Some are not supposed be in a union. I am truly grateful. My journey is to be a Shaman. A solo person in her own life journey. I have been totally enlightened to my path. I have learned much here, thankful for the blessings that you have made me see. God bless you and I will always keep you all in my heart mind and soul.
Hello, I have to say that I am Leo with cancer rising and Gemini north node. I have to say how spot on this was . Each day I receive a feather no matter where I am. Well this morning I had six feathers all around the area I meditate.no sign of a death occurring.
You are spot on. I went to work for a woman who had a stroke who needed daily assistance. I thought we could be a great team so she could thrive. I found out she was a raging alcoholic that is trying to die. The energy was so heavy. I felt like I couldn’t leave her, as her entire “ story” revolved around being alone- everyone abandoning her... “ the victim”. When I confronted her gently, She told me she didn’t hire me “to care”. I told her that is who I am. I figured finally if she could get up and make cocktails every hour, my assistance was not needed. I told her no more. It was heavily sucking my energy. She did not want to help herself, she wanted to be enabled. I felt really bad, but I can not be the only one who wanted better for her. I am always drawn to people with addiction ( knowing and unknowingly) that want to be enabled. This reading cleared so much up for me. Thank you❤️
PRECISELY 🎯💯. I think it’s especially harder for feminine energies to focus on ourselves, as we’re wired to nurture others. But we can only become ourselves when we balance the masculine energy within us and focus on ourselves first and foremost 🔥.
Oh my gosh, San - you’re reading my heart and soul today. Every holiday brings up the same hurt with my kids. Divorced 11 years, I always feel I get the short end of the stick when it comes to time spent with me and with my ex. My ex has been married for years and has the “stable” home life that I seek for myself with a partner. I feel they spend more time with him because their spiritual, single mom with her controversial ideas is less appealing. I do know better but my hurt always gets articulated which isn’t fair to my kids. I’ve felt that when I’m married and sharing a home with someone that they will finally spend more time with me. Definitely a pattern that needs to be healed. Thank you for my answer 💖✨🙏
I feel for you and know that your kids love you not just during the holidays, but ALL THE TIME. Consider this - have we given too much energy and emotions to the THE HOLIDAYS? Our family took a break from ALL HOLIDAYS last year because all it seemed to birth was GUILT, SADNESS, SHAME, WANT, LACK, DWELLING IN THE OLD TIMES, DISAPPOINTING PEOPLE (MAINLY OURSELVES) if we couldn't quite visit 4 households covering a total of 250 miles in ONE DAY and suffer the guilt of accidentally forgetting to get a gift for the bratty nephew that NEVER shows up at our second cousins house whom we never see that just HAPPENED to show up this year etc... It was a HUGE ENERGY DRAIN emotionally, physically, financially and otherwise. I truly believe that this is "the devil" and comes around every year like CLOCKWORK to drain energy from good folks by playing on their emotions leaving them weak for teh "kill" ie; the SUNGOD dying and having to harvest enough energy to make it through the cold stark months until SUNGOD Rises again. Does this make sense? Rachel Stephens has a great study of the holidays and how in modern time, they systematically used to DRAIN YOU. It may be of interest. We took a break last year from EVERTHING and had the best non-stressful "holiday season" ever and didn't suffer sadness, guilt, energetic and financial drain on our family. We saved our money and did something FUN with all of us together later on after holidays and took advantage of some vacation packages and had a blast together. Taking that break was SO HEALING and really allowed us to decide what we liked and didn't like about the holidays. We surmised that we like the food, soft fuzzy clothing, decorations, impromptu visits with who we WANTED to REALLY see and being snuggly in front of the fire together. So what, if we skipped the theatrics of the rest. I hope this helps you frame a different perspective. You are a good woman and MOTHER everyday of the YEAR and you are loved deeply - you are not in a competition with other people for the love and approval of your children. That isn't your job. Love and hugs to you, sister.
I appreciate your lovely message. I also believe that holidays can be enjoyed on days other than the actual holiday. It’s the time spent together that matters. My children are grown and travel to see me and their dad. There is inequity in the time they spend with each of us mostly due to my home set up and his. I’d been living in survival mode and had limited space in which to house my visiting kids for many years. Their dad has a wife; step siblings and a nice home to house them for visits. It always made me feel I couldn’t offer the cozy home feel their dad could. I finally was able to provide that spacious home this year - I’ve worked really hard to get here. He has had them for a three night visit this weekend and I get them for a couple of hours for dinner tomorrow. They are adults. They get to choose where they spend their time. It is on me to be grateful for the time I do get with them. It’s a lesson in releasing and setting intentions with spirit to have the time and relationship with my kids that I truly desire. 😊🙏💖
Truth...💯💯be selfish for once..self love...self awareness and self protection!Walk in your power and flash your hair...Rejection is GOD's protection so you can take a different path!
Congratulations San,...My face is wet with tears. As the books on the shelf,...my soul has many journals,..and you have just plagiarized one of them, from cover to cover. I thank the divine for your gift, and the message. I would reiterate each portion of this message, to clarify how uncanny, though perfectly accurate your channeling is,..but all are much too personal to share with the masses. If anyone dare challenge your authenticity,..I would challenge and defend in true LEO fashion. I love you, sister, Thank you.
You are so awesome! This is exactly what I'm going thru now and everything you said makes perfect sense to me. Thank you so much for the guidance! Now I have clarity on what to do moving forward.
Energy shriveled almost to being snuffed out! I am bracing for my family coming back after separating. .. been triumphing in my abundant self focused healing. Good advice for inner collaboration! Thank you
Scorpio crosswatcher for my Mom and her grown narcissistic son, my brother, who drains her. She pulls back, he sucks her back in. She is a strong Leo, but tired. I washed my hands of him after years of constantly forgiving him. She finally has a counselor to help her cope. The was spot on for this situation. Thank you, ❤
Yes you are totally right on! I've just recently reconnected with my twin flame who is my deceased husband from 40 years ago. He is now providing me with information and support on the physical plane too. He has been trying to get my attention and most recently it became very clear in September that we are now working on our mission together. He is working from the non physical and I am working from the physical with the Divine blessing 3 of Pentacles energy. So your reading is quite true! I've blocked out all physical relationships except for a few close spiritual women friends, our 2 children and their spouses and 5 grandchildren and he is helping me provide for our entire family through our twin flame work together. It is a beautiful love story! Thank you for the validation and your reading today!
