      Happy I can help in any way

    • @Pooks55
      @Pooks55 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@kallmekris hi kris Today i have just realized that yt,snap,tiktok,insta,Twitter all of it is not real you put a smile on iur faces but your real life is really sad. You got r@ped but whoever done it to you knows what they did you will get through this god loves h

    • @huntertheslayer8858
      @huntertheslayer8858 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@kallmekris we all love you and don't forget it. 😊😊

    • @silas-the-person3895
      @silas-the-person3895 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      So true

    • @leannaryder6695
      @leannaryder6695 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@kallmekris Kris, really. You are such an amazing person and helped us in so many ways.

  • @sidney8068
    @sidney8068 3 ปีที่แล้ว +192

    “You feel like there is no escape, but there is”- Kallmekris... favorite thing she has every said

    • @SamanthaRileyTodd
      @SamanthaRileyTodd 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I agree

    • @Natalie-jd3hd
      @Natalie-jd3hd 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I'm in the 7th grade and I'm WAY too mature for my age. I cover it up with pretending to be care free, funny, talkative, and loud. I sometimes wish I can take back my innocence where I didn't have to care about the world as much. You think that it's only the quiet people that suffer but everyone has their own problems. You would never expect the person that is the human equivalent of happiness to suffer from depression....but we do. Kris brings happiness to this world like no other. I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart for making the darkness ebb away....even just a little. With all my love....fight through it.

    • @Louiesuetta07
      @Louiesuetta07 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      That quote helped me through my depression

  • @Rexxypoo
    @Rexxypoo 3 ปีที่แล้ว +329

    "It's okay not to be okay"
    -KallmeKris
    That is beautiful

  • @G0ggy15
    @G0ggy15 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +42

    I'm in grade ten and I lost my mum in December amd it has been hard to deal with. I have had thoughts of ending it but I can't leave my family and friends like that, I'm so sorry for everything you have been through, and in tough times I alway quote Winston Churchill
    "When you're going through hell, keep going."

    • @Sienna6164
      @Sienna6164 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      I’m so sorry for your loss. I hope your doing well

    • @CGxeno
      @CGxeno 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      I so sorry that happened to you just know that everything will be ok and that you are amazing you can get through this and I hope you are and continue to be well

    • @KristinaFerrarino
      @KristinaFerrarino 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      Hope you’re ok. Keep going!

    • @Sierra_Hunter_
      @Sierra_Hunter_ 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I'm so sorry for your loss. I hope your doing well

  • @emthegamer6998
    @emthegamer6998 3 ปีที่แล้ว +353

    Who agrees, the world just needs one big crying session, where you can cry your heart out instead of letting it all bubble up inside you until you cant take it anymore.

    • @SouthernIowaLady
      @SouthernIowaLady 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Agreed, we need judgement free emotion dumps (didn't mean it to come off sounding funny).

    • @jayceeparent
      @jayceeparent 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Please I need it

    • @blakehunley5245
      @blakehunley5245 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I want to like but its at 169 likes and my brain is telling me it would be a crime to like it

    • @zelda1629
      @zelda1629 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      yeah

    • @MoobyWiz
      @MoobyWiz 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I cry everyday. Ever since my son was born, I have been so emotional. And that was 5 years ago. I’m a grown man and there is nothing wrong with crying. I’m going to make sure my son knows that too

  • @albinsjogren5165
    @albinsjogren5165 ปีที่แล้ว +552

    "people cry, not because they're weak. It is because they have been strong for too long" - Johnny Depp "nothing is more beautiful than a smile that has struggled through tears" - Demi Lovato

    • @abby_xox93
      @abby_xox93 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Wow 🥺

    • @truerandomchannel
      @truerandomchannel ปีที่แล้ว +2

      _some_ celebrities are cool

    • @JustaBellpepper
      @JustaBellpepper ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Bro you literally made me cry for a hot 5 minutes. And I mean SOBBING. Big heaving sobs of relief. Just by typing those quotes. I really needed to hear those words. Thank you. So much.

    • @Jessie-km4je
      @Jessie-km4je ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Wow, that hit me hard, as someone struggling through depression and suicidal thoughts that was impowering.

    • @HunterSmith641
      @HunterSmith641 ปีที่แล้ว

      That hit me like a 12 pound sledgehammer bolted to a beam of light.

  • @kayw9057
    @kayw9057 3 ปีที่แล้ว +164

    The fact that this woman has helped thousands of people with thereselves and then decided to speak about herself in doing so? I couldn't be prouder of someone I never met

    • @haider_m_m
      @haider_m_m 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I 100% agree

    • @ihatemondays2595
      @ihatemondays2595 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      millions*

    • @wxbfilms
      @wxbfilms 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@ihatemondays2595 correct

    • @kayw9057
      @kayw9057 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@ihatemondays2595 She has helped people who don't even have tiktok. The effect that this woman has had over us all is phenomenal

    • @ihatemondays2595
      @ihatemondays2595 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@kayw9057 ikr

  • @reneleanor9231
    @reneleanor9231 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +21

    As a fellow victim of SA, I stand by your side and I hope you know truly that you aren't alone. Well done for making this video and for telling your loved ones, gods know I haven't told anyone yet :)

  • @ElianaGhen
    @ElianaGhen 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8073

    Wow you are so amazing so much love to you

    • @z0ey_idk525
      @z0ey_idk525 3 ปีที่แล้ว +151

      Hi Eliana! Love ur vids❤

    • @makenna12321
      @makenna12321 3 ปีที่แล้ว +88

      YESSSS ELIANA!

    • @itzbriannaroadto1k327
      @itzbriannaroadto1k327 3 ปีที่แล้ว +121

      My two favorite people on TH-cam:O

    • @axolotl8941
      @axolotl8941 3 ปีที่แล้ว +64

      @Eliana Ghen yes she is! I love ur channel btw!

    • @axolotl8941
      @axolotl8941 3 ปีที่แล้ว +41

      @@itzbriannaroadto1k327 ikr!

