@@mort6578 of course there is pain. sometimes even so much that it "feels better" to just leave it behind all along. but most of the times, it IS worth to endure it. to get through it. because melancholy holds a lot of gentle strength, that is often be overlooked. embrace it is all i can say, it will get better some day and then you will be happy that you've made it all the way :) peace
I feel numb and exhausted, I have C-PTSD and I'm having a lot more flashbacks lately. I feel like I won't be able to sleep tonight but if I try I definitely don't want silence to fill my mind.
I'm not very emotional, I'm sad but the happiest I've ever been. I enjoy myself the most in the moments I spend loving myself. The advice I have to give to those who don't know what to feel is this. No matter who you are, what you want to be, and who others tell you to be, No matter how many people say they dont love you and no matter how many times people leave, you always have that voice in your head. It may say awful things, it may encourage you, it may try to break you down, but this voice is your number one strength. Learn to listen to what it has to say. Sit and think about what it brings to your attention. Then realize you just need to love yourself. Once you do that, you don't need anyone else. Its hard and it hurts. You'll have to accept somethings about yourself that youve wanted to not let out for a long time, but you want someone to love you, and you're the one person you can always count on. You can't really judge yourself. So here it is. I'm at my saddest point and it makes me so happy, because I finally feel something again.
I think you mean nothing is better. Taking in the new day. Doesn’t happen often. Being able to hear the birds. See the light pour into your life. Literally. The light of your day. Coming towards you like a hug. I think it’s nice.
@@sammytime2996 I completely agree, but it also sucks because at night, like at 2-3 am mainly, is when the world is silent, when its so quiet it’s peaceful, and when the sunrises, people wake up, the worlds awake, there lots of noise, and its easy to miss the silence.
Im happy. Yet sad. I lay awake in my concrete bed. Feeling lonely yet glad. The surreal silence softly flowing throw my head. A violent storm or a world of tranquillity. I can never tell. I sense the crisp 5am autumn air fighting to tear through the thick sheet of night enveloping all truth and perception . The dancing sunlight, a beacon of hope, shadowing my every thought corrupting my mind, leaving festering concepts manipulating my actions. Im happy. Yet sad
this is just what i needed. hoping that life gets better soon. I got accepted to all the colleges i applied to, my anxiety has been bearable, i'm actually getting a few hours of sleep now but I'm still dreading the future. I'm scared, i just want to stay in this bubble of peace ...
As soon as the video started with the alarm sound my cat went “bwrr?” And lifted her head and had an expression that almost seemed like she was having a flashback to maybe a previous human life or something. It was kinda funny- normally I wouldn’t come up with an idea like that, but reading the comments on these makes it nice to imagine things :) it‘s also 5am for me as I write this. Gonna go to sleep soon
When you are with your "friends" but you cant wait to get home even though you are enjoying yourself but you hate being alone by yourself.. Is when you have gotten use to being by yourself and its put you out your comfort zone to be with people. jim carry said "solitude is dangerous, its very addictive. It becomes a habit after you realize how peaceful and calm it is. Its like you don't want to deal with people anymore because they drain you energy" i feel that because I'm so use to being solo i just do things to my own tune.. but sometimes when i walk and see views or simple sunrises or sunsets all i ever want is to hold someone or be held by someone. Daydreaming is torture of yourself escaping to a happy place, then coming back to reality sad and alone with the hand which was in your hand in your dream now empty with fantasy.
Sometimes I wish I didn't need to sleep at all. Nighttime is just so peaceful and calm... I can just sit in an empty kitchen, listening to music, absentmindedly sketching something, looking at the stars, sipping tea and not worrying about anything in the world. Kinda feeling like a child again. Careless and free. No responsibilities, no expectations, no problems. Just you and the night.
It's probably silly to do this. Dump my heart out into a comment on a TH-cam video, to millions of strangers. People ill never know. People who probably don't even care. But here I go anyway. This year has been hard. Harder than any year I've faced before. I've gained so much, but lost so much more. every day is a constant roller coaster and the whiplash is leaving me feeling like there is less and less of me left. I'm trying to hang on. I know it'll all be OK in the end, the pain I'm enduring is just a pothole in a road that'll hopefully go somewhere... but lately that road seems so long and I'm so tired. The worst part is.. I don't know who I am anymore. The latest blow of being left by someone I thought would be by my side forever has me reeling. Realizing just how bad off I was in the relationship... realizing how little he ever actually cared about me.. realizing that I'm not needed in anyone's life, that I can be replaced in any given moment, it all weighs so much. Even now as I type this comment tears are forcing their way down my face despite my best efforts to fight it back. To tell myself there's no reason for me to cry, tears won't solve anything... But I'm here. I guess that's what is important. I'm here. I've survived.... even though sometimes the crushing sensation makes me wish I hadn't.
@jessietehwolf. You have you, you are your stongest partner, you are your rock, you are your inspiration and you are your motivation. Never give up, never surrender and through all the years and the pain keep smiling because you never know who looks for strength in seeing your smile. Be the light other's need to see to remind them of the light they once had. Never give up and never surrender. This is just the beginning and I promise each day you'll start to fall more and more in love with yourself until one day you attract that same energy and until that day love yourself like noone else can stop you. Be happy, find your happiness, manifest your happiness and whatever you do NEVER GIVE UP. You woke up today for a reason, the universe has no accidents. We need you, your future needs you, your family needs you, I need you, and the world needs you. Without you this world would be a much darker place so please use your superpower smile to brighten someone else's day and whatever you do never give up and never surrender. Smile on, live on, love on. Sabali🤙🏼
I like how the video is exaclty an hour and 30 minutes long. So it being 5 A.M, you would finish listening at exactly 6:30 to start the day or go to sleep finally. It's something I would do :)
i hope the world gives you something to hold to. something to make the passage of time less of a chore. i want the idea of another day feels less draining for you. you should be able to be happy this is a hope, for something small, everyday, to make you feel better. to take the edge off of day to day life.
This feels like a nice place to get some stuff off my chest: I'm having trouble sleeping because... well because my dad died and life has never been harder. He won't get to see me graduate. I can never come out to him. He didn't see Mt 18th birthday. I won't have my first legal drink with him. I can never tell him I love him, which I never did enough. He thought I hated him. He died thinking his daughter hated his guys and it incapacitates me everyrime I think about it. It's so hard to imagine making it through this. It feels like I have to do it alone. I miss him so much.
hey i know this is from a month ago, but it's not your fault. people seem to be taken from us at times when we don't expect it and we all regret things that we wouldn't have if they were still with us. i'm sure your dad knew you loved him, because words aren't the only form of expression. i hope you're doing better now
im sorry to hear that, your father knows u love him, love is a feeling not a word or an action, he felt your love when he was alive. he'll be with u always, in your heart and memories, remember the good things, like that travel, that good lunch you had with him, remember the gifts, the hugs. trust me, he knew you loved him, im pretty sure he loved you with all his heart 💖
Oh shit now I cant stop crying but i know I’m barely shedding a fraction or the tears you shed, that must suck like really really really suck. Just know that you’re not alone, It’ll get better. Losing a loved one is never easy trust me lol.. mega big internet hug for you
I like being lonely.. I like being alone... I don’t like help... I don’t like people... I like being on my own... I like sleep cuz then I’m numb.. but if I sleep too much I’ll forget I’m still young.. with only broken dreams to fill my mind
I feel you, that's why I love the night.. when I'm just by myself, where I can feel valid and understandable. I always push people away , I don't like reaching for help or others to help me maybe that's why my depression was always there but I learned that it's ok to ask for help when you really need it , you don't have to deal with everything alone ♥️
school is so much pressure it feels so hard at times. i start crying because of it, having episodes. it sucks. now i have an overdue project i have no clue how to start and im so tired i might pass out. wish me luck
hey, just wanna say this even tho it's might not help at all, but we both are going to the same situation. you're not alone, you'll get through this. everything is going to be okay, not sure when, but we'll get there :) good luck and I LUV YOU
Whoever is reading this, and you’re in pain. Just stop rq and please give me a a minute or two to tell you sum. Listen bby, I know you’re hurting, and that is perfectly okay. The amount of people that are here in these comments, watching this video probably at the same time as you, and the ones who watch before, and after you, may feel the same way as you :) You are never alone. I know how you’re feeling, but at the same time, maybe I don’t. People have there own type of pain and it’s okay to go through it, If you wanna kill your self, and you wanna end it all thinking that it’ll end your pain. It may end your pain, but that pain passes on to the ones who truly love and care for you, such as family, friends, maybe even pets, and so much more. You have sooo many things in life to accomplish, and goals to reach. Reach those goals, and once you do, make new ones and make everlasting memories with those you love. Make the impossible, possible. You don’t wanna end it all, you want the pain to go away and be happy just like others in this world. You mean the world to everyone and I am one of those people that care for you. I love you so much and if I had to chance to give you the biggest hug, I would hug you until you I could feel your sadness and sorrows went away:). You’re beautiful/handsome, amazing, talented, smart, and you deserve the entire world. You’ve been holding on for so long and I am so proud of you for keep going. You’re so strong in, and out. Make sure you eat 3 meals a day, okay? I want you to wake up every morning, thinking about how god gave you this gift to be alive, and to know that you’re alive for a reason. There’s so many purposes towards your life and I know god has an amazing plan for your future
"So if you fall inlove, and you get together, but they eventually break your heart. Which I really hope they don’t do... Tell me and I’ll dig their grave for you" So you want to murder people who simply don't want a relationship anymore? and for whatever reason it didn't work out. I'm surprised since this started out like one of those wholesome inspirational speaches.
@@jamy7344 Well that's more understandable. I think in many cases people may simply be a bad match and its not always a part that's cheating or abusive involved
I agree! I had a clock that had that alarm and it scared me so bad each morning I used it. I would wake up with my heart pounding really hard and it took a while to calm down again. So now, every time I hear that alarm, I get freaked out. Now I use my phone with nice music, which wakes me up but softly.