Lol so true. One of my friends drains me & never listens to my perspective, doesn’t take it to heart. Trying to distance myself but I struggle with letting go.
It made 💯 sense! I've been feeling the exact energy. Whenever I'm amplifying my desire to seek partnership, I've been thrown back into my own realm to understand myself better first! Thank you for this insight 🙏🏻
Yes this is the day that this Epiphany has come I did get inklings before and you're right. And the Epiphany in the end the confirmation that you give me about this Council within me is just so profound and it's bringing so many pieces within myself together right now. I have tears of appreciation and I have tears of sadness because I do still desire a partner in the Physical Realm. Thank you beautiful soul who is to my being the Oracle of Delphi. Sending blessings and profound Beauty❤❤❤
Beautiful. Have given up wondering if I have any placements for the messages I am drawn to... bottom line.. entire message resonated. All of my energy has been directed outside of myself for way too long and yesterday eve I finally had a meltdown. I came back from another's home and literally dropped into my own bed and found myself asking "wow was that my higher self just flicking the exit button to get me out of others energy and back to my own space and sanctuary?" I am going to stay here in my own space now and self soothe and cleanse. I give and give until I feel burnt out and ignore the warning signs. No more. Checking my own energetic pulse as advised (great visual on that). Thank you 🙏
This is why I broadcasted the folks in the Universe to overcome this eternal transmutation... This one hurted and I needed to have help to overcome a savage wound
Okay, in my best Charlie Brown voice - AARRRRRGGGH! Lucy pulling that football out from under me again. I just want to say thank you, and KUDOS for being able to so precisely and accurately word that energetic round robin. It's complicated seeming for me at this moment because I feel like the messages for so long has been, "you are in your head too much and a lone wolf for so long, it's time to start making things happen 3D and your cohort/associate is just around the corner and finally some great stuff is really going to come down and life will be sunshine and rainbows through rose-colored glasses, test out your new wheels and such. I have always felt like I am working in spirit with my partner whomever that may be. I have been working on opening my heart and being truly open to letting ALL LOVE in and not rejecting certain situations cuz of old "I'm not good enough energy". A situation that I felt was a new assignment or perhaps a test came about last night. I felt it was a sign to intervene somehow especially because we ran into the same situation (psychological and emotional child abuse by an adult) with the SAME people 90 miles away a couple weeks ago. Is this perhaps the TEMPTATION that I keep falling into? Do I still have this Knight on a White Horse complex to rescue the princess in the tower from her evil step-mother? IS THIS MY TEMPTATION??? WHOA! BLOW MY FREAKING MIND!!! Card 35 came out for CANCER (my moon) and I noted that this is what I looked like when I was a young child... Food for thought. I think I am getting some traction on this lesson. When I started watching this, it was sunny and gorgeous outside but midway, it just started snowing a whirlwind of fat snowflakes with dark clouds, and now, it is sunny and gorgeous again. Windy all day (I liken this to God's rip-off the band-aid with a quickness to strip the aspen trees of their golden coins which always makes me a little sad so I am sorta glad when big winds just strip the trees down quickly). I'm real big on the band-aid method of blasting through sad/tough things. IN CONCLUSION, I surmise that maybe this time I LEARNED the LESSON and just have to resist the temptation to go in and help and take that KNIGHT ON THE WHITE HORSE energy and turn it in on myself and get past this skip in my record. Definitely will be working out this aspect of my salvation in the 4 CORNERS of my room. Thank you, San. I truly appreciate your time, energy and love you put into all this.
Wow.. I had to edit my comment because this is exactly my story, to the core..can't wait till I have the money tomorrow to be able to watch the extended xxx♥️🙏 nga mihi nui kia koe San, with love from A new Zealand Maori 💕
this is so for me lovely San - it always makes me laugh when the words you speak come straight from my head ( and so i imagine the minds of many others here...) Merci!
When I saw that Crow with what looked like a sun in the back, I heard Scorpio Season bc it’s in a few days and now I see why my intuition is on 10 which I love and omg: books, writing and words and that Library(LIBRA-Ry) and I feel in Libra Season I have been tapping into my own records I write but it feels like recording things I forgot to remember until now. And Wow, for seeing that the intention is just to love. Always. This reading bc has me so excited about Scorpio season. This is really good. And it’s funny bc I am a fire snake in Chinese astrology and the water may represent a water sign.
Omg just watched the extended, San it looked as tho this was a very heavy reading to deliver towards the end. Wow I'm totally blown away... I Was absolutely guided to this message, thank u so much, out of this world amazing ....♥️🙏
Confirmation‼️ Stop being abusive towards self. GOD’s protection is GOD’s redirection. Stop giving people the benefit of the doubt so I can stop putting myself in positions that I need to heal. Practice self-soothing‼️ Be kind yourself. Spiritual counsel wants to work with you but I keep seeking partnership in the 3D.
Woah the last few readings, starting with Aries all the way to Leo.... it's like you're completely giving me this gateway of permission and confirmation of my "extra-terrestrial" relationship. I've started soothing myself saying: it's ok to be an alien. It doesn't have to be true but it IS how I feel so it's true of my experience.
