I really appreciate how the doc ended. Instead of a sad remembrance of how he died, it was more of an upbeat celebration of who he was and what the band meant to everyone.
I still remember the first song I have ever heard from linkin Park is numb and from that day it was my one of the favourites song of this band when I was in 6 7 class and after his death we came to know one more light is a song he wrote for himself and numb was the favourite song of my then girlfriend too
Jesus Christ that hits so hard I’m literally crying right now I got to see them in 2011 and I don’t have the words to describe how much that gig meant to me and I can’t thank my parents enough for that opportunity I stopped listening to them after the passing of Chester’s because I found it so hard to listen to but with the new song that Emily Armstrong did it have brought my deep found love for that band back as I have been listing to them since they formed I’m now 29 and still love them all I can say is THANK YOU 🙏 for all that happy memories pasted and present ❤❤❤❤❤❤
I was born and live in Russia. One day it became so hard for me that I decided to cross a railway crossing while the train was moving, but my favourite LP songs from the Meteora album started playing in my headphones. I didn't want to leave this world without listening to my favourite songs. And they sucked me in so much that at that moment I didn't notice that I had listened to the whole album, sitting in the next yard from the passing train. I believe that Chester is my guardian angel. Thank you for everything. I will never give up on you. Love you ❤🩹
When the news first broke out that he had left this earth, I couldn’t bare it. I sped home so fast, closed all the blinds in the house to be in darkness and sobbed uncontrollably while watching their music videos. And then while listening to “Leave out All the Rest” I couldn’t help but to feel peace hearing his message through that song .. “when my times come forget the wrong that I’ve done, help me leave behind some, reasons to be missed..” Thank you Chester for leaving me a million reasons to miss you! His words have carried me throughout adolescence to adult life trials and tribulations. ❤ I love YOU!
It's sad huh ? I live in ct. And was wait8ng to see him at mohegan sun casino but he died 2 days before which sucked and I broke down real bad at cas8no and weeks straight its so sad he's gone
As a guy that was fortunate enough to meet and know Chester I can without a doubt say that I loved that man. He was a beautiful human being. Rest easy brother
Fortunate enough ? Lots of laughs. You did not need to be fortunate to know Chester. You only needed to have a heart, and things that were close to him. Make the difference.
Depression comes from a chemical imbalance in the brain. Many things can cause this, its usually from the brain getting damaged from like may concussions, which is why its common amongst people in heavy contact sports and brain damage from excessive drug use. When a lot of these rock stars pass, the autopsy says that there was no drugs in their system, but the damage is already done
I respectfully disagree. Depression can happen to anyone. People who are sober, drug users, chemical imbalances in the brain, trauma, etc. That's what makes it so horrifying.
@@jaxons3195 you are talking in personal opinion, im talking about facts. Suicide generally comes from depression, depression usually comes from a chemical imbalance in the brain, which is technically a form of brain damage, which is sometimes caused by excessive drug addiction. Im not saying its always this way but i assure you it does often happen this way.
A person who has true depression will try their hardest to make the people around them happy because they don't want to see someone suffer like they are suffering. I do the same thing and unless you truly know me. You will never know I am fighting my depression.
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Dealing with depression, which is a fighting battle. What chester says is very true. One wrong negative comment, no matter how well things are going, can affect your thoughts. Also, being in yourself instead of out of yourself. He says he does it to himself, and I really understand stand what he is saying. I have never been able to put into words.
His dead hurt me so bad like I literally never cried when some celebrity died but Chester is not just anyone… It still hurts. His music and voice healed me so many times and it still does ❤
I'm still crying about my dog that passed 6 years ago. She wasn't very old but had a fast growing tumor that attached to too many vital organs and the vet couldn't save her.
Same. Rarely did I ever cried for a stranger… but this one felt personal, like a friend or family member who I knew from childhood. I hope he knows how much he is loved.
He was really, truly, deeply depressed. He needed someone to tell him that it's not his fault. He had the urge to get out, run away from the memories, and punish himself through that journey he thought he must take. It was all just too much for him to bear. He helped me through alcoholism. He helped millions. God may have mercy on his soul 🙏 😢
Or maybe there is something else at Plat here. His choice in hats is possibly a interesting clue. Funny how these lines of depression/ drugs is always used and everyone laps it up!
There is such a deep rooted sense of dark shame that stays within the depths of our being. If only it was that easy to hear it was never our fault… Abuse changes the way your brain grows, neurons changed forever. The album with “Numb” helped me get sober. Sober to this day I miss him
I had the great fortune of experiencing Linkin Park when they came to Ireland during their minutes to midnight tour. It was filled with so much vibrancy and life. To this day it is only one of two concerts I've ever gone to.
That's amazing! What a great time to have seen them as well. I saw them in 2009 in Manchester, and had a similar experience. The show was just electric from start to finish.
