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  • @martybodziak8617
    @martybodziak8617 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2681

    What I love most about Taz is how real she is, it really is about her and who she is. This is exactly what TH-cam should be tbh.

    • @AxxLAfriku
      @AxxLAfriku 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      ORORORORO!!! I spend half of my day sleeping! ORORORO!!! Then I sometimes get up and tell you that I am a famous content creatorORORORORO!!! Please don't sleep while driving, dear mqrty

    • @rutiletwins7237
      @rutiletwins7237 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Yes exactly!!

    • @mariyamnisthar9664
      @mariyamnisthar9664 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Ikrrrr

    • @nushratahmed
      @nushratahmed 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Yep

    • @GINSHOTGUN
      @GINSHOTGUN 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      YESSSS

  • @Joan17116
    @Joan17116 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1122

    " my back maybe breaking but my leg.....right now is shaking "
    - Taz 2021

    • @bruh-vk6io
      @bruh-vk6io 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      new poetry print when

    • @cjs3683
      @cjs3683 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      @@bruh-vk6io yesss I would buy 100%

    • @LilyGarden528
      @LilyGarden528 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@bruh-vk6io Or hoodie phrase😁

    • @Joan17116
      @Joan17116 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@BrandonD24 i ain't the quote master dude, let it be.

    • @Joan17116
      @Joan17116 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@BrandonD24It's just my account's name , it doesn't mean that is what I do bruh ♡
      Chillax :) oh and please quote it the correct way so everyone can find out my mistake. Thanks hun !

  • @villytmd1154
    @villytmd1154 3 ปีที่แล้ว +686

    You don't need to worry about being a bad role model! Worst case scenario: 1,5 million people start living on beans and ramen! We can handle it! ❤️

    • @aman8086
      @aman8086 3 ปีที่แล้ว +56

      I think she’s a good role model, she’s definitely a lot more humble and sweet then a lot of the TH-camrs on here, she’s pure hearted and gets happy and excited about the little things, and is as honest as she can be about how she feels, it’s comforting X

    • @neenasingh5256
      @neenasingh5256 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      True

    • @xxxxx22410
      @xxxxx22410 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@aman8086 yes exactly, being real doesn't mean being a bad influence. and I honestly feel so much when I watch her videos, even this one made me feel better about myself. I love her

    • @aman8086
      @aman8086 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@xxxxx22410 Yes, I think she just feels bad because she’s letting her emotions out but that’s not what a bad influence is, that wouldn’t influence anyone badly if anything it would reassure people it’s okay to be having a rough time because she is too. I love her too! and that’s why I think a lot of people enjoy her videos, they always give me a sense of calm.

    • @oluwasemiloreoyeshile5541
      @oluwasemiloreoyeshile5541 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Cutest comment ever!!

  • @chelseagabil
    @chelseagabil 3 ปีที่แล้ว +348

    You guys I realized Taz is one of the only few youtubers I know who never mentions anything about subscribing to her channel or liking her videos

    • @hederahelix4600
      @hederahelix4600 3 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      I never realized that either. And now that you said it - it's totally not surprising. Just gotta lover even more for that.

    • @siimreeno8786
      @siimreeno8786 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      @@chelseagabil sorry to burst ur bubble but that’s the fake taz

    • @nushratahmed
      @nushratahmed 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      @@chelseagabil she's not the real Taz.

    • @brindha6008
      @brindha6008 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      ClickForTaz, um I can see that you like taz but maybe don’t try to pretend to be her ;-;

  • @frozencrystal
    @frozencrystal 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1078

    Hey Taz, just know that a lot of people understand you. I know what it means to be in the worst place mentally and having no one to share it with online, even though you want to.
    And I know what you mean by trying to distract yourself to get better, even though you know it doesn't fix it. But there really is a way to be truly happy. I believe this pandemic really is hurting us much more than we think, and when you'll be out in the world traveling and thriving again you'll feel a bit more complete. I wish you the best

    • @luvely3686
      @luvely3686 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      :)

    • @AckyBoi
      @AckyBoi 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      💖✨

    • @meriem1410
      @meriem1410 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      A ba qui voila

  • @Puficel
    @Puficel 3 ปีที่แล้ว +282

    “Like I am the most dehydrated person I know. Where are all these tears coming from?” 😳 exactly, my point!

  • @vidyarampersad3882
    @vidyarampersad3882 3 ปีที่แล้ว +177

    Also,
    1. You have not over shared.
    2. If you didn't feel emotional, you wouldn't be able to appreciate life's highs.
    3. Happiness cannot exist without sadness (unfortunately).
    4. Thank you. Your vulnerability and honesty was warmly appreciated

  • @PaulM928
    @PaulM928 3 ปีที่แล้ว +883

    Just know you're not alone. It's okay to share these low points. Don't feel you always have to be super happy and positive. This talk was real and I know many people watching, including myself relate to it. If you want to share, we'll be here to listen. If you don't that's fine too. You're an amazing person and have helped a lot of people who are feeling low. Thank you. ✌

    • @harmonyhope1709
      @harmonyhope1709 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      So so true, sending love to you. I can totally relate to this ❤️

    • @will13333
      @will13333 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      You’re so right guys- I do think at least everyone has felt like this at least once. I know that lockdown brung spirits right down! Stay safe guys! :)

    • @chikinnugg5074
      @chikinnugg5074 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I agree @Fuzzjective Films -- Taz is perfectly imperfect, which is why so many watch her channel!