I actually found out he is better for knowing me. He said he was filled with anger and distrust for all women before me. Now, he knows what a good woman is, and he can't believe he stayed with his ex's for so long. ♥
I know exactly what you're saying. I'm being encouraged to do readings for people, so I said I would. And I believe it was here that I mentioned about a month ago that the reason I don't do readings is because it never changes anything, and I'm the sort of person that just pours energy into people until I'm exhausted. I've tried it before. I don't expect gratitude. I do expect that if someone asks a question they're actually going to listen to the answer. ❤🙏
I love how you just called the King of Air, spirit, because that's exactly who he is to me. He is a new spirit that seems to be in charge of my life all of a sudden. Like, I stepped over a boundary, and he was notified of my acceptance into his realm. Then, he decided to use me as a key player... and now I'm being tossed around through experiences like a ragdoll. But, I feel so much energy in my current situation, I would never turn on it for my hum-drum life before. I'm mystified and every sci-fi fantasy string I have in my body is being pulled like a marionette. "Look at me! I'm a real boy!" LOLOLOLOLOLOL
😂😂😂 sweet Jesus, what a spot on reading. I know that I will not find ANYTHING WITHOUT, the challenge is to stop pussy footing around, and go deep within. To become one with who I really am. My whole Devine love team are calling me to step out of the world of illusion and come back home to my true essence. Ahhh resistance, resistance and more resistance!! Oh but the ego has been the master for far to long, it needs to take a back seat.
Am Gemini sun, Cancer rising and Leo as north node - I am in my spiritual path but I do want to keep things practical, grounded, and yet I'm drawn with my Spirit Guides and strengthening my intuition to clearly connect with them but the synchronicities and dreams are very potent. I appreciate what this world brings and I wanted to connect both worlds now that I'm starting to remember why am I here. Thank you for the beautiful reading up to the extended, San. You're a blessing and one of my beautiful pure guides.
This really helps me, thank you San. Very applicable to my experiences and it helps to have it explained so clearly with the visuals of the dream card. Awesome!
Leo moon with 4 Leo placements in my chart. I had to pull my energy back from everybody actually. I drew it back in today Accurate as usual. Thank you San. Love light and blessings to you ❣️
I never looked at it this way - counting and -> I have 7 placements Leo and then all in the 7th house (I don't understand the houses thing, maybe expected to be in 7th hse) 😳 Makes me feel Weird! Yikes {Sun Mercury Venus Mars Jupiter Uranus & Pluto} - and the reading is Accurate 🤔
This was fascinating! I had a big decision to make recently in relationship. I made a really hard decision that required a lot of self discipline. This reading was exactly where I would have ended up if I hadn’t made that decision. Glorious confirmation that sometimes making the hard decision is the RIGHT decision. Always blessed and grateful for you and your effortless light 🙏💛
This is my first time in your channel, nice to meet u San ❤️ Saw Esy tarot yesterday and she recommended your channel.. And here i am.. So happy with your messages... I'm from Mexico 🇲🇽
This time last year I had a project with my community that was stolen away from me. I now have another idea that I want to get off the ground but I feel like I'm going around in circles. I have knocked on many doors I so want for one to open... 🦋
Early on I had a few readers tell me that you cannot allow your specific wants and needs to be addressed because the universe and energy does not work that way.. so I concaved the idea and blasted the Universe so that I could heal everything lol.... and it has come full circle ... and they today after your reading ... tells me focus on my personal situation.
Hi San. I bought the extended, and have recieved a reciept for my purchase, but I cannot acces the video?... This is the first time I have experienced this. Btw this reading was so spot on, both in timing and my situation, and it brought tears to my eyes. Thank you 🙏🏼🙏🏼
I'm sitting here balling my eyes out. I had to stop commenting, and just listen for a while. Then, I took an Ativan when I first started crying. I'm on so many anti-depressants and anti-anxiety drugs. I have PTSD. I'm constantly alone. Constantly healing. That's why my relationship is so important for me. I don't want to move forward until I'm not alone. I refuse. I'm so done being by myself. And, here I am again. Boyfriend in jail. In my room by myself. School's about to start. Books and writing. Yup. Yup. My psychology career is spent trying to combat the symptoms of PTSD without using drugs. By using videogames and social development. I can't even believe everything you just said. I can't believe I finally cried. I've been trying to cry for... weeks. Since my boyfriend got locked up. I have felt overwhelmingly sad, but tears would not come. I didn't know why. I felt like my heart was broken. I just hadn't been able to understand or comprehend what this last couple months was trying to teach me. I guess. I couldn't make sense of the situation enough to understand the deeper meaning behind my experiences. I've been so hyperfocused on the lack of communication between the two of us. I just saw him yesterday for the first time. We shut the place down. They let us stay late. It was so nice. I want to go tonight, but it's so late we probably will only get an hour or so. But I log on TH-cam and check notifications to see if you have readings right when I wake-up. My schedule is really off. Something I need to work on.
Totally i channel avataric conciusness light ebtities is a coelctive and yes i want a 3D team work but the energy always bring me back to the etheric realms and is important to keep it like this. I completly understand why as to be like this at this moment.
Resonates. Taking from Ra Law of One, operating in the frequency of love and either being part of the solution or the problem I’ve spent a lot of energies that seem to have gotten me further behind in 3D. I’m grateful but tired.
Still the same Gemini cancer cuspid and rising...Venus in Leo...this is like the third episode of my story this week...that king of air... is so detailed. So...waiting for my moon in Scorpio to square the circle...thank you San🙏🏽🦄🌬️💞
And, of course books and writing for me. My school is about to start tomorrow. My doctorate courses, the next is advanced inferential statistics... Fun. But, I have also been writing my boyfriend a whole bunch because he's away for three months. I visited him yesterday for three and a half hours. I'm in middle of nowhere Maine, so they let us visit as long as we want if no one else shows up. I woke-up late today, but I'm still thinking about visiting him. I just won't look cute. But, I can stay there until 10pm visiting. It was magical. I don't know how many people would describe my situation as magical LOLOLOL But, I just love him so much. And, he is forced to sit with me and talk as long as I want LOLOLOL I feel evil, but for this core of burning love LOLOLOL
Damn, I did have forwarnings, did get ill actually, I do think i learned something earlier than usual. Damn. Still trying to succeed in this relationship , I do love them. But...familiar...there were moments of empowerment. Yes I want a partner to work with, finally. I did dive in.