I'm just gonna express here. (I'm sorry) Why is it whenever I make a friend that seems amazing, says they will always be there but then the second they get bored, they ignore me and the other friends call me annoying then block me. Then I have this friend group that always welcomes me in but then says how much they hate me. Another friend group just pretends to be there, then whenever I say something they just ignore it. I'm tired of feeling like a ghost. I'm tired of being the only one who cares then being called a no life. I'm sick of being called trash by my "friends". I can't even have a new friend without thinking every day how much they probably don't like me every day but feel pity, I just want to not feel like I'm gonna be left behind the second they get bored. My school is getting too overwhelming, my rooms a mess, and I have the most annoying personality, and I look a mess. I understand why they wouldn't like me. To help these problems, just listen to this cause you know it tells the truth, I haven't slept, it's 5:21 when I wrote this, I feel upset but too scared to let it out and burden someone. But it's okay, it soothes me to hear the chirping of birds and seeing the calming sunrise, along with this pleasant music, I want to be better, I want to stop being sad, I want to have hope, I want to love myself and "friends". Is that bad of me?"
All these feelings are perfectly valid and very ok. These "friends" of yours, don't not sound like friends at all. You have the perfect personality, the perfect look, and you deserve love! Stay living, my friend.
I hope you're doing better. Those "friends" sound like they have issues of their own to work out. I'm sure you're an amazing person and your real friends are going to be so happy they have you!
"That 2AM Fresh Air" and "It's 5AM And I Haven't Slept" are two of your best uploads! Also a huge fan of Lofi for Ghosts/Ghosts2/Witches. Please keep up the good work :)
I don't think this comment will ever be found But it's 3:51 AM here, quarantine has messed up my sleep schedule big time, school for me is starting in 3 days, I have a speech to prepare for and here I am, just vibing this lofi music. I understand I'm behind on school work, but honestly for once my stress for the future finally faded away. The last few weeks have been really shitty but I've finally calmed myself down, so for once I'm going to take in the moment and relax P.S if you ever have this moment too, relax my friend, these moments don't last forever, so take it all in
Too Early To Get Up, Too Late To Sleep. Too Early To Regret, To Late To Take It Back. Too Early To Get There, To Late To Say Sorry. Too Early To Live, To Late To Die.
with this quarantine thing I messed up my sleep schedule big time, I mean it was already off but now... Now I sleep all day and wake up at night, so that I can truly be alone. It's crazy only hearing the voice in your head, and even music can't help. I put myself in this situation and I never understand why I like self-sabotaging so much 😅 I mean I don't cut don't puke but god I feel like I've ruined my life in so many ways Edit: Hope y'all are doing better, shower yourselves with the love you deserve.
@@mellowchamallow9699 My friends, its your decision to be messed up and its not fault of the gen. Clear your mind, see the things as what they are and take ur stuff to create the life u want. dont sleep on yaself. Its time to be the creator of your UUUUnivers!!
Tracks: Tracks: 00:01 1. Jordy Chandra - Will U Stay with me 03:16 2. Aqualina - dawn 06:02 3. arvnd - someone text me, i'm bored 08:25 4. surf blue - under the waves 10:21 5. arvnd - you'll find a purpose someday 13:02 6. baechulgi - limitations 14:32 7. Barradeen - My Way 16:26 8. BVG - wanna go get a crêpe 18:23 9. electricsheep42 - Hour Glass 20:30 10. Ghostrifter Official - Midnight Stroll 23:38 11. Ian James - saturday night rain 25:19 12. isko - M3 GTR 27:42 13. MujjO - those winter nights 29:39 14. Ruko - Broken 31:29 15. S T A T I C - Moving Day 33:39 16. Sunlight-91 - sorry if it's winter 36:40 17. surf blue - islander 39:22 18. zrr - Air & Space 🔁Repeat
God I miss when I used to enjoy waking up. I miss when I was younger and the world was a little less fucked up. I miss when the worst thing I had to deal with was a math class and a school bully. Those days are far behind me and I'm realizing how much I took them for granted.
I truly Hope Things have gotten better in the last two months for you and if not i hope they will. Life sucks even if i really shouldnt complain as my only problem right now is that i feel stuck and judged all the time. I wish you the best
Hey Selina hope u doing okay. If not than just remember all the people who judge you really doesn't matter. Your real ones will always love you without judging. & You are a kind soul, i hope you will find what you are looking for. God bless you.
@@selina1675 feeling stuck and judged are two of the worst feelings to have together. If you need to complain then do so because getting it off your chest is a lot better than letting it fester till it becomes a huge problem.
The world is always shitty just stop going on the internet as much and don’t watch the news or follow politics, the world always seems less shitty when you don’t know about the shit
I have autism and I always put in this or that 2am fresh air when I'm having sensory overload and it always helps 💚💚 thank you for your amazing work! Keep it up!
I have OCD and when I get sensory overload I listen to music also =) Sufjan Stevens is nice, I really like the sound of strings and chords that feel full, is very soothing for me highly recommend))
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Theres a word for finding comfort in the dark!! Nictophila: An attraction to darkness or night; finding relaxation or comfort in the darkness. I thought that is pretty cool
Wish it would be night forever so that I don't have to deal with this world. Night helps me feel calm and happy, I wish I could bring that feeling in the day.
Yup... my mom thinks I cant sleep and sometimes I can't... but I also don't want to so I've kinda stopped trying. Everything the sun comes up i wish it away so i could just have a few more hours of sleep. Night always ends too soon. I wish we could make like a little nocturnal community. No daytime problems allowed.
Every night i stay up till it's 8am.. I think i don't ever feel like i want to put this day to an end and start another day. Like i wasn't able to begin another day. Yet still every time i eventually fall asleep and have to start the next day anyway, albeit later in the day. I guess this way there's less day for me to endure. And more night to enjoy my own time..
hi Selphius hätte nicht gedacht das ich mal einen Kommentar von dir hier finden werde, doch will nur sagen das ich ein großer fan von deinen Videos bin und du eine sehr schöne stimme hast ^^ hoffe du machst weiter mit deinen schönen Liedern :D
I think it is also because you see how cheap it really can be to make someone's day you can just say that you send virtual hugs and various things and they cost you nothing but can make someone else feels so good so people do it because it feels good and is so easy
I saw a lot of sad comments so here: My life is slowly starting to get better. I'm going to go to the therapist soon to solve all my problems. My mom is not going angry as much as she was before. I'm stoping feeling insecure. My sleeping problems are still not fixed but I will slowly try to do something with them. Everyone wish me luck!
As soon as the video started with the alarm sound my cat went “bwrr?” And lifted her head and had an expression that almost seemed like she was having a flashback to maybe a previous human life or something. It was kinda funny- normally I wouldn’t come up with an idea like that, but reading the comments on these makes it nice to imagine things :) it‘s also 5am for me as I write this. Gonna go to sleep soon
I feel like I haven’t had a moment to breathe in years. I wish I could put everything on pause and just exist in the world for while, stare at the sky without a care, walk the streets with no plans, not a single worry about tomorrow.
As I write this, it’s 5 am, haven’t slept yet, I’ve got school in less than an hour and a half, this just makes me feel at ease for once. I hope everyone who sees this has a blessed day, good day everyone
this is me every night, i fail to sleep. sometimes i wonder how im even alive. hell the only way i can get to bed early is just a bunch of THC sometimes i even wonder what happened? i wake up every morning wondering what happend to the world or people around me. it used to be fun to wake up and now its just life if nothing is going up. i even have a weird routine i wake up if i sleep, cook what i think is dinner at times since its so dark in my house, get a drink, eat, hack, and end my day do the same thing. when im high i sit there drowning in what feels like a galaxy, like im stuck in this eternal void that cant be escaped. and other times i feel i accidentally took lsd even though i never have nor wanted to......maybe its just powerful? so powerful-to make me feel like im in space though? im sorry if this was a long paragraph of questions but.........at times this is what goes on in my head-just-drowning in my thoughts.
It is currently 2:38 a.m here. I found this in my reccomend and I can't stop scrolling the comment section. This year has caused so much pain for so many people. It has forced us inside away from the people we love and care about. It trapped us inside our own heads thinking that is what was best. But it is not. I feel like I'm all alone. I realized that my friends are just people I go to school with. We don't hang out other than at school. The one true best friend I had left me for a boyfriend who broke her heart multiple times yet she still wont see reason. I miss her so much. Even if she left me, she was the only person I could tell everything too. I'm so lonely. Reading all of these comments has helped me see that its not just me going through hard times. Everyone has a hard time once in a while. You are all loved and appreciated for being here in this world. Everyone matters. The tears will dry into a magnificent rainbow if you believe. Have a nice day.
It’s 5:05am here, and I just want to remind you that you matter and you aren’t alone. You’re worth everything and deserve to see the beauty that the world holds, you deserve to experience the joys of life and hug those close to you, and I hope you find it in your heart to stick around and find out what tomorrow truly means
Don't worry. It's a blessing in disguise, we get to avoid all the idiots and jerks of the world without anyone acting like we're freaks for avoiding the idiots and jerks of the world.
im so tired. just tired of everything. and when i needed sleep to cut off this feelings, i can't. i just wish someone to knock me unconscious just so i could forget the present moment. i want to be away from myself but i'm stuck in this hellhole. it's the same all over again. i just want this to be over and get on with the better days they always talk about. but when is it? i'm tired. i'm tired of waiting.
Yeah I feel the same I like to go on social media to cheer myself up, know that your not alone. I hope you're feeling better 💞 we can go through this together😼
Ha you just described me rn i think i keep saying i could sleep and that im dead inside that its become a normal thing for me my family and friends to joke about
God, I miss summer. I really feel bad thinking about the mid-summer memories while writing the term paper for my comp gov course 20ish hours before the ddl...
I remember when I had depression. Now I don't feel anything at all, sometimes just want to stop living, but not like suicidal thoughts, just being tired of living. It's like want a hug and want to be alone at the same time. I know you know what I mean.