    • @GINSHOTGUN
      @GINSHOTGUN 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      🥺❤

  • @riamathur9907
    @riamathur9907 3 ปีที่แล้ว +136

    ‘i am the most dehydrated person i know. where are all these tears coming from’ THIS IS THE MOST ACCURATE THING IVE SEEN ALL YEAR

  • @harsheend
    @harsheend 3 ปีที่แล้ว +76

    We don’t look up to you as a role model. We watch your videos because you are relatable, man. Please don’t feel pressurised to be perfect.

  • @jojobimo3938
    @jojobimo3938 3 ปีที่แล้ว +653

    Taz is just gorgeous 😭

  • @shriya15slimshady
    @shriya15slimshady 3 ปีที่แล้ว +204

    "I'm basically a plant that needs to photosynthesize"... that should be on a tshirt

  • @koragaazka9881
    @koragaazka9881 3 ปีที่แล้ว +322

    Can't speak for everyone, but I'm here for a true Taz. She's not perfect, nobody is. I'm here because sometimes she's funny, sometimes she's sad. Sometimes she struggles with basic things, just like me. And it makes me feel less alone. Not here for perfection, I'm here for "dairy mayonnaise"

    • @michaelcrean8931
      @michaelcrean8931 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      LOVE THIS COMMENT

    • @Leanne_w
      @Leanne_w 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      She is perfect, she’s perfect at being her true self and that’s all that matters!

  • @AbbyTuangco
    @AbbyTuangco 3 ปีที่แล้ว +190

    “Just living is an occasion.” - well that hit me deep

  • @vanessacorreia5926
    @vanessacorreia5926 3 ปีที่แล้ว +133

    For me, seeing you be vulnerable is not triggering - it is actually encouraging. As someone who struggles with anxiety, it makes me feel less alone. Since you are giving mindfulness a go and enjoy walking and being in nature, try and give forest bathing/mindful walking a quick Google - I have found it really helpful! :)

    • @claudiochoices
      @claudiochoices 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Thats, so true, i spend to much time been anxius, to right down this message touk me like 10 minuts. And sorry about my English i'm from Portugal. And you right She os very inspiring person.

  • @sijimathew4185
    @sijimathew4185 3 ปีที่แล้ว +160

    Okay but when Taz teared up, I broke down. Just shows that even the most confident people go through sad times. I hope that you feel better soon and we really do appreciate having an influencer who we can turn to when we just want someone to be real with us. We love you Taz 💜💜💜

    • @hollybarrett9627
      @hollybarrett9627 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      just respect her for being so honest❤️

  • @ellenthesmellen6126
    @ellenthesmellen6126 3 ปีที่แล้ว +261

    I made myself brush my teeth, drink some of the bottle of water on my bed and reach under the pillow for lip balm just to grab some of this energy. It’s so crazy how when we’re in it it’s so easy to feel like you’re in the shit alone. We’re all in this together

    • @oshinofalakoju5749
      @oshinofalakoju5749 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Thiiisss

    • @paperrex-ii5vy
      @paperrex-ii5vy 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Good job for brushing your teeth! I know things can be hard rn but you’re trying your best and I’m proud of you

    • @ellenthesmellen6126
      @ellenthesmellen6126 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@paperrex-ii5vy thank you so much 🥰

    • @ellenthesmellen6126
      @ellenthesmellen6126 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @Alex B I’m not sure why you found it necessary to contribute this. Maybe you’re a male Alex who just doesn’t think women can enjoy the things they want to enjoy. Or you’re female Alex who thinks women must enjoy things the way you do. Or maybe you just enjoy asserting what you take to be true facts on people who are already down just to feel better about yourself. But as a matter of fact I am a skincare specialist and this can be true, but you don’t know what lip balm I am using, you don’t know about my body and you don’t know how I take care of myself. Another fact is that most of the time I don’t take care of myself and I need lip balm because I am dehydrated as hell. Another possibility is you don’t realise that this was rude. So my unsolicited advice to you is read the room, check your tone and consider people’s feelings before you spit facts because this was unnecessary and it hurt.

    • @cerealkiller9497
      @cerealkiller9497 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@ellenthesmellen6126 You're doing great! I hope you continue, and even if you don't then that's okay because we all have our ups and downs! (Lmao and let's just all forget about the ignorant ones who feel as if they have a right to generalise and feel as if they're superior for no legitimate reason xD) ❤❤

  • @oneinamillion9456
    @oneinamillion9456 3 ปีที่แล้ว +90

    When Taz was talking about mental health that made me want to cry because I have those feelings too.

  • @user-ku6oc3cc5t
    @user-ku6oc3cc5t 3 ปีที่แล้ว +77

    Everything is temporary. If you feel bad now, it will pass. At the same time, if you're happy right now, it will pass. We just have to accept things as they are. I'm not just telling this, I am also telling this to myself hoping I would listen.

  • @TinaMartinez97
    @TinaMartinez97 3 ปีที่แล้ว +29

    The thing that helps me most dealing with my depression and anxiety is accepting it, not trying to “fix myself” and extending grace to myself. When I have a bad day, I try to acknowledge my feelings, allow them in, try not to push them away and then tell myself that this will pass and better days will come and that I am safe and healthy. Try not to be angry at yourself for feeling what you are feeling.

    • @shodyynaas5710
      @shodyynaas5710 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      My guess is that you read Dr.Hawkins letting go. It’s the only way that truly allows you to be free of sadness or anger or any other negative feelings. I honestly loved the book sooo much ♥️🤩

  • @solar2909
    @solar2909 3 ปีที่แล้ว +172

    For new viewers
    SHE HAS A TED TALK
    it’s the self growth for me

    • @emailahikes6099
      @emailahikes6099 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I’m not new but I’ve never knew that! Thank you for telling people

    • @chinguuuu3120
      @chinguuuu3120 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Omg that was the first video I saw on my recommendations 2years back n loves her channel since!

