My husband and I have been trying for 5 years and I think the most frustrating part is they have no explanations. Mother's day is really hard for me too. I'm so happy you found the light and blessing of a happy new chapter. It all comes together when it's the right time. ❤️
First of all, I'm so sorry that you're having difficulties, but thank you very much for sharing that with me. It is REALLY hard and the fact that we have no answers is even more frustrating. I agree, wholeheartedly. Each time I just wanted to know what went wrong so I can fix it. I think at some point I even felt that saying "there's no way to know" was a cop-out lol. Anyway, my prayers and wishes go out to you and your husband. Sending you virtual hugs
I would be interested in seeing your plan with mes from before. I use it for inspiration and I really enjoy your videos, so I don't mind if they're late! I love this theme - Lilies are my favourite flowers, so I love seeing them in journal themes. :) Thank you for sharing your story! I would be interested in hearing more about your journey. You're so strong!! I'm glad you were able to have your son. Sending lots of love! ❤❤
Thank you very much for your feedback! I'll release the older videos now that I know everyone's okay with it haha. Lilies are so beautiful! It's one of the flowers that grows well in our shaded backyard :) Thank you again for your comments
thank you for sharing your story, I'm glad you have your son and that you will be celebrating Mother's Day with him and your family! Miscarriages and infertility is more common than we like to think unfortunately. I wish you and your family the best!
Thank you for leaving such a kind comment and I'm so sorry for the delay in replying. I agree, it's way more common and it saddens me but I know that going through that experience has made me stronger so I hope my story can also help others. Thank you again and I hope you have a wonderful week :D
Oh and would love to see the other videos because I usually watch your videos while I’m journaling myself and it’s always a source of comfort and inspiration, it motivates to keep going and I don’t think it matters that it’s a month that already passed, personally would love to watch them🥰
Thank you for your comment and I'll definitely be planning to release the older ones! I appreciate your feedback and am so very glad to accompany you while you journal. It warms my heart :)
You had me bawling 🥺🥺🥺 Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing so much of yourself. It's not easy to do. I wanted to share with you my recent loss. Not a miscarriage but the passing of my Dad. They say that birth and death are very similar and there is no greater act of love but to be there when someone passes. I held my Dad's hand to the very end and hope it brought him peace knowing he was not alone. I'm crying as I type this. Not sure why I'm sharing this but thank you for letting me. Sending peace and love your way ❤️
Katinaaaa I'm in tears! So so so sorry for getting back to to you this late. You have my deepest condolences. I can't imagine losing my father but at the same time I pray that I have the same opportunity to be with him like you did and hold his hand to the very end. You're a wonderful daughter and I know that it comforted him to have you there. Thank you so much for sharing this with me, I am sending all the prayers of healing and love back at you
Thank you for your comment and I'm so sorry it took this long to reply hahao. I'm hoping they were happy tears and dont worry, maybe it'll add a nice touch to your pages ;p
Found your channel yesterday and I'm binge watching all these plan with me videos. I absolutely love your style and the way you set up each month. As a beginner I feel quite intimidated by all the super artsy videos, I don't have great drawing skills nor the desire to learn properly, but I learn so much from you. Love the lengthy video style too, I find time-lapse a bit intense and I have to go back/slow the video down to see how each design element was done. I 100% would like to see March and April too. I truly enjoy your channel and I'm super happy I found it, thank you for all your work you put into these videos ❤️
Thank you for your comment! So sorry it's taken me a while to reply. I'm also glad you found my videos useful. I'll definitely note your feedback and hopefully will get around to releasing the older videos, even if it's just for fun. Welcome to the channel, I hope you stay a long time :)
Bless you ❤️ I've lost 3 and I also have 3 children now and I think the pain never leaves. Well done for sharing and I'm so happy you now have your little boy 🤗
Thank you so much for baring your soul like that. Even though I am not a mother nor am I looking to be one, I found your story so inspiring and beautiful. You, are beautiful! I am so happy for you that you became a mother! *HUGS*
I am setting my focus for May as "one thing at a time" inspired by your April quote. Enjoy your videos. I had 3 miscarriages before I had my 2 daughters. They're grown up now and we are best friends although living over 400 kilometers away from them. They will be my "babies" forever. We have this saying "I love you" then other one will say "I love you more" other one will say " I love you most" but they cannot top my last words "l love you first"! Such a great feeling. Time will heal your 💔. Make sure you deal with it. Forgive yourself if that is what you struggle with. That helped me to heal. Go through the grieving process. That is key to moving forward. Look after yourself and thanks for the yournaling inspiration. I am at the beginning of my bullet journal journey. Started on my 53 birthday.
