I went through a personal depression in 2012-2012 because my GF broke up with me out of nowhere. Everything were so dark and hopeless back then. This song is one of the main songs from that period, besides the unforgiven III, this is the life from dream theater and the album One-X from Three Days Grace. in 2014 I went through my spiritual awakening, but fell asleep again due to fights with my family over my awakening. This was in 2014. Fast forward to 2021: I graduated as an Electrical Engineer, and this incident was dorment in my mind until I started working. As the world turns darker & darker due to hyperinflation and wars, "the day" that I have been working so hard to achieve, will never come. My life have just been a constant flow of depression.
Can feel you bruh. Since my gf broke up with me in 2016 due to her moving to another country, I've had several attempts to find myself someone else and in the end it always ended up in another depression period, questioning my own existence, losing interest in all I've had. At the first time I was stupid enough to make a mistake that bothers me even now - I rejected a girl that I liked because she smoked a lot and drunk. I was dumb cuz I thought that there's no need for us to be together cuz I'm not gonna accept these things, and I had no will to force her to change for me, so I decided to say goodbye before it went too far. And after 1.5 years we met and she said that she wanted us to be together and she still has some feelings left, but at that moment she was already in a relationship with someone else. I felt broken more than ever. I started to hate myself for being so selfish and egoistic. Then in 2019 I've met another girl that seemed to enjoy me and my presence, so after some time I started getting attached to her, and after 4 months of building up our connection I accidentally saw her together with someone else, I realized that she was lying all this time and just using me, while being together with that guy. I got surrounded by depression again, forgot how it feels to be happy for a while again, how can you enjoy life when you always end up in a situation when u realize than all was for nothing, you just continue to exist and do what you need to do to survive. But you don't really live, you just survive. Then, around sept-novem 2021 I found another girl, we were hanging out a lot, and I really felt that this is my person, she was opened, positive, smiled a lot. I could feel that she really is interested in what happens with me and all. Until I found out that she has a bf, she just loves people and is very open minded and talkative. Yet again I got into another black moment of my life for some time because yet again, I find somebody who feels me, is an amazing person and fills me up with positivity for the rest of the day, but her heart belongs to somebody else. And after almost 4 months I found a girl that caught my attention and we started to get to know each other closer. And when I opened myself to her, she said that she cannot imagine us being as a couple because she thinks that I am on another level when it comes to development. She was like "when I'm next to you I'm always laughing and having fun, but I understand that I can't give you anything in return. You will not find anything new from me, I'm super boring and there's nothing interesting you can get from me." Honestly, this was my first time getting rejected like that. And it was strange. I mean, she said a lot of good things about me, but at the same time I understand that it's not what I was hoping to hear. I'm the only guy who gets into these thoughts and is willing to find himself a girl, we're all aged 20-22, and I'm the only one who had a serious relationship, if u can call it heh. I just can't understand why is it so complicated to love and be loved. And each time I give it a shot, I start to think if it's even worth trying? Anyways the result is always the same, I get thrown into another pit of depression and anxiety. I lose interest in life and what I do, turn into a cold-blooded psycho that sees everything in gray colors.
@@my_name_was_stolen Thanks for the reply, I somehow missed this comment earlier. It appears like you got a handle on the ladies. I would say that is an impressive track record for a 22 year old. One thing I have learned from TH-cam is that girls will 9/10 times choose to not be faithful and monkey branch. That is why many red pill guys promote not trusting girls in general, and that marriage is kind of dead because marriage will be used against you in court. Point is don't be to hard on yourself, a modern women don't have the ability to be in a relationship. Expect my ex that I rejected because I hadn't a sufficient income when I was 19 years old. I am trying to go to the gym to gain the ability to defend myself, and most of all keep the head above water, because things seems to get real and being in physical shape will give the upper hand. People respects more in general after 3-4 months of gaining muscles.
Lyrics Born to push you around Better just stay down You pull away He hits the flesh You hit the ground Mouth so full of lies Tend to block your eyes Just keep them closed Keep praying Just keep awaiting Waiting for the one The day that never comes When they stand up and feel the warmth But the sunshine never comes, no No, the sunshine never comes Push you cross that line Just stay down this time Hide in yourself Crawl in yourself You'll have your time God, I'll make them pay Take it back one day I'll end this day I'll splatter color on this grave Waiting for the one The day that never comes When they stand up and feel the warmth But the sunshine never comes Love is a four letter word And never spoken here Love is a four letter word Here in this prison I suffer this no longer I'll put an end to This I swear This I swear The sun will shine This I swear This I swear This I swear
I went through a personal depression in 2012-2012 because my GF broke up with me out of nowhere. Everything were so dark and hopeless back then. This song is one of the main songs from that period, besides the unforgiven III, this is the life from dream theater and the album One-X from Three Days Grace. in 2014 I went through my spiritual awakening, but fell asleep again due to fights with my family over my awakening. This was in 2014. Fast forward to 2021: I graduated as an Electrical Engineer, and this incident was dorment in my mind until I started working. As the world turns darker & darker due to hyperinflation and wars, "the day" that I have been working so hard to achieve, will never come. My life have just been a constant flow of depression.
