you gotta respect this man for posting NF beats every day for the past 5 years or so I remember trying to freestyle on your NF beats years ago when I was like 13 or something 😂
This is insane!! Did you make this last night for the live steam, I thought you were doing a Spanish style song? Also, someone wanted a turn the music up beat, and you told them to remind you, I don’t know if they did, so I thought I should. Great beat again
verse 1: i remember seeing my mom break down on the bedroom floor i’ll never forget that day christmas 2016, i was nine i remember when i fell off the porch i didn’t fall, i jumped, tried to hurt myself that time you see i live life unforgiven i think i got that from daddy’s anger when he came back from the army something changed within em’ *yeah* trauma built up it might resurface so let me show you behind the curtain all the demons left unspoken might of lead to this moment hook: why why do i fake to to your face when i know i can’t shake off the all the pain i wish i could erase all of my shame i might never change i can’t shake the pain verse 2: since 12 i tried to shake it like it was some dirty clothing thinking if i wash up on it i can just change the color make it back to how it was but thats not how problems work i’ve always tried to talk about it but i thought it would make it worse i was 16 when i was driving to my house, my little called me saying mama and dad were loud and he wanted out things were thrown and he didn’t know how else he could help he was 10 i told him to settle down next weeks we’re living hell dad was out of the house the worst part about that time was the fact my moms soul had died i wasn’t gonna take a side but it felt like that’s what they wanted this time i was walked into the room, saw my moms balling eyes she had her purse with pills inside of it, and i knew a gun was to the side i didn’t cried i knew i had to hide it i had to think fast in that situation i was 16, imagine the pressure building! verse 3: thank god they got their issues solved but this trauma still on the wall i love them with all my heart but there will always be a part that might just hold resentment whenever i feel some tension i get nervous, body itching it’s the trauma kicking in my system
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you gotta respect this man for posting NF beats every day for the past 5 years or so I remember trying to freestyle on your NF beats years ago when I was like 13 or something 😂
😂😂gotta be consistent!
@@H3Music you was making NF type beats before NF was even making music 😂
epic bro
This is crazy fire!! you have my support!
DUDE THIS GOES HARD
Love this 🔥
BARS AS ALWAYS. 🛒🔥
Hoooooof them strings
Absolutely epic - and as per your request, don't forget those TØP beats!
This is insane!! Did you make this last night for the live steam, I thought you were doing a Spanish style song? Also, someone wanted a turn the music up beat, and you told them to remind you, I don’t know if they did, so I thought I should. Great beat again
Crypt if my heart had wings type beat? Also this goes like super hard.
holy f this was different
I bet nf would love to rap on your beats h3music
Just looking a beat for ma next track 🔥
One Question plz bro, wut libraries or vsts do u use for strings, choirs??
Albion One man! Highly recommend anything by Spitfire
can ı use?
Damn, i heard this in the livestream and it sounded really good, but shiii- youtube just had to distort the best parts of this
verse 1:
i remember seeing my mom
break down on the bedroom floor
i’ll never forget that day
christmas 2016, i was nine
i remember when
i fell off the porch
i didn’t fall, i jumped, tried to hurt myself that time
you see
i live life unforgiven
i think i got that from daddy’s anger
when he came back from the army
something changed within em’
*yeah*
trauma built up
it might resurface
so let me show you
behind the curtain
all the demons
left unspoken
might of lead
to this moment
hook:
why
why
do i fake
to
to
your face
when i know i can’t
shake off the all the pain
i wish i could erase
all of my shame
i might never change
i can’t shake the pain
verse 2:
since 12
i tried to shake it
like it was some dirty clothing
thinking if i wash up on it
i can just change the color
make it back to how it was
but thats not how problems work
i’ve always tried to talk about it
but i thought it would make it worse
i was 16 when i was driving to my house,
my little called me saying mama and dad were loud
and he wanted out
things were thrown
and he didn’t know how
else he could help
he was 10 i told him to settle down
next weeks we’re living hell
dad was out of the house
the worst part about that time
was the fact my moms soul had died
i wasn’t gonna take a side
but it felt like that’s what they wanted this time
i was walked into the room, saw my moms balling eyes
she had her purse with pills inside
of it, and i knew a gun was to the side
i didn’t cried
i knew i had to hide it
i had to think fast in that situation
i was 16, imagine the pressure building!
verse 3:
thank god they got their issues solved
but this trauma still on the wall
i love them with all my heart
but there will always be a part
that might just hold resentment
whenever i feel some tension
i get nervous, body itching
it’s the trauma kicking in my system
Really good! My only criticism is that it doesn’t have much to do with the theme, “Irrational”.
Still absolute heat!
The only thing that's irrational is the entire beat. Like as an artist what am I supposed to do with this? It's a mess.