Respect from Ireland, I loved LP since I was 8 and didn't go that day to do a competition, turned out to be one of the highlights of my life, but yet part of me will always regret not seeing my favourite band
The sucky part is, I had bought tickets for their show here in Michigan for my wife and I who have been huge Linkin Park fans, and it was going to be our first time seeing them live. I got an email saying our tickets had been refunded and I looked online only to see that Chester had passed. I cried so hard. We love you Chester!!!!!!!
This was my favorite group to listen to when in high school. As an adult you learn to listen and hear and understand the lyrics and what they mean and there is a story behind those songs. My father committed suicide on Thanksgiving, my dad always expressed himself through music which is how I am today. You never know what someone is going through, always be nice and thankful for what you HAVE, because it can be gone in a second. Mental illness is real. So sorry for the loss of Chester and his mental struggles. RIP to Chester and my dad. Suicide awareness and prevention has become an important part of my life now. “We are never too busy to listen”. 💜🙏🏻💙
The editing on this is really good, one of the best Chester Bennington documentary I’ve seen on yt been listening to linkin park for 18 years and he’s still always in my mind ty for this vid
My best friend commuted suicide and I miss him everyday so don’t forget too tell the ones you love every single time you see them and Chester we miss you everyday and will never stop loving you your music.
completely understood what chester was saying about being out and being inside. when im out with my daughter, friends, brother, mother or at work, im completely fine. once im by myself, the battle starts. many things happened during my life that has really messed up my head. in my teenage years music saved me long enough until i had something to keep fighting for. once my daughter was born she gave me life. she helped me push through a cancer battle. she helped me push through a bad divorce. she gives me a reason to keep fighting every day. all i can say is thank you chester for helping many of us push through.
I try to imagine that I was being raped for five years in my teenage and my mental got totally destroyed, imagine I didn’t know anything else but drugs and booze to “handle” the PTSD, imagine that those drugs got my physical destruct, imagine that I was so lonely at home with no parents, that my dad was a cop always away from home telling me how I should be decent everytime he is home. At the end of the day, as a man, being raped by men for 5 years is the thing. Would stay in me whatever success in marriage, jobs and shit. I ask myself. Would I be fucking capable of living if I were in that life?
yep, no one wants to carry that deep pain inside. But if you're a friend of them, tell them, it's not their fault, as they can always find new happiness, through new friends, new partner. And they don't live to look up to anyone else but themselves, they don't have a responsibility to please anybody else.
Abuse is never the fault of the recipient but the perpetrators, such a tormented man. A very talented human being the carried this guilt when it wasn’t his to carry. R.I.P Chester u are sorely missed ❤️
When I heard that Chris Cornell had passed, I was so, so sad and crying for months. Then when they announced that Chester passed, well, lets just say I never really got over it.
I will never be able to forget the screams of the housekeeper during the 911 call. I hope she was able to heal from that. No one should be put in a situation like that.
he sung like a angel he screamed like demon his songs were godly his voice was mythical we love you we miss you we miss you and we will never forget you🥲
Happy birthday to him March 20 ❤ it was devastating to lose him... the people who his music spoke to felt his pain and understood his pain. He gave us hope to push thru and helped so many express feelings they were unable to put into words. I hope his children know how much his music helped people. RIP 🙏 thank you for for always giving me a place for my head 🎶
This should be a movie! Like honestly a movie about Chester but also how all Linkin Park was made through the struggles, commitment and one main goal! ❤
I will always remember what Chester has acheived. Even though I only was about eleven years old when he died, I had known two of his songs by heart on his death day. The 20th of July 2017 marks a milestone in my life. The music I write sometimes is inspired by punk, which was what Linkin Park partly played. Live long in prosper, Chester💔
Chester and Chris will forever be two of my favourite Voices and Beings. They both shaped my own vocal musical style from a young age with Chris into my 20s with Chester. I still get chills when I hear their voices. May their memories continue to be sweet. May their music live on. Peace through music. ❤
I've watched loads of " Chester", in various different interviews, And what I have seen they are All the Same ...I Suffer from Mental anxiety and Depression, I'm Great full of Him... I'd Never Heard of Linkin Park.... Until I Heard "Numb" and that song Just was Everything I Felt Growing up...I found this track by mistake on U.Tube one night, I was Seriously thinking about Ending My Life, But Hearing More from L/P , Made Such a difference in my life....I Could relate on many levels, He is Such a Beautiful Man, When he lost his Best friend, Chris Cornel, Who Had Suffered the Abuse Also... I really feel they connected in many different levels...I Don't think Cheser could ever get over the loss of his amazing Friend.... I know L/P Continue to day, But it Will Never be the same Again.... They Just Seem to keep bringing out Old Songs from a long time ago...re-making them new again....I Will Always be A Massive fan of the Legend who Was "Chester Bennington"....by the way I'm 57yrs old, And My 🐈 Cat is called"CHESTER and when I get another 🐈 cat he will be called "Bennington"... I maybe old but I'm living the Dream With Old Linkin park, you can't Not Feel the Passion and Love...And I feel Blessed by His Music and the Person who Was the Greatest, Mr Chester Bennington... You Really Did Bring Me Back to LIFE... Thankyou So Much...🙏🙏🌹🇬🇧😸😸❤️💯🍒