Unfortunately this is a life we won't be escape until we die :(
Can feel you bruh. Since my gf broke up with me in 2016 due to her moving to another country, I've had several attempts to find myself someone else and in the end it always ended up in another depression period, questioning my own existence, losing interest in all I've had. At the first time I was stupid enough to make a mistake that bothers me even now - I rejected a girl that I liked because she smoked a lot and drunk. I was dumb cuz I thought that there's no need for us to be together cuz I'm not gonna accept these things, and I had no will to force her to change for me, so I decided to say goodbye before it went too far. And after 1.5 years we met and she said that she wanted us to be together and she still has some feelings left, but at that moment she was already in a relationship with someone else. I felt broken more than ever. I started to hate myself for being so selfish and egoistic. Then in 2019 I've met another girl that seemed to enjoy me and my presence, so after some time I started getting attached to her, and after 4 months of building up our connection I accidentally saw her together with someone else, I realized that she was lying all this time and just using me, while being together with that guy. I got surrounded by depression again, forgot how it feels to be happy for a while again, how can you enjoy life when you always end up in a situation when u realize than all was for nothing, you just continue to exist and do what you need to do to survive. But you don't really live, you just survive. Then, around sept-novem 2021 I found another girl, we were hanging out a lot, and I really felt that this is my person, she was opened, positive, smiled a lot. I could feel that she really is interested in what happens with me and all. Until I found out that she has a bf, she just loves people and is very open minded and talkative. Yet again I got into another black moment of my life for some time because yet again, I find somebody who feels me, is an amazing person and fills me up with positivity for the rest of the day, but her heart belongs to somebody else. And after almost 4 months I found a girl that caught my attention and we started to get to know each other closer. And when I opened myself to her, she said that she cannot imagine us being as a couple because she thinks that I am on another level when it comes to development. She was like "when I'm next to you I'm always laughing and having fun, but I understand that I can't give you anything in return. You will not find anything new from me, I'm super boring and there's nothing interesting you can get from me."
Honestly, this was my first time getting rejected like that. And it was strange. I mean, she said a lot of good things about me, but at the same time I understand that it's not what I was hoping to hear. I'm the only guy who gets into these thoughts and is willing to find himself a girl, we're all aged 20-22, and I'm the only one who had a serious relationship, if u can call it heh.
I just can't understand why is it so complicated to love and be loved. And each time I give it a shot, I start to think if it's even worth trying? Anyways the result is always the same, I get thrown into another pit of depression and anxiety. I lose interest in life and what I do, turn into a cold-blooded psycho that sees everything in gray colors.
I'm here if you ever want to talk bud
@@my_name_was_stolen Thanks for the reply, I somehow missed this comment earlier. It appears like you got a handle on the ladies. I would say that is an impressive track record for a 22 year old. One thing I have learned from TH-cam is that girls will 9/10 times choose to not be faithful and monkey branch. That is why many red pill guys promote not trusting girls in general, and that marriage is kind of dead because marriage will be used against you in court. Point is don't be to hard on yourself, a modern women don't have the ability to be in a relationship. Expect my ex that I rejected because I hadn't a sufficient income when I was 19 years old.
I am trying to go to the gym to gain the ability to defend myself, and most of all keep the head above water, because things seems to get real and being in physical shape will give the upper hand. People respects more in general after 3-4 months of gaining muscles.
@@Skittles-vb6dj Thanks man. I appreciate your comment.
slowed + reverb riff is gorgeous
think this has to be my favorite slowed version awesome work
Lyrics
Born to push you around
Better just stay down
You pull away
He hits the flesh
You hit the ground
Mouth so full of lies
Tend to block your eyes
Just keep them closed
Keep praying
Just keep awaiting
Waiting for the one
The day that never comes
When they stand up and feel the warmth
But the sunshine never comes, no
No, the sunshine never comes
Push you cross that line
Just stay down this time
Hide in yourself
Crawl in yourself
You'll have your time
God, I'll make them pay
Take it back one day
I'll end this day
I'll splatter color on this grave
Waiting for the one
The day that never comes
When they stand up and feel the warmth
But the sunshine never comes
Love is a four letter word
And never spoken here
Love is a four letter word
Here in this prison
I suffer this no longer
I'll put an end to
This I swear
This I swear
The sun will shine
This I swear
This I swear
This I swear
Damn soo good 👍
Very good
The wrocław That Never Comes
Wroclaw is going to go crazy and my team will also hear "hahahaha ha, this fucked up guy went to 1 out of 9 poles for the screen installer"
Queda muy bien
On the back ground!!!!!!!!!
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👍♥️🤟🔥🤟👿🤟🔥🤟♥️👍
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Wvo www 🥺
What tuning??
A lot of low end in the venue on this ver
Can you do this again but live version? th-cam.com/video/QQ9TZVJrgP8/w-d-xo.htmlsi=4OUaujJwVzsXIICj please
this hurts my ears
Why? if you say, ı can fix my wrong :)
I think its fine! Its just the way the album and this song was compressed i feel is why it sounds glitchy!