Thank you so much for your comment and for sharing your story. I'm glad that I was able to inspire you as well and that you enjoy my videos. Also, I LOVE that! "I loved you first" haha. I actually have a similar saying (but not quite so loving) with my siblings, since I'm the oldest and we'd get into fights I'd always say "well dad/mom loved me first" and of course they couldn't top that, hahah. It's all for fun though. The sibling bond can be really strong but even more so is the mother/child bond. I think it's beautiful that you are best friends with your daughters, and I hope I can be just as close with my son. And yes you're right, I should make sure I deal with and grieve for the past, thank you for the reminder. Congratulations on starting your bullet journal journey! And happy belated birthday :)
Thank you for sharing this story. As someone who has gone through this, listening to you be so open and honest about the journey I appreciate it. Please, id love to see the journey footage if you post it.
Thank you for your comment and I'm so sorry for replying this late. I'm glad to hear that my story has been well-received and my heart goes out to you for having gone through it as well. I'm definitely thinking about making a video with the footage and recapping my story with it. I appreciate your feedback :)
It’s sad how some people struggle so much and others don’t care for what they’re given. I know some just can’t parent for reasons beyond their control. I didn’t have children so I can’t say much more than that. I just hope that you’ve found peace. Belated Happy Mother’s Day. Is it ok to say that?
Yes thank you for the greeting. Now that I have my son, it's not so bittersweet to hear, but I agree that it is sad that some people struggle. I hope that talking about it more normalizes it for some. Thank you for your comment!
Thank you so much and I'm sorry for replying this late! Also, I agree, it should be normalized. I hate thinking that there are some people out there who don't want to talk about it out of fear or shame. And thank you, but I'm not the brave one, there have been others before me that allowed me to feel confident enough to share
My husband and I have been trying for 5 years and I think the most frustrating part is they have no explanations. Mother's day is really hard for me too. I'm so happy you found the light and blessing of a happy new chapter. It all comes together when it's the right time. ❤️
First of all, I'm so sorry that you're having difficulties, but thank you very much for sharing that with me. It is REALLY hard and the fact that we have no answers is even more frustrating. I agree, wholeheartedly. Each time I just wanted to know what went wrong so I can fix it. I think at some point I even felt that saying "there's no way to know" was a cop-out lol. Anyway, my prayers and wishes go out to you and your husband. Sending you virtual hugs
I would be interested in seeing your plan with mes from before. I use it for inspiration and I really enjoy your videos, so I don't mind if they're late! I love this theme - Lilies are my favourite flowers, so I love seeing them in journal themes. :)
Thank you for sharing your story! I would be interested in hearing more about your journey. You're so strong!! I'm glad you were able to have your son. Sending lots of love! ❤❤
Thank you very much for your feedback! I'll release the older videos now that I know everyone's okay with it haha. Lilies are so beautiful! It's one of the flowers that grows well in our shaded backyard :) Thank you again for your comments
I would definitely be interested in seeing March and April setups!! It’s good inspiration and soothing lol
Thanks so much! I am definitely planning to get those out, even if it's super late :P really appreciate the feedback, thanks again!
thank you for sharing your story, I'm glad you have your son and that you will be celebrating Mother's Day with him and your family! Miscarriages and infertility is more common than we like to think unfortunately. I wish you and your family the best!
Thank you for leaving such a kind comment and I'm so sorry for the delay in replying. I agree, it's way more common and it saddens me but I know that going through that experience has made me stronger so I hope my story can also help others. Thank you again and I hope you have a wonderful week :D
It's so wonderful that you finally have your son after so much struggle and heartbreak ❤
Thanks for sharing your experience.
I am very blessed and eternally grateful. Thank you for your comment!
Oh and would love to see the other videos because I usually watch your videos while I’m journaling myself and it’s always a source of comfort and inspiration, it motivates to keep going and I don’t think it matters that it’s a month that already passed, personally would love to watch them🥰
Thank you for your comment and I'll definitely be planning to release the older ones! I appreciate your feedback and am so very glad to accompany you while you journal. It warms my heart :)
You had me bawling 🥺🥺🥺 Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing so much of yourself. It's not easy to do. I wanted to share with you my recent loss. Not a miscarriage but the passing of my Dad. They say that birth and death are very similar and there is no greater act of love but to be there when someone passes. I held my Dad's hand to the very end and hope it brought him peace knowing he was not alone. I'm crying as I type this. Not sure why I'm sharing this but thank you for letting me. Sending peace and love your way ❤️
Katinaaaa I'm in tears! So so so sorry for getting back to to you this late. You have my deepest condolences. I can't imagine losing my father but at the same time I pray that I have the same opportunity to be with him like you did and hold his hand to the very end. You're a wonderful daughter and I know that it comforted him to have you there. Thank you so much for sharing this with me, I am sending all the prayers of healing and love back at you
Thank you for sharing your story! Tried to not leave any tears on my journal! Love your May layout. Happy Mother’s Day!!! XOXOXO
Thank you for your comment and I'm so sorry it took this long to reply hahao. I'm hoping they were happy tears and dont worry, maybe it'll add a nice touch to your pages ;p
Found your channel yesterday and I'm binge watching all these plan with me videos. I absolutely love your style and the way you set up each month. As a beginner I feel quite intimidated by all the super artsy videos, I don't have great drawing skills nor the desire to learn properly, but I learn so much from you. Love the lengthy video style too, I find time-lapse a bit intense and I have to go back/slow the video down to see how each design element was done. I 100% would like to see March and April too. I truly enjoy your channel and I'm super happy I found it, thank you for all your work you put into these videos ❤️
Thank you for your comment! So sorry it's taken me a while to reply. I'm also glad you found my videos useful. I'll definitely note your feedback and hopefully will get around to releasing the older videos, even if it's just for fun. Welcome to the channel, I hope you stay a long time :)
Bless you ❤️ I've lost 3 and I also have 3 children now and I think the pain never leaves. Well done for sharing and I'm so happy you now have your little boy 🤗
Thank you so much
Thank you so much for baring your soul like that. Even though I am not a mother nor am I looking to be one, I found your story so inspiring and beautiful. You, are beautiful! I am so happy for you that you became a mother! *HUGS*
Thank you for your kind comment, I am glad you found my story worth listening to.