@@silverb7020 If you need help don't hesitate to look for it. When I had depression I needed it to. Now I'm in the process of moving forward and finding goals for living
@@ramsesf.7956 but I can't, I don't wanna make my parents and my older sister worried.. even tho if I tell them I feel so empty and I want everything to end they will probably say it's normal and don't take me seriously. I hope you find it ASAP. Thank u for being here to talk to me while I felt so lonely ❤️ I love you and thank you for being in this scary world
Hey , 😊 How are you? Not too good huh? 🙁 Oh honey it's okay , its okay to be sad. It's okay to be angry. It's okay to scream , to cry , to shout. But it's not okay to give up - you've only lived a tiny fraction of your life and things will get better I promise. 💖 You are an amazing , beautiful , handsome , talented person so please don't think your not. ☘️ For now , take some deep breaths - in , and out. In , and out. In , and out. 🌬️ Now I think it's time to go to sleep boo : it's late and your tired. Tomorrow will be a better day. 🥰 Goodnight - I love you so much. 🌸 Tysm for all the likes. I hope I've helped a lot of you amazing people. ❤️
The days are just one big continued circle that doesn’t end everyday is like the other there is just nothing interesting happening in my life what so ever
If you feel like everything constantly repeat you need to change what you're doing. At the minimum you can change what kind of videos and movies you watch and what kind of music you listen to (remember you can still go back to old things later, I'm not talking about actually giving up something), maybe spend a bit more time off your computer too. Maybe trying out a different food recipe helps. If you have the option then start a new hobby, a new job if you hate your current one and go to new places. Consider getting a pet but only if you could reasonably care for it. From what I got the easiest pet to care for is probably a tarantula, but the one that gives most companionship is of course a dog. There are many options if one doesn't fit. If you don't want your life to feel overly repetitive you have to do new/different things regularly. They do not have to be something huge, there are many who don't have the option to travel the world and such
I don’t even know anymore. Well, there’s one thing I know for positive. I know, deep down, I wish that everything would just stop. I wish that everyday the corona cases would stop rising, or that people will stop crying to see their loved ones again. I wish I didn’t have to listen to my parents having some type of flu that is in and off constantly. I wish that I can see my sisters and brother again. I just wish everything stops. I want the voices in my head to stop playing events that I despise. I want to stop being such a failure in online schools, even if we just started. I want to stop everyone’s comments about how they’re depressed and lonely, because they don’t deserve to be lonely at all. Maybe, I don’t want time to stop, but maybe I want time to reverse to the good old days. The ones where you can hug your parents, see family. The ones where you would turn on the news and it would just be a dog saving a child. The ones where you first tasted that sweet, sweet ice cream, with a smile plastered on your face, reaching each eye. I guess what I’m saying is, could we just stop time and go back to the Golden days?
Quinncy Animations same, i would like to know what freedom to go in a downtown area without anxiety of seeing your parents car and having to hide S.I. they don’t know your there bc your not supposed to be...I want to not have such an overprotective mother...
"Its 5 am and I haven't sleep" Not a big shocker I go to bed at 4am and then wake at 3pm I used to sleep later but I cant anymore bc if I do I would still get woken up by my mom. so I could at least eat 1 meal a day. I rather be awake all night bc this is the only time I am not bothered by anyone and I can take the time to reflect on myself but sometimes not un a positive way. I wanna say thank you bc this playlist has helped me relax alot when it get to late for me to stay up.
i sleep at 6 sometimes 7 am and i wake up at 3 or 4 pm and most of the days i don't eat cuz i don't even get out of bed i only put a water bottle next to me IF. i even felt hungry and im actually not hungry so staying in bed all day is actually better then being with ppl
This was recommended to me at 5:40(-ish) am but it's not that I havent slept, I just woke up and cant go back to sleep. I wish it could be 5-6am forever. Before the day begins and you are expected to do something. Time seems to go slow. The air outside is better. The sky is a pretty color. Everything is alright for a little bit.
I once woke up on a plane ride around 5 or 6 am. Everything was so different. The lights were dimmed and everything was so quiet, the sounds of people slowly shuffling around, sleeping, reading. Everything went by so.. slowly. I looked outside and saw the stars glistening yet starting to dissapear as they're threatened by the spotlight of the sun rising higher in the sky. My head was still foggy and my eyelids heavy, as if someone had set a warm blanket over my head, and over my thoughts. Just watching the clouds floating by above or underneath, wishing I could just go out there and run and just shed off all the stress and bad memories I had received on this earth. Ignoring the lack of life in the place except the plane I was in. It's truly a.. strange experience. But I liked it.
In a way there something peaceful about insomnia. I lay there looking at my ceiling in the dark, being completely still. I listen to my breath and feel every inch of my body. There's a calmness. But there's also a dreadful. When I lay there for long enough, the aches of my body being to kick in. I feel every soreness that didn't get well rested to go away. I feel the stiffness in my hips and back from laying so still. Colors become less saturated and the whole world beings to slip away. Never take sleep for granted. For it is a luxury to which I can't afford.
Lo-fi seems to be our language here, we talk about stuff according to the music, we vent, encourage, remind and simply be there for other via this music, or any lofi music of any kind. i love this fandom really, it feels so safe, like you're walking through a sketchy alleyway, but there is something around you protecting you.. i listen to others vent, remind them that im always here to talk if you need to, and i vent every so often on some videos.. i wish you all a good day/night/ whatever time you are in.. and remember, im always here to listen to you if you ever need it, have some cookies! 🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪
Even though I don’t know anyone here personally, I have never felt like I fit in so well with anyone but the people here. It’s a place where I don’t have to be scared, and I can just tell people about my problems, and try and help others in there’s. This truly is a beautiful culture we all have here.
this is me every night, i fail to sleep. sometimes i wonder how im even alive. hell the only way i can get to bed early is just a bunch of THC sometimes i even wonder what happened? i wake up every morning wondering what happend to the world or people around me. it used to be fun to wake up and now its just life if nothing is going up. i even have a weird routine i wake up if i sleep, cook what i think is dinner at times since its so dark in my house, get a drink, eat, hack, and end my day do the same thing. when im high i sit there drowning in what feels like a galaxy, like im stuck in this eternal void that cant be escaped. and other times i feel i accidentally took lsd even though i never have nor wanted to......maybe its just powerful? so powerful-to make me feel like im in space though? im sorry if this was a long paragraph of questions but.........at times this is what goes on in my head-just-drowning in my thoughts.
" It’s time to go. You have to give up on them.. " " .. But I promised them I wouldn’t ever give up. " " I-.. " " I know it’s hard but you have to move on. They aren’t coming back. " " ..They promised. They’ll come back. Just.." " *Give me 3 more years.* " -SleepingBagDemon 36
YAY!!! Congrats!! Welcome to the bi club members including you. Myself. And millions of others! / the alphabet mafia (LGBTQ)!! Happy to have you in! Hope You find a chance to say that to more people if you are comfortable and ready to do so! 😁 🎉
No you are the only one who made that discovery Mr intellect! P.S. I bet you are such a loser that check this comment section every night to see your likes! Pathetic!
I love the night time because- like- it’s 4 am and that’s the time where mostly everyone is asleep. You get to experience the silence, and have time to yourself. The reason why I love staying up all night is because, you can listen to music and just listen and have time to yourself to relax. I find it very relaxing. :p
School has recently gotten very hard for me. Everything else is getting better, but school has been near making me panic. All I want is to go to this school geared towards other neurodivergent kids and my current school refuses to let me because I'm, "too smart for that school". I just want to be less stressed.
I have the same problem, I want to go to a shcool for nuerodivergent children but ther are none near by so i have to go to the same school and it stresses me a lot.
Its sad cause like we are here right now seeing eachothers comments but we dunno if we all meet in another lofi but if ur seeing this everything will be ok
It kind of makes me sad seeing people talk about how covid has kept them away from their friends when my life has barely changed at all since covid because I haven't had friends in years.
When you are with your "friends" but you cant wait to get home even though you are enjoying yourself but you hate being alone by yourself.. Is when you have gotten use to being by yourself and its put you out your comfort zone to be with people. jim carry said "solitude is dangerous, its very addictive. It becomes a habit after you realize how peaceful and calm it is. Its like you don't want to deal with people anymore because they drain you energy" i feel that because I'm so use to being solo i just do things to my own tune.. but sometimes when i walk and see views or simple sunrises or sunsets all i ever want is to hold someone or be held by someone. Daydreaming is torture of yourself escaping to a happy place, then coming back to reality sad and alone with the hand which was in your hand in your dream now empty with fantasy.
I am proud of you. For all the things you have ever done. Especially now, when this coronavirus is out there. I am proud of you, for managing to get out of bed and making yourself a breakfast even on your lowest days. For being kind, sweet, and gentle to others. I admire you, for putting all the hard work into the things, you want to achieve. For being the soft spot to someone. I am proud, that you are a strong person, but don’t ever be ashamed that you cry during the night. We all need to let things out sometimes. I’m proud that you can go through things with a beautiful smile on your face. That you can forgive others. That you are learning from your mistakes and view things from a different perspective. I know, that some things aren’t the best for you right now, but keep going and never ever give up. If you won’t try, you’ll never know, how far you can go. Start today and astonish yourself. With all the love, fasinrose.
The reason why I like getting up so early in the morning to go to work, the smell of the fresh air at the crack of dawn, while getting up and going to work at 4-5am isn't so popular, this is the most peaceful moment I have in the day, no people, just you alone with the world for that short time :) it pulls me back to the realisation that the world truly is bigger than us, we're only humans passing by this Earth. Kinda like being one with the environment, its quite spiritual and I love it :) This keeps me sane and myself from the daily hustle of life..
Quarantine messed me up big time. The mental issues that I was brought up to believe to be just my immature weakness turned out to be serious problems. I was fully non-functional for a month. And I fucked up my income hard. And I live alone. And the past is coming back to haunt me. And now I'm dealing with consequences alone. I haven't had this many panic attacks since my mom died. This is what I come to listen to when I study so I can relax. Thank you for that. I don't think anyone will read all of this, but it felt good to say it somewhere.
nope, I've read it. hang in there and don't give up! I don't know any of your pain but my best friend's mum died too, I've seen her suffer. I'm really sorry. hope you find your comfort in this music
Oh hun.. I know this was posted a while ago, but I really hope you're doing better now. And if not, then that's okay. You've been working too hard- your brain needs rest. I swear you can keep pushing through the days though. Keep some water and snacks by your bed for the days you cant get up, I've noticed it helps at least for me, if I get the motivation to eat those days. But I promise you can get through this okay! One day at a time, I swear itll get better some point, but until then just know it's okay to cry, it's okay to sleep for hours and hours to try and escape for a little while. Just please take care of yourself, if not for you or the people who care about you, then do it for me. I may be a stranger but just know itll make me happy to know that you're trying or even just hanging in there and you're so strong for doing that. Ily random person
I’m sorry... pain of los is awful and having panic is so hard ! I lost my mom too, 3 yrs ago. ... it has gotten better with time . Best of luck to you. God bless
Anyone seeing this... I know life may be hard rn.. and I’m so sorry.. I’m not gonna say “it’ll get better soon” cause what if it doesn’t?!.. But I am going to say.. it will be better some day, and your doing amazing right now. Your a wonderful human and I care about u, don’t ever leave this earth. People who are rude and cruel don’t deserve you.