  • @hannehelgesen4477
    @hannehelgesen4477 3 ปีที่แล้ว +76

    Honestly the reason why you’re a role model is because you’re so real and honest about mental health. A lot of people struggle mentally, and we need to normalize it so that people don’t feel scared to Ask for help.
    I’ve struggeled with anxiety and depression for years and am finally in a good place. Your videos were really comforting for me when I was at my lowest. I’m talking about the old ones where you showed a lot of your experience with depression.
    The way to «stop» the feelings you talk about is to confront dem. Only if you actually think about them can you realise that those thoughts actually don’t make sense.

  • @atothejjj
    @atothejjj 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    i was told by my therapist that the moments you were okay is not invalidated if you get down again. Oftentimes, getting better doesn't mean not feeling down anymore but rather getting back up quicker and being more self-aware compared to before. Don't be too hard on yourself :)

  • @TinaMartinez97
    @TinaMartinez97 3 ปีที่แล้ว +54

    Being mindful is not just meditating. Go for a walk, see, hear, smell everything around you. See the beautiful landscapes, hear the birds sing, smell the flowers. When you eat, try to really taste all the flavors and feel the textures and be mindful that way. Living like that will make you a more content person

    • @Tan-ns2hr
      @Tan-ns2hr 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Totally agree 👏👏

  • @jia10101
    @jia10101 3 ปีที่แล้ว +33

    The thing I love about taz is that she doesn't wanna cover up all her faults and imperfections and act as if everything is fine ! She will say it loud and clear how she feels and she isn't afraid to tell it !! She is just amazing ngl ! ✨❤️🤧🤍

  • @muizz_m
    @muizz_m 3 ปีที่แล้ว +355

    taz being iconic for 20mins straight😌.

    • @atikak.x
      @atikak.x 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      19:59 YOU MEAN😥😧😨😠😈😴😮😢😡😬😩😉😤😣😮😴😡😬😠😕😑😯😐☺😊😀😁😂😃😄😅😆😇😈😉😶😵😳😲😱😟😰😩😨😧😥😷😞😒😍😛😜😝😋😗😙😘😚😎😭😌😖😔😪😏😓😫🙋🙌🙍😿😽😻😹😸😼😺🙏🙎🙇🙆🙅😾🙀🙈🙉🙊💩👶👦👧👨👩👴👵💏💑👪👫👭👤👥👮👷💁💂👯💆👰👳👸🎅👼💇💆💃💂👲👰👱👼🎅💅👻👂👀👹💪👺👿👹👾👣💕💔👄💓👅💜💋💛❤💚💙💖💕💗💔💘💓💜💛💙💝❤💞👍💘💖✌✋👐👏👆👈🎩👗📼🎯🀄📺〽🐺🐺🐔🐸🍁🌈🌚🌻🌘🌒🌓🌔🌕🌖🌗🌘🌙🌝🌈🌼🌸🍀🌲🍂🛁🏬🏩⛲🚒🅾⏰🔞🔗🕧💨

    • @yourtypicalloser404
      @yourtypicalloser404 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@atikak.x 😀😂

    • @mihirbapatwritings1234
      @mihirbapatwritings1234 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@atikak.x u literally copied the whole emoji keyboard wow.

    • @atikak.x
      @atikak.x 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @Adiba Salih WHAT IF IT WASNT STRAIGHT AND WAS GAY

    • @atikak.x
      @atikak.x 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @Adiba Salih and what if I did?!

  • @Orlagh
    @Orlagh 3 ปีที่แล้ว +215

    Tips for managing anxiety:
    1) Use Headspace, best meditation app out there and there's videos on here too
    2) No phone/ internet an hour after you wake up and at least an hour before bed
    3) Try to avoid caffeine and too much sugar
    4) Don't believe anything you tell yourself after 1am. Your brain says funky things to you when you're tired
    5) Know that you're not alone and be kind to yourself
    Sending love Taz ♥️

    • @laurencandy7350
      @laurencandy7350 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      helping us all out, THANK YOU!!

    • @daniellaclinton8813
      @daniellaclinton8813 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      The only advice from your brain after 1 am that you should be listening to is that you should go to bed

    • @Chuckles0224
      @Chuckles0224 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I literally have to stop believing all the noises in my head that speak to me whenever I’m not mindful. ALL OF THEM...
      But 4 is a really cute (which we know deeply that those words aren’t) way to make the notion ❤️

    • @Orlagh
      @Orlagh 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@laurencandy7350 you're very welcome Lauren 🤗

    • @Orlagh
      @Orlagh 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@daniellaclinton8813 haha exactly that! 😴

  • @kates7277
    @kates7277 3 ปีที่แล้ว +160

    You can't hate yourself happy; you can't shame yourself worthy. But you CAN glow up like Taz xox

  • @aries13music
    @aries13music 3 ปีที่แล้ว +154

    I am sorry, you don't have Nestea in the UK? i AM SO SAD. In Spain, anytime I ask for Nestea and they give me Lipton I feel so disappointed hahah

    • @idk-fx4xd
      @idk-fx4xd 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yeah we do

    • @xeniaa777
      @xeniaa777 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @Someone Youknow Yeah, here in Spain its so rare to not have Nestea in a bar lmao

  • @NicolleGeorgell
    @NicolleGeorgell 3 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    Jesus thought I’d sit down with my bowl of noodles and watch Taz and now I’m crying more than I did in therapy this week. I want to hug her. Struggling with depression and anxiety the way she says everything like wanting to throw your heart away and wishing your brain had an off button hit home. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

    • @brindha6008
      @brindha6008 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      ClickForTaz still, please stop trying to be her :/ we only have one taz and she’s special

  • @mansipurohit5570
    @mansipurohit5570 3 ปีที่แล้ว +213

    Taz i don't know whether you will read the comment or not but this is just to "thank you" for being so real
    You show the real flaws and how to embrace it.
    The insecurities and being introvert and writing down the thoughts have also taught me to be just as you are.
    I am really happy that I came across your channel to learn so much and be just crazy and weird and to say it's fine it's fine we mess up sometime.