Over the years listening to LP weather Chester wrote the song or sang them he gave them meaning the way he sang his way into our hearts , the sad thing is the two things he sang of most is what took him fear and pain ....RIP
It’s funny that you can play as many happy songs as possible but never be able to get out of your head. RIP Chester. When it’s dark it’s really dark and no amount of light can help you get passed that. I know the feeling
I can relate to Chester so much I feel everything is crumbling around me my marriage, my life. We miss you buddy, I was so fortunate to see you guys in concert four times . I have to get through this with God’s help. 🙏
Wishing you the best from the bottom of my heart. I’ve been there. It’s not easy, it’s definitely not pretty. Remember, go easy on yourself. Try to eat, even little snacks here and there even if it’s just a couple bites, and please remember to hydrate!!! These little things helped me more than I thought. You’ve got this! Take it one day at a time friend ❤ much love
Chester was in Saw. It was a quick torturing him being super glued to his car seat. He played the role perfectly. We miss you however now you are at peace. Amazing in everything he did. ❤😊
One of the best bands that will ever be definitely one one of my favorites there's so much meaning to the songs especially in the End Linkin Park Rip Chester😪
I get everything he is saying. Getting out of himself is the only way; sadly, our Chester is gone. He was such a beautiful soul and the world will always be a lesser place without him.
I love this man so much. He literally saves me EVERYDAY. He makes me feel like I'm not alone...everything he's ever stated is the exact way I always feel.
17:35 - even Chester's analogies were conveyed with suicidal attributes. He never had a moments peace in his head.... The drugs and alcohol only go so far. He helped millions but couldn't save himself. RIP.
So many people suffer behind closed doors but put a big smile on their faces when around people. It's sad because people are ashamed to ask for help or even admit that their not always that happy person they portay to be. We have to do better at seeing the signs before it's to late
well it's so much more obvious to see the signs in his lyrics in retrospect... "keep me in your memories, leave out all the rest," "sometimes goodbye's the only way," "holding on to so much more than I can carry"...
This guy got me through so so many tough times. When I would be at my lowest I would blast linkin park. Took me to another place. It’s just crazy how he could help so many people and in the end couldn’t help himself. Rip Chester.
I wish that he'd understood how important he was to so many in this world. Even though I didn't know him personally, when I heard I cried... it felt like losing a good friend because his music blocked out so many things in my life that were causing me pain and I felt really alone but when you put those head phones on, there he was. I'm sorry I didn't get a chance to tell him how he affected my life in a positive way, I found a lot of strength, patience and kindness in his example as a person. I wish I'd gotten the chance to thank him, I really do.
At first it probably felt amazing to get it out, but night after night, tour after tour..you BECOME that pain 💔 until it’s unlivable. That pain is you, And it’s inescapable. I can’t imagine performing that pain night after night, year after year. As a victim myself, to go that deep in that torment..how do you heal, how do you separate yourself from that person you were when you were traumatized..broken. It’s heartbreaking 💔
I go through so many mental issues and chester sang the story of my life. Somtimes life is dark. It takes a ton of energy to act normal. I was very abused as a child. Chester thank you and love to you and your family.
Sat here crying 😢 seeing those clips of when the news broke about his passing is like hearing it for the first time. Chester you will be forever missed. RIP 🕊️
Linkin Park have never made a bad album and those fan's who turned on them and started hating them are to stupid and narrow minded to understand them musically.
You are right my friend. I was a massive fan. I done that and started listening to them again a few months ago when cure for the itch played and I finally heard Chester. I then came to find the meaning in many of their other songs. It allowed me to become enlighted. It opened pandora box for me. It is extremely complex when you really understand. I believe Chester lived with Borderline and co morbidities. He tried to tell us in so many ways yet he was never heard. I believe he fulfilled his destiny and sadly his fate. An extraordinary individual ahead of his time. We owe Mike. He never gave up on Chester, when almost everyone else probably did.
I NEVER turned in LP. I just refused to be drawn down into his MISERY. The self loathing just got to be too much. CHESTER WAS WEAK. He had everything he needed to RISR ABOVE what happened to him. His wife & child he so callously left behind. His music & fame and wealth . He had the world by the balls but would rather blame& crucify himself daily and live in the past. I understand depression can be a bitch but it just boggles my mind how someone who had SO MUCH could think he was useless and undeserving of life. RIP.
Do you know what even going on in chester mind? he was sexually abused as a child which music helped him to keep going in life which of course you don't understand mental health, without music he probably wouldn't even be alive in his teens beacuse he was hooked on drugs at the time @@twolak1972
Man this made me cry :( I miss Chester every day. I know I never knew him, never even got to see LP live before he passed. But it’s like the presence of a dear friend and confidant is gone forever. Love you so much Chester for everything you gifted all of us over the years 🤍
I really appreciate how the doc ended. Instead of a sad remembrance of how he died, it was more of an upbeat celebration of who he was and what the band meant to everyone.
