(Celeste) Strawberry Jam - Chromatic Complex - Silver Strawberry [WORST EXPERIENCE]

Over 50 runs to room 8.
I'm not going to outright say this silver sucks. There's far too much evidence against that being true. But oh my god it absolutely victimized me. It was so overdue i booted up the map today after not playing for several days, got prefinal to end twice in a row, then got it after a chain of 4/5 room 9 entries, in a twenty minute long session.
Despite it being agreed upon as a very easy tier 7, this was actually my longest tier 7 grind since Ember's Utopia FC because of how horrendous my experience was. I honestly can't even really fully understand exactly what messed me up as badly as it did.
Part of it is probably me not being super good with non-extended reverses, of which this map has a few, part of it is definitely some of the rooms being objectively really tough for consistency (room 9, the vertical yellow room specifically is ACTUALLY SATAN oh my god it feels like blind precision gameplay), and part of it is definitely me just... underestimating this silver and spiraling really really badly.
Time: I'd say around 16 hours counting alt+f4 time
Deaths: A few
Tier: 4
Fuck you