nah.. no negative side~~ I am solid. Blind spot ... just a moment in time.. He had to decide.. I just had to give the opportunity for my mom other brother myself .. and him oh and all of our eternal family members, the ancients, angels, and those beyond ..An eternal transmutation
What comes to me is what thread of 3D reality, masterfully manifested, do you stare in the face? All the smoke and mirrors won’t change intentions and avoidance overly burdens the karma cups to flow but do they flow to the left or to the right? Maybe they flow smack dab in the middle until you drown or swim. Z William Tell🤥
It's hard to tell sometimes because there are usually some other factors (professionally most of the time) that aren't the right timing. Sometimes you gotta throw in a wrench or bring a tower down to make another area level so you can see more clearly. Like energetic urban sprawl - you're not going to be able to see the mountains anymore when there's so many skyscrapers.
And, I didn't even tell you - when I went to visit him yesterday, I sat down in the waiting room - looked up - and it was a painting of a snow owl staring back at me. I started laughing! At the jail house LOL I stopped cuz I didn't want them to think I was on drugs - but I LOLOLOL'd
OMG then, you start with the crow. This couldn't be more my energy if - if you knew me LOLOLOL When we were lobstering, our captain told me I have the heart of a blue jay. Our captain told my boyfriend he has the heart of a crow LOLOLOLOLOLOL The crow!!! That's my beloved ♥
Yes, the situation that I keep finding myself in is someone I am attached to addicted to heroin and me not being able to help them in any way shape or form. The first bout of this I had was with my brother, ten years ago. This current bout is with my boyfriend. He is at his lowest. I can't help but feel I was put in this situation again to see if I could do better. Before, I left my house. I went away to college to get away from the drug use instead of trying to stop it and save my family. The result is we lost our house. My parents can't believe I would drag them into this situation again. I can't even believe it - but for the beating heart in my cheat that bleeds for my boyfriend. My energetic twin, going through hell. Here I am with the keys to heaven, again. Whatcha gunna do little girl?
You know, stand and face your situation, absolutely. But why did your parents expect you to fix your "broken" brother when they couldn't and they're his actual parents? Or are you just taking it on? I do that, and I finally realized that if I didn't give birth to somebody, I'm not their fixer. And even then, you can only do so much for an adult even if he is your child. Support, yes. "Responsible party," no. Repeat after me: "not my circus, not my monkeys." (Well, it worked for me.) Take care of yourself. ❤🙏
Like I just can’t even with you San. I was quite effing literally asking to spirit to answer this V E R Y QUESTION THIS MORNING- I mean like 15 minutes before you posted this like exact question… I keep wanting partnership and everything, collaboration and everything… In spirit keeps on telling me they’re just taking your energy you need to do this on your own- This is crazy, I literally said out loud” I love you but I also want a human companion.. are you keeping them away?” To my Angel stalker (😂I’m kidding ℯ he is my watchman (Metatron)
I don’t know I can’t express how much I’m loving this validation because now that you’re seeing this… Maybe I mean is it possible that my guardian is keeping humans away ??
Some are not supposed be in a union.
I am truly grateful. My journey is to be a Shaman. A solo person in her own life journey. I have been totally enlightened to my path. I have learned much here, thankful for the blessings that you have made me see. God bless you and I will always keep you all in my heart mind and soul.
I have snake as one of my guides. I am sending myself more love each day.
Hello, I have to say that I am Leo with cancer rising and Gemini north node. I have to say how spot on this was . Each day I receive a feather no matter where I am. Well this morning I had six feathers all around the area I meditate.no sign of a death occurring.
As always my beacon of clarity. You always steer me back to source and wholeness. Thank you.
You are spot on. I went to work for a woman who had a stroke who needed daily assistance. I thought we could be a great team so she could thrive. I found out she was a raging alcoholic that is trying to die. The energy was so heavy. I felt like I couldn’t leave her, as her entire “ story” revolved around being alone- everyone abandoning her... “ the victim”. When I confronted her gently, She told me she didn’t hire me “to care”. I told her that is who I am. I figured finally if she could get up and make cocktails every hour, my assistance was not needed. I told her no more. It was heavily sucking my energy. She did not want to help herself, she wanted to be enabled. I felt really bad, but I can not be the only one who wanted better for her. I am always drawn to people with addiction ( knowing and unknowingly) that want to be enabled. This reading cleared so much up for me. Thank you❤️
PRECISELY 🎯💯. I think it’s especially harder for feminine energies to focus on ourselves, as we’re wired to nurture others. But we can only become ourselves when we balance the masculine energy within us and focus on ourselves first and foremost 🔥.
Thanks for that perspective. ❤🙏
@@MelissaThompson432it’s amazing - when we focus on us, IT FEELS AMAZING bc we see that we’ve STARVED ourselves of attention for decades! 🥰🥰🥰
@@sabster79 yes! But I've never seriously considered embracing my divine masculine energy. Turns out, I should have been. 🙂❤🙏
@@MelissaThompson432 Confidence is a good look 😉.
You have just explained my entire life. And I am being illuminated and expanded. I have found some boundaries!!!!!!!!
Oh my gosh, San - you’re reading my heart and soul today. Every holiday brings up the same hurt with my kids. Divorced 11 years, I always feel I get the short end of the stick when it comes to time spent with me and with my ex. My ex has been married for years and has the “stable” home life that I seek for myself with a partner. I feel they spend more time with him because their spiritual, single mom with her controversial ideas is less appealing. I do know better but my hurt always gets articulated which isn’t fair to my kids. I’ve felt that when I’m married and sharing a home with someone that they will finally spend more time with me. Definitely a pattern that needs to be healed. Thank you for my answer 💖✨🙏
I feel for you and know that your kids love you not just during the holidays, but ALL THE TIME.