  • @MewoAsh
    @MewoAsh 3 ปีที่แล้ว +272

    The fact that she mentioned how Kevin, her dog, saved her so many times is SO relatable for me. I had a dog throughout a lot of my school time (I had her from 2006 (2nd ish grade) till 2019) and she saved my life more times than I can count. When I lost her I lost SO much motivation to do anything. My life just sat at a stand still as I auto piloted through it. In 2020 I got a new dog. She's imperfect, she still play bites despite being almost 2 years old, but she's my baby, and I love her more than anything.

  • @freedom8163
    @freedom8163 3 ปีที่แล้ว +512

    “You helped save me” no no no, YOU saved us. Even through your struggles, you help make others laugh and smile. You didn’t give up. You kept going. You are strong and we all support you.

    • @Bigdmanz
      @Bigdmanz 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      I agree entirely with you

    • @iliandocx8392
      @iliandocx8392 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      we all saved each other.

    • @V1aming33
      @V1aming33 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      I remember finding her a year ago and loved her content she’s helped me so much, she’s the best TikToker I’ve ever seen

    • @tro1774
      @tro1774 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Whenever I wanted to leave everything in my life behind, I would watch her videos. Kris is a person who's my light in the dark, my hope from giving up, and many many more. I would do anything to make Kris feel better, safer, loved, and happier. The same way she was my shelter and my family~❃🤍🤍🤍🤍

  • @AngelaDancy-nl6dm
    @AngelaDancy-nl6dm 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +13

    i feel how you feel, trust your NOT alone by any chance you will never be alone and i hope you are never SA again

  • @lakshitakpaiicse7780
    @lakshitakpaiicse7780 3 ปีที่แล้ว +246

    this just explains that we should never judge someone , i saw some comments that said "i wish i had her life" , "she's so funny i wish i was her" so no one ever knew what she was going through and what kind of horrendous time she had , we all love you kris and you can talk to us whenever you want :)

  • @flaminghotember8817
    @flaminghotember8817 3 ปีที่แล้ว +554

    This girl is sitting in front of a camera and spilling out all her feelings to the WORLD. I just can’t. It’s 3:00 am and I’m crying my ass off I just want to give her a hug and tell her it’s OK. This is so important and your so strong and I just can’t.

    • @FrankieAnne
      @FrankieAnne 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Same xoxxo

    • @hroyston
      @hroyston 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Of course a gacha kid would say that

    • @stormypanda1947
      @stormypanda1947 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      listen here giving her a hug telling her its ok it wont help someone dealing with that like me ok wont do shit its just nothing that can happen its something we would all go through

    • @Danni_-kh7bu
      @Danni_-kh7bu 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@hroyston listen here, everyone has their opinion on gacha you can’t just go up to them and be like that, just don’t say anything about it, you think they are a bad person because they play gacha, well no think again

    • @Lauralaroohoo
      @Lauralaroohoo 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@hroyston literally gacha has nothing to do w this 🤦🏻‍♀️

  • @ealzak110official6
    @ealzak110official6 3 ปีที่แล้ว +807

    Seeing her like this broke my heart.I’ve never seen this side. She’s helped me stay myself and i wish I could’ve helped

  • @ThatFemboyfurry-hw1gf
    @ThatFemboyfurry-hw1gf 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +10

    Runing away from your problems is not going to fix your problems, running toward and faceing that level ten boss that took you literally twelve years and finally killing the boss is breathtaking.

  • @musicofthesoul7383
    @musicofthesoul7383 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1322

    Not all heroes wear capes. Some of them wear tiny hands❤

  • @savannah9929
    @savannah9929 3 ปีที่แล้ว +218

    Can we just all appreciate that even though this was hard for her to talk about she had to watch it to edit and then she posted it knowing that the internet is not a great place.

    • @pinstripesuitandheels
      @pinstripesuitandheels 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Yeah... That's pretty amazing. Like unicorn rainbow glitter kitten toebeans amazing.

    • @arims8346
      @arims8346 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      luckily not everyone in internet is mean, here we are, her fanbase❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @ella-rosehockey4148
    @ella-rosehockey4148 3 ปีที่แล้ว +160

    The people who disliked this probably accidentally pressed the wrong button because there eyes were blurry from tears...
    You are so strong kris 💙

  • @SquishmallowSwiftie101
    @SquishmallowSwiftie101 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +25

    this video i come to when i feel like just dying on the spot, and crying. when i just cant be happy, no matter what happens. thank you Kris for giving me a safe space

    • @SquishmallowSwiftie101
      @SquishmallowSwiftie101 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      and even if you dont see this comment, among your 11.2M subs currently, i want you to know i appreciate you so much, and you have really helped me with coping and just, even though you don't know me, you have been the #1 supporter ive had, and even though you dont know it, your videos have been there, when i needed the most.
      love you Kris

  • @King-cw4bn
    @King-cw4bn 3 ปีที่แล้ว +247

    The minute Kris started crying I felt her pain and the things she went through and I started crying 😢

  • @tammynunya5152
    @tammynunya5152 3 ปีที่แล้ว +598

    "I think the saddest people always try their hardest to make other people happy. Because they know what it's like to feel absolutely worthless and they don't want anybody else to feel like that" - Robin Williams. A brilliant man gone before his time!
    Glad you're still with us Kris and I appreciate your vulnerability. It makes me search within myself ways for proactive ways to make my life better 🙏💜

    • @haider_m_m
      @haider_m_m 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      100%

    • @blues6499
      @blues6499 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      OMG OMG ARE U AN OUTCAST?? BC I SEE NF

    • @haider_m_m
      @haider_m_m 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@blues6499 what does that mean

    • @blues6499
      @blues6499 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@haider_m_m the person who made the original comment has a profile picture of a rapper named NF, aka the best rapper ever lol

    • @astridr.5715
      @astridr.5715 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I've seen this quote 2 times today and I feel like it's a sign to stay:)

  • @Marina-tn1tz
    @Marina-tn1tz 3 ปีที่แล้ว +232

    We love you, Kris. Don't ever forget that.

    • @i.love.kingvon
      @i.love.kingvon 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      right she makes me the happiest ♥️

    • @michaelmyers9245
      @michaelmyers9245 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      If you dislike you are insane she is the best youtuber ever

    • @haroldanderson982
      @haroldanderson982 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      She is the best TH-cam

  • @josiahlazar
    @josiahlazar 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +19

    I am so sorry all of this happened to you. My sister was r@ped in march and it was somebody our family knew. I hurt for others more than I did in the past because it happened to my sister. Thank you for sharing and being such a strong and brave. It is very hard to say this stuff to 3 million people. 😥

  • @SingofSolace
    @SingofSolace 3 ปีที่แล้ว +466

    The most dystopian thing in the world is seeing an advertisement in the middle of someone recounting a sexual assault.

