This is the first video to convince me what’s going on in my head isn’t just me. And gave me alot more perspective of how painful it really is for others to watch someone suffering with it
I guess knowing you head is a bad neighbourhood is not always enough. Once in a while you have to spend time there alone. Stay safe folks. Don’t believe everything you say to yourself.
Chester’s message and legacy will no doubt live on for generations. Even though Linkin Park is continuing on without him… who knows where any of the band members would have ended up. Thank you for this humbling video!!
My deepest condolences for your loss🕊🙏🏼❤🙁 I have no words for the hurt you are in. But I believe with all my heart that when we have a loved one that is no longer here in the physical realm it doesn't mean that we can't still feel them or talk to them. Our heart, spirit, mind and soul are always connected to those we love. Always. GOD BLESS🙏🏼❤🕊
That laugh of the interview when chester explain when he is in his head it is a bad neighbourhood, the interviewer is laughing like it irritates me every f-in time I see this clip.
And people learned nothing from him. The absolute vitriyol towards other band members, mike in particular is just pathetic. Chester's entire message was to be kind and lift people up and yet, there's be so much hate being spread by using his name.
You have to find something/someone to live for, if not yourself. Best thing when I start to fall down that hole is to help others and to thank God for the blessings he's provided. Helping someone else and speaking gratitude always takes me out of it and turns it around if I can catch it before it gets too bad. But when I'm in it for a bit, I'm literally begging the angels to help me bc I can't get out of it myself once I fall too far and I need them to bring me out. I pray Psalm 91 over all in need right now. 🙏🤍✨
I try to do the same. Whenever I'm deep in my head about life and the feeling being stuck in doubt...the only thing that helped me get out of that place was when my kids needed me. Now that they are older they don't need me like they use to. Anytime I see someone in my family look sad or just not themself I try to help, but they always say nothing is wrong even though it's evident that there is. And then I feel even worse than I did before. And then I stay in bed not doing anything for days. I feel if no one needs or wants my help then what am I here for? I scream in my head at Jesus to take me already, I'm done here, and I beg Him to bring me HOME. I just want to go HOME. Like seriously I really want to go HOME. If I'm not of any use for anyone...what's the point of being here. I just want to help whenever I can when I can. Either no one wants it or needs it. Either way, life feels pointless now. Yet still I try. 🙏🏼❤🕊
@christinaleija1627 do not give up and do not end your journey of wanting to help just because your family doesn't ask for your help...there are tons of people that need help every day. Maybe try volunteering at a nursing home once a week? I thought about doing that myself because there are many elderly that have no one. They would love nothing more than a visit or even just to have someone there to make them smile. Since my family is always in need of help, It keeps me busy enough but if I didn't have them I would definitely volunteer my time. God bless you and may you find Hope and happiness in this world. 🙏
@@ShannaM1 I can't and I won't ever only because my children. I love them too much to be without them. They are my everything, my world and my life.🙏🏼❤🕊 My love and gratitude for your kind concern. GOD BLESS You and those you love...now and always.
This is the first video to convince me what’s going on in my head isn’t just me. And gave me alot more perspective of how painful it really is for others to watch someone suffering with it
I guess knowing you head is a bad neighbourhood is not always enough. Once in a while you have to spend time there alone. Stay safe folks. Don’t believe everything you say to yourself.
Chester’s message and legacy will no doubt live on for generations. Even though Linkin Park is continuing on without him… who knows where any of the band members would have ended up. Thank you for this humbling video!!
Beautiful and troubled soul. Nice tribute. Thanks for sharing.
Chester a major influence on me. Thank you.
Im glad i found this
Thx for your time and deep dive to the best entertainer alive. . he lives in his fans
He's not alive though and hasn't been for years. He did himself in a long time and no longer walks the earth sad to say.
Well Chester is star in the cozmo now
My brother committed suicide this January in 2024, and it still cut deep so.
My deepest condolences for your loss🕊🙏🏼❤🙁 I have no words for the hurt you are in. But I believe with all my heart that when we have a loved one that is no longer here in the physical realm it doesn't mean that we can't still feel them or talk to them. Our heart, spirit, mind and soul are always connected to those we love. Always.
GOD BLESS🙏🏼❤🕊
Lost my kid brother to suicide in 2018. Sending you ❤
If anger is just love disappointed and fear is anxiety and depression is sadness and empathy is hurt
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That laugh of the interview when chester explain when he is in his head it is a bad neighbourhood, the interviewer is laughing like it irritates me every f-in time I see this clip.
Awe
Sad his mind took him away
I feel awful knowing he knew what he was doing when he did 😪
I still have questions. RIP 💜
Same
But how he died vrs how smart he is
I wish your mind that's over thinking
Why have kids,then? More than sad for them!
And people learned nothing from him. The absolute vitriyol towards other band members, mike in particular is just pathetic.
Chester's entire message was to be kind and lift people up and yet, there's be so much hate being spread by using his name.
You have to find something/someone to live for, if not yourself. Best thing when I start to fall down that hole is to help others and to thank God for the blessings he's provided. Helping someone else and speaking gratitude always takes me out of it and turns it around if I can catch it before it gets too bad. But when I'm in it for a bit, I'm literally begging the angels to help me bc I can't get out of it myself once I fall too far and I need them to bring me out. I pray Psalm 91 over all in need right now. 🙏🤍✨
I try to do the same. Whenever I'm deep in my head about life and the feeling being stuck in doubt...the only thing that helped me get out of that place was when my kids needed me. Now that they are older they don't need me like they use to. Anytime I see someone in my family look sad or just not themself I try to help, but they always say nothing is wrong even though it's evident that there is. And then I feel even worse than I did before. And then I stay in bed not doing anything for days. I feel if no one needs or wants my help then what am I here for? I scream in my head at Jesus to take me already, I'm done here, and I beg Him to bring me HOME. I just want to go HOME. Like seriously I really want to go HOME. If I'm not of any use for anyone...what's the point of being here. I just want to help whenever I can when I can. Either no one wants it or needs it. Either way, life feels pointless now. Yet still I try.
🙏🏼❤🕊
@christinaleija1627 do not give up and do not end your journey of wanting to help just because your family doesn't ask for your help...there are tons of people that need help every day. Maybe try volunteering at a nursing home once a week? I thought about doing that myself because there are many elderly that have no one. They would love nothing more than a visit or even just to have someone there to make them smile. Since my family is always in need of help, It keeps me busy enough but if I didn't have them I would definitely volunteer my time. God bless you and may you find Hope and happiness in this world. 🙏
@@ShannaM1
I can't and I won't ever only because my children. I love them too much to be without them. They are my everything, my world and my life.🙏🏼❤🕊
My love and gratitude for your kind concern. GOD BLESS You and those you love...now and always.
@@christinaleija1627 God bless you. 🙏
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