Thanks! That was always my intention when putting it together. It's a celebration as much as it is a remembrance.
I still remember the first song I have ever heard from linkin Park is numb and from that day it was my one of the favourites song of this band when I was in 6 7 class and after his death we came to know one more light is a song he wrote for himself and numb was the favourite song of my then girlfriend too
Jesus Christ that hits so hard I’m literally crying right now I got to see them in 2011 and I don’t have the words to describe how much that gig meant to me and I can’t thank my parents enough for that opportunity I stopped listening to them after the passing of Chester’s because I found it so hard to listen to but with the new song that Emily Armstrong did it have brought my deep found love for that band back as I have been listing to them since they formed I’m now 29 and still love them all I can say is THANK YOU 🙏 for all that happy memories pasted and present ❤❤❤❤❤❤
Chester was all water
"Between my ears, that is a bad neighborhood. I should not be in there alone." 💔 I miss him soo much!! 😭
Me too.
I should never be left alone with my thoughts!
I’m with you on that 😢
This is so true for myself too. My mind is a scary place to be.
I relate to this quote more than I wish to. That space between my ears is seemingly already beyond repair.
I relate to this quote so much. My mind sometimes makes everything worse.
I was born and live in Russia. One day it became so hard for me that I decided to cross a railway crossing while the train was moving, but my favourite LP songs from the Meteora album started playing in my headphones. I didn't want to leave this world without listening to my favourite songs. And they sucked me in so much that at that moment I didn't notice that I had listened to the whole album, sitting in the next yard from the passing train.
I believe that Chester is my guardian angel. Thank you for everything. I will never give up on you. Love you ❤🩹
he really is
Hope your doing good bro.
Hope you're in a better place now man ❤️
Which was that song ?
Hoping you are in a better place. ❤
When the news first broke out that he had left this earth, I couldn’t bare it. I sped home so fast, closed all the blinds in the house to be in darkness and sobbed uncontrollably while watching their music videos. And then while listening to “Leave out All the Rest” I couldn’t help but to feel peace hearing his message through that song .. “when my times come forget the wrong that I’ve done, help me leave behind some, reasons to be missed..” Thank you Chester for leaving me a million reasons to miss you! His words have carried me throughout adolescence to adult life trials and tribulations. ❤ I love YOU!
and dont resent me when your feeling empty, keep me in your memories, reasons to be missed, leave out all the rest,
Beautifully said ❤
If CC was still with us he'd still be here !!!!
It's sad huh ? I live in ct. And was wait8ng to see him at mohegan sun casino but he died 2 days before which sucked and I broke down real bad at cas8no and weeks straight its so sad he's gone
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As a guy that was fortunate enough to meet and know Chester I can without a doubt say that I loved that man. He was a beautiful human being. Rest easy brother
That's amazing that you actually knew him. Sorry for your loss man
@@DesDocs It was definitely a hell of a blow emotionally I appreciate your condolences but I definitely will never forget my time I had with him
You are so lucky. But I'll meet him very soon ❤
You are so blessed 🥹
Fortunate enough ? Lots of laughs. You did not need to be fortunate to know Chester. You only needed to have a heart, and things that were close to him. Make the difference.
If I had one superpower, it would be to destroy depression!
Amen 🙏 ❤
depression is not a disease, its an answer you have to listen
Depression comes from a chemical imbalance in the brain. Many things can cause this, its usually from the brain getting damaged from like may concussions, which is why its common amongst people in heavy contact sports and brain damage from excessive drug use.
When a lot of these rock stars pass, the autopsy says that there was no drugs in their system, but the damage is already done
I respectfully disagree. Depression can happen to anyone. People who are sober, drug users, chemical imbalances in the brain, trauma, etc. That's what makes it so horrifying.
@@jaxons3195 you are talking in personal opinion, im talking about facts.
Suicide generally comes from depression,
depression usually comes from a chemical imbalance in the brain, which is technically a form of brain damage, which is sometimes caused by excessive drug addiction. Im not saying its always this way but i assure you it does often happen this way.
A person who has true depression will try their hardest to make the people around them happy because they don't want to see someone suffer like they are suffering. I do the same thing and unless you truly know me. You will never know I am fighting my depression.
Classic robin Williams theory
everyone's different though
same here
My phone keeps on deleting my long ass comment before I can finish typing it and just like everything else I just don't have the energy or motivation to even try it again
Im surprised I even finished typing that last comment....
It must be truly awful to chase a dream with the hope it will fix you, only to realize that when you reach it you are still broken.
Wherever you go, there you are
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Wow that truly sucks
Dealing with depression, which is a fighting battle. What chester says is very true. One wrong negative comment, no matter how well things are going, can affect your thoughts. Also, being in yourself instead of out of yourself. He says he does it to himself, and I really understand stand what he is saying. I have never been able to put into words.