    • @marcusquackford2091
      @marcusquackford2091 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      Just got one during kris describing how her friend passed. Smh

    • @himag5055
      @himag5055 3 ปีที่แล้ว +30

      Seven.. youtube should really reduce and try to not have any ads in videos which are about certain topics..

    • @marcusquackford2091
      @marcusquackford2091 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@himag5055 Definately

    • @churchgir1
      @churchgir1 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I literally got a simply piano ad while kris was crying.

    • @UnPhazes
      @UnPhazes 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Remember you tube is putting ads on your videos even if you turn it off

  • @Bellaj_41
    @Bellaj_41 3 ปีที่แล้ว +262

    My favorite saying I’ve ever heard from anyone is, “I know today sucked, but there’s this party happening called “tomorrow “. I better see you there.” So, I better see you all tomorrow.
    Kris you helped me through a lot of shit you are one of the strongest people i know and I love you

    • @bluejade3802
      @bluejade3802 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Thank you you just made my day

    • @its.da.kid.cd888
      @its.da.kid.cd888 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I'm gonna use that also that was beautiful

    • @scorpiotransformed4772
      @scorpiotransformed4772 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Yesterday is history! What did you learn from it? Me: "keep my heart beating for 24hrs" its been 10yrs and I'm typing this today

    • @elainemorgan3356
      @elainemorgan3356 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      This is the greatest quote can I steal it

    • @kyleemarie419
      @kyleemarie419 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      luv this, I will be there!!

  • @JMAG710
    @JMAG710 3 ปีที่แล้ว +550

    As a male who was r**ed by an upper classman at 14 and SA by a nurse at 15, and being diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder and IED (explosive rage), I understand your pain. I remember the emasculated feeling and daily rage where I was told to keep my mouth shut because no one would believe me. Drinking was my main coping mechanism. That carried over into my adult years. Got me in trouble with family, friends and the law more times than I can count. I had su*cide plans for everyday of the week. About five years ago, my wife was SA. By telling my story to her, she was able to cope well. Two months later, I was jumped and beaten by a customer when I was driving for Lyft.
    I get you Kris. I know a variant of that same pain. Thank you for staying alive.
    From a greatful fan.

    • @sarablyazid2023
      @sarablyazid2023 3 ปีที่แล้ว +59

      Oh shit man you're so strong sorry that happened to you respect for moving on and living

    • @straykids1232-b7v
      @straykids1232-b7v 3 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      May God give you a better future

    • @caroraven6609
      @caroraven6609 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      💔💔💔❤️❤️❤️

    • @Hi-ft3ye
      @Hi-ft3ye 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      My auntie was sexualy abused so I understand sorry bro

    • @bronah2667
      @bronah2667 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I’m so sorry for past, I truly hope god gives you the best future.

  • @planetnth3811
    @planetnth3811 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +16

    this was a 26 minute long video, and more than half of it was spent with you breaking down. It really breaks my heart that you were sexually assaulted and that you had to live through all of that. Me having depression and anxiety as well and hearing basically what I was dealing with coming from your mouth was really comforting in the sense that i was not alone. And yet, you still make me cry laughing everyday with your videos. Cheers to the strongest person in the world, which is you, Kris.

  • @TheBeastBandit
    @TheBeastBandit 3 ปีที่แล้ว +407

    My whole life, my mom said to me, “Why are you depressed? You haven’t gone through what I’ve gone through. Don’t I give you everything you need? You should be happy!” So I pretended. For YEARS. But in high school, it got SO bad. I tried so hard to get rid of myself because I couldn’t be the happy girl my mom wanted. I failed, but that desire has never gone away. I understand a lot of what you’ve gone through; those same feelings and those same urges. I just never got help until very recently.
    Thanks for sharing, Kris. I love you and your channel.

    • @fluffypuppy3995
      @fluffypuppy3995 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      I'm only 12 but I do have depression and my mom says " words can't hurt you, I lived through My mom" so I try to keep my mouth shut. I act very happy around people but when I'm alone all I can do is cry and tell myself horrible things. Now I can barely talk to anyone without having a mini panic attack. I've thought about self harm but luckily I've been able to keep myself from that. Kris keep rocking on

    • @ceciliasilva7860
      @ceciliasilva7860 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      OMG yes. The older generation just doesn't understand and even people now. These are actual things that happen. Whether they knew it or not, it has existed. If they only thought about it and made connections. Witch trials, demons, exorcisms, lobotomies, etc.

    • @ceciliasilva7860
      @ceciliasilva7860 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@fluffypuppy3995 I know its hard. And i know its hard to find the proper help when those around you are not understanding or supportive. Therapy is a big thing. Many churches usually have group therapy. Finding a friemd that is non judgemental. Learning how to deal with emotions. And coping skills when you need the..

    • @andpeggy5448
      @andpeggy5448 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@fluffypuppy3995 I'm so happy you haven't hurt yourself and please don't it's not worth it

    • @ulasonal
      @ulasonal 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      my story is the exact same

  • @SKRiders1205
    @SKRiders1205 3 ปีที่แล้ว +727

    When she apologized for “crying so much” I said in my head. “WHAT THE HECK DO YOU MEAN! AFTER ALL YOU’VE BEEN THROUGH? YOU HAVE A REASON TO CRY PLEASE DO NOT APOLOGIZE!”
    I was about to say “I’m so sorry for what you have been through” then I thought, sorry doesn’t seem right for this situation. But I want you to know, that I think you are amazing and I’m so glad you felt comfortable enough to opening up to us, and that your laughter and smiles are the best part of my day💖💖💖

    • @rayray64
      @rayray64 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Bruh she prolly crying cause its emotional for her

    • @muddles2003
      @muddles2003 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Well said

    • @rvbyedits9150
      @rvbyedits9150 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I agree

    • @manny3447
      @manny3447 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@rayray64 yeah that’s what he said, and there was no need to apologize for it, that’s what he meant.