Hey Alysha, I'm sorry things aren't going too well right now but things always get better.. eventually. Even though you are a stranger I'm rooting for you. You can do great things. I really hope things get better.
I support you 100%. Please remember that the most important relationships we have, are the ones we choose to make. Not the ones biology chose. If your blood related family doesn’t support you, remember your chosen family that you have now, and that you will have in the future. You are so loved!!
While I'm sad that the older upload was deleted, I am happy that the songs are now in sync with the timestamps. I love thd addition of the different lighting as it now reflects the time in the title
Just got home at 5am, wasted. Another night of stone cold rejection and the never ending loneliness. *sigh. it's okay though bro's, we will all get through this. We will feel like kings someday soon
Hey Yes you. Please dont scroll I know I'm a Stranger just typing something in the comments. But please stay for a while No Matter how hard your life is in this Moment Trust me, It'll get better There is a Person that loves you Somewhere in this world You're probably in a dark place We all have been there Youre not alone Trust me Even if I'm a Stranger here... Feeling suicidal? Please dont. I think you Matter You're the best stranger I've ever met Do something real quick for me Drink some water WAIT! DONT WIPE THE WATER OFF YOUR LIPS YET! see how they glimmer and twinkle? Its just like you Even in the tiniest bit of light you shine If you want to take your life, think about something There are 7 Billion+ people on this earth Someone out there, they think youre perfect They love you so much Imagine how much you'd hurt them if you left... I still dont know you cause I'm a Stranger for you...and youre one for me But someone out there loves you, I promise So keep fighting You'll win, no Matter how hard it is "Fight the storm to see the rainbow" Remember that, okay? :] Good, I love you 🥺 Stay safe, handsome / beautiful
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The comment section of your videos always feels like an otherworldly safe space and I appreciate that a lot
Thanks for listening 🥰
geyy
well i hope you have good day
While I love this as well, I see how many hurt souls there are. We can mend what’s broken, in love. Let’s all just love
@@augustjede7707 𝓘 𝓱𝓸𝓹𝓮 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓱𝓪𝓿𝓮 𝓰𝓸𝓸𝓭 𝓭𝓪𝔂
The fact that I can just leave this world and stop existing whenever I want is both scary and relieving
I think it’s better to stay and wait to see what happens. Even if it’s bad it’s better to know your alive to see it
@@patchesuwu453 people say that, but i cant see it
@@mort6578 hey, fellow stranger, I hope you are doing allright...
@@mort6578 of course there is pain. sometimes even so much that it "feels better" to just leave it behind all along. but most of the times, it IS worth to endure it. to get through it. because melancholy holds a lot of gentle strength, that is often be overlooked. embrace it is all i can say, it will get better some day and then you will be happy that you've made it all the way :) peace
Just came hear to do homework and wanted to teak a break and look at comments… I don't know how to feel about this.
I feel numb and exhausted, I have C-PTSD and I'm having a lot more flashbacks lately. I feel like I won't be able to sleep tonight but if I try I definitely don't want silence to fill my mind.
I wish you to have good sleep tonight, my friend. I'm sorry you have to go through this.
It's like 6:36 am. This seems like the perfect place to be.
I'm not very emotional, I'm sad but the happiest I've ever been. I enjoy myself the most in the moments I spend loving myself. The advice I have to give to those who don't know what to feel is this. No matter who you are, what you want to be, and who others tell you to be, No matter how many people say they dont love you and no matter how many times people leave, you always have that voice in your head. It may say awful things, it may encourage you, it may try to break you down, but this voice is your number one strength. Learn to listen to what it has to say. Sit and think about what it brings to your attention. Then realize you just need to love yourself. Once you do that, you don't need anyone else. Its hard and it hurts. You'll have to accept somethings about yourself that youve wanted to not let out for a long time, but you want someone to love you, and you're the one person you can always count on. You can't really judge yourself. So here it is. I'm at my saddest point and it makes me so happy, because I finally feel something again.
Nothing's worse than seeing the sun rise after staying up
Hearing the birds wake up chirping is the real deal🥴
I think you mean nothing is better. Taking in the new day. Doesn’t happen often. Being able to hear the birds. See the light pour into your life. Literally. The light of your day. Coming towards you like a hug. I think it’s nice.
@@biblybims9868 that resonates with me. Although to be fair, they usually start chirping around 1-2 hours before the sun comes up.
@@sammytime2996 I completely agree, but it also sucks because at night, like at 2-3 am mainly, is when the world is silent, when its so quiet it’s peaceful, and when the sunrises, people wake up, the worlds awake, there lots of noise, and its easy to miss the silence.
I find it quite relaxing actually
Im happy. Yet sad. I lay awake in my concrete bed. Feeling lonely yet glad. The surreal silence softly flowing throw my head. A violent storm or a world of tranquillity. I can never tell. I sense the crisp 5am autumn air fighting to tear through the thick sheet of night enveloping all truth and perception . The dancing sunlight, a beacon of hope, shadowing my every thought corrupting my mind, leaving festering concepts manipulating my actions. Im happy. Yet sad
Nobody ever described what I felt in such beautiful words. Thank you, I hope youre doing ok✌
this is just what i needed. hoping that life gets better soon. I got accepted to all the colleges i applied to, my anxiety has been bearable, i'm actually getting a few hours of sleep now but I'm still dreading the future. I'm scared, i just want to stay in this bubble of peace ...
the irony in our happiest memories making us the saddest when we reminisce.
i have a hard time sleeping and it is literally almost 5 am rn. i hope this playlist can help me sleep comfortably.
This got recommended to me at 5:02 am 🤔
Same rn for me its 5:32
4:55 for me 🙃
Bro same it just turned 5:02am for me 😔✌ wut is even slep
Last night I went to sleep at 5:43. Instead of staying up Imma wake up early.
5:08 here I have been seeing that on my recommended for a bit but wanted to wait for the right day to listen to it
As soon as the video started with the alarm sound my cat went “bwrr?” And lifted her head and had an expression that almost seemed like she was having a flashback to maybe a previous human life or something. It was kinda funny- normally I wouldn’t come up with an idea like that, but reading the comments on these makes it nice to imagine things :) it‘s also 5am for me as I write this. Gonna go to sleep soon
When you are with your "friends" but you cant wait to get home even though you are enjoying yourself but you hate being alone by yourself.. Is when you have gotten use to being by yourself and its put you out your comfort zone to be with people. jim carry said "solitude is dangerous, its very addictive. It becomes a habit after you realize how peaceful and calm it is. Its like you don't want to deal with people anymore because they drain you energy" i feel that because I'm so use to being solo i just do things to my own tune.. but sometimes when i walk and see views or simple sunrises or sunsets all i ever want is to hold someone or be held by someone. Daydreaming is torture of yourself escaping to a happy place, then coming back to reality sad and alone with the hand which was in your hand in your dream now empty with fantasy.
Sometimes I wish I didn't need to sleep at all. Nighttime is just so peaceful and calm... I can just sit in an empty kitchen, listening to music, absentmindedly sketching something, looking at the stars, sipping tea and not worrying about anything in the world. Kinda feeling like a child again. Careless and free. No responsibilities, no expectations, no problems. Just you and the night.
It's probably silly to do this. Dump my heart out into a comment on a TH-cam video, to millions of strangers. People ill never know. People who probably don't even care. But here I go anyway.
This year has been hard. Harder than any year I've faced before. I've gained so much, but lost so much more. every day is a constant roller coaster and the whiplash is leaving me feeling like there is less and less of me left. I'm trying to hang on. I know it'll all be OK in the end, the pain I'm enduring is just a pothole in a road that'll hopefully go somewhere... but lately that road seems so long and I'm so tired. The worst part is.. I don't know who I am anymore. The latest blow of being left by someone I thought would be by my side forever has me reeling. Realizing just how bad off I was in the relationship... realizing how little he ever actually cared about me.. realizing that I'm not needed in anyone's life, that I can be replaced in any given moment, it all weighs so much. Even now as I type this comment tears are forcing their way down my face despite my best efforts to fight it back. To tell myself there's no reason for me to cry, tears won't solve anything...
But I'm here. I guess that's what is important. I'm here. I've survived.... even though sometimes the crushing sensation makes me wish I hadn't.
I love you dude
Jessietehwolf Studios It is pointless as for if you lack willpower then you are doomed
I love you. I may not know you but you are loved
Love you bro.
@jessietehwolf. You have you, you are your stongest partner, you are your rock, you are your inspiration and you are your motivation. Never give up, never surrender and through all the years and the pain keep smiling because you never know who looks for strength in seeing your smile. Be the light other's need to see to remind them of the light they once had. Never give up and never surrender. This is just the beginning and I promise each day you'll start to fall more and more in love with yourself until one day you attract that same energy and until that day love yourself like noone else can stop you. Be happy, find your happiness, manifest your happiness and whatever you do NEVER GIVE UP. You woke up today for a reason, the universe has no accidents. We need you, your future needs you, your family needs you, I need you, and the world needs you. Without you this world would be a much darker place so please use your superpower smile to brighten someone else's day and whatever you do never give up and never surrender. Smile on, live on, love on. Sabali🤙🏼
It may not be 5am now but this is my mood for them sleepless nights...
You're free at night time... nothing's tethering you down. it's just you and your emotions at the end of the day.
I like how the video is exaclty an hour and 30 minutes long. So it being 5 A.M, you would finish listening at exactly 6:30 to start the day or go to sleep finally. It's something I would do :)
That alarm clock in the beginning scared the remaining life out of me
That alarm at the beginning set the mood
i hope the world gives you something to hold to. something to make the passage of time less of a chore. i want the idea of another day feels less draining for you.
you should be able to be happy
this is a hope, for something small, everyday, to make you feel better. to take the edge off of day to day life.
This feels like a nice place to get some stuff off my chest:
I'm having trouble sleeping because... well because my dad died and life has never been harder.
He won't get to see me graduate.
I can never come out to him.
He didn't see Mt 18th birthday.
I won't have my first legal drink with him.