Yes, nobody could explain depression better than Chester. That last interview says it all, along with the Heavy video.
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His dead hurt me so bad like I literally never cried when some celebrity died but Chester is not just anyone… It still hurts. His music and voice healed me so many times and it still does ❤
I know exactly how you feel 😢❤
I'm still crying about my dog that passed 6 years ago.
She wasn't very old but had a fast growing tumor that attached to too many vital organs and the vet couldn't save her.
@@shanonw1936 me too 😢
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Same. Rarely did I ever cried for a stranger… but this one felt personal, like a friend or family member who I knew from childhood. I hope he knows how much he is loved.
Rest In Peace Linkin Park's Chester Bennington and Chris Cornell amazing talent you guys had
Truth
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He was really, truly, deeply depressed. He needed someone to tell him that it's not his fault. He had the urge to get out, run away from the memories, and punish himself through that journey he thought he must take. It was all just too much for him to bear. He helped me through alcoholism. He helped millions. God may have mercy on his soul 🙏 😢
I agree, he was a deeply tormented man. I'm so glad he was able to help you through that. I've heard a lot of stories like that, it's amazing
I agree with you but the most thing he needed was God’s presence in his life 😢
Or maybe there is something else at Plat here. His choice in hats is possibly a interesting clue. Funny how these lines of depression/ drugs is always used and everyone laps it up!
He is ;)
There is such a deep rooted sense of dark shame that stays within the depths of our being. If only it was that easy to hear it was never our fault…
Abuse changes the way your brain grows, neurons changed forever.
The album with “Numb” helped me get sober.
Sober to this day
I miss him
I'm sorry we couldn't save you, Chester, but your music has saved a lot of people from being their own demise. Thank you for that.
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I had the great fortune of experiencing Linkin Park when they came to Ireland during their minutes to midnight tour. It was filled with so much vibrancy and life. To this day it is only one of two concerts I've ever gone to.
That's amazing! What a great time to have seen them as well. I saw them in 2009 in Manchester, and had a similar experience. The show was just electric from start to finish.
Respect from Ireland, I loved LP since I was 8 and didn't go that day to do a competition, turned out to be one of the highlights of my life, but yet part of me will always regret not seeing my favourite band
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The sucky part is, I had bought tickets for their show here in Michigan for my wife and I who have been huge Linkin Park fans, and it was going to be our first time seeing them live. I got an email saying our tickets had been refunded and I looked online only to see that Chester had passed. I cried so hard. We love you Chester!!!!!!!
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Omg same happened to me😭😭
Chester was and forever will be one of the musicians that has and always will save me from myself. When this beautiful soul left us I ugly cried
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He was so tormented. His eyes showed it.
👏👏..
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Always.. I even noticed it when I was a teenager
Especially during the bridge when he screams God on Given up in clarkston
This was my favorite group to listen to when in high school. As an adult you learn to listen and hear and understand the lyrics and what they mean and there is a story behind those songs. My father committed suicide on Thanksgiving, my dad always expressed himself through music which is how I am today. You never know what someone is going through, always be nice and thankful for what you HAVE, because it can be gone in a second. Mental illness is real. So sorry for the loss of Chester and his mental struggles. RIP to Chester and my dad. Suicide awareness and prevention has become an important part of my life now. “We are never too busy to listen”. 💜🙏🏻💙
You're exactly right. I'm so sorry for you loss man, I hope you're doing okay. X
So Sorry For Your Loss, Hugs
So Sorry For Your Loss, Hugs
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Sorry for your loss...I deal with depression and suicidal thoughts for so long time
Greatest voice in music history 💯 Chester Bennington. Rest in peace and paradise 🙏🏻. Hope you are out of pain and no more depression
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The editing on this is really good, one of the best Chester Bennington documentary I’ve seen on yt been listening to linkin park for 18 years and he’s still always in my mind ty for this vid
Wow, thank you!
He was incredible. Rip Chester, and to your dear friend Chris Cornell ❤
🤘🏻❤
🫶🫶🫶🎵🎵🎵🔥🔥🔥🤘🤘🤘
R.I.P. LEGEND... 😢
My best friend commuted suicide and I miss him everyday so don’t forget too tell the ones you love every single time you see them and Chester we miss you everyday and will never stop loving you your music.
As a suicide survivor I agree
Sorry For Your Loss, Hugs
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Who else is crying
Everytime I hear his voice. 🤘🏻
UGLY CRYING!!! 😔😭
Me this broke my heart 💔
@@UtahAtsuguaSICARIO we are likon park for life
Me it’s not fair legends never die I will keep his music 🎶 on my playlist for life 🫶🤘
completely understood what chester was saying about being out and being inside. when im out with my daughter, friends, brother, mother or at work, im completely fine. once im by myself, the battle starts. many things happened during my life that has really messed up my head. in my teenage years music saved me long enough until i had something to keep fighting for. once my daughter was born she gave me life. she helped me push through a cancer battle. she helped me push through a bad divorce. she gives me a reason to keep fighting every day. all i can say is thank you chester for helping many of us push through.