Consider this - have we given too much energy and emotions to the THE HOLIDAYS? Our family took a break from ALL HOLIDAYS last year because all it seemed to birth was GUILT, SADNESS, SHAME, WANT, LACK, DWELLING IN THE OLD TIMES, DISAPPOINTING PEOPLE (MAINLY OURSELVES) if we couldn't quite visit 4 households covering a total of 250 miles in ONE DAY and suffer the guilt of accidentally forgetting to get a gift for the bratty nephew that NEVER shows up at our second cousins house whom we never see that just HAPPENED to show up this year etc...
It was a HUGE ENERGY DRAIN emotionally, physically, financially and otherwise.
I truly believe that this is "the devil" and comes around every year like CLOCKWORK to drain energy from good folks by playing on their emotions leaving them weak for teh "kill" ie; the SUNGOD dying and having to harvest enough energy to make it through the cold stark months until SUNGOD Rises again. Does this make sense?
Rachel Stephens has a great study of the holidays and how in modern time, they systematically used to DRAIN YOU. It may be of interest.
We took a break last year from EVERTHING and had the best non-stressful "holiday season" ever and didn't suffer sadness, guilt, energetic and financial drain on our family. We saved our money and did something FUN with all of us together later on after holidays and took advantage of some vacation packages and had a blast together.
Taking that break was SO HEALING and really allowed us to decide what we liked and didn't like about the holidays. We surmised that we like the food, soft fuzzy clothing, decorations, impromptu visits with who we WANTED to REALLY see and being snuggly in front of the fire together.
So what, if we skipped the theatrics of the rest.
I hope this helps you frame a different perspective.
You are a good woman and MOTHER everyday of the YEAR and you are loved deeply - you are not in a competition with other people for the love and approval of your children. That isn't your job.
Love and hugs to you, sister.
❤️
@@thedavesiknow4598 Outstanding reply that came from the heart, thank you for making someone else's day ♥️
I appreciate your lovely message. I also believe that holidays can be enjoyed on days other than the actual holiday. It’s the time spent together that matters. My children are grown and travel to see me and their dad. There is inequity in the time they spend with each of us mostly due to my home set up and his. I’d been living in survival mode and had limited space in which to house my visiting kids for many years. Their dad has a wife; step siblings and a nice home to house them for visits. It always made me feel I couldn’t offer the cozy home feel their dad could. I finally was able to provide that spacious home this year - I’ve worked really hard to get here. He has had them for a three night visit this weekend and I get them for a couple of hours for dinner tomorrow. They are adults. They get to choose where they spend their time. It is on me to be grateful for the time I do get with them. It’s a lesson in releasing and setting intentions with spirit to have the time and relationship with my kids that I truly desire. 😊🙏💖
Truth...💯💯be selfish for once..self love...self awareness and self protection!Walk in your power and flash your hair...Rejection is GOD's protection so you can take a different path!
Congratulations San,...My face is wet with tears. As the books on the shelf,...my soul has many journals,..and you have just plagiarized one of them, from cover to cover. I thank the divine for your gift, and the message. I would reiterate each portion of this message, to clarify how uncanny, though perfectly accurate your channeling is,..but all are much too personal to share with the masses. If anyone dare challenge your authenticity,..I would challenge and defend in true LEO fashion. I love you, sister, Thank you.
They are so good in fact, I am waiting for royalties to start rolling in.
She certainly has a way about her, doesn't she?
Yes this makes sense! 100% 💗🙏 Thank you so much San.
Omg... Just on the dream decoder... I am saying.... Yesssss!
You are so awesome! This is exactly what I'm going thru now and everything you said makes perfect sense to me. Thank you so much for the guidance! Now I have clarity on what to do moving forward.
Energy shriveled almost to being snuffed out! I am bracing for my family coming back after separating. .. been triumphing in my abundant self focused healing. Good advice for inner collaboration! Thank you
Trying to find my help mate.......on point
Scorpio crosswatcher for my Mom and her grown narcissistic son, my brother, who drains her. She pulls back, he sucks her back in. She is a strong Leo, but tired.
I washed my hands of him after years of constantly forgiving him. She finally has a counselor to help her cope.
The was spot on for this situation. Thank you, ❤
Yes you are totally right on! I've just recently reconnected with my twin flame who is my deceased husband from 40 years ago. He is now providing me with information and support on the physical plane too. He has been trying to get my attention and most recently it became very clear in September that we are now working on our mission together. He is working from the non physical and I am working from the physical with the Divine blessing 3 of Pentacles energy. So your reading is quite true! I've blocked out all physical relationships except for a few close spiritual women friends, our 2 children and their spouses and 5 grandchildren and he is helping me provide for our entire family through our twin flame work together. It is a beautiful love story! Thank you for the validation and your reading today!
Wow ❤️
Precisely what I do/have done all my life. Immersing myself in inner connection presently! 🙏 Gorgeous read, San
So interesting. This is the third appearance of the Seer (Aries, Cancer, Leo). My name is Sybil so I always note when he appears.
Sybil is one of my guides. Thank u for your comment, it made me listen to this. Leo is my moon.
Lol so true. One of my friends drains me & never listens to my perspective, doesn’t take it to heart. Trying to distance myself but I struggle with letting go.
It made 💯 sense! I've been feeling the exact energy.
Whenever I'm amplifying my desire to seek partnership, I've been thrown back into my own realm to understand myself better first!
Thank you for this insight 🙏🏻
No more Drama,Thank you.