I can never tell him I love him, which I never did enough.
He thought I hated him. He died thinking his daughter hated his guys and it incapacitates me everyrime I think about it.
It's so hard to imagine making it through this.
It feels like I have to do it alone.
I miss him so much.
hey i know this is from a month ago, but it's not your fault. people seem to be taken from us at times when we don't expect it and we all regret things that we wouldn't have if they were still with us. i'm sure your dad knew you loved him, because words aren't the only form of expression. i hope you're doing better now
im sorry to hear that, your father knows u love him, love is a feeling not a word or an action, he felt your love when he was alive. he'll be with u always, in your heart and memories, remember the good things, like that travel, that good lunch you had with him, remember the gifts, the hugs. trust me, he knew you loved him, im pretty sure he loved you with all his heart 💖
Oh shit now I cant stop crying but i know I’m barely shedding a fraction or the tears you shed, that must suck like really really really suck. Just know that you’re not alone, It’ll get better. Losing a loved one is never easy trust me lol.. mega big internet hug for you
it's 6:22 A.M. and I haven't slept
thank you ;)
It just turned 6:00AM and I have been up all night
Do you sleep during the day or do you just not sleep much?
@@emilymorris868 normally I sleep through the day when I don’t have school.
I like being lonely.. I like being alone... I don’t like help... I don’t like people... I like being on my own... I like sleep cuz then I’m numb.. but if I sleep too much I’ll forget I’m still young.. with only broken dreams to fill my mind
I feel you, that's why I love the night.. when I'm just by myself, where I can feel valid and understandable. I always push people away , I don't like reaching for help or others to help me maybe that's why my depression was always there but I learned that it's ok to ask for help when you really need it , you don't have to deal with everything alone ♥️
school is so much pressure it feels so hard at times. i start crying because of it, having episodes. it sucks. now i have an overdue project i have no clue how to start and im so tired i might pass out. wish me luck
hey, just wanna say this even tho it's might not help at all, but we both are going to the same situation. you're not alone, you'll get through this. everything is going to be okay, not sure when, but we'll get there :) good luck and I LUV YOU
thank you!! this makes me a feel a lot better :)!
its 5:42 rn and i havent slept i have cryed so much no tears are coming out its just pain
Whoever is reading this, and you’re in pain. Just stop rq and please give me a a minute or two to tell you sum. Listen bby, I know you’re hurting, and that is perfectly okay. The amount of people that are here in these comments, watching this video probably at the same time as you, and the ones who watch before, and after you, may feel the same way as you :) You are never alone. I know how you’re feeling, but at the same time, maybe I don’t. People have there own type of pain and it’s okay to go through it, If you wanna kill your self, and you wanna end it all thinking that it’ll end your pain. It may end your pain, but that pain passes on to the ones who truly love and care for you, such as family, friends, maybe even pets, and so much more. You have sooo many things in life to accomplish, and goals to reach. Reach those goals, and once you do, make new ones and make everlasting memories with those you love. Make the impossible, possible. You don’t wanna end it all, you want the pain to go away and be happy just like others in this world. You mean the world to everyone and I am one of those people that care for you. I love you so much and if I had to chance to give you the biggest hug, I would hug you until you I could feel your sadness and sorrows went away:). You’re beautiful/handsome, amazing, talented, smart, and you deserve the entire world. You’ve been holding on for so long and I am so proud of you for keep going. You’re so strong in, and out. Make sure you eat 3 meals a day, okay? I want you to wake up every morning, thinking about how god gave you this gift to be alive, and to know that you’re alive for a reason. There’s so many purposes towards your life and I know god has an amazing plan for your future
i needed this, i love you from the bottom of my heart
"So if you fall inlove, and you get together, but they eventually break your heart. Which I really hope they don’t do... Tell me and I’ll dig their grave for you" So you want to murder people who simply don't want a relationship anymore? and for whatever reason it didn't work out. I'm surprised since this started out like one of those wholesome inspirational speaches.
@@zakosist Lol, noooo, ofc not like that, like if they cheat on you or something yk
@@jamy7344 Well that's more understandable. I think in many cases people may simply be a bad match and its not always a part that's cheating or abusive involved
keep up the good work, everyone
That alarm clock noise at the beginning fucked me up cause that's what my alarm clock sound like.
I agree! I had a clock that had that alarm and it scared me so bad each morning I used it. I would wake up with my heart pounding really hard and it took a while to calm down again. So now, every time I hear that alarm, I get freaked out. Now I use my phone with nice music, which wakes me up but softly.
It's legit 5 and i got this recommended.. uh okay.. idk where my life is taking me
The alarm in the beginning sounds exactly like mine
Dude that’s like every alarm
Hahaaa
this would make some good streaming music
I'm just gonna express here. (I'm sorry)
Why is it whenever I make a friend that seems amazing, says they will always be there but then the second they get bored, they ignore me and the other friends call me annoying then block me. Then I have this friend group that always welcomes me in but then says how much they hate me. Another friend group just pretends to be there, then whenever I say something they just ignore it. I'm tired of feeling like a ghost. I'm tired of being the only one who cares then being called a no life. I'm sick of being called trash by my "friends". I can't even have a new friend without thinking every day how much they probably don't like me every day but feel pity, I just want to not feel like I'm gonna be left behind the second they get bored. My school is getting too overwhelming, my rooms a mess, and I have the most annoying personality, and I look a mess. I understand why they wouldn't like me.
To help these problems, just listen to this cause you know it tells the truth, I haven't slept, it's 5:21 when I wrote this, I feel upset but too scared to let it out and burden someone. But it's okay, it soothes me to hear the chirping of birds and seeing the calming sunrise, along with this pleasant music, I want to be better, I want to stop being sad, I want to have hope, I want to love myself and "friends". Is that bad of me?"
All these feelings are perfectly valid and very ok. These "friends" of yours, don't not sound like friends at all. You have the perfect personality, the perfect look, and you deserve love! Stay living, my friend.
@@ratsonthetable Thank you so so much. You too friend
I hope you're doing better. Those "friends" sound like they have issues of their own to work out. I'm sure you're an amazing person and your real friends are going to be so happy they have you!
@@KerriB thank you so much, that's good advice, I don't think they are that happy tho
That upper arm strength is a feat itself, and they haven't slept yet.
they arm is asleep though
The power, its unreal
Must be the work of an enemy stand user
I train my right arm every night, I bet that bear does the same
Mr. Tree I misread bear 🐻 as beer 🍺 . Whoops 😅
just noticed they're watching "that 2 A.M. fresh air"
cool
Amateur
It is 2:37am now and I can't sleep I don't know why
Oh my god really?
hes watching his dog gf more like
It's actually 5 A.M. and... I haven't slept......
yep
Same
Me rn
same
Me too, i drank too much coffee
"That 2AM Fresh Air" and "It's 5AM And I Haven't Slept" are two of your best uploads! Also a huge fan of Lofi for Ghosts/Ghosts2/Witches. Please keep up the good work :)
Could not agree more👍
I love the 2 am one so much. Especially with the backgrounds
Nice Apple core Nex! thanks for the kind words and supporting me 💜
Wow, those two are my favorites too!
I also agree
New Achievement Unlocked: The Scroller
Lmao
is for me?
Omg yesss. I am just laughing from 'DePrEsSeD' kids xD
Nope, I’ve earned that achievement a loooooong time ago.
*sigh* It's too early to argue with this comment
"Too early to get up. Too late to sleep"
Bruv it hits when you wake up in the middle of night refreshed like it was day you look out your window like 😰👁️👄👁️😿
@@ACommon.Mistake IKR? and then 11am comes around and then its just- eugh
What 3:50 in the morning be like.
This is true
I'm watching this at 12:12 am
Insomnia gang who’s in, meetings are at 3:00 AM every Saturday
im in! hm
I'm in!
I’m in
✌
I'm in
I don't think this comment will ever be found
But it's 3:51 AM here, quarantine has messed up my sleep schedule big time, school for me is starting in 3 days, I have a speech to prepare for and here I am, just vibing this lofi music. I understand I'm behind on school work, but honestly for once my stress for the future finally faded away. The last few weeks have been really shitty but I've finally calmed myself down, so for once I'm going to take in the moment and relax
P.S if you ever have this moment too, relax my friend, these moments don't last forever, so take it all in
Sooooo....how'd it gooooo?
hows school
hows your school been? i hope your speech went well,
have a nice day, you are loved and you're valid!
All I wanna say is love the vibe of listening to this and scrolling thru the comments and for u my friend good luck u got this
Same tho its 2:50 am on a Saturday and i have a huge essay due monday. F**k school these comments are so relaxing
god i just want to cry into someone's arms without feeling like a burden.
You are never a burden in anyway. If anything cry, and get it out, but know you are never really truly alone
Needing to cry doesn't make you a burden. Let it out so you can make room for different feelings. Like peace or joy 💚
mine are wide open buddy :)
I feel the same way, my arms are always open if needed one, and if you have instagram my user is @jrt_user37 :)
Ayo baby girl I’ll hold you in my arms 🥰
Don’t worry what’s your number? XO
Too Early To Get Up, Too Late To Sleep.
Too Early To Regret, To Late To Take It Back.
Too Early To Get There, To Late To Say Sorry.
Too Early To Live, To Late To Die.
I can feel you 😓
Too*
*too early to die too late to live for me
I can feel myself fade away
To late to pee to early to hold it in😔⛓🔪
with this quarantine thing I messed up my sleep schedule big time, I mean it was already off but now... Now I sleep all day and wake up at night, so that I can truly be alone. It's crazy only hearing the voice in your head, and even music can't help. I put myself in this situation and I never understand why I like self-sabotaging so much 😅 I mean I don't cut don't puke but god I feel like I've ruined my life in so many ways
Edit: Hope y'all are doing better, shower yourselves with the love you deserve.
@@nano_2252 Right? The worst part is that I cry all the time cuz of how lonely I am
@@mellowchamallow9699 Are you me? why do you sound so like me?? lol
@@KhanhLe-cx9bb lmao we a messed up generation:) have a good life~
@@mellowchamallow9699 My friends, its your decision to be messed up and its not fault of the gen. Clear your mind, see the things as what they are and take ur stuff to create the life u want. dont sleep on yaself. Its time to be the creator of your UUUUnivers!!