Brother you got this, you're a winner already, don't give up, hold on and live day by day, in the end everything will matter
I try to imagine that I was being raped for five years in my teenage and my mental got totally destroyed, imagine I didn’t know anything else but drugs and booze to “handle” the PTSD, imagine that those drugs got my physical destruct, imagine that I was so lonely at home with no parents, that my dad was a cop always away from home telling me how I should be decent everytime he is home.
At the end of the day, as a man, being raped by men for 5 years is the thing. Would stay in me whatever success in marriage, jobs and shit.
I ask myself. Would I be fucking capable of living if I were in that life?
yep, no one wants to carry that deep pain inside. But if you're a friend of them, tell them, it's not their fault, as they can always find new happiness, through new friends, new partner. And they don't live to look up to anyone else but themselves, they don't have a responsibility to please anybody else.
Abuse is never the fault of the recipient but the perpetrators, such a tormented man. A very talented human being the carried this guilt when it wasn’t his to carry. R.I.P Chester u are sorely missed ❤️
"The candle that I'm holding and I won't let go of and then it set me on fire." This type of metaphor cannot be made by anyone ordinary.
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Je suis là pour écouter Chester ❤️❤️❤️❤️ respect 💯💯💯 que de l'amour
When I heard that Chris Cornell had passed, I was so, so sad and crying for months. Then when they announced that Chester passed, well, lets just say I never really got over it.
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Thanks my dude. It was great time watching this. Thanks for your effort. 👍
Thank you! I'm glad you had a good time with it.
I will never be able to forget the screams of the housekeeper during the 911 call. I hope she was able to heal from that. No one should be put in a situation like that.
Me too. Only listened to it once, wish I'd never heard it.
Thanks
Wow, thank you so much!
The bad thing about some severe depressions is that you feel you deserve to feel bad therefore you can’t feel you can recover
Nailed it
💯
My life the last 15 years. I am surprised still here.
@@itsmejahoo hey hang in there don’t let shit get to you.
@@itsmejahoo What’s been bothering you if you don’t mind me asking?
Rip chester you were far from a failure man you are a true inspiration for many of us who battle with mental health issues
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he sung like a angel
he screamed like demon
his songs were godly
his voice was mythical
we love you
we miss you
we miss you and we will never forget you🥲
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Lame
Perfectly said
Amazing how his valley speaking accent disappeared when he sung. I hated pop punk bands who sung with that accent... like Simple Plan & Newfound Glory
Happy birthday to him March 20 ❤ it was devastating to lose him... the people who his music spoke to felt his pain and understood his pain. He gave us hope to push thru and helped so many express feelings they were unable to put into words. I hope his children know how much his music helped people. RIP 🙏 thank you for for always giving me a place for my head 🎶
I miss him so. And I sooo understand that neighborhood he shouldn't be alone in.
This should be a movie! Like honestly a movie about Chester but also how all Linkin Park was made through the struggles, commitment and one main goal! ❤
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This made me cry..miss u chester
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Chester's been bouncin' around in my head like a .22 lately.
Weird!
The other day when I posted a comment about my .38, it was either deleted by yt or hidden.
And I can see yours.
.22 ok.
.38 bad? 👀
In this documentary, Chester says he wants his songs bouncing around peoples heads like a .22.
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Great loss, I’m so moved by the later part of the video. Thanks for sharing this. ❤
Thanks so much. It was a pleasure to make it.
I will always remember what Chester has acheived. Even though I only was about eleven years old when he died, I had known two of his songs by heart on his death day. The 20th of July 2017 marks a milestone in my life. The music I write sometimes is inspired by punk, which was what Linkin Park partly played. Live long in prosper, Chester💔
I NEED OFFICIAL MOVIE ABOUT CHESTER 😭😭😭😭😭
Agreed!
Fr for ffs we deserve one I was watch the film until I am being tired 😢😢
I’ll take a a bio pic of Linkin park.
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@@reivang7196Mark Wahlberg is already working on it..
When the 2nd album dropped, I remember thinking, "It is good, but the feeling was off." Watching this, I understand, stand why.