Wow! Wow! Wow! It makes perfect sense to me, you literally just answered some questions for me. Thank you San
Yes this is the day that this Epiphany has come I did get inklings before and you're right. And the Epiphany in the end the confirmation that you give me about this Council within me is just so profound and it's bringing so many pieces within myself together right now. I have tears of appreciation and I have tears of sadness because I do still desire a partner in the Physical Realm. Thank you beautiful soul who is to my being the Oracle of Delphi. Sending blessings and profound Beauty❤❤❤
Im not here often but anytime i watch your readings they are so specific and your energy is so nice. Thank you ❤🙏 God Bless 🧡
So many thanks for sharing this Reading!!! 🥰 🥰 🥰 🤖 ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ ❤️
Beautiful. Have given up wondering if I have any placements for the messages I am drawn to... bottom line.. entire message resonated. All of my energy has been directed outside of myself for way too long and yesterday eve I finally had a meltdown. I came back from another's home and literally dropped into my own bed and found myself asking "wow was that my higher self just flicking the exit button to get me out of others energy and back to my own space and sanctuary?" I am going to stay here in my own space now and self soothe and cleanse. I give and give until I feel burnt out and ignore the warning signs. No more. Checking my own energetic pulse as advised (great visual on that). Thank you 🙏
Gave him every single possible eternal timeline blessing and possibility... before a final withdrawel. I knew
This is why I broadcasted the folks in the Universe to overcome this eternal transmutation... This one hurted and I needed to have help to overcome a savage wound
I don't care which world to get a sidekick but they have to replace a twin soul... Not sure whether that exists so late in this physical experience.
Thank you 💚
Okay, in my best Charlie Brown voice - AARRRRRGGGH! Lucy pulling that football out from under me again.
I just want to say thank you, and KUDOS for being able to so precisely and accurately word that energetic round robin.
It's complicated seeming for me at this moment because I feel like the messages for so long has been, "you are in your head too much and a lone wolf for so long, it's time to start making things happen 3D and your cohort/associate is just around the corner and finally some great stuff is really going to come down and life will be sunshine and rainbows through rose-colored glasses, test out your new wheels and such. I have always felt like I am working in spirit with my partner whomever that may be. I have been working on opening my heart and being truly open to letting ALL LOVE in and not rejecting certain situations cuz of old "I'm not good enough energy". A situation that I felt was a new assignment or perhaps a test came about last night. I felt it was a sign to intervene somehow especially because we ran into the same situation (psychological and emotional child abuse by an adult) with the SAME people 90 miles away a couple weeks ago. Is this perhaps the TEMPTATION that I keep falling into? Do I still have this Knight on a White Horse complex to rescue the princess in the tower from her evil step-mother? IS THIS MY TEMPTATION??? WHOA! BLOW MY FREAKING MIND!!! Card 35 came out for CANCER (my moon) and I noted that this is what I looked like when I was a young child... Food for thought. I think I am getting some traction on this lesson. When I started watching this, it was sunny and gorgeous outside but midway, it just started snowing a whirlwind of fat snowflakes with dark clouds, and now, it is sunny and gorgeous again. Windy all day (I liken this to God's rip-off the band-aid with a quickness to strip the aspen trees of their golden coins which always makes me a little sad so I am sorta glad when big winds just strip the trees down quickly). I'm real big on the band-aid method of blasting through sad/tough things.
IN CONCLUSION, I surmise that maybe this time I LEARNED the LESSON and just have to resist the temptation to go in and help and take that KNIGHT ON THE WHITE HORSE energy and turn it in on myself and get past this skip in my record.
Definitely will be working out this aspect of my salvation in the 4 CORNERS of my room.
Thank you, San. I truly appreciate your time, energy and love you put into all this.
Do you know how much you validate me when you say, "I had this message in another reading recently." You see the patterns too ♥
Wow.. I had to edit my comment because this is exactly my story, to the core..can't wait till I have the money tomorrow to be able to watch the extended xxx♥️🙏 nga mihi nui kia koe San, with love from A new Zealand Maori 💕
this is so for me lovely San - it always makes me laugh when the words you speak come straight from my head ( and so i imagine the minds of many others here...) Merci!
Thank you
When I saw that Crow with what looked like a sun in the back, I heard Scorpio Season bc it’s in a few days and now I see why my intuition is on 10 which I love and omg: books, writing and words and that Library(LIBRA-Ry) and I feel in Libra Season I have been tapping into my own records
I write but it feels like recording things I forgot to remember until now.
And Wow, for seeing that the intention is just to love. Always.
This reading bc has me so excited about Scorpio season. This is really good. And it’s funny bc I am a fire snake in Chinese astrology and the water may represent a water sign.
Omg just watched the extended, San it looked as tho this was a very heavy reading to deliver towards the end. Wow I'm totally blown away... I Was absolutely guided to this message, thank u so much, out of this world amazing ....♥️🙏
Confirmation‼️ Stop being abusive towards self. GOD’s protection is GOD’s redirection. Stop giving people the benefit of the doubt so I can stop putting myself in positions that I need to heal. Practice self-soothing‼️ Be kind yourself. Spiritual counsel wants to work with you but I keep seeking partnership in the 3D.
spot on
I needed this so much!! Thank you San ❤️
Woah the last few readings, starting with Aries all the way to Leo.... it's like you're completely giving me this gateway of permission and confirmation of my "extra-terrestrial" relationship. I've started soothing myself saying: it's ok to be an alien. It doesn't have to be true but it IS how I feel so it's true of my experience.
If you feel like an alien, you most likely are! I feel the same way, this place is so foreign and I’m too gentle and caring for the earthplane.
YES! He is no better off for having known me, I am depleted, YES!
I actually found out he is better for knowing me. He said he was filled with anger and distrust for all women before me. Now, he knows what a good woman is, and he can't believe he stayed with his ex's for so long. ♥
You got me San! ❤️🙏🏼💯
And the song that came to mind “how bizarre “. Love the whole song wanna know the rest?
I know exactly what you're saying. I'm being encouraged to do readings for people, so I said I would. And I believe it was here that I mentioned about a month ago that the reason I don't do readings is because it never changes anything, and I'm the sort of person that just pours energy into people until I'm exhausted. I've tried it before. I don't expect gratitude. I do expect that if someone asks a question they're actually going to listen to the answer.
