Health update
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 25 พ.ย. 2024
- Hey guys. A long awaited update is needed so I sat down this morning and filmed what’s going on with me and my cancer. Please keep me in your thoughts and consider donating to our gofundme! We had to use some of it already for rent due to this situation so anything at all would be great help!
Rest in Peace Angel. You Beautiful Spirit .
No need to apologize!!! We are praying for you all! I'm going to put a prayer here as well...
Lord I lift up Crystal (Chris). God I pray you would comfort her heart. Remove her guilt. We ask that you would heal her. Give her body strength as she changes her diet and may you allow it to heal her body. We pray for Evan and their baby girl Riley. Comfort them during this time. We ask You would provide for them in all ways. We ask this in Your name Amen.
Thank you so much for the prayer ❤️🥰
Amen
Praying for you,your daughter,& Evan daily.Believing the Good Lord can bring healing ❤to you-🙏🏻🙏🏻
Thank you so much! ❤️
You are such a Brave person, to be able to talk about your illness so honestly and openly. First, don't feel bad for not changing a diet. When my Sister was told she had Cancer and that it was Stage 4 at first we could not accept it, not really face it, or at least I never could. At first she fought it, although none of the Doctors would really help her, no one would do Surgery and remove her Ovaries which we hoped would help. My Sister read a lot of Books, so she changed her diet and went on Keto, as she read that Sugar feeds the Cancer cells. She looked really good for several yrs. The first round of Cemo, seemed to help a lot and the Tumors got smaller. I tell myself that if they had been willing to do Surgery then, maybe she would have improved. When the 1st treatment was over, after awhile, the Tumors starting growing again. After that she started some in and out of Hospitals, for Kidney issues, had to have stints put in. A little later, she started having real problems going to the Bathroom. That kept getting worse and she was in pain. Then she gave up the fight and called Hospice. I was taking care of her at this point, as a full time care giver. Know one knows more then I do how hard it is to go through this, for you and for your Family. It broke my heart, when she died. It still does, and it has been 2yrs now. She use to say how scared . I am writing all of this because, I don't want you to blame yourself or feel guilty for anything at all, why should you. You are going through what all with terminal Cancer do. Deny at first. I think it is just a normal thing we as Humans do when faced with something like this. I truly think you are sooo Brave. To me the most important thing you can do for you Family is to do what you are doing, and make Video's, just of you talking. Make Videos of just normal things, playing a game with your Daughter, things with Family, just living everyday life. Make memories. This is what I miss most of all, I wish I could just hug my Sister one more time, if I could just see her talking again. All of the pictures are not the same, no movement. I am wishing you all the Best, and Prayers for you and your Family.
This made me so emotional ❤️ thank you so much for understanding and im sorry if I let anyone down
Sending prayers 🙏🙏🙏 to you Chris and your family ❤❤❤
Thank you so much ❤️
Please feel the energy and comfort from all of us that are praying for you. I pray for you everyday. I pray for you to feel God's presence, to know that God is for you, and with you, and in you.
Don’t blame yourself. Cancer is an awful thing and it attacks indiscriminately. Never give up. Praying for you and your family.
So so sorry!!! Our prayers are with you!!!
Thank you so much
keeping you and your family in our thoughts & prayers 🙏🏼 ❤️ we love you soo much!! (your Corolaine painting is everything 🫶)
Thank you so much ❤️ and AGH! Thank you! I’m in love with it!
Oh, Chris. I'm so, so sorry. You need to let the guilt of how you are go. It's already done and nothing can change that. Just do what you are doing now. Eat healthy, which means lots of fruits and green veggies. Enjoy whatever you can! There are a lot of breakthrough things that are yummy. I'm praying and praying for you and your health. God is with you!!! Never forget how much you are loved. All my love to you, Evan, Reilly, and you family.
Thank you so so much ❤️ thanks for understanding
Chris, your strength and love for your family is inspirational. I wish I lived closer and was working at that Trader Joe's, I would have bought you a dozen cards and plants, and all the organic kale and broccoli. Keep reaching out to your therapist, you have a lot going on. Until then your community is always here for you, stay strong!