  • @emmarodova1859
    @emmarodova1859 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2112

    Hi im 16 yo and i've been „not doing okay" for the last few years and this video encouraged me to share this with my friends and im planing to talk about it with my mom and dad. Thank you so much and stay strong to inspire all of us

    • @fazzah777
      @fazzah777 2 ปีที่แล้ว +58

      Please do! I don't even know you, but I have my fingers crossed with all my strength that you are able to find the strength that is hidden inside you, and use it to deal with the issues that hold you down! You got this!

    • @aymericdeascalon4590
      @aymericdeascalon4590 2 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      Hope the conversation with your mom and dad went well, it's such a hard conversation to have, but so important. If you need extra support, guidance officers and teachers can help, and so can your doctor. All the best.

    • @squarepondstories3895
      @squarepondstories3895 2 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      Hey sweetheart, so glad to see that you mentioned you were going to share your feelings with family and friends. 16 is a tough age, I remember it well. And I want you to be able to remember it to...trust me, years from now, you may be in such a different and happy, content place. Don't give up hope, ever! You aren't alone. I'm so glad people like Kris share these stories, because it's easy for any of us watching to think that she has it so together and can do anything. But once we learn that she shares our struggles, it makes what she does that much more impressive. You can do the same. Hang in there and you share YOUR beautiful light with the rest of us in this world someday!! 🥰

    • @EARTHMUSIC3
      @EARTHMUSIC3 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      GOD BLESS YOU AND NEVER FORGET, not only is God with you, there sre people here that care about you, even though we may not know you. I am always here if you need to talk but you are taking the best step by reaching out to your friends and parents. Hang in there, and you will be fine as Kris is. Good luck and God bless. You are LOVED!

    • @hshfyugaewfjkKS
      @hshfyugaewfjkKS 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      I think it's very strong and courageous of you to share this information with your parents and friends. I don't say this to discourage you but rather to encourage you that if you do not receive the kind of support that you had hoped for this doesn't mean you aren't deserving of help! When we share this kind of information with people they aren't sure what to do. They may dismiss your feelings or tell you to just be happy or don't worry about it. If you don't get the response you hope for go online and Google mental health support and your city. There are a lot of free public service resources that you can tap into. I do hope the conversation went well and you got the support you were looking for. ❤

  • @OllieJosephRendon
    @OllieJosephRendon 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    Sometimes, when I’m sad I rewatch this video and relies I’m not the only one and seeing where you are now it’s just like a huge confidence boost and it makes me think if she can do it I can too.

  • @memorysstories1561
    @memorysstories1561 3 ปีที่แล้ว +250

    Don't EVER apologize for crying! You and every other person out there is aloud to cry as much as they need to.
    So don't EVER apologize for it!

    • @nidhafathima.a9159
      @nidhafathima.a9159 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I agree with u,god gave us tears for nothing

  • @heartsfromlyn
    @heartsfromlyn 3 ปีที่แล้ว +215

    “You helped save me”
    Actually you saved me. I have anxiety and every time I have an anxiety attack I always take out my phone and start watching your videos. And every single time you put a smile on my face. So thx for saving me. ( btw I’m 12 )

    • @_xxschnikkixx
      @_xxschnikkixx 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      I suffer with anxiety too, I’m much older than you, but remember to reach out to anyone you can if it ever becomes too much. You’re so much stronger than you think. I’m sending all the good vibes your way.

    • @megumaiii
      @megumaiii 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      im your same age and i think i have depression. i haven't been diagnosed and im so worried about myself but my mom won't understand me when i say it to her. for your age, things must be tough with anxiety. please try to get support, many people love you ❤️ sending you blessings

    • @kathycare8009
      @kathycare8009 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Me too I’m 11

    • @Friday_The_Thirteenth
      @Friday_The_Thirteenth 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I agree she helps me a lot because I suffer from OCD and anxiety so her videos really help me and it’s so hard to recover from past experiences and current experiences.

    • @itseddy5442
      @itseddy5442 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I suffer with severe anxiety to from some childhood things that had happened to me in the past kris's videos always seem to put a smile on my face

  • @kjfirecracker8435
    @kjfirecracker8435 3 ปีที่แล้ว +533

    She has literally been through everything and is still smiling, absolute royalty lady's and gentlemen,and Kris I hope you stay healthy and happy,we,your family,love you

  • @peterschwab4082
    @peterschwab4082 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    I wish I could find the words…I’m watching this 3 years after you posted this. I wish you never had to go through any of this. I want you to give you a hug then go find the guy who did that unspeakable act to you. I also suffer from depression and anxiety. Mostly anxiety. I wish you all the best Kris and I am so proud of you for accomplishing so much! You are so beautiful inside and out! I think this video will make a difference for a lot of people. Thank you Kris for being so strong and sharing your struggles. Bless you!

  • @bigcelery1497
    @bigcelery1497 3 ปีที่แล้ว +203

    Some people can’t get through this but she can she’s strong

  • @lowercase_ash
    @lowercase_ash 3 ปีที่แล้ว +251

    My friend is struggling with depression and anxiety, she's getting better though. I'm so proud of her and I'm proud of you

    • @slothythesloth9342
      @slothythesloth9342 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I hope you and your friend get better and you get out of your slump

    • @ItzNotMeJ3ssie
      @ItzNotMeJ3ssie 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I hope your friend gets better soon! I'm also struggling with depression and anxiety though I'm slowly getting out of it! 🥺🥺

    • @germanicus2245
      @germanicus2245 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I hope they get out of it! They can get out of it!

    • @Kmidnit
      @Kmidnit 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I hope your friend will be better🥰

    • @_beccy_0492
      @_beccy_0492 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I'm proud of your friend to. And I'm proud of you that you are there for him/her.