    • @harpreetkalsi3145
      @harpreetkalsi3145 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      She made me cry because I was also going through a hard time and just to know that someone understood me even someone amazing like Taz was just relieve and just made me happy that I am not alone no matter how much these thoughts make it seem to us you are not alone and your are also enough❤️😍😊

  • @taitarinseven2542
    @taitarinseven2542 3 ปีที่แล้ว +83

    Taz my dear, when you show us your "vulnerable" side it doesn't mean you did a bad job as a role model. In the contrary you show us that these emotions exist and its ok to have them and listen to them and accept them. Because its all part of our life.
    Love you lots, tomorrow will be a new day.
    Stay hydrated tho haha 💜

  • @lupinfaer
    @lupinfaer 3 ปีที่แล้ว +69

    Regarding your anxiety; you've done it once and you were happy with yourself. You can do it again hun.

  • @kay5101
    @kay5101 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Lately, I have been stressed and anxiety has gotten the best of me. I am literally on the verge of crying but tears won't come out. I wanna glow up but my exams won't let me do that. I haven't been productive in months and this is Hella stressing, and to overcome stress, I read, and when in the end of the day I realise what I did, it mostly reading . And this itself is stressing. I just need to study but I can't.

    • @lucyg.1983
      @lucyg.1983 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      This was me last week before my last exam. I just want to tell you that i believe that you can do it and get through it. Maybe take one day completly to your self and prioritise yourself and relax for a bit. After a little break things often go more smoothly. If your worried about not studing remember that a break makes it easier to go on after and you actually safe time. If you really have no time for that and want to feel better in your skin (which is often a big factor for me) try to take one evening for basic selfcare and do it mindfully. Or you could try to clean your space to at least feel a little more comfortable.
      Also talk to someone you love and get some emotional support. Also writing the things down that stress you is really helpfull. Even if it's just a bulletpoint list it helps to get some things out of your mind.
      Also good luck for your exams. You can do it

    • @kay5101
      @kay5101 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@lucyg.1983 Thanks a tonne dear for helping me out. I am definitely gonna try whatever you mentioned, for now ig, I'll declutter from extra stuff and go for a walk maybe. Thanks again:)🌼

  • @helenatieck7911
    @helenatieck7911 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    "I'm the most dehydrated person I know, where are all these tears coming from" --> That's a question I ask myself too 😂💛

  • @mayabrook1153
    @mayabrook1153 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    The emotion in her voice at the end.. I felt that. Just wow you can really tell how vulnerable she's being. It's okay if you don't have answers and don't know how to talk about it! A vlog of trying to take care of yourself is great to watch and more than enough

  • @user-nn9rg9gf3e
    @user-nn9rg9gf3e 3 ปีที่แล้ว +38

    We don't often see Taz that serious and that open about her struggles and she often does not dive deep into her depression on TH-cam but man, I loved how open she was in this video with her audience. I could hear her voice breaking with every word and just wanted to reach through my screen and give her a big hug. I'm so so sorry you are going through this but do keep in mind that we are here for you just like you are always here for us.

  • @karaboraphahlelo1541
    @karaboraphahlelo1541 3 ปีที่แล้ว +28

    The first 3 minutes made me realize that Taz is the most realest person I've ever seen, it almost feels scripted because we don't normally see TH-camrs like this but it's genuinely real and I'm so glad that I was able to find Taz and her videos

  • @babybrowneyed
    @babybrowneyed 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    The sadness in your eyes when you talk about not showing the struggling parts.. 😔 It’s one of the hardest things to do.. acting tough for the outside world.

  • @emiliaaloz
    @emiliaaloz 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    whenever i've felt low i've always come to your channel to comfort me, you might be one of my biggest role models because you talking about mental health has helped so many other people including me and remember that nobodys perfect! thankyou for being you i hope youre doing well because you deserve it :)

  • @Haleskiz
    @Haleskiz 3 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    Taz, you’re living the life of a mother, without a child. I feel you on another level.

    • @user-lm2sh7mh1p
      @user-lm2sh7mh1p 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      She is the child and the mother

    • @Tlani_k
      @Tlani_k 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@user-lm2sh7mh1p lol

  • @rachelsaunders6103
    @rachelsaunders6103 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Taz, I'll be 50 this year and I still dont have things figured out. Don't apologise for feeling sad or anxious or anything like that, your honesty is so refreshing. Talking about the way you feel can really help. The one thing I have found through research into non medicinal treatments for my mental health issues (and getting older lol) , is how to respond differently to the things that trigger me and sometimes I have to just accept that I'm anxious/depressed/ragey for no damn reason at all. I do everything I can then to self soothe, be it meditation, listening to playlists that relax me (rain, waves, birdsong) things like that. Sorry for waffling on but you're an inspiration so please, never ever apologise for being you and showing how you feel. xx

    • @hederahelix4600
      @hederahelix4600 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Well, I just turned 50 two weeks ago and still feel like I have not started living life like one is supoosed to and am still figuring it out. Good to know there are others out there. 😀

  • @greggrey7917
    @greggrey7917 3 ปีที่แล้ว +40

    Taz is a natural beauty,
    she is naturally beautiful.