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I love how you just called the King of Air, spirit, because that's exactly who he is to me. He is a new spirit that seems to be in charge of my life all of a sudden. Like, I stepped over a boundary, and he was notified of my acceptance into his realm. Then, he decided to use me as a key player... and now I'm being tossed around through experiences like a ragdoll. But, I feel so much energy in my current situation, I would never turn on it for my hum-drum life before. I'm mystified and every sci-fi fantasy string I have in my body is being pulled like a marionette. "Look at me! I'm a real boy!" LOLOLOLOLOLOL
This reading really resonates with me. Soo inspiring! Thank U ❤🙏😀
😂😂😂 sweet Jesus, what a spot on reading. I know that I will not find ANYTHING WITHOUT, the challenge is to stop pussy footing around, and go deep within. To become one with who I really am. My whole Devine love team are calling me to step out of the world of illusion and come back home to my true essence. Ahhh resistance, resistance and more resistance!! Oh but the ego has been the master for far to long, it needs to take a back seat.
Perfect sense
Thank you so very much indeed for this Reading!!! 🥰 🥰 🥰 🤖
Am Gemini sun, Cancer rising and Leo as north node - I am in my spiritual path but I do want to keep things practical, grounded, and yet I'm drawn with my Spirit Guides and strengthening my intuition to clearly connect with them but the synchronicities and dreams are very potent. I appreciate what this world brings and I wanted to connect both worlds now that I'm starting to remember why am I here. Thank you for the beautiful reading up to the extended, San. You're a blessing and one of my beautiful pure guides.
Beautifully spot on! Thank you for sharing your gifts they are so insightful. 🙏
@5:08 in the video/starting from your neck/ coming forth and down/ golden orb
it totally makes sense. thank you.
San, thank you! It certainly did make a lot of sense. Thanks for your time and generous readings.💚
This really helps me, thank you San. Very applicable to my experiences and it helps to have it explained so clearly with the visuals of the dream card. Awesome!
Leo moon with 4 Leo placements in my chart.
I had to pull my energy back from everybody actually. I drew it back in today
Accurate as usual.
Thank you San.
Love light and blessings to you ❣️
I never looked at it this way - counting and -> I have 7 placements Leo and then all in the 7th house (I don't understand the houses thing, maybe expected to be in 7th hse) 😳 Makes me feel Weird! Yikes {Sun Mercury Venus Mars Jupiter Uranus & Pluto} - and the reading is Accurate 🤔
This was fascinating! I had a big decision to make recently in relationship. I made a really hard decision that required a lot of self discipline. This reading was exactly where I would have ended up if I hadn’t made that decision. Glorious confirmation that sometimes making the hard decision is the RIGHT decision. Always blessed and grateful for you and your effortless light 🙏💛
🎺🎯💯 San Tarot...
This is my first time in your channel, nice to meet u San ❤️ Saw Esy tarot yesterday and she recommended your channel.. And here i am.. So happy with your messages... I'm from Mexico 🇲🇽
Hello from Canada. Welcome. I'm happy you're here. 😊
@@SanTarot Thanks a lot for answer back wishing u the best ❤️
Wow this makes perfect sense! 💘 thank you!
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Thank uou San, that Council & the Empress resonates me, i had a goosebumps. You just enlightened me. Yes i def am looking for a collaboration. ❤🙏
On point.
Ah, I'm gonna have to rewatch your last Leo post, as it's directly linked to this one 💚
Thank you San. Totally resonating 💚💚💚
This time last year I had a project with my community that was stolen away from me. I now have another idea that I want to get off the ground but I feel like I'm going around in circles. I have knocked on many doors I so want for one to open... 🦋
Early on I had a few readers tell me that you cannot allow your specific wants and needs to be addressed because the universe and energy does not work that way.. so I concaved the idea and blasted the Universe so that I could heal everything lol.... and it has come full circle ... and they today after your reading ... tells me focus on my personal situation.
many got healed in this lifecycle because of it.. and now I can focus on myself..I know I am a strange being laughs
Hey San, thanks for the reminder to take care of myself. Your plant is really grown. 😆 Have a nice week.
Hi San.
I bought the extended, and have recieved a reciept for my purchase, but I cannot acces the video?...
This is the first time I have experienced this.
Btw this reading was so spot on, both in timing and my situation, and it brought tears to my eyes.
Thank you 🙏🏼🙏🏼
If you send me an email, I can assist you. San@santarot.ca
Oh my God. Yup. You want to tie the collective to my comment yesterday. You're right.
Picking up that King of Air. Yup. So right.
I'm sitting here balling my eyes out. I had to stop commenting, and just listen for a while. Then, I took an Ativan when I first started crying. I'm on so many anti-depressants and anti-anxiety drugs. I have PTSD. I'm constantly alone. Constantly healing. That's why my relationship is so important for me. I don't want to move forward until I'm not alone. I refuse. I'm so done being by myself. And, here I am again. Boyfriend in jail. In my room by myself. School's about to start. Books and writing. Yup. Yup. My psychology career is spent trying to combat the symptoms of PTSD without using drugs. By using videogames and social development. I can't even believe everything you just said. I can't believe I finally cried. I've been trying to cry for... weeks. Since my boyfriend got locked up. I have felt overwhelmingly sad, but tears would not come. I didn't know why. I felt like my heart was broken. I just hadn't been able to understand or comprehend what this last couple months was trying to teach me. I guess. I couldn't make sense of the situation enough to understand the deeper meaning behind my experiences. I've been so hyperfocused on the lack of communication between the two of us. I just saw him yesterday for the first time. We shut the place down. They let us stay late. It was so nice. I want to go tonight, but it's so late we probably will only get an hour or so. But I log on TH-cam and check notifications to see if you have readings right when I wake-up. My schedule is really off. Something I need to work on.
Totally i channel avataric conciusness light ebtities is a coelctive and yes i want a 3D team work but the energy always bring me back to the etheric realms and is important to keep it like this. I completly understand why as to be like this at this moment.