  • @abbyberg2995
    @abbyberg2995 3 ปีที่แล้ว +449

    The people that disliked this was because they couldn't see the like button bc they were crying

    • @Jequarius67
      @Jequarius67 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      yeah and there tears were dropping down

    • @Bestrizz
      @Bestrizz 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Ik sad 🥺

    • @dhritiahirwal9414
      @dhritiahirwal9414 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Good one, girl

    • @HAZARDOUS_HY3N4
      @HAZARDOUS_HY3N4 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Awww lets put it that way

    • @jeremyadler-g1o
      @jeremyadler-g1o 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Or maybe because she put EIGHT ADS in the video. Look, I get it’s an important video to her and good for her for opening up about this on TH-cam but if you think I’m gonna sit through 8 ads for this, nah fam try again. Stop monetizing your mental health problems take it seriously or don’t talk about it at all it’s not a joke.

  • @tylerferrand8786
    @tylerferrand8786 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +18

    I got rid of all my social media. It's traumatic now. I'm so glad to see you, you're one of my favorite creators. I'm so sorry for your past. I've had it pretty rough too. I'm at my worst.

  • @sadboy-dt3cm
    @sadboy-dt3cm 3 ปีที่แล้ว +318

    Hey Kris, if you ever feel like you need a break, take one. We can wait. We will always be here with you. Always. Don’t give up!

    • @Carter_HumpHerSon
      @Carter_HumpHerSon 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Yes 🙏🙏🙏

    • @Zortera23kdjfls
      @Zortera23kdjfls 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Yes I agree. Depression and everything else can be stressful and very hard to deal with. Know from experience…
      You should think of us as a net to catch you when you need us, not a requirement or Job. We are here for you…

    • @AbhinavChoudharyOfficial
      @AbhinavChoudharyOfficial 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      What happened? Someone died?

    • @ceciljones8964
      @ceciljones8964 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Exactally

    • @KoltonB15
      @KoltonB15 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Yes

  • @Di12750
    @Di12750 ปีที่แล้ว +371

    Sweet girl, I just want you to know I am a 73 year old woman with diagnosed PTSD. I love watching your videos, you always make me smile and I am sending you a huge hug right now and I hope you know how much people care for you. ❤

    • @48willysjeepcar96
      @48willysjeepcar96 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      You are very special. We need you. Stay with us.

    • @JS-dv9ji
      @JS-dv9ji ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I just wanna thank you for leaving this heartfelt comment, it gave me hope ❤

  • @Short_lemonade_stand
    @Short_lemonade_stand 3 ปีที่แล้ว +510

    Kris: starts crying*
    Me: starts to cry*
    Also me: starts to cry alot because she's my favorite and I hate seeing people sad*

  • @Kenley-i9e
    @Kenley-i9e 22 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    I feel so bad for you. As someone who does suffer from Anxiety and Depression I understand the thoughts and everything that happened to you. I’ve already had too talk a few friends out of committing Suicide this year and I’m only in 7th grade. You are SO STRONG Kris! ❤

  • @Mollie17x
    @Mollie17x ปีที่แล้ว +475

    I’m a year late, but Kris…This was so brave of you to open up to us, as a 16 year old who was also a victim of sexual assault, panic attacks, depression ect, you’re doing absolutely amazingly, and I’m so glad you felt like you could open up to us, and that takes so much courage to do so. I’m so glad that you have had medication to help, it’s started to help me after 3 year’s. You’re the strongest person I know, angel

    • @sarahconnor13
      @sarahconnor13 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      I'm also 16 and have dealt with the same struggles. I wish you the best and I hope things turn out well for you. x

    • @mktvmktv1539
      @mktvmktv1539 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @Angelina I'm so sorry that this happened to you but I'm glad that you are able to tell people about it and that you are doing better! Ilysm and I hope that you continue to learn to live with your mental health struggles and I wish you both the best!!!

    • @sarahconnor13
      @sarahconnor13 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@mktvmktv1539 thanks x

    • @DEMONSLAYERFAN1000
      @DEMONSLAYERFAN1000 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I’m kind of a little you g not too young though and this has happened to me already

    • @DEMONSLAYERFAN1000
      @DEMONSLAYERFAN1000 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Not any panic attacks though

  • @SYDS_ACC
    @SYDS_ACC 3 ปีที่แล้ว +416

    This shows that Kris has a lot of genuine feelings towards her fans and talking about mental health is never easy.

  • @tbp33911
    @tbp33911 3 ปีที่แล้ว +152

    Seeing someone who makes you laugh and smile, day in and day out, breakdown like this is incomparably disheartening. Thank you for opening up. I am sorry you had to go through all that. We love you. You're amazing.

    • @allyissafuller8229
      @allyissafuller8229 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I feel the same way sorry I had to go through all of that

  • @robertclifford509
    @robertclifford509 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    The way her voice was trembling throughout the video made me cry. I have suffered with some problems too, but in the end my family was always there for me, I'm so glad your still with us today kris, and for everybody out there struggling know that there are people that truly do love and care for you!!! Love you kris!🥺☺

  • @antichxrisma
    @antichxrisma 3 ปีที่แล้ว +305

    Strongest fuckin’ person I know. Props to you, we’re in this together.

    • @bladeofjade2629
      @bladeofjade2629 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Absolutely! It's amazing she's still here today after what she went through.
      #weloveyoukris

  • @MrPizza1
    @MrPizza1 3 ปีที่แล้ว +132

    It’s a good thing that everyone here will love Kris no matter what.

  • @pinstripesuitandheels
    @pinstripesuitandheels 3 ปีที่แล้ว +208

    Two thoughts saved me from suicidal ideation: "Will my cat survive until they find me?", and: "If I do this, my mother will literally die of grief."
    My mental health struggle started at age 15 and today, nearing forty, I am on disability because of it. I have ADHD, OCD, and depersonalization-derealization disorder.
    I am doing schema therapy to integrate my personality and will start trauma therapy in a while.
    Watching you describing your trauma broke my heart.
    Something I have to remind myself daily is that the road to recovery or management isn't a straight one, and each person reacts differently to trauma and to therapy. When I see you on TH-cam I am envious and ashamed of myself (why can't I overcome like she can?) but maybe somebody else would feel the same about me.
    To anybody suffering: don't compare your road to someone else's. Your struggle is valid.
    I feel your message is incredibly strong and incredibly needed. Thank you so much for sharing.

    • @greyclouds7151
      @greyclouds7151 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Your amazing 💛.
      Your strong 💜.
      You can do this 🧡.

    • @pinstripesuitandheels
      @pinstripesuitandheels 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@greyclouds7151 aaaww, thanks!