@@neonXfuzzion hahaha thanks, that made my day
Nights are very interesting... I feel so alive all alone but then... very empty.
I can’t help but relate to this comment
@@ilyafernanfez3161 same (っ˘̩╭╮˘̩)っ
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❤️ I’m here for you
Sam’s Wife thank you
I really want a life when I go to bed just because I'm sleepy.
Not to escape from the reality.
I think youll find your peace soon! You can make it through this!:3
Mood
This is accurate....
That's what i do too
I wonder if some day we'll be able to reach that, it seems... so far away, doesnt it....
Tracks:
Tracks:
00:01 1. Jordy Chandra - Will U Stay with me
03:16 2. Aqualina - dawn
06:02 3. arvnd - someone text me, i'm bored
08:25 4. surf blue - under the waves
10:21 5. arvnd - you'll find a purpose someday
13:02 6. baechulgi - limitations
14:32 7. Barradeen - My Way
16:26 8. BVG - wanna go get a crêpe
18:23 9. electricsheep42 - Hour Glass
20:30 10. Ghostrifter Official - Midnight Stroll
23:38 11. Ian James - saturday night rain
25:19 12. isko - M3 GTR
27:42 13. MujjO - those winter nights
29:39 14. Ruko - Broken
31:29 15. S T A T I C - Moving Day
33:39 16. Sunlight-91 - sorry if it's winter
36:40 17. surf blue - islander
39:22 18. zrr - Air & Space
🔁Repeat
could you please pin the comment? just so it's on top and we can find it easier
Cami126 this is also in the description
@@it_Nexus562 yeah but a lot of ppl don't check it
@@StarrySkyyyy sounds like their problem then
I feel like the youtube algorithm is trying to tell me something.
Sleep boi
I think u should sleep .. (◡ ω ◡)
5
Yeah sleep
Don't feel left out. TH-cam recommended me "Playlist for those who feel like a second choice"
God I miss when I used to enjoy waking up. I miss when I was younger and the world was a little less fucked up. I miss when the worst thing I had to deal with was a math class and a school bully. Those days are far behind me and I'm realizing how much I took them for granted.
I truly Hope Things have gotten better in the last two months for you and if not i hope they will. Life sucks even if i really shouldnt complain as my only problem right now is that i feel stuck and judged all the time. I wish you the best
Hey Selina hope u doing okay. If not than just remember all the people who judge you really doesn't matter. Your real ones will always love you without judging. & You are a kind soul, i hope you will find what you are looking for. God bless you.
@@selina1675 feeling stuck and judged are two of the worst feelings to have together. If you need to complain then do so because getting it off your chest is a lot better than letting it fester till it becomes a huge problem.
The world is always shitty just stop going on the internet as much and don’t watch the news or follow politics, the world always seems less shitty when you don’t know about the shit
Honestly same I took them for granted as well and now look.
I have autism and I always put in this or that 2am fresh air when I'm having sensory overload and it always helps 💚💚 thank you for your amazing work! Keep it up!
Sam Hopkins ❤️
I have sensory overloads too and you made me try it (hint:it works) wish you well sam 💙
I have ADHD and have found that these help a whole bunch when I’m trying to get work done but I can’t focus!
I have OCD and when I get sensory overload I listen to music also =) Sufjan Stevens is nice, I really like the sound of strings and chords that feel full, is very soothing for me highly recommend))
I have it too, and i lisen some lofi :)
I understand you
I feel personally attacked by the title
Well don't ♥️
in a peaceful way
😂😂
Same honestly-
Yup .. Me too .. ꒰⑅ᵕ༚ᵕ꒱˖
Completely ad-free for your listening pleasure! Mid-roll ads help videos get picked up by the algorithm, but they completely ruin the chill vibes you came here for. Share this video and give it a thumbs up to help Homework Radio get noticed by our community instead. Let’s bring chilled music to everyone who needs it! 💜 Thank you so much and love to you all - HR
I really like these images with the bear like creatures in their world. You should do more of these backgrounds :-) thank you cheers
We love you homework radio
Terrell Zen panda
Very gracious, thank you for the uninterrupted vibes
I was really waiting for its re upload 😊. Awesome music👌. Keep the awesome work going on, cuz we will always support you.😘
I used to fear the dark. Now it brings me comfort.
I hope you are doing well my guy 💖 stay safe and take care,
Merry Christmas
Theres a word for finding comfort in the dark!! Nictophila: An attraction to darkness or night; finding relaxation or comfort in the darkness. I thought that is pretty cool
@@annieke9684thats really interesting! Didnt know there was a word for that , well , I guess you learn something new everyday 😂
The dark abides.
Yes.
Wish it would be night forever so that I don't have to deal with this world. Night helps me feel calm and happy, I wish I could bring that feeling in the day.
I feel exactly the same, hence my name
Yup... my mom thinks I cant sleep and sometimes I can't... but I also don't want to so I've kinda stopped trying. Everything the sun comes up i wish it away so i could just have a few more hours of sleep. Night always ends too soon. I wish we could make like a little nocturnal community. No daytime problems allowed.
Most of us feels the same i think
It'll be a little cold but we can take it right?
who hurt you dude
@@ghostclipping291 probably a lot of people. Its clear theyre dealing with something heavy.
I stay awake so late because I don’t want tomorrow to come. I’m at peace and alone at night I don’t wanna give that up
i feel this. its like maybe if i dont sleep, itll stay 1am forever and i wont have any responsibilities or tasks
Every night i stay up till it's 8am.. I think i don't ever feel like i want to put this day to an end and start another day. Like i wasn't able to begin another day. Yet still every time i eventually fall asleep and have to start the next day anyway, albeit later in the day. I guess this way there's less day for me to endure. And more night to enjoy my own time..
Exactly. I could procrastinate my life away if I was given the opportunity.
This, this is why I'm up late at night
*Free hug over here*
Aww thanku 🌺✨
Thank youuuu
:(
* HUUUUUG *
Thank uu
mood
Ummm why are u verified?
Dolana Xoxi do you have a problem with that?
Oh nice to see you here, love your covers btw
hi Selphius hätte nicht gedacht das ich mal einen Kommentar von dir hier finden werde, doch will nur sagen das ich ein großer fan von deinen Videos bin und du eine sehr schöne stimme hast ^^ hoffe du machst weiter mit deinen schönen Liedern :D
@@dolanaxoxi1124 they are a voice actress
Funny how internet strangers care more about you more than the people you've known your whole life
It's sad but true, my friend.
Sad reality
Virtual hugs to everyone who needs them ❤️
I think it is also because you see how cheap it really can be to make someone's day you can just say that you send virtual hugs and various things and they cost you nothing but can make someone else feels so good so people do it because it feels good and is so easy
Ay man I get what you're saying
I saw a lot of sad comments so here:
My life is slowly starting to get better. I'm going to go to the therapist soon to solve all my problems. My mom is not going angry as much as she was before. I'm stoping feeling insecure. My sleeping problems are still not fixed but I will slowly try to do something with them. Everyone wish me luck!
@@evanking709 Thank you, I wish u the same ❤
i have a feeling that u are going to make it! i really believe in you and good luck!!!
Wish you the best of luck! If things are looking up now, then gud for u! : 3
Best of luck!! 🙏
Good luck dear 🍀✨
Dang, I’m an hour late.
It’s 6AM and I haven’t slept..
I'm 5 hours to early
All of you should not sleep, keep staying up guys! You can do it! Stay up as much as you can.
Accurate
I'm really late its 2:01for me in the afternoon...should I not be listening to this?
Lol its 9AM and I haven't slept..
When it’s 6am
Oop- hai ander ;^;
when its 9 am
As soon as the video started with the alarm sound my cat went “bwrr?” And lifted her head and had an expression that almost seemed like she was having a flashback to maybe a previous human life or something. It was kinda funny- normally I wouldn’t come up with an idea like that, but reading the comments on these makes it nice to imagine things :) it‘s also 5am for me as I write this. Gonna go to sleep soon
@@charlottestevens6952 nice
It’s 6am and I haven’t slept in two days woo party
During quarantine, I think I'm going to memorize all the lofi songs
I honestly wish you good luck.
Already did xd
So far in quarantine I counted I watched
364 lofi songs
My goal is 1,000 before quarantine is over
Snowman is da best lofi song plz listen to it :3
Impossible
I feel like I haven’t had a moment to breathe in years. I wish I could put everything on pause and just exist in the world for while, stare at the sky without a care, walk the streets with no plans, not a single worry about tomorrow.
I get that. you're not alone
felt that bro but i believe in another life we’ll eventually get to live carefree just gotta wait our turn
why dont you?
I felt that so hard 😭
@@thomadbearr4631 life responsibilities can suck :/
As I write this, it’s 5 am, haven’t slept yet, I’ve got school in less than an hour and a half, this just makes me feel at ease for once. I hope everyone who sees this has a blessed day, good day everyone
this is me every night, i fail to sleep. sometimes i wonder how im even alive. hell the only way i can get to bed early is just a bunch of THC sometimes i even wonder what happened? i wake up every morning wondering what happend to the world or people around me. it used to be fun to wake up and now its just life if nothing is going up. i even have a weird routine i wake up if i sleep, cook what i think is dinner at times since its so dark in my house, get a drink, eat, hack, and end my day do the same thing. when im high i sit there drowning in what feels like a galaxy, like im stuck in this eternal void that cant be escaped. and other times i feel i accidentally took lsd even though i never have nor wanted to......maybe its just powerful? so powerful-to make me feel like im in space though? im sorry if this was a long paragraph of questions but.........at times this is what goes on in my head-just-drowning in my thoughts.
Good day to you too! Everything is going to be okay in the end and if it's not right now then that means it's not the end.
Wait a minute, you have school at 6:30am?! What kind of cruel school is that?
@@Ender_-uu5th once your in high school you’ll understand unless you are but if you go to college then you don’t sleep
@@Ender_-uu5th highschool. And it’s kinda far from my house so it’s a bit of a drive lmao
It is currently 2:38 a.m here. I found this in my reccomend and I can't stop scrolling the comment section. This year has caused so much pain for so many people. It has forced us inside away from the people we love and care about. It trapped us inside our own heads thinking that is what was best. But it is not. I feel like I'm all alone. I realized that my friends are just people I go to school with. We don't hang out other than at school. The one true best friend I had left me for a boyfriend who broke her heart multiple times yet she still wont see reason. I miss her so much. Even if she left me, she was the only person I could tell everything too. I'm so lonely.