Happy Mother's Day Cami
Thank you so much
Truly, a happy mother's day ❤️
:) thank you paul!
Thank you for sharing. Your journey will help you in the future because as your beautiful son grow there will be challenges. Happy Mother’s Day.
Thank you for your comment, I really appreicate it! I hope you have a wonderful week
Your voice is relaxing and I love your setup!
I'm so glad!
I am setting my focus for May as "one thing at a time" inspired by your April quote. Enjoy your videos. I had 3 miscarriages before I had my 2 daughters. They're grown up now and we are best friends although living over 400 kilometers away from them. They will be my "babies" forever. We have this saying "I love you" then other one will say "I love you more" other one will say " I love you most" but they cannot top my last words "l love you first"! Such a great feeling. Time will heal your 💔. Make sure you deal with it. Forgive yourself if that is what you struggle with. That helped me to heal. Go through the grieving process. That is key to moving forward. Look after yourself and thanks for the yournaling inspiration. I am at the beginning of my bullet journal journey. Started on my 53 birthday.
Thank you so much for your comment and for sharing your story. I'm glad that I was able to inspire you as well and that you enjoy my videos. Also, I LOVE that! "I loved you first" haha. I actually have a similar saying (but not quite so loving) with my siblings, since I'm the oldest and we'd get into fights I'd always say "well dad/mom loved me first" and of course they couldn't top that, hahah. It's all for fun though. The sibling bond can be really strong but even more so is the mother/child bond. I think it's beautiful that you are best friends with your daughters, and I hope I can be just as close with my son. And yes you're right, I should make sure I deal with and grieve for the past, thank you for the reminder. Congratulations on starting your bullet journal journey! And happy belated birthday :)
What a powerful story and journey!! Thanks for sharing!!!
Thank you so much! :')
Please share any and all videos you have! I love them all! 🙂😍
Thank you so much! I'll definitely be releasing them whenever they get edited. I appreciate the feedback and so happy you enjoy the videos!
Thank you for sharing your story with us! Wishing you an early happy Mother’s Day 💕
Thank you so much!
Thank you for sharing, just know your not alone. Love you
Thank you so much
So much admiration to you -- thank you for sharing your story
Thank you for your comment
Thank you so much for sharing your story ❤️
Thanks for watching!
Thank you for sharing this story. As someone who has gone through this, listening to you be so open and honest about the journey I appreciate it.
Please, id love to see the journey footage if you post it.
Thank you for your comment and I'm so sorry for replying this late. I'm glad to hear that my story has been well-received and my heart goes out to you for having gone through it as well. I'm definitely thinking about making a video with the footage and recapping my story with it. I appreciate your feedback :)
yes please
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It’s sad how some people struggle so much and others don’t care for what they’re given. I know some just can’t parent for reasons beyond their control. I didn’t have children so I can’t say much more than that. I just hope that you’ve found peace. Belated Happy Mother’s Day. Is it ok to say that?
Yes thank you for the greeting. Now that I have my son, it's not so bittersweet to hear, but I agree that it is sad that some people struggle. I hope that talking about it more normalizes it for some. Thank you for your comment!
Thank you for sharing your story! I wish we would normalize talking about the journey of infertility. You are so brave!
Thank you so much and I'm sorry for replying this late! Also, I agree, it should be normalized. I hate thinking that there are some people out there who don't want to talk about it out of fear or shame. And thank you, but I'm not the brave one, there have been others before me that allowed me to feel confident enough to share
God even blesses those who do not acknowledge Him!
If there is a god, I'm humbled he'd bother with me. Seems like there are others who actually walk the faith that need his help more.