    • @bluecapybara123
      @bluecapybara123 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      ❤️please I hope things get better

    • @pinstripesuitandheels
      @pinstripesuitandheels 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@bluecapybara123 thank you so much! I've been in therapy most of the twenty odd years since my first hospital stay, am on meds, do yoga, meditation etc. But this year I feel I'm really getting to the core of the issues. It can be disheartening to fight for so long to be a functioning member of society, but I'm a bit of a rebel. 😉 It's still a long road but I hope to be more functional in the next year or two.

    • @claudiamarie45
      @claudiamarie45 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I’m sorry, I hope you get better. I’ve had my share of thoughts, and it’s hard, so I know a fraction of what you’re going through, and it’s hard enough just to get through that. So, you are so strong, and so awesome, and you will get through it.

  • @Woll1108
    @Woll1108 4 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    This video has really helped me. I have anxiety and body dismorphia and this video helped me seek help. Thanks Kris :)

  • @boring2576
    @boring2576 3 ปีที่แล้ว +85

    When she started talking about the car thing I almost started crying I'm sorry Kris you needed to go through all of that

  • @MsSam1975
    @MsSam1975 3 ปีที่แล้ว +312

    My daughter an I struggle with depression. We call the darkness the "island". (She is 21). She knows she can msg me that she is on the island an I know she needs someone. We visit the island but we remind each other not to stay on the island. Your story is powerful an took courage. As a mom I just want to hug you. Don't live on the island...

    • @G3lja
      @G3lja 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      This is such a good way too remind yourself that you aren't stuck! I wish I could tell my father cause he struggles a lot with depression since 2 years know and I don't know what to do to help him besides just being there and letting him know that he can talk to me, when he want to. But he never wants to.

    • @cherylwolfe-milner8427
      @cherylwolfe-milner8427 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@G3lja just knowing, to someone with depression, makes all the difference in the world.

    • @eth3raeL
      @eth3raeL 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I'm telling this to y'all cause I wanna tell someone, this video is relatable beacuse at this moment I'm not eating breakfast or lunch, the only thing I'm eating is dinner. And I know I'm not going to loose weight but I still do it anyway. And I never wanted to loose weight but I want to because my dad said "fatty or fat" for a joke but I didn't take it as a joke. So now I'm not eating and im asking my mom everyday for her to sign me up for sports and I'm biking everyday just to loose weight. And I'm 11 btw

    • @ihyxxxxx
      @ihyxxxxx 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I love this so much, thank you for sharing. Whether I find someone willing to come with me or not, this feels like it would be really helpful.

    • @G3lja
      @G3lja 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@cherylwolfe-milner8427 thank you!

  • @stellahellaannoying7161
    @stellahellaannoying7161 3 ปีที่แล้ว +250

    I sent this to my best friend because she’s been acting kinda down lately and she just told me that she’s been starving herself. This really really helped Kris you’re saving lives! I seriously can’t thank you enough, if you hadn’t made this video I don’t think my friend would’ve come out to me.

    • @itz_anni5067
      @itz_anni5067 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      same i didnt send this to her but she told me she is starving herself and isnt eating much food sonce 2 MONTHS! and she thinks she is fat even tho she is just so skinny even the teacher said that shes skinny once!

    • @xinawood
      @xinawood 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Omg! I pray for your friend, (and u

    • @addyn11
      @addyn11 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      I may sound like a liar or something like that when I'm saying this but I would like to say it anyways...
      So, I'm 10, and my best friend and I, her name is Valeah... We had s fight one day. Her parents are divorced. So, one day me and her were having a fight. It was at school. 4th grade. Keep that in mind, we both are only 10. So we were on a google document, because were weren't supposed to be talking. And we kept arguing. She ended up saying something like, "Well. Just kill me. It's not like anybody would care anyways." And at that moment I knew, she was being serious. I completely froze. I started shaking even. The people sitting around me, started looking at me like I was going crazy or something. I cried. My eyes started getting red and watery. Then... My teacher saw me. She said, "What's happening!? I don't care if somebody was talking or something just tell me what's wrong." Everbody froze. The others still didn't know what was happening, so they looked up. Then they saw me startingto ball. I was doing this because a cousin of mine commited suicide, and k!lled himself.
      My other cousin was thinking about it. She's only 18. Just turned this March. So then Valeah ran towards our teacher and said something I beleive went like, " I said something quite personal to her, on a google document. I would perfer not to say what I said though." Our teacher just said, "Okay then." And got back to work. I was still frozen in shock balling. Then she came towards me. Said, "Don't be shocked, I know you are." So then I sat up and said... Everybody looked at us immediently. I then said, "How in the world do you think I'm not going to be shocked when you litterally just asked me to k!ll you!?" Everbody went speechless.
      ~~~~
      Later that night I told my parents, because I was deeply conserend. This morning I came across something that said:
      "National Suicide Prevention Hotline:
      800-273-8255
      If you or a loved one is deppressed or thinking about commiting suicid, please call this number:
      800-273-8255."
      I suddenely worte it down in my journal.
      I have to mention, this was just yesterday, our last day of 4th grade. It sucks.
      Thank you for letting me feel comfortable enough to share this story. ❤🥰
      I'm here if you EVER need somebody to talk to! That goes for anybody.❤🥰
      Love you all!

  • @allisonw-fk8fi
    @allisonw-fk8fi 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    i am so so late but i just felt i needed to say this.
    when you said “you deserve to be here” i just lost it, my body just reacted. i hadn’t had tears leave my eyes until you said that and now i’m bawling.
    thank you kris. you do so much for us too, complimenting us every video, being so kind, and really just being so accepting and loving to us all. you are such an amazing person. also, never apologize for crying, it’s a natural way to let out emotions, or for having a more serious video, they are just as important if not more
    thank you again and we love you too :)

    • @HiBahhahah
      @HiBahhahah 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      You do deserve to be here I bet you are an amazing beautiful person and I hope the best for you!!!❤

  • @drewcifer8489
    @drewcifer8489 ปีที่แล้ว +555

    As a depressed person, caring for others gives me the best feelings

    • @sugardaddy9992001
      @sugardaddy9992001 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Yes it does. Keep doing it.
      Therapy at its best.
      It just takes time to train the brain and subconscious.