No comment, lol. You are the best.
I have no delusions about ever being fully healed, but I get your frustration LOLOLOLOLOL
Off to the extended then... just when I told myself entirely too much energy was put into tarot readings
Thank you San 💖
Wow. Thank you so much for this.
I appreciate you.
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Ah well. This is timely. I've been writing songs about looping. Stuck in a loop
Ah, there is my King of Air. ♥ My shapeshifter ♥
Thank you San 🤍
Resonates. Taking from Ra Law of One, operating in the frequency of love and either being part of the solution or the problem I’ve spent a lot of energies that seem to have gotten me further behind in 3D. I’m grateful but tired.
Still the same Gemini cancer cuspid and rising...Venus in Leo...this is like the third episode of my story this week...that king of air... is so detailed.
So...waiting for my moon in Scorpio to square the circle...thank you San🙏🏽🦄🌬️💞
OMG YOU holding up the King of Air and the Crow next to each other... JESUS
I have never in my life felt like I was more in the right place at the right time than in this reading right this very second.
Supposedly, In the future, I'll be able to read some very important scrolls and ancient texts again. That would be a rush. 🙄
Thank you. It resonates 🙏
Not being enough and self value like you have to wait for others to carry on
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And, of course books and writing for me. My school is about to start tomorrow. My doctorate courses, the next is advanced inferential statistics... Fun. But, I have also been writing my boyfriend a whole bunch because he's away for three months. I visited him yesterday for three and a half hours. I'm in middle of nowhere Maine, so they let us visit as long as we want if no one else shows up. I woke-up late today, but I'm still thinking about visiting him. I just won't look cute. But, I can stay there until 10pm visiting. It was magical. I don't know how many people would describe my situation as magical LOLOLOL But, I just love him so much. And, he is forced to sit with me and talk as long as I want LOLOLOL I feel evil, but for this core of burning love LOLOLOL
Damn, I did have forwarnings, did get ill actually, I do think i learned something earlier than usual. Damn. Still trying to succeed in this relationship , I do love them. But...familiar...there were moments of empowerment. Yes I want a partner to work with, finally. I did dive in.
nah.. no negative side~~ I am solid. Blind spot ... just a moment in time.. He had to decide.. I just had to give the opportunity for my mom other brother myself .. and him oh and all of our eternal family members, the ancients, angels, and those beyond ..An eternal transmutation
lol, I am my own worst enemy.. He is my twin for lifetimes.. eh no biggie of sacrifice
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What comes to me is what thread of 3D reality, masterfully manifested, do you stare in the face? All the smoke and mirrors won’t change intentions and avoidance overly burdens the karma cups to flow but do they flow to the left or to the right? Maybe they flow smack dab in the middle until you drown or swim. Z William Tell🤥
It's hard to tell sometimes because there are usually some other factors (professionally most of the time) that aren't the right timing. Sometimes you gotta throw in a wrench or bring a tower down to make another area level so you can see more clearly. Like energetic urban sprawl - you're not going to be able to see the mountains anymore when there's so many skyscrapers.
Of course, I'm Leo rising, so this resonates on a whole 'nother level.
And, I didn't even tell you - when I went to visit him yesterday, I sat down in the waiting room - looked up - and it was a painting of a snow owl staring back at me. I started laughing! At the jail house LOL I stopped cuz I didn't want them to think I was on drugs - but I LOLOLOL'd
Your Cancer reading yesterday - and the King masquerading as the owl... YUP
OMG then, you start with the crow. This couldn't be more my energy if - if you knew me LOLOLOL When we were lobstering, our captain told me I have the heart of a blue jay. Our captain told my boyfriend he has the heart of a crow LOLOLOLOLOLOL The crow!!! That's my beloved ♥
Yes, the situation that I keep finding myself in is someone I am attached to addicted to heroin and me not being able to help them in any way shape or form. The first bout of this I had was with my brother, ten years ago. This current bout is with my boyfriend. He is at his lowest. I can't help but feel I was put in this situation again to see if I could do better. Before, I left my house. I went away to college to get away from the drug use instead of trying to stop it and save my family. The result is we lost our house. My parents can't believe I would drag them into this situation again. I can't even believe it - but for the beating heart in my cheat that bleeds for my boyfriend. My energetic twin, going through hell. Here I am with the keys to heaven, again. Whatcha gunna do little girl?
In my videogame, the bosses say "Run away little girl." As I approach with my character.
I tell you what, I'm NOT going away to college. I'm facing this giant brute down. With my slingshot.
You know, stand and face your situation, absolutely. But why did your parents expect you to fix your "broken" brother when they couldn't and they're his actual parents? Or are you just taking it on? I do that, and I finally realized that if I didn't give birth to somebody, I'm not their fixer. And even then, you can only do so much for an adult even if he is your child. Support, yes. "Responsible party," no.
Repeat after me: "not my circus, not my monkeys." (Well, it worked for me.)
Take care of yourself. ❤🙏
@@MelissaThompson432 Thank you :)
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Like I just can’t even with you San. I was quite effing literally asking to spirit to answer this V E R Y QUESTION THIS MORNING- I mean like 15 minutes before you posted this like exact question… I keep wanting partnership and everything, collaboration and everything… In spirit keeps on telling me they’re just taking your energy you need to do this on your own- This is crazy, I literally said out loud” I love you but I also want a human companion.. are you keeping them away?” To my Angel stalker (😂I’m kidding ℯ he is my watchman (Metatron)
I don’t know I can’t express how much I’m loving this validation because now that you’re seeing this… Maybe I mean is it possible that my guardian is keeping humans away ??
Hahahahaha as soon as I type that I heard “just the wrong ones”
@@ghostparty6877 in that case, examine the possibility that it's your own higher self doing it.... ❤🙏
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Thank you San much love and appreciation , BLESSED BE INFINITY 🐾❣️🐾
Your readings never make sense, but i love them anyways. : )