As someone in recovery, i hear the jargon we say in the rooms. “Between my ears is a bad neighborhood” I hope he is resting in peace ☮️
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Chester and Chris will forever be two of my favourite Voices and Beings. They both shaped my own vocal musical style from a young age with Chris into my 20s with Chester. I still get chills when I hear their voices. May their memories continue to be sweet. May their music live on. Peace through music. ❤
That's lovely. Hope you're doing well ❤️
I've watched loads of " Chester", in various different interviews, And what I have seen they are All the Same ...I Suffer from Mental anxiety and Depression, I'm Great full of Him... I'd Never Heard of Linkin Park.... Until I Heard "Numb" and that song Just was Everything I Felt Growing up...I found this track by mistake on U.Tube one night, I was Seriously thinking about Ending My Life, But Hearing More from L/P , Made Such a difference in my life....I Could relate on many levels, He is Such a Beautiful Man, When he lost his Best friend, Chris Cornel, Who Had Suffered the Abuse Also... I really feel they connected in many different levels...I Don't think Cheser could ever get over the loss of his amazing Friend.... I know L/P Continue to day, But it Will Never be the same Again.... They Just Seem to keep bringing out Old Songs from a long time ago...re-making them new again....I Will Always be A Massive fan of the Legend who Was "Chester Bennington"....by the way I'm 57yrs old, And My 🐈 Cat is called"CHESTER and when I get another 🐈 cat he will be called "Bennington"... I maybe old but I'm living the Dream With Old Linkin park, you can't Not Feel the Passion and Love...And I feel Blessed by His Music and the Person who Was the Greatest, Mr Chester Bennington... You Really Did Bring Me Back to LIFE... Thankyou So Much...🙏🙏🌹🇬🇧😸😸❤️💯🍒
I'm Happy You Are Still Here With Us Also, Chester Saved My Butt Too. Hugs
2024 and still Miss chester!
Over the years listening to LP weather Chester wrote the song or sang them he gave them meaning the way he sang his way into our hearts , the sad thing is the two things he sang of most is what took him fear and pain ....RIP
It’s funny that you can play as many happy songs as possible but never be able to get out of your head. RIP Chester. When it’s dark it’s really dark and no amount of light can help you get passed that. I know the feeling
I can relate to Chester so much I feel everything is crumbling around me my marriage, my life. We miss you buddy, I was so fortunate to see you guys in concert four times . I have to get through this with God’s help. 🙏
I'm struggling with the same issues....
Everytime I watch this I cry
I Just watched it, yes, i cried also, big loves to you Nocovid :)
Music has kept me alive!
In a few weeks i will be going to rehab for the 2nd time.. feel like this is my last chance..
These songs help me so much right now.
Bless you, hope everything goes well for you man. Look after yourself
You can do this! The trick is to keep breathing always. Take care xx
#YANA
I don't know you but my gosh your in my thoughts for life......
Wish u the best// you’re in my thoughts & im glad Chester/linkin park has brought together here. Much love 🖤
Wishing you the best from the bottom of my heart. I’ve been there. It’s not easy, it’s definitely not pretty. Remember, go easy on yourself. Try to eat, even little snacks here and there even if it’s just a couple bites, and please remember to hydrate!!! These little things helped me more than I thought. You’ve got this! Take it one day at a time friend ❤ much love
Chester was in Saw. It was a quick torturing him being super glued to his car seat. He played the role perfectly. We miss you however now you are at peace. Amazing in everything he did. ❤😊
That radio show he did just before.! He was crying out for help
One of the best bands that will ever be definitely one one of my favorites there's so much meaning to the songs especially in the End Linkin Park Rip Chester😪
he really tried so hard and got so far 🙏😔
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I grow up with Linkin Park, till this day I still don't want to believe what have happen. Will forever be in my heart.
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Listening to Linkin park before he died:✊😤
Listening after :😔😧🫥
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Made me cry. RIP Chester.
Happy belated birthday chester, thanks for everything, Lincoln park! Rip Chester Bennington 🙏
Painfully great video
Glad you liked it, thank you!
Thank you! This was beautiful ❤
You're so welcome!
What a beautiful person inside and out. His vocals were just the best in the industry. Chester…we will ALWAYS love and miss you! RIP 🙏❤️🩹🙏❤️🩹
Thank you for making this. He truly was wonderful. I wish he had received back everything he gave to his fans.
I get everything he is saying. Getting out of himself is the only way; sadly, our Chester is gone. He was such a beautiful soul and the world will always be a lesser place without him.
I love this man so much. He literally saves me EVERYDAY. He makes me feel like I'm not alone...everything he's ever stated is the exact way I always feel.
17:35 - even Chester's analogies were conveyed with suicidal attributes.
He never had a moments peace in his head.... The drugs and alcohol only go so far.
He helped millions but couldn't save himself. RIP.
LP is one of the greatest bands ever. For my music taste and i am in my mid 50's. I still listen to them often.
So many people suffer behind closed doors but put a big smile on their faces when around people. It's sad because people are ashamed to ask for help or even admit that their not always that happy person they portay to be. We have to do better at seeing the signs before it's to late
They should make a biopic movie about Chester Bennington and Linkin Park.
well it's so much more obvious to see the signs in his lyrics in retrospect... "keep me in your memories, leave out all the rest," "sometimes goodbye's the only way," "holding on to so much more than I can carry"...
Bro, you nailed this documentary. Holy shit. I was hooked the whole time. How do you not have more subscribers??
Haha thanks man! Very kind.