    • @geekymedica7214
      @geekymedica7214 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

      It did before until i got bitter, lost the joy from helping humans cz started feeling nobody deserves anything cz all people did was harm!

    • @SamanthaQuinn-wi3mb
      @SamanthaQuinn-wi3mb 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      So sorry but you are strong 💪

    • @sanayalove9194
      @sanayalove9194 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      It does

    • @ShoutoutbarrnoneAkaGFC
      @ShoutoutbarrnoneAkaGFC 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I’m glad but be careful because saying I’m depressed it can be used as a shield .

  • @buggytoys4972
    @buggytoys4972 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2513

    I can’t imagine a world without Kris. She brings a smile to my face every time I watch her! We love you Kris! ❤️❤️

    • @mags06
      @mags06 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Agreed, she is so funny ❤️

    • @wyattbuck9471
      @wyattbuck9471 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      100%

    • @iaap007
      @iaap007 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I agree

    • @grantworth6228
      @grantworth6228 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      100000000000000000000000000000%

    • @skz_hjisung8588
      @skz_hjisung8588 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      My sister was like, “what’s tiktok or even the world with out callmekris?”

  • @nityashriprasad2890
    @nityashriprasad2890 3 ปีที่แล้ว +359

    I can really feel and see how hard she is trying not to show her tears. If it were me talking about it or something that happened to me I would burst out YOU ARE THE STRONGEST WOMAN. I burst out when watching the video. I can really feel what must have been going through you. See that you have faced all this and come through a lot and I must say you are a reason millions smile. And according to me giving is joy and making people smile is joy. Gurll you can grow up and move on out of everything. Whether someone is supporting you or not. You have mine. You have a girl’s support.

  • @TheatrePookie
    @TheatrePookie 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I am so, so sorry that that happened to you. No one should have to go through all of that. Thank you for being you.

  • @RukiBizarre
    @RukiBizarre 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6315

    Thank you for putting this out here, Kris. Sending my love!

    • @zareen4084
      @zareen4084 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      hii :)

    • @trisha404_
      @trisha404_ 3 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      Hello verified person. By the way due to this lockdown and shit even I’ve been feeling so depressed and just wanting to end it all but like after watching this video and crying a lot, I kinda felt I actually related to someone and I’m not the only one who felt this way. Kris, Just know you’ll be love no matter what and you make me smile everyday

    • @vrentoe6076
      @vrentoe6076 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Yoooo

    • @born2lifestylee518
      @born2lifestylee518 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      HeLlO

    • @nobody-xo9zu
      @nobody-xo9zu 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Oh ma god yiki ibribidi yeeteeb chiniiiiiiilllllllllll

  • @angelbubba
    @angelbubba 3 ปีที่แล้ว +281

    Honestly, it breaks my heart to see Kris like this. I feel so bad for her and everyone else who goes through this! Kris is literally the funniest person I have seen on social media! She is so incredibly strong!

  • @MacBobby1408
    @MacBobby1408 2 ปีที่แล้ว +384

    I’ve never seen a more clean & wholesome comment thread on this platform. To me that just speaks volumes for how much a good person she is.

    • @briangillespey7732
      @briangillespey7732 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      You don't have to apologize for anything you are unique and loved

  • @gwenx4400
    @gwenx4400 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +37

    I know this video is from 2 years ago, but I just wanna tell you that I’m so glad you made this video, and I’m so proud of you for doing so. You’ve helped and supported many people by sharing this, me being one of them. Love you❤️

  • @danceoutnow
    @danceoutnow 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +448

    Recovering class clown here. Thank you for your vulnerability kris. You are believed, and you are worthy of being believed. You are accepted, and you are worthy of acceptance. You are seen, and you are worthy of being seen.

    • @landenstallbaumer-vl9id
      @landenstallbaumer-vl9id 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +11

      I’m a class clown and I make people laugh by just getting the dopamine and nobody knew what I was going through and what happens at home and then they ask Landen what’s wrong and then I say nothing just been feeling down and then they say well you only live once so might as well be happy and that’s what they think but I don’t think that and they think I make them laugh by just being funny but it’s just to make me a little happier

    • @ihaveheardHim
      @ihaveheardHim 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @danceoutnow you are also so worthy, accepted and seen.
      I hope you feel it. 😊

  • @Pipiwewe
    @Pipiwewe 2 ปีที่แล้ว +238

    Don't u dare apologize for crying Kris, we're all here for you, cry all you need to none of us are going to judge you, you're amazing, and so brave for sharing this

  • @CatyaZamalodchikova1976
    @CatyaZamalodchikova1976 3 ปีที่แล้ว +180

    This is what we need. More normalising talking about mental health, removing the stigma. You’re a great example and if one person is inspired to externalise their struggles, it’s a win. Thank you. Sincerely, thank you. 🖤

  • @mikeywallen-y6p
    @mikeywallen-y6p 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    let’s all give a round of applause for her being so strong to tell us all about this (i’m so late with this comment i know 😭) but it’s always needed 👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏

  • @loz608
    @loz608 2 ปีที่แล้ว +310

    Please never apologise for crying, it’s entirely okay. You’ve made my dark days so much brighter and we’re all so proud of you for this video and recovering from what you went through. We love you Kris

    • @ilovealbert7349
      @ilovealbert7349 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I feel so bad at a young age

    • @sadie.303
      @sadie.303 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      it literally broke my heart as i saw she was struggling not to cry

    • @immanuelhampson9131
      @immanuelhampson9131 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@sadie.303 so meny people say its ok just let it out but some time you just dont wont people to see you like that so yea

    • @minecraft_villager_hmmm8635
      @minecraft_villager_hmmm8635 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yes, crying is very theraputic and allows you to let bottled up feelings find their way out of you in the best possible way. Thank you for sharing your beautiful story Kris!

  • @urmum9722
    @urmum9722 3 ปีที่แล้ว +891

    I’m only like five minutes in and I’m almost crying. Please don’t hate yourself you are amazing kris, we love you!!