  • @shamicacarey1116
    @shamicacarey1116 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I completely felt this whole video to a T, I struggle with severe anxiety and have done all my life and one thing I’ve learned is that when you’re in that mindset the only thing that can help you get past is by riding the wave. It’s horrible and really hard, but by talking about it and FEELING it, you’re more likely to get through it! Ignoring it only makes it worse. You looked beautiful in this glow up Taz! I hope you’re feeling better ♥️

  • @aprilpeach4340
    @aprilpeach4340 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thank you for being real, its so relieving to know that anxiety and sadness are normal real emotions felt by everyone. You expose the facade of fame for what it really is and I hope you never lose your ability or need to be true to yourself. I personally watch your channel because you share your achievements AND your struggles. It gives me confidence to know that my struggles are not stupid, but others know exactly how I feel. I cant imagine how hard it was for you to put this video out - you are a brave woman for doing it and that in itself I hope will be encouraging to you x

  • @Kyrie.
    @Kyrie. 3 ปีที่แล้ว +53

    for anyone having anxiety attacks, try to do this:
    inhale for 3 seconds
    hold for a second
    exhale for 6 seconds
    and hold for a second
    then repeat for 10 times
    i usually repeat until i can finally control my body

    • @SplicedSerpents
      @SplicedSerpents 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Breathing is underrated

    • @aufinsnirvana9990
      @aufinsnirvana9990 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Breathing is so effective. Also belly breathing calms you down

    • @Riddz._.
      @Riddz._. 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thanks..

    • @habibakhatun7254
      @habibakhatun7254 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      dunno but my head starts hurting, while exhale inhale so it doesn’t work for me

  • @maryam01
    @maryam01 3 ปีที่แล้ว +38

    Taz is the most precious person and she needs to be protected at all cost. Such a kind human being. I just wanna talk with her for hours. Love her so much and i am so proud of her 💘

  • @ahmadnavabi999
    @ahmadnavabi999 3 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    it breaks my heart to hear her voice quietly breaking towards the end :(

  • @ChrisArtsTube
    @ChrisArtsTube 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    This is literally one of the bravest videos on the internet.

  • @saltair5306
    @saltair5306 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Now whenever i feel low i will come back to this video. It feels like talking and hanging out with an old friend. Thank you taz! Love you forever and always ❤️

  • @cecilyvick8288
    @cecilyvick8288 3 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    I am older, probably too old to be watching this channel, lol. But I have dealt with depression and anxiety my entire life. It DOES get better, the fact that you are trying to start new coping strategies is a huge start. I just want to hug you and be there for you like you are for so many people. You are not alone. There will always be “bad days/weeks” but they become fewer and farther between the more coping skills you collect. Do not EVER feel like a failure. You are a beautiful human who cares and feels deeply. There is no shame in that. It’s a hard burden to bear. And sharing that burden is sometimes healing. I promise you SO many others relate to this and you help others, but we want to help/support you too. Please know that YOU matter.

    • @bethanymonday3726
      @bethanymonday3726 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      This comment made me feel less alone so thank you for writing it. I'm 17 and currently struggling with a lot of anxiety and I'm having a bad couple of days and it really feels like it will last forever so to know it gets better is so relieving.

    • @cecilyvick8288
      @cecilyvick8288 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@bethanymonday3726 I’m so very glad it helped. You are certainly not alone and I completely know what you mean. But I promise, it WILL get better. Just hang on and find your bliss. You are beautiful and important.

  • @greggrey7917
    @greggrey7917 3 ปีที่แล้ว +81

    She shares her beautiful smile with the world
    She shares her beautiful eyes with the world
    She shares her beautiful charm with the world
    She shares her beautiful talent with the world
    She shares her timeless beauty with the world
    She is Taz

  • @theresa_maa
    @theresa_maa 3 ปีที่แล้ว +50

    20 minutes ago I was in the shower and crying silently, so that my family wouldn't see me struggling.. I totally understand what you are going through and how you're feeling throughout this time of your life...
    Well, I just wanted to tell you HOW THANKFUL I am for you. I mean I live in Germany and don't know you personally but I am so thankful that you are here in this world and making youtube videos at the same time as I am in this world and watching YOUR videos!😂 thank you taz❣️

    • @shatovisha_632
      @shatovisha_632 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Love,
      From India ♥️
      It's gonna be fine :)

    • @theresa_maa
      @theresa_maa 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@shatovisha_632 ❤️🙏🏼

    • @momnahyasin3126
      @momnahyasin3126 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I know how you feel and especially when you have to hide it from your family and people around you. Sometimes you just need a cry but have to wait until you noone will see you and it sucks that we cant just cry there and then. Things will get better

    • @theresa_maa
      @theresa_maa 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@momnahyasin3126 Yes things will get better eventually, but you already said it, it just sucks in that moment🙏🏼

    • @momnahyasin3126
      @momnahyasin3126 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@theresa_maa it does but your not alone even though in the moment it feels that way.

  • @cassandrarichard991
    @cassandrarichard991 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    This is a mood this week. I spent most of Wednesday sitting on the couch, crying. I ordered myself McDonald's and cried some more for no reason. So that's nice.