Amazing documentary. He is greatly missed
Thank you man. He really is!
I was planning to watch only the beginning, but then I couldn't stop. Thank you.
Hey, I hope you enjoyed it.
We miss you Chester… Long Live LP!!❤️❤️🙌🏻🤘🏼
Who's cutting onions? 😢😢 Damn this one stings.. still 7 years later.. RIP my friend. Thank you for sharing your art.. 💖
& pada akhirnya hanya air mata yang mampu berbicara saat menonton video ini.
RIP my idol Chester Benington.😢😢
Hope you enjoyed the documentary though ❤️
Best linkin park/chester docu i've seen by far
Very kind thanks dude, this was a labour of love!
Very sweet and nice doco on Chester. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
This guy got me through so so many tough times. When I would be at my lowest I would blast linkin park. Took me to another place. It’s just crazy how he could help so many people and in the end couldn’t help himself. Rip Chester.
I loved this, great work man!
Thanks so much!
Linkin Park is ace .Chester I hope your free of your demons , LINKIN PARK history made and unforgettable songs with trueful felt lyrics. God Bless .
Such a great job you've done! Thanks for this documentary. It's very atmospheric. I feel very calm
That's a lovely compliment, thank you!
Nicely done tribute ❤
Thank you very much!
It hurts my heart he's no longer here😢
I wish that he'd understood how important he was to so many in this world. Even though I didn't know him personally, when I heard I cried... it felt like losing a good friend because his music blocked out so many things in my life that were causing me pain and I felt really alone but when you put those head phones on, there he was. I'm sorry I didn't get a chance to tell him how he affected my life in a positive way, I found a lot of strength, patience and kindness in his example as a person. I wish I'd gotten the chance to thank him, I really do.
Great doc man! Loved it
Thanks so much man, means a lot
If only TH-cam would allow actual LP music to be used, this would have been perfect. Thanks for the great work.
Haha I agree! Thank you man.
At first it probably felt amazing to get it out, but night after night, tour after tour..you BECOME that pain 💔 until it’s unlivable. That pain is you,
And it’s inescapable.
I can’t imagine performing that pain night after night, year after year.
As a victim myself, to go that deep in that torment..how do you heal, how do you separate yourself from that person you were when you were traumatized..broken. It’s heartbreaking 💔
Hope you're in a good place now ❤️
I go through so many mental issues and chester sang the story of my life. Somtimes life is dark. It takes a ton of energy to act normal. I was very abused as a child. Chester thank you and love to you and your family.
It was so sad to lost him and it between hate and tear when knewing chester living with drug.
His song and voice will never gettin fade.
Thank you for sharing this documentary with us Chester is a true legend ❤
7 years and I thought I might be ready to watch something like this. I’m not.
Never got to see him live and there my favorite band
I made this foult in Latvia 🤦♂️
Sat here crying 😢 seeing those clips of when the news broke about his passing is like hearing it for the first time. Chester you will be forever missed. RIP 🕊️
Linkin Park have never made a bad album and those fan's who turned on them and started hating them are to stupid and narrow minded to understand them musically.
Everyone's entitled to not like something
You are right my friend.
I was a massive fan.
I done that and started listening to them again a few months ago when cure for the itch played and I finally heard Chester. I then came to find the meaning in many of their other songs.
It allowed me to become enlighted. It opened pandora box for me.
It is extremely complex when you really understand.
I believe Chester lived with Borderline and co morbidities.
He tried to tell us in so many ways yet he was never heard.
I believe he fulfilled his destiny and sadly his fate. An extraordinary individual ahead of his time.
We owe Mike. He never gave up on Chester, when almost everyone else probably did.
I NEVER turned in LP. I just refused to be drawn down into his MISERY. The self loathing just got to be too much. CHESTER WAS WEAK. He had everything he needed to RISR ABOVE what happened to him. His wife & child he so callously left behind. His music & fame and wealth . He had the world by the balls but would rather blame& crucify himself daily and live in the past. I understand depression can be a bitch but it just boggles my mind how someone who had SO MUCH could think he was useless and undeserving of life. RIP.
Do you know what even going on in chester mind? he was sexually abused as a child which music helped him to keep going in life which of course you don't understand mental health, without music he probably wouldn't even be alive in his teens beacuse he was hooked on drugs at the time @@twolak1972
@@twolak1972He was not weak, he was sick. And with all the money in the World, you cannot buy mental health.
He hid an immense amount of pain behind those eyes. We miss you, Chester. ❤
Man this made me cry :(
I miss Chester every day. I know I never knew him, never even got to see LP live before he passed. But it’s like the presence of a dear friend and confidant is gone forever.
Love you so much Chester for everything you gifted all of us over the years 🤍
Such a talented human being pity he couldn’t save himself r.i.p
To be fair to those record executives, if they had kicked their shoes off at every show, they would have been even bigger.
Hahaha. I can certainly say I've never seen any musical act do that, so it would have been pretty original i guess!