    • @Charlotte.J
      @Charlotte.J 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      That is and always will be a fact

    • @yasserkhalaf3582
      @yasserkhalaf3582 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      3 minutes you mean

    • @blobbythepotato7062
      @blobbythepotato7062 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Almost? 😂 Boi I'm balling my eyes out. I done cried me a flood 😭😭😭😭😭

    • @bookobsessedfae9329
      @bookobsessedfae9329 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I know I'm young but i am turning twelve in June, and over the pandemic i have struggled through depression and sometimes the only thing i could hold onto was my friends and family, i have been so close to suicide and I've had a best friend that had anorexia a the same time, and it was such a relief just to talk to each other luckily she was my neighbor and almost every day we would meet up and talk about our problems. it was scary seeing her losing weight and barely eating so much that if she stood up too fast the room would go black but she got over it and we still see each other every day even though were over it we had been friends for 3 years prior but now we are even closer and would trust each other with our lives im crying hard

    • @lifewithkrissy9579
      @lifewithkrissy9579 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@bookobsessedfae9329 oh my

  • @quinnfabrey8814
    @quinnfabrey8814 2 ปีที่แล้ว +442

    I really just wanna go give her a hug. Seeing Kris crying is heartbreacking

    • @heyanawfal5587
      @heyanawfal5587 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Ya because she has a lot of humor so it is hard to see her cry 😢

    • @43Technetium
      @43Technetium 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      She really deserves a hug.

    • @cinephile_jay
      @cinephile_jay 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      *heartbreaking

    • @Ella-vb4tb
      @Ella-vb4tb 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Soo true

  • @SamandColbyXXplr
    @SamandColbyXXplr 16 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    I’m so glad you didn’t give up during this dark moment your so strong and brave love you Kris

  • @dobrilakaradzic5907
    @dobrilakaradzic5907 3 ปีที่แล้ว +93

    Man, we don't even realize how strong someone needs to be to fight and survive things like this. I truly admire this woman ❤

  • @D3mon03
    @D3mon03 2 ปีที่แล้ว +256

    The fact that you were strong enough to talk about this just shows how strong and beautiful your soul is Kris

  • @PeterBeckleyArt
    @PeterBeckleyArt ปีที่แล้ว +216

    "I didn't do it because I thought about how it would hurt my family" hit me in my soul. I wasn't even ready for that truth.

    • @brittanytanner9737
      @brittanytanner9737 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      That was my reasoning too

    • @mr.guydude
      @mr.guydude ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Mine as well. Even if I couldn't comprehend why anyone would care about me, I knew they did.

    • @poggersPig-xj4zq
      @poggersPig-xj4zq ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @Mr.Guy Dude
      I'm the same

    • @jessied3696
      @jessied3696 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      As a recovering addict...this hit me too. You don't care about yourself....it's everyone else.

    • @ceIIardoor
      @ceIIardoor ปีที่แล้ว +1

      It is awful. There are also people out there who don't have a family at all, or a family who wouldn't really care that much, which makes this statement hold no value.

  • @lauraanndunn8202
    @lauraanndunn8202 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    OMG ik I'm so late for the party watching this video, however, I am speechless. Kris, I would never have guessed that someone who is always so bright and bubbly in your vids. Then I watched this video, and I stopped and realised how messed up the world is. I have heard all sorts of stories of people going through all of these things, but you have been through it all. From that very sad loss you had at a young age. To the assault, it makes me SO FRICKING ANGRY and it is the worst thing that could ever happen to anyone. And I cannot express how horrible I feel about you going through this, I am so so so sorry. Your family loves you, your friends love you, Kevin loves you and, all of us love you. Stay strong Kris, and always remember, you are more than enough!

  • @yiggyziggy5923
    @yiggyziggy5923 3 ปีที่แล้ว +95

    My mom use to say *Every broken soul can be recovored they just need love and time* before she died of cancer

    • @edennn1618
      @edennn1618 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      I’m so sorry for your loss ❤️

    • @bluecritical7618
      @bluecritical7618 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Im sorry for your loss

    • @drnature0
      @drnature0 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I'm so sorry for your loss

    • @gympsterchains
      @gympsterchains 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Sorry for your lose. I know the feeling. My brother (never met him) passed away a few months ago. It hurts. She must have helped many people in this world.

    • @worldclasschoco
      @worldclasschoco 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Sorry for your loss
      Your mother was very wise

  • @sergeantjellyfish887
    @sergeantjellyfish887 3 ปีที่แล้ว +476

    Just the confidence of this woman getting the courage to talk about her feelings. So strong. Keep going kris we’re here for you! 🥰

    • @Deansweatherwatch4167
      @Deansweatherwatch4167 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      It's always good to talk about are challenges

    • @Theman-rods
      @Theman-rods 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      It was awesome for her to have courage to talk about Infront of all these people

  • @connorwexler8156
    @connorwexler8156 3 ปีที่แล้ว +460

    I can't believe how much stuff you've gone through. I mean, getting raped is the fu**ing worst. I haven't gotten raped but just hearing someone say they have and then they break down after it just says a lot. Don't worry kallmekris, we're all here for you. No matter what.

    • @abdullahmuhsinbinahmadlutf4442
      @abdullahmuhsinbinahmadlutf4442 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      I agree with you buddy...

    • @vannyinda1586
      @vannyinda1586 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      I definitely agree

    • @ManuelPerez-hz6um
      @ManuelPerez-hz6um 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Yeah Kris is strong and she makes everyone happy and it makes her happy 😃 Kris we here for you otay ❤️

    • @obanai7537
      @obanai7537 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Im with her no matter what love you kris

    • @madelineslife4510
      @madelineslife4510 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      real…

  • @SusieLostHerDog
    @SusieLostHerDog 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    *Gives a virtual hug*
    You’re so strong, beautiful, kind, flawed, and hardworking! ✨

  • @hannahkarl5233
    @hannahkarl5233 3 ปีที่แล้ว +134

    When she started talking abt Kevin is when I lost it. I don't usually cry, but her talking for like those 15 seconds really hit me.

    • @lilytheawesomekid8460
      @lilytheawesomekid8460 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Same (by the way your bunnies really cute😘)

    • @hannahkarl5233
      @hannahkarl5233 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@lilytheawesomekid8460 yeah. Awww thx, she sadly passed away about a year and a half ago🙁 i misse her