  • @Ulvejenta
    @Ulvejenta 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    You showing every side of yourself makes you more "authentic" than most youtubers. You show that you are a real human being having real human being problems. You matter a lot to all of us, please stay safe across the pond ❤

  • @xox_adinda_xox312
    @xox_adinda_xox312 3 ปีที่แล้ว +48

    Taz is everyone's mood put into one person and honestly I'm here for it

  • @Christ_Is_King34
    @Christ_Is_King34 3 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    I feel alot less alone and abnormal knowing that even someone as successful, clever and beautiful as you is feeling the same way as me right now. Maybe not for the exact same reason. But the feelings are the same. I hope that not only you but anyone else who is watching/reading this finds a little comfort in knowing that they are not alone even in isolation. Freedom awaits us all 🌈💜

  • @AikaGremory
    @AikaGremory 3 ปีที่แล้ว +55

    slowly trying to force a glow up but like im currently burried deep into depression i can barely do anything

    • @nishtasnim
      @nishtasnim 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I know it is tough and and not easy to try to do things or anything while you're depressed but hang in there, things will get better, even doing the little things for yourself will have a great impact, take it one day at a time, even write down whatever you are feeling or whatever is weighing you down. I hope you feel better :)

    • @AmberWoodMusicx
      @AmberWoodMusicx 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      I wouldn’t force a glow up! It’s baby steps from here, tiny tiny steps. Keeping hydrated and making sure you eat. Take care of yourself as if you’re a mother taking care of a child. Feel comforted, not alone, get the necessities. Glow ups happen when you’re coming out of a really bad place because you’ve gotta take the day hours at a time and just cope with getting through rather than worrying about the bigger things that can realistically wait :)

    • @ZZZ-le6xd
      @ZZZ-le6xd 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@AmberWoodMusicx You weren't even talking to me but this helps so much thank you you're an angel 🥺💓

  • @junjiscomb7909
    @junjiscomb7909 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    As someone that used to have constant panic attacks I can relate to this on a deeper level.
    Simple things like going outside on a sunny day and playing with my dog and making it happy, taking care of your self { self care /make up/exercise} can do a world of a difference event hough they seem like little things...
    Thank you Taz for sharing your journey! 🤗💗♥️. It made me feel like I'm not alone as this video normalised and made me think that there are others who go through alike situations...... ♥️

  • @abigailhill9540
    @abigailhill9540 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Taz, thank you so freaking much. I have been having a really rough few days. I have been fighting with depression for almost 2 years now, and I've wanted to just quit so many times. Your videos always make me want to get myself together and work on myself. You have been my inspiration for so long to work on myself and to get better. This video really made me realize that I don't have to sit here and just let it run its course. I can get up and do something about it. Thank you so much for helping me realize that.

  • @juljane787
    @juljane787 3 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    Can we please appreciate how gorgeous Taz looks?? Not only after her glow up, but like all the time??

  • @PhilBoro88
    @PhilBoro88 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    The end of this video, I've never wanted to give someone a hug more in my life. I know how you feel Taz.
    You're not over sharing.
    I'm proud of you for sharing.
    You're doing great. Much better than me.
    You are a great example.
    Thank you Taz. ❤️

  • @annek.g
    @annek.g 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    Thanks for leaving the last part in! It made me cry bc I could relate to your feelings so much, but it also made me realise that I have to take better care of myself, thanks for being yourself and sharing this part about you as well < 3

  • @abbiemclean5205
    @abbiemclean5205 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Taz you’re naturally beautiful, I wish you could see it, I’m happy you share your low points and remind us that it’s normal to feel this way ❤️

  • @SimplyTom_
    @SimplyTom_ 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Taz, you are the perfect imperfect role model!!
    I love the fact that you share all of this with us because no one is perfect, not even influencers!

  • @FeliciaFaas
    @FeliciaFaas 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    Hee girl, thank you for be so open, honest and authentic in this video! ❤️I get how scary it is. You might feel like you’re over sharing or “getting too real” but you’ve really touched me and i can only imagine so many others! Please be kind to yourself and know that by showing your real journey you’re helping sooo many people! It shows people that it’s okay to struggle and to still try and figure their shit out. Because people who they look up to, are still trying to figure their shit out too. You’re doing amazing! Sending you so much love and light❤️

  • @ramiya5580
    @ramiya5580 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    17:43 Taz you being human is what makes you our role model. You are so real and open with us and thats what we love about you

  • @Dicergrey
    @Dicergrey 3 ปีที่แล้ว +39

    " Just living is an occasion " , darn that was good eh

  • @julianowak541
    @julianowak541 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thank you for sharing!! I feel the same way about certain things and I think it´s so hard to share that kind of stuff so I think you're being really brave.

  • @laura5679
    @laura5679 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    thank you taz, knowing i'm not alone in this, soothes my soul a bit, makes it all a bit easier. you are the most lovely human; so pure and sweet, with the utmost talent. to see you cope with this torturing demon in your own cute exploring way, inspires me to do the same. ever since lockdown started, ive been all alone in my flat, working from home, barely seeing anyone. just getting out of bed is a struggle in itself, let alone going for groceries (takes me a couple of days to mentally prepare myself). seeing someone so relatable overcome these struggles, it rly helps. you deserve all happiness. thanks again.

  • @Hannah-og3ew
    @Hannah-og3ew 3 ปีที่แล้ว +82

    I really love how honest Taz is, she is more amazing than she realises!

  • @dariolorenzoni9806
    @dariolorenzoni9806 3 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    Taz it is okay to cry, even in being a mess or not having your life together , you still help people! You don’t need to be perfect or a role model ! We love because your channel is our way to escape and laugh with you.