Good news I got a new spider plant! I love it! Thank you so much for watching ❤️
Aww Chris, you shouldn’t be ashamed, you have to have joy in your life 🌼and what if you did change your diet and in the end didn’t change your out come, then it would’ve been for nothing, you have nothing to be sorry for, you are so strong and beautiful , life is fleeting for all of us, none of us knows what’s around the corner, so never give up, the mind is a powerful thing, be kind to yourself and tell yourself everyday how strong you are🫶
Sending you all my love and wishes from Australia 💫💫💫🥰
Thank you so much for understanding ❤️
You are not a failure, you are a fighter! I pray the drugs help you and keep you going. Keep working on your projects and gifts to keep you busy, they will all be cherished by your family no matter what! You are strong! You have overcome so much! ❤️
Chris keep fighting don’t give up! Get a second opinion if needed don’t let anyone tell you it’s time to give up! Don’t apologize, we are all human and make mistakes. Keeping you and your family in my thoughts and prayers ❤️ sending you a big hug
Stay strong, cousin. We have you all in our thoughts and prayers. 🙏🏼💜 Barran and Avila Family .
I’m so sorry. You are loved and I thank you for sharing you life with all of us. ❤❤❤
Thank you so so much ❤️ going to continue to share through vlogs!!
@@castmemberadventures You were the first Disney streamer I found after I lost my dog.
You brought me so much joy and happiness when I needed it the most.
I can never thank you enough. ❤️💜❤️
Sending Prayers to you and your family
Thank you ❤️
Maybe a video diary would be good & help you, they could be privated on TH-cam for her to watch in the future or whenever you feel like. ❤
It's not your fault at all not one bit cancer is the enemy you were just living your life like everyone else lord let chris know they are loved beyond anything comprehensible ❤❤❤❤❤❤
You are such a beautiful person with a heart of gold. You are a ROCKSTAR! I also sending you prayers.
Thank you so much ❤️
You are loved God hear our prayers and heal this wonderful person
Nothing to be upset about. It’s your life and you can live it any way you want honey. If that means enjoying your favorite things then so be it. Praying for you and that you keep fighting and never give up. ❤️🫶💕
Chris, you and your family are in my prayers. You are a fighter.
Don’t feel shame or regret. You have shared joy and hope with so many people!! We love you so much! Don’t give up!!
God loves you and can bring peace and healing!
Never giving up even if my doctor wants me to ❤️
Please stop beating up on yourself. You are doing your best. You don’t deserve this. Sending light and love. 💕
Praying for you, Chris 🙏
I know telling you i'm sorry or telling you how much im praying for you doesnt actually make it better but i just want to reach my fellow mama arms out and give you the biggest hug. I truly am so sorry. You eating things to bring temporarily happiness in such a hard time is not something you should be apologizing for ever.
Sending all the love possible.
Sending prayers and blessings Chris 🙏🙏🙏
Sending you hugs Chris and Evan. Praying for a miracle. 🙏🏻 🫶🏻
Chris, I don't think you need to apologize for anything. Cancer is the enemy. I think we can blame it.
Praying for you always. We love you.
Chris, this breaks my heart. You needed joy and fun in your life during these past months and for you to apologize--please do not do that! None of us know what the future holds and you have been an inspiration to enjoy your life as much as possible. Please keep fighting and do not beat up on yourself. xoxo
Please please don’t blame yourself. Please put faith in Jesus. Please ask him for comfort. Please ask him to comfort Evan, Rhylee, your parents and siblings. I know it’s crazy. The meds are brutal. My cousin took them and paralyzed her. We just lost her in February. But she lived for years after the meds. I am so praying. Please ask God to take away your fear and believe He is there for you and Rhylee. You are not a failure Crystal! Stay on the health food because cancer feeds on sugar big time. I will not stop praying.
Hi Crystal, it’s cousin Madison! I just wanted to let you know that my family and I are all praying for you🩷 Keep fighting, we are keeping you in our prayers! 🩷
I'm praying for you 🙏 ❤️ love you so much!
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Praying for you and your family I truly hope God Blesses You❤❤️🙏❤❤
My wife aunt had breast cancer 2 times. She beet it 2 times. God bless your family???
I'm so sorry. Praying for you and your family ❤
Thank you so much
Sending prayers
You're my hero ❤
Love you Chris and Evan
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What kind of oncologist advises to give up. Sorry but having been through cancer myself, that is not way to be mental supportive. Is there anyway tour insurance allows you to go to HOAG in Newport Beach as they have the best Cancer Center in the country. Dr. Motwani is incredible. Keep strong Chris. I know you’re scared and sad but know we stand up for you. Our prayers are with you. 🙏🏻🌸💜
I so wish I could talk to you. Since your counselor isn’t there and your therapist isn’t there. Please find new therapist. You are loved! You’re special! You’re are an inspiration! God loves you! Jesus loves you! I love you and I don’t know you! 🙏🙏🩷
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Sending prayers ❤❤❤❤ 😢 sending hugs 🫂
Thank you ❤️
Don't give up , try to get into city of hope