Reading all of these comments has helped me see that its not just me going through hard times. Everyone has a hard time once in a while. You are all loved and appreciated for being here in this world. Everyone matters. The tears will dry into a magnificent rainbow if you believe. Have a nice day.
Exactly 3:01 am here :)
It’s 5:05am here, and I just want to remind you that you matter and you aren’t alone. You’re worth everything and deserve to see the beauty that the world holds, you deserve to experience the joys of life and hug those close to you, and I hope you find it in your heart to stick around and find out what tomorrow truly means
I love yuu. See u blue 🥰
Mishina ❤️
Don't worry. It's a blessing in disguise, we get to avoid all the idiots and jerks of the world without anyone acting like we're freaks for avoiding the idiots and jerks of the world.
im so tired. just tired of everything. and when i needed sleep to cut off this feelings, i can't. i just wish someone to knock me unconscious just so i could forget the present moment. i want to be away from myself but i'm stuck in this hellhole. it's the same all over again. i just want this to be over and get on with the better days they always talk about. but when is it? i'm tired. i'm tired of waiting.
Yeah I feel the same I like to go on social media to cheer myself up, know that your not alone. I hope you're feeling better 💞 we can go through this together😼
Ha you just described me rn i think i keep saying i could sleep and that im dead inside that its become a normal thing for me my family and friends to joke about
say less
"I want to be away from myself" is a very good way of putting it.
Hey..uhh are doing okay now?
Still existing on the otherwise of a screen?
I really want to sleep but I love night aesthetic.
So you value “aesthetics” over health?
@@user-bg7xp8of4p thats also me 🦑
@@user-bg7xp8of4p yes I dont really care about my health very often
Why is there light coming in the window at 5:00am?
This must be a mid-summer scene.
Could be street lamp.
maybe its 5 40 i think?
God, I miss summer. I really feel bad thinking about the mid-summer memories while writing the term paper for my comp gov course 20ish hours before the ddl...
it’s exactly 5am and this is in my recommendations didn’t have to attack me like that yt
5:25 haha
It's 3am for me haha I feel the same
Yt recommendations knows man, they always know...
Bruh same its literally 5:00 am when i stumbled upon this vid in my recomends
I remember when I had depression. Now I don't feel anything at all, sometimes just want to stop living, but not like suicidal thoughts, just being tired of living.
It's like want a hug and want to be alone at the same time. I know you know what I mean.
:) and the worst part is I KNOW I'm losing the things I enjoyed before and I feel bad even more bc of that
@@silverb7020 I understand it. It's really awful feel that way, but also it's difficult enjoy it again
@@ramsesf.7956 What should we really do.. I think I need help
@@silverb7020 If you need help don't hesitate to look for it. When I had depression I needed it to.
Now I'm in the process of moving forward and finding goals for living
@@ramsesf.7956 but I can't, I don't wanna make my parents and my older sister worried.. even tho if I tell them I feel so empty and I want everything to end they will probably say it's normal and don't take me seriously. I hope you find it ASAP. Thank u for being here to talk to me while I felt so lonely ❤️ I love you and thank you for being in this scary world
Hey , 😊
How are you? Not too good huh? 🙁
Oh honey it's okay , its okay to be sad. It's okay to be angry. It's okay to scream , to cry , to shout. But it's not okay to give up - you've only lived a tiny fraction of your life and things will get better I promise. 💖
You are an amazing , beautiful , handsome , talented person so please don't think your not. ☘️
For now , take some deep breaths - in , and out. In , and out. In , and out. 🌬️
Now I think it's time to go to sleep boo : it's late and your tired. Tomorrow will be a better day. 🥰
Goodnight - I love you so much. 🌸
Tysm for all the likes. I hope I've helped a lot of you amazing people. ❤️
Thank you. I really needed that.
Thanks I kinda needed it
I am on the verge of tearing. I appreciate it so much...❤
@@kenkaneki2795 No problem , you deserve to be happy boo :)
Thank you so much for that ❤️
The days are just one big continued circle that doesn’t end everyday is like the other there is just nothing interesting happening in my life what so ever
mhm. its hard to get out of bed because theres nothing to get out for.
@@mort6578 true
Just wait for the good moments we all have them
If you feel like everything constantly repeat you need to change what you're doing. At the minimum you can change what kind of videos and movies you watch and what kind of music you listen to (remember you can still go back to old things later, I'm not talking about actually giving up something), maybe spend a bit more time off your computer too. Maybe trying out a different food recipe helps. If you have the option then start a new hobby, a new job if you hate your current one and go to new places.
Consider getting a pet but only if you could reasonably care for it. From what I got the easiest pet to care for is probably a tarantula, but the one that gives most companionship is of course a dog. There are many options if one doesn't fit.
If you don't want your life to feel overly repetitive you have to do new/different things regularly. They do not have to be something huge, there are many who don't have the option to travel the world and such
@@zakosist What do you mean with new things?
Whoever disliked this was probably a ghost floating upside down and thought it was a thumbs up 👍
I don’t even know anymore. Well, there’s one thing I know for positive. I know, deep down, I wish that everything would just stop. I wish that everyday the corona cases would stop rising, or that people will stop crying to see their loved ones again. I wish I didn’t have to listen to my parents having some type of flu that is in and off constantly. I wish that I can see my sisters and brother again. I just wish everything stops. I want the voices in my head to stop playing events that I despise. I want to stop being such a failure in online schools, even if we just started. I want to stop everyone’s comments about how they’re depressed and lonely, because they don’t deserve to be lonely at all. Maybe, I don’t want time to stop, but maybe I want time to reverse to the good old days. The ones where you can hug your parents, see family. The ones where you would turn on the news and it would just be a dog saving a child. The ones where you first tasted that sweet, sweet ice cream, with a smile plastered on your face, reaching each eye. I guess what I’m saying is, could we just stop time and go back to the Golden days?
I want everything to stop too. Your not alone, and we will get through this together. We are here for you.
Quinncy Animations same, i would like to know what freedom to go in a downtown area without anxiety of seeing your parents car and having to hide S.I. they don’t know your there bc your not supposed to be...I want to not have such an overprotective mother...
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I must be the only person that isn't bothered by quarantine.
"Its 5 am and I haven't sleep"
Not a big shocker I go to bed at 4am and then wake at 3pm I used to sleep later but I cant anymore bc if I do I would still get woken up by my mom. so I could at least eat 1 meal a day. I rather be awake all night bc this is the only time I am not bothered by anyone and I can take the time to reflect on myself but sometimes not un a positive way.
I wanna say thank you bc this playlist has helped me relax alot when it get to late for me to stay up.
i sleep at 6 sometimes 7 am and i wake up at 3 or 4 pm and most of the days i don't eat cuz i don't even get out of bed i only put a water bottle next to me IF. i even felt hungry and im actually not hungry so staying in bed all day is actually better then being with ppl
Nights are very interesting... I feel so alive all alone but then... very empty.
Is this a bot? I’ve seen this comment twice but by different people.
This was recommended to me at 5:40(-ish) am but it's not that I havent slept, I just woke up and cant go back to sleep. I wish it could be 5-6am forever. Before the day begins and you are expected to do something. Time seems to go slow. The air outside is better. The sky is a pretty color. Everything is alright for a little bit.
I once woke up on a plane ride around 5 or 6 am. Everything was so different. The lights were dimmed and everything was so quiet, the sounds of people slowly shuffling around, sleeping, reading. Everything went by so.. slowly. I looked outside and saw the stars glistening yet starting to dissapear as they're threatened by the spotlight of the sun rising higher in the sky. My head was still foggy and my eyelids heavy, as if someone had set a warm blanket over my head, and over my thoughts. Just watching the clouds floating by above or underneath, wishing I could just go out there and run and just shed off all the stress and bad memories I had received on this earth. Ignoring the lack of life in the place except the plane I was in. It's truly a.. strange experience. But I liked it.
In a way there something peaceful about insomnia. I lay there looking at my ceiling in the dark, being completely still. I listen to my breath and feel every inch of my body. There's a calmness. But there's also a dreadful. When I lay there for long enough, the aches of my body being to kick in. I feel every soreness that didn't get well rested to go away. I feel the stiffness in my hips and back from laying so still. Colors become less saturated and the whole world beings to slip away. Never take sleep for granted. For it is a luxury to which I can't afford.
I understand this, all too well tonight.
@@cedricmoonflower9859 :)
Well...I wish you a great recovery ....And I hope you're doing fine now ....God bless
❤️ lovely
Lo-fi seems to be our language here, we talk about stuff according to the music, we vent, encourage, remind and simply be there for other via this music, or any lofi music of any kind. i love this fandom really, it feels so safe, like you're walking through a sketchy alleyway, but there is something around you protecting you.. i listen to others vent, remind them that im always here to talk if you need to, and i vent every so often on some videos..
i wish you all a good day/night/ whatever time you are in.. and remember, im always here to listen to you if you ever need it, have some cookies! 🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪
It's almost 5am and now I want cookies...
...I don't have any cookies 🤤
Let’s be real. For every single one of us it’s in between 2 and 6am
Even though I don’t know anyone here personally, I have never felt like I fit in so well with anyone but the people here. It’s a place where I don’t have to be scared, and I can just tell people about my problems, and try and help others in there’s. This truly is a beautiful culture we all have here.
this is me every night, i fail to sleep. sometimes i wonder how im even alive. hell the only way i can get to bed early is just a bunch of THC sometimes i even wonder what happened? i wake up every morning wondering what happend to the world or people around me. it used to be fun to wake up and now its just life if nothing is going up. i even have a weird routine i wake up if i sleep, cook what i think is dinner at times since its so dark in my house, get a drink, eat, hack, and end my day do the same thing. when im high i sit there drowning in what feels like a galaxy, like im stuck in this eternal void that cant be escaped. and other times i feel i accidentally took lsd even though i never have nor wanted to......maybe its just powerful? so powerful-to make me feel like im in space though? im sorry if this was a long paragraph of questions but.........at times this is what goes on in my head-just-drowning in my thoughts.
Hey thanks man much love❤️I'm here if you ever needed to talk as well, Goodluck🙌
" It’s time to go. You have to give up on them.. "
" .. But I promised them I wouldn’t ever give up. "
" I-.. "
" I know it’s hard but you have to move on. They aren’t coming back. "
" ..They promised. They’ll come back. Just.."