  • @mari_lovelys
    @mari_lovelys 3 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    We love you because you’re you. No need to apologize. I hope anyone who has ups and downs know we are all in this together ❤️

  • @drishtib4121
    @drishtib4121 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    18:18 I really really really get what you're saying here, I am the same, very sensitive, I get so so excited and happy over small things and I love it but when I get sad, I cry for hours at time, and I think I've cried in front of every damn person ik, usually because I over think everything and get myself down, and it has always made me feel a bit idk... Not normal Ig, hearing you talk about this really helped, thank you taz ❤️❤️

  • @YUH_L
    @YUH_L 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I absolutely love Taz to an extended amount, we love the realness 😩

  • @kanakbakhru188
    @kanakbakhru188 3 ปีที่แล้ว +33

    She looks like a racer girl in that black outfit....Like someone who rides like that motocross bike around the track and beats everyone. Love that!!!

  • @TanviSethi
    @TanviSethi 3 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    If I ever meet taz irl, I’m gonna tell her “ur doing so great, stop doubting yourself stop taking it so hard on urself and, finally, I LOVE YOU” 😭💕

  • @daphnecordelier
    @daphnecordelier 3 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    Just a quick message to let you know that ... You don't have to be perfect. You don't have to be happy and smiling all the time. You are a human being. You have ups and downs. And that's perfectly fine.
    I discovered your channel with your spoken poetry videos, and I loved it right away. I felt really depressed and uncertain at the time, and just seeing that I wasn't alone, seeing that people had been through the same thing, it really really helped me. And I am so grateful for it.
    You are an amazing person, never doubt it. You've been through so much and still do. And, I think, you are really the proof that I needed to show me that, it's possible, that I can have a good life, with good times and bad times, but still great.
    PS: Sorry for the spelling mistakes, I am French and I translate on google translate 😅

  • @EmmaRodriguez-pv3km
    @EmmaRodriguez-pv3km 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This helped me realize I'm not alone, thank you so much. Sending all my love and prayers ❤️

  • @zabethck
    @zabethck 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I have a severe anxiety and panic attack dissorder and i deal with chronic depression... You making thiss video and talking about your struggle at the end of the video means so much to me because I feel so alone sometimes because no one around me understands how it feels to deal with any of this so thank you for sharing and making me feel less alone.
    You being human and showing not only the happy moments, but the difficult ones, is great to see.
    Hope you feel better soon. Lots of love. :)

  • @Ellenchattergirl
    @Ellenchattergirl 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I'm glad you put that bit in at the end of the video. I've been really struggling with my anxiety recently, and it was actually very helpful to hear from someone slightly older than me that I'm not alone in feeling this way. I quite literally started crying lol. One of the reasons I watch you is because you're so open about your feelings (which is something I'm working on being myself) so for that I say thank you. I also enjoy the dark humoured jokes and the narrator guy, since I use comedy as a coping mechanism too.

  • @toobashakeel3967
    @toobashakeel3967 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I literally cried with her because this was soooo real and the worst part is people around don't understand and I am feeling soo overwhelmed that anyone in this entire world gets me,. Taz Iloveyou. Thank you for existing love

  • @diyam3930
    @diyam3930 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Just wanted to say that a role model does not necessarily have to be someone that you idolize or look up to. It could also be someone real enough to make your own emotions feel validated, someone you find beside you rather than at a superior level. The fact that you can identify your lows and also are brave enough to share a glimpse of it without feeling vulnerable, you are winning. Love you lots Taz. Please know that you matter too. 💜

  • @frenchonion4600
    @frenchonion4600 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I really appreciate your vulnerable bit at the end. I was just watching your "Eating like the recommended nutritional guide from (insert country here)" videos and feeling sad because I have an eating disorder called ARFID that prevents me from eating freely and enjoying food and challenging myself to eat new cuisines. So I was feeling "Oh why can everyone else enjoy food but I cant? Why was I dealt such an unfortunate hand?". But the truth of the matter is that everyone struggles with their own aches and pains and even tho other people dont struggle with eating food, they may struggle with other issues that they wish didnt exist. Thank you for being open and honest and helping me feel not alone in having struggles.

  • @juliettec13
    @juliettec13 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Taz you really are so precious!
    The fact that you talked about your feelings made me feel less alone, because I do feel like you do sometimes and the fact that you said that you don’t know why it is like this but you “get it” is literally what I think everytime I talk to someone who’s struggling aswell.
    You shouldn’t be afraid to show your emotions and I know the internet can be a bad place sometimes so I “get it” too, but this is something I’ve been learning the past year, we are made of emotions and unfortunately there are bad ones but we can choose to give more value to the better ones.
    We all have bad days but we should start to appreciate ourselves more and be kinder to one another, this is also why I love your channel, you always try to bring something positive to the table.
    Take care and keep on thriving in your glow ups girl! Love you ♡

  • @dreamatordivine5082
    @dreamatordivine5082 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    I hope the person reading this get well soon, and have "happy feelings"❤️

  • @thedartsenthusiast1373
    @thedartsenthusiast1373 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    ‘I love me a good crying session’ so relatable.

  • @HakunaMatata09865
    @HakunaMatata09865 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Taz, the first video I ever watched from you was one of your poetry videos. The way you expressed some serious emotions really touched me, and I could relate so well with what you were saying. It was the one you wrote about hating oneself. I was in a low point and watching it brought tears to my eyes because I never heard someone say it the way you did in your poem. You mentioned that you are a highly sensitive person, I am too. Its hard when you have so many emotions inside you and don't always know what to do to 'fix' them. But its not about fixing them or finding a solution to not feel like that. I learned for people like us it's incredibly important to have people around to support us when we are low. And on the other side, having these emotions can also be very beautiful. And when expressed in art or in a poem, is where you can realise that it is a superpower. To feel, is a superpower. And I wish you can find some acceptance and love those parts of you. Give it time and love and let it do its thing. You are doing the best you can and it is enough. You are enough.❤

    • @umairaali1952
      @umairaali1952 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      i feel the exact same as you! i found her whilst looking for spoken poetry and she this was yearssss ago, i broke down to tears bc she articulated it so personally to me. it’s so crazy following her from when she only did poetry to now and watching all her videos, witnessing that transition has been insaneee. i wish you all the best and you’ve offered really sweet advice eloquently:)

  • @sundll7539
    @sundll7539 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Oh my Taz, you really reminded me of myself when you talked about being a "highly sensitive" person, and all the emotions that come with it. I just wanted to sit with you in the end and give you a big hug. There's still so much stigma around mental health, but I think the important thing to recognize is that it's okay to talk about mental health and it's okay to cry. You can use the channel to help you address and overcome some of these difficulties, don't feel like you have to hide the more vulnerable side of yourself. You're such an amazing individual, and all of these emotions that you are having are what make you so great.

  • @luanloser3241
    @luanloser3241 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    It's so great that you are showing real glow ups instead of just doing super pricey beauty treatments. Thank you so much for beeing so honest! A mental glow up is so much more important and your videos really helping with that. You are the greatest role model just because you are honest, real and as open as possible. Love you so much🌻❤

  • @Erika-oo1qo
    @Erika-oo1qo 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Taz, you having depressive episodes or not having answers to these kind of problems, does not make you any less of a role model. You as a human being are not supposed to be perfect. It's how real you are and how hard you work what attracts people the most to your channel. You truly are a breath of fresh air. Don't feel obligated to restrict yourself from filming everytime you don't feel in the best mental state, unless that's what makes you happy.
    I truly believe this type of content is a reminder for everyone thinking they are the only people battling with their own demons, that that's not the case. We as humans are supposed to have our ups and downs. It's what we learn out of it, how we work towards bettering ourselves, not losing hope that it will get better what matters.

  • @mahatiiyyappan5065
    @mahatiiyyappan5065 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    there was a time this year that I found out that what I was going through was actually depression. the thing was that I knew I was unhappy for a long time, always feeling like I wasn't enough and that the things that i wanted to do and achieve were impossible. but the hardest part about coming to terms with all of it was that, i had no one to talk to, and no one to listen to me. my friends told me, 'you.... what do you have to be depressed about.' and my mom.. well... she would just put me on therapy. that's really the last thing i want at this point. that was when i found your poem series, and that was truly the first time, i felt a connection with someone. you put exactly what i was feeling into words. thank you so much for that, you don't know how much that has helped me change how i was feeling about myself.

  • @m_003xxxx7
    @m_003xxxx7 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    When you cried, I started to cry. 😢
    I know how you feel, but it gets better! You have trust yourself and step by step you will get better. 💕
    Love from the Netherlands ❤️😘

  • @anetamroooz
    @anetamroooz 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I have been struggling a lot recently and it went to such a low point and started impacting every aspect of my life so badly that I decided to go to therapy. Then before every visit I felt like running away because I was getting this fear and embarrassment and kept thinking that my therapist would think I am weird/crazy/attention seeker/....
    It is nice to see that I am not the only one struggling and I find it very comforting knowing I am not the only one who wants to get better but it is not all a sunny path all the time.
    Thank you Taz 💜

  • @marya-eb5pd
    @marya-eb5pd 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I've been feeling really down recently and thank you for this
    Hope you get all better because your energy is sunshine

  • @TheLozzerwozzer
    @TheLozzerwozzer 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    This makes me feel so much alone, I just got diagnosed with servere OCD and it's so comforting to feel like someone understands. Thank you so much for your vulnerability Taz, you're honestly a light in so many of your subscribers lives 🧡

    • @maneskinnnnn7190
      @maneskinnnnn7190 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I have severe OCD too, its so difficult, it controls my every waking moment, just want peace.

    • @TheLozzerwozzer
      @TheLozzerwozzer 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@maneskinnnnn7190 I know exactly how you feel, I hope things get easier for you Caroline

  • @iamsue5264
    @iamsue5264 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Well I too have anxiety disorder and I know that it's so hard to keep going in a society where no one understands mental illness.... :/

  • @brett607
    @brett607 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    i just feel like she wants a hug🥺

    • @hederahelix4600
      @hederahelix4600 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Yes. At this point I feel the whole world does. 🤗

    • @nushratahmed
      @nushratahmed 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Ikr 🥺

  • @airikabalode2073
    @airikabalode2073 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Taz, you described these feelings so accurate it made me tear up. You have to know, that we get you too and i’m so sorry that you feel that way. You are strong, beautiful and the realest person on this platform honestly. Thank you for being you, and i know, that we’ll get better!
    Lots of love from Latvia! ♥️

  • @sonicallycohesive4188
    @sonicallycohesive4188 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    hey guys it’s not all about loving yourself. it’s about accepting yourself on your shitty anxious days and also your better days. sit with those sad and happy emotions it’s all OK. it’s normal to feel like that. in terms of anxiety and depression, please get help and possibly try some counselling which might help you learn some techniques. regardless, please take care of yourself guys. shits not easy but you can conquer and do anything. lots of love guys ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️