" *Give me 3 more years.* "
-SleepingBagDemon 36
This feels like an ok place to say this
I'm bi
Wow I've never said that before
Update : I’m out to my friends!
I'm proud of you, be proud of yourself too
And its very okay to say that. You might feel alone for a while. But at the end of the road, you will find your people.
YAY!!! Congrats!! Welcome to the bi club members including you. Myself. And millions of others! / the alphabet mafia (LGBTQ)!! Happy to have you in! Hope
You find a chance to say that to more people if you are comfortable and ready to do so! 😁 🎉
Don’t be ashamed to be yourself.....you’re you and no matter what at least I support u☺️
I’m pan!
am i the only one who realized that on the phone screen is actually another lofi video background? or am i just too sleepless and Imaging stuff
Yep
Yes 2am fresh air
I noticed it too! He's listening to music himself.
No you are the only one who made that discovery Mr intellect!
P.S. I bet you are such a loser that check this comment section every night to see your likes! Pathetic!
@@alimovasati4470 actually, you are bully and loser. And you have very serious low self esteem problem
I love the night time because- like- it’s 4 am and that’s the time where mostly everyone is asleep. You get to experience the silence, and have time to yourself. The reason why I love staying up all night is because, you can listen to music and just listen and have time to yourself to relax. I find it very relaxing. :p
you described it perfectly
ok but when do you sleep
@@TheRealSwol 5 am
School has recently gotten very hard for me. Everything else is getting better, but school has been near making me panic. All I want is to go to this school geared towards other neurodivergent kids and my current school refuses to let me because I'm, "too smart for that school". I just want to be less stressed.
I have the same problem, I want to go to a shcool for nuerodivergent children but ther are none near by so i have to go to the same school and it stresses me a lot.
First world problem am I right or am I right folks
Best of luck to you, with everything. I wish I could've gone to a school like that, my life would've turned out so different
i am very confused by the lines of random words these strangers are piecing together lol, but this comment section feels safe haha
Yea, most of this comment section is very nice but the random sentences are confusing
I like how the phone is "That 2AM Fresh Air" :)
Its sad cause like we are here right now seeing eachothers comments but we dunno if we all meet in another lofi but if ur seeing this everything will be ok
This is me 2021 july3
I commented on this vid 5months ago ill keep coming back here every 5months or year
@@ranzrendz7919 lemme know every single time you came back..
@@cuteeesakshi9068 wazzup I'm back again i keep seeing this vid
@@cuteeesakshi9068 im back again lol
@@cuteeesakshi9068 im back again aug 10
if you cry, that doesn’t make you weak, that makes you a strong person who has been holding in all their pain and needed to let it all out”
I have depression and mum knows about it and she says crying is saying your not weak it's to make you stronger
Reminder:
Drink some water today
Thank you, I remembered to drink water because of you
It kind of makes me sad seeing people talk about how covid has kept them away from their friends when my life has barely changed at all since covid because I haven't had friends in years.
It gets so lonely that loneliness is your “best friend”
im starting to think that my 'friends' are just acquaintances
@@snisyy I felt like that for a while so I deleted or stopped talking to everyone, funnily enough no one seemed to care or notice.
Yeah...well I knew I was lonely when everyone got quarantined and I didn't have to switch my lifestyle one bit.
When you are with your "friends" but you cant wait to get home even though you are enjoying yourself but you hate being alone by yourself.. Is when you have gotten use to being by yourself and its put you out your comfort zone to be with people. jim carry said "solitude is dangerous, its very addictive. It becomes a habit after you realize how peaceful and calm it is. Its like you don't want to deal with people anymore because they drain you energy" i feel that because I'm so use to being solo i just do things to my own tune.. but sometimes when i walk and see views or simple sunrises or sunsets all i ever want is to hold someone or be held by someone. Daydreaming is torture of yourself escaping to a happy place, then coming back to reality sad and alone with the hand which was in your hand in your dream now empty with fantasy.
I am proud of you. For all the things you have ever done. Especially now, when this coronavirus is out there. I am proud of you, for managing to get out of bed and making yourself a breakfast even on your lowest days. For being kind, sweet, and gentle to others. I admire you, for putting all the hard work into the things, you want to achieve. For being the soft spot to someone. I am proud, that you are a strong person, but don’t ever be ashamed that you cry during the night. We all need to let things out sometimes. I’m proud that you can go through things with a beautiful smile on your face. That you can forgive others. That you are learning from your mistakes and view things from a different perspective. I know, that some things aren’t the best for you right now, but keep going and never ever give up. If you won’t try, you’ll never know, how far you can go. Start today and astonish yourself. With all the love, fasinrose.
The quarantine can’t make me lonely if I was already lonely in the first place!
The reason why I like getting up so early in the morning to go to work, the smell of the fresh air at the crack of dawn, while getting up and going to work at 4-5am isn't so popular, this is the most peaceful moment I have in the day, no people, just you alone with the world for that short time :) it pulls me back to the realisation that the world truly is bigger than us, we're only humans passing by this Earth. Kinda like being one with the environment, its quite spiritual and I love it :) This keeps me sane and myself from the daily hustle of life..
Quarantine messed me up big time.
The mental issues that I was brought up to believe to be just my immature weakness turned out to be serious problems. I was fully non-functional for a month.
And I fucked up my income hard.
And I live alone.
And the past is coming back to haunt me.
And now I'm dealing with consequences alone.
I haven't had this many panic attacks since my mom died.
This is what I come to listen to when I study so I can relax. Thank you for that.
I don't think anyone will read all of this, but it felt good to say it somewhere.
nope, I've read it. hang in there and don't give up! I don't know any of your pain but my best friend's mum died too, I've seen her suffer. I'm really sorry. hope you find your comfort in this music
yeah, there are people who hear you! you aren't alone or ignored. best of luck, bud!
Oh hun.. I know this was posted a while ago, but I really hope you're doing better now. And if not, then that's okay. You've been working too hard- your brain needs rest. I swear you can keep pushing through the days though. Keep some water and snacks by your bed for the days you cant get up, I've noticed it helps at least for me, if I get the motivation to eat those days. But I promise you can get through this okay! One day at a time, I swear itll get better some point, but until then just know it's okay to cry, it's okay to sleep for hours and hours to try and escape for a little while. Just please take care of yourself, if not for you or the people who care about you, then do it for me. I may be a stranger but just know itll make me happy to know that you're trying or even just hanging in there and you're so strong for doing that. Ily random person
I relate to u.. mental health has been shyte.. but u can always pick up the pieces with the rite frame of mind,I just hope I got the rite one.
I’m sorry... pain of los is awful and having panic is so hard ! I lost my mom too, 3 yrs ago. ... it has gotten better with time . Best of luck to you. God bless
Anyone seeing this... I know life may be hard rn.. and I’m so sorry.. I’m not gonna say “it’ll get better soon” cause what if it doesn’t?!.. But I am going to say.. it will be better some day, and your doing amazing right now. Your a wonderful human and I care about u, don’t ever leave this earth. People who are rude and cruel don’t deserve you.
That was really sweet of you. Hope you are doing great. Best of luck with your life buddy
@@nusratjarin8237 thank you, you too : )
U are so sweet heart thanks for your wishes ❤️❤️
Anyone here? Let's chat for a bit.. I'm currently having an anxiety attck trying to calm down, kinda woking... not much tho, but I like it
Alysha Green how are you doing?
Sara I’m worse, everything’s just falling apart
@@LovinglyC im sorryy
i hope everything is going to get better soon:)
my life is such a mess too
Hey Alysha, I'm sorry things aren't going too well right now but things always get better.. eventually. Even though you are a stranger I'm rooting for you. You can do great things. I really hope things get better.
@@joshgutierrez9854 Thank you so much, I really needed to hear that. You're so sweet!S2
I feel safe here so.....
I’m non-binary and no one knows yet but I feel safe enough to say that here
I’m trans and no one knows it :)
And I hope one day you feel the courage to tell people x
I support you 100%. Please remember that the most important relationships we have, are the ones we choose to make. Not the ones biology chose. If your blood related family doesn’t support you, remember your chosen family that you have now, and that you will have in the future. You are so loved!!
@@jenbennett8227 awww thank you so much I really needed this
Enby squad!! ❤️❤️
I'm also non-binary and currently only out to close friends :)
While I'm sad that the older upload was deleted, I am happy that the songs are now in sync with the timestamps. I love thd addition of the different lighting as it now reflects the time in the title
Just got home at 5am, wasted. Another night of stone cold rejection and the never ending loneliness. *sigh. it's okay though bro's, we will all get through this. We will feel like kings someday soon
Did you just.. sigh through text??
We may not be as kings, as we may just be happy. I guess I've learned not to shoot to high, then I don't get disappointed
Hey
Yes you.
Please dont scroll
I know I'm a Stranger just typing something in the comments.
But please stay for a while
No Matter how hard your life is in this Moment
Trust me, It'll get better
There is a Person that loves you
Somewhere in this world
You're probably in a dark place
We all have been there
Youre not alone
Trust me
Even if I'm a Stranger here...
Feeling suicidal?
Please dont.
I think you Matter
You're the best stranger I've ever met
Do something real quick for me
Drink some water
WAIT! DONT WIPE THE WATER OFF YOUR LIPS YET!
see how they glimmer and twinkle?
Its just like you
Even in the tiniest bit of light you shine
If you want to take your life, think about something
There are 7 Billion+ people on this earth
Someone out there, they think youre perfect
They love you so much
Imagine how much you'd hurt them if you left...
I still dont know you cause I'm a Stranger for you...and youre one for me
But someone out there loves you, I promise
So keep fighting
You'll win, no Matter how hard it is
"Fight the storm to see the rainbow"
Remember that, okay? :]
Good, I love you 🥺
Stay safe, handsome / beautiful
You too, you too. Have a fricking amazing day random stranger on the internet
@@chikenking9895 thanks bro u make my day 🙏 💙
Idk 2021 is so fucking bad u have no idea what I’m going thru and I can’t take it
dude, you just made my night, thank you, i needed to hear/read It, i never realize things til somebody remeber me. ur a great soul, xxx
Not bad Stranger , keep walking.
We are